My Special Needs Bipolar Marriage
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- Опубліковано 7 лют 2024
- What's up my peeps! This video is all about consequences of being bipolar. My shame and embarrassment of my illness and how much getting a legal separation undone is frustrating.
If you think you might be bipolar, please see a doctor immediately. There is help.
Thank you for watching. Please comment if you can relate or if this video has been helpful.
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Hi! Thank you so much for watching my videos guys! Please know that I appreciate you so much. It's hard to do this but you have been so kind and supportive. If you are going through something or can relate comment below. Hearing from you guys really inspires me to do more videos and feel less alone myself. I have no idea why I did air quotes in this video. Please let me know what types of videos you want to see in the future. Love you guys!
How about the difference between the three types of bipolar?
Can you talk more about CBT and tips and tricks from CBT?
Hi Aisha!! In this video I talk about Bipolar 1 & 2. It's old and I should do a better video. I don't talk about rapid cycling because I don't know enough about it but my understanding is someone with rapid cycling has far more episodes and closer together. I'll try and do an updated one. 😁 ua-cam.com/video/P4OfCh1h6nk/v-deo.htmlsi=Q5nbwb2FDh1W9GMx
😁 I'll try. I haven't had that kind of therapy other than minimally in the hospital but I'll look and see what we did. I think I have all my old group notes somewhere. Thank you! 😊❤️
It would be Great to have a talk about the subject you had in youre last video,Rock Bottom.
In wich way would it be possible for those araound to stop the plane before it takes of? Is it Even possible?
In what way would work for us to get the message and understand..
Subscribed and appreciate your vulnerability to share your life with us 💘🙏🏼
I’m sorry you’re going through this on top of dealing with bipolar. It’s hard to understand why a judge wouldn’t let people be married if they want to be. Or why a judge gets a say at all. I’m sorry. You guys know you’re married. ❤
Thank you Steph! Heartfelt and supportive as always. I feel less alone listening to you. Loads of love and hugs! xxx
Chinelle!!! Hi!! 👋 Thank you!
I sent you a looong comment on you previous video, did you get it? Love you lots Steph!! Have missed you!
I'm just seeing this! I don't think I saw it. The first comment I always see but replies I don't get a notification for I'm sorry. It's really annoying I have to search through comments to find replyies. miss you! xoxo
Your channel has grown since we last talked congrats babe!❤AWESOME
Yes! Thank you! 😊
Im so glad you speak about this ❤
The strugle between mania and depression (or in depression).
How it hurts getting "stamped" and the "paranoia/suspect" feeling that follows..
And just the everlasting clean up that comes after being "Into The Wild".....
It is such a massive pile of sh...
Even years after there is still still things to deal with.
And as you said,its hard for other people to understand.
I guess to fully understand they have had to been there themself.
Its complex..
Just the reminders that pops up way to often like a bad clips from a cinema screening..
Long reply here...
I guess what i really want to say is that both this and other videos ive seen of yours means a lot to me.
Its the first time ive heard anyone describe so many of the things you talk about.
Some of youre videos made me cry...it was so emotional to hear somene talk about this struggle.
I have of course talked about bipo.1 with others during the years and heard people speak abouth it. But ive never heard anyone telling about a full blown trip into the wild and the aftermath that follows..
It takes a lot of guts to do that.
So thanx for putting yourself out there. Made me feel less lonely in way,to find youre channel.
Thank you so much, it means so much to hear that. 🥲 Puts tears in my eyes and makes me feel less alone. ❤️
Good for you staying on meds. My husband has type 1 and absolutely refuses any meds and that’s that. He has had several psychotic episodes and has put me and my adult son thru a lot. I know he will never take meds so I am resigned to just putting up with it, sadly. Stay on your meds and I hope you can sort out the legal stuff.
Hi! Thank you so much for watching! I am all about meds and wouldn't dream of stopping them but it took years for me to get here and more than a few near death experiences. I'm so sorry your husband is refusing medication, hopefully that will change one day. I can imagine it's infuriating. It's not fair to you and your son. Sometimes we are so deep in our own pain we are unable to see how much pain we are causing those around us. Don't give up hope sometimes it takes years to reach acceptance. Sometimes our brains won't let us see we need medication. ❤️ I don't know if you've seen this but I recommend to anyone struggling with a loved one refusing help. ua-cam.com/video/NXxytf6kfPM/v-deo.htmlsi=twdoRPjVWcQOrI9t
Wow, I'm so sorry that happened to you. That's heartbreaking! I hope that you can get that taken care of one day. Very, very proud of you for staying on your meds! The most frustrating thing I've found is taking meds that don't work and having to go through that merry-go-round year after year. I have bp2 and my experiences are different from yours. I'm so very blessed to have a wonderful man who has never left me and stubbornly stood by my side while I was very sick and verbally abusive and when I still sometimes go off the rails. I'm undoubtably alive because of him. Thanks for putting yourself out there for the rest of us!
My husband saved my life too, at least we have amazing husbands not everyone can say that! Medication is such challenge, I think it's probably harder for medicines to ease depression. My last psychotic episode I was run over by a car, I was blacked out walked and it came from behind me, so I'm terrified to go off meds. I hope the frustration fades and it gets easier to find something. I've been on 14 different ones but luckily found Lamictal and my only side effects is sunlight sensitivity and nausea if I take it without eating sometimes. It can be so hard. Sending positive vibes that it get easier! And thank you so much for watching and commenting. It's always awesome to have a new friend on the channel!!! 😁❤️
I lost a friend to this disease. No warning. I try not to think about it.
I am so sorry, it's devastating to lose someone thay way...We are really good at hiding our pain and there is no way for others to know. Sending positive vibes and healing. ❤️
How long have you been separated?
Hey hey!!!! Since 2016. We got married in September of 2015 and by December I was in full blown psychosis. It wasn't until October of 2016 that I got arrested and put on medication to come back to reality.