@@RayaWasHere raya never woryy about things on the face rashes happen, either from the mask or facials, or lotions or sunblock itll go away. Its not a big deal, just remeber itll go away, like this fuckin pimple i have on my fuckin nose 😅😅😅🤣🤣🤣🤣
Thank you for not editing out that clip because it’s so real and I resonated with it! My skin is my biggest insecurity so it felt good to know I’m not alone in feeling this way. ❤️
When you were crying I couldn’t stop noticing how glowy your skin was and how full and beautiful your hair is. You look at the 10% of your face but remember everyone looks at the other 90%. I’m glad you lifts yourself up and got to that photo shoot. You’re beautiful and so inspiring 😍
louis drawing a heart in the sand was so cute, you can tell how much love he feels when he's with you and it's so so beautiful to witness even as an outsider looking in. also loved loved loved your little dance workout, i just got done doing the same! for a couple weeks now i've been replacing my intense workouts with a great dance session and i usually end up sweating more and feeling better! also i love that you pushed yourself to do the photoshoot...i used to struggle with acne so i know a bit how this feels but you still look beautiful as ever! your inner radiance always shines through. thank you for always sharing your great energy, much love!
Dear Raya, I had a similar rash-breakout it ended up being a viral infection. Luckily I had access to a dermatologist that prescribed medication. it's not always acne.... Love your channel :)
It's an inflammation response. You need to do the elimination diet. Low Carbs to Keto to Carnivore. You're eating certain foods that's triggering acne. If you're snacking in between meals, you're keeping your insulin levels up which is why it's going to be harder for your lose weight.
I understand how you feel about your skin, I’ve struggled with it my whole life. It’s very frustrating and can get you down ❤️ you are beautiful! It’s easy to beat yourself up about it but your loved ones don’t care at all when they are with you. They love you for who you are! ☺️ thank you for being raw about your struggles, it’s refreshing to see because your audience can relate.
I definitely understand how you feel about not wanting anyone to see you because you don't feel like yourself or you don't recognize yourself. This is exactly how I felt when I had cystic acne on my forehead, cheeks and chin for almost 2 years, about 5 years ago. I had such a hard time and cried every day looking at myself. Even smiling was physically painful because the stretching skin with huge cystic pimples on it is... not a good feeling. I am now fully healed thanks to Acupuncture and Chinese medicine (changes in my diet and lifestyle habits...) but I am still dealing with acne scars... Oh well! I really want you to know, this WILL pass and you WILL heal. Do not worry about it, and let yourself feel all the feelings you need! Love!
I've struggled with acne for 14 years and still struggle. Hoping to get to your level of confidence with out make up some day. Your skin is beautiful. Love your honesty!
Acne is such a real struggle I’ve been struggling with it since I was 12 and I’m 19 now still with acne, but a bunch more scarring. I’m just now getting comfortable not wearing makeup everywhere I go and I always wore it throughout middle and high school. Don’t think you’re being dramatic or anything like that it’s a huge insecurity for a lot of people❤️
It’s easy to love yourself when your skin is clear, when you’re not carrying that extra weight or when you feel full of energy. Self love is not the absence of self loathing, it’s caring for yourself when you’re at your lowest. xx
If wearing makeup or a sexy dress helps you feel beautiful there is nothing wrong with that. I think putting limitations on yourself can add more stress sometimes. Ive totally been there with the skin situation. It is only temporary, and like everyone is saying, you are beautiful no matter what. Much love.
Hey Raya, thanks for being open about your experience. It's all a part of the human experience. I hate to hear you seemingly invalidate your own feelings but I suppose that might be because someone might say "you're crying for no reason". Your feelings in the moment ARE valid. No human is 100% grateful all the time. It's okay to find yourself feeling down sometimes. We humans experience a wide array of emotions and they oddly balance each other out. I hope you aren't too hard on yourself in these moments 😊🙏🏿
I totally understand how you feel. I have eczema & some days it’s hard to be with people when you feel like there’s a creature on your face. Thank you for sharing & continue being your beautiful self
Dear dear dear Raya, it's OK that you are feeling that way sometimes! Don't you ever apologize for having emotion! Don't fight your feelings honey. Remember that nothing is permanent. Everything is energy in motion, just like your emotions (the word says it right...) Everything that manifests in our bodies is just a reflection of our energy. Maybe you were struggling with some things before this happened. It also means that you have a lot of high flying energy going on. And when you feel otherwise, you feel that strongly because the energy gap is bigger now. See it as guidance. Guidance to love yourself even more. You can do this, you're so powerful
Hi Raya! Thanks for posting this video! I am a licensed esthetician of many years, and I wanted to give you some insight! First of all you are beautiful. Know that. Inside and out. Your messages are clear and strong. A few things I am feeling about your skin specifically. First off, you mentioned a facial you had in Dubai. Sure, it could be a reaction to products, purging of the skin, or even an allergic reaction. But, my intuition, with all the mask wearing we are doing, I have one question, not just for you but for everyone. Evaluate HOW OFTEN you wear each mask. They should be rotated, warn only a couple of times, and depending on the fabric, disposed of, after just one or two uses, as some are disposable. Be careful how often you are wearing each mask. If you can, wash by hand with boiling water and simple non-allergenic soap. Have multiple masks. Find what works for you, but have multiples. Wash them, and keep new ones in a sanitary place. This has been hard for so many of my clients and friends. I wish you well with your journey to clearer skin! You've got this. Try not to be so hard on yourself. If it could make you feel better, let yourself, (allow for a short period) to wear some vegan makeup. I suggest Jane Iredale. Her line is beautiful. She is all Vegan, paraben, sulfate, etc free, like you appreciate. Just some tips and words of encouragement for you and your viewers. We will get through this! Be kind to your body, and it will be kind back. Love your videos, and sorry this is such a long message!
