I don’t know if anyone else has said this, but I feel that one of the interpretations of this vision/metaphor is that what you (Jess) are doing in the metaphor is in fact what you are actually doing for the feminine collective, and what you have been doing for the past several months. You are serving as the interpreter to shed light on the grave imbalance between the divine masculine and divine feminine and you are also serving as a support primarily to the divine feminine (eg. dressing wounds and applying stitches) but also equally aiding the masculines by helping them see the imbalance, too, from a compassionate and truthful standpoint. To be fair, you have also served to dress the wounds of the masculine at times, as well. I see it as a validation that you are doing precisely one of the things you came here to do, and doing it beautifully. ⭐️🐻❄️
This! I took this interpretation from it too -- especially given the audience/voyeur aspect of the vision, I interpreted as society watching the collective's patterns unfold in politics on women's bodies, dating, interpersonal, "anec-data", etc. We are at a critical point where women and men are divided more than ever, even globally and a call to action for masculine-leaning energies or people to outgrow old patterns that hurt the divine feminine/women. For the record, emotional abuse can be just as damaging as physical abuse - if not more insidious because of complex PTSD. Would recommend the Body Keeps Score to anyone as it unpacks this.
@@s.g.2244 Agreed! And I also see her last several "individual" messages to the collective to be smaller puzzle pieces that all fit together to create a whole picture. That doesn't mean that the individual messages aren't meant for people to resonate with personally, not at all. But rather her approach is allowing more and more people to see where and how *their* story fits into the larger picture, this current paradigm that we are all affected by in some way, shape or form, so as to show us we are not alone in our suffering, in our plight, in our feelings of separation, and that we should never take this imbalance personally. We can take responsibility for our personal actions and reactions, of course, but not to feel that our "failures" with the DF or DM in our life (be they romantic, familial or platonic) are because there is something inherently wrong with us, but it is more a product of our current societal imbalance.
@@starbearwomanagreed- the message is confirmed in experienced by the interpersonal as well as seen through the patterns in tge collective pattern. So glad someone else was thinking along those lines.
Unfortunately I had to show this by walking away and going no contact. Smh. It went too far and he chose to keep it going. He wanted to stay with his toxic community and not team up with me and go to counseling, instead he listened to their toxic solutions to what he felt was a problem, me. And when he did that I had to show him who is really strong. I allowed him many opportunities to get it together, to see me, I guess God didn’t want me revealed until I truly let go of this toxicity within myself as well.
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Spot on energetically. He totally snapped, went awol. Started lying, believing his own lies so much I just stopped responding to his utter insanity. He wasn’t interested in facts. He went for the jugular so to speak in that he obliterated all the sacredness and trust we ever had and started viciously attacking me, the lowest blows ever… about my looks , my past, dredging up anything he could to make people hate me. He definitely isn’t safe. I see that now. He did want to see what we could do together and thinks it’s my fault we didn’t.. when jt is the avoidant. It’s a protect myself and disappear from him time. He wears a total mask, compelling. I must have really got him good bc he went crazy. I pray for deliverance from fearing for my safety from him. Highest good be done.
I disagree. Whether the abuse is physical or emotional it makes no difference. No one should be subjected to any kind of abuse and no she should not go back to him whatsoever. Let him work on himself in a vacuum until he is worthy of having a partner but until then the moral thing is to be alone.
You telling my story all these years later is so much more healing than you even know. I'm grateful for you Jess ❤ He did come for me with no remorse and without holding back when I loved him for who he was and saw him even when he was coming for me. We're at the point now where I'm getting up, and he's struggling to see the damage he's inflicted on the one he really loves. His reaction now will tell me what possibilities the future holds for us now, if any. He's been the biggest catalyst and teacher in my life, as well as the one who taught me what love felt like. All this in one person has been a lot to digest and rationalize. Pray for us. We definitely need them 🙏🌈
This is spot on. I pray and every time.... my yes I'm walking away, it is prevented. I'm being advised to show him unconditional love. Totally doesn't make sense. He's either not opening up or absolutely closed off from healing. When I opened up and explained why I'm so strong a d how much I've healed , he stopped for a bit but still I'm the enemy. This is energy. Not physical, verbal fights. It's energetic and emotional.
