Colicchie " Drug Addiction Part 2 " ( Prod By Big Jerm )

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КОМЕНТАРІ • 7 тис.

  • @iamHelloKaren
    @iamHelloKaren 4 роки тому +627

    The pain of being an addict is unlike any thing I've ever felt. 20 years of my life just flew by, friends and loved ones are dead, I sit here, Narcan in my purse, hoping this time I can do it. June 2020 will be 1 year this go around. Please God let this be my last. I wanna win. 🙏
    To anyone else struggling, you can do it. I believe in you 💯🙏❤️
    My name is Karen Morris and I refuse to be anonymous

    • @loudonkin07
      @loudonkin07 4 роки тому +13

      @Karen Gamel-Morris .. well done for your 1yr clean x

    • @scottsoto5238
      @scottsoto5238 4 роки тому +8

      Good job keep it up

    • @skellishzombie9793
      @skellishzombie9793 4 роки тому +8

      Hope you doing well . I'm glad to hear your recovering and staying clean. Keep it up ❤

    • @amandabechard4830
      @amandabechard4830 4 роки тому +7

      Me too. Sm people do not even know what narcan is around here 😿

    • @amandabechard4830
      @amandabechard4830 4 роки тому +3

      Awesome Karen

  • @GandervilleYT
    @GandervilleYT 7 місяців тому +57

    My older brother fought addiction for most of his life. When he came back home 4 months ago, we would share music with each other and this was the last one he showed me. He explained everything you talked about in more detail and shared experiences about his struggles, and told me about how much these songs meant to him. We just lost him 2 days ago to a heroin OD. Our family did everything we could for him throughout the years, but there's only so much to do. I just wanted to let you know that, even though he passed, this song was responsible for him holding on just that bit longer. Tell someone you love 'em today, never know when it'll be the last time.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  6 місяців тому +10

      My condolences 💔 sincerely. Prayers for you family. Hopefully you guys found solace since you commented this

    • @wadedevereux9207
      @wadedevereux9207 5 місяців тому +1

      He's no longer suffering.. sorry

    • @CodyHvids
      @CodyHvids 5 місяців тому +2

      ive some how by the grace of god so far beating this addiction my heart goes out to you and your family for your loss

    • @Gotien718
      @Gotien718 5 місяців тому +2

      ugh sorry for your loss!

    • @donkelleher9726
      @donkelleher9726 4 місяці тому +1

      Sorry for your loss

  • @Brooke-dn9ps
    @Brooke-dn9ps 10 місяців тому +71

    I have 13 months clean of meth and heroin. I remember listening to your songs throughout using just crying praying I could get clean. God is good. Thank you for your music, you’re truly helping addicts all over the world. ❤

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  10 місяців тому +7

      Much love, I appreciate it and we must stay strong ❤️🙏🏽

    • @SquareBodyMudTrucks805
      @SquareBodyMudTrucks805 6 місяців тому +5

      @Brooke-dn9ps Congrats on being clean. I was on heroin and meth and hit the path of using fentanyl. I've got 6 months clean. This dude is truly a miracle song writer. You and I share a story. I as well used to listen to @colicchie during active drug use and would cry and beg for help. 10 overdoses later I am still alive with 6 months clean. You are so amazing Chaz I really appreciate you and your story. It's saved my life. With the grace of God and your music I'm a man with a story that has lived through the disease of addiction. I went from 135 pounds and facing 15 years in prison to beating my case and getting clean and now I'm 210 pounds and have my own handyman business. Thank you 🎉❤

    • @user-ns9xe6ny1y
      @user-ns9xe6ny1y 6 місяців тому +3

      Yes im not there yet but soon !! Prayers to everyone!!

    • @Melissa-kh8sn
      @Melissa-kh8sn 5 місяців тому +3

      How did you do it I've been on fentanyl and meth for 4 years and sick and tired of being sick and tired literally wanna get clean but im scared of the detox what do I do???????😢

    • @Melissa-kh8sn
      @Melissa-kh8sn 5 місяців тому +1

      ​@@ColicchieHow did you do it I've been on fentanyl and meth for 4 years and sick and tired of being sick and tired literally wanna get clean but im scared of the detox what do I do???????😢

  • @TheJennVegas
    @TheJennVegas Рік тому +113

    I swear I feel like my husband who sadly lost his battle with addiction 9/10/22 wrote these! Rest In Peace my love and if you’re struggling with addiction know that you CAN get better take it from this widow get clean it’s ok we love you you can do this!

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Рік тому +13

      My condolences Kristine, much love ❤️

    • @TheJennVegas
      @TheJennVegas Рік тому +3

      @@Colicchie thankyou hon it’s a pain I can’t even put into words

    • @jero-gjaredtheentertainer2662
      @jero-gjaredtheentertainer2662 Рік тому +2

      @@TheJennVegas He is in the happiest place❤. God's presence. He would love to have those earthly pleasures. - believe me... God has a plan for you. Your man loves you !! Keep him in your mind with whatever you do🙂. Trust me. Your gentleman is keeping so much bad and wrong away from you. I can tell the love you have for him. So I know that he'd rather sacrifice himself and protect you and watch you 24/7 everyday. Kristine 😌. Idk... - remember that near death experience you encountered recently 👀 ? Your man was fighting for you that time ! Thank God for every suffering : ). He will show you the plans for your future ✌🏼😁🌴

    • @jero-gjaredtheentertainer2662
      @jero-gjaredtheentertainer2662 Рік тому +2

      @@Colicchie My brother !! I am dealing with every lyric you speak bro😭. Each and every song😱 !! My kid is turning 4 years old next year (a boy❤). My baby momma is dating one of my oldest closest friend🤧. So I can relate to your love for your ex... Bro🙆🏽‍♂️ respect to how strong you are !! I checked out your transitions with the music over these past few years 💯. You're the only person I ever look up to as a Role Model. I'm walking in your shoes. - oh yeah... I'm currently still battling cocaine addiction 😔 (its 7 years now). I'm at a point where I want to make my mom and sister proud aswell. My sister was the same with me abusing the drugs. She became clean... and it hurts her to see me still battle these demons. Bro !! I don't normally comment on any post in social media. You mean so much in my life bro. I draw aswell (literally illustrating my life too buddy). And I'm a rapper that is tryna make it. - I want to ask you so many things bro. Let me know if we could chat ? You're one the realest person I've came across my brother🤧😭❤. You motivated me to get down on my knees EVERYDAY. Will power and rehab and shit helps. When it's comes to God... I'll just add this... #John 3:1-2 !! (This is a scripture dedicated to you Colicchie🙌). Most highest respect for you. Wish I could meet you in the flesh😎. Thanks for helping US, help YOU, help US. We're all put on earth to motivate and drive one another. Not judge and disgrace one another. One love G

    • @jamesturner7557
      @jamesturner7557 Рік тому +2

      I'm so sorry for your loss

  • @sashakubek7542
    @sashakubek7542 5 років тому +257

    Colicche..."drug and addiction1 and 2" should be played on repeat in between the News every time we hear about the war on drugs,specifically the opiate epidemic

    • @christopherlent3550
      @christopherlent3550 4 роки тому +4

      The biggest epidemic that everyone fails to realize is not opiate... its speed... its Meth and that's leading to them using coke as well... I know cuz that my drug of choice

    • @fernandagarcia877
      @fernandagarcia877 4 роки тому +6

      @@christopherlent3550 I definitely feel like meth is not talked about enough. Every time I've gone to rehab I've been the ONLY heroin addict. Everyone else is there for meth or alcohol. I have to look for a good h plug but literally on every corner someone is selling meth. Yet no one talks about it smh

    • @scottsoto5238
      @scottsoto5238 4 роки тому

      I agree

    • @brentbolen4387
      @brentbolen4387 3 роки тому

      @@fernandagarcia877 it's so true when I was in jail 80-90%of ppl in are on methadone but theres nothing for the ones who are suffering from coming off meth its torture for them seeing us get to go for our drinks and have some relief and it just makes them jones and struggle that much more there needs to be something done forsure and I dont even use meth.

    • @carinafleming
      @carinafleming 3 роки тому +1

      listen to colicchie on the podcast dopey this week its 🔥

  • @samuelboehm2050
    @samuelboehm2050 3 роки тому +421

    Literally crying, Took me 10 years to get clean, hardest thing ive ever experienced in my whole life. 51 days off Heroin an Fentanyl today

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  3 роки тому +24

      Truly amazing 🙌🏼🙏🏽

    • @AnCapCat
      @AnCapCat 3 роки тому +11

      Day 1 for me. Keep it up yo. Them glassine bags almost killed me more than once.

    • @kaseycarbone177
      @kaseycarbone177 3 роки тому +10

      I don't know u ! Just wanted to say im proud of u! Keep on keeping on!!

    • @AnCapCat
      @AnCapCat 3 роки тому +18

      Day 4 no opioids. Or day 5? Idfk anymore. Insomnia got me fuuuucked upp

    • @nicosbodysculptingjourneyw8918
      @nicosbodysculptingjourneyw8918 3 роки тому +7

      Well done its all a mind set not easy I'm on and of drugs all the time go months thtn go week's doing stupped stuff his music dose help me and saved meny lives anyway keep it up respect

  • @yogamamac.6903
    @yogamamac.6903 Рік тому +39

    I am a substance abuse counselor who works with clients who are on felony probation. I’m playing this and part 1 in my next group with them. Thank you. ❤

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Рік тому +10

      Thank you so much, I sincerely appreciate the support 🙏🏽

    • @Grumpy-jt4sw
      @Grumpy-jt4sw Рік тому +1

      My P.O. tried to help but he kept telling me I was a productive person. 5 dirty UA's right behind each other and I still walked out free.😅

    • @hooter8505
      @hooter8505 7 місяців тому +1

      U laugh at that?