Never, ever invalidate your own feelings. Yes things could be worse but for you, things feel pretty bad right now and you're allowed to feel that way! Anything that compromises your physical and mental health matters. ❤❤
Raya.. I totally understand you because I feel like this so many times with all the insecurities on my body.. and it's hard especially when you don't want you boyfriend to look at you, because you know he loves you no matter what but you just can't.. Yes, you are an advocate of self-love and trust me you helped me a lot in my journey, but it's totally normal to have some breakdown sometimes! so here is when WE all send so much love to you in return of what you did and do for us ❤️
you are a gorgeous soul and you are not defined by your skin. you are SO beautiful. you have to go through these ups and downs, tears and conversation when you're feeling like this. love you!
RAYA I send you a lot of hugs, maybe you already pass this face but I truly understand the insecurities acne causes, mine got worst during the lockdown. Its a matter of time, and Im here with you sending my best hopes and caring toughts for you to be strong and confident in the future. Lov u!
Raya you’re gorgeous, but your feelings and the way you’re feeling is more than just about acne. It’s about the years of programming we’ve all had; telling us that beauty can only look one way. I’m so happy that you pushed yourself to go out and enjoy time with your friends and Louis. Enjoy your beautiful life!
So true! It feels like I've been unravelling this programming for so long and I've come so far - this was only given to be as a challenge to push that even further! ❤️
You being so vulnerable and sharing how you feel with your skin is an act of self love because you are giving yourself room to let it out, and move forward. I think that’s truly amazing Raya. I’ve followed your journey for a long time but I’ve never really commented on anything! I just felt the need to say I totally understand what you’re feeling and you’re not alone! You are the best. Thanks for your honesty and beautiful heart as always. You shine from within! Don’t forget our bodies are just skin suits that house our souls. Love that you could dance it out also! The best feeling :)
Despite the breakout, your skin is so naturally beautiful dollface!! I'm so captivated by your eyes that I don't even notice your acne...your overall face is simply gorgeous and you're too hard on yourself but I totally understand, trust! 😊🌻 You're beautiful love.
I am 55 and I spent so much of my early years beating myself up for my skin, my weight, my life. I look back on those years and I see a very pretty healthy girl that had a wonderful life. I so appreciate you being honest with yourself and your followers. You are a beautiful woman with an even more beautiful soul. See yourself the way others see you and your refection in the mirror will change.
Have you seen a dermatologist about your skin? I had the exact same thing around my mouth and it was something called perioral dermatitis. It can happen when you over-moisturise your face (like with a facial). The solution is to not put ANYTHING on your face and lots of patience!
I have had something that looks identical to this and it was not acne, but dermatitis which is a skin infection, and requires very different treatment to acne. I was prescribed Elidel cream (primecrolimus). You might be able to get it without a prescription outside of US/CAN. Sending love
I have to say you nailed it on the head with 3 major things for skin - food, exercise and the mask you were wearing after the facial would create a lot of carbon dioxide on fresh skin and even makes me break out when I don't have a facial. The one thing you haven't mentioned though yet is your GUT health! I know you are vegan, but you really need to get into potassium broth!!!!! People who eat bone broth have the ability to get great skin through that as well, but vegans and vegetarians have to go towards potassium broth!!! I hope this helps you and everyone here. But remember- you are beautiful regardless!!!! 😘😘😘
Raya,I've watched you for years.Your inner beauty outshines the skin issue.Your skin is releasing deep seated things and that's good.Be kind and patient with yourself.We all love you just the way you are.
Dude thank you for sharing the issues with your skin. I seriously understand exactly what your going through I’ve been having the worst time with my skin since the start of this year. It looks similar to yours and I’ve cried so much because of it. I know it isn’t easy but thank you.
I love you raya! I wish I could give you a hug. Since we started having to wear mask I started to have bad breakouts around my cheeks. For someone who never struggled with acne, I feel your pain. It’s finally getting better but before I cried and sadly was even angry at times. I actually bought makeup(not big on wearing make up either) to help me feel better because I was so tired of seeing someone else in the mirror and it honestly did but for a little.. Makes me happy seeing you push through and doing the phototshoot & date! Stay strong💜🍃
I got teary watching you cry. So relatable. I've refused to go on dates and don't want to see people because of how I look. I've started hynotherapy to help with my emotional/binge eating/eating disorder. Hopefully it helps 🙏
I want to give you a big hug! you're honestly gorgeous inside and out! Thanks for sharing that's ok to be vulnerable. the year has been hard on everyone and that might be your body trying to tell you something. Take care of yourself. be patient with your body. big hug to you!
Thank you so much for being brave and sharing your self-love struggles. I can relate to you since I have also battled with skin issues for years. It's okay to have some low days...as much as you're an amazing advocate for self-love, you're also human. Sending you lots of love 💖
Thank you for being such an inspiration raya I cried when you cried ❤ Self love is some thing I really struggle with as well for many years. I dont feel like myself in my body so I've always held myself back from so many things I know I would do if I were much thinner. It sounds very dumb but its only gotten harder for me as my time with nursing school is coming to an end and I've eaten out for convenience, not worked out, and I think simply the stress of it on me has lead to me gaining even more weight. I have kept saying "whenever this semester is over I'll start" or "whenever I graduate will be my time" even though I know in my heart my health should always be a priority and I should be making time for it.
love this video and your attitude and reactions are real and human. This year for months I had some strange inflammations and some kind of rash near my mouth, nose and eyes. I had them for a few days, up to a week and then they disappeared. For weeks or months nothing. When begun lockdown, the most stressful period of this 2020, they have disappeared. life is strange. During these times, my skin turned red and swollen and I no longer recognized it. I tried not to cover it up with too much makeup but sometimes I felt so overwhelmed that I overdo it and then I felt worse. Many times I have refused to go out because of this. Send you a lot of love
Hi Raya! I've been watching you for a long time now from Maryland! I wonder if you have considered that chin area breakouts are sometimes hormonal? Yes, its true that it can be an indication of something happening around your reproductive area. I had a similar issue when I was your age. I also had endometriosis. Im sure you don't have that awful problem but you may have a rise or fall with your hormones levels, maybe just because of the different foods you were eating while you were abroad. I love your channel, you are an amazing person.. 🧡❤
Thank you for sharing all the different sides of your life, it's inspiring! And never forget: you are beautiful just the way you are! Oh and you and Louis make the cutest couple 🥰 love you guys!
