The Best Depiction of Trauma in Gaming

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  • @maxderrat
    @maxderrat  2 місяці тому +300

    What indie games have impressed you the most?

    • @naenae2350
      @naenae2350 2 місяці тому +14

      0:33

    • @bellywuffles7230
      @bellywuffles7230 2 місяці тому +2

      1000xResist!

    • @samfowler2073
      @samfowler2073 2 місяці тому +14

      Undertale I think still holds a special place for me, nearly 10 years later.

    • @walberparker7111
      @walberparker7111 2 місяці тому +6

      katana zero for me

    • @TheClownManGuy
      @TheClownManGuy 2 місяці тому +14

      @@maxderrat Katana Zero, Loved the concept and reminded me why I loved indie games.

  • @saschaberger3212
    @saschaberger3212 2 місяці тому +1821

    Having to censor a hanging pixel figure while there are complete monetized doom eternal playthroughs. Those rules make no sense UA-cam

    • @ofcrgry
      @ofcrgry 2 місяці тому +131

      forget that, neither ought to be censored to oblivion

    • @soccerandtrack10
      @soccerandtrack10 2 місяці тому

      You only want to hide violence if you're being violent.

    • @soccerandtrack10
      @soccerandtrack10 2 місяці тому +20

      I can watch black ops 2 and the black ops 3 campaigns,and watch assassins creed valhalla and ghost of tsema too.

    • @soccerandtrack10
      @soccerandtrack10 2 місяці тому +36

      You can hear 1000s of useless hate speach videos too.
      =probably why no curseing.

    • @hurmzz
      @hurmzz Місяць тому

      @@saschaberger3212earlier this year youtube was full of p0rnogr4phic ads and ones that showed the murder of unarmed innocent people within the first 5 seconds(the unskippable part), reported all of them. IF I ever got a reaction it was “the runtime of the ad has passed so we dont have information on it anymore” Like the internet rememberes everything except for Google’s advertisers😂🤦🏻‍♂️ The only thing they care about has been clear for long.

  • @toaster9922
    @toaster9922 Місяць тому +678

    LISA resonates a lot with me because I saw a lot of my own dad in Marty than I was ready to. He grew up in a small european town and my mom said his parents beat him a lot, and a lot of that stuck with him. He never laid a finger on me but he was almost impossible to talk to, We couldn’t communicate with eachother without him lashing out in frustration, which eventually led to conversations with him turning into a dangerous minefield where I needed to figure out the right thing to say during his lectures/rambles without making him explode. So most of my memories with him are me cowering around him like a kicked puppy or something.
    But at the same time, I have a lot of good memories with him because he still tried to be a good father to me despite the shitty hand he was given. He taught me how to ride a bike and eventually figured out that a good way to communicate ideas to me is through movies, so I’ve seen a lot of classic movies through him.
    I’m still in contact with him, LISA’s ending makes me want to tell him that he was a good dad im the end.

    • @Fuzboy
      @Fuzboy Місяць тому +78

      If you haven't yet, then there's nothing like the present! Regardless of his reaction, I'm sure it would mean the world to him

    • @kaif-tube1692
      @kaif-tube1692 Місяць тому +9

      Jeez, that reminds me of my dad.

    • @THEFurfoot
      @THEFurfoot Місяць тому +16

      Well shit this hits close to home...real dam close thankfully I told mine I love and appreciated him before he died only time I've ever seen his eyes get a little watery

    • @thewallsspeaktome3507
      @thewallsspeaktome3507 Місяць тому +8

      If you haven't yet, I'd communicate all of this to him. I'd say he deserves to know how he shaped your life and that you know that he did his best, despite perhaps not being as good as he should have been or he hoped to be.

    • @No-longer1
      @No-longer1 Місяць тому +6

      My dad is like that aswell, down to the detail of the parents (well really, only or mostly my grandad, he was a massive piece of shit and I’m glad my grandma eventually divorced him) and the small European town.
      I still can’t think of certain parts of my life without getting angry, but life grows around grief and expands it

  • @SirPream
    @SirPream 2 місяці тому +766

    There's one thing that both Brad and his father Marty have in common: they both failed twice as fathers; Lisa and Brad, Rando and Buddy. A really brutal story where even redemption is drowned by the pains of the past.

    • @WobblesandBean
      @WobblesandBean 2 місяці тому +92

      The cycle of abuse continues, even if you think you've broken it. That's what makes it so insidious. You think you aren't being abusive at all, but your child clearly bears the scars.