This message was for me and the reason you were chosen to deliver this message is because your the person who could break it down and simplify this complicated inner wound within this masculine in order to communicate what the hold up is and what is actually being asked of me, so that I am able to make an honest decision about this connection... And spirit couldn't have chosen a better person to receive this information from.. thank you Jess! ❤
Yet another accurate reading! It deeply resonated. I moved away from him a year ago to a different city. I know that the ball is in his court. He had been refusing to take accountability for the damage he had done and blamed me for everything. He projected alot of nonsense on me. Your channeled message was spookily accurate because I discovered your channel while crying and searching youtube tarot readings for answers to why he did me like that. He did a lot of emotional and mental damage. He even gaslit and ambushed me with co-workers. He was my boss and he hired me for a job and then turned on me and did me super dirty with his business partners and my coworkers. I always felt that he was my twin flame. He's still in my heart. I went to sleep thinking about him last night. I have completely detached from the outcome. I'll be okay whether he comes back or not. He will always be in my heart and I'm finally okay with that no matter how much it hurts some days. I keep getting messages that someday we will be together. We do have a very large age gap but I am okay with that. I have been in age gap relationships before. Our situation is very complicated but I do love him still. Thank you Jess. You have helped me a lot with this.
This feels connected to hieros gamos. After ascending to a certain point of strength, the male consort has to exercise skill with compassion. And the female consort has to exercise wisdom with intelligence and understanding. The feminine tests the masculine and he has no hope of ascending further unless he becomes a hero to/with her. If he doesn’t become a hero, his prodigy (extraordinary qualities and achievements) begin to break down.
I'm sick to death of these ridiculous competitions. I abhor competing for anything. If something or someone is not meant to be mine, I accept the facts and move on. I believe What's meant for me will always find me. Just like I don't want to compete for something or someone meant for someone else. No matter how much I detest competition, people always bring it to me. All the damn time, without fail. Why Jess??? 😣😣😣
@@SassyO100 I agree. I understand the purpose of "Healthy Competition"... when it comes to sports or competitions to acknowledge talent, skill or gifts which some choose to willingly participate. And that's the point....key words are "healthy and willingly participate". There's an obvious difference. 🩷
Makes perfect sense and what's funny is that you just answered every question I had just finished journaling about to God before receiving the notification for this reading. Thank you. I really appreciate your connection to the Divine. Seriously, I know that I'm not the only fighter you're helping out, and that makes you really awesome.
I am the masculine. The times I hurt my partner I remember feeling out of control, like I wasn’t myself. I knew it was wrong to treat someone that way and I felt *terrible* for it. But I kept doing it, however much I wanted to be different. Like the ability to change was on the other side of thick bulletproof glass- I could see it, knew it was there, wanted it badly, but that blockage kept me from it. I just learned yesterday that I have quiet BPD, and it explains SO much about my behavior and why I think and feel the way I do. It’s quite treatable with therapy, which I absolutely intend to pursue. Just remember, you might not see someone else’s blockage. You don’t have to tolerate abuse, but don’t throw the baby out with the bathwater. We all have our things to work on in this lifetime, and whether or not numerology is correct this is quite literally one of the lessons meant for me. I am grateful that my feminine is protected, and I’ve actually said that I wanted him to be (yes, my bf is the fem and I am the masc), even if it meant being protected from me. Thank you for that, he deserves all of that and more ❤
By any chance do you know if narcissism and bpd are common together? Because I’m the empath that was paired with a very malignant narcissist which I had never met one before him, so that was a complete shock for my system. But I actually identified bpd symptoms in him before I realized he was a narcissist because I’ve studied bpd and cptsd more. Anyway it just intrigues me because he hasn’t been properly diagnosed yet but I have suffered from his emotional abuse which I am probably the only person who can, metaphorically speaking, take his punches, and stand my ground against him.