Omg so when I saw you in a clear skin phase I thought you were so beautiful and how I wished I could have clear skin like you and how ud never be able to relate to my struggle (not in a hater way just a thought) and then I saw this and Argh just thank you for putting this out there ❤️❤️
you're a brave woman & good on you with the skin thing! you're a real inspiration . I understand this skin thing 100% as I have problem skin on & off. & I suffered facial dermatitis for a couple years once. it completely floored any confidence (which has never been my strength, anyways) I ever possessed. it makes us humble af to feel so exposed. I have problem skin now, but nothing like before. your skin looks angry. was it slightly burned with products? not an expert in any shape or form but man, I'd be looking up natural native plant healing ointments. they work for me down here in NZ. I'm about to start experimenting in making some balms myself. best thing to do is look into your own local healing remedies... also a rich local honey (we have Manuka in NZ) from well-treated bees, that feed on such medicinal botanicals etc, would really feed any raging abrasions/rashy angry skin. best best medicine in the world for our skin, inside & out imho. you're amazing, truly, & I'm so glad you still went on your date. Louie only sees Goddess, believe me. deep deep love there. I gratefully see the same loving looks in my own soulmates eyes xxx
I hope you're feeling better now Raya. It's okay to feel frustrated and all, how our skin is acting really affects us even if we don't want it to. Im so happy for you that you got up and enjoyed that shoot and date with Louis. You're so beautiful and im loving the vlog as always❤
I've totally been there before a few years ago, I would sit in my room and cry & try to use multiple products in the moment to try to get rid of them knowing using that many products at once was only making it worse. It's a spiral for sure. We shouldn't allow stupid blemishes control our lives! But for some reason it does. How are we supposed to go on about our days when we don't feel like ourselves? Such a catch-22. I hope you're feeling more like yourself again, Raya 🤍 You're frickin GORGEOUS regardless.
Hi Raya! Its great to be vegan but be careful with the all the processed vegan food that America makes like "beyond meat burgers" etc , they can be superharmful for your body/skin
Hello Raya. I totally understand what you are going through and so happy you shared this. Recently my skin has also been breaking out and I've been wondering what the source is. It even keeps me up all night and I have thoughts such as am I eating well enough, drinkimg enough water, sleeping enough... It even gets to the point where I think something is happening inside me that I'm unaware of. Just like many things in life our skin is a part of our journey and I'm so proud of you for pushing your boundaries. You are strong and beautiful ❤️❤️
Yes!! Good for you, chasing what is really important (hanging out with your roommates/friends and going on a date with your boyfriend) for you!!!! How good does it feel?! If you were to stay inside, you would have felt so much worse! I wish I could hit that like button a ton more… good job Raya!!!
As someone living with Type 1 Diabetes it’s nice to see you at the Farmers Market with Robbie from Mastering Diabetes. He & Cyrus have had a tremendous impact on my me.
Don' use ANYTHING on your skin. Any rubbing, tugging, massaging with lotions or whatever activates the oil glands and produces more oil and blocks ducts. Use WATER and a facecloth (gently), and moisturizer if you need to get rid of mascara under the eyes. Less is MORE. Trust. Enough with the facials and cleansers and creams...even if they are natural. Often natural things are too potent for our skin and scalp. Also, when you do have breakout and feel insecure...wear makeup for the time being, you won't be breaking laws. There are answers to these small problems.
I really understand you get sad. I have a friend who had a lot of stress a few years ago. He often break out in his whole face. And he its really healthy most of the times. He tried all kind of stuff. I think it will help if you go in the ocean every day and start on your stationary bike. Because stress is released through our big muscles. The ocean and the salt water is heling in so many says. By the way you have such a beautiful face, eyes, eyebrows etc. No I am not lesbian. Just really honestly think you are picture perfect.
I feel what your going through for sure. I try to love you body. I've switched jobs and the one I work now is less physical and I struggle with stress eating. I've gained some weight and it's hard to not feel bad about it. I also struggle hard with not being green enough. I'm not zero waste. I'm not even fully vegan. I moved vegetarian and I've tried to make friends with other like minded people and I've gotten multiple people who won't even talk to me because I'm not vegan and it was heartbreaking. I thought this community would be more accepting but no I'm still not enough. It's hard for sure.
OMG I understand you so well... When I have those reactions I don't want that anybody see me. My advice: visit a dermatologist and think that you care about it much more than everyone. That acne doesn't define you and you still being so beautiful. Your hair is amazing btw
Of course you don't want to have photos taken right now. Feel it, don't let yourself go down the road of "I shouldn't" because your feelings are real. Your skin is angry right now so try and let it be for a while. You are a beautiful girl spots or not. X.
you are so beautiful and i hope you know that breakouts do not change that. it is wonderful to watch your strength and courage grow as you went out for a photoshoot and a date. you just leveled up before our eyes and we are so proud of you! the people who love you love you equally thru flawless skin and breakouts. sending you so much love and healing vibes❤❤❤❤
Can one own it (acne or whatever we are discontent about our bodies) and still be bitter about AND still be ok with both? Dont know if that makes sense, but I feel I can envision it better than I can explain it. Enjoying life and at the same time be ok to have this little bitter corner in my heart for that one thing I dislike about me.