    • @slippyfruit8538
      @slippyfruit8538 2 місяці тому +62

      Well at least Rando turned out a good person even though Brad ignored him when he needed him the most

    • @se.224
      @se.224 Місяць тому +10

      if generational abuse was a spectrum on one side you’d have marty and on the other rando, with brad being right in the middle

    • @kacpadestro8086
      @kacpadestro8086 Місяць тому +1

      Brad done best he could do given the broken world he lived in.He never failed Budy.

    • @slippyfruit8538
      @slippyfruit8538 Місяць тому +12

      @@kacpadestro8086 he didn’t do his “best” he failed miserably as a father by being a junkie, drunk and keeping secrets from her.

  • @SuPeRNinJaRed
    @SuPeRNinJaRed 2 місяці тому +541

    Being forced to play literal Russian roulette for your characters lives in the game... is the closest I’ll ever get in my sheltered life to knowing how unimaginably agonizing that situation actually would be, it’s utterly terrifying

    • @laith8116
      @laith8116 Місяць тому +13

      One doesn't know how good they have it until they see how bad others do. We must be grateful for the cards we've been dealt in life.

  • @Nyghtking
    @Nyghtking Місяць тому +257

    A brief summery for those curious:
    Brad's trauma comes from his sister and his father.
    After their mother was out of the picture Marty replaced her with his daughter, and would "assault" her repeatedly.
    Brad was beaten by their father regularly and told that he was pathetic.
    Marty would also force Brad to "assault" his sister as well.
    Eventually Lisa convinced the boy who is in love with her to mutilate her face in an attempt to stop the "assaults"
    it fails and she ends herself.
    Brad blames himself and his father for what happened and probably hates himself and hates his father more than anyone else.

    • @MauiBread
      @MauiBread Місяць тому +3

      HOLLLLLLLLLLLLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY SHIT

  • @adislavchev
    @adislavchev 2 місяці тому +337

    Lisa is still one of the most touching and brutal games that is out there.

    • @pendragonV2
      @pendragonV2 Місяць тому +6

      Probably one of the only games that caused me to actually pause and stare at my screen either before choosing or after making a choice lmao, the mortons fork goes hard especially when choosing between a party member or potential mutilation

  • @Bullboy_Adventures
    @Bullboy_Adventures 2 місяці тому +294

    It sucks that this game isn't as popular as undertale. This game really is a life changing experience

    • @Bizarrejoe
      @Bizarrejoe Місяць тому +52

      I dont think it would ever be as popular. Undertale is pretty jovial about everything about itself. the Lisa games, by sheer themeing alone, filters any of the people who could have virally spreaded it like they did Undertale.

    • @KrebbieGaming
      @KrebbieGaming Місяць тому +26

      I really enjoyed Lisa, but it's not super hard to see why Undertale blew up as much as it did compared to it, largely because it's not nearly as openly bleak and crass as Lisa.

    • @basklisk
      @basklisk Місяць тому +8

      Until today, I actually did not know anything about this game, other than the visuals. It looked uninteresting and possibly edgy. Now I see that it deserves the title of "spiritual earthbound successor" that undertale is often given. This game feels more deserving of that title.

    • @blinkyy1088
      @blinkyy1088 Місяць тому +6

      @@basklisk The idea that Lisa looks uninteresting from the outset is baffling. What do you think looks 'interesting'?

    • @thewallsspeaktome3507
      @thewallsspeaktome3507 Місяць тому +15

      @@blinkyy1088 it's just personal taste, it's not that deep.

  • @emanuel81111
    @emanuel81111 2 місяці тому +294

    0:34 oh boy that escalated quickly

    • @WrottJackson
      @WrottJackson 2 місяці тому +3

      🤣

    • @monlei1020
      @monlei1020 2 місяці тому +9

      Imagine if Max's wife saw this part😂

    • @emanuel81111
      @emanuel81111 2 місяці тому +10

      @@monlei1020 i bet he asked her before making that joke... thats a little too dark hahaha

  • @Fenrisson
    @Fenrisson 2 місяці тому +145

    18:16 - Marty will never accept responsability. That is what's most painful. Shit still needs to happen, and if Brad don't swallow Marty's responsability in the form of *guilt*, Brad is dammed. But if Brad doesn't take the responsability (guilt) from his father's actions, he'll be blamed anyways.
    Dammed if you do, dammed if you don't.

