Never realated this much to a comment. I have never been in a relationsship without anxiety but this was only because this people werent good for me...
@@bonbon5717 Im sorry to hear that because Im sure you deserve better but in the end we all learned our lessons and it turned in to who we are right now.
Been through the same thing but I think now I’m out of it I’ve learnt more about myself than I ever have done so I guess that’s a silver lining. At least we’re not still in it!
“If your heart hurts after letting someone go, that’s okay. It means that your feelings were genuine. No one likes end, and no one likes pain. Pain is temporary, but sometimes we have to put things that were once good to an end After they turn toxic. Not every beginnings is meant to last forever. And not every person who walks in your life is meant to stay” letting people go who you really love, hurts but you did it for your own well being.
When you still have feelings on someone you have had toxic relationship with... but he managed to find someone else when you were hoping that what you had can get fixed by time. You have no choice but to be happy for them. It hurts.
I broke up with my 2 year boyfriend today. I know he built flowers inside me, I loved it, but they grew on my lungs and breathing wasn't much of a choice anymore. He always made me feel that every bad thing that happened to him was caused by me. I love you so much. It was hard to leave you but all we do was to burn our souls together. I'm not tired of you, I will never get tired of you. I love you, S.
I've literally listened to this every night right before I go to bed for the past week. I got out of a toxic relationship a while back now but it still hurts and I can relate to these lyrics so well my guy I owe you one for shouldering some of my pain
Parker Kongslie I heard his voice, paused my phone, and threw it. His voice is gorgeous u r very right when u say that. And it caught me by surprise as well oh my chicken
I needed this song. I had been stuck in an abusive relationship for around a year and a half and I was in total denial about how I was being treated with him. We broke up a month ago and I was still in denial about him treating me like garbage. This song made me realize how unhealthy our relationship was and that I need to get help and move on. Thank you for this wonderful song❤️
This is a sort of update on how I am I guess. I am talking to my therapist consistently now and I am taking care of myself. I’m doing things that make me happy and it has been helping a lot. I still have a very very long way to go and I still have really bad mental health days but I’m getting through it and no matter what I’m going to do my best to stay strong💗
It hurts when you try to help your friend out of a toxic relationship but they end up going back to it again and again, hurting themselves to the point they don't care anymore, because it's part of their routine.
I just had a recent breakup which I felt was toxic, but wasn’t 100% sure if I was right or just oversensitive. After hearing how you described it here though, I know I was right to end it. Cheers for the great song.
Some of y’all in the comments are the other side of the toxic relationship he’s singing about 👀 Stop romanticizing giving someone else your all and hoping they’ll love you so that you don’t have to love yourself. Know your worth kings and queens 👑
I know this is a year old but and no one will see this but I still want to share my story because this song helped me open my eyes. I was in a relationship with someone for 2 and a half years. It was the first relationship I ever had and I was too young to realize I didnt understand the full concept of a relationship. This person had a ton of mental health issues and it seemed like every month they were in a hospital. I've talked them off the edge more times then I can count. I lived in constant terror that the next morning I would never see them again. Its really what kept me with them in fear that I would be the reason they would actually do something severe. It eventually led me into a depressive state that almost led me to do the same things. It wasn't just that either. Eventually, they wanted to introduce pollyamory into the relationship. Now I have nothing against polyamorus relationships, its just that in this case I was somewhat forced into it. It was so out of nowhere and so out of my comfort zone that I really, really wanted to leave. But, I still lived in fear of me hurting them, so I forced myself to be okay with it. After about a year and finally finding the strength, I told them how I felt. Even though I wanted the relationship to end by then they convinced me to stay. But by then things had been going on for so long it sorta just died out. I wish I could've just left sooner instead of waiting until it really ended, but at least now I'm finding confidence and self worth again and I feel a lot better. If you found this and actually read it, then thank you. Ive never really told anyone about this and it means a lot that you took the time to hear my story. Again, thank you.
Without arguing, you're simply awesome! Feels authentic, real, pure, raw... Feels like old school UA-cam and old school creators just trying to share stuff they love. God I miss those days, but videos like this are like sparks that let the flame of hope stil stay ignited in that messed up world.
This is... exactly what I needed right now. I left an abusive relationship a little over a year ago, and I thought I was doing okay. I thought I was coping, and moving on, but I’m only reminded how much I really haven’t this year. I have to take the bus every day on the same route as my ex abuser, and it’s hell. I’m only reminded how pitiful I’ve been, and how well they seem to be moving on. They constantly remind me of everything and I can’t seem to get a breath of fresh air anymore. I feel like I constantly have to prove myself and show that I do have friends still, and that I don’t miss them. Before I left, they told me I was alone without them, that nobody cares about me but them, and they would kill themselves. Now, they taunt me on the bus. Not enough to be a big deal, but just enough that I know they’re doing it on purpose. Never talking to me, but making sure that I hear every. Single. Time. How happy they are and how many friends they have. I can’t take it anymore. All of my nightmares are about them, I constantly feel like I can never be free and I can never escape. Idk why I wrote all of this I just... this song is making me feel things Edited because of typos haha Edit 2.0: Hi everyone. I can’t believe this was two years ago. I’m doing really well, and I’ve found some amazing friends who love and support me for who I am. I no longer feel nauseous thinking of that person, and I can count on one hand the number of times I’ve dreamed of them this entire year. I’m so grateful for everyone’s support. If you are like me, and something similar happened to you, please know that there are so many people who care about you and believe your words, and the world does not stop when there’s no one to hurt you anymore. Living and healing so worth it. I’m here to talk to if anyone wants, please know that I love each and every one of you who’s reading this very much. Now that I’m finally free and whole, I can spare a little bit more love for this world. Stay safe. Thank you. I hope you become free, too.