@@makultra_man I haven’t done a deep dive in published research for that specifically, but I have heard that NPD can be a co-morbidity of BPD. I’m glad you were knowledgeable about it beforehand, though I know awareness doesn’t alleviate the pain of what happens during episodes.
Andrea, it is so refreshing to see someone take ownership for their issues, have compassion for those hurt by it, and to have the courage to address it and speak openly about it. Your heart is open. I wish blessings for you and peace. You deserve happiness and healing. Forgiveness is necessary for love to persist. So while you forgive those who brought you to the behaviors, forgive yourself as well. None of us are perfect. God bless you! Be well! ❤
So glad you found some clarity.. it's so nice to hear someone actually be accountable and actually be aware of the pain they cause people they love.. seems like everyone only wants to blame these days... but this is where the power is.. the power to create real change and to know and accept yourself.. congrats on the upgrade!
That is exactly how I envision me and my husband in the 5D. We are separated due to the last fit of rage in front of me and our daughter. I love him & he loves us but he does see me as a competitor and not his wife. He needs to work on his childhood trauma because we aren’t safe emotionally. I refuse to expose our daughter to this and create the same emotional issues in her. A true apology is changed behavior and I don’t think we have that much time.
Putting your heart in the ring. Business, Friendship, progression to romantic. 💘 He has entitlement issues & not accustomed to curbing them. He’s learning emotional stability with each time he interacts with her. It looks like a “win”. In the long term it isn’t
Jess, this is so so accurate, powerful energies contrasting each other on a ring of fire… very risky, very powerful, a lot of individual training on each side, and a lot of support and protection for me… and you were on the team that assisted me with healing and training. Thank you so much.
The nature of this vision is so cool. Because it’s so intimate the way you are involved, but in physical terms you are not close at all. I love that connectedness. Giving yourself over so fully to the call to heal who-knows-who is so inspiring and appreciated.
After 2yrs I felt like I gave him enough time and grace to figure out I was on his team. I didn't deserve to be treated so disrespectfully. I really had high hopes for us, but the writings on the wall. You can't fight problems that aren't expressed - like putting clouds in a basket 😢
@@Shan_Chans lol cap sun and cancer moon that was already traumatized lol this was to make me stand up to everyone else, hold them to the standard I was holding him to and have self love and respect and boundaries it's wild that "beating" was because I couldn't love myself and see past my own mentality or trauma I needed it but didn't deserve it from him he was the last person i thought capital of it I still don't understand why him 😭🤯
@@SweetSavage92a hard lesson I too had to experience to get to the place of true self love and to not take anymore sxxxt from anyone else. Also realising my worth and value and leaving situations quicker that do not serve my higher purpose.
Wow, Jess! You hit the nail on the head! And you’re so right about your role in this whole fiasco! You have definitely come to my defense spiritually, especially in helping me understand what the heck has been going on. Thank you for allowing the Divine to use you to give knowledge to the light workers. Keep spreading your beautiful energy of love and light❣️🌟🤗
What pushed him over the edge? I broke things off & suggested he take a break from dating to spend time learning healthy relationship skills. He ran to his ex who couldn’t have been more excited to jump in the ring with him. The damage to the connection is beyond repair.
@@jenniferdennison8315 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. 1 Corinthians 13:4-8
@@jenniferdennison8315 4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. 1 Corinthians 13:4-8
@jenniferdennison8315 4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. 1 Corinthians 13:4-7
I gave up to the point where l walked away l got so feed up that any feeling l had was torn apart to the point l lost the love l had used and abused me TMHG gave me to him has a gift but he didn't respect me he was a fake twin flame karmic and l wasn't going to be destroyed has lm chosen warrior and have morals and values my belief in TMHG my strength and truth light is from TMHG but l ended it for good it wasn't going nowhere and l reliezed this
I always have peoples back he called me his angel and i thought he was my hero but he turned on me and now i wonder if he was always against me ? Who listens to gossip and in his work he should know how people gossiip.
