PALAYE ROYALE - Redeemer

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  • Опубліковано 27 тра 2020
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    REDEEMER // LYRICS
    Can’t you see
    That everyone is dying
    The animals are crying
    Religions are dividing
    As my family keeps on fighting
    Now I’m caught in something
    My eternal suffering
    Looking for the meaning of it all
    But I got nothing
    This eternal sadness
    Now I fade the blackness
    Don’t know where I go when I die
    Must be better than this
    And I’m here
    Just waiting for you to come home
    And I’m screaming all on my own
    With the revolver and a note
    Will you please pick up the phone
    And I’m waiting for you to come home
    And I’m screaming all on my own
    With the revolver and a note
    Will you please come back home
    Ain’t it sad when you got nowhere to go
    Got no place to call your home
    Burden to everyone you know
    And I try
    Just not to think about my life
    So I do another line
    It keeps me numb just for the night
    Now I’m caught in something
    My eternal suffering
    Looking for the meaning of it all
    But I got nothing
    This internal sadness
    Now I fade the blackness
    Don’t know where I go when I die
    Must be better than this
    And I’m here
    Just waiting for you to come home
    And I’m screaming all on my own
    With the revolver and a note
    Will you please pick up the phone
    And I’m waiting for you to come home
    And I’m screaming all on my own
    With the revolver and a note
    Will you please come back home
    --
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КОМЕНТАРІ • 438

  • @goosaroni
    @goosaroni 4 роки тому +1240

    This album is an emotional rollercoaster

  • @kristy_thatemteen3272
    @kristy_thatemteen3272 4 роки тому +502

    Remington’s vocals and these lyrics hit hard, It all hits hard! I’m crying on the floor, this is...I have no words

  • @vidx7478
    @vidx7478 4 роки тому +946

    Two nights ago, i was standing on a bridge, ready to go, I called my one friend to say goodbye, he talked me out if it, but i understand this song too much, the pain of existence, and everyone says they dont want you to die, so you try and comply, but bearly holding on, and drugs being the only thing to keep you numb and insane enough to not go of the edge, but they can only keep the pain away for so long, im glad im here to litsen to this, i dont know where im going next, but thank you Palaye Royale, for existing

    • @ddvroyale
      @ddvroyale 4 роки тому +80

      I'm glad your still alive
      If u have anxiety etc talk about it with your friend I dont want you to die

    • @continent7
      @continent7 4 роки тому +64

      I'm so sorry. I've been there. It's fucking scary. Keep running and don't let them take you alive.

    • @warjiggle713
      @warjiggle713 4 роки тому +36

      I still struggling with the same thing myself and I was in a similar situation not to long ago so I know where your head is right now and I know it's tough but we both have to keep fighting and we can beat this both of us together can win this fight

    • @rbassist
      @rbassist 4 роки тому +35

      Stay strong
      We want you here

    • @madilynn_rocky2644
      @madilynn_rocky2644 4 роки тому +26

      im so proud of u for still beingg here. ❤❤❤❤

  • @ashreyesmustdie
    @ashreyesmustdie 4 роки тому +744

    This is like Palaye’s Goner, G note, Northern Downpour, and What a Catch, Donnie 😭🖤❤️

  • @rinadan1759
    @rinadan1759 4 роки тому +123

    "Just waiting for you to come home
    And I'm screaming all on my own"
    I swear that part HIT MY ASS

  • @alanac8490
    @alanac8490 4 роки тому +106

    oh Remington you tryna make me cry? You win. I'm too tired to actually shed tears rn but internally I'm crying.

  • @sorcha149
    @sorcha149 4 роки тому +446

    Ive never had a song to relate to as much as this , one that's spoke such volumes , so anyways I'm sobbing

    • @dorunu3764
      @dorunu3764 4 роки тому +7

      It is just amazing.

    • @pepper1772
      @pepper1772 4 роки тому +11

      Same my past is a bad place for me so this song just spoke to my soul

    • @spicyassramen
      @spicyassramen 4 роки тому +3

      You're not the only one 😭

    • @guadaluperodriguez7261
      @guadaluperodriguez7261 4 роки тому +2

      Same

    • @s.w9458
      @s.w9458 4 роки тому +2

      This whole album speaks to me honestly..