Don't let what other fools say about you impact your life. You have value and worth. Always believe in yourself. Your young and have many good years ahead of you. The past is over, forget about bad times and look forward to future. Trust me when I say things will get better. True friends will always support you. Never hurt or cause you pain. If you have to ask your parents if you transfer to different School.
Paul H Fleming thank you so much I’m crying this is so sweet ❤️ I’ll be okay eventually, I’m talking it through with someone, and I know this isn’t the end of the world. I just have a few more years until I can get away from it all.
Hang in there. I bet everyone who has what he this has been in or has known someone close to them in a bad relationship. Don't be afraid to put your own health first. There is a balance between being selfish and caring for yourself. Be careful and try not to become bitter. Keep love for self and humanity in your heart as much as possible and keep moving forward. Don't harm yourself in anyway. We want you to endure and use your experience to add more love and empathy into the world.
My ex of 1.5 years broke up with me because she "needed to find herself" and I didn't argue with her since she "wanted the freedom to go out with her friends without worrying about me being jealous", she had been emotionally abusive on purpose knowing I was incredibly insecure and had low self-esteem to the point of begging her to talk to me when we had fights, after a month I miss her but I'm not sure if I want her back now that I'm seeing all the things that I did for her that she never did for me.... Man it hurts ...
Fuck it man dont care abiut that go out have fun find people that love you and live your she aint worth it man. Deep down you know it. The first couple months might be hard but it gets better. HAVE FUN!✌🏽💚
i had a very similar thing happen to me. My ex broke up with me over text a week before christmas when i was in the middle of asia because he needed to "find himself". He then dragged me along for a month saying we have a chance etc, meeting up with me in a hotel room and saying to my face he still loved me. He then told me he found someone new about 2 weeks later. I then found out from his ex that he was also cheating on me when i was in berlin in august. Saying he wanted another chance with her, shes his soul mate, so many heart breaking things. hes now in a relationship with a new girl and it destroys me inside. He was so incredibly controlling and emotionally abusive, calling me a psychopath when i called him out for cheating, saying im a trained dog etc. He didnt let me see anyone when we were together. He was all i knew. Im having to re learn how to socialize and live on my own. Its so difficult and so fresh. this isnt how i expected my 2020 to go.
Everything about this video is so perfect and raw. It’s so honest. After listening to this i realised that i’ve been trapped in a toxic relationship for the past year and was so consumed by the good moments over the bad. I tried to find every reason to stay but after listening to this I knew i couldn’t carry on feeling like i wasn’t good enough and worthless to an extent. I ended things tonight, it hurts but i know i will thank myself later for it. I somehow feel like a huge weight has been lifted from my shoulders. Thank you for this, it really helped me, please hit me hard with an album. Love uuuu
I think this song captures one phase of toxic relationships correctly which is denial. Denial that the relationship is turning toxic, you reminisce on old memories, hold on to everything, but you know you're crumbling inside. I remember finding this song when I was in that phase. I am freeing myself from that relationship now. I am letting go. Thank you for this song.
I have insomnia, anxiety, depression, struggle with my body, just got out of a toxic relationship. Your voice and singing has been helping be calm down when I have anxiety attacks, your music makes feel like I'm not alone, your music helps me discover, define, and find myself
Nicole M Glende OH HECK YES YOU GET THAT CALMING NSTURE OF HIS VOICE TOO OOHHH BOIO IM SO PROUD OF YOU FOR BEING HERE AND COMMENTING ON THIS IM SO PROUD OF YOU FOR EXISTING!! YOURE DOING AMAZING LOVE
I was here 3 years ago. I remember asking you a question on one of your songs about if you'd ever put out on Spotify. Now look at ya. Proud of you brother. You deserve it.
this song has been on loop since i found it last week. i recently got broken up with, it was a toxic relationship as i was giving my absolute all in the relationship, trying to fix everything and make her happy constantly. while she did pretty much the opposite. i've been pretty broken over it and this is such a good example of what i feel.
i broke up with my 1 year bf today and it was one of the hardest things that i have had to do so far in my life as in this song, you dont paint the other person as a villain which makes it feel so more real for me. He was not a villain but just a boy who was drowning me out with his own insecurities. i tried to ignore how unhappy i was but today was the final straw he told another girl he had feelings for her while we were dating and said it was my fault for being distant and thats why it happened i don't hate you, you were just toxic for me I will forever love you s, K
hi! Look. My ex did that to me as well. He lied to me and he told his ex that he had feelings for her. You know it's true what you're saying. Sometimes they aren't villains. They justo have a lot of insecurities, it doesn't matter how much love you give them, they will not change. But please keep in mind that there's also the villain type. That was my ex. He has Narcissist Personality Disorder, they don't feel no remorse.. So, please remember that. In any of this cases, it was never our fault. I send you Love a huge hug
"I'm so tired of reminiscing what we used to be Why do I think I can change you, when all you ever say is Why can’t things just stay this way? You’re pulling me under, straight from another part of me I thought I'd never leave to you What do I do, now?" that hit me hard and made me realize that I actually am in a toxic relationship :/
If you're looking for the chords (like I was) here they are: x7x08x x5x07x x2003x x3203x Another way to play this can be: xx2033 xx0032 x2003x x3203x First sounds better for plucking, second can be used for plucking or strumming. Thought I'd share since I couldn't find anything online. Hope this helps.
