I relapsed last october overdosed in November got clean January 5th and now I have 4 months clean. I am so thankful I made it out alive next time i know i won't so my only choice is to he clean for life. My life is finally improving got in school got good people in my life...
Well done Chaz I’m so so proud of ya bro keep believing in yourself don’t give up ey keep lookin forward and pushing forward keep you little girl the under lighing force of everything you ever do stay strong they said god gives his hardest battles to his strongest warriors…… be a warrior leading a army of gods warriors…… I myself had a 26 year addiction using intravenously aswell all my veins collapsed startied smokin it attempted suicide 7 times came back every time I have 2 girls myself I’m still trying to get. Clean I’m 6 months away from giving up.completely get my kids back. My family.Back your song I play ion replay over and over it’s infectious much love and much respect to u
My older brother fought addiction for most of his life. When he came back home 4 months ago, we would share music with each other and this was the last one he showed me. He explained everything you talked about in more detail and shared experiences about his struggles, and told me about how much these songs meant to him. We just lost him 2 days ago to a heroin OD. Our family did everything we could for him throughout the years, but there's only so much to do. I just wanted to let you know that, even though he passed, this song was responsible for him holding on just that bit longer. Tell someone you love 'em today, never know when it'll be the last time.
Well done its all a mind set not easy I'm on and of drugs all the time go months thtn go week's doing stupped stuff his music dose help me and saved meny lives anyway keep it up respect
I have 13 months clean of meth and heroin. I remember listening to your songs throughout using just crying praying I could get clean. God is good. Thank you for your music, you’re truly helping addicts all over the world. ❤
@Brooke-dn9ps Congrats on being clean. I was on heroin and meth and hit the path of using fentanyl. I've got 6 months clean. This dude is truly a miracle song writer. You and I share a story. I as well used to listen to @colicchie during active drug use and would cry and beg for help. 10 overdoses later I am still alive with 6 months clean. You are so amazing Chaz I really appreciate you and your story. It's saved my life. With the grace of God and your music I'm a man with a story that has lived through the disease of addiction. I went from 135 pounds and facing 15 years in prison to beating my case and getting clean and now I'm 210 pounds and have my own handyman business. Thank you 🎉❤
How did you do it I've been on fentanyl and meth for 4 years and sick and tired of being sick and tired literally wanna get clean but im scared of the detox what do I do???????😢
@@ColicchieHow did you do it I've been on fentanyl and meth for 4 years and sick and tired of being sick and tired literally wanna get clean but im scared of the detox what do I do???????😢
I swear I feel like my husband who sadly lost his battle with addiction 9/10/22 wrote these! Rest In Peace my love and if you’re struggling with addiction know that you CAN get better take it from this widow get clean it’s ok we love you you can do this!
@@TheJennVegas He is in the happiest place❤. God's presence. He would love to have those earthly pleasures. - believe me... God has a plan for you. Your man loves you !! Keep him in your mind with whatever you do🙂. Trust me. Your gentleman is keeping so much bad and wrong away from you. I can tell the love you have for him. So I know that he'd rather sacrifice himself and protect you and watch you 24/7 everyday. Kristine 😌. Idk... - remember that near death experience you encountered recently 👀 ? Your man was fighting for you that time ! Thank God for every suffering : ). He will show you the plans for your future ✌🏼😁🌴
@@Colicchie My brother !! I am dealing with every lyric you speak bro😭. Each and every song😱 !! My kid is turning 4 years old next year (a boy❤). My baby momma is dating one of my oldest closest friend🤧. So I can relate to your love for your ex... Bro🙆🏽♂️ respect to how strong you are !! I checked out your transitions with the music over these past few years 💯. You're the only person I ever look up to as a Role Model. I'm walking in your shoes. - oh yeah... I'm currently still battling cocaine addiction 😔 (its 7 years now). I'm at a point where I want to make my mom and sister proud aswell. My sister was the same with me abusing the drugs. She became clean... and it hurts her to see me still battle these demons. Bro !! I don't normally comment on any post in social media. You mean so much in my life bro. I draw aswell (literally illustrating my life too buddy). And I'm a rapper that is tryna make it. - I want to ask you so many things bro. Let me know if we could chat ? You're one the realest person I've came across my brother🤧😭❤. You motivated me to get down on my knees EVERYDAY. Will power and rehab and shit helps. When it's comes to God... I'll just add this... #John 3:1-2 !! (This is a scripture dedicated to you Colicchie🙌). Most highest respect for you. Wish I could meet you in the flesh😎. Thanks for helping US, help YOU, help US. We're all put on earth to motivate and drive one another. Not judge and disgrace one another. One love G
Colicche..."drug and addiction1 and 2" should be played on repeat in between the News every time we hear about the war on drugs,specifically the opiate epidemic
The biggest epidemic that everyone fails to realize is not opiate... its speed... its Meth and that's leading to them using coke as well... I know cuz that my drug of choice
@@christopherlent3550 I definitely feel like meth is not talked about enough. Every time I've gone to rehab I've been the ONLY heroin addict. Everyone else is there for meth or alcohol. I have to look for a good h plug but literally on every corner someone is selling meth. Yet no one talks about it smh
@@fernandagarcia877 it's so true when I was in jail 80-90%of ppl in are on methadone but theres nothing for the ones who are suffering from coming off meth its torture for them seeing us get to go for our drinks and have some relief and it just makes them jones and struggle that much more there needs to be something done forsure and I dont even use meth.
The pain of being an addict is unlike any thing I've ever felt. 20 years of my life just flew by, friends and loved ones are dead, I sit here, Narcan in my purse, hoping this time I can do it. June 2020 will be 1 year this go around. Please God let this be my last. I wanna win. 🙏 To anyone else struggling, you can do it. I believe in you 💯🙏❤️ My name is Karen Morris and I refuse to be anonymous
I am a substance abuse counselor who works with clients who are on felony probation. I’m playing this and part 1 in my next group with them. Thank you. ❤
They will never blow this man up because he is a survivor and speaker on something they don’t want to loose it’s sad because he reaches so many people who need it and I personally want to thank you brother for your talent and your words
They hit me with it after I banged 2 dilaudid 8's and 2 morphine 30's (I think thats the dose, can't remember it was a long time ago and i try to be a different person now), the girl I was with hit me with the narcan I gave to her in case I went overboard, it was fucking wild it was like being jerked into a different reality, nothingness to everythingness in a split second lol, and I was pissed at first because I didn't think I was OD'ing but when she said my lips started to change colors and I stopped breathing she had to hit me with it, im glad she did too, because after I sobered up a bit I realized i had never nodded completely out like that that fast, usually I could get the needle out and cap it so it was safe and then just lay back and drift in and out, this time it was as soon as the plunger was down I was completely nodded out and I was definitely a dead man if she hadn't been there and done it, I quit not long after that, I never shot H but plenty of dilaudid and morphine and opana, but yeah thats a good line and it gave me a bit of a chuckle just because I understand what he means when it first happens, later on though you're grateful or at least you should be
had to hit me 4 times with narcain no greatful just wanna b done sober the horrable memorys haunt me high ive lost most everything gotta b more to life but ill never reach it
@@chriscote100 Who's to blame for the lives that tragedies claim? No matter what you say It don't take away the pain That I feel inside, I'm tired of all the lies Don't nobody know why It's the blind leading the blind I guess that's the way that the story goes Will it ever make sense Somebody's got to know There's got to be more to life than this There's got to be more to everything I thought exists
Come back to listen to these songs every once in a while just so i dont forget about where i came from. Thankfully three years almost four sober halfway around the world and finally have my life back. It is possible❤
I'm currently getting clean for like the 10th time and his music gets me through so many hard times..using, being homeless, locked up etc. So grateful there are people like this to make us feel less alone
Everyone thinks it is so easy to just quit.. they say i you wanted to quit you would... Not understanding the physical sickness that comes with the withdrawal NO it isn't that easy!!!
This is the realest shit I've ever heard . I'm finally clean after 20 years of misery man it's nice to hear someone rap about were addiction takes you.
I'm 1 week clean. Moved out of cali to make a new life. Your music hits home and has helped me remember I have shit I need to stand and start fighting for. This week of detox had been the easiest I've every pushed through and the happiest I've been in over a decade. Thank you for sharing.
Today makes 97 days clean for me, after 10 straight years of addiction, that was at its very worst in the past 2 years. I ended up with sepsis, and almost died this past July! I found out I was septic, and still wasn't ready, so I signed myself out ama, went and bought myself a brick, some syringes, went home shot up, and fell asleep, only to wake up with a temperature of 104.7, and thank god for some reason my fiance stopped to check on me called 911 and saved my life! That was definitely my rock bottom. I was hospitalized for a few weeks went home and thanks to my fiancee, who never even smoked a joint, and for two years had no idea I was even ever on drugs, I am 97 days clean today!!! Keep making your wonderful inspiring songs. They really really helped me, and continue to help me stay clean!! Merry Christmas everybody!!! Recovery is possible, thank god!!!!
@@Colicchieyou have ❤ from all over this hard 🌎.. this love is from NORTH WALES UK WELSH ❤BUT LOVE U SOOOO MUCH every day every way..he proud 💗💯 US FANS r
Fast kratom helps fatigue and pain benedryll to sleep and keep from sneezing and lots of sugar water and electrolytes flush flush flush i was on methadone black meth xanax you name it i was on it 10 years of hard core and another 10 just fuckin around but it took me 10 months to kick it was horrible but when i found kratom and water i started getting well fast got to eat drink dont starve and dont cheat you ween down stick with a program once your down to 1 time a day try skipping a day and just keep at it .its very hard to survive kicking take it slow and steady .ps fast kratom white vein really helped soo much but you got to find which strain works well .happy hippo herbals .com .try thunder hippo a spoon in morning and at lunch youll be good .much love i hope u make it
@@jamesonc.hippieshaman3158 shit actually helps a lot....I remember the nights of fighting, one minute I'm on my way to the hospital, the next I'm hitting up my dealer, ten minutes later im curled up in a ball dieing....then somehow I got some kratom, and an edible, definitely helped a lot. Decided to get clean No longer a fiend Imma be my best me Hold on, y'all will see Died 8 times A cat with nine lives I find solace in the lines If this is your life I pray Sobriety will come one day. Sty strong y'all, it's worth it.
Drug addiction part 1 is the first song I heard from this guy. Before today I’ve never heard anything from him. But damn I’m glad I heard it. He is a great lyricist and you can tell he’s been through the struggles of drug addiction. It’s awesome to hear someone explain it so perfect.
Couldn't have said it better. Same for me on addiction part 1. Having it explained so eloquently and accurate description of myself in the past really helps Colliche. Thank you
@@Colicchie seriously I shared it yesterday with my brother who is struggling too. He said "holy fuck this is fuckin amazing! I need more from him" you don't know how much it meant to share something and bring my bro and I closer. We are already so close but we deal with mental illness, trauma, and being hooked. I'll be playing this and buying your merch wearing your shirts proudly
Kati Grindstaff no way girl that's awesome!! Every day that goes by and your clean is an eternity when you're dope sick, you already know. Keep it up I would love to see you say 9 months clean 4 and half months from now!