    • @user-ns9xe6ny1y
      @user-ns9xe6ny1y 6 місяців тому

      That's awesome he's so good at his rap stories !! Their lucky to hear some real good shit like this !!!

    • @garyblack8442
      @garyblack8442 4 місяці тому

      Do u talk to people over the phone???

  • @tysonholt6757
    @tysonholt6757 2 роки тому +54

    Addict for 8 years ..4 months clean now. This song and " part 1" are on point describing drug addiction for all those who've never personally lived it.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  2 роки тому +5

      ❤️🙏🏽💪🏽

    • @jasonhaste1804
      @jasonhaste1804 Рік тому +1

      Been an addict since 1990 went to prison in Michigan for bank robbery to feed my habit went away for 8years and 9 months got out in 2007 and relapsed in April of this year

    • @tannergill8367
      @tannergill8367 Рік тому

      Congrats! I have 3 years clean from meth and fentanyl in June. Still battling alcoholism, but I'm never giving up

    • @DestroyingTheInternet
      @DestroyingTheInternet Рік тому

      @@jasonhaste1804 Stay strong brotha, sounds like we both lapsed around the same time. I have been in this boat for 7 years though, so not as long. I am hoping this will be my last year though and hopefully not from checking out but from finding the courage and the strength to turn things around and head into a new direction.. I wish you all the best and pray that you find your way out of this struggle again. If you are going to be using, don't let anyone corner you into a financial hardship. May as well take a chunk of cash now and invest in bulk so you're not dwindling down to nothing day by day. That's just something I advise people who just start into a lapse, mainly because a lot of people take on the mantality of, "Shit, I ain't gonna be doin this long. Just 1 more, just 1 more.." Before they know it they are thousands of dollars into their daily habit again and just couting the minutes before they are right back to being broke and hurting. May as well have the security of it being there, costing less, and still know that you retain the ability to quit and find help to climb out of this struggle instead of sitting in the same boat but just much more financial hardship and stress.

    • @frankcalabrese7074
      @frankcalabrese7074 10 місяців тому +1

      ​@@jasonhaste1804I Was arrested and given 25 years for a home invasion on a drug dealer while selling quarter keys of cocaine every 4 hours on the weekends,
      But a lot of times I would re up Via robbery. So from 1994 to 2016,
      After after doing 21 years on 25, I had a career as a Union Iron worker and thought I could be a weekend warrior and after a terrible break up of the first girl I fell in love with after my bit, I dealt with it through getting high all the time ...all day and all night...For the first time in my life. I've recently had 9 months Clean and while on a blind detox of my methadone, I felt a little Withdrawal because the dose was probably less than the day before. I dealt with it by relapsing and blowing 9 months. Because of shooting, cocaine and heroin I had an Absess On my Tricuspid valve And I had to have A Quadruple bypass heart surgery...I was given a new one from a pig. I started my 9 months while in the hospital. Now I have a month and I'm so embarrassed. Hold your head up brother. Big love from Baltimore. Frankie

  • @musicallyinked2699
    @musicallyinked2699 3 роки тому +292

    "Why you hitting me with Narcan, interrupting my slumber" damn that's chilling... Colicchie is too real

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  3 роки тому +27

      Much respect 🙏🏽🙏🏽

    • @lastmanstanding-xp3ub
      @lastmanstanding-xp3ub 3 роки тому +8

      They hit me with it after I banged 2 dilaudid 8's and 2 morphine 30's (I think thats the dose, can't remember it was a long time ago and i try to be a different person now), the girl I was with hit me with the narcan I gave to her in case I went overboard, it was fucking wild it was like being jerked into a different reality, nothingness to everythingness in a split second lol, and I was pissed at first because I didn't think I was OD'ing but when she said my lips started to change colors and I stopped breathing she had to hit me with it, im glad she did too, because after I sobered up a bit I realized i had never nodded completely out like that that fast, usually I could get the needle out and cap it so it was safe and then just lay back and drift in and out, this time it was as soon as the plunger was down I was completely nodded out and I was definitely a dead man if she hadn't been there and done it, I quit not long after that, I never shot H but plenty of dilaudid and morphine and opana, but yeah thats a good line and it gave me a bit of a chuckle just because I understand what he means when it first happens, later on though you're grateful or at least you should be

    • @jakecherry1677
      @jakecherry1677 3 роки тому +4

      @@Colicchie 🙏🏻🙏🏻

    • @chriscote100
      @chriscote100 3 роки тому +7

      had to hit me 4 times with narcain no greatful just wanna b done sober the horrable memorys haunt me high ive lost most everything gotta b more to life but ill never reach it

    • @jakecherry1677
      @jakecherry1677 3 роки тому +2

      @@chriscote100 Who's to blame for the lives that tragedies claim?
      No matter what you say
      It don't take away the pain
      That I feel inside, I'm tired of all the lies
      Don't nobody know why
      It's the blind leading the blind
      I guess that's the way that the story goes
      Will it ever make sense
      Somebody's got to know
      There's got to be more to life than this
      There's got to be more to everything
      I thought exists

  • @alissamoore8017
    @alissamoore8017 5 років тому +345

    57 days clean today from IV herion and meth.. feels so good being sober and not waking up sick

  • @ResilientRhymer92
    @ResilientRhymer92 2 роки тому +53

    Colicchie is the best at story telling and turning his past into his triumph! Top 3 rappers!

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  2 роки тому +9

      Thank you so much..!!! My next single “ Suicide Prevention “ June 15th is a detailed story 🙏🏽💪🏽

    • @xshotpointblankx
      @xshotpointblankx Рік тому +1

      Who are the other 2?

    • @sadhurt-hb4ml
      @sadhurt-hb4ml Рік тому +1

      I relapsed a year ago I'm finally doing something about it I'm going to put my self in detox a month ago my mom had a bad heart attack and she died 1 min and 54 seconds she fell into a cardiac arrest I'm so fuck up over this most fuck up thing about this I was on fentanyl and spank two hits LSD I know it's time for me to do scariest thing about all this I never ran out my family is wealthy I always have it I never I never wrote under 3 grams on me I always re-up never run out I have to do this for me Harris teeter for corrections parole courts for my ex it didn't workout for me cuz I wasn't going to stop something a big slap across face realize 120 lb used to weigh 275 I'm 6/3 less in a month I was in the worst toxic relationship for 4 years that's the only thing we did is fight this bike that blah blah fight fight she was never there when my mom is in the hospital she still is in the hospital she is so week she can't walk she is only 52 she does no drugs it was too big blood clots smoking cigarettes hormones menopause she had me when she was younger she was 16

    • @fazundyned6996
      @fazundyned6996 Рік тому

      Amen brother, that's what a good song is in my opinion, telling the story behind its words

    • @user-rl2ip8ij1h
      @user-rl2ip8ij1h Рік тому

      ​@@xshotpointblankx 😊

  • @crystalhorne5685
    @crystalhorne5685 Рік тому +70

    I listened to drug addiction part 1 and 2 all the time during my addiction thinking I would die with a needle in my arm. Never thought I would get out of it. Now 4 years later I've finally made it. I still love listening to this just reminds me of how far I've came and there's no looking back for me!

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Рік тому +3

      Truly amazing Crystal, honestly. How are you this morning?

    • @crystalhorne5685
      @crystalhorne5685 Рік тому +3

      @@Colicchie I'm doing very well just at work at my full time job continuing to do better each and every single day. Your music has gotten me through so much not even just my addiction but through love, betrayal, heartbreak. I think besides drug addiction part 1&2 my other favorite song is drug of choice I could listen to it on repeat over and over again!

    • @jasonstribling6288
      @jasonstribling6288 Рік тому +1

      @@crystalhorne5685 I know I'm late but congrats 🎉

    • @GodsFistFighter
      @GodsFistFighter Рік тому +2

      Oww I feel your energy. 🙅🧑‍🚒🧑‍🚒

    • @GodsFistFighter
      @GodsFistFighter Рік тому +4

      @@crystalhorne5685 you can say that agin. I 2 am Horne hope you make it to the big time aka heaven.

  • @meganchristine8846
    @meganchristine8846 4 роки тому +539

    I relapsed last october overdosed in November got clean January 5th and now I have 4 months clean. I am so thankful I made it out alive next time i know i won't so my only choice is to he clean for life. My life is finally improving got in school got good people in my life...

    • @paulmilner5330
      @paulmilner5330 2 роки тому +12

      Well done Chaz I’m so so proud of ya bro keep believing in yourself don’t give up ey keep lookin forward and pushing forward keep you little girl the under lighing force of everything you ever do stay strong they said god gives his hardest battles to his strongest warriors…… be a warrior leading a army of gods warriors…… I myself had a 26 year addiction using intravenously aswell all my veins collapsed startied smokin it attempted suicide 7 times came back every time I have 2 girls myself I’m still trying to get. Clean I’m 6 months away from giving up.completely get my kids back. My family.Back your song I play ion replay over and over it’s infectious much love and much respect to u

    • @LAustinSauce
      @LAustinSauce 2 роки тому +14

      Can we get a One year update?

    • @Samantha.Maloney
      @Samantha.Maloney 2 роки тому +9

      its hard to stay away from drugs there everywhere

    • @Bolex_15
      @Bolex_15 2 роки тому +4

      Year update?

    • @themexican8779
      @themexican8779 2 роки тому +12

      I love you man, I got almost 10 years off that shit, I pray that you’re doing just fine man

  • @trevorharris1600
    @trevorharris1600 5 років тому +147

    Your flow, syllable counts, rhyme scheme, and ability to tell a story at the same time is what rap is all about...amazing!

    • @trevorharris1600
      @trevorharris1600 5 років тому +6

      I could only imagine what music videos might look like to go with these stories.