When you started doing your workout and you wrote that you make up your own work out it put a big smile on my face, looks like so much fun! Wait what do you eat figgs with the skin? I thought you were not supposed to eat the skin. About the struggles with your skin, at this part I wish I could just come and give you a hug. You are still absolutly beautiful and apart from that, having a bad outbreak does not define who you are, your roommates or louis or anyone else will not like you any less of it. Thank you for sharing the struggles though, it's good that everyone who watches your video's knows that you struggle too with certain things. And don't feel guilty, you're allowed to feel bad too. Try to remeber there's a difference between complaining about it all day (which you haven't in the video) and sharing the struggle every know and than. I also feel like you have definitly made a difference in the journey of self love, and you are a role model for that, especally because you show that you still struggle sometimes as well. In my eyes a role model doesn't necceraly mean someone who doesn't struggle, it means they are dealing with it and trying to overcome the struggles. That last one is exactly what you are doing, and you have already come so far, and even though I don't know you personally, I am so proud that you have come this far.
I know Robby from his Mastering Diabetes program! He has helped me so much in transitioning to a fully plant-based diet to manage my Type 1 diabetes. It's so cool to see him here!
Dear Raya, thank you so much for sharing your strength in vulnerability. Since skin also represents our boundaries, I try to reflect on that, whenever I am experiencing skin-inflammation. Send you love!
I had that rash from wearing a stretchy material mask (never again). I think its because it was hot too and I was breathing into it on the bus. Its not fun, but you're not alone with it. lots of love
😞 I emphasize really and I love you and you know you’re beautiful but I’mma say it anyway - you’re always glowing and this too will pass. It’s your reality and your pain and it’s worth sharing and I’m so glad you did. Thanks for sharing - the whole video was amazing as always 🥰😍😘🙏🏽
The only thing I would recommend for your breakout is be very consistent and generous with some water based sunscreen, just to make sure they heal nicely with minimal hyperpigmentation ❤️
Also ur so beautiful, and we barely noticed them, like we don’t honestly give a shit :p But this is not to invalidate ur struggle, we’ve all struggled with acne & it’s just so hard ❤️
I feel you so much ❤️ You are so beautiful, inside and out, special, powerful and inspiring for all of us. We are here for you ❤️ (PS. The past week I had one of the worst breakout ever and I tried to have a pack for the skin with Aloe vera from Aubrey Organics... This Product is vegan, natural 100% and it improve my skin a lot)
I went through something similar last year. I had some sort of allergic reaction and for months my skin had red splotches and was a bit swollen, and I couldn't for the life of me figure out what was causing it. I didn't want to cover it with makeup, because I was having enough issues and didn't want to make it worse, but I also didn't want anyone seeing it. It does seem silly, but when it's happening to you, it's not such a small thing. Sending you hugs!
its really hard and I also wish I was over it and be able to walk out with confidence with acne on my face but its hard. Its especially hard for me to show my boyfriend even tho I know he wont say or make me feel any less. but I just don't want him to see me this way. and we should except ourself it just sucks! because even with you try your best to wash your face and eat clean it down work ! :/
It's OK not to feel grateful 100% of all time! It's important to let our emotions release and then we can have enough distance to see things and be grateful or whatever. I'm not 100% confident when I have spots and with the mask, they come more often than usual. Put some tea tree essential oil to help them dry. Also, are you sure it's not an inflammatory reaction or some infection? If you can, get that checked
Do cry. Let it out. It’s okay to release these emotions. You’ll find other people relate to having a moment like this - vulnerability because we don’t always feel 100% about ourselves and how others might see us. Imagine that, even at a time where you’re not feeling your best because of these blemishes that have appeared temporarily on your face, your love, Louis, wants to take you on a date. You’re also not lucky to be living by the beach. You made it happen.
I love you!
I love you!! ❤️
@@RayaWasHere raya never woryy about things on the face rashes happen, either from the mask or facials, or lotions or sunblock itll go away. Its not a big deal, just remeber itll go away, like this fuckin pimple i have on my fuckin nose 😅😅😅🤣🤣🤣🤣
Pro tip: watch movies on instaflixxer. Been using them for watching loads of movies these days.
@Ramon Ridge yea, I've been using instaflixxer for months myself :D
@Ramon Ridge definitely, been watching on instaflixxer for since december myself :)
Thank you for not editing out that clip because it’s so real and I resonated with it! My skin is my biggest insecurity so it felt good to know I’m not alone in feeling this way. ❤️
Thank you! I really debated about whether or not to leave it in but just from this comment alone I know I made the right choice ☺️❤️
When you were crying I couldn’t stop noticing how glowy your skin was and how full and beautiful your hair is.
You look at the 10% of your face but remember everyone looks at the other 90%. I’m glad you lifts yourself up and got to that photo shoot. You’re beautiful and so inspiring 😍
Thank you!! It’s so true, such a beautiful reminder ☺️💕
louis drawing a heart in the sand was so cute, you can tell how much love he feels when he's with you and it's so so beautiful to witness even as an outsider looking in. also loved loved loved your little dance workout, i just got done doing the same! for a couple weeks now i've been replacing my intense workouts with a great dance session and i usually end up sweating more and feeling better! also i love that you pushed yourself to do the photoshoot...i used to struggle with acne so i know a bit how this feels but you still look beautiful as ever! your inner radiance always shines through. thank you for always sharing your great energy, much love!
Aw thank you!! Dance workouts are the best 💃🏻 sending you lots of love back! 💕
Dear Raya, I had a similar rash-breakout it ended up being a viral infection. Luckily I had access to a dermatologist that prescribed medication. it's not always acne.... Love your channel :)
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It's an inflammation response. You need to do the elimination diet. Low Carbs to Keto to Carnivore. You're eating certain foods that's triggering acne. If you're snacking in between meals, you're keeping your insulin levels up which is why it's going to be harder for your lose weight.