This was the first song I’ve heard of clinton kane and decided to come back to it some years after having learned how to play a simplified version on the guitar. It brings back feelings of when I first heard it, his songs are truly amazing 💜
stone cold, where have you been? on hold, where are my things? i’ve been looking for a way out of here while my soul begins to disappear all you do is try to bring out my fears oh I understand that you’re not near to what I hoped for you to be what I deserve is more than just your insecurity that energy is what’ll bring out the worst in me im so tired of reminiscing what we used to be why do I think I can change you when all you ever say is "why can’t things just stay this way?" you’re pulling me under, straight from another part of me i thought id never leave to u what do I do, now? oh I really need to get out of here because my soul starting to disappear all u ever do is bring out my fears oh I understand why you're not near to what i hoped for you to be what I deserve is more than just your insecurity that energy is what’ll bring out the worst in me and so what I hope for you to be what I deserve is more than just your insecurity that energy is what’ll bring out the worst in me
Okay the first sentence of your description really hit home for me. I've been going through a really messy break up this past month and I just wanted to say how much this song hit home for me. It reminded me that I only miss the idea/fantasy of him being better rather than the reality of him just being emotionally manipulative. Thank you for this. Keep writing songs dude, you're going places
i listened to this all the time, loved it but never understood it until i got in a toxic relationship right after. now i'm listening to this after everything ended and i understand every single world. "u gave me panic attacks and i called it love." hits home tho.
Here’s lyrics [Intro] Stone cold, where have you been? On hold, where are my things? [Bridge] I’ve been looking for a way out of here While my soul begins to disappear All you do is try to bring out my fears Oh, I understand that you’re not near [Chorus] To what I hope for you to be What I deserve is more than just your insecurity That energy is what’ll bring out the worst in me Me, me [Verse] I'm so tired of reminiscing what we used to be Why do I think I can change you, when all you ever say is Why can’t things just stay this way? You’re pulling me under, straight from another part of me I thought I'd never leave to you What do I do, now? [Bridge] Oh, I really need to get out of here Because my soul's starting to disappear All you ever do is bring out my fears Oh, I understand why you're not near [Chorus] To what I hope for you to be What I deserve is more than just your insecurity That energy is what’ll bring out the worst in me Me, me [Outro] And so what I hope for you to be What I deserve is more than just your insecurity That energy is what’ll bring out the worst in me Me, me
People get addicted to the stress hormone, and look for stressful situations since it has become a current factor on our lives. Stress is the main reason we get diseases as we grow older... People don't forget to meditate, and love yourselves more. You are all beautiful beings of light
My recent relationship was really toxic and he ended it out of nowhere. I found out he cheated on me and yet here I am still in love with the guy and I miss him bc he was like my best friend. The way you sang this song has helped me to try and cope with that I didn't lose him but he lost me and how love can really blind you from these things. Keep up the great work! 💕
i am going through the exact same thing right now bb💕 we will get through it and in the future we will look back and realize that we deserved better but at the time we didn’t realize it. we will find the one who is right for us and we will be happier than we were with the ones who cheated on us
I love how this doesn't have to be about a romantic relationship. My dad was very emotionally abusive and this song just.... It hits me hard. I've listened to this song like a million times. Can't get enough. Thank you Clinton.
All of your original songs that you’ve been uploading hit me straight in the feels.. pls release them on Spotify? Sending lots of love and positivity xx :)
I just got out a relationship that required me to text everyday, and if anything went wrong it was my fault..I always had to change how I acted always just me, I always tried my best but was never enough..I tried and tried but I couldn't do it anymore..so a part of me feels like I shouldn't have left the relationship but deep inside I know I had to, I couldn't keep lying to myself and say I was happy. PS sorry for a random non-relevant story, whoever reads this have a nice day
Wow, it's like you describe my story. I feel you, same thing for me. I think it's better to stop the relationship than to let yourself get destroyed. Idk, seemed logical for me although there was no good option...
I can relate to every single word. Thank you so much for this. I am in a relationship but I know that I don’t deserve to be treated this way. he told me that he’s not sure if he really wants a relationship (with me or in general ) but I feel like he is changing his point of view everyday. he NEVER texts me or calls me. Everytime we are doing something together, I was the one asking . He just seems like he doesn’t care about me.i don’t know what to do anymore. I know that I should end this because I am so sick of this but on the other hand I just love him so much and I’m afraid that I’m not gonna find someone better than him .
Kassandra D yes he broke up with me 2 days ago. He told me he can’t be in a relationship right now because there is too much going on in his life . I guess it’s better like this than me holding on to someone who truly doesn’t want to be with me
Four months ago I left a year long toxic relationship. His insecurities got in the way of our relationship but my fear of losing him blinded me of the red flags he showed. I didn’t realize his toxicity until I cried for two weeks straight at just the thought of his smile. I’d go home and hold his hoodie and start bawling. When I tried leaving him the first time he told he’d change. He was so manipulative and controlling. I decided to officially leave him when he already had another girl as an option. He had two backups already. The day I asked for closure he began yelling at me. From that day on I’m so glad I left him. I still cry because of his missing presence but i don’t regret leaving him.
i know you said this a fair bit of time ago but i hope things are looking up for you. i'm in that exact situation, of missing him but knowing it's for the best. sometimes it is overwhelming how easily he replaced me but i know i'm worth so much more and deserve so much better than the way he treated me. hope youre doing better
@@anjyfox thank you so much. I’m sorry you’re going through the same thing. It’s the worst feeling. However i do believe I’m in a better place without him and you will be too! And you are right, you are worth so much! And you deserve the best kind of love💛
the periodical glasses-fixing is actually a perfect touch
honestly not doing it deliberately but im glad you like my loose ass glasses :")
this dude could easily replace half the singers on the radio
Fuck yea
Can't beat the 'Lil' whatever thou
AGREED
Easily more than half
@@terangicarroll1893 Lil Clint
Ok. This boy just made me cry over a relationship I'm not even in.
Same
bro next time @ me lmao
ME ME ME ALSO ME.