    • @andrewp9290
      @andrewp9290 5 років тому

      Rhyno Beats man.. that would be intense.

    • @andwut2k185
      @andwut2k185 5 років тому

      Preach m'ninja

    • @nicci11green
      @nicci11green 5 років тому +3

      Rhyno Beats I agree! this man is one of the best rappers out here.

    • @trapyoursoulmollz9149
      @trapyoursoulmollz9149 5 років тому

      Trapyoursoul mollz

  • @ThatUtubeGuy
    @ThatUtubeGuy 10 місяців тому +8

    Come back to listen to these songs every once in a while just so i dont forget about where i came from. Thankfully three years almost four sober halfway around the world and finally have my life back. It is possible❤

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  9 місяців тому +2

      Truly amazing Anthony, let’s keep it going, both of us 🙏🏽 I appreciate it

  • @dustiiadams2117
    @dustiiadams2117 Рік тому +19

    This.. damn. I've been clean off H and Fent for 2.5 years now. Ive listened to you since in active addiction and Im just so happy to be alive and be here for my son ❤️ You helped me get there no doubt 🙏🏻

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Рік тому +2

      Truly amazing. Much love, how are you today?

    • @JasonCunningham-lw2vx
      @JasonCunningham-lw2vx Рік тому +1

      Thank you coliccio and Dustin. You inspire. One day a time. I'm tired of my friends dying. My wife passed away 3 years ago . We will make it

    • @JasonCunningham-lw2vx
      @JasonCunningham-lw2vx Рік тому +1

      @@Colicchie thank you i for your rhymes. I'll never quit trying. If nobody told you this today. I love you. Not a gay thing but human to human. Your brave and talented.

  • @wikidklownsparkz
    @wikidklownsparkz 5 років тому +85

    I'm 1 week clean. Moved out of cali to make a new life. Your music hits home and has helped me remember I have shit I need to stand and start fighting for. This week of detox had been the easiest I've every pushed through and the happiest I've been in over a decade. Thank you for sharing.

    • @danaghrist7902
      @danaghrist7902 4 роки тому +5

      Today makes 97 days clean for me, after 10 straight years of addiction, that was at its very worst in the past 2 years. I ended up with sepsis, and almost died this past July! I found out I was septic, and still wasn't ready, so I signed myself out ama, went and bought myself a brick, some syringes, went home shot up, and fell asleep, only to wake up with a temperature of 104.7, and thank god for some reason my fiance stopped to check on me called 911 and saved my life! That was definitely my rock bottom. I was hospitalized for a few weeks went home and thanks to my fiancee, who never even smoked a joint, and for two years had no idea I was even ever on drugs, I am 97 days clean today!!! Keep making your wonderful inspiring songs. They really really helped me, and continue to help me stay clean!! Merry Christmas everybody!!! Recovery is possible, thank god!!!!

    • @raymanny7418
      @raymanny7418 4 роки тому +2

      U still sober?

    • @carinafleming
      @carinafleming 3 роки тому

      listen to colicchie on the podcast dopey this week its 🔥

    • @leyamarie6860
      @leyamarie6860 3 роки тому

      How do you do it personally? Like off ANYTHING?? 🙏

    • @tonyshetter7545
      @tonyshetter7545 3 роки тому

      I left Pennsylvania to get away people places and things

  • @RynossGamingmusic
    @RynossGamingmusic 5 років тому +167

    "NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES MY GOAL IS DIE CLEAN"

  • @DimeszTV
    @DimeszTV 2 роки тому +38

    when i was first trying to get clean 5-6 years ago i used to listen to your music EVERYDAY it gave me hope that one day i would pull it off... glad to say on the 25th ill be 4 years sober. grateful for the hope your songs gave me.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  2 роки тому +3

      Truly amazing, let’s keep it going. Much love and respect. How are you today?

    • @cristiweiland525
      @cristiweiland525 Рік тому

      I'm really happy for you. Praying u are still well. I just celebrated a year clean. Colliche sent me to rehab w these songs. I always come back when Im tempted

    • @danross5060
      @danross5060 Рік тому

      And like he said in part 1 fuck all those who think we're just junkies there's no throw away lives. People who haven't lived it don't comment on it. Shit is part of me part of my journey in life and proof shit is possible. To all those out there who have battled this shit stay up stay strong

    • @danross5060
      @danross5060 Рік тому

      @@Colicchie those of us have been there u paint the lyrical picture. Big ups

    • @Chris-uq3gs
      @Chris-uq3gs Рік тому

      @@Colicchie I got 5months clean bro. I like listening to your music as a reminder of my painful past. Keep it up bro.
      "CHRIS GUTIERREZ"

  • @BrittanyCole-og2si
    @BrittanyCole-og2si 8 місяців тому +18

    This man is amazing , he speaks from the heart. When i relapsed he was the guy i listen too just to get by to the next day.❤

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  8 місяців тому +4

      Thank you Brittany, I appreciate it and you ❤️🙏🏽

    • @lauraannroberts3826
      @lauraannroberts3826 7 місяців тому

      ​@@Colicchieyou have ❤ from all over this hard 🌎.. this love is from NORTH WALES UK WELSH ❤BUT LOVE U SOOOO MUCH every day every way..he proud 💗💯 US FANS r

    • @lukestopford9522
      @lukestopford9522 7 місяців тому

      Amazing this has helped me make it over a week without coke now little steps eh !!

    • @user-wv9wq2hj8f
      @user-wv9wq2hj8f 7 місяців тому

      Wher are you from Brittany and are you managing to get clean, avril england

    • @JoelVice-wy3hx
      @JoelVice-wy3hx Місяць тому

      I'm here getting high again and listening to this n it's crazy how real it is but u won't hear this on the radio but you will hear the bullshit

  • @abigailnorris720
    @abigailnorris720 4 роки тому +64

    I'm currently getting clean for like the 10th time and his music gets me through so many hard times..using, being homeless, locked up etc. So grateful there are people like this to make us feel less alone

    • @rochellematson
      @rochellematson 2 роки тому +4

      How are you a year later? Hope your doing well ❤️ if not forgive yourself and try again 💯 sending you love and light

    • @dr.pknowledgewisdomandunde8985
      @dr.pknowledgewisdomandunde8985 2 роки тому +1

      I felt alone, also. I'm Preston and I'm an addict. Pray for me! My 1st relapse on the road to recovery. I will not be anonymous 🙂

  • @kissmycons9541
    @kissmycons9541 4 роки тому +111

    I'm struggling with the Smack. In Jersey and Philly but I'm trying to stay clean just for today. I pray for all 🙏 in this vicious cycle

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  3 роки тому +11

      I’ve been there, message me on Facebook 🙏🏽

    • @jamesonc.hippieshaman3158
      @jamesonc.hippieshaman3158 3 роки тому +3

      Fast kratom helps fatigue and pain benedryll to sleep and keep from sneezing and lots of sugar water and electrolytes flush flush flush i was on methadone black meth xanax you name it i was on it 10 years of hard core and another 10 just fuckin around but it took me 10 months to kick it was horrible but when i found kratom and water i started getting well fast got to eat drink dont starve and dont cheat you ween down stick with a program once your down to 1 time a day try skipping a day and just keep at it .its very hard to survive kicking take it slow and steady .ps fast kratom white vein really helped soo much but you got to find which strain works well .happy hippo herbals .com .try thunder hippo a spoon in morning and at lunch youll be good .much love i hope u make it

    • @zacharydewing6344
      @zacharydewing6344 3 роки тому +7

      @@jamesonc.hippieshaman3158 shit actually helps a lot....I remember the nights of fighting, one minute I'm on my way to the hospital, the next I'm hitting up my dealer, ten minutes later im curled up in a ball dieing....then somehow I got some kratom, and an edible, definitely helped a lot.
      Decided to get clean
      No longer a fiend
      Imma be my best me
      Hold on, y'all will see
      Died 8 times
      A cat with nine lives
      I find solace in the lines
      If this is your life I pray
      Sobriety will come one day.
      Sty strong y'all, it's worth it.

    • @mikeal237
      @mikeal237 3 роки тому +3

      Got 13 yrs I'm in jersey meßsage me I'm here man

    • @jillianmay5028
      @jillianmay5028 3 роки тому +5

      Seconds turn into minutes minutes turn into hours hours turn to day then weeks you for this tell yourself make it happen

  • @marliannaminer8303
    @marliannaminer8303 Рік тому +5

    4 years sober.
    This song has been with me for 4 years. Thank you for sharing with the world!

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Рік тому +1

      Amazing, stay strong 🙏🏽

  • @jamieemerson9469
    @jamieemerson9469 9 місяців тому +11

    I’m truly trying to climb out of this dark hole this music is touching my soul

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  9 місяців тому +2

      Much love Jamie ❤️🙏🏽 seriously, hope your week is going well.

    • @garyblack8442
      @garyblack8442 4 місяці тому

      I want to climb out but I don't know where to start. When I'm high is the only time I feel free from all the bullshit that life brings fr...

  • @kimberlymason8292
    @kimberlymason8292 4 роки тому +295

    *Colicchie Is So Underrated And Unappreciated* *But Colicchie Just Know Ur Changin' Lives And U Will Always Have A Fan 4 Life* *Ur Music Saved, And Helped Me More Than Anyone Would Ever Know* **Salute,To The Gr8 Colicchie** 💯☑️🔥

    • @eddielewis6444
      @eddielewis6444 3 роки тому +7

      I hope this helps with my addiction 31 years ago u would think enough is enough most of the people i know are died RIP me amigos see u soon.