  • @yeehaw3972
    @yeehaw3972 4 роки тому +126

    this is not okay- my heart really hurts

  • @eliskadolezalova4587
    @eliskadolezalova4587 4 роки тому +140

    This is a masterpiece... The emotion is there... The pain is there... It is relateable and strong. I love it, but it kills me as well, because the pain is real. It is born from real suffering and real sadness...

  • @crickettvangelder50
    @crickettvangelder50 4 роки тому +130

    His voice is like velvet. I don't think I've heard it this deep and I'm even more in love😍

  • @aislinnomara3957
    @aislinnomara3957 4 роки тому +144

    His voice is just so calming. I love these guys

  • @carminalopez3532
    @carminalopez3532 4 роки тому +715

    Am I the only one that is concerned about Remington after listening to this song?

    • @carminalopez3532
      @carminalopez3532 4 роки тому +84

      @Ekaterina Quin yeah i am worried about the 3 of them

    • @londonisvile
      @londonisvile 4 роки тому +31

      This song is about lil peep

    • @welayinthorns747
      @welayinthorns747 4 роки тому +136

      @Ekaterina Quin He writes most of his lyrics. I've met him and a fan was asking him how he writes lyrics and he said he's always in a dark place when he writes lyrics and he's never happy when he is. But it's therapeutic for him like it helps him get his emotion out through music ;-;

    • @aylenferreyra6010
      @aylenferreyra6010 4 роки тому +42

      I think it's related with Lonely

    • @carminalopez3532
      @carminalopez3532 4 роки тому +8

      @@aylenferreyra6010 yeah me too

  • @neighbourhoodemo7336
    @neighbourhoodemo7336 4 роки тому +85

    I think after listening to this and Lonely, we all just need a moment to cry. It's ok, I know this hit you a certain way, just let it out.

  • @amandabutterfly151
    @amandabutterfly151 4 роки тому +43

    palaye royale: will you please come back home
    my chemical romance: NEVER COMING HOME NEVER COMING HOME

  • @leahbundy1314
    @leahbundy1314 4 роки тому +185

    Dang who is cutting onions?😖

    • @evillustrat0r725
      @evillustrat0r725 4 роки тому +23

      Probably Sebastian cuz he cookin' 😖

    • @nataliat5445
      @nataliat5445 4 роки тому +11

      @@@evillustrat0r725 Cooking with Sebastian, In the kitchen it's happening

    • @dion_has_my_heart
      @dion_has_my_heart 4 роки тому +4

      Natalia T the soup, the scarf, the fashion

  • @Konnastau
    @Konnastau 4 роки тому +200

    Lyrics:
    Can't you see
    That everyone is dying?
    The animals are crying
    Religions are dividing
    As my family keeps on fighting
    As my family keeps-
    Now I'm caught in some thing
    My eternal suffering
    Looking for the meaning of it all
    But I got nothing
    This internal sadness now I fade the blackness
    Don't know where I go when I die
    Must be better than this
    And I'm here
    Just waiting for you to come home
    And I'm screaming all on my own
    With the revolver and a note
    Will you please pick up the phone?
    And I'm waiting for you to come home
    And I'm screaming all on my own
    With the revolver and a note
    Will you please come back home ?
    Ain't it sad when you got nowhere to go?
    Got no place to call your home
    Burden to everyone you know
    And I try
    Just not to think about my life
    So I do another line
    It keeps me numb just for the night
    It keeps me numb just for the night
    Now I'm caught in some thing
    My eternal suffering
    Looking for the meaning of it all
    But I got nothing
    This internal sadness now I fade the blackness
    Don't know where I go when I die
    Must be better than this
    And I'm here
    Just waiting for you to come home
    And I'm screaming all on my own
    With the revolver and a note
    Will you please pick up the phone?
    And I'm waiting for you to come home
    And I'm screaming all on my own
    With the revolver and a note
    Will you please come back home?