Lol
Yaya same tho :/
The fact that I genuinely saw such potential in you 5 years ago and then the shit you’ve been doing since I-
literally this.
what happened?!?
as a lactose intolerant person,
this perfectly describes my relationship with
D A I R Y
Killer_Storm do you know what? I was acc feeling so shit and this made me laugh (and snort lets get real) far more than it should have, thanks 😂
The truth hurts as much as my stomach after a slice of pizza
I laughed way too much at this comment than I should have😂😂
As someone who is allergic to milk like if I have it I die 😂😂😂
I LAUGHED TOO MUCH AT THIS. I am lactose intolerant too
You're gonna blow up dude... 2019 will be your year
you already know my guy!!! appreciate the support🤠💖
you sing from the heart bro. just don't stop
Ricky Rose agree
I was about to say 2019 that’s like a year away why not this year - then I realised it’s only a couple of months away woahhh 😱
Ricky Rose same thought omg.!!
"u gave me panic attacks and i called it love."
Goddamn. That hit me hard. Bless you, you beautiful human. 🖤
ugh quinnn yeah he didn’t write that either
Love the song but he’s quoting somebody else
fuckkkk
So relatable
Those aren’t his words lol
When does he even say this am I just completely missing that
I thought the constant anxiety was normal in a relationship, it's not.
Never realated this much to a comment. I have never been in a relationsship without anxiety but this was only because this people werent good for me...
Thank you
@@bonbon5717 Im sorry to hear that because Im sure you deserve better but in the end we all learned our lessons and it turned in to who we are right now.
Been through the same thing but I think now I’m out of it I’ve learnt more about myself than I ever have done so I guess that’s a silver lining. At least we’re not still in it!
So that's what it's called. I have this feeling but never truely knew what it was
pls bless us with an EP
Omg amanda im subscribed to u and I love your lil cute drawings 😉😉🌼🌼🌼🌼😍😍
fooooooooreal tho
aaaa you're a sweetheart!!! appreciate u heaps!! and its comin real soon!! :")
i never comment but ur music is so touchful and has a lot of energy
please...please upload more vids or share music on spotify.....ur voice is unique
i beg
I like how you don't paint the other person as a villian, but you describe how the relationship feels.
But the other person is the villain
you don’t deserve to know how it feels to be in a toxic relationship
i feel like he does, because its that toxicity that makes us better people.
u have a solid point we defo learn from it but she's just being a real sweetheart :")
love u cutie :")
U rite
no one deserves to feel any sort of pain; they only deserve to learn from the mistakes they made
pov: you were moved by his music 2 years ago, and today you revisit this old gem bc you're so proud of how far he has come
Exactly lmfao
yep
YO SAMEE im so proud lol
Was just doing this now! I'm going through all his old originals and covers and I'm just so proud of how far he's come🥺
Exactlyy
i feel like he's been at my window listening to all our conversations
damn it wtf howd u find out? did u find the camera i stashed in your room???
whoaaa how tho?? I thought the light flashing at night was just a postlight reflecting at my door. I better start using the shutters..
Francisco Fernandes 200th like💕
thanks ahaha, didn't think i'd get this amount of likes. guess many of us can relate. :)
omg yes
“If your heart hurts after letting someone go, that’s okay. It means that your feelings were genuine. No one likes end, and no one likes pain. Pain is temporary, but sometimes we have to put things that were once good to an end After they turn toxic. Not every beginnings is meant to last forever. And not every person who walks in your life is meant to stay” letting people go who you really love, hurts but you did it for your own well being.
cant we both learn to not be toxic in the future : ' ( is it even possible?
When you still have feelings on someone you have had toxic relationship with... but he managed to find someone else when you were hoping that what you had can get fixed by time.
You have no choice but to be happy for them.
It hurts.
I came here trying to fall asleep, not fall in love.
Same same lol
I love your name😂😂 ARMY!!
me times two
I love your profile picture
nunjoon omg same
its like james arthur and hozier had a kid
papi I hear some Khalid in there as well
omg y e s
more like ed sheeran
tito THATS EXACTLY WHAT I THOUGHT WTFFFFFFF
Yeah it’s /exactly/ like that
How unoriginal and boring
I broke up with my 2 year boyfriend today. I know he built flowers inside me, I loved it, but they grew on my lungs and breathing wasn't much of a choice anymore. He always made me feel that every bad thing that happened to him was caused by me.
I love you so much. It was hard to leave you but all we do was to burn our souls together. I'm not tired of you, I will never get tired of you.
I love you, S.
har uki this hit me more in the feels then the song
This made my cry
in a somewhat similar situation myself, the loneliness is horrible and everything reminds me of her or makes me think of her
Stay strong! You deserve the best!
it's not your fault, you did well. stay strong ❤️
OK but that VOICE
So smooth
So smooth
So smooth
So smooth
lol cool to see you here
I've literally listened to this every night right before I go to bed for the past week. I got out of a toxic relationship a while back now but it still hurts and I can relate to these lyrics so well my guy I owe you one for shouldering some of my pain
Same. I hope things get better for you.
I feel lol
How was your trip after this relationship?
It all gets better I promise :)
Pushing your glasses up is actually part of the chorus.
i don’t know what voice i was expecting but it wasn’t that one. i love it.
life is defo full o surprises haha i appreciate u!! 💖
Parker Kongslie I heard his voice, paused my phone, and threw it. His voice is gorgeous u r very right when u say that. And it caught me by surprise as well oh my chicken
@@yxutalktxxmuchtf8533 violence isn't the answer lol
I needed this song. I had been stuck in an abusive relationship for around a year and a half and I was in total denial about how I was being treated with him. We broke up a month ago and I was still in denial about him treating me like garbage. This song made me realize how unhealthy our relationship was and that I need to get help and move on. Thank you for this wonderful song❤️
Good for you I don't know you but honestly I'm proud of you
I’m so sorry you had to experience that. I’m going through a similar experience. If you need someone message me and I’m happy to help talk it out.