  • @datguyuno98
    @datguyuno98 Місяць тому +68

    I am an absolute sucker for this game and its ending still gets me hard.
    I chose the "hug" ending (because I felt so bad for Brad and thought he deserved at least something close to closure before the end) only for Brad to cry, look at Buddy, and asks one simple question.
    "Buddy, did I do the right thing?"
    I bawled my eyes out over that. It still gets me.

  • @claviculacardonis
    @claviculacardonis 2 місяці тому +176

    My favorite UA-camr talking about my favorite game? Man...
    LISA is the ONLY game that made me genuinely CRY like a baby once I finished it, both The Painful and The Joyful. What a blast

    • @milkyjoe8187
      @milkyjoe8187 Місяць тому

      Exactly my reaction when I saw this I’m so happy he got round to playing this

    • @sweetwheatsy
      @sweetwheatsy Місяць тому +2

      Same. Joyful was a bit of a mixed bag, but the ending with the "fight" against Brad was so devastating to me, absolutely worth it.

    • @cosmicpanda7043
      @cosmicpanda7043 Місяць тому +1

      ​@@sweetwheatsyJust hearing "He's My Dad" is enough to make me wanna cry

  • @jordanmcillwain324
    @jordanmcillwain324 2 місяці тому +61

    For me personally indie games are like one of those things that always will and always do find new ways to innovate

  • @smartsmartie7142
    @smartsmartie7142 Місяць тому +28

    My mom grew up in a dysfunctional family and she stopped contact and thought she end the generational trauma. But now I am scarred by her actions, the countless times she put me down, verbally abused me and hit me.
    It's a really sad reality I had to come to terms with after getting out of my delusions and feeling like I am myself, with an opinion and some sense of personality. I will have to live now with all the struggles I have caused by it. I thought a lot about if I wanted to raise children, however it seems like a way to ignore my own problems and continue the generational trauma in some way

  • @Stuffystufferfield
    @Stuffystufferfield Місяць тому +35

    theres a french rpg i played way back called OFF. it tackles a lot of ideas, the impact of progress, the inherently illogical way society must exist. what got me the most was how the playable character betrayed me in the end

  • @majesticslug3399
    @majesticslug3399 2 місяці тому +63

    I remember playing this game when it came out and being severely caught off guard by how both funny and depressing it is

  • @TheDufflebagGang
    @TheDufflebagGang 2 місяці тому +27

    Lisa was a work that entered my life at the exact right time. It was an immeasurably powerful narrative and the themes at work resonated so deeply with me that I spent many moments throughout my time with it in tears. The depth of the characters and the way it keeps things focused on what matters most of all- its themes of trauma and attempting to break the cycle. Easily one of my Top 10 favorite games, because of all of that and more 💖💖💖

  • @mategido
    @mategido 2 місяці тому +82

    Let's see how Carl Jung fits into this
    0:52 oh, that was faster than I imagined..

  • @NoName......
    @NoName...... 2 місяці тому +26

    You should play the fan games! Lisa the Pointless, Lisa The Hopeful, and Lisa TheUndone are fantastic experiences

  • @meimei8718
    @meimei8718 2 місяці тому +30

    Choice is a thing, a good thing. I would like to argue for the ignorance of an individual to not even have the concept that there is a choice available. As a person who struggles with a difficult upbringing, I have found that there have been multiple instances when I actually could have done something either differently or at all. The trauma from my youth made me unable to even see the options. Intention and understanding is not universal and if someone is standing around when something happens, that person could be me. I don’t mean to leave it all up to you and I certainly am not waiting for you to fail, I’m so busy being in shock and scared as hell that I just didn’t know I could help. As a child I couldn’t and I return to that place when i feel threatened. It’s not even me it’s my subconscious which enters a kind of survival mode (something like if I just lay low maybe it won’t happen to me too). I hope that makes sense to anyone reading this. It’s not an excuse this is what I observed in myself through friends who knew better and did better than me. I feel regret because I consider myself a good person. Therefore I try to change. It’s a process that I’m still working on. Thank you for choosing to take the time to read this. Good luck out there.

    • @jeffreychandler8418
      @jeffreychandler8418 Місяць тому +1

      yeah. Like I know I got into my abusive relationship as a result of the abuse from my mother. I could've made choices to protect myself but I was completely ignorant of those choices. However I did do what I knew, survive. In that survival I did things that... while not condemning, don't make me look good. And then I see similar patterns play out in others, notably, particularly in men. Like... genuinely good people becoming "bad" in those moments.
      And it's tricky because often times, their bad behavior is in direct response to flagrant mistreatment. Like I know when I looked up a video game account to see if she had lied to me, it was in direct response to her repeatedly telling me one thing then doing another with respect to that game. What she did was genuinely awful. Yet what I did was inappropriate.
      Now I realize that if a relationship gets to that point, leave. Don't even try.