4 and a half months IS a long time considering just ONE DAY is a miracle! I can't even get that! I had 14 months clean but 2 years ago, 4 overdoses later, every single day I wish I'd never made such a stupid decision! I want my life back...my kids need their mom and I just can't seem to do it! You ARE a miracle! Stay strong and don't go back to what broke you!
Addict for 8 years ..4 months clean now. This song and " part 1" are on point describing drug addiction for all those who've never personally lived it.
Been an addict since 1990 went to prison in Michigan for bank robbery to feed my habit went away for 8years and 9 months got out in 2007 and relapsed in April of this year
@@jasonhaste1804 Stay strong brotha, sounds like we both lapsed around the same time. I have been in this boat for 7 years though, so not as long. I am hoping this will be my last year though and hopefully not from checking out but from finding the courage and the strength to turn things around and head into a new direction.. I wish you all the best and pray that you find your way out of this struggle again. If you are going to be using, don't let anyone corner you into a financial hardship. May as well take a chunk of cash now and invest in bulk so you're not dwindling down to nothing day by day. That's just something I advise people who just start into a lapse, mainly because a lot of people take on the mantality of, "Shit, I ain't gonna be doin this long. Just 1 more, just 1 more.." Before they know it they are thousands of dollars into their daily habit again and just couting the minutes before they are right back to being broke and hurting. May as well have the security of it being there, costing less, and still know that you retain the ability to quit and find help to climb out of this struggle instead of sitting in the same boat but just much more financial hardship and stress.
@@jasonhaste1804I Was arrested and given 25 years for a home invasion on a drug dealer while selling quarter keys of cocaine every 4 hours on the weekends, But a lot of times I would re up Via robbery. So from 1994 to 2016, After after doing 21 years on 25, I had a career as a Union Iron worker and thought I could be a weekend warrior and after a terrible break up of the first girl I fell in love with after my bit, I dealt with it through getting high all the time ...all day and all night...For the first time in my life. I've recently had 9 months Clean and while on a blind detox of my methadone, I felt a little Withdrawal because the dose was probably less than the day before. I dealt with it by relapsing and blowing 9 months. Because of shooting, cocaine and heroin I had an Absess On my Tricuspid valve And I had to have A Quadruple bypass heart surgery...I was given a new one from a pig. I started my 9 months while in the hospital. Now I have a month and I'm so embarrassed. Hold your head up brother. Big love from Baltimore. Frankie
I listened to drug addiction part 1 and 2 all the time during my addiction thinking I would die with a needle in my arm. Never thought I would get out of it. Now 4 years later I've finally made it. I still love listening to this just reminds me of how far I've came and there's no looking back for me!
@@Colicchie I'm doing very well just at work at my full time job continuing to do better each and every single day. Your music has gotten me through so much not even just my addiction but through love, betrayal, heartbreak. I think besides drug addiction part 1&2 my other favorite song is drug of choice I could listen to it on repeat over and over again!
Added before but got locked out of account, bro you wrong about one thing, you are gifted.... You spit the truth to the point that some guys would avoid. You a a true lyricist, you flip lines and use words that most dont have a clue about. Glad i found your channel. To whom it may concern is something i listen to daily. I can feel your words bc i lived it.. the battle is real and people say addiction isnt a disease, fuck them, addictive personality is real, i have it..im older so i listen to mostly to the old school rap that was late 80s then 90s. Eminem came along and i felt his family dysfunction. Hes a goat no doubt and he may be honest but he never once dropped the truth as you have.. keep em coming, you the truth
Touche... no matter what it takes you goal is to die clean.. I maybe where I am because I was a victim, but I ain't going out like one was my motto....love it feel it
Critics would say he's glamorizing drugs...making their judgments after a few lines...most of them wont even stick around to hear the end. Only those of us who share in the suffering can hear the shame and agony behind these lyrics...its not at all glamorization. Its reflection after the blinders have come off. I often tell what they call "war stories" but when thats been my everything more than half my life theres not much else to talk about. But even with the shame and regret of the horror we lived day to day, there is an element of pride. Why wouldn't someone be proud to have walked through hell on Earth and lived to tell of it be proud? When so many didnt make it ? It takes a special kind of bad ass to overcome this.
Thanks bro I ain't on heroin or fentanyl anymore I messed up smoked a lil meth but They let me out of jail knowing I was homeless and knew I wld fuck up they set me up for failure I just want my woman out here and go to a home and sleep for a week I have No blankets they all got wet now and No shelter won't go to homeless shelter they are horrible In Indianapolis and No family they are all hipocrits that have done dope there selfs most of em but I fuck up at age 42 never really been in trouble and I am nothing to. Em after helping em all I use to make DAM good money had vehicles homes money was happy they watched my life spiraling for 4 yrs didn't offer help but now It's I made my bed now sleep in it I made one bad choice that turned into a disease
I relapsed a year ago I'm finally doing something about it I'm going to put my self in detox a month ago my mom had a bad heart attack and she died 1 min and 54 seconds she fell into a cardiac arrest I'm so fuck up over this most fuck up thing about this I was on fentanyl and spank two hits LSD I know it's time for me to do scariest thing about all this I never ran out my family is wealthy I always have it I never I never wrote under 3 grams on me I always re-up never run out I have to do this for me Harris teeter for corrections parole courts for my ex it didn't workout for me cuz I wasn't going to stop something a big slap across face realize 120 lb used to weigh 275 I'm 6/3 less in a month I was in the worst toxic relationship for 4 years that's the only thing we did is fight this bike that blah blah fight fight she was never there when my mom is in the hospital she still is in the hospital she is so week she can't walk she is only 52 she does no drugs it was too big blood clots smoking cigarettes hormones menopause she had me when she was younger she was 16
The pain of addiction masked the pain of my childhood trauma, the pain of addiction then uncovered the pain hidden of the childhood trauma! Until the day I decided to recover! Listening to these tracks helped me through and I got stronger and continue to everyday! Now a peer mentor for others who suffer the disease of addiction! Together we fight this! Keep fighting my dear people! We got this!!
Got off fetty with methadon 3 years ago and I’m 3 weeks cold turkey off methadon 170mg a day and I have never in my life had full blown withdrawal this long it’s like it only gets worse but I’m doing it . God bless everyone that’s still out there my heart goes out to you and recovery is possible but you got to really want it
I personally don't know what I want is probably accept death just as much as understanding my brain but here I am pushing idk what to think about because I'm very lost then I gotta do a battle this morning fuck me
Wow good luck! I've been on a reduction this year, no actual drugs since February and nearly 60% down on my script. How's it going? Cold turkey off that will last months. 😨 You couldn't reduce?
Bro I'm in recovery and I let everybody I know hear you and tell them about you. Your music helps me in my recovery thanks man keep up the good work and good music
He is one of my favorite artists. I'm in recovery myself. I just got back from a relapse almost 7 months ago. I play his music for all my friends too. Keep up the good work for your recovery!!
He already is through his music. This song and part 1 really hits home for me. When I am having a bad day I play these songs and I am reminded I do not want to go back.
They do try. Our government shouldn't be hauling the drugs in with mafia or gang related offices in congress in bed together. We have young children daughters sons grandparents everyone in life that's an addict dying weather on streets jail floors wherever n NOONE fixing or addressing the problem they just made free needles n narcan bags that's helpful but not.
This dude has done things through his music that i feel no one else comes close to touching. i have lived everything you explain in your music. i play your songs on repeat and the combo of your music and GOD ive seen the light and im fighting every day to get into treatment, i have a 3 year old little girl and when i hear you killin those beats with all the raw emotion, it pushes me daily to keep my head up and NEVER GIVE UP! To everyone in the struggle, you can do it just dig deep and pull that shit out of you because the real you is still in there and ive been going hard for a decade and theres nothing else in that lifestyle i want to experience. Colicchie Big Thanks for the inspiration Keep it up Homie Your saving LIVES Everyday
Christopher Wilson Chris I hope u are still listening to these beats and hopefully staying clean. Look at ur daughters face every morning and every night. Keep her face in ur head. Imagine her face every time u use. We have a great community of people here that want or have this life. We are all the same person
Christopher Wilson I know it’s almost as if he’s psychic or something! My life was exactly like that. When I felt alone no never realized that really I was t. That millions of others were in my same shoes.
I have battled this side of me for many years. I'm over 40, lost my wife who was only 35 just three months ago due to heart complications. She never touched anything. She was my biggest supporter. My backbone. A man is only as strong as the woman that supports him. I have not relapsed but it has been hard. Just this morning it came to me that she would not want to see me like that even though she would support me and help me no matter what. She was a rare gem. One in a trillion. Good morals and character and strong beliefs. I thank God for her daily as well. If anyone needs to write or something don't hesitate. I'm sure not only me but there is alot of others that is willing to take time out to chat. Many blessings to all. Keep up the good fight stay strong and persevere. God has this. All glory to God 🙏❤️
well done keep up the good work,,you have the hardest battle of ya life ahead of you but it can be done,,Do you realy want to be a crack head it well take everything from you an fuck you in the ass afterwards,,It did to me lost the lot,, 10yrs methadone,,4,5yrs clean.... 7yrs METH,,,,,16mths clean...... this music has saved my ass so many times....
20 days sober today. Struggle everyday not to pick the bottle back up. Some people go one day at a time right now im just taking it one moment at a time. Hearing you rap has helped me get past some of those moments! Thank you
Dear Heavenly Father, thank you for Colicchie thank you Jesus for this man and his music Lord his music is changing my life ,’ and with you heavenly father in it it feels good to hear his music I don’t feel alone Lord thank you so much from the bottom of my heart from the deepest depths of my soul this man is an incredible human being.
When you get clean you have to remember living life is like being on a raft in the middle of the ocean, and it’s just big enough for you and your family. There will be people who don’t have a raft swim up and hang on to yours. Let them catch their breath then you got to push them off. If you don’t more and more will show up and your raft will eventually sink. I learned this the hard way. Now, I just have floaties. My family and my raft kicked me off because of bad decisions. Remember your decisions will most definitely affect the ones you love.
Brother you should be toppin the charts!!! These Tracks are Truthfully Real!!!They call it a Battle, I call it a losing War!! This is why Christ Will Rectify All of This!! God Bless Brother!