@@bellaarmstrong4412 Stay strong!
Bella Armstrong thank you so much❤️
This is a sort of update on how I am I guess. I am talking to my therapist consistently now and I am taking care of myself. I’m doing things that make me happy and it has been helping a lot. I still have a very very long way to go and I still have really bad mental health days but I’m getting through it and no matter what I’m going to do my best to stay strong💗
this is the content i signed up for
It hurts when you try to help your friend out of a toxic relationship but they end up going back to it again and again, hurting themselves to the point they don't care anymore, because it's part of their routine.
i was that type of friend :/
And im the type of friend who's in a toxic relationship:) i fucking hate myself.
yea that was me ugh that shit hurts
I just had a recent breakup which I felt was toxic, but wasn’t 100% sure if I was right or just oversensitive. After hearing how you described it here though, I know I was right to end it. Cheers for the great song.
I feel you.. stay strong
LITERALLY SAME!
got chills on the first lyric. you're gonna be huge man.
my guy! appreciate ya heaps
I’ve never fallen in with a sound so fast
Some of y’all in the comments are the other side of the toxic relationship he’s singing about 👀 Stop romanticizing giving someone else your all and hoping they’ll love you so that you don’t have to love yourself. Know your worth kings and queens 👑
Thank u man. Really needed this right now 😔✊🏻
This is amazing. I love it.
Annie Marie holy shit! Hi!!! ❤️
Annie Marie please help get this famous. He truly deserves it with a talent like this ❤️
Ann Marie, I m in love with your voice
hello Marie Anne
Rafi and Rasya she’s ANNIE Marie not ANNE Marie
1:29 that sly little push glasses back moment had my heart screaming
1:05
Yesss like fuck😍😍😍
if you didn’t notice he wipes away a tear too
you gonna blow. this is so raw and so honest
that's what she said
420 subscribers with no videos challenge same thought!!
Just want to let you know that i subscribed
I know this is a year old but and no one will see this but I still want to share my story because this song helped me open my eyes.
I was in a relationship with someone for 2 and a half years. It was the first relationship I ever had and I was too young to realize I didnt understand the full concept of a relationship. This person had a ton of mental health issues and it seemed like every month they were in a hospital. I've talked them off the edge more times then I can count. I lived in constant terror that the next morning I would never see them again. Its really what kept me with them in fear that I would be the reason they would actually do something severe. It eventually led me into a depressive state that almost led me to do the same things.
It wasn't just that either. Eventually, they wanted to introduce pollyamory into the relationship. Now I have nothing against polyamorus relationships, its just that in this case I was somewhat forced into it. It was so out of nowhere and so out of my comfort zone that I really, really wanted to leave. But, I still lived in fear of me hurting them, so I forced myself to be okay with it. After about a year and finally finding the strength, I told them how I felt. Even though I wanted the relationship to end by then they convinced me to stay. But by then things had been going on for so long it sorta just died out.
I wish I could've just left sooner instead of waiting until it really ended, but at least now I'm finding confidence and self worth again and I feel a lot better.
If you found this and actually read it, then thank you. Ive never really told anyone about this and it means a lot that you took the time to hear my story. Again, thank you.
I hear you
That's shit tho, im highly against polymgamous relationships
sucks to hear that. Toxic relationships suck. Time heals the scars of the past
You’re loved ❤️
The real question is... why isn’t he famous yet?
Well he sure as hell is now
I’ve never been happier with a UA-cam recommendation outcome
I shouldn't subscribe, I might fall in love with you
that is a risk u should defo take
Why do I relate so much
Julie Beanie ikr XD
Broken hearts really do make sincere songs
Without arguing, you're simply awesome! Feels authentic, real, pure, raw... Feels like old school UA-cam and old school creators just trying to share stuff they love. God I miss those days, but videos like this are like sparks that let the flame of hope stil stay ignited in that messed up world.
Really? He sounds just like James Arthur.
This is... exactly what I needed right now. I left an abusive relationship a little over a year ago, and I thought I was doing okay. I thought I was coping, and moving on, but I’m only reminded how much I really haven’t this year. I have to take the bus every day on the same route as my ex abuser, and it’s hell. I’m only reminded how pitiful I’ve been, and how well they seem to be moving on. They constantly remind me of everything and I can’t seem to get a breath of fresh air anymore. I feel like I constantly have to prove myself and show that I do have friends still, and that I don’t miss them. Before I left, they told me I was alone without them, that nobody cares about me but them, and they would kill themselves. Now, they taunt me on the bus. Not enough to be a big deal, but just enough that I know they’re doing it on purpose. Never talking to me, but making sure that I hear every. Single. Time. How happy they are and how many friends they have. I can’t take it anymore. All of my nightmares are about them, I constantly feel like I can never be free and I can never escape.
Idk why I wrote all of this I just... this song is making me feel things
Edited because of typos haha
Edit 2.0: Hi everyone. I can’t believe this was two years ago. I’m doing really well, and I’ve found some amazing friends who love and support me for who I am. I no longer feel nauseous thinking of that person, and I can count on one hand the number of times I’ve dreamed of them this entire year. I’m so grateful for everyone’s support. If you are like me, and something similar happened to you, please know that there are so many people who care about you and believe your words, and the world does not stop when there’s no one to hurt you anymore. Living and healing so worth it. I’m here to talk to if anyone wants, please know that I love each and every one of you who’s reading this very much. Now that I’m finally free and whole, I can spare a little bit more love for this world. Stay safe. Thank you. I hope you become free, too.