  • @shaftsburry1773
    @shaftsburry1773 2 місяці тому +18

    Lisa is one of those games I think about a lot, even years later.
    I can’t say I’ve ever had such an experience with a game as the first time I played Lisa, I literally ended the game and just sat there for a while.
    Beautiful game.

  • @Qlipphoth
    @Qlipphoth 2 місяці тому +26

    You like Lisa the Painful because is a good game with heartbreaking story and shows the struggle of pain, attachment and loss
    I like Lisa the Painful because I'm a masochist and the cheapness of the game mechanics makes my blood boil with rage
    We need therapy, bro

  • @Locaneo
    @Locaneo 2 місяці тому +228

    When this game came out months after the time the Last of Us did made me honestly feel insulted. People give a lot of accolades to TLoU, but I always saw it as a blockbusterfication/misrepresentation of real suffering mixed with a very over-cinematic base game. Lisa, I feel deserved everything TLoU got. I know it's not a AAA game, but I find the real pain and messages given masterfully in Lisa with a very similar story to TLoU so much more wrenching and teaching and most of all Sincere.

    • @ladyviren
      @ladyviren 2 місяці тому +25

      Yea, and it doesn’t help that TLOU was made with horrid intentions in mind. The Lisa series is painfully overlooked. Which was why I was so happy to see this video pop up in my feed. It’s been years since I last engaged with it, and this truly was a walk down memory lane.

    • @JoeKing69
      @JoeKing69 2 місяці тому +30

      @@ladyviren What were the "horrid intentions?"
      Edit: since you haven’t responded in several days I’m going to go ahead and assume that there weren’t any.

    • @HuevoBendito
      @HuevoBendito 2 місяці тому +6

      ​@@ladyvirencommenting just to leanr about the "horrid intentions"

    • @cdubsb3831
      @cdubsb3831 2 місяці тому +26

      Never got the idea that first TLoU game was about showcasing realistic suffering. It's moreso an examination of our motivations to continue carrying on.
      We don't see self-destructive behaviors or sit with the depressing moments, Joel's journey deliberately quickly moves past moments of reflection.
      The payoff is that speech with Ellie at the end where he's giving a mature response about finding reasons to carry on, while she's grappling with inconsistencies of his account of the fireflies, her recent loss of purpose, and knowledge that he used similar justifications that pushed Tommy away.
      I liked the first game cause it let you come to your own conclusions about Joel's actions and whether you interpeted that as a cynical or optimistic view of the human condition. 2 goes against this message but there's enough evidence for me to believe that they didn't go into 1 intending Joel was meant to be a villain.
      There were a few father daughter apocalypse games at the time. I appreciate what they were trying to be their own thing with their own message. These 2 games were in development before the success of Telltale's Walking Dead and I think it's a real shame that because of the coincidental timing that we fell the need to compare them. I consider all 3 good stories. (And indie games were only just beginning to get mainstream validation back then. Lisa never stood a chance)

    • @Goiaba308
      @Goiaba308 Місяць тому +1

      Being a triple A game doesn't mean anything

  • @GeorgeL909
    @GeorgeL909 Місяць тому +11

    Ouf. This game messed me up. Hysterical, genuinely creepy, and heartbreaking. I'm almost mad at Dingaling for doing such a damn good job screwing with my emotions.

  • @lucasd.6746
    @lucasd.6746 2 місяці тому +11

    This game was one my first steam games, I love this game so much. Wish it would receive more love

  • @ryoumakoushiro7447
    @ryoumakoushiro7447 2 місяці тому +15

    The moment you mention about moments when someone backed into the corner by trauma, I knew EXACTLY what you meant by that, because I've been there, and maybe still is if the trigger exist... Like, the moment you just went "Fuck it" then all of a sudden you've realized, what you've done is twisted...
    Maybe I'll go check this game when the chance arise, thank you Max! Stay yellow!