Hey I love the fact that you read these. Righteous Brother. I thoroughly enjoy your music.some of the brothers that come to Celebrate Recovery that struggle and love Music,I turn em on to you. Thanks Again. Hope all is Well. Enjoy your Family and this lovely Weather
Murder on his breath Jesus says he past the test I pray for this man it’s part of Gods plan ex addict myself but I don’t flex I just wanna rest Tried hanging the other day but God said HELL no His music keeps me going as a addict I need a constant reminder it ain’t fun Fuck the devil he ain’t won
Every word from this man hits home part one really crushed my soul made me see things clearer than ever before I have been clean now for 16 months n I really want to acknowledge this man's pain, I was there n in recovery I still look to his music to help threw hard times because no matter how long we are sober some day's are just too much to cope with I've lost 23 friends in 26 months too H it hurts to see my ppl dying all around me but some people never make it out n I still never put myself above the many still suffering today,all we can do is pray n hope something can open their eyes before it's too late for them...so many tears over the years n fears will nevertheless turn into tears.god bless n good luck...
when i was first trying to get clean 5-6 years ago i used to listen to your music EVERYDAY it gave me hope that one day i would pull it off... glad to say on the 25th ill be 4 years sober. grateful for the hope your songs gave me.
I'm really happy for you. Praying u are still well. I just celebrated a year clean. Colliche sent me to rehab w these songs. I always come back when Im tempted
And like he said in part 1 fuck all those who think we're just junkies there's no throw away lives. People who haven't lived it don't comment on it. Shit is part of me part of my journey in life and proof shit is possible. To all those out there who have battled this shit stay up stay strong
Coming up on 2 years on Sept 21st. I finally am learning what it is like to live a life beyond my wildest dreams. It's been a rough road but I'm finally happy with who I am, and I have my family back, life is good and my prayers are with everyone who has to live in the misery of addiction. Their is hope, I promise keep your head up and remember your loved always...
Thank you young blood, I don't have words like you so thankful you stepped forward, shits hard friend, stay strong, one cough back to that same old shade. The darkness always encourages that fog young blood. My heart and prayers are there for you and yours. What u need I got you brother , bless
God Bless you , we are PROUD of US and you too. Way to raise the vibrations. Fuck those low vibrations. I want to thank my friend Eric for turning me onto Colicchie Colicchie is a godsend.
Ur music helps me keep my sobriety journey for me this time and than my kids and I've 95 days today and I'm never looking back keep doing what u r doind it helps us all thank u
*Colicchie Is So Underrated And Unappreciated* *But Colicchie Just Know Ur Changin' Lives And U Will Always Have A Fan 4 Life* *Ur Music Saved, And Helped Me More Than Anyone Would Ever Know* **Salute,To The Gr8 Colicchie** 💯☑️🔥
Yea he is. And keep up the good work. But I just told someone else too. If you need to talk. Just need someone to listen. I got you. I've lost my brother and allot of fam and close friends. That where important to me. And would want to see any other family go through what we went through with all the death's. In my fam. So heres my email. And if you want I'll give you my number through there. But God Bless and i know that you know you got this!🙏🙏🙏🙏 stay up. Keep your head up and just know people care. And fuck anyone that doesn't! Do you and stay positive!!🙏🙏🙏🙏
I just want to say buddy you laid out there exactly how it needs to be I listen to your songs every morning I've been clean and sober off of heroin for 5 years now there's not a day that goes past I don't think about using and that's when I listen to your songs and it hits home so much you don't even know I appreciate what you do and you've been through it and your songs touch home so much you don't even know brother keep it up
Remember sitting on a toilet tying off listening to this and part 1.. crying wanting to stop so bad. this was three years ago. Little over 2years 10 months clean. This song helped me get there it's nice to hear it sober today
It's crazy how sitting here feeling like I just want to end it because I don't want it to control me anymore I don't want the most important thing to be making sure am not sick, then I scroll my notifications and this song appears maybe there is hope after all, thank you
Nikki mcmurtrey there is ALWAYS Hope.....I went from being a homeless dope fiend that had lost everything to now... I got a roof over my head (a pretty nice one), 3 beautiful children, a man who loves me and worships the ground I walk on, I own a very profitable business, and 5 days ago I celebrated 7 years clean!! Baby girl, if I can do you can!! It's a hard road, but we are use to that, right? Look me up on Facebook, Nicci Howard Welker. If u ever need to talk, I will be there!!!
I have 3 months clean this man actually took Time out of his day to hit me back thanks colliche you really saved my life at that Time in my life not to brag about the amount but I worked just to support my addiction.
I got clean from H a long time ago. Don't count days cuz I feel that's just a way to keep it on the mind. Did it wit no pills, no rehab. Friends, family and bomb as weed. Much love to ALL.
Jacob Sibert THATS HALF THE PROBLEM SOCIETY IS TELLIN US ADDICTS TO BE POSITIVE AND ALL THINGS WILL CHANGE WHENS THATS A PIPE DREAM ITSELF I USE TO BE JUST LIKE ALL OF YOU UNTIL I WENT TO PRISON AND MY CELLIE BROKE DOWN DRUG ADDITCTION REAL GOOD TO ME HE WAS SUCH A RUDE IGNORANT PRICK TOWARDS ME BY TIME THE END OF MY SENTENCE CAME AROUND TO GO HOME WE HAD GOTTEN REALLY KOOL WITH EACHOTHER BUT HE TALKED TO ME AT FIRST JUST LIKE I TALK TO OTHER ADDICTS JUST LIKE ME. YOU GOTTA KEEP IT REAL FACE IT AND FIGHT IT WHEN I COULD CALL MY SELF A POS JUNKIE AND REALLY SEE AND UNDERSTAND WHAT THE MEANT. I STARTED CHANGING. JS. I KNOW MY CHANNELS VIDS ARE PRETTY FUCKED UP YOUR JUST SEEING HOW ANGRY I GET WHEN I GET FUCKED OVER I GOT FUCKED OVER BY TWO SEPERATE CHANNELS WICH I STILL DONT KNOW IF THEY WORKED TOGETHER TO DO WHAT THEY DID TO ME. ANYWAYS IM ABOUT TO REALLY SHOW THE WORLD THE HARSH REALITY OVER DRUG ADDICTS OUR THOUGHTS BEHAVIOUR LIES CHEATING STEALING. ALL THAT SHIT. BUT I HAVE A FOUL ASS MOUTH. JUST REMEMBER I CALL MYSELF A JUNKIE FIEND ALSO. IM NO DIFFERENT I JUST KNOW THIS HARSH TRUTH REALITY WORKS WHEN IT REALLY SINKS IN. PLEASE CHECK BACK TO MY CHANNEL.
All I got to say is never give up never quit .stay strong and humble.for ur daughter remember u got a purpose in life .coming at u from San Antonio Texas .peace
Great song!! Keep em coming. U help more than u can know!! Almost 3 months off MD, and 7 yrs off H!! Praying 4all who still struggle! ☮️thx u C!! Stay strong my man
Land Erathb Great news! I struggle with temptation. Today is going to be hard as it's my pay day. I will not drink or smoke whites and bees. Please pray for me
I was asked by a CD counselor yesterday what would be the number one goal in life and I said "to die clean " lol before I heard that song I was gonna OD. Crazy how quickly things can go from wanting to end my life by overdose to the opposite. 💯
Always, always in the fight. As long as we still have breath left in our lungs, we carry the message. We carry our brothers and sisters. Never ever leave a fallen soilder behind.
People who have never used will never understand! Ur words are to real. Been clean off heroin 5yrs. I'm 38 now. Started when I was 13. Done it all. Love ur music mate. Respect from Australia Salute
I just wanted you to know that your song about addiction is the only songs hits me right in my soul. I know both by heart. I'm glad there is rapper trying to turn kids away from drugs. Kids today have no clue what they are doing to themselves
I see a few days to over 20 year's clean and I say y'all are my hero's and inspiration!! Keep at it and those few days will be 20+ year's too. Thank you guy's I got mad love and respect for all of you!!
Part 1&2 are matches to my life 1428 days and pushing forward I am working a maintenance program though and the meds are about to be done so I still have a mountain to climb but I have been clean from everything else I pray for anyone that is struggling with addiction I pray they find the strength!! Thx colliche I listen to these songs often the first time I heard this song was my third day in rehab inpatient a girl that I was in there with played it for me after I told him how I got there and I’m pretty much stuck with it throughout this whole process it’s helped me so much open my eyes and see addiction for what it is!❤ hearts and prayers to anyone that lost someone from addiction!
I've kicked it twice now and been to some of the darkest places in my life thru drugs now I feel even stronger listing to these rifs .much respect my brother
This shit straight 100 This was my life.. this is my life. I beat the demons. The way you explained it thru your music made my family understand. You said everything I always wanted to say but physically could say myself to my fam. Luv yo!! Nothing but respect
Found Colicchie 6 months ago when a friend was banging it in my car,and i had to pull over to let the words sink in "even though i been clean 18 years" because when i hear someone putting their life out there in hopes of changing lifes that are on the same path of destruction you gotta respect it,but as weeks went by and the more i listened to Colicchies music/lyrics and learned more about his life and what he been through,but to see where he is today should be shared daily in the NA and AA rooms around the 🌎!! This dude is a gift from the man above,as the man above gave him a gift with his beautiful family! Today i stand here 18 years clean and Oct. 1st will be 19,but everyday i try to pass on nothing but positively especially to the soldiers fighting this war,that has added a new weapon called fentanyl to its arsenal,and i pass the name Colicchie on to them because if you want honesty and hope its all in that 1 name "COLICCHIE"!!
I'm in recovery right now and this is the first time I've ever heard about this dude both part one and two as addicts or addicts in recovery we hear certain things when we need them most
"I love my daughter but she won't keep me clean" I wish people would understand that you can live and care about them more than anything, and when we put those pills in our mouth, that needle in out arm, we KNOW it's going to hurt them. And yeah it fucking hurts. But somehow we still don't have control and we're trying to do it for it for those we love and that love us but some lose their battle with all the support in the world... Its terrifying
Tyler A I totally get that I had 24yr on methadone and heroin just 2wk clean Tomorrow but lives hard we just need another way to deal with the shit and Trauma...my sons never wanted for anything but hes still had a shit life he cried to me the wkend b4 I went to detox and 2 days b4 his dad came home from detox but all though hurt me to core I'm now more determined to make the whole of his almost 24yr life bk up to him now clean xx
Man I ain’t even fuckin impressed by to much but you know how you saved telling people how addiction is every addicts family needs to listen to your songs to help them help and understand what they can do to help but it’s on us no more bad decisions
That shit was so hard and hit home deep I thought the first one was off the charts this one was even better you let that pen bleed and I felt the pain. I am in a crazy situation right now that this really hit home trying to get clean because wifey is pregnant with my first and I cannot be selfish I need to man up and take care of my family just wanted to say thanks bro your songs really inspire me
Corey Jampetro you can do it man! As hard as it is, just think about being totally sober when your baby is born! How you'll feel all the joy it is going to bring you, not being in a hazy fog. Good luck and congrats on the baby!!!!