Haruka Imai hey if you ever wanna talk about anything i’m here, im going through something similar
Don't let what other fools say about you impact your life. You have value and worth. Always believe in yourself. Your young and have many good years ahead of you. The past is over, forget about bad times and look forward to future. Trust me when I say things will get better. True friends will always support you. Never hurt or cause you pain. If you have to ask your parents if you transfer to different School.
Kylie Lords thank you, I really appreciate it. I hope you’re doing okay, I know it can be tough
Paul H Fleming thank you so much I’m crying this is so sweet ❤️ I’ll be okay eventually, I’m talking it through with someone, and I know this isn’t the end of the world. I just have a few more years until I can get away from it all.
Hang in there. I bet everyone who has what he this has been in or has known someone close to them in a bad relationship. Don't be afraid to put your own health first. There is a balance between being selfish and caring for yourself. Be careful and try not to become bitter. Keep love for self and humanity in your heart as much as possible and keep moving forward. Don't harm yourself in anyway. We want you to endure and use your experience to add more love and empathy into the world.
When he pushes up his glasses, it just makes it seem so flawless and effortless 😍😍😍😍
Zykeyah Easter everyone that wears glasses does it like that ....its not hard to push ur finger to glasses
@@tashamorgan4019 I know I wear glasses I think he added that in there for emphasis though
Omg, right as I read this I looked up at the video and he pushed up his glasses right then
Just broke up with my ex who is a toxic person.... Thanks to UA-cam for recomending me dis
i felt every word with my soul. please continue the originals because I'm so in love
you made my heart smile thank u sweet
bump
I specifically search this on youtube and listen to it when i'm in a bus or walking alone. You created something so beautiful, it hurts
i do the same thing. i wonder if we ever went by each other on the street without noticing that we share our own little secret.. this song
this better be a complete album
yes yes yes
truthh
u alr know it!!! 💖
My ex of 1.5 years broke up with me because she "needed to find herself" and I didn't argue with her since she "wanted the freedom to go out with her friends without worrying about me being jealous", she had been emotionally abusive on purpose knowing I was incredibly insecure and had low self-esteem to the point of begging her to talk to me when we had fights, after a month I miss her but I'm not sure if I want her back now that I'm seeing all the things that I did for her that she never did for me.... Man it hurts ...
same.
Fuck it man dont care abiut that go out have fun find people that love you and live your she aint worth it man. Deep down you know it. The first couple months might be hard but it gets better. HAVE FUN!✌🏽💚
same exact story man. Hurts like hell. And i had married him..
BRO SAME
i had a very similar thing happen to me. My ex broke up with me over text a week before christmas when i was in the middle of asia because he needed to "find himself". He then dragged me along for a month saying we have a chance etc, meeting up with me in a hotel room and saying to my face he still loved me. He then told me he found someone new about 2 weeks later. I then found out from his ex that he was also cheating on me when i was in berlin in august. Saying he wanted another chance with her, shes his soul mate, so many heart breaking things. hes now in a relationship with a new girl and it destroys me inside. He was so incredibly controlling and emotionally abusive, calling me a psychopath when i called him out for cheating, saying im a trained dog etc. He didnt let me see anyone when we were together. He was all i knew. Im having to re learn how to socialize and live on my own. Its so difficult and so fresh. this isnt how i expected my 2020 to go.
Everything about this video is so perfect and raw. It’s so honest. After listening to this i realised that i’ve been trapped in a toxic relationship for the past year and was so consumed by the good moments over the bad. I tried to find every reason to stay but after listening to this I knew i couldn’t carry on feeling like i wasn’t good enough and worthless to an extent. I ended things tonight, it hurts but i know i will thank myself later for it. I somehow feel like a huge weight has been lifted from my shoulders. Thank you for this, it really helped me, please hit me hard with an album. Love uuuu
I hope you're okay. It'll all work out.
Stay strong my friend.
Ruby Rootless Thank you, i’m doing slightly better now
Sam Cohan Thank u :)
i can feel the emotion aching in my stomach
I think this song captures one phase of toxic relationships correctly which is denial. Denial that the relationship is turning toxic, you reminisce on old memories, hold on to everything, but you know you're crumbling inside. I remember finding this song when I was in that phase. I am freeing myself from that relationship now. I am letting go. Thank you for this song.
i-i was not expecting this to hit me in the feels
I heard you sing literally one word and immediately subbed, never stop making music plzzz 😍
NEVER STOPPIN!!!!!!
What I like to hear!
I love it! 😃😍
I have insomnia, anxiety, depression, struggle with my body, just got out of a toxic relationship. Your voice and singing has been helping be calm down when I have anxiety attacks, your music makes feel like I'm not alone, your music helps me discover, define, and find myself
Nicole M Glende OH HECK YES YOU GET THAT CALMING NSTURE OF HIS VOICE TOO OOHHH BOIO IM SO PROUD OF YOU FOR BEING HERE AND COMMENTING ON THIS IM SO PROUD OF YOU FOR EXISTING!! YOURE DOING AMAZING LOVE
I was here 3 years ago. I remember asking you a question on one of your songs about if you'd ever put out on Spotify. Now look at ya. Proud of you brother. You deserve it.
1:03 *adjusting his glasses smoothly*
1:28 is waaaay smoother!
Louie Jacob 😂
How did he sing this whole song without dropping one tear , strong man😁 💪
had to keep it in real quickity quick!! :")
I just covered this today after hearing it for the first time I bawled the whole time he's definitely stronger than me.
this song has been on loop since i found it last week. i recently got broken up with, it was a toxic relationship as i was giving my absolute all in the relationship, trying to fix everything and make her happy constantly. while she did pretty much the opposite. i've been pretty broken over it and this is such a good example of what i feel.
1:28 dude had to stop and wipe a tear during that line... too real
the book was way better . pretty sure his eye was just itchy lol
the book was way better Jesus loves you
Loving these originals 🙌 hope all is well, keep killin’ it
And yours too! Hope you're having a great time in school.