  • @yopoxikeweapescai9066
    @yopoxikeweapescai9066 2 місяці тому +54

    0:20 bro can not even have his own hyperfixation lol

    • @omegagamer9465
      @omegagamer9465 2 місяці тому +2

      I just assume the question of "why u make so many silent hell vedios?" is serious and not a try to blame him for a hyper fixation,I deal with a question like this as if it's just a ginune question

    • @yopoxikeweapescai9066
      @yopoxikeweapescai9066 2 місяці тому +2

      @@omegagamer9465 cause is peak gaming

    • @omegagamer9465
      @omegagamer9465 2 місяці тому +2

      @@yopoxikeweapescai9066 good enough reason for me

  • @corvent62
    @corvent62 2 місяці тому +48

    Though a couple of the lisa fangames are alright, the one i actually would reccomend with my whole being is lisa:, the pointless, its themes are very different, but it is completely fascinating and i think has very potent and interesting philosophical themes. As well as one of the most fascinating antagonistic forces in all of gaming.
    Its set in the same world, but is very distinct and i think it deserves more love just for its fascinating take on the lisa setting.

    • @necroarcanistxiii
      @necroarcanistxiii Місяць тому +7

      I believe it's Squatch Gaming that did some very good essays on both Pointless and if I remember correctly, The Hopeful. Worth checking out if you like the franchise, as both take radically different spins. Both are in the air about teased sequels, but we'll see as time goes on.

    • @Phe0niz
      @Phe0niz Місяць тому +4

      I'm quite the fan of hopeful as well, but I do understand people's heavy appreciation of the theme of looking for something better that pointless has.
      Undone recently came out and it's pretty much universally regarded as Joyful but better.

    • @corvent62
      @corvent62 Місяць тому

      @@Phe0niz I liked hopeful, but I just never found myself as attached to the characters as I did in pointless.

    • @necroarcanistxiii
      @necroarcanistxiii Місяць тому

      @@Phe0niz I haven't heard of that one I'll have to suss it out.

    • @GoopuLoopou
      @GoopuLoopou Місяць тому

      Lisa the hopeful is pretty good too

  • @Pudding404
    @Pudding404 Місяць тому +3

    Using humor as a coping mechanism was something I've never heard of as a point. So genius. Even the soundtrack shows signs of this. From offputting gibberish like "bloodforsx" and "F#-k you", to tracks like "Boyohboy".
    Like telling you things will not get better, and that's ok.

  • @sugarfreejelly5577
    @sugarfreejelly5577 Місяць тому +4

    Lisa's probably the only game I can truly say changed me as a person. This was an excellent video on it!

  • @awesomeguy45
    @awesomeguy45 2 місяці тому +46

    my man... I just started this video and was in a different tab when you said "i murdered my wife" and i've never switched back to a video faster... Well played sir.

  • @jhit2026
    @jhit2026 2 місяці тому +4

    There are many avenues but I appreciate the ability of games specifically to serve as a reflective space to process real life emotions and events. Balancing the subtle illusion of reality.

  • @Morg
    @Morg Місяць тому +4

    Its a beautiful realization to choose your own way, everything is a choice no matter the emotional circumstances, hopelessness is a choice, and hope is a choice, choosing to move forward and be better is a choice, I own the book a mans search for meaning but Lisa was able to make this feeling resonate alongside the conversations Ive had with my friends, there is the choice to use a crutch to cope, but theres also the choice that will come when you leave it behind so you can walk on your own 2 legs, I am learning alot about myself in these last few months, I could regret to not have done it sooner, but I dont, I am making the most of what I can do with my life right now, I am making peace with my mistakes and not allowing myself to wallow in the bitterness that held me for so long, I can be happy despite everything and do what I want to do

    • @jeffreychandler8418
      @jeffreychandler8418 Місяць тому +1

      eh. There's a certain point where there is not a choice

    • @Morg
      @Morg Місяць тому +1

      @@jeffreychandler8418 idk what u mean by that or which part of this ur referring too but you do you king

  • @KermRiv
    @KermRiv 2 місяці тому +20

    0:34 f in the chat for his wife

  • @unaisedano
    @unaisedano Місяць тому +1

    One of the few games that make me genuinely tear up.
    The way that it makes you feel brad's emotions in firsthand, it's like you actually lived them.

  • @melvinmcdoogle515
    @melvinmcdoogle515 2 місяці тому +3

    I am so glad you did a video on LISA games. I always recommend this game.

  • @rubyjohn
    @rubyjohn 2 місяці тому +3

    This is a fantastic review. Thank you very much for sharing.

  • @xerat3562
    @xerat3562 2 місяці тому +2

    You nailed it out of the park with this one, Max. Always great to watch your stuff.

  • @skillo6399
    @skillo6399 Місяць тому +2

    Every time I see brad covered in arrows I immediately start crying. Such a powerful game :(

  • @CloseingStraw97
    @CloseingStraw97 2 місяці тому +10

    Is it sad that LISA was key in my teenage years? Still think of it and play it alot.