  • @toxicorn4083
    @toxicorn4083 4 роки тому +47

    I've been waiting for this whole album. My expectations were not just met, they went through the roof and scraped Mars.

  • @ross8534
    @ross8534 4 роки тому +60

    Every song off this album is going straight on my playlist

  • @abbiemckenna3356
    @abbiemckenna3356 4 роки тому +148

    Guys is it just me or when you heard the song for the first time and at the chorus when Remington goes "I'm here" and I just whisper back to him "and your gone"? Just me? Figures

    • @celestedichiaro4033
      @celestedichiaro4033 4 роки тому +13

      Shoot, his dad is truly connected to everything. I hope Remington is doing okay 🖤💔

    • @jaye6713
      @jaye6713 4 роки тому +8

      I thought I was the only one that thought this 🙌🏼 a lot of their lyrics sound similar every song feels so connected ❤️🖤

    • @kat2985
      @kat2985 4 роки тому +1

      epic

    • @graciestaples590
      @graciestaples590 4 роки тому +1

      Bruh I do that every time

  • @mathddv
    @mathddv 4 роки тому +39

    I woke up at 6am on purpose to listen to this as soon as it is out. I'm not disappointed

  • @rbassist
    @rbassist 4 роки тому +57

    I feel like this song ending the album was like a cliff hanger, if that makes any sense. I'm left wanting closure, does he (most likely Rem) make it out okay? I'm left wanting more, which I feel was purposeful. More is to come, this is not the end of the story

  • @aleaha.9938
    @aleaha.9938 4 роки тому +16

    Someone please give these boys a hug

  • @moonchild7906
    @moonchild7906 4 роки тому +250

    i think Remington needs help, he seems to be very lonely and sad

  • @drawingcrazybill
    @drawingcrazybill 4 роки тому +48

    All these songs I believe are about his childhood, as "Lonely" basically screamed his abusive parents out, all these songs are like his therapy, its sad to listen to if you think of it that way, but other then that, remi and his brothers makes awesome, moving, crazy good songs who agrees?

    • @aleaha.9938
      @aleaha.9938 4 роки тому +3

      I think most of the album is about his father

    • @drawingcrazybill
      @drawingcrazybill 4 роки тому +5

      @@aleaha.9938 I agree, but in my opinion, arguments, or mental or physical abuse has two sides, now I'm not sure on this I'm just assuming but, Remington nor the others never mentioned that the mom even tried to stop the abuse, she probably didn't even get a scratch out of the situation but Remington got a lot worse, obviously to this very day it bothers him or he wouldn't sing about it, its like his therapy, he has to let it out somehow, I'm not saying his mom is a bad person, I'd never say that! But I'd put my life in front of the devil himself to protect my children or family, I'm sure his dad was a pure @$$ hole and I'm just feeling like the Palaye royale boys got it real bad while being a child and NO BODY should ever experience that 😧

    • @shannonlee1581
      @shannonlee1581 3 роки тому +2

      apparently this song is about peep?

    • @GiorgioKroonen
      @GiorgioKroonen 3 роки тому +1

      This song is about lil peep, but yeah... for me it means more than that

    • @shannonlee1581
      @shannonlee1581 3 роки тому +1

      Giorgio Kroonen same here same here

  • @Evelynnsss
    @Evelynnsss 4 роки тому +28

    This song has so many feelings, I love the violin!!!!

  • @user-vb5rf9iq4g
    @user-vb5rf9iq4g 4 роки тому +101

    Holy sh¡t, imagine this playing over the ghost of you video and I'm rushing to theaters cuz that would be movie trailer of the century

  • @morgananderson2251
    @morgananderson2251 4 роки тому +19

    I have never had such a visceral, powerful, emotional reaction to a song before. Tears were streaming down my face and I didn't even realize.