Anyone knowing What guitar he is playing?
love ur stairs
appreciate ya!! :") all love!!
God marylouuu😍😍😍
Funny that the girl that loved your songs with me is the one that makes me feel the way your song describes now
Wow. I never want you to feel any pain in the world and I'm in loveeee
how am i gonna write songs about it then :< hahah ure a sweet💖
who hurt this man
Caitlin Caron ikr 😭😭
i broke up with my 1 year bf today and it was one of the hardest things that i have had to do so far in my life
as in this song, you dont paint the other person as a villain which makes it feel so more real for me. He was not a villain but just a boy who was drowning me out with his own insecurities. i tried to ignore how unhappy i was but today was the final straw
he told another girl he had feelings for her while we were dating and said it was my fault for being distant and thats why it happened
i don't hate you, you were just toxic for me
I will forever love you s,
K
That's a very mature point of view. I hope you'll be able to find someone who is better for you. Take care!
hope you’re okay❤️
S.I.S ap
hi! Look. My ex did that to me as well. He lied to me and he told his ex that he had feelings for her.
You know it's true what you're saying. Sometimes they aren't villains. They justo have a lot of insecurities, it doesn't matter how much love you give them, they will not change. But please keep in mind that there's also the villain type. That was my ex. He has Narcissist Personality Disorder, they don't feel no remorse.. So, please remember that. In any of this cases, it was never our fault.
I send you Love a huge hug
you deserve better 💞
"I'm so tired of reminiscing what we used to be
Why do I think I can change you, when all you ever say is
Why can’t things just stay this way?
You’re pulling me under, straight from another part of me
I thought I'd never leave to you
What do I do, now?"
that hit me hard and made me realize that I actually am in a toxic relationship :/
wow incredible voice wowowow
Tiffany Day you should do a cover of this song, it would be nice.
Thanks god UA-cam finally sugest something dope this time xD
same
If you're looking for the chords (like I was) here they are:
x7x08x
x5x07x
x2003x
x3203x
Another way to play this can be:
xx2033
xx0032
x2003x
x3203x
First sounds better for plucking, second can be used for plucking or strumming. Thought I'd share since I couldn't find anything online. Hope this helps.
Rev thx, i’ve been looking for this
thankyou
My hero lol
Ty
Can u put it in letters? I'd like to play it in uke also
This was the first song I’ve heard of clinton kane and decided to come back to it some years after having learned how to play a simplified version on the guitar. It brings back feelings of when I first heard it, his songs are truly amazing 💜
stone cold, where have you been?
on hold, where are my things?
i’ve been looking for a way out of here
while my soul begins to disappear
all you do is try to bring out my fears
oh I understand that you’re not near
to what I hoped for you to be
what I deserve is more than just your
insecurity that energy is what’ll bring out the worst in me
im so tired of reminiscing what we used to be
why do I think I can change you when all you ever say is "why can’t things just stay this way?"
you’re pulling me under, straight from another part of me i thought id never leave to u
what do I do, now?
oh I really need to get out of here
because my soul starting to disappear
all u ever do is bring out my fears
oh I understand why you're not near
to what i hoped for you to be
what I deserve is more than just your
insecurity that energy is what’ll bring out the worst in me
and so what I hope for you to be
what I deserve is more than just your
insecurity that energy is what’ll bring out the worst in me
Eric H Penny thanks for this
It's people like you that just make life so much better
That profile picture is 🔥🔥🔥🔥
Leshawn Davis you should check my instagram for more pics like that then 😂😂😂
that's in the description lmao
this is seriously one of the best songs i've heard all year
Okay the first sentence of your description really hit home for me. I've been going through a really messy break up this past month and I just wanted to say how much this song hit home for me. It reminded me that I only miss the idea/fantasy of him being better rather than the reality of him just being emotionally manipulative. Thank you for this. Keep writing songs dude, you're going places
i listened to this all the time, loved it but never understood it until i got in a toxic relationship right after. now i'm listening to this after everything ended and i understand every single world.
"u gave me panic attacks and i called it love." hits home tho.
Nobody talking bout 1:32 ? Cause oh my
I WAS THINKING THAT
śAråHhH 23 yes ma’am 😍😍
I KNOW OMG
i fuckn shocked myself lmao
but the guitar work especially starting at 2:31 my goodness
Here’s lyrics
[Intro]
Stone cold, where have you been?
On hold, where are my things?
[Bridge]
I’ve been looking for a way out of here
While my soul begins to disappear
All you do is try to bring out my fears
Oh, I understand that you’re not near
[Chorus]
To what I hope for you to be
What I deserve is more than just your insecurity
That energy is what’ll bring out the worst in me
Me, me
[Verse]
I'm so tired of reminiscing what we used to be
Why do I think I can change you, when all you ever say is
Why can’t things just stay this way?
You’re pulling me under, straight from another part of me
I thought I'd never leave to you
What do I do, now?
[Bridge]
Oh, I really need to get out of here
Because my soul's starting to disappear
All you ever do is bring out my fears
Oh, I understand why you're not near
[Chorus]
To what I hope for you to be
What I deserve is more than just your insecurity
That energy is what’ll bring out the worst in me
Me, me
[Outro]
And so what I hope for you to be
What I deserve is more than just your insecurity
That energy is what’ll bring out the worst in me
Me, me
Suzal Carkey thank youuuu!!!!