    • @ianleather5699
      @ianleather5699 Місяць тому +2

      It was the exact same for me, it shaped me a lot in late highschool

  • @DanielNeitz
    @DanielNeitz Місяць тому +1

    One of my favorite youtubers covering my favorite game was an absolute treat. Thank you!

  • @izurukamukura9095
    @izurukamukura9095 Місяць тому

    I think that the fact this game, set in such a dreary, depressing world through the eyes of a broken man, still being able to have it's own recogniseable sense of humour is one of my favorite things about this game. The humor and tragedy never actually clash with eachother but mesh together quite well. From going to fishman court and winning(?) without even trying, to the minigame in the beehive where you seduce clients to get money (And the Queen Roger party member), to literally *any* scene with Nern, it's a really fantastic flow that never distracts from the story, and yikes... What a story it is.

  • @tableprinterdoor
    @tableprinterdoor Місяць тому +2

    I love Lisa so much. I finished the series recently and this video was really nice

  • @filmrodriguez
    @filmrodriguez Місяць тому +2

    this is the video i’ve been waiting my whole life to watch in a shower in the near future

  • @punishedbung4902
    @punishedbung4902 2 місяці тому +2

    I played this game nearly a decade ago. I will never forget it.

  • @bloodmancer4824
    @bloodmancer4824 2 місяці тому +1

    Its crazy your talking about this game. I've been playing it for years and it's still one of my fav's.

  • @warobins0n
    @warobins0n 2 місяці тому +2

    Thanks Max, ill give this one a try!

  • @tristenatorplaysgames6833
    @tristenatorplaysgames6833 Місяць тому +1

    You’re soothing voice and deep subjects you traverse often help guide me in my depression and make it a bit more bearable lets hope there’s enough videos to keep me in there to hang in there

  • @baulzzzzzzz2278
    @baulzzzzzzz2278 20 днів тому

    What’s becoming very crazy to think about is how good you’re gaming content is Max. You and I couldn’t be farther apart socially from what I’ve gathered but, Jesus Christ you’re respect for gaming and being objective is amazing.
    Found you thru your “most profound” series and you’ve really done an amazing job creating critical thought style videos around gaming and it’s been missing in the medium for a long time.
    Keep killing it Max this video was a killer for sure

  • @Fenrisson
    @Fenrisson 2 місяці тому +4

    13:45 - So it's Fear and Hunger all over again...

    • @trash3959
      @trash3959 9 днів тому +1

      To be fair, LISA: The Painful came out a few years before Funger

  • @beansnrice321
    @beansnrice321 Місяць тому +1

    This was beautiful!

  • @authaire
    @authaire 2 місяці тому +2

    Still haven't finished Joyful. This makes me want to. Great vid Max.

  • @SODABARON4758
    @SODABARON4758 16 днів тому +1

    YOURE TEARING ME APART LISAAAA

  • @Belbecat
    @Belbecat Місяць тому +2

    I had this game in my library for years and never got around to playing it - when I saw you post this I went and binged both Lisa: the Painful and Lisa: the Joyful and now I'm back.... gosh what an experience these games were. I have gained complicated feelings for a pixelated fat, bald, bearded, arm-less man specially when he's wearing lipstick that I truly don't know what to do with now.

  • @josedorsaith5261
    @josedorsaith5261 2 місяці тому +9

    You murdered your wife already? My man is attempting the Sunderland Speedrun

  • @tile-maker4962
    @tile-maker4962 Місяць тому +2

    Brad is the name of my father. He is a bald man and has 5 children with 2 different women. He suffers from trauma (I will not talk about). He used trauma to destroy the relationship with our family. I haven't visited my father in over 6 years. But I understand forgiveness starts with finding it for yourself and becoming aware of it.

  • @andreibercea942
    @andreibercea942 2 місяці тому +2

    So excited for this one. This game is trully such a creepy and painful experience.

  • @hermesl9884
    @hermesl9884 2 місяці тому +2

    i love the lisa games so much. even beyond brads story. i love rando's story i love buddy's story. i love joy mutants. i love how awful the world they live in because people still go on living in it.

  • @borgwardd24
    @borgwardd24 Місяць тому +1

    Oh man, after hearing you talk about the Marty fight, I really feel like I need to go back to play the Definitive Edition now!

  • @mirohs
    @mirohs Місяць тому

    this was a lovely watch. an old friend of mine held lisa: the painful dearly, and this reminded me of him telling me to not play it because of some things i had recently been through. he's probably right, but i still really enjoyed this video on its themes.