I understand how you feel about your skin, I’ve struggled with it my whole life. It’s very frustrating and can get you down ❤️ you are beautiful! It’s easy to beat yourself up about it but your loved ones don’t care at all when they are with you. They love you for who you are! ☺️ thank you for being raw about your struggles, it’s refreshing to see because your audience can relate.
Thank you Emily! So true 💕
I definitely understand how you feel about not wanting anyone to see you because you don't feel like yourself or you don't recognize yourself. This is exactly how I felt when I had cystic acne on my forehead, cheeks and chin for almost 2 years, about 5 years ago. I had such a hard time and cried every day looking at myself. Even smiling was physically painful because the stretching skin with huge cystic pimples on it is... not a good feeling. I am now fully healed thanks to Acupuncture and Chinese medicine (changes in my diet and lifestyle habits...) but I am still dealing with acne scars... Oh well! I really want you to know, this WILL pass and you WILL heal. Do not worry about it, and let yourself feel all the feelings you need! Love!
I've struggled with acne for 14 years and still struggle. Hoping to get to your level of confidence with out make up some day. Your skin is beautiful. Love your honesty!
Very moved by your honesty. Thank you for sharing!
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Acne is such a real struggle I’ve been struggling with it since I was 12 and I’m 19 now still with acne, but a bunch more scarring. I’m just now getting comfortable not wearing makeup everywhere I go and I always wore it throughout middle and high school. Don’t think you’re being dramatic or anything like that it’s a huge insecurity for a lot of people❤️
It’s easy to love yourself when your skin is clear, when you’re not carrying that extra weight or when you feel full of energy. Self love is not the absence of self loathing, it’s caring for yourself when you’re at your lowest. xx
If wearing makeup or a sexy dress helps you feel beautiful there is nothing wrong with that. I think putting limitations on yourself can add more stress sometimes. Ive totally been there with the skin situation. It is only temporary, and like everyone is saying, you are beautiful no matter what. Much love.
Hey Raya, thanks for being open about your experience. It's all a part of the human experience. I hate to hear you seemingly invalidate your own feelings but I suppose that might be because someone might say "you're crying for no reason". Your feelings in the moment ARE valid. No human is 100% grateful all the time. It's okay to find yourself feeling down sometimes. We humans experience a wide array of emotions and they oddly balance each other out. I hope you aren't too hard on yourself in these moments 😊🙏🏿
I totally understand how you feel. I have eczema & some days it’s hard to be with people when you feel like there’s a creature on your face. Thank you for sharing & continue being your beautiful self
Dear dear dear Raya, it's OK that you are feeling that way sometimes! Don't you ever apologize for having emotion! Don't fight your feelings honey. Remember that nothing is permanent. Everything is energy in motion, just like your emotions (the word says it right...) Everything that manifests in our bodies is just a reflection of our energy. Maybe you were struggling with some things before this happened. It also means that you have a lot of high flying energy going on. And when you feel otherwise, you feel that strongly because the energy gap is bigger now. See it as guidance. Guidance to love yourself even more. You can do this, you're so powerful
Hi Raya! Thanks for posting this video! I am a licensed esthetician of many years, and I wanted to give you some insight! First of all you are beautiful. Know that. Inside and out. Your messages are clear and strong. A few things I am feeling about your skin specifically. First off, you mentioned a facial you had in Dubai. Sure, it could be a reaction to products, purging of the skin, or even an allergic reaction. But, my intuition, with all the mask wearing we are doing, I have one question, not just for you but for everyone. Evaluate HOW OFTEN you wear each mask. They should be rotated, warn only a couple of times, and depending on the fabric, disposed of, after just one or two uses, as some are disposable. Be careful how often you are wearing each mask. If you can, wash by hand with boiling water and simple non-allergenic soap. Have multiple masks. Find what works for you, but have multiples. Wash them, and keep new ones in a sanitary place. This has been hard for so many of my clients and friends. I wish you well with your journey to clearer skin! You've got this. Try not to be so hard on yourself. If it could make you feel better, let yourself, (allow for a short period) to wear some vegan makeup. I suggest Jane Iredale. Her line is beautiful. She is all Vegan, paraben, sulfate, etc free, like you appreciate. Just some tips and words of encouragement for you and your viewers. We will get through this! Be kind to your body, and it will be kind back. Love your videos, and sorry this is such a long message!
Never, ever invalidate your own feelings.
Yes things could be worse but for you, things feel pretty bad right now and you're allowed to feel that way! Anything that compromises your physical and mental health matters. ❤❤
Raya.. I totally understand you because I feel like this so many times with all the insecurities on my body.. and it's hard especially when you don't want you boyfriend to look at you, because you know he loves you no matter what but you just can't.. Yes, you are an advocate of self-love and trust me you helped me a lot in my journey, but it's totally normal to have some breakdown sometimes! so here is when WE all send so much love to you in return of what you did and do for us ❤️
Great shopping deals and cute finds! Kudos to you for pushing yourself and taking the advice you would've given someone else in need
Thanks Dominique 💕
@@RayaWasHere You're welcome Raya!
I don't even really notice your skin issues when you're smiling
You are so lucky to live by the beach x. Also you know you still look beautiful right? Don't cry xx
Thank you! And I know, as of now we’re only here till March so I’m trying to make the most of it! ❤️
What a beautiful, authentic and truthful video. Thank you Raya :) x
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Thank you! ❤️
As one with skin issues, a dermatologist can be greatly helpful. There are so many reasons for breakouts. Regardless, you are beautiful.
You're beautiful inside and out. Thank you for allowing us to see your vulnerable side.
you are a gorgeous soul and you are not defined by your skin. you are SO beautiful. you have to go through these ups and downs, tears and conversation when you're feeling like this. love you!
RAYA I send you a lot of hugs, maybe you already pass this face but I truly understand the insecurities acne causes, mine got worst during the lockdown. Its a matter of time, and Im here with you sending my best hopes and caring toughts for you to be strong and confident in the future. Lov u!