    • @carinafleming
      @carinafleming 3 роки тому +7

      listen to colicchie on the podcast dopey this week its 🔥

    • @honkywages9807
      @honkywages9807 3 роки тому +3

      The first MN was just so true .He didn't hold back the l e t you know exactlywhat happens if dealing makes me think

    • @michaelbearse4733
      @michaelbearse4733 3 роки тому +7

      Yea he is. And keep up the good work. But I just told someone else too. If you need to talk. Just need someone to listen. I got you. I've lost my brother and allot of fam and close friends. That where important to me. And would want to see any other family go through what we went through with all the death's. In my fam. So heres my email. And if you want I'll give you my number through there. But God Bless and i know that you know you got this!🙏🙏🙏🙏 stay up. Keep your head up and just know people care. And fuck anyone that doesn't! Do you and stay positive!!🙏🙏🙏🙏

    • @michaelbearse4733
      @michaelbearse4733 3 роки тому +5

      @@carinafleming whats his podcast? I would love to listen I love this dude. And the truth and honesty he brings to the world.

  • @danielcosta1488
    @danielcosta1488 5 років тому +78

    This is the realest shit I've ever heard . I'm finally clean after 20 years of misery man it's nice to hear someone rap about were addiction takes you.

    • @michaelnunns6577
      @michaelnunns6577 4 роки тому +2

      Isn't it amazing I shot dope for 24 years .IT FEELS AMAZING TO BE FREE. honestly I never thought it was possible.

    • @carinafleming
      @carinafleming 3 роки тому +1

      listen to colicchie on the podcast dopey this week its 🔥

    • @beckystopford7352
      @beckystopford7352 3 роки тому +1

      Yessss bro 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻❤️❤️

    • @brianrandall4769
      @brianrandall4769 3 роки тому +1

      Omg you stay strong I lost to many Fri the fight

    • @samuellomgkumer8066
      @samuellomgkumer8066 2 роки тому +2

      Sober till life.. let's go man...

  • @michaeldalby6552
    @michaeldalby6552 Рік тому +18

    All I can say is thank you I listen to every morning and I gives me the strength 💪 I need to get myself through my battle 🙏 💯

  • @Gotien718
    @Gotien718 5 місяців тому +1

    few years clean and it still feels like it was yesterday, the struggle is real.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  5 місяців тому

      Much love and congrats ..!!

  • @chasespence4376
    @chasespence4376 5 років тому +121

    Bro I'm in recovery and I let everybody I know hear you and tell them about you. Your music helps me in my recovery thanks man keep up the good work and good music

    • @PerfectlyImperfect1114
      @PerfectlyImperfect1114 5 років тому +1

      I feel the same way! He gets me through. I listen over and over.

    • @chasespence4376
      @chasespence4376 5 років тому +4

      Contessa Patereau I do to he is a beast

    • @twinkling2u2u
      @twinkling2u2u 5 років тому +3

      He is one of my favorite artists. I'm in recovery myself. I just got back from a relapse almost 7 months ago. I play his music for all my friends too. Keep up the good work for your recovery!!

    • @chasespence4376
      @chasespence4376 5 років тому +5

      Cheri Browne it happens but as long as you come back that's all that matters and he would be one hell of a sponsor

    • @PerfectlyImperfect1114
      @PerfectlyImperfect1114 5 років тому +3

      He already is through his music. This song and part 1 really hits home for me. When I am having a bad day I play these songs and I am reminded I do not want to go back.

  • @Whateveryouwannacallme
    @Whateveryouwannacallme 4 роки тому +135

    Drug addiction part 1 is the first song I heard from this guy. Before today I’ve never heard anything from him. But damn I’m glad I heard it. He is a great lyricist and you can tell he’s been through the struggles of drug addiction. It’s awesome to hear someone explain it so perfect.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  4 роки тому +19

      Thank you so much 🙏🏽

    • @andrewpifher5759
      @andrewpifher5759 3 роки тому +5

      Couldn't have said it better. Same for me on addiction part 1. Having it explained so eloquently and accurate description of myself in the past really helps Colliche. Thank you

    • @moarroz
      @moarroz 2 роки тому +4

      @@Colicchie seriously I shared it yesterday with my brother who is struggling too. He said "holy fuck this is fuckin amazing! I need more from him" you don't know how much it meant to share something and bring my bro and I closer. We are already so close but we deal with mental illness, trauma, and being hooked. I'll be playing this and buying your merch wearing your shirts proudly

    • @bdude310
      @bdude310 2 роки тому +2

      Same man I was hooked on him after that song struck a nerve

    • @randallbaker929
      @randallbaker929 Рік тому

      Iex9jd9q0r10r.jqm2

  • @alyssarullis9907
    @alyssarullis9907 Рік тому +8

    Coming up on 2 years on Sept 21st. I finally am learning what it is like to live a life beyond my wildest dreams. It's been a rough road but I'm finally happy with who I am, and I have my family back, life is good and my prayers are with everyone who has to live in the misery of addiction. Their is hope, I promise keep your head up and remember your loved always...

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Рік тому +1

      Amazing Alyssa ❤️❤️

  • @masondryer23
    @masondryer23 Рік тому +40

    I just want to say buddy you laid out there exactly how it needs to be I listen to your songs every morning I've been clean and sober off of heroin for 5 years now there's not a day that goes past I don't think about using and that's when I listen to your songs and it hits home so much you don't even know I appreciate what you do and you've been through it and your songs touch home so much you don't even know brother keep it up

  • @lsd358
    @lsd358 5 років тому +122

    This guy so speaks the truth about addiction respect

    • @kylemckeever2043
      @kylemckeever2043 5 років тому +2

      Where u ever an addict

    • @lsd358
      @lsd358 5 років тому +1

      @@kylemckeever2043 yep coming up to 2 years clean and sober of beer 💊 and smack and crazy crack

    • @ThunderGangTheMovement
      @ThunderGangTheMovement 5 років тому +1

      Karl Dickson ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ TALK THAT SHITT

    • @tonyashereelynch1079
      @tonyashereelynch1079 5 років тому +1

      He's obviously been there!! 😒

    • @ThunderGangTheMovement
      @ThunderGangTheMovement 5 років тому +1

      Rachael Day so are you Rachael ... so are you

  • @haley-louiserolph6243
    @haley-louiserolph6243 4 роки тому +61

    The pain of addiction masked the pain of my childhood trauma, the pain of addiction then uncovered the pain hidden of the childhood trauma! Until the day I decided to recover! Listening to these tracks helped me through and I got stronger and continue to everyday! Now a peer mentor for others who suffer the disease of addiction! Together we fight this! Keep fighting my dear people! We got this!!

  • @courtneysutherlin6130
    @courtneysutherlin6130 5 місяців тому +3

    I’m 2 weeks clean today which doesn’t seem like much but for someone who has been a 10 year heroine and fenny, one drug overdose, loosing my best friend, baby daddy and loosing my job because of drugs I got clean so I can be there for my baby. This song and part 1 hits home HARD. I really needed this song today

    • @kristataylor2130
      @kristataylor2130 4 місяці тому +1

      Open the Bible, 😭 walk into a Christian Church ask for help. There is a family in the church that you don't even know is there. I've done it and still find it hard but I'm grateful for my church. They don't judge me. Stay strong you are worth it.

    • @courtneysutherlin6130
      @courtneysutherlin6130 4 місяці тому

      @@kristataylor2130 I am in NA and AA, just hit 34 days clean and I have a sponsor, doing outpatient treatment for recovery and everything is turning around for me. I do have a church home now but I appreciate the suggestion. Much love

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  4 місяці тому +1

      ❤️❤️❤️

    • @tcswed
      @tcswed 3 місяці тому +1

      Congrats.. I hope you're still doing well ❤

    • @courtneysutherlin6130
      @courtneysutherlin6130 3 місяці тому

      Thank you! I’m at 71 days right now and still clean going strong! My life has changed so drastically for the better!

  • @WeeNoddy78
    @WeeNoddy78 7 місяців тому +4

    Mate your spitting my life in a nutshell,lost far too many friends and wasted far too many years on drugs,your lyrics are motivational and very deep,respect ❤ from 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  7 місяців тому +2

      Much love and respect. I appreciate you.. that’s means a lot to me. Let’s stay strong, both of us 🙏🏽🙌🏼💪🏽💪🏽

  • @rachaelowen6447
    @rachaelowen6447 2 роки тому +43

    No1 knows what this life is like unless you’ve lived it!!! Love this guy YOU ARE AN INSPIRATION

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  2 роки тому +1

      Thank you so much Rachel, much love and respect ❤️🙏🏽

    • @amandacarruthers5803
      @amandacarruthers5803 8 місяців тому

      Everyone thinks it is so easy to just quit.. they say i you wanted to quit you would... Not understanding the physical sickness that comes with the withdrawal NO it isn't that easy!!!

  • @devincumming231
    @devincumming231 2 роки тому +18

    They will never blow this man up because he is a survivor and speaker on something they don’t want to loose it’s sad because he reaches so many people who need it and I personally want to thank you brother for your talent and your words

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  2 роки тому +6

      Thank you so much Devin..!!! Honestly, I appreciate you.