  • @gingerdurham710
    @gingerdurham710 4 роки тому +14

    ohhh the energy in this one is sending me

  • @bbgirlluv
    @bbgirlluv 4 роки тому +16

    This song hurts my heart. It’s hard to hold back the tears sometimes because it speaks volumes about the numbness that many of us, unfortunately, are feeling or have felt in the past, including myself. I do worry about the boys, especially Remi, so I hope they and everyone else who may be struggling right now receive the love and support they need to stay strong. ❤️

  • @thamys2106
    @thamys2106 4 роки тому +10

    This song is so beautiful and relatable, im tearing up rn, you can hear the suffering in rem's voice

  • @dumberry9387
    @dumberry9387 4 роки тому +12

    I’m feeling intense heartache and I’ve got a huge lump I’m my throat from just listening to this, this album is truly amazing.

  • @gabyortiz8981
    @gabyortiz8981 4 роки тому +31

    omg I´m crying this is such a masterpiece

  • @Evaprft
    @Evaprft 4 роки тому +27

    And I'm crying again :'(

  • @zachmustdie6364
    @zachmustdie6364 4 роки тому +22

    About two months ago, I attempted three times in one week. My life has been shit. I hate myself with every part of my being. I relate to this song because when you have your last resort, that last call of hope, that maybe they will make you change your mind, and you are praying out that they answer. And when they do, and if they save your life, that hope you feel, this song reminded me of that moment. Of pure fear, saddness, anger, and relief. And though it hurts, it gives me hope. I have never cried to a song, but every time I hear this song, I start crying. It's so beautiful, I can't even explain it. I'm sorry it's all over the place, I have a lot of emotions I'm feeling. The last thing I'm going to say, is an apology to everyone who feels this way. Everyone that is so hurt you want to end it all. I want you to know there is still hope. I believe that you will make it out alive. Now with that being said, I hope you all have a wonderful day, xoxo zk

    • @nexrosi9189
      @nexrosi9189 4 роки тому

      Dont hate yourself. At least, you're thinking about other people.

  • @user-yt5gg9gd2n
    @user-yt5gg9gd2n 4 роки тому +15

    this song is so incredible.
    when you guys played it at the Amsterdam VIP, first time in the Melkweg I fought to hold back tears. I remembered pretty much all the lyrics and wow it's amazing to hear it again, it brought back all the same feelings when you played it back then.

  • @Avenger_White_Wolf
    @Avenger_White_Wolf 2 роки тому +7

    I never thought I'd be given so many chills. About two months ago, I attempted, but I told my best friend and she said Don't do it, there are so many people who love you, and hearing Rem singing like this just makes me want to hug him and give him a bit love, as I'm also searching for love my whole life.
    To all those who read this, have a nice day, Love u. ♥
    And I do hope to meet them one day and go to their concerts...

  • @londonisvile
    @londonisvile 4 роки тому +125

    This song is about Lil Peep for those who don't know. After seeing his doc this song is very accurate to how Gus felt. "burden to everyone I know" Many people who knew Gus only used him for fame, drugs, money, a place to live, etc. So he turned to drugs and became depressed. He'd cry almost every night because he had no place to sleep in a house that he was paying for. He felt alone with so many people around him. He had people who really did love him, but he also was around people who only loved him for what he could give and what they could get from him. He was a tortured person, he was someone who didn't deserve what happened. He was looking to get better. He was wanting to get better, but he ran out of time to.
    If you are wondering how I know this I will provide a link to the interview where Seb says that this song is about Gus.
    RIP Lil Peep we love you

    • @vozera723
      @vozera723 4 роки тому +4

      They mention it in the Instagram listening party

    • @londonisvile
      @londonisvile 4 роки тому +1

      @@vozera723 that too

    • @Victoria-vn3eq
      @Victoria-vn3eq 4 роки тому

      thanks I didn’t know that it makes it even more sad

    • @shannonlee1581
      @shannonlee1581 3 роки тому

      Is that the right interview ?

    • @londonisvile
      @londonisvile 3 роки тому

      @@shannonlee1581 um yea

  • @celestedichiaro4033
    @celestedichiaro4033 4 роки тому +7

    Just a few days ago I was going to end it all, the only thing that kept me here is that I would regret never meeting you. This is too relatable.