To Corey jampetro I have 3 sons I was fucked up Everytime my girl was pregnant and up until 2 yrs ago. now that I am clean I love my family more than anything in the world.I have so much regret . U can do it man I could only imagine how much of a high it would be seeing your kid born.surround yourself with the complete opposite company u keep now that is what I did . U got it
Truly amazing!!! No one knows the pain unless they’ve lived through it! Not an easy road, an u make that known! ❤️ thank u for sharing ur story! Congratulations on getting sober 🙏
@@roryvictory1805 unfortunately I had a miscarriage. I got pregnant again a few months later with twins so I believe I got my baby back I lost plus one :) due in July. Still clean and sober!
Me and my sister we passed the needle back and forth, wow to be in that room.. every minute people we are blessed, he's words just flow and explain it all.. thank you God for find addictions voice
I've only just heard of colicchie today and love his words and he's not pretending to be something he isn't he's really brave to open up like he has wish him all the best in his career because saying he's talented is an understatement 😍
Just got my 18 months Listen to addiction 1 and 2 So powerful man. You covered it all. I hope your going strong. Be a force for life Wishes of love and light. Perseverance
Everytime I hear that song it gives me chills. My family is addicts'I was an addict 'but the hardest was burying my 20 year old daughter, that wasn't an addicti she was drugged. Your words are powerful and speak for themselves, my story is to long to tell, but I love that you reach out to other people, I believe your songs make a difference, Keep being an inspiration ❤
@@Colicchie thank you so much for replying I wasn't expecting that. Keep on signing and telling it like it is.You are truly one of a kind and tell like it is, you tell the hard truth that only the people that lived it knows. I was blown away the 1st time I heard you and you inspire me .We are truly blessed to have your music, keep going strong and thanks again for taking the time to text back!!!
Been on fentynal herion , and percs for 3 years dude you explained the monster that came out in me this reminds me never to relapse , thanks no one should ever deal with this
I cried seeing the video. I love you and your beautiful family. I just hope my son stays clean from heroin. I don't need to see again another paramedic at my door. Narcan saved my son's life a couple of times. Thank God. Just don't wanna see my son on the floor fighting for his life. Collichie you won the battle but the war rages on. Thanks to your family I know you will win that war. Love you all.
Kathy, God bless. I hate what I did to my mother. I live with guilt everyday. Biggest gift I can give her is the peace of mind that I'm 3 years clean. God bless you and your family. So often we forget about the family members of addicts who suffer right along with us.
Every time, every time I listened to this and part 1 . . . I just can't explain how this song hits me like a atomic bomb . . . The tears just keep coming. These 2 songs saved me during the darkest time of my life, thinking on a permanent solution for a temporary problem. But nonetheless, thank you colicchie
@@Colicchie I apologize try not to send this sooner as I did not get no notification saying that you responded to me. I'm doing really well, February 2nd of this year I celebrated a year sober. I moved from the City of Buffalo New York to a small village in the mountains of Central New York, exactly the type of life I never knew that I needed and I'm glad that I finally found. Hope you're doing well yourself. I want you to know that your songs have always been and always will be an so much more than just an inspiration to me, thank you.
This.. damn. I've been clean off H and Fent for 2.5 years now. Ive listened to you since in active addiction and Im just so happy to be alive and be here for my son ❤️ You helped me get there no doubt 🙏🏻
@@Colicchie thank you i for your rhymes. I'll never quit trying. If nobody told you this today. I love you. Not a gay thing but human to human. Your brave and talented.
I relapsed last october overdosed in November got clean January 5th and now I have 4 months clean. I am so thankful I made it out alive next time i know i won't so my only choice is to he clean for life. My life is finally improving got in school got good people in my life...
Well done Chaz I’m so so proud of ya bro keep believing in yourself don’t give up ey keep lookin forward and pushing forward keep you little girl the under lighing force of everything you ever do stay strong they said god gives his hardest battles to his strongest warriors…… be a warrior leading a army of gods warriors…… I myself had a 26 year addiction using intravenously aswell all my veins collapsed startied smokin it attempted suicide 7 times came back every time I have 2 girls myself I’m still trying to get. Clean I’m 6 months away from giving up.completely get my kids back. My family.Back your song I play ion replay over and over it’s infectious much love and much respect to u
Can we get a One year update?
its hard to stay away from drugs there everywhere
Year update?
I love you man, I got almost 10 years off that shit, I pray that you’re doing just fine man
My older brother fought addiction for most of his life. When he came back home 4 months ago, we would share music with each other and this was the last one he showed me. He explained everything you talked about in more detail and shared experiences about his struggles, and told me about how much these songs meant to him. We just lost him 2 days ago to a heroin OD. Our family did everything we could for him throughout the years, but there's only so much to do. I just wanted to let you know that, even though he passed, this song was responsible for him holding on just that bit longer. Tell someone you love 'em today, never know when it'll be the last time.
My condolences 💔 sincerely. Prayers for you family. Hopefully you guys found solace since you commented this
He's no longer suffering.. sorry
ive some how by the grace of god so far beating this addiction my heart goes out to you and your family for your loss
ugh sorry for your loss!
Sorry for your loss
Literally crying, Took me 10 years to get clean, hardest thing ive ever experienced in my whole life. 51 days off Heroin an Fentanyl today
Truly amazing 🙌🏼🙏🏽
Day 1 for me. Keep it up yo. Them glassine bags almost killed me more than once.
I don't know u ! Just wanted to say im proud of u! Keep on keeping on!!
Day 4 no opioids. Or day 5? Idfk anymore. Insomnia got me fuuuucked upp
Well done its all a mind set not easy I'm on and of drugs all the time go months thtn go week's doing stupped stuff his music dose help me and saved meny lives anyway keep it up respect
I have 13 months clean of meth and heroin. I remember listening to your songs throughout using just crying praying I could get clean. God is good. Thank you for your music, you’re truly helping addicts all over the world. ❤
Much love, I appreciate it and we must stay strong ❤️🙏🏽
@Brooke-dn9ps Congrats on being clean. I was on heroin and meth and hit the path of using fentanyl. I've got 6 months clean. This dude is truly a miracle song writer. You and I share a story. I as well used to listen to @colicchie during active drug use and would cry and beg for help. 10 overdoses later I am still alive with 6 months clean. You are so amazing Chaz I really appreciate you and your story. It's saved my life. With the grace of God and your music I'm a man with a story that has lived through the disease of addiction. I went from 135 pounds and facing 15 years in prison to beating my case and getting clean and now I'm 210 pounds and have my own handyman business. Thank you 🎉❤
Yes im not there yet but soon !! Prayers to everyone!!
How did you do it I've been on fentanyl and meth for 4 years and sick and tired of being sick and tired literally wanna get clean but im scared of the detox what do I do???????😢
@@ColicchieHow did you do it I've been on fentanyl and meth for 4 years and sick and tired of being sick and tired literally wanna get clean but im scared of the detox what do I do???????😢
I swear I feel like my husband who sadly lost his battle with addiction 9/10/22 wrote these! Rest In Peace my love and if you’re struggling with addiction know that you CAN get better take it from this widow get clean it’s ok we love you you can do this!
My condolences Kristine, much love ❤️
@@Colicchie thankyou hon it’s a pain I can’t even put into words
@@TheJennVegas He is in the happiest place❤. God's presence. He would love to have those earthly pleasures. - believe me... God has a plan for you. Your man loves you !! Keep him in your mind with whatever you do🙂. Trust me. Your gentleman is keeping so much bad and wrong away from you. I can tell the love you have for him. So I know that he'd rather sacrifice himself and protect you and watch you 24/7 everyday. Kristine 😌. Idk... - remember that near death experience you encountered recently 👀 ? Your man was fighting for you that time ! Thank God for every suffering : ). He will show you the plans for your future ✌🏼😁🌴
@@Colicchie My brother !! I am dealing with every lyric you speak bro😭. Each and every song😱 !! My kid is turning 4 years old next year (a boy❤). My baby momma is dating one of my oldest closest friend🤧. So I can relate to your love for your ex... Bro🙆🏽♂️ respect to how strong you are !! I checked out your transitions with the music over these past few years 💯. You're the only person I ever look up to as a Role Model. I'm walking in your shoes. - oh yeah... I'm currently still battling cocaine addiction 😔 (its 7 years now). I'm at a point where I want to make my mom and sister proud aswell. My sister was the same with me abusing the drugs. She became clean... and it hurts her to see me still battle these demons. Bro !! I don't normally comment on any post in social media. You mean so much in my life bro. I draw aswell (literally illustrating my life too buddy). And I'm a rapper that is tryna make it. - I want to ask you so many things bro. Let me know if we could chat ? You're one the realest person I've came across my brother🤧😭❤. You motivated me to get down on my knees EVERYDAY. Will power and rehab and shit helps. When it's comes to God... I'll just add this... #John 3:1-2 !! (This is a scripture dedicated to you Colicchie🙌). Most highest respect for you. Wish I could meet you in the flesh😎. Thanks for helping US, help YOU, help US. We're all put on earth to motivate and drive one another. Not judge and disgrace one another. One love G
I'm so sorry for your loss
Colicche..."drug and addiction1 and 2" should be played on repeat in between the News every time we hear about the war on drugs,specifically the opiate epidemic
The biggest epidemic that everyone fails to realize is not opiate... its speed... its Meth and that's leading to them using coke as well... I know cuz that my drug of choice
@@christopherlent3550 I definitely feel like meth is not talked about enough. Every time I've gone to rehab I've been the ONLY heroin addict. Everyone else is there for meth or alcohol. I have to look for a good h plug but literally on every corner someone is selling meth. Yet no one talks about it smh
I agree
@@fernandagarcia877 it's so true when I was in jail 80-90%of ppl in are on methadone but theres nothing for the ones who are suffering from coming off meth its torture for them seeing us get to go for our drinks and have some relief and it just makes them jones and struggle that much more there needs to be something done forsure and I dont even use meth.
listen to colicchie on the podcast dopey this week its 🔥
The pain of being an addict is unlike any thing I've ever felt. 20 years of my life just flew by, friends and loved ones are dead, I sit here, Narcan in my purse, hoping this time I can do it. June 2020 will be 1 year this go around. Please God let this be my last. I wanna win. 🙏
To anyone else struggling, you can do it. I believe in you 💯🙏❤️
My name is Karen Morris and I refuse to be anonymous
@Karen Gamel-Morris .. well done for your 1yr clean x
Good job keep it up
Hope you doing well . I'm glad to hear your recovering and staying clean. Keep it up ❤
Me too. Sm people do not even know what narcan is around here 😿
Awesome Karen
I am a substance abuse counselor who works with clients who are on felony probation. I’m playing this and part 1 in my next group with them. Thank you. ❤
Thank you so much, I sincerely appreciate the support 🙏🏽
My P.O. tried to help but he kept telling me I was a productive person. 5 dirty UA's right behind each other and I still walked out free.😅
U laugh at that?
That's awesome he's so good at his rap stories !! Their lucky to hear some real good shit like this !!!