  • @ZX-Gear
    @ZX-Gear 2 місяці тому +2

    Oh yeah. I frigging love Lisa. All the games are just amazing yet painful.

  • @Kleed44
    @Kleed44 2 місяці тому +2

    Have you ever thought about doing a video on trauma and the God of War games? Just an idea because I love your content, but thanks for your great videos!! :)

  • @christophervelez1561
    @christophervelez1561 2 місяці тому +2

    Well damn now I gotta play this game and cry my eyes out

  • @zerggiee9412
    @zerggiee9412 2 місяці тому +3

    YESSSS MORE LOVE FOR LISA

  • @dism5386
    @dism5386 Місяць тому

    Damn fine video you got there Max. Glad more people are giving this the attention it so rightly deserves!

  • @mikesimcoe7115
    @mikesimcoe7115 Місяць тому +1

    Silent hill is such a treasure one of my biggest art inspirations. The trauma of seeing it raped and deformed in the more recent iterations and movies was enough for me. It’s like the ability to portray what silent hill was has been taken out of the minds of people that existed in the 90’s and early 2000’s, now it’s just a ghost 😢

  • @KingOsmium
    @KingOsmium 2 місяці тому +1

    I'm so happy you finally played played LISA the painful. I hugely recommend Lisa the Hopeful and Pointless if you wish to continue on the journey, though I'm uncertain if they will resonate with you quite as much as their philosophies are different. Worthwhile venture regardless, even if you dont make a video about em, hope you play em.

  • @IIIdelinquentIII
    @IIIdelinquentIII Місяць тому

    This was an amazing video Max. Always loved lisa the painful. Defs the best analysis ive seen of the games

  • @mr.j3rs3y
    @mr.j3rs3y Місяць тому

    The thumbnail unintentionally made me laugh. Theres just something humorous about a guy sitting down with a bunch of arrows sticking out of him and to the left of him there’s big bold words saying “PAINFUL”

  • @andyf3269
    @andyf3269 2 місяці тому +3

    Damn max… this one hurt. Amazing video but far too close to home. Thank you.

  • @hurmzz
    @hurmzz 2 місяці тому +28

    The quote at the end is nice but hardly how it works in real life. As some of the most life altering descisions we make don’t happen by choosing what would be best, they get made in an instant or in a reflex and then we get to choose how we feel about that..

  • @scarylemonfizz
    @scarylemonfizz 2 місяці тому +3

    Lisa the Vegaful put next to the original trilogy is the best depiction of trauma on your channel

    • @praisethecarpainter1025
      @praisethecarpainter1025 Місяць тому

      First: The exploration of a young girl's mind damaged by trauma to try and find hope only for there to be none left.
      Painful: The journey of a man to rescue his daughter, overcome his trauma and try to be a good father despite his horrible childhood only for him to ultimately fail at all three despite trying as hard as he could in the darkest of places.
      Joyful: The quest of a girl to try and carve her identity in the only way this world knows, violence, and to realise that even if it didn't seem that way at the time, her father did genuinely care about her.
      *Vegaful: haha funny braindamage man with bowler hat obliterate people with rake DSDS*

  • @hurbgurb
    @hurbgurb Місяць тому +1

    This is the only game that I've started a second playthrough right after finishing it. One of the few games that can be as funny and brutal as it is

  • @Davlavi
    @Davlavi Місяць тому +1

    Informative as always.

  • @Bubblerlol
    @Bubblerlol 2 місяці тому +1

    Thank you so much for this video. But also, Terry Hintz for life.

  • @JustaSmilingHedgehog
    @JustaSmilingHedgehog Місяць тому +1

    The original games description really tells you everything you need to know, "The miserable journey of a broken man."

  • @BixbiteBungo
    @BixbiteBungo 2 місяці тому +4

    0:34 happens to the best of us bro

  • @XzMondayNightzX
    @XzMondayNightzX 2 місяці тому +5

    I can't believe he to censor the opening title screen of Lisa the Painful. Who hurt youtubes advertisers that it's come to this?

  • @TheIssacMorgan
    @TheIssacMorgan Місяць тому

    Absolutely adore your videos man. Spectacular analysis!

  • @lostwanderingdrifter
    @lostwanderingdrifter 2 місяці тому +1

    And 0:34 was a curved ball I didn’t see coming. 🤣😂 You spent a significant effort clarifying that curved ball immediately 😂

  • @theplan-m6c
    @theplan-m6c 2 місяці тому +3

    I love lisa the painful.