  • @kungfualiencf
    @kungfualiencf 4 роки тому +9

    This song hits fuckin hard. My Dad died April 25th. Life is shit without him.
    "just waiting for you to come home, screaming all on my own",that shit is so real.
    Remington is a lyrical and emotional genius.
    This album is a masterpiece.

  • @theduckpond515
    @theduckpond515 4 роки тому +8

    It's extremely rare that a song makes me cry, but I can relate to this way too much

  • @rumplestiltskin5144
    @rumplestiltskin5144 4 роки тому +13

    this song sounds like it was made as a previous chapter of Lonely, when he is sad and angry and still yet deciding what to do

  • @alimayasmr8749
    @alimayasmr8749 4 роки тому +5

    Tear jerker but my goodness Remington's voice gives me shivers. The emotion is so raw, words can't describe enough the power within this song

  • @arzxna4646
    @arzxna4646 3 роки тому +8

    This is the most sympathy I have ever felt listening to a song. I can not relate to this song at all because I don’t want to end my life. I had a mom who did unfortunately take her life and I know the desperation of wanting someone back. Remington’s voice makes everything so much more real. The pain is violently present in this song. You can feel the story without living it. I have a hard time listening to music that sounds like they are pitying themselves. This song just sounds like pure hurt and desperation. I honestly love this song so much.

    • @kyrak.4143
      @kyrak.4143 2 роки тому

      Is this about his dad leaving him?

    • @petitrenardblond4219
      @petitrenardblond4219 2 роки тому

      @@kyrak.4143 I think, but apparently is about Lil Peep... (sorry for my english, i'm french)

  • @spicyassramen
    @spicyassramen 4 роки тому +6

    "Will you please come back home" somehow got me thinking about Remi's father😭

  • @LittleFoxySteps
    @LittleFoxySteps 3 роки тому +13

    Мой внутренний ребенок просто захлебывается слезами... Голос потрясающий.. Да как так можно вообще??! Потрясающе...

  • @warjiggle713
    @warjiggle713 4 роки тому +6

    I am crying so much right now. This song is so amazing but it's making me realize how bad my mental state is and who far I still need to go and how hard I still need to work in order to get better. Palaye Royale thank you for all of your help.

  • @misfitmaik6213
    @misfitmaik6213 4 роки тому +8

    Thank you Palaye Royale for speaking words some of us can't say

  • @mihaela3277
    @mihaela3277 4 роки тому +5

    This may be my new G-note.

  • @nicorose5190
    @nicorose5190 4 роки тому +18

    YESSSSSSS, I love this so much. I’m emotional

  • @ferortega4627
    @ferortega4627 4 роки тому +11

    Oh yeah, new favorite album

  • @mnrlfdmn
    @mnrlfdmn 4 роки тому +1

    His voice makes me cry, it seems to sound from the most secret and deep places of his beautiful soul

  • @mihaela3277
    @mihaela3277 4 роки тому +4

    I wanna give Remington a hug.

  • @hannahdylan1853
    @hannahdylan1853 4 роки тому +7

    Damn.... this hits hard. I can't listen to it without crying

  • @EmilyVultao
    @EmilyVultao 4 роки тому +5

    This whole album is SO NEXT LEVEL!!

  • @adriannareneenarcia5143
    @adriannareneenarcia5143 4 роки тому +13

    Its finally here!!

  • @emyf9197
    @emyf9197 4 роки тому +4

    Oh tht note at 0:44 just hits so hard 😢
    The cello/violin is just perfect addition to make your heart just bleed

  • @nic9666
    @nic9666 4 роки тому +3

    this harmonys violins piano voice such a masterpiece

  • @vivianlips
    @vivianlips 3 роки тому +3

    This song is on repeat for me. One of my fav songs of 2020, it has so many layers and the way it builds towards the end is just everything to me.