Raya you’re gorgeous, but your feelings and the way you’re feeling is more than just about acne. It’s about the years of programming we’ve all had; telling us that beauty can only look one way. I’m so happy that you pushed yourself to go out and enjoy time with your friends and Louis. Enjoy your beautiful life!
So true! It feels like I've been unravelling this programming for so long and I've come so far - this was only given to be as a challenge to push that even further! ❤️
sincerely, i think you are prettier without make up, even with the breakouts ...
YOURE BEAUTIFUL. Thanks for sharing your struggles with us
You being so vulnerable and sharing how you feel with your skin is an act of self love because you are giving yourself room to let it out, and move forward. I think that’s truly amazing Raya. I’ve followed your journey for a long time but I’ve never really commented on anything! I just felt the need to say I totally understand what you’re feeling and you’re not alone! You are the best. Thanks for your honesty and beautiful heart as always. You shine from within! Don’t forget our bodies are just skin suits that house our souls. Love that you could dance it out also! The best feeling :)
I totally understand this, heart is aching for you. Love what you look like now not in hindsight. Sending love and hugs! ❤️
Despite the breakout, your skin is so naturally beautiful dollface!! I'm so captivated by your eyes that I don't even notice your acne...your overall face is simply gorgeous and you're too hard on yourself but I totally understand, trust! 😊🌻 You're beautiful love.
I cried with you ❤ you are seriously my favorite person online, sending you all the love. I know exactly how you feel I truly do. Love you ❤
Thankful that you posted this as I can relate. Sending all the love and good vibes to you!
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I am 55 and I spent so much of my early years beating myself up for my skin, my weight, my life. I look back on those years and I see a very pretty healthy girl that had a wonderful life. I so appreciate you being honest with yourself and your followers. You are a beautiful woman with an even more beautiful soul. See yourself the way others see you and your refection in the mirror will change.
Thank you!! Such a beautiful reminder ❤️
Have you seen a dermatologist about your skin? I had the exact same thing around my mouth and it was something called perioral dermatitis. It can happen when you over-moisturise your face (like with a facial). The solution is to not put ANYTHING on your face and lots of patience!
I have had something that looks identical to this and it was not acne, but dermatitis which is a skin infection, and requires very different treatment to acne. I was prescribed Elidel cream (primecrolimus). You might be able to get it without a prescription outside of US/CAN. Sending love
I have to say you nailed it on the head with 3 major things for skin - food, exercise and the mask you were wearing after the facial would create a lot of carbon dioxide on fresh skin and even makes me break out when I don't have a facial.
The one thing you haven't mentioned though yet is your GUT health! I know you are vegan, but you really need to get into potassium broth!!!!!
People who eat bone broth have the ability to get great skin through that as well, but vegans and vegetarians have to go towards potassium broth!!! I hope this helps you and everyone here.
But remember- you are beautiful regardless!!!! 😘😘😘
Raya,I've watched you for years.Your inner beauty outshines the skin issue.Your skin is releasing deep seated things and that's good.Be kind and patient with yourself.We all love you just the way you are.
Thank you Chloe! ❤️
It's absolutely my pleasure.Shine you're light lady.You are beautiful inside and out.
I’m proud of you!! You are a rockstar for staying true to yourself and to us. 🙏
Dude thank you for sharing the issues with your skin. I seriously understand exactly what your going through I’ve been having the worst time with my skin since the start of this year. It looks similar to yours and I’ve cried so much because of it. I know it isn’t easy but thank you.
Thank you ❤️❤️
Sending you lots and lots of love raya ! 💕
I love you raya! I wish I could give you a hug. Since we started having to wear mask I started to have bad breakouts around my cheeks. For someone who never struggled with acne, I feel your pain. It’s finally getting better but before I cried and sadly was even angry at times. I actually bought makeup(not big on wearing make up either) to help me feel better because I was so tired of seeing someone else in the mirror and it honestly did but for a little..
Makes me happy seeing you push through and doing the phototshoot & date!
Stay strong💜🍃
I got teary watching you cry. So relatable. I've refused to go on dates and don't want to see people because of how I look. I've started hynotherapy to help with my emotional/binge eating/eating disorder. Hopefully it helps 🙏
Thank you so much for sharing, really brave of you. Hope you feel better❤️
Thank you! I do feel much better ☺️
I want to give you a big hug! you're honestly gorgeous inside and out! Thanks for sharing that's ok to be vulnerable. the year has been hard on everyone and that might be your body trying to tell you something. Take care of yourself. be patient with your body. big hug to you!
You are such a strong, empathetic gal. Lovely.
Thank you so much for being brave and sharing your self-love struggles. I can relate to you since I have also battled with skin issues for years. It's okay to have some low days...as much as you're an amazing advocate for self-love, you're also human. Sending you lots of love 💖
Omg i love you so much🥺 your videos bring me so much joy thanks for being real as F*
Thank you!! ❤️
Thank you for being such an inspiration raya I cried when you cried ❤ Self love is some thing I really struggle with as well for many years. I dont feel like myself in my body so I've always held myself back from so many things I know I would do if I were much thinner. It sounds very dumb but its only gotten harder for me as my time with nursing school is coming to an end and I've eaten out for convenience, not worked out, and I think simply the stress of it on me has lead to me gaining even more weight. I have kept saying "whenever this semester is over I'll start" or "whenever I graduate will be my time" even though I know in my heart my health should always be a priority and I should be making time for it.
love this video and your attitude and reactions are real and human. This year for months I had some strange inflammations and some kind of rash near my mouth, nose and eyes. I had them for a few days, up to a week and then they disappeared. For weeks or months nothing. When begun lockdown, the most stressful period of this 2020, they have disappeared. life is strange. During these times, my skin turned red and swollen and I no longer recognized it. I tried not to cover it up with too much makeup but sometimes I felt so overwhelmed that I overdo it and then I felt worse. Many times I have refused to go out because of this.