Do u talk to people over the phone???
They will never blow this man up because he is a survivor and speaker on something they don’t want to loose it’s sad because he reaches so many people who need it and I personally want to thank you brother for your talent and your words
Thank you so much Devin..!!! Honestly, I appreciate you.
Your flow, syllable counts, rhyme scheme, and ability to tell a story at the same time is what rap is all about...amazing!
I could only imagine what music videos might look like to go with these stories.
Rhyno Beats man.. that would be intense.
Preach m'ninja
Rhyno Beats I agree! this man is one of the best rappers out here.
Trapyoursoul mollz
"Why you hitting me with Narcan, interrupting my slumber" damn that's chilling... Colicchie is too real
Much respect 🙏🏽🙏🏽
They hit me with it after I banged 2 dilaudid 8's and 2 morphine 30's (I think thats the dose, can't remember it was a long time ago and i try to be a different person now), the girl I was with hit me with the narcan I gave to her in case I went overboard, it was fucking wild it was like being jerked into a different reality, nothingness to everythingness in a split second lol, and I was pissed at first because I didn't think I was OD'ing but when she said my lips started to change colors and I stopped breathing she had to hit me with it, im glad she did too, because after I sobered up a bit I realized i had never nodded completely out like that that fast, usually I could get the needle out and cap it so it was safe and then just lay back and drift in and out, this time it was as soon as the plunger was down I was completely nodded out and I was definitely a dead man if she hadn't been there and done it, I quit not long after that, I never shot H but plenty of dilaudid and morphine and opana, but yeah thats a good line and it gave me a bit of a chuckle just because I understand what he means when it first happens, later on though you're grateful or at least you should be
@@Colicchie 🙏🏻🙏🏻
had to hit me 4 times with narcain no greatful just wanna b done sober the horrable memorys haunt me high ive lost most everything gotta b more to life but ill never reach it
@@chriscote100 Who's to blame for the lives that tragedies claim?
No matter what you say
It don't take away the pain
That I feel inside, I'm tired of all the lies
Don't nobody know why
It's the blind leading the blind
I guess that's the way that the story goes
Will it ever make sense
Somebody's got to know
There's got to be more to life than this
There's got to be more to everything
I thought exists
Come back to listen to these songs every once in a while just so i dont forget about where i came from. Thankfully three years almost four sober halfway around the world and finally have my life back. It is possible❤
Truly amazing Anthony, let’s keep it going, both of us 🙏🏽 I appreciate it
57 days clean today from IV herion and meth.. feels so good being sober and not waking up sick
Congratulations
Amazing
That's great! Congrats!
Congrats I hope I get there before it gets me 6 feet
hey how are you hope youre still keeping it up either way congrats on those 57
I'm currently getting clean for like the 10th time and his music gets me through so many hard times..using, being homeless, locked up etc. So grateful there are people like this to make us feel less alone
How are you a year later? Hope your doing well ❤️ if not forgive yourself and try again 💯 sending you love and light
I felt alone, also. I'm Preston and I'm an addict. Pray for me! My 1st relapse on the road to recovery. I will not be anonymous 🙂
No1 knows what this life is like unless you’ve lived it!!! Love this guy YOU ARE AN INSPIRATION
Thank you so much Rachel, much love and respect ❤️🙏🏽
Everyone thinks it is so easy to just quit.. they say i you wanted to quit you would... Not understanding the physical sickness that comes with the withdrawal NO it isn't that easy!!!
I’m truly trying to climb out of this dark hole this music is touching my soul
Much love Jamie ❤️🙏🏽 seriously, hope your week is going well.
I want to climb out but I don't know where to start. When I'm high is the only time I feel free from all the bullshit that life brings fr...
This is the realest shit I've ever heard . I'm finally clean after 20 years of misery man it's nice to hear someone rap about were addiction takes you.
Isn't it amazing I shot dope for 24 years .IT FEELS AMAZING TO BE FREE. honestly I never thought it was possible.
listen to colicchie on the podcast dopey this week its 🔥
Yessss bro 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻❤️❤️
Omg you stay strong I lost to many Fri the fight
Sober till life.. let's go man...
I'm 1 week clean. Moved out of cali to make a new life. Your music hits home and has helped me remember I have shit I need to stand and start fighting for. This week of detox had been the easiest I've every pushed through and the happiest I've been in over a decade. Thank you for sharing.
Today makes 97 days clean for me, after 10 straight years of addiction, that was at its very worst in the past 2 years. I ended up with sepsis, and almost died this past July! I found out I was septic, and still wasn't ready, so I signed myself out ama, went and bought myself a brick, some syringes, went home shot up, and fell asleep, only to wake up with a temperature of 104.7, and thank god for some reason my fiance stopped to check on me called 911 and saved my life! That was definitely my rock bottom. I was hospitalized for a few weeks went home and thanks to my fiancee, who never even smoked a joint, and for two years had no idea I was even ever on drugs, I am 97 days clean today!!! Keep making your wonderful inspiring songs. They really really helped me, and continue to help me stay clean!! Merry Christmas everybody!!! Recovery is possible, thank god!!!!
U still sober?
listen to colicchie on the podcast dopey this week its 🔥
How do you do it personally? Like off ANYTHING?? 🙏
I left Pennsylvania to get away people places and things
"NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES MY GOAL IS DIE CLEAN"
#️⃣1️⃣💯
hell yaeh bro... I lived that life, So blessed to be able to live today
Here,here,bro
So kills. Love al your music
RynossMusic i clean and live 🤷🏾♂️🤷🏾♂️
This man is amazing , he speaks from the heart. When i relapsed he was the guy i listen too just to get by to the next day.❤
Thank you Brittany, I appreciate it and you ❤️🙏🏽
@@Colicchieyou have ❤ from all over this hard 🌎.. this love is from NORTH WALES UK WELSH ❤BUT LOVE U SOOOO MUCH every day every way..he proud 💗💯 US FANS r
Amazing this has helped me make it over a week without coke now little steps eh !!
Wher are you from Brittany and are you managing to get clean, avril england
I'm here getting high again and listening to this n it's crazy how real it is but u won't hear this on the radio but you will hear the bullshit
I'm struggling with the Smack. In Jersey and Philly but I'm trying to stay clean just for today. I pray for all 🙏 in this vicious cycle
I’ve been there, message me on Facebook 🙏🏽
Fast kratom helps fatigue and pain benedryll to sleep and keep from sneezing and lots of sugar water and electrolytes flush flush flush i was on methadone black meth xanax you name it i was on it 10 years of hard core and another 10 just fuckin around but it took me 10 months to kick it was horrible but when i found kratom and water i started getting well fast got to eat drink dont starve and dont cheat you ween down stick with a program once your down to 1 time a day try skipping a day and just keep at it .its very hard to survive kicking take it slow and steady .ps fast kratom white vein really helped soo much but you got to find which strain works well .happy hippo herbals .com .try thunder hippo a spoon in morning and at lunch youll be good .much love i hope u make it
@@jamesonc.hippieshaman3158 shit actually helps a lot....I remember the nights of fighting, one minute I'm on my way to the hospital, the next I'm hitting up my dealer, ten minutes later im curled up in a ball dieing....then somehow I got some kratom, and an edible, definitely helped a lot.
Decided to get clean
No longer a fiend
Imma be my best me
Hold on, y'all will see
Died 8 times
A cat with nine lives
I find solace in the lines
If this is your life I pray
Sobriety will come one day.
Sty strong y'all, it's worth it.
Got 13 yrs I'm in jersey meßsage me I'm here man
Seconds turn into minutes minutes turn into hours hours turn to day then weeks you for this tell yourself make it happen
Drug addiction part 1 is the first song I heard from this guy. Before today I’ve never heard anything from him. But damn I’m glad I heard it. He is a great lyricist and you can tell he’s been through the struggles of drug addiction. It’s awesome to hear someone explain it so perfect.
Thank you so much 🙏🏽
Couldn't have said it better. Same for me on addiction part 1. Having it explained so eloquently and accurate description of myself in the past really helps Colliche. Thank you
@@Colicchie seriously I shared it yesterday with my brother who is struggling too. He said "holy fuck this is fuckin amazing! I need more from him" you don't know how much it meant to share something and bring my bro and I closer. We are already so close but we deal with mental illness, trauma, and being hooked. I'll be playing this and buying your merch wearing your shirts proudly
Same man I was hooked on him after that song struck a nerve
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This guy so speaks the truth about addiction respect
Where u ever an addict
@@kylemckeever2043 yep coming up to 2 years clean and sober of beer 💊 and smack and crazy crack
Karl Dickson ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ TALK THAT SHITT
He's obviously been there!! 😒
Rachael Day so are you Rachael ... so are you
4 years sober.
This song has been with me for 4 years. Thank you for sharing with the world!
Amazing, stay strong 🙏🏽
I've been clean for 4 1/2 months now. Not long but life changing
Kati Grindstaff no way girl that's awesome!! Every day that goes by and your clean is an eternity when you're dope sick, you already know. Keep it up I would love to see you say 9 months clean 4 and half months from now!
Edmund Flynn thanks man! It's been a journey for sure but not being controlled by that shit any longer is amazingly freeing
♡
4 and a half months IS a long time considering just ONE DAY is a miracle! I can't even get that! I had 14 months clean but 2 years ago, 4 overdoses later, every single day I wish I'd never made such a stupid decision! I want my life back...my kids need their mom and I just can't seem to do it! You ARE a miracle! Stay strong and don't go back to what broke you!
Claire Valenoti you CAN do it. This is the longest I've gone and I'm 43. I believe in you 💖💖💖
Addict for 8 years ..4 months clean now. This song and " part 1" are on point describing drug addiction for all those who've never personally lived it.
❤️🙏🏽💪🏽
Been an addict since 1990 went to prison in Michigan for bank robbery to feed my habit went away for 8years and 9 months got out in 2007 and relapsed in April of this year
Congrats! I have 3 years clean from meth and fentanyl in June. Still battling alcoholism, but I'm never giving up
@@jasonhaste1804 Stay strong brotha, sounds like we both lapsed around the same time. I have been in this boat for 7 years though, so not as long. I am hoping this will be my last year though and hopefully not from checking out but from finding the courage and the strength to turn things around and head into a new direction.. I wish you all the best and pray that you find your way out of this struggle again. If you are going to be using, don't let anyone corner you into a financial hardship. May as well take a chunk of cash now and invest in bulk so you're not dwindling down to nothing day by day. That's just something I advise people who just start into a lapse, mainly because a lot of people take on the mantality of, "Shit, I ain't gonna be doin this long. Just 1 more, just 1 more.." Before they know it they are thousands of dollars into their daily habit again and just couting the minutes before they are right back to being broke and hurting. May as well have the security of it being there, costing less, and still know that you retain the ability to quit and find help to climb out of this struggle instead of sitting in the same boat but just much more financial hardship and stress.