  • @benshaw5382
    @benshaw5382 3 роки тому +3

    This is such a brilliant piece of music. The amount of emotion the instrumentation, the raw, raspy vocals (Remmington is so unparalleled in his control) and the timbre is phenomenal. And the use of silence before the last, final pleas for survival makes me melt. Wow.

  • @mariskataylor8474
    @mariskataylor8474 4 роки тому +2

    I don't think I could love a band more than I love these right now. Please come to England, Hull would be amazing or close.

  • @re_llllllllll
    @re_llllllllll 3 роки тому +4

    This song is absolutely beautiful. It takes the thoughts and feelings into this song. Just easy to relate to and my favorite.

  • @Just_niaxx
    @Just_niaxx 4 роки тому +1

    Dang bro why this song got me thinking of Goner and Northern Downpour...I’m now crying 😭
    Hearing “draw another line it keeps me numb for the night” makes me cry Remmy who hurt you!!

  • @haleysworen3340
    @haleysworen3340 4 роки тому +6

    Wow this song 😍 love the way this album came out

  • @palaye_everyday114
    @palaye_everyday114 4 роки тому +20

    I-
    I honestly don't know what to say about this song, it's just to real and to beautiful (sorry if I used the wrong "to", I'm exhausted 🙂)

  • @karotoselinoooo
    @karotoselinoooo 4 роки тому +2

    This is the "Im not like the other songs" song of the album

  • @ticklemeemo_
    @ticklemeemo_ 4 роки тому +18

    Catch me 'boutta cry

  • @kimiasaberi223
    @kimiasaberi223 3 роки тому +2

    The lyrics is so damn relatable...

  • @swedishdagger8410
    @swedishdagger8410 4 роки тому +4

    This hurts so much
    This is such an accurate depiction of what I’ve gone through and the steps I’ve taken.

  • @oliviafronkova5678
    @oliviafronkova5678 4 роки тому +5

    This song hits different when you can relate to the chorus...
    PS can't wait to see you in Prague

  • @idrathernot5589
    @idrathernot5589 4 роки тому +5

    This song describes my life right now

    • @nexrosi9189
      @nexrosi9189 4 роки тому +2

      I use this song to let my emotions out.

  • @execite7680
    @execite7680 3 роки тому +1

    You literally hear the tears, feel the pain in his voice. I feel emotions from this song.

  • @key_987
    @key_987 3 роки тому +4

    northern downpour suddenly feels like the peppa pig theme song after listening to this

  • @kellyann216
    @kellyann216 2 роки тому +4

    This means so much. 💕🥺 chills, every time.

  • @vampmustdi3935
    @vampmustdi3935 3 роки тому +1

    i always cry even harder when remi starts to scream ¨and im here¨ :,)

  • @lisagriffiths2454
    @lisagriffiths2454 3 роки тому +3

    What a song, that voice! Masterpiece of emotion and pain 🖤🎶

  • @miles9653
    @miles9653 4 роки тому +7

    When listening remember don't cry craft. I'm crafting.

  • @hagop9683
    @hagop9683 4 роки тому +3

    Best song in this album!!

  • @jaycar06ify
    @jaycar06ify 4 роки тому +5

    My feels... hurt...

  • @famendoza4231
    @famendoza4231 4 роки тому +1

    WHY IS THIS SO UNDERRATED OMGGGG IT´S GREAAT

  • @tatianablackthorn2528
    @tatianablackthorn2528 4 роки тому +20

    Anytime I see the word Redeemer, my first thought will always be Marilyn Manson on the Queen of the Damned Soundtrack. But damn is this beautiful too. You guys fucking crushed it :') I'm so proud

  • @remminyburg28
    @remminyburg28 4 роки тому +2

    I heavily relate to this song, and everytime I listen to it, my heart gets ripped straight out of my chest 😔👌

  • @oliviajunevlogs7451
    @oliviajunevlogs7451 4 роки тому

    saying this in the best way possible- this song broke my heart. i love u guys.

  • @gennasantaquilani4863
    @gennasantaquilani4863 3 роки тому +2

    Remington is such an angel. All three of these guys are fucking gold. What would we do without them?