Send you a lot of love
Hi Raya! I've been watching you for a long time now from Maryland! I wonder if you have considered that chin area breakouts are sometimes hormonal? Yes, its true that it can be an indication of something happening around your reproductive area. I had a similar issue when I was your age. I also had endometriosis. Im sure you don't have that awful problem but you may have a rise or fall with your hormones levels, maybe just because of the different foods you were eating while you were abroad.
I love your channel, you are an amazing person.. 🧡❤
Thank you for sharing all the different sides of your life, it's inspiring! And never forget: you are beautiful just the way you are!
Oh and you and Louis make the cutest couple 🥰 love you guys!
So much love to you Raya!! 💛💛💛💛💛💛 you're such a beam! 🌞
Omg so when I saw you in a clear skin phase I thought you were so beautiful and how I wished I could have clear skin like you and how ud never be able to relate to my struggle (not in a hater way just a thought) and then I saw this and Argh just thank you for putting this out there ❤️❤️
you're a brave woman & good on you with the skin thing! you're a real inspiration
. I understand this skin thing 100% as I have problem skin on & off. & I suffered facial dermatitis for a couple years once. it completely floored any confidence (which has never been my strength, anyways) I ever possessed. it makes us humble af to feel so exposed. I have problem skin now, but nothing like before. your skin looks angry. was it slightly burned with products? not an expert in any shape or form but man, I'd be looking up natural native plant healing ointments. they work for me down here in NZ. I'm about to start experimenting in making some balms myself. best thing to do is look into your own local healing remedies... also a rich local honey (we have Manuka in NZ) from well-treated bees, that feed on such medicinal botanicals etc, would really feed any raging abrasions/rashy angry skin. best best medicine in the world for our skin, inside & out imho. you're amazing, truly, & I'm so glad you still went on your date. Louie only sees Goddess, believe me. deep deep love there. I gratefully see the same loving looks in my own soulmates eyes xxx
It's only temporary, I'm sure you know, just a gentle reminder! ✨
I hope you're feeling better now Raya.
It's okay to feel frustrated and all, how our skin is acting really affects us even if we don't want it to.
Im so happy for you that you got up and enjoyed that shoot and date with Louis.
You're so beautiful and im loving the vlog as always❤
I've totally been there before a few years ago, I would sit in my room and cry & try to use multiple products in the moment to try to get rid of them knowing using that many products at once was only making it worse. It's a spiral for sure. We shouldn't allow stupid blemishes control our lives! But for some reason it does. How are we supposed to go on about our days when we don't feel like ourselves? Such a catch-22. I hope you're feeling more like yourself again, Raya 🤍 You're frickin GORGEOUS regardless.
I think, it looks like perioral dermatites. Maybee you look it up and ask your dermatologist about it. Hang in there, it will get better!
That’s what I was thinking too! Very likely, especially if it started after a facial
Hi Raya! Its great to be vegan but be careful with the all the processed vegan food that America makes like "beyond meat burgers" etc , they can be superharmful for your body/skin
Sending you so much love💛 you're beautiful!
Hello Raya. I totally understand what you are going through and so happy you shared this. Recently my skin has also been breaking out and I've been wondering what the source is. It even keeps me up all night and I have thoughts such as am I eating well enough, drinkimg enough water, sleeping enough... It even gets to the point where I think something is happening inside me that I'm unaware of. Just like many things in life our skin is a part of our journey and I'm so proud of you for pushing your boundaries. You are strong and beautiful ❤️❤️
Do you have a video which shows your skin care routine? I'd love to know! :)
Yes!! Good for you, chasing what is really important (hanging out with your roommates/friends and going on a date with your boyfriend) for you!!!!
How good does it feel?! If you were to stay inside, you would have felt so much worse! I wish I could hit that like button a ton more… good job Raya!!!
As someone living with Type 1 Diabetes it’s nice to see you at the Farmers Market with Robbie from Mastering Diabetes. He & Cyrus have had a tremendous impact on my me.
He’s amazing! 💕
Don' use ANYTHING on your skin. Any rubbing, tugging, massaging with lotions or whatever activates the oil glands and produces more oil and blocks ducts. Use WATER and a facecloth (gently), and moisturizer if you need to get rid of mascara under the eyes. Less is MORE. Trust. Enough with the facials and cleansers and creams...even if they are natural. Often natural things are too potent for our skin and scalp. Also, when you do have breakout and feel insecure...wear makeup for the time being, you won't be breaking laws. There are answers to these small problems.
Why do you put eucalyptus in the bathroom?
I really understand you get sad. I have a friend who had a lot of stress a few years ago. He often break out in his whole face. And he its really healthy most of the times. He tried all kind of stuff. I think it will help if you go in the ocean every day and start on your stationary bike. Because stress is released through our big muscles. The ocean and the salt water is heling in so many says. By the way you have such a beautiful face, eyes, eyebrows etc. No I am not lesbian. Just really honestly think you are picture perfect.
I feel what your going through for sure. I try to love you body. I've switched jobs and the one I work now is less physical and I struggle with stress eating. I've gained some weight and it's hard to not feel bad about it. I also struggle hard with not being green enough. I'm not zero waste. I'm not even fully vegan. I moved vegetarian and I've tried to make friends with other like minded people and I've gotten multiple people who won't even talk to me because I'm not vegan and it was heartbreaking. I thought this community would be more accepting but no I'm still not enough. It's hard for sure.