@@jasonhaste1804I Was arrested and given 25 years for a home invasion on a drug dealer while selling quarter keys of cocaine every 4 hours on the weekends,
But a lot of times I would re up Via robbery. So from 1994 to 2016,
After after doing 21 years on 25, I had a career as a Union Iron worker and thought I could be a weekend warrior and after a terrible break up of the first girl I fell in love with after my bit, I dealt with it through getting high all the time ...all day and all night...For the first time in my life. I've recently had 9 months Clean and while on a blind detox of my methadone, I felt a little Withdrawal because the dose was probably less than the day before. I dealt with it by relapsing and blowing 9 months. Because of shooting, cocaine and heroin I had an Absess On my Tricuspid valve And I had to have A Quadruple bypass heart surgery...I was given a new one from a pig. I started my 9 months while in the hospital. Now I have a month and I'm so embarrassed. Hold your head up brother. Big love from Baltimore. Frankie
I listened to drug addiction part 1 and 2 all the time during my addiction thinking I would die with a needle in my arm. Never thought I would get out of it. Now 4 years later I've finally made it. I still love listening to this just reminds me of how far I've came and there's no looking back for me!
Truly amazing Crystal, honestly. How are you this morning?
@@Colicchie I'm doing very well just at work at my full time job continuing to do better each and every single day. Your music has gotten me through so much not even just my addiction but through love, betrayal, heartbreak. I think besides drug addiction part 1&2 my other favorite song is drug of choice I could listen to it on repeat over and over again!
@@crystalhorne5685 I know I'm late but congrats 🎉
Oww I feel your energy. 🙅🧑🚒🧑🚒
@@crystalhorne5685 you can say that agin. I 2 am Horne hope you make it to the big time aka heaven.
few years clean and it still feels like it was yesterday, the struggle is real.
Much love and congrats ..!!
8 years clean i fugged up in 2022 in the struggle in 2024 its not even heroin anymore
Added before but got locked out of account, bro you wrong about one thing, you are gifted.... You spit the truth to the point that some guys would avoid. You a a true lyricist, you flip lines and use words that most dont have a clue about. Glad i found your channel. To whom it may concern is something i listen to daily. I can feel your words bc i lived it.. the battle is real and people say addiction isnt a disease, fuck them, addictive personality is real, i have it..im older so i listen to mostly to the old school rap that was late 80s then 90s. Eminem came along and i felt his family dysfunction. Hes a goat no doubt and he may be honest but he never once dropped the truth as you have.. keep em coming, you the truth
Thank you so much Jay, I genuinely appreciate it .. seriously
Touche... no matter what it takes you goal is to die clean.. I maybe where I am because I was a victim, but I ain't going out like one was my motto....love it feel it
Critics would say he's glamorizing drugs...making their judgments after a few lines...most of them wont even stick around to hear the end. Only those of us who share in the suffering can hear the shame and agony behind these lyrics...its not at all glamorization. Its reflection after the blinders have come off. I often tell what they call "war stories" but when thats been my everything more than half my life theres not much else to talk about. But even with the shame and regret of the horror we lived day to day, there is an element of pride. Why wouldn't someone be proud to have walked through hell on Earth and lived to tell of it be proud? When so many didnt make it ? It takes a special kind of bad ass to overcome this.
Thanks bro I ain't on heroin or fentanyl anymore I messed up smoked a lil meth but They let me out of jail knowing I was homeless and knew I wld fuck up they set me up for failure I just want my woman out here and go to a home and sleep for a week I have No blankets they all got wet now and No shelter won't go to homeless shelter they are horrible In Indianapolis and No family they are all hipocrits that have done dope there selfs most of em but I fuck up at age 42 never really been in trouble and I am nothing to. Em after helping em all I use to make DAM good money had vehicles homes money was happy they watched my life spiraling for 4 yrs didn't offer help but now It's I made my bed now sleep in it I made one bad choice that turned into a disease
Colicchie is the best at story telling and turning his past into his triumph! Top 3 rappers!
Thank you so much..!!! My next single “ Suicide Prevention “ June 15th is a detailed story 🙏🏽💪🏽
Who are the other 2?
I relapsed a year ago I'm finally doing something about it I'm going to put my self in detox a month ago my mom had a bad heart attack and she died 1 min and 54 seconds she fell into a cardiac arrest I'm so fuck up over this most fuck up thing about this I was on fentanyl and spank two hits LSD I know it's time for me to do scariest thing about all this I never ran out my family is wealthy I always have it I never I never wrote under 3 grams on me I always re-up never run out I have to do this for me Harris teeter for corrections parole courts for my ex it didn't workout for me cuz I wasn't going to stop something a big slap across face realize 120 lb used to weigh 275 I'm 6/3 less in a month I was in the worst toxic relationship for 4 years that's the only thing we did is fight this bike that blah blah fight fight she was never there when my mom is in the hospital she still is in the hospital she is so week she can't walk she is only 52 she does no drugs it was too big blood clots smoking cigarettes hormones menopause she had me when she was younger she was 16
Amen brother, that's what a good song is in my opinion, telling the story behind its words
@@xshotpointblankx 😊
The pain of addiction masked the pain of my childhood trauma, the pain of addiction then uncovered the pain hidden of the childhood trauma! Until the day I decided to recover! Listening to these tracks helped me through and I got stronger and continue to everyday! Now a peer mentor for others who suffer the disease of addiction! Together we fight this! Keep fighting my dear people! We got this!!
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Got off fetty with methadon 3 years ago and I’m 3 weeks cold turkey off methadon 170mg a day and I have never in my life had full blown withdrawal this long it’s like it only gets worse but I’m doing it . God bless everyone that’s still out there my heart goes out to you and recovery is possible but you got to really want it
I personally don't know what I want is probably accept death just as much as understanding my brain but here I am pushing idk what to think about because I'm very lost then I gotta do a battle this morning fuck me
Wow good luck! I've been on a reduction this year, no actual drugs since February and nearly 60% down on my script. How's it going? Cold turkey off that will last months. 😨 You couldn't reduce?
That’s what I love to hear, how are you doing? Much love and respect .!!
Bro I'm in recovery and I let everybody I know hear you and tell them about you. Your music helps me in my recovery thanks man keep up the good work and good music
I feel the same way! He gets me through. I listen over and over.
Contessa Patereau I do to he is a beast
He is one of my favorite artists. I'm in recovery myself. I just got back from a relapse almost 7 months ago. I play his music for all my friends too. Keep up the good work for your recovery!!
Cheri Browne it happens but as long as you come back that's all that matters and he would be one hell of a sponsor
He already is through his music. This song and part 1 really hits home for me. When I am having a bad day I play these songs and I am reminded I do not want to go back.
God bless all the addicts out there you can make a better life if your willing to try
I'll try
@@IBleedHVAC trying is failing u can do anything if u put your mind to it
"If YOUR willing to try" key words for every addict my friend
They do try. Our government shouldn't be hauling the drugs in with mafia or gang related offices in congress in bed together. We have young children daughters sons grandparents everyone in life that's an addict dying weather on streets jail floors wherever n NOONE fixing or addressing the problem they just made free needles n narcan bags that's helpful but not.
This dude has done things through his music that i feel no one else comes close to touching. i have lived everything you explain in your music. i play your songs on repeat and the combo of your music and GOD ive seen the light and im fighting every day to get into treatment, i have a 3 year old little girl and when i hear you killin those beats with all the raw emotion, it pushes me daily to keep my head up and NEVER GIVE UP! To everyone in the struggle, you can do it just dig deep and pull that shit out of you because the real you is still in there and ive been going hard for a decade and theres nothing else in that lifestyle i want to experience. Colicchie Big Thanks for the inspiration Keep it up Homie Your saving LIVES Everyday
Are you from brunswick county
Christopher Wilson Chris I hope u are still listening to these beats and hopefully staying clean. Look at ur daughters face every morning and every night. Keep her face in ur head. Imagine her face every time u use. We have a great community of people here that want or have this life. We are all the same person
Christopher Wilson I know it’s almost as if he’s psychic or something! My life was exactly like that. When I felt alone no never realized that really I was t. That millions of others were in my same shoes.
@@anitalynnneville5231 **Are U Talkin' Bout New Jersey?**
I have battled this side of me for many years. I'm over 40, lost my wife who was only 35 just three months ago due to heart complications. She never touched anything. She was my biggest supporter. My backbone. A man is only as strong as the woman that supports him. I have not relapsed but it has been hard. Just this morning it came to me that she would not want to see me like that even though she would support me and help me no matter what. She was a rare gem. One in a trillion. Good morals and character and strong beliefs. I thank God for her daily as well. If anyone needs to write or something don't hesitate. I'm sure not only me but there is alot of others that is willing to take time out to chat. Many blessings to all. Keep up the good fight stay strong and persevere. God has this. All glory to God 🙏❤️
My condolences Brian, truly. Can’t even imagine
You saved me life aye. You gave me hope to get clean.. I’m now 6 months clean out of rehab from meth..pure talent x
well done keep up the good work,,you have the hardest battle of ya life ahead of you but it can be done,,Do you realy want to be a crack head it well take everything from you an fuck you in the ass afterwards,,It did to me lost the lot,,
10yrs methadone,,4,5yrs clean....
7yrs METH,,,,,16mths clean......
this music has saved my ass so many times....
20 days sober today. Struggle everyday not to pick the bottle back up. Some people go one day at a time right now im just taking it one moment at a time. Hearing you rap has helped me get past some of those moments! Thank you
Stay around positive people and positive vibes
Stay strong, you've got this and you CAN do it!
Keep being a soldier my brother 👊💯
Dear Heavenly Father, thank you for Colicchie thank you Jesus for this man and his music Lord his music is changing my life ,’ and with you heavenly father in it it feels good to hear his music I don’t feel alone Lord thank you so much from the bottom of my heart from the deepest depths of my soul this man is an incredible human being.
Amen 🙏🏼 🙏🏼
When you get clean you have to remember living life is like being on a raft in the middle of the ocean, and it’s just big enough for you and your family. There will be people who don’t have a raft swim up and hang on to yours. Let them catch their breath then you got to push them off. If you don’t more and more will show up and your raft will eventually sink. I learned this the hard way. Now, I just have floaties. My family and my raft kicked me off because of bad decisions. Remember your decisions will most definitely affect the ones you love.
Absolutely, I love that analogy, we must do this and stay strong. Keep moving.
Thank you for doing you. 3 1/2 years sober from H. I literally laid in bed sick for a week having your music on repeat. Keep on keepin' on!
Thank you Brianna, stay strong. Merry Christmas
Brother you should be toppin the charts!!! These Tracks are Truthfully Real!!!They call it a Battle, I call it a losing War!! This is why Christ Will Rectify All of This!! God Bless Brother!
Thank you so much, I genuinely appreciate it ..!!