  • @leilani9616
    @leilani9616 11 місяців тому +1

    2 years in a week. Everytime i miss it I listen to you. I cant let my son ever see me like that.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  11 місяців тому +1

      Amazing, much love; stay strong 🙏🏽

  • @taragonterman8390
    @taragonterman8390 11 місяців тому +1

    Almost 5 years sober. And out of a toxic relationship because of you. Thanks for you life experience. Helps more ppl then you know

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  11 місяців тому

      Truly
      Incredible. Proud of you..!! That’s a huge milestone 🙏🏽🙌🏼🙌🏼

    • @NicoleMason-sy6ez
      @NicoleMason-sy6ez 8 місяців тому

      You can only get better

  • @jaynash2645
    @jaynash2645 2 роки тому +73

    Added before but got locked out of account, bro you wrong about one thing, you are gifted.... You spit the truth to the point that some guys would avoid. You a a true lyricist, you flip lines and use words that most dont have a clue about. Glad i found your channel. To whom it may concern is something i listen to daily. I can feel your words bc i lived it.. the battle is real and people say addiction isnt a disease, fuck them, addictive personality is real, i have it..im older so i listen to mostly to the old school rap that was late 80s then 90s. Eminem came along and i felt his family dysfunction. Hes a goat no doubt and he may be honest but he never once dropped the truth as you have.. keep em coming, you the truth

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  2 роки тому +12

      Thank you so much Jay, I genuinely appreciate it .. seriously

    • @deltonmosley1960
      @deltonmosley1960 2 роки тому +2

      Touche... no matter what it takes you goal is to die clean.. I maybe where I am because I was a victim, but I ain't going out like one was my motto....love it feel it

    • @rheamickens6349
      @rheamickens6349 2 роки тому +1

      Critics would say he's glamorizing drugs...making their judgments after a few lines...most of them wont even stick around to hear the end. Only those of us who share in the suffering can hear the shame and agony behind these lyrics...its not at all glamorization. Its reflection after the blinders have come off. I often tell what they call "war stories" but when thats been my everything more than half my life theres not much else to talk about. But even with the shame and regret of the horror we lived day to day, there is an element of pride. Why wouldn't someone be proud to have walked through hell on Earth and lived to tell of it be proud? When so many didnt make it ? It takes a special kind of bad ass to overcome this.

    • @GodsSon-wu9zo
      @GodsSon-wu9zo Рік тому

      Thanks bro I ain't on heroin or fentanyl anymore I messed up smoked a lil meth but They let me out of jail knowing I was homeless and knew I wld fuck up they set me up for failure I just want my woman out here and go to a home and sleep for a week I have No blankets they all got wet now and No shelter won't go to homeless shelter they are horrible In Indianapolis and No family they are all hipocrits that have done dope there selfs most of em but I fuck up at age 42 never really been in trouble and I am nothing to. Em after helping em all I use to make DAM good money had vehicles homes money was happy they watched my life spiraling for 4 yrs didn't offer help but now It's I made my bed now sleep in it I made one bad choice that turned into a disease

  • @KhaosKati
    @KhaosKati 5 років тому +164

    I've been clean for 4 1/2 months now. Not long but life changing

    • @irishoutlaww1336
      @irishoutlaww1336 5 років тому +3

      Kati Grindstaff no way girl that's awesome!! Every day that goes by and your clean is an eternity when you're dope sick, you already know. Keep it up I would love to see you say 9 months clean 4 and half months from now!

    • @KhaosKati
      @KhaosKati 5 років тому +2

      Edmund Flynn thanks man! It's been a journey for sure but not being controlled by that shit any longer is amazingly freeing

    • @clittle1559
      @clittle1559 5 років тому +2

    • @ZackNBaileesMom
      @ZackNBaileesMom 5 років тому +2

      4 and a half months IS a long time considering just ONE DAY is a miracle! I can't even get that! I had 14 months clean but 2 years ago, 4 overdoses later, every single day I wish I'd never made such a stupid decision! I want my life back...my kids need their mom and I just can't seem to do it! You ARE a miracle! Stay strong and don't go back to what broke you!

    • @KhaosKati
      @KhaosKati 5 років тому +1

      Claire Valenoti you CAN do it. This is the longest I've gone and I'm 43. I believe in you 💖💖💖

  • @John-zt8fd
    @John-zt8fd 2 роки тому +4

    People who have never used will never understand! Ur words are to real. Been clean off heroin 5yrs. I'm 38 now. Started when I was 13. Done it all. Love ur music mate. Respect from Australia
    Salute

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  2 роки тому +2

      ❤️🙏🏽💪🏽💪🏽

    • @Cloud9az
      @Cloud9az Рік тому

      Well done brother. Respect from Gold Coast, Australia. ♥️

  • @papadragon1110
    @papadragon1110 Рік тому +1

    I've been thinking of these songs a lot lately. Jan 3 2023 we lost a family member. It wasn't an overdose but the drugs were a major factor. After battling for years off and on being clean, he killed himself when he felt like life was never going to get any better. Respect to all of you that have found your way out and hope that you never find yourself in its grip again. Stay strong and keep marching forward

  • @tommyhervert9852
    @tommyhervert9852 5 років тому +86

    God bless all the addicts out there you can make a better life if your willing to try

    • @slappycheeks3109
      @slappycheeks3109 5 років тому

      I'll try

    • @tommyhervert9852
      @tommyhervert9852 5 років тому

      @@slappycheeks3109 trying is failing u can do anything if u put your mind to it

    • @BrandonMaceira-go1gs
      @BrandonMaceira-go1gs 5 років тому +2

      "If YOUR willing to try" key words for every addict my friend

  • @BbyTree
    @BbyTree 5 років тому +294

    Just found out I'm pregnant with my second kiddo. Today is day 1. I can do this. Thank you for your music.

    • @jimmiehogeland4813
      @jimmiehogeland4813 4 роки тому +2

      I love. You jimmy

    • @netolara1682
      @netolara1682 4 роки тому +1

      Hi bbytree

    • @netolara1682
      @netolara1682 4 роки тому +1

      Hi bbytree

    • @roryvictory1805
      @roryvictory1805 4 роки тому +1

      BbyTree hows that baby doing?

    • @BbyTree
      @BbyTree 4 роки тому +62

      @@roryvictory1805 unfortunately I had a miscarriage. I got pregnant again a few months later with twins so I believe I got my baby back I lost plus one :) due in July. Still clean and sober!

  • @incomplete_cough_42
    @incomplete_cough_42 Рік тому +13

    Every time, every time I listened to this and part 1 . . . I just can't explain how this song hits me like a atomic bomb . . . The tears just keep coming. These 2 songs saved me during the darkest time of my life, thinking on a permanent solution for a temporary problem. But nonetheless, thank you colicchie

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Рік тому +2

      Much love and respect Steven, I appreciate it. How are you tonight?

    • @incomplete_cough_42
      @incomplete_cough_42 10 місяців тому

      ​@@Colicchie I apologize try not to send this sooner as I did not get no notification saying that you responded to me. I'm doing really well, February 2nd of this year I celebrated a year sober. I moved from the City of Buffalo New York to a small village in the mountains of Central New York, exactly the type of life I never knew that I needed and I'm glad that I finally found. Hope you're doing well yourself. I want you to know that your songs have always been and always will be an so much more than just an inspiration to me, thank you.

  • @NaterBater
    @NaterBater 5 місяців тому +1

    Thanks for these songs man, I feel them in my soul. I ruined my life more than once, but I’m still here and climbing my way back up. I’ve been free from the demon of fentanyl since May 27, 2020. Hasn’t been easy, but I wouldn’t be here if I didn’t get clean.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  5 місяців тому +1

      Truly amazing, congrats..!! We can do this, and thank you Part 3 coming soon.!

  • @duanwest2288
    @duanwest2288 5 років тому +141

    So proud of everybody that got clean. Stay sober and stay strong I promise you it will be better days

    • @armentasanchez8130
      @armentasanchez8130 4 роки тому +1

      m9

    • @raymundomayen4673
      @raymundomayen4673 4 роки тому +4

      just for today only the begining 14 days clean after 3 years snifing every single day thanks God

    • @HanSolo42
      @HanSolo42 4 роки тому +2

      @@raymundomayen4673 it gets better 🙂

    • @DAGOLOVE
      @DAGOLOVE 4 роки тому +2

      God Bless you , we are PROUD of US and you too. Way to raise the vibrations. Fuck those low vibrations. I want to thank my friend Eric for turning me onto Colicchie Colicchie is a godsend.

    • @DAGOLOVE
      @DAGOLOVE 4 роки тому

      Duan West God Bless BROTHER. Thank you for the positive encouragement.

  • @toker928
    @toker928 5 років тому +332

    Rip to the homies that didn't make it out alive.

    • @JohnWilliams-sb3kl
      @JohnWilliams-sb3kl 3 роки тому +2

      For sure. 💪💪💪

    • @timothyfrankenbergerii7724
      @timothyfrankenbergerii7724 3 роки тому +1

      Real shit brother!

    • @stuartholmes355
      @stuartholmes355 3 роки тому +1

      Rip keep n little matty you’ll never be forgotten ❤️

    • @zsaz4453
      @zsaz4453 3 роки тому +1

      hm.all my friends died already.feels alone here

    • @elizabethmann58
      @elizabethmann58 3 роки тому +2

      @@zsaz4453 You aren't though. Life after is possible. If no one else is around - you don't know me - but I am. Buried my guy of 10 years and many other friends. You aren't alone. Addiction just wants you to feel that way.