Lol, just look at desc
the lyrics were in the description sksksk
Moba kok plagiat lmaaaoooo nvm 😂
AnotherDayAsSofia ahahha I jus realized
this is what a toxic friendship with my bestfriend feels like
then y’all ain’t friends
yeah friends suck sometimes
lmao me literally times two, ive given uP
me too hh im about to give up
nia 1610 iK thiS iS coNtRidiCtiNg mY prEviOus sTatEmEnt, but dont give up. just be patient, trust me
People get addicted to the stress hormone, and look for stressful situations since it has become a current factor on our lives. Stress is the main reason we get diseases as we grow older... People don't forget to meditate, and love yourselves more. You are all beautiful beings of light
This was such a random recommendation from yt and damn this is so good
pls put your song on spotify
You are a beautiful human with a beautiful voice
Really hit me hard man, realizing that my relationship is slowly becoming toxic. Hurts right here man 💔
So like, let’s get married
do u regret this statement now
My recent relationship was really toxic and he ended it out of nowhere. I found out he cheated on me and yet here I am still in love with the guy and I miss him bc he was like my best friend. The way you sang this song has helped me to try and cope with that I didn't lose him but he lost me and how love can really blind you from these things. Keep up the great work! 💕
Omg. The same happened to me. We'll be okay one day ❤
i am going through the exact same thing right now bb💕 we will get through it and in the future we will look back and realize that we deserved better but at the time we didn’t realize it. we will find the one who is right for us and we will be happier than we were with the ones who cheated on us
I have a feeling that this might go trending.
you would know clinton
OKAY BUT WHY IS HE SO ATTRACTIVE LIKE I THINK IM ACTUALLY IN LOVE AND THAT VOICE THO
SOMEONE GIVE THIS MAN A RECORD DEAL
ikr...I thought this was a cover of a real song lol... this is the first time I listened to an original first rather than the artist covers
i relate and im proud that you've turned your feelings into art :) ♡ you deserve the world, good sir.
honestly did this for me but the fact that you guys are lovin it makes me feel even better!! 💖 so thank uu sweet
I literally can't get over this song, "Me, Me." gives me chills everytime
I listened to this when I was in my toxic relationship. I’m listening to this now that I’m out of my toxic relationship :/ my heart hurts
I love how this doesn't have to be about a romantic relationship. My dad was very emotionally abusive and this song just.... It hits me hard. I've listened to this song like a million times. Can't get enough. Thank you Clinton.
I loved going thru the comments. The world is still full of LOVE. Thanks for bringing that out, man 😊😍
remember when this had 200k views, love you man ❤️
It really does feel like a toxic relationship. Like something I'd play on loop but everytime I play it, it brings out the worst in me. Great song!!
This.. this is so beautiful
Also, 0:09- dEAR GOD I wasn’t ready.
ME TOO
SAME HONEY
All of your original songs that you’ve been uploading hit me straight in the feels.. pls release them on Spotify? Sending lots of love and positivity xx :)
defo happenin soon!! 💖
Clinton Kane yay can’t wait! I promise I’ll listen to them everyday😂💕
still coming back to this video on the daily
i absolutely love it when guys sing. it’s so attractive.
I just got out a relationship that required me to text everyday, and if anything went wrong it was my fault..I always had to change how I acted always just me, I always tried my best but was never enough..I tried and tried but I couldn't do it anymore..so a part of me feels like I shouldn't have left the relationship but deep inside I know I had to, I couldn't keep lying to myself and say I was happy.
PS sorry for a random non-relevant story, whoever reads this have a nice day
Wow, it's like you describe my story. I feel you, same thing for me. I think it's better to stop the relationship than to let yourself get destroyed. Idk, seemed logical for me although there was no good option...
@@n3xistence yeah, it sucks
I can relate to every single word. Thank you so much for this. I am in a relationship but I know that I don’t deserve to be treated this way. he told me that he’s not sure if he really wants a relationship (with me or in general ) but I feel like he is changing his point of view everyday. he NEVER texts me or calls me. Everytime we are doing something together, I was the one asking . He just seems like he doesn’t care about me.i don’t know what to do anymore. I know that I should end this because I am so sick of this but on the other hand I just love him so much and I’m afraid that I’m not gonna find someone better than him .
OMG why is this so relateable
YOU WILL FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL NEVER MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE THIS AGAIN, ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS LEAVE BEFORE HE DOES, PHYSICALLY
Kassandra D yes he broke up with me 2 days ago. He told me he can’t be in a relationship right now because there is too much going on in his life . I guess it’s better like this than me holding on to someone who truly doesn’t want to be with me
I know how that feels just make sure you open up about it to your other half my bf broke up with me yesterday and it sucks but stay strong
Luisa Marieee so relatable damn
Four months ago I left a year long toxic relationship. His insecurities got in the way of our relationship but my fear of losing him blinded me of the red flags he showed. I didn’t realize his toxicity until I cried for two weeks straight at just the thought of his smile. I’d go home and hold his hoodie and start bawling. When I tried leaving him the first time he told he’d change. He was so manipulative and controlling. I decided to officially leave him when he already had another girl as an option. He had two backups already. The day I asked for closure he began yelling at me. From that day on I’m so glad I left him. I still cry because of his missing presence but i don’t regret leaving him.
don't worry @InfinitevSweets
you're gonna find the one who is gonna love and adore you...
bless you ❤️
love, India
i know you said this a fair bit of time ago but i hope things are looking up for you. i'm in that exact situation, of missing him but knowing it's for the best. sometimes it is overwhelming how easily he replaced me but i know i'm worth so much more and deserve so much better than the way he treated me. hope youre doing better
@@anjyfox thank you so much. I’m sorry you’re going through the same thing. It’s the worst feeling. However i do believe I’m in a better place without him and you will be too! And you are right, you are worth so much! And you deserve the best kind of love💛
shiiiiit, just seen how much you've blown up in the fast few weeks, well done man, smashing it!
I found this yesterday and I’m obsessed, I probably watched it 100 times minimum
I can feel the emotions from here , such a talent.