Hey I love the fact that you read these. Righteous Brother. I thoroughly enjoy your music.some of the brothers that come to Celebrate Recovery that struggle and love Music,I turn em on to you. Thanks Again. Hope all is Well. Enjoy your Family and this lovely Weather
Murder on his breath Jesus says he past the test I pray for this man it’s part of Gods plan ex addict myself but I don’t flex I just wanna rest
Tried hanging the other day but God said HELL no
His music keeps me going as a addict I need a constant reminder it ain’t fun
Fuck the devil he ain’t won
Every word from this man hits home part one really crushed my soul made me see things clearer than ever before I have been clean now for 16 months n I really want to acknowledge this man's pain, I was there n in recovery I still look to his music to help threw hard times because no matter how long we are sober some day's are just too much to cope with I've lost 23 friends in 26 months too H it hurts to see my ppl dying all around me but some people never make it out n I still never put myself above the many still suffering today,all we can do is pray n hope something can open their eyes before it's too late for them...so many tears over the years n fears will nevertheless turn into tears.god bless n good luck...
when i was first trying to get clean 5-6 years ago i used to listen to your music EVERYDAY it gave me hope that one day i would pull it off... glad to say on the 25th ill be 4 years sober. grateful for the hope your songs gave me.
Truly amazing, let’s keep it going. Much love and respect. How are you today?
I'm really happy for you. Praying u are still well. I just celebrated a year clean. Colliche sent me to rehab w these songs. I always come back when Im tempted
And like he said in part 1 fuck all those who think we're just junkies there's no throw away lives. People who haven't lived it don't comment on it. Shit is part of me part of my journey in life and proof shit is possible. To all those out there who have battled this shit stay up stay strong
@@Colicchie those of us have been there u paint the lyrical picture. Big ups
@@Colicchie I got 5months clean bro. I like listening to your music as a reminder of my painful past. Keep it up bro.
"CHRIS GUTIERREZ"
Coming up on 2 years on Sept 21st. I finally am learning what it is like to live a life beyond my wildest dreams. It's been a rough road but I'm finally happy with who I am, and I have my family back, life is good and my prayers are with everyone who has to live in the misery of addiction. Their is hope, I promise keep your head up and remember your loved always...
Amazing Alyssa ❤️❤️
Unless you have gone through it u can’t understand, Thank u Colicchie for spitting TRUTH! Much love
Very true!!!
TRUE. U really want to understand? Go out and become an addict. I'm sick of people thinking they know when they don't know shit
Fact 👍
Kerri Jane It’s something only we know! Someone can b educated about this but it doesn’t mean shit to me. This boy. He knows.
I totally agree
Thank you young blood, I don't have words like you so thankful you stepped forward, shits hard friend, stay strong, one cough back to that same old shade. The darkness always encourages that fog young blood. My heart and prayers are there for you and yours. What u need I got you brother , bless
If I knew I would've had this figured way before here lol but much appreciated very much so
Thank you so much, I genuinely appreciate it and you.!! Hold on, I apologize for the late response.
I been clean 5 yrs from herion Xanax and alcohol and hookers thanks Lord and coolichie love ya
So proud of everybody that got clean. Stay sober and stay strong I promise you it will be better days
m9
just for today only the begining 14 days clean after 3 years snifing every single day thanks God
@@raymundomayen4673 it gets better 🙂
God Bless you , we are PROUD of US and you too. Way to raise the vibrations. Fuck those low vibrations. I want to thank my friend Eric for turning me onto Colicchie Colicchie is a godsend.
Duan West God Bless BROTHER. Thank you for the positive encouragement.
The most honest , straight from the heart song I have ever heard.
Thank you David, much respect 🙏🏽
Ur music helps me keep my sobriety journey for me this time and than my kids and I've 95 days today and I'm never looking back keep doing what u r doind it helps us all thank u
That’s so amazing, keep it going. How are you doing today?
Instant tears. This dude speaks BIG FACTS. I didn't think he could make me cry from hearing the truth a second time. Amazing.
#Hopedealer
Dude is unreal talented. It connects so many of us addicts
Exactly like you said !!!
BIG FUCKING FACTS
*Colicchie Is So Underrated And Unappreciated* *But Colicchie Just Know Ur Changin' Lives And U Will Always Have A Fan 4 Life* *Ur Music Saved, And Helped Me More Than Anyone Would Ever Know* **Salute,To The Gr8 Colicchie** 💯☑️🔥
I hope this helps with my addiction 31 years ago u would think enough is enough most of the people i know are died RIP me amigos see u soon.
listen to colicchie on the podcast dopey this week its 🔥
The first MN was just so true .He didn't hold back the l e t you know exactlywhat happens if dealing makes me think
Yea he is. And keep up the good work. But I just told someone else too. If you need to talk. Just need someone to listen. I got you. I've lost my brother and allot of fam and close friends. That where important to me. And would want to see any other family go through what we went through with all the death's. In my fam. So heres my email. And if you want I'll give you my number through there. But God Bless and i know that you know you got this!🙏🙏🙏🙏 stay up. Keep your head up and just know people care. And fuck anyone that doesn't! Do you and stay positive!!🙏🙏🙏🙏
@@carinafleming whats his podcast? I would love to listen I love this dude. And the truth and honesty he brings to the world.
I just want to say buddy you laid out there exactly how it needs to be I listen to your songs every morning I've been clean and sober off of heroin for 5 years now there's not a day that goes past I don't think about using and that's when I listen to your songs and it hits home so much you don't even know I appreciate what you do and you've been through it and your songs touch home so much you don't even know brother keep it up
Thank you so much..!!
Remember sitting on a toilet tying off listening to this and part 1.. crying wanting to stop so bad. this was three years ago. Little over 2years 10 months clean. This song helped me get there it's nice to hear it sober today
Truly amazing Richard, much love. Stay strong, how are you today?
It's crazy how sitting here feeling like I just want to end it because I don't want it to control me anymore I don't want the most important thing to be making sure am not sick, then I scroll my notifications and this song appears maybe there is hope after all, thank you
Nikki mcmurtrey there's always hope baby girl
Nikki mcmurtrey helll yes me too. Exact same thing just happened. Don’t give up girl. We can do it
Andy Brown 💙💙💙
stay strong i still fighting the struggle,keep rolling baby girl you be good dont give in to the fight x
Nikki mcmurtrey there is ALWAYS Hope.....I went from being a homeless dope fiend that had lost everything to now... I got a roof over my head (a pretty nice one), 3 beautiful children, a man who loves me and worships the ground I walk on, I own a very profitable business, and 5 days ago I celebrated 7 years clean!! Baby girl, if I can do you can!! It's a hard road, but we are use to that, right? Look me up on Facebook, Nicci Howard Welker. If u ever need to talk, I will be there!!!
I have 3 months clean this man actually took Time out of his day to hit me back thanks colliche you really saved my life at that Time in my life not to brag about the amount but I worked just to support my addiction.
Amazing Dwayne, and thank you my friend.. I try my hardest, how are you today?
I got clean from H a long time ago. Don't count days cuz I feel that's just a way to keep it on the mind. Did it wit no pills, no rehab. Friends, family and bomb as weed. Much love to ALL.
Wade Wilson congratz way to go
Physically? The ABSOLUTE WORST week and a half of my entire life.
Thank you guys.
Wade Wilson shits no joke. Glad you made it out. Most people don't. Stay positive. Your worst day now isn't close to your best day addicted.
Jacob Sibert THATS HALF THE PROBLEM SOCIETY IS TELLIN US ADDICTS TO BE POSITIVE AND ALL THINGS WILL CHANGE WHENS THATS A PIPE DREAM ITSELF I USE TO BE JUST LIKE ALL OF YOU UNTIL I WENT TO PRISON AND MY CELLIE BROKE DOWN DRUG ADDITCTION REAL GOOD TO ME HE WAS SUCH A RUDE IGNORANT PRICK TOWARDS ME BY TIME THE END OF MY SENTENCE CAME AROUND TO GO HOME WE HAD GOTTEN REALLY KOOL WITH EACHOTHER BUT HE TALKED TO ME AT FIRST JUST LIKE I TALK TO OTHER ADDICTS JUST LIKE ME. YOU GOTTA KEEP IT REAL FACE IT AND FIGHT IT WHEN I COULD CALL MY SELF A POS JUNKIE AND REALLY SEE AND UNDERSTAND WHAT THE MEANT. I STARTED CHANGING. JS. I KNOW MY CHANNELS VIDS ARE PRETTY FUCKED UP YOUR JUST SEEING HOW ANGRY I GET WHEN I GET FUCKED OVER I GOT FUCKED OVER BY TWO SEPERATE CHANNELS WICH I STILL DONT KNOW IF THEY WORKED TOGETHER TO DO WHAT THEY DID TO ME. ANYWAYS IM ABOUT TO REALLY SHOW THE WORLD THE HARSH REALITY OVER DRUG ADDICTS OUR THOUGHTS BEHAVIOUR LIES CHEATING STEALING. ALL THAT SHIT. BUT I HAVE A FOUL ASS MOUTH. JUST REMEMBER I CALL MYSELF A JUNKIE FIEND ALSO. IM NO DIFFERENT I JUST KNOW THIS HARSH TRUTH REALITY WORKS WHEN IT REALLY SINKS IN. PLEASE CHECK BACK TO MY CHANNEL.
Kickass
All I got to say is never give up never quit .stay strong and humble.for ur daughter remember u got a purpose in life .coming at u from San Antonio Texas .peace
Much love and respect 🙏🏽💪🏽🙌🏼🙌🏼
Great song!! Keep em coming. U help more than u can know!! Almost 3 months off MD, and 7 yrs off H!! Praying 4all who still struggle! ☮️thx u C!! Stay strong my man
Hell yes...5 & a half months off heroin and meth...longest in my life.
Land Erathb
Great news! I struggle with temptation. Today is going to be hard as it's my pay day. I will not drink or smoke whites and bees. Please pray for me
Land Erathb ayahuasca fixes heroin addiction I hear 👍
Land Erathb i have 6yrs off H and 6 weeks off methadone. It feels great. Great job on your soberity. Keep it up
Three months clean from alcohol and my suicide attempt, thank you so much for your music it helps me through these tough times!
Thank you so much, and stay strong..!!!
Bottle almost kill me brother I'm trying my best you know it's hard please pray for me 😞
"No matter what it takes,
My goal is to die clean"
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YOUR AWESOME! Sending mad props & much LOVE your way, from Tennessee(Nashville)
I was asked by a CD counselor yesterday what would be the number one goal in life and I said "to die clean " lol before I heard that song I was gonna OD. Crazy how quickly things can go from wanting to end my life by overdose to the opposite. 💯
Always, always in the fight. As long as we still have breath left in our lungs, we carry the message. We carry our brothers and sisters. Never ever leave a fallen soilder behind.