  • @EricFranklin-nl3em
    @EricFranklin-nl3em 8 місяців тому +2

    I'm in recovery right now and this is the first time I've ever heard about this dude both part one and two as addicts or addicts in recovery we hear certain things when we need them most

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  7 місяців тому

      I appreciate it Eric, much love and respect. Stick with it, we can do this 🙏🏽💪🏽🙌🏼🙌🏼 thank you

  • @masondryer23
    @masondryer23 Рік тому +1

    And when you say you don't want your daughter to see you high that's exactly how I feel my daughter is 4 years old I missed one year of her life because I was spun out and when you say that I get goosebumps I don't want my daughter to ever see me high love you brother keep it up

  • @tylera9104
    @tylera9104 5 років тому +123

    "I love my daughter but she won't keep me clean"
    I wish people would understand that you can live and care about them more than anything, and when we put those pills in our mouth, that needle in out arm, we KNOW it's going to hurt them. And yeah it fucking hurts. But somehow we still don't have control and we're trying to do it for it for those we love and that love us but some lose their battle with all the support in the world...
    Its terrifying

    • @kind-red7776
      @kind-red7776 4 роки тому +7

      Tyler A I totally get that I had 24yr on methadone and heroin just 2wk clean Tomorrow but lives hard we just need another way to deal with the shit and Trauma...my sons never wanted for anything but hes still had a shit life he cried to me the wkend b4 I went to detox and 2 days b4 his dad came home from detox but all though hurt me to core I'm now more determined to make the whole of his almost 24yr life bk up to him now clean xx

    • @SuperLaurajo
      @SuperLaurajo 4 роки тому +2

      That resonated with me too. I don’t have kids but nieces x

    • @RynossGamingmusic
      @RynossGamingmusic 4 роки тому +1

      Yeah very true unfortunately I too can relate

    • @stephaniethrift4602
      @stephaniethrift4602 4 роки тому

      To

    • @teddy.ruxpin-pimps-hoes
      @teddy.ruxpin-pimps-hoes 2 роки тому

      Sobs

  • @michaelhickmansr8471
    @michaelhickmansr8471 5 років тому +52

    I been clean 5 yrs from herion Xanax and alcohol and hookers thanks Lord and coolichie love ya

  • @luistorresjr4629
    @luistorresjr4629 Рік тому

    I love your music it means the world to ppl who are in addiction or trying or get clean and ppl who have lost ppl from addiction today is my 28th birthday and I want nothing more for my father to be here to see how much I've grown and meet his granddaughter who I miraculously had in 2019 after multiple miscarriages and being told by doctors that I would never have children but unfortunately I lost him to addiction February 13 2017 rest in peace my heart I love and miss you ❤️❤️❤️❤️🙌🙌🙌🙏🙏🙏🙏 all those fighting addiction always remember you all have ppl who love and need you here and even if you feel all alone there is a god who loves and adores you who wants and needs you to live a better live for yourself and others god bless everyone and bro never stop writing your songs they are needed messages for a lot of ppl much luv

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Рік тому

      Much love and respect. Happy belated Birthday, we can do this. How are you this week?

    • @luistorresjr4629
      @luistorresjr4629 Рік тому

      I am good thank you and your self btw your daughter is soooo adorable your whole family is beautiful together keep up the good work

    • @luistorresjr4629
      @luistorresjr4629 Рік тому

      And thank you for saying happy birthday half my family or none of my " best friends" even said that so I really appreciate that

  • @fahhcue850
    @fahhcue850 2 роки тому +38

    You know when someone’s bars give you goosebumps that they strictly speaking facts!!!

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  2 роки тому +4

      Thank you Brian, much respect

    • @steven2131
      @steven2131 Рік тому +4

      Goosebumps and tears

  • @christopherwilson9682
    @christopherwilson9682 5 років тому +55

    This dude has done things through his music that i feel no one else comes close to touching. i have lived everything you explain in your music. i play your songs on repeat and the combo of your music and GOD ive seen the light and im fighting every day to get into treatment, i have a 3 year old little girl and when i hear you killin those beats with all the raw emotion, it pushes me daily to keep my head up and NEVER GIVE UP! To everyone in the struggle, you can do it just dig deep and pull that shit out of you because the real you is still in there and ive been going hard for a decade and theres nothing else in that lifestyle i want to experience. Colicchie Big Thanks for the inspiration Keep it up Homie Your saving LIVES Everyday

    • @anitalynnneville5231
      @anitalynnneville5231 4 роки тому

      Are you from brunswick county

    • @christinawetherby3991
      @christinawetherby3991 4 роки тому

      Christopher Wilson Chris I hope u are still listening to these beats and hopefully staying clean. Look at ur daughters face every morning and every night. Keep her face in ur head. Imagine her face every time u use. We have a great community of people here that want or have this life. We are all the same person

    • @christinawetherby3991
      @christinawetherby3991 4 роки тому

      Christopher Wilson I know it’s almost as if he’s psychic or something! My life was exactly like that. When I felt alone no never realized that really I was t. That millions of others were in my same shoes.

    • @kimberlymason8292
      @kimberlymason8292 4 роки тому

      @@anitalynnneville5231 **Are U Talkin' Bout New Jersey?**

  • @laylajaybutler8767
    @laylajaybutler8767 4 роки тому +28

    You saved me life aye. You gave me hope to get clean.. I’m now 6 months clean out of rehab from meth..pure talent x

    • @tonyhewlett4869
      @tonyhewlett4869 4 роки тому +2

      well done keep up the good work,,you have the hardest battle of ya life ahead of you but it can be done,,Do you realy want to be a crack head it well take everything from you an fuck you in the ass afterwards,,It did to me lost the lot,,
      10yrs methadone,,4,5yrs clean....
      7yrs METH,,,,,16mths clean......
      this music has saved my ass so many times....

  • @missfleetfeet1084
    @missfleetfeet1084 2 роки тому +3

    This makes me cry thinking of how i treated those who loved me, and i just did myself and everyone dirty. Both these songs WERE my life. I heard your first song, and i was FLOORED by how true it all was. THIS IS JUST EVERYTHING else that happened that wasnt said in the first. Im now 44, 12 years clean and I still feel this pain about how i killed my identity, my mind , my body and teh love that people had for me. THANK YOU. I NEEDED THIS SONG SO BAD so ppl could know what they didnt see me doing.

  • @memphistennessee7361
    @memphistennessee7361 Рік тому +3

    My wife abandoned me and our children to go do drugs Three years ago.
    I relapsed and heard this man's story
    His music helped bring me back to reality real fast.
    So thanks Collicchie your music is changing lives
    Love you brother

  • @dakotafarley7675
    @dakotafarley7675 2 роки тому +13

    Brother you should be toppin the charts!!! These Tracks are Truthfully Real!!!They call it a Battle, I call it a losing War!! This is why Christ Will Rectify All of This!! God Bless Brother!

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  2 роки тому +2

      Thank you so much, I genuinely appreciate it ..!!

    • @dakotafarley7675
      @dakotafarley7675 2 роки тому

      Hey I love the fact that you read these. Righteous Brother. I thoroughly enjoy your music.some of the brothers that come to Celebrate Recovery that struggle and love Music,I turn em on to you. Thanks Again. Hope all is Well. Enjoy your Family and this lovely Weather

    • @jeffreygoodin188
      @jeffreygoodin188 Рік тому +1

      Murder on his breath Jesus says he past the test I pray for this man it’s part of Gods plan ex addict myself but I don’t flex I just wanna rest
      Tried hanging the other day but God said HELL no
      His music keeps me going as a addict I need a constant reminder it ain’t fun
      Fuck the devil he ain’t won

  • @DAGOLOVE
    @DAGOLOVE 4 роки тому +30

    Dear Heavenly Father, thank you for Colicchie thank you Jesus for this man and his music Lord his music is changing my life ,’ and with you heavenly father in it it feels good to hear his music I don’t feel alone Lord thank you so much from the bottom of my heart from the deepest depths of my soul this man is an incredible human being.

  • @user-wc5or2cq4m
    @user-wc5or2cq4m 7 місяців тому +1

    You're music gave me hope when I was more hopeless than id ever been before. Going to detox today followed by inpatient. I'm addicted to Meth and fentynal. No matter what I have to do I'm doing it. I'm gonna build my own happiness this time even if it hurts. My mom deserves it

    • @pejay514
      @pejay514 6 місяців тому

      @user- wc5 way to go!!! Don't take no for an answer, sending u prayers 🙏 through Jesus Christ he will Never let u 🙏 let u down

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  6 місяців тому

      Means the world to me, truly. Stay strong. Part 3 coming soon, how are you holding up?

  • @kevoge8774
    @kevoge8774 8 днів тому

    Been sober since January 12th 2019. Shits been rough but after hearing this I’m blessed to know I’m not in this alone. My parents are also still in their drug addiction. They’ve been doing Heroin since I was 14 years old and I’m 24 now. I haven’t spoke to them or really interacted with them since I was 16. I’ve been on my own all my life and had to go through many obstacles to accomplish what I have. You cannot judge someone unless you been there, and everybody story different. This touched me and I have to say this was the best thing I heard in a long time. I pray everyday I stay clean and keep on this path god us put me on. Thank you for putting inspirational music out there like this. And to everyone and anyone struggling with addiction know your not alone and can do this. There’s more to life than the drugs and party.

  • @BrezzZzzy
    @BrezzZzzy 2 роки тому +14

    Thank you for doing you. 3 1/2 years sober from H. I literally laid in bed sick for a week having your music on repeat. Keep on keepin' on!

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  2 роки тому +2

      Thank you Brianna, stay strong. Merry Christmas

  • @JustMyYOUTUBEchannel633
    @JustMyYOUTUBEchannel633 5 років тому +16

    20 days sober today. Struggle everyday not to pick the bottle back up. Some people go one day at a time right now im just taking it one moment at a time. Hearing you rap has helped me get past some of those moments! Thank you

    • @eaklejr
      @eaklejr 5 років тому

      Stay around positive people and positive vibes

    • @eva9092
      @eva9092 5 років тому

      Stay strong, you've got this and you CAN do it!

    • @twall4799
      @twall4799 5 років тому

      Keep being a soldier my brother 👊💯

  • @angelofthenorth1251
    @angelofthenorth1251 Рік тому +6

    I'm 47 and been clean of Heroin for 1376 days now Serenity is key
    I found this really hit home with me you are a amazing man well done you ❤️
    Wish I found these 20 Yr ago eye opener for the normal folk
    100% respect 🙏

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Рік тому

      Truly amazing..!! Keep it going, how are you today?