  • @leperface
    @leperface Місяць тому +1

    One of the greatest games and soundtracks ever.

  • @ipyongchua
    @ipyongchua 23 дні тому

    I needed this, thanks max

  • @PavltheRobot
    @PavltheRobot 2 місяці тому +19

    It makes me happy you're still going stronger than ever as a content creator, after all these years

    • @maxderrat
      @maxderrat  2 місяці тому +12

      Thanks Pavl, and thanks for sticking with me for as long as you have. You have no idea how much it means to me.

  • @SoftTehCustomer
    @SoftTehCustomer Місяць тому +2

    >Click on video
    >Thumbnail hasn't loaded, assume it's about OMORI
    >Realize it's about LISA: The Painful
    Awww yeah

  • @thekingbirdop1533
    @thekingbirdop1533 Місяць тому +1

    I really enjoyed this video, and I want to recommend people who haven't tried or are dissatisfied with the continuation of the story in Lisa the Joyful to try out Lisa the Undone. Its a mod that re-imagines the game and makes both the gameplay and buddy's entire character a lot more interesting. I don't want to sound like I'm being sponsored but I genuinely believe its a great fangame.

  • @berniekatzroy
    @berniekatzroy Місяць тому +1

    Thanks for doing a video on Lisa the painful, although, it could be longer if you dive deep into each of the characters. The game is harsh but real to the setting, also spoiler, not all the women have disappeared.

  • @rohanxdavis
    @rohanxdavis Місяць тому +1

    My heart literally skipped a beat at that intro 💀

  • @totallynormalname365
    @totallynormalname365 Місяць тому +1

    Lets gooooo LISA video!!! 🔥🗣🗣🔥🔥

  • @K1NGSSTH
    @K1NGSSTH 2 місяці тому +2

    OMG he did it! Now we only need that Earthbound video!

  • @nulls5408
    @nulls5408 2 місяці тому +2

    I would also recommend checking out lisa the hopeful and lisa the pointless for their own takes on this world.

  • @Coolmanbob7
    @Coolmanbob7 Місяць тому

    That quote to end and fade out hurt me in the right way.

  • @J.CH1ggins
    @J.CH1ggins Місяць тому

    Love how you used some tracks from hotline Miami in your different chapters. Matched very well

  • @Roger3eme
    @Roger3eme 2 місяці тому +1

    Omg! I never thought I'd see Lisa here.

  • @mojonojo3
    @mojonojo3 2 місяці тому +26

    As always excellent.

    • @maxderrat
      @maxderrat  2 місяці тому +12

      Thank you kindly!

    • @vladtheimplier267
      @vladtheimplier267 2 місяці тому +1

      How did you send this a day ago when this video has only been out for a few seconds 💀💀💀

    • @naenae2350
      @naenae2350 2 місяці тому +3

      ​@@vladtheimplier267Time travel alchemy ego

    • @cloudscapemysterio
      @cloudscapemysterio 2 місяці тому +2

      ​@@vladtheimplier267patreon benefits I guessing

    • @mojonojo3
      @mojonojo3 2 місяці тому +2

      @@vladtheimplier267 Alchemy 😎

  • @jasonblundelldobebussing
    @jasonblundelldobebussing 2 місяці тому +7

    Ееее, Лизка: The Painful representation! Let's go 😂 Don't let Max know about the sequel - Айгуль: Больная.

    • @schwinkle716
      @schwinkle716 2 місяці тому

      Олайт - это ещё ничего, по сравнению с Казахстаном.

  • @c.dl.4274
    @c.dl.4274 2 місяці тому

    This game has been one of my favorite games for years. I always try to shove it down people's throats. The influences of this game on my life is kind of insane to be honest

  • @johnathonscutt4743
    @johnathonscutt4743 Місяць тому

    Yoo, someone talking about Lisa, let’s goo lol. Found out about this around when it came out through watching nicob play through it and I made sure to buy it myself when the definitive released. Love this dark as hell, silly as hell story.

  • @musicfilmhead9051
    @musicfilmhead9051 Місяць тому

    I love your videos my man. Been a subscriber for a while. Keep up the amazing work.

  • @nicolasamorim4225
    @nicolasamorim4225 Місяць тому

    Here's a suggestion, Max: a video that gathers all the final messages from your videos, but focusing on the authors and people who brought the ideas worked on in the games, animes, etc., as well as their works, something like a reading guide to the philosophies and subjects of the games that you've already talked about. Excelent video!