Absolutely..!! Much love and respect ❤️🙏🏽
All I can say is thank you I listen to every morning and I gives me the strength 💪 I need to get myself through my battle 🙏 💯
Thank you so much..!! Truly
Same here
People who have never used will never understand! Ur words are to real. Been clean off heroin 5yrs. I'm 38 now. Started when I was 13. Done it all. Love ur music mate. Respect from Australia
Salute
❤️🙏🏽💪🏽💪🏽
Well done brother. Respect from Gold Coast, Australia. ♥️
You made me cry, the ones that has been there knows exactly what you mean , hell yeah , don't stop what you are doing
Me 2 ,
I just wanted you to know that your song about addiction is the only songs hits me right in my soul. I know both by heart. I'm glad there is rapper trying to turn kids away from drugs. Kids today have no clue what they are doing to themselves
Thank you so much, honestly. How are you doing this week?
I see a few days to over 20 year's clean and I say y'all are my hero's and inspiration!! Keep at it and those few days will be 20+ year's too. Thank you guy's I got mad love and respect for all of you!!
17 yrs here
Damn outlaws you must get it from your dad
You are what the rap game needs!!!! I only hope this track hits even more people than the last one 🙏❤️😀.
ME TOO!!
What's the name of the last one?
I love colicchie!!! His music brings us all together.
Part 1&2 are matches to my life 1428 days and pushing forward I am working a maintenance program though and the meds are about to be done so I still have a mountain to climb but I have been clean from everything else I pray for anyone that is struggling with addiction I pray they find the strength!! Thx colliche I listen to these songs often the first time I heard this song was my third day in rehab inpatient a girl that I was in there with played it for me after I told him how I got there and I’m pretty much stuck with it throughout this whole process it’s helped me so much open my eyes and see addiction for what it is!❤ hearts and prayers to anyone that lost someone from addiction!
Proud of you Kelly, ❤️ truly. How are you holding up?
I've kicked it twice now and been to some of the darkest places in my life thru drugs now I feel even stronger listing to these rifs .much respect my brother
This shit straight 100 This was my life.. this is my life. I beat the demons. The way you explained it thru your music made my family understand. You said everything I always wanted to say but physically could say myself to my fam. Luv yo!!
Nothing but respect
Thank you so much..!!!
Found Colicchie 6 months ago when a friend was banging it in my car,and i had to pull over to let the words sink in "even though i been clean 18 years" because when i hear someone putting their life out there in hopes of changing lifes that are on the same path of destruction you gotta respect it,but as weeks went by and the more i listened to Colicchies music/lyrics and learned more about his life and what he been through,but to see where he is today should be shared daily in the NA and AA rooms around the 🌎!! This dude is a gift from the man above,as the man above gave him a gift with his beautiful family! Today i stand here 18 years clean and Oct. 1st will be 19,but everyday i try to pass on nothing but positively especially to the soldiers fighting this war,that has added a new weapon called fentanyl to its arsenal,and i pass the name Colicchie on to them because if you want honesty and hope its all in that 1 name "COLICCHIE"!!
Thank you for the kind words Robert. Seriously, I truly appreciate it. Much more music to come.
I'm in recovery right now and this is the first time I've ever heard about this dude both part one and two as addicts or addicts in recovery we hear certain things when we need them most
I appreciate it Eric, much love and respect. Stick with it, we can do this 🙏🏽💪🏽🙌🏼🙌🏼 thank you
Dude speaks the truth he just spoke my whole life but I’ve change but the struggle is real
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Church homie church keep preaching and I'll keep listening to ur gospel homie
Felipe Martimez do as I say, not as I do. What’s mine is mine and what’s yours is mine lol nah question everything and start with humanity and nature.
"I love my daughter but she won't keep me clean"
I wish people would understand that you can live and care about them more than anything, and when we put those pills in our mouth, that needle in out arm, we KNOW it's going to hurt them. And yeah it fucking hurts. But somehow we still don't have control and we're trying to do it for it for those we love and that love us but some lose their battle with all the support in the world...
Its terrifying
Tyler A I totally get that I had 24yr on methadone and heroin just 2wk clean Tomorrow but lives hard we just need another way to deal with the shit and Trauma...my sons never wanted for anything but hes still had a shit life he cried to me the wkend b4 I went to detox and 2 days b4 his dad came home from detox but all though hurt me to core I'm now more determined to make the whole of his almost 24yr life bk up to him now clean xx
That resonated with me too. I don’t have kids but nieces x
Yeah very true unfortunately I too can relate
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Man I ain’t even fuckin impressed by to much but you know how you saved telling people how addiction is every addicts family needs to listen to your songs to help them help and understand what they can do to help but it’s on us no more bad decisions
Seriously means the world to me, I truly mean that. Much love and respect .!
That shit was so hard and hit home deep I thought the first one was off the charts this one was even better you let that pen bleed and I felt the pain. I am in a crazy situation right now that this really hit home trying to get clean because wifey is pregnant with my first and I cannot be selfish I need to man up and take care of my family just wanted to say thanks bro your songs really inspire me
Corey Jampetro you can do it man! As hard as it is, just think about being totally sober when your baby is born! How you'll feel all the joy it is going to bring you, not being in a hazy fog. Good luck and congrats on the baby!!!!
To Corey jampetro I have 3 sons I was fucked up Everytime my girl was pregnant and up until 2 yrs ago. now that I am clean I love my family more than anything in the world.I have so much regret . U can do it man I could only imagine how much of a high it would be seeing your kid born.surround yourself with the complete opposite company u keep now that is what I did . U got it
Truly amazing!!! No one knows the pain unless they’ve lived through it! Not an easy road, an u make that known! ❤️ thank u for sharing ur story! Congratulations on getting sober 🙏
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Going to get screened for rehab tomorrow.
Good for u homie stay strong pray u can get threw don't give up u got ppl praying for u that's been there done that
That's right...I did it...you can do it.
Jayedin Elijah your doing the right thing. Stay strong. Good luck
Jayedin Elijah...You go. Trade in your misery for serenity..33 days clean. Keeps getting better.
Jayedin Elijah never give up! NO MATTER WHAT!
You the only one to speak the truth brother, i listen to your words and you tellling my story...... love you bro
Much love, means the world to me. Thank you so much..!!
Just found out I'm pregnant with my second kiddo. Today is day 1. I can do this. Thank you for your music.
I love. You jimmy
Hi bbytree
Hi bbytree
BbyTree hows that baby doing?
@@roryvictory1805 unfortunately I had a miscarriage. I got pregnant again a few months later with twins so I believe I got my baby back I lost plus one :) due in July. Still clean and sober!
Me and my sister we passed the needle back and forth, wow to be in that room.. every minute people we are blessed, he's words just flow and explain it all.. thank you God for find addictions voice
That some deep shit ,ive been they still fight it .lost my son in my arms and still cant stop ..
I've only just heard of colicchie today and love his words and he's not pretending to be something he isn't he's really brave to open up like he has wish him all the best in his career because saying he's talented is an understatement 😍
Just got my 18 months
Listen to addiction 1 and 2
So powerful man. You covered it all.
I hope your going strong. Be a force for life
Wishes of love and light.
Perseverance
Thank you so much, just finished part 3 .. coming soon 🙏🏽👏🏽
Everytime I hear that song it gives me chills. My family is addicts'I was an addict 'but the hardest was burying my 20 year old daughter, that wasn't an addicti she was drugged. Your words are powerful and speak for themselves, my story is to long to tell, but I love that you reach out to other people, I believe your songs make a difference, Keep being an inspiration ❤
Thank you so much Shelia. How are you today?
@@Colicchie thank you so much for replying I wasn't expecting that. Keep on signing and telling it like it is.You are truly one of a kind and tell like it is, you tell the hard truth that only the people that lived it knows. I was blown away the 1st time I heard you and you inspire me .We are truly blessed to have your music, keep going strong and thanks again for taking the time to text back!!!
Been on fentynal herion , and percs for 3 years dude you explained the monster that came out in me this reminds me never to relapse , thanks no one should ever deal with this
Much respect, stay strong
@@Colicchie thanks man but we lived pretty similar lives respect back to you.
bless u bro
I cried seeing the video. I love you and your beautiful family. I just hope my son stays clean from heroin. I don't need to see again another paramedic at my door. Narcan saved my son's life a couple of times. Thank God. Just don't wanna see my son on the floor fighting for his life. Collichie you won the battle but the war rages on. Thanks to your family I know you will win that war. Love you all.
Kathy, God bless. I hate what I did to my mother. I live with guilt everyday. Biggest gift I can give her is the peace of mind that I'm 3 years clean. God bless you and your family. So often we forget about the family members of addicts who suffer right along with us.
listened to the first one years ago, song gets more and more real as the years go by
Thank you so much, part 3 this spring 🙏🏽
Nothing but goosebumps.. Holy shit. Respect Collichie
We in this struggle called (Life), together ...Pray & Stay strong my brothers and sisters...
Amen brother
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Every time, every time I listened to this and part 1 . . . I just can't explain how this song hits me like a atomic bomb . . . The tears just keep coming. These 2 songs saved me during the darkest time of my life, thinking on a permanent solution for a temporary problem. But nonetheless, thank you colicchie
Much love and respect Steven, I appreciate it. How are you tonight?
@@Colicchie I apologize try not to send this sooner as I did not get no notification saying that you responded to me. I'm doing really well, February 2nd of this year I celebrated a year sober. I moved from the City of Buffalo New York to a small village in the mountains of Central New York, exactly the type of life I never knew that I needed and I'm glad that I finally found. Hope you're doing well yourself. I want you to know that your songs have always been and always will be an so much more than just an inspiration to me, thank you.
Almost 5 years sober. And out of a toxic relationship because of you. Thanks for you life experience. Helps more ppl then you know
Truly
Incredible. Proud of you..!! That’s a huge milestone 🙏🏽🙌🏼🙌🏼
You can only get better
Just got introduced to his music. So deep and honest. I love it
Thank you 🙌🏼🙏🏽
You know when someone’s bars give you goosebumps that they strictly speaking facts!!!
Thank you Brian, much respect
Goosebumps and tears
This.. damn. I've been clean off H and Fent for 2.5 years now. Ive listened to you since in active addiction and Im just so happy to be alive and be here for my son ❤️ You helped me get there no doubt 🙏🏻
Truly amazing. Much love, how are you today?
Thank you coliccio and Dustin. You inspire. One day a time. I'm tired of my friends dying. My wife passed away 3 years ago . We will make it
@@Colicchie thank you i for your rhymes. I'll never quit trying. If nobody told you this today. I love you. Not a gay thing but human to human. Your brave and talented.
My son is in rehab i pray he stays off the drugs im proud of you .i listen to you and God dose answer s prayers.
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Didn't know there would be a part 2! IM SO EXCITED!!!
Me either made my day!!
Kaitlyn Sobolewski same here
Follow him on facebook. He posts everyday.
Me 2!
Same the struggle is real....