  • @natewhitehead7130
    @natewhitehead7130 Рік тому +2

    Man... Ive struggled with addiction for what seems like an eternity. I got clean from H in 05, and thought the battle was over only to fall to alcohol. I realized i was never really clean, i still wanted that magic pill. My daily life is a struggle every day to maintain sobriety and gain some kind of clarity. Ill never befree from that struggle but every day I gain strength to put more days between my last use. This dude speaks the truth and sacrifices his rep to inform the un informed. thank you again Chad Smith for your unfiltered confession. There will always be those who judge us. You inspire by spilling your soul out in your words on a social platform. Thank you for making me feel like im not so alone in this fucked up world that is my head.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Рік тому +1

      Much love and respect Nate, Alcohol brought me to my knees, worse than crack and heroin never did. How are you holding up tonight?

    • @GarySterr-kg7vs
      @GarySterr-kg7vs Рік тому

      I just found your music. Strong shit. I celebrate 3 years June 8

  • @kerrijane339
    @kerrijane339 5 років тому +356

    Unless you have gone through it u can’t understand, Thank u Colicchie for spitting TRUTH! Much love

    • @daleedwards1987
      @daleedwards1987 5 років тому +6

      Very true!!!

    • @bmoni3663
      @bmoni3663 4 роки тому +16

      TRUE. U really want to understand? Go out and become an addict. I'm sick of people thinking they know when they don't know shit

    • @waynebennett2016
      @waynebennett2016 4 роки тому +1

      Fact 👍

    • @christinawetherby3991
      @christinawetherby3991 4 роки тому +9

      Kerri Jane It’s something only we know! Someone can b educated about this but it doesn’t mean shit to me. This boy. He knows.

    • @danaghrist7902
      @danaghrist7902 4 роки тому +2

      I totally agree

  • @maggiemitchell5099
    @maggiemitchell5099 5 років тому +201

    So tired of being sick and tired💯

    • @jimmiehogeland4813
      @jimmiehogeland4813 4 роки тому

      I loveyoujimmy

    • @jimmiehogeland4813
      @jimmiehogeland4813 4 роки тому

      I love. You. Jimmy

    • @jasone.collins2596
      @jasone.collins2596 4 роки тому

      Agreed

    • @calebmarshall3356
      @calebmarshall3356 4 роки тому +2

      So am I relapsed after 2 years clean and im so sick of feeling tired and ashamed and waking up shivering with withdrawals vomiting every day only people who have gone through this will understand what I'm talking about 😞😔

    • @bankinitwithaustin2460
      @bankinitwithaustin2460 4 роки тому +1

      @@calebmarshall3356 there is hope

  • @BabyGirl-gy5eq
    @BabyGirl-gy5eq Рік тому +1

    Hey your songs about addiction hit me deep and give me chills and make me cry. Will u make some more some like these please. I love how much it touches me. Please!!

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Рік тому

      Thank you so much, means the world to me. Truly

  • @stellinaskylar2604
    @stellinaskylar2604 4 місяці тому

    I've been clean for 6months, remembering crying curled in a ball dope sick on the bathroom floor listening to this song just dreaming and hoping one day I'd break this addiction. Recovery is Possible and each day does get better. take one day at a time as we only have the power and ability to live in the present. Stay Blessed and be Blessed!

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  3 місяці тому

      Truly amazing, that’s what I love to hear.!!! Proud of you ❤️🙏🏽

  • @stefanistephen9688
    @stefanistephen9688 5 років тому +65

    Instant tears. This dude speaks BIG FACTS. I didn't think he could make me cry from hearing the truth a second time. Amazing.
    #Hopedealer

    • @howardjohnson3027
      @howardjohnson3027 4 роки тому +1

      Dude is unreal talented. It connects so many of us addicts

    • @scottseutz6020
      @scottseutz6020 2 роки тому

      Exactly like you said !!!
      BIG FUCKING FACTS

  • @cottagedave
    @cottagedave 2 роки тому +14

    The most honest , straight from the heart song I have ever heard.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  2 роки тому +2

      Thank you David, much respect 🙏🏽

  • @terrifortune9044
    @terrifortune9044 8 місяців тому +2

    Omg this touched me so much ...every word is was me thank God every day ❤❤❤

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  8 місяців тому +1

      Thank you so much ❤️🙏🏽

  • @sammccabe7338
    @sammccabe7338 Рік тому +3

    I listen to your music over and over. Its helping me delay my use and it makes me feel like fighting. Im thankful to my mate who introduced me to your music. Its all I need at the moment Cheers Brus.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Рік тому

      Thank you so much Sam ❤️ I truly appreciate it 🙏🏽

    • @Tom-ew3vp
      @Tom-ew3vp Рік тому +1

      Well done btw, but is it weird me and my brother love listening to him and having a pipe at the same time?

  • @AshD21084
    @AshD21084 5 років тому +28

    "No matter what it takes,
    My goal is to die clean"
    ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
    YOUR AWESOME! Sending mad props & much LOVE your way, from Tennessee(Nashville)

    • @raymondpfarrradermacher3380
      @raymondpfarrradermacher3380 4 роки тому

      I was asked by a CD counselor yesterday what would be the number one goal in life and I said "to die clean " lol before I heard that song I was gonna OD. Crazy how quickly things can go from wanting to end my life by overdose to the opposite. 💯

  • @wadewilson3957
    @wadewilson3957 5 років тому +272

    I got clean from H a long time ago. Don't count days cuz I feel that's just a way to keep it on the mind. Did it wit no pills, no rehab. Friends, family and bomb as weed. Much love to ALL.

    • @Scrizzapp
      @Scrizzapp 5 років тому +1

      Wade Wilson congratz way to go

    • @wadewilson3957
      @wadewilson3957 5 років тому +5

      Physically? The ABSOLUTE WORST week and a half of my entire life.
      Thank you guys.

    • @jacobmarleyklm
      @jacobmarleyklm 5 років тому +2

      Wade Wilson shits no joke. Glad you made it out. Most people don't. Stay positive. Your worst day now isn't close to your best day addicted.

    • @j.b.j.b.7435
      @j.b.j.b.7435 5 років тому +3

      Jacob Sibert THATS HALF THE PROBLEM SOCIETY IS TELLIN US ADDICTS TO BE POSITIVE AND ALL THINGS WILL CHANGE WHENS THATS A PIPE DREAM ITSELF I USE TO BE JUST LIKE ALL OF YOU UNTIL I WENT TO PRISON AND MY CELLIE BROKE DOWN DRUG ADDITCTION REAL GOOD TO ME HE WAS SUCH A RUDE IGNORANT PRICK TOWARDS ME BY TIME THE END OF MY SENTENCE CAME AROUND TO GO HOME WE HAD GOTTEN REALLY KOOL WITH EACHOTHER BUT HE TALKED TO ME AT FIRST JUST LIKE I TALK TO OTHER ADDICTS JUST LIKE ME. YOU GOTTA KEEP IT REAL FACE IT AND FIGHT IT WHEN I COULD CALL MY SELF A POS JUNKIE AND REALLY SEE AND UNDERSTAND WHAT THE MEANT. I STARTED CHANGING. JS. I KNOW MY CHANNELS VIDS ARE PRETTY FUCKED UP YOUR JUST SEEING HOW ANGRY I GET WHEN I GET FUCKED OVER I GOT FUCKED OVER BY TWO SEPERATE CHANNELS WICH I STILL DONT KNOW IF THEY WORKED TOGETHER TO DO WHAT THEY DID TO ME. ANYWAYS IM ABOUT TO REALLY SHOW THE WORLD THE HARSH REALITY OVER DRUG ADDICTS OUR THOUGHTS BEHAVIOUR LIES CHEATING STEALING. ALL THAT SHIT. BUT I HAVE A FOUL ASS MOUTH. JUST REMEMBER I CALL MYSELF A JUNKIE FIEND ALSO. IM NO DIFFERENT I JUST KNOW THIS HARSH TRUTH REALITY WORKS WHEN IT REALLY SINKS IN. PLEASE CHECK BACK TO MY CHANNEL.

    • @j.b.j.b.7435
      @j.b.j.b.7435 5 років тому

      Kickass

  • @michellecroucher7564
    @michellecroucher7564 Рік тому

    Omg the truest song about addiction I've ever heard and love u putting the message out to so many that feel like there's no way out ..keep coming back xxx

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Рік тому

      Thank you so much michelle, I genuinely appreciate it, how are you today?

  • @SteveMercer-kj3dq
    @SteveMercer-kj3dq Рік тому +1

    This song and part one have had a serious impact on my life. Makes me cry every time I listen. Collichi you are my biggest hero...I'm so happy you got sober. All of my favorite artists are sober now actually. You top that list. Good for you...I love you

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Рік тому

      Much love and respect Steve, I appreciate it and you.! How are you today?

  • @hippy5865
    @hippy5865 5 років тому +279

    Going to get screened for rehab tomorrow.

    • @felipemartimez9563
      @felipemartimez9563 5 років тому +7

      Good for u homie stay strong pray u can get threw don't give up u got ppl praying for u that's been there done that

    • @lisajordan1590
      @lisajordan1590 5 років тому +8

      That's right...I did it...you can do it.

    • @seanmulligan7187
      @seanmulligan7187 5 років тому +9

      Jayedin Elijah your doing the right thing. Stay strong. Good luck

    • @wendyshoemaker8146
      @wendyshoemaker8146 5 років тому +11

      Jayedin Elijah...You go. Trade in your misery for serenity..33 days clean. Keeps getting better.

    • @headspace3296
      @headspace3296 5 років тому +7

      Jayedin Elijah never give up! NO MATTER WHAT!