OMG I understand you so well... When I have those reactions I don't want that anybody see me. My advice: visit a dermatologist and think that you care about it much more than everyone. That acne doesn't define you and you still being so beautiful. Your hair is amazing btw
Of course you don't want to have photos taken right now. Feel it, don't let yourself go down the road of "I shouldn't" because your feelings are real. Your skin is angry right now so try and let it be for a while. You are a beautiful girl spots or not. X.
you are so beautiful and i hope you know that breakouts do not change that. it is wonderful to watch your strength and courage grow as you went out for a photoshoot and a date. you just leveled up before our eyes and we are so proud of you! the people who love you love you equally thru flawless skin and breakouts. sending you so much love and healing vibes❤❤❤❤
Thank you!! I’m so happy I turned the camera on when I hit my lowest point to show that we all have the capacity to grow 🤍
Can one own it (acne or whatever we are discontent about our bodies) and still be bitter about AND still be ok with both? Dont know if that makes sense, but I feel I can envision it better than I can explain it. Enjoying life and at the same time be ok to have this little bitter corner in my heart for that one thing I dislike about me.
Love u guys
I completely understand your feelings about your skin because I have similar issues at the moment and I feel the same :(
sending you so much love ❤️
Love you and the video!!! You’re beautiful!
S/n aren’t figs not vegan because a wasp dies for them?
When you started doing your workout and you wrote that you make up your own work out it put a big smile on my face, looks like so much fun!
Wait what do you eat figgs with the skin? I thought you were not supposed to eat the skin.
About the struggles with your skin, at this part I wish I could just come and give you a hug. You are still absolutly beautiful and apart from that, having a bad outbreak does not define who you are, your roommates or louis or anyone else will not like you any less of it. Thank you for sharing the struggles though, it's good that everyone who watches your video's knows that you struggle too with certain things. And don't feel guilty, you're allowed to feel bad too. Try to remeber there's a difference between complaining about it all day (which you haven't in the video) and sharing the struggle every know and than. I also feel like you have definitly made a difference in the journey of self love, and you are a role model for that, especally because you show that you still struggle sometimes as well. In my eyes a role model doesn't necceraly mean someone who doesn't struggle, it means they are dealing with it and trying to overcome the struggles. That last one is exactly what you are doing, and you have already come so far, and even though I don't know you personally, I am so proud that you have come this far.
I know Robby from his Mastering Diabetes program! He has helped me so much in transitioning to a fully plant-based diet to manage my Type 1 diabetes. It's so cool to see him here!
Ohh amazing! 💕
Dear Raya, thank you so much for sharing your strength in vulnerability. Since skin also represents our boundaries, I try to reflect on that, whenever I am experiencing skin-inflammation. Send you love!
Thank you! Such a great reminder ❤️
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I had that rash from wearing a stretchy material mask (never again). I think its because it was hot too and I was breathing into it on the bus. Its not fun, but you're not alone with it. lots of love
I was just gonna say, it could be from mask use! Satin and silk ones are meant to help, because they're gentler on the skin - it might help!
Love you - your beauty, your grace, your honesty, your courage, your realness xoxoxox
I love you!! Thank you so much sister ❤️
😞 I emphasize really and I love you and you know you’re beautiful but I’mma say it anyway - you’re always glowing and this too will pass. It’s your reality and your pain and it’s worth sharing and I’m so glad you did. Thanks for sharing - the whole video was amazing as always 🥰😍😘🙏🏽
The only thing I would recommend for your breakout is be very consistent and generous with some water based sunscreen, just to make sure they heal nicely with minimal hyperpigmentation ❤️
Also ur so beautiful, and we barely noticed them, like we don’t honestly give a shit :p
But this is not to invalidate ur struggle, we’ve all struggled with acne & it’s just so hard ❤️
I feel you so much ❤️ You are so beautiful, inside and out, special, powerful and inspiring for all of us. We are here for you ❤️ (PS. The past week I had one of the worst breakout ever and I tried to have a pack for the skin with Aloe vera from Aubrey Organics... This Product is vegan, natural 100% and it improve my skin a lot)
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Thanks for the recommendation! Will check it out ☺️ and thank you!! 🤍
I love you, raya!
Use black soap everyday
Or aloe and honey
Много сте сладки ахх, надявам се няма проблем да пиша на български! ❤️ :)
No problem at all ☺️🤍
@@RayaWasHere Радвам се! А защо отговаряш на Английски, малко ми е чудно хах, ама нищо! ❤️🇧🇬👌
I went through something similar last year. I had some sort of allergic reaction and for months my skin had red splotches and was a bit swollen, and I couldn't for the life of me figure out what was causing it. I didn't want to cover it with makeup, because I was having enough issues and didn't want to make it worse, but I also didn't want anyone seeing it. It does seem silly, but when it's happening to you, it's not such a small thing. Sending you hugs!
its really hard and I also wish I was over it and be able to walk out with confidence with acne on my face but its hard. Its especially hard for me to show my boyfriend even tho I know he wont say or make me feel any less. but I just don't want him to see me this way. and we should except ourself it just sucks! because even with you try your best to wash your face and eat clean it down work ! :/
Raya, I just wanted to let you know you are beautiful!! I and a lot of us don't even notice what you see you are gorgeous inside and out. ❤❤❤❤
Louis and Raya = True love 💞💖💞
It's OK not to feel grateful 100% of all time! It's important to let our emotions release and then we can have enough distance to see things and be grateful or whatever. I'm not 100% confident when I have spots and with the mask, they come more often than usual. Put some tea tree essential oil to help them dry. Also, are you sure it's not an inflammatory reaction or some infection? If you can, get that checked
Do cry. Let it out. It’s okay to release these emotions. You’ll find other people relate to having a moment like this - vulnerability because we don’t always feel 100% about ourselves and how others might see us. Imagine that, even at a time where you’re not feeling your best because of these blemishes that have appeared temporarily on your face, your love, Louis, wants to take you on a date. You’re also not lucky to be living by the beach. You made it happen.
Always struggling with self love.
Take care 💕
I need to know the song playing at the end?! It's so uplifting and so are you x
You will be alright ✨✨✨
Raya your beautiful don’t let anyone tell u
Can you tell me if your happy