  • @sapphire1146
    @sapphire1146 4 роки тому +1

    I love this album. It’s so beautiful. 🖤❤️🖤

  • @stello6695
    @stello6695 4 роки тому +3

    I'm just imagining this playing over a scene where a character died and they're partner is just reminiscing the moments when they were alive and then replaying how the person died in their arms and they never got to tell them they love them. This is reminding me of ASOTM shit-

  • @jadedecay9592
    @jadedecay9592 4 роки тому +1

    This song and Nightmares might be my favorite on the album

  • @stiilldreamiing
    @stiilldreamiing 3 роки тому +2

    I didn't even notice that this came out, I was in the middle of trying to move across the country and everything around me started going downhill. I almost didn't make it through. But I'm still here, I'm just kind of coming back now in a way. When I heard tonight is the night I die in an ad I recognized Remington's voice, so I looked up the song and noticed in the video it said "the bastards, out now" I had no idea there was even an album coming. then I thought what if Redeemer is on it? I heard them play it live at a VIP show at the mod club in Toronto years ago, I got chills and I cried. I never cry. I felt so connected to the song and I would have given anything to hear it again, but when Boom Boom Room Side B came out it wasn't there. I don't know why but I was literally shaking typing the title into the search bar, and then I saw it. my mouth opened on its own and I just stared at the screen with wide eyes it was so weird. I thought that only happened on tv or something, I'm not expressive at all, I've never reacted to something that way before. I really hope that I can one day hear it live in its finished form. I almost forgot I had been waiting for this, but now that its here and I can hear it again, I don't know. I just feel really happy right now and its really nice. It takes me back to what I was going through at the time, but in a good way. It's been awhile. It reminds me that I have survived before, and I know I can do it again. If you've read this far, thank you. and sorry its so long.

  • @xxjanetx
    @xxjanetx 4 роки тому +1

    The only good thing about quarantine is bands finally dropping their albums 🔥🔥🔥

  • @daphnerodriguez8730
    @daphnerodriguez8730 3 роки тому +1

    This is song describes how I feel at the moment. It really hits hard my dad just up and left his whole family and i constantly sit and wait for him to come back even though I hate him so much. he has caused me so much pain...

    • @kyrak.4143
      @kyrak.4143 2 роки тому

      Is this song about his dad leaving him?

    • @daphnerodriguez8730
      @daphnerodriguez8730 2 роки тому

      @@kyrak.4143 it might be but I'm not sure

  • @therealglobglogabgalab
    @therealglobglogabgalab 3 роки тому +1

    I used to always think it was “a revolver and an oat” and I was so confused and I kinda laughed every time, last night I was lying down listening to this and I heard “a revolver and a note” and just the slight thought of Remington doing anything to himself made me burst into tears

  • @lillypaige6193
    @lillypaige6193 4 роки тому +4

    Ahhhhhh it’s here!!!! So happy

  • @loonagordin6657
    @loonagordin6657 4 роки тому

    Chills. This song is the most amazing song on the album. I relate to everything.

  • @hakuluvssushi2439
    @hakuluvssushi2439 4 роки тому +2

    This is beautiful. Thank you

  • @Loki_-cp9fz
    @Loki_-cp9fz 4 роки тому +5

    HOLY COW😭 this hurts🥺😭

  • @Jule00
    @Jule00 4 роки тому +1

    This is so relatable, I love it ❣️

  • @meganmcarthur9825
    @meganmcarthur9825 4 роки тому +1

    This song is so beautiful and painful at the same time. ❤️

  • @teresavasquez2763
    @teresavasquez2763 4 роки тому +12

    Someone need to do the sheet music for violin...I’m trying to play this

  • @teiafriedenthal1201
    @teiafriedenthal1201 3 роки тому +1

    The raw emotion in this song is just terrifying. I am so glad I've heard it.

  • @linaostrovskaya1847
    @linaostrovskaya1847 2 роки тому +1

    I'm crying cause this song describes my life and my feeling now

  • @georgiam.3957
    @georgiam.3957 4 роки тому

    Everything about this album is art