  • @nikkimcmurtrey8931
    @nikkimcmurtrey8931 5 років тому +140

    It's crazy how sitting here feeling like I just want to end it because I don't want it to control me anymore I don't want the most important thing to be making sure am not sick, then I scroll my notifications and this song appears maybe there is hope after all, thank you

    • @stewartgriffin5816
      @stewartgriffin5816 5 років тому +5

      Nikki mcmurtrey there's always hope baby girl

    • @andybrown5869
      @andybrown5869 5 років тому +6

      Nikki mcmurtrey helll yes me too. Exact same thing just happened. Don’t give up girl. We can do it

    • @nikkimcmurtrey8931
      @nikkimcmurtrey8931 5 років тому +1

      Andy Brown 💙💙💙

    • @ryancrummett7610
      @ryancrummett7610 5 років тому +2

      stay strong i still fighting the struggle,keep rolling baby girl you be good dont give in to the fight x

    • @nicci11green
      @nicci11green 5 років тому +8

      Nikki mcmurtrey there is ALWAYS Hope.....I went from being a homeless dope fiend that had lost everything to now... I got a roof over my head (a pretty nice one), 3 beautiful children, a man who loves me and worships the ground I walk on, I own a very profitable business, and 5 days ago I celebrated 7 years clean!! Baby girl, if I can do you can!! It's a hard road, but we are use to that, right? Look me up on Facebook, Nicci Howard Welker. If u ever need to talk, I will be there!!!

  • @StevenBird-lp8yf
    @StevenBird-lp8yf 3 місяці тому

    everytime i hear this song or "drug addiction part 1" i cant help but tear up, EVERY SINGLE TIME!. ive dabbled myself but this always reminds me of the hardcore life my brother has lived/ is living. Everything you say is spot on ive watched it day in day out from my own eyes every word you say , the lying cheating , stealing, using guilt to buy you another 40 piece or always in a constant state of danger and you need the money or else your going to get punched out/locked up/robbed/left. your family members are always in a constant panic because they love you trying to solve your endless unsolvable problems, the sickness and the anxiety and fear that comes with that, the loneliness , shame and lostness you feel when embedded in the heroin/Fetty life. the constant sadness, bro the best horror movies of all time couldn't capture true terror like the realization you cant get anything and that dope sickness is around the corner. that's why your songs hit chords, strike veins and influence, you have no idea until you have been there or watched someone you love tumble down the rabbit hole and end up lost , love you man keep it real

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  3 місяці тому

      I appreciate it and you Stephen .. seriously. Much love, we can do this. Stay strong

  • @StuartMurray74UK
    @StuartMurray74UK Рік тому

    Colicchie, I've come across part1 & 2, while I'm sitting in rehab. Your lyrics are so inspiring, which is giving me so much strength to see my recovery to the end. Total respect, brother. Bless...

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Рік тому +1

      Much love and respect, truly. I appreciate it and you, stay strong. How are you doing today?

    • @StuartMurray74UK
      @StuartMurray74UK Рік тому

      @Colicchie - going through my withdrawals at the moment. Coming off Methadone, diazepam and my emotions are all over the place, but listening to your lyrics reminds me where I have been and where I am heading. Got 3 daughters of my own and they don't deserve to see me high anymore. I've come as far as I can with substance misuse. You may be in the USA but you're reaching me over the pond in the UK 🇬🇧. Your lyrics hit it right on the nail and I identify with everything you are expressing. I listen to your song every day to keep me pushing forward. Total respect, brother. Thank you. Bless 🙌.

  • @landerathb8661
    @landerathb8661 5 років тому +27

    Great song!! Keep em coming. U help more than u can know!! Almost 3 months off MD, and 7 yrs off H!! Praying 4all who still struggle! ☮️thx u C!! Stay strong my man

    • @lisajordan1590
      @lisajordan1590 5 років тому +1

      Hell yes...5 & a half months off heroin and meth...longest in my life.

    • @smiffymango5977
      @smiffymango5977 5 років тому +1

      Land Erathb
      Great news! I struggle with temptation. Today is going to be hard as it's my pay day. I will not drink or smoke whites and bees. Please pray for me

    • @andrew3912
      @andrew3912 5 років тому +1

      Land Erathb ayahuasca fixes heroin addiction I hear 👍

    • @bobbiaverill2361
      @bobbiaverill2361 5 років тому +1

      Land Erathb i have 6yrs off H and 6 weeks off methadone. It feels great. Great job on your soberity. Keep it up

  • @KTWAR22
    @KTWAR22 4 роки тому +15

    My name is KATIE and I refuse to be anonymous... 2years 2months & 8days clean and serene today!!! 💜

  • @MF-uk2hf
    @MF-uk2hf Рік тому +1

    Collicchie music hit different when you grew up around the addicts and dealers

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Рік тому

      🙏🏽🙏🏽 stay strong

  • @jessicalee6567
    @jessicalee6567 11 місяців тому

    I will have 1 year sober on Aug 17th. First time in a very long time that I've been clean this long. Everything you say is the absolute truth. I appreciate you and all you do! Recovery is possible and i also want to die sober! You touch so many lives! Proud to be from the same city! ❤

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  10 місяців тому +2

      Amazing Jessica, thank you

  • @dwaneallain7673
    @dwaneallain7673 3 роки тому +16

    I have 3 months clean this man actually took Time out of his day to hit me back thanks colliche you really saved my life at that Time in my life not to brag about the amount but I worked just to support my addiction.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  3 роки тому +2

      Amazing Dwayne, and thank you my friend.. I try my hardest, how are you today?

  • @angelobonanno5665
    @angelobonanno5665 5 років тому +50

    You are what the rap game needs!!!! I only hope this track hits even more people than the last one 🙏❤️😀.

  • @saphire9934
    @saphire9934 7 місяців тому +3

    Update you are so underated you will be famous enough respect to you for keeping me on the straight and narrow ❤

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  7 місяців тому +2

      Thank you so much, I genuinely appreciate it and you..!!

  • @sophielazu6120
    @sophielazu6120 Рік тому +20

    Damn, another great song.....awareness is key. Blessings to anyone who has been touched by this "life style"

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Рік тому +1

      Thank you Sophie, much love

  • @cvvj8451
    @cvvj8451 3 роки тому +10

    Three months clean from alcohol and my suicide attempt, thank you so much for your music it helps me through these tough times!

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  3 роки тому +1

      Thank you so much, and stay strong..!!!

    • @KennedyKharbudon-dd9me
      @KennedyKharbudon-dd9me 9 місяців тому

      Bottle almost kill me brother I'm trying my best you know it's hard please pray for me 😞

  • @bigsyn811
    @bigsyn811 5 років тому +30

    Every word from this man hits home part one really crushed my soul made me see things clearer than ever before I have been clean now for 16 months n I really want to acknowledge this man's pain, I was there n in recovery I still look to his music to help threw hard times because no matter how long we are sober some day's are just too much to cope with I've lost 23 friends in 26 months too H it hurts to see my ppl dying all around me but some people never make it out n I still never put myself above the many still suffering today,all we can do is pray n hope something can open their eyes before it's too late for them...so many tears over the years n fears will nevertheless turn into tears.god bless n good luck...

  • @StevenSimpson420
    @StevenSimpson420 5 місяців тому +2

    Both song hit home if it was not for recovery point bluefield wv and my higher power I would never be 11 months clean I would still be out there thanks u for ur music it makes me remember how I was and make me not won’t to go back down that path

    • @NaterBater
      @NaterBater 5 місяців тому

      Hey bro, keep it up. Every day sober is an accomplishment.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  4 місяці тому

      ❤️❤️❤️

  • @dollarjustin
    @dollarjustin Рік тому

    I often contemplate how we help our brothers and sisters caught up in drug addictions and do not ever have the perfect answer. You telling the truth is having a perfect impact. Continue to grow and reach them all. May our Lord and Savior guard you as you fight the good fight. You are not alone my brother.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  Рік тому +1

      Much love Justin, I appreciate it and you..!! Honestly, how are you today?

  • @elcoqui6673
    @elcoqui6673 5 років тому +16

    Dope ain't Dope anymore, you go for a drug test and come out positive from A-Z, shit ain't no joke been ripping and running since 95, shits been old, God bless everyone who has commented!!!

  • @robh100178
    @robh100178 3 роки тому +6

    Found Colicchie 6 months ago when a friend was banging it in my car,and i had to pull over to let the words sink in "even though i been clean 18 years" because when i hear someone putting their life out there in hopes of changing lifes that are on the same path of destruction you gotta respect it,but as weeks went by and the more i listened to Colicchies music/lyrics and learned more about his life and what he been through,but to see where he is today should be shared daily in the NA and AA rooms around the 🌎!! This dude is a gift from the man above,as the man above gave him a gift with his beautiful family! Today i stand here 18 years clean and Oct. 1st will be 19,but everyday i try to pass on nothing but positively especially to the soldiers fighting this war,that has added a new weapon called fentanyl to its arsenal,and i pass the name Colicchie on to them because if you want honesty and hope its all in that 1 name "COLICCHIE"!!

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  3 роки тому +2

      Thank you for the kind words Robert. Seriously, I truly appreciate it. Much more music to come.

  • @shawnmckinney8352
    @shawnmckinney8352 4 місяці тому

    Im so proud of you Sir. I just got out of the hospital for Xanax withdrawal and my best friend sent me your music and it made me start crying because of how much I can relate.
    It took my mom, other best friend (childhood), little brother (Tyler), and my cousin. This shit is a disease and does not discriminate. I used to judge people but never again. We never know what some people are going through.

    • @Colicchie
      @Colicchie  3 місяці тому

      Much love and respect, stay strong.!! Thank you so much 🙏🏽❤️ how are you holding up?

  • @user-ki7pe3ps7d
    @user-ki7pe3ps7d 8 місяців тому +2

    Chas this is the 💣💯 is the one 🙏 got me with listing to you 💣🔥 bro much respect to you and all your family members and plain facts hopefully you are doing well still where I need to be opiate free drug free your music is the greatest to the fullest 💣💯 so much truth and view hearted ❤️ and so much truth to the fullest just plain facts 💯👍💪