I have been asking the divine to call it off. But I kept being pulled back. I want to get out. I love him though. But he keeps me unhappy. What is this? I have told him and several guys to get off me. And I have no idea if these are my exes but they are out of my sphere. I don'tlove them anymore. But I kind of miss them because I am up against something spiritually very hard. But I don't see K like this. I remember the beaty of our encounters. Right now I don't feel I have freedom of choice. I kept being pulled in. And I think that is a part of the tricks from a misogynistic world view. Yes he has hurt me immensely. I am heartbroken emotionally.
This happened to me on July 5th. Out of the blue he went off on me. There was another woman(rich woman). He chose her and told me he would never be with a woman that made past decisions like I had. I was floored and hurt. I had carried this man and his children in prayer for months. I didn't think i could bounce back but i did and i see why did. Because i had trainers and others in my corner to help me heal. Thank you for sitting with me and patching me up. I felt you and i needed you then. Thank you so much. 😢❤
We had very similar pasts but with different people. When we met, I was more healed than him. He still had alot of trust issues causing him to do dumb stuff that normally got him in trouble. Fast forward a year and a half... He has been sitting in jail for over a year for shenanigans with the ex after me. He reached out and apologized about 6 months ago. I forgave him because I knew that his reactions were a trauma response. He has learned that he can trust me throughout the whole situation and now we are busy planning our lives together ❤️
Really well said Jess. His north node is in the 4th and he has to learn how to work with his emotions in this lifetime. I’m willing to get back into the ring with him after we’ve taken this time apart to heal and reflect. I know I’m a major motivating factor because of the nurturing and sweet side that I’m able to pull out of him unlike anyone he’s ever encountered before. Once he learns to drop his defenses, we can honor and not fear each other’s strengths. I don’t care to compete bc I know we were meant to build something together. Our composite chart has a loaded 2nd house stellium and I’ve intuitively known this as well for years now. Our synastry has 10th house aspects and there are a ton of aspects that indicate past life connection. Moon / Sun / NN etc. I’ll say this, I wasn’t perfect in this relationship either, esp in the start. we came together to have major realizations and awakenings and for it I’m a much better person today. I’m not staying bc I’m delulu, bc I don’t know my worth or bc I subscribe to the twin flame phenomena, I’m here because as it unfolds the more I understand the mission and soul purpose of this connection and it has clearly brought about incredible transformation for us both Thanks again Jess, you nailed it and brought even more clarity. Peace and love 🤍
Im just gonna leave this here as i dive into Jess' reading. I sooooooo appreciate you doing these extra daily's ( up and above what you normally do for us). Talk about front line workers ❤. * Staying high vibrational is a defense against Bad Magic and attachers. Humpty Dumpty's sat on a wall Humpty Dumpty's had a great fall ALL the kings horses and ALL the kings men couldn't put Humpty's back together again. ❤
#Dory. I don't love this man anymore. He has done so much to me that killed whatever feelings I had for him. The worst one was, he slept with my daughter behind my back and turned her against me. Marriage to him would break my soul. But, he also wasted 15 years of my life with lies. No love between us. I unsee what he did even though we have a mission. What he and his fake family have done I can't just forget. I can forgive them, but I don't want to live them and make them my life. God wants me too, I just can't. He turned so ugly and wanted me too see it. He took money to hurt me. We are supposed to get married now?
This is so surreal… i came to your readings years ago because after watching you i felt I’ll get the answer from you because it was so complex i couldn’t figure it out and your readings have been like you were by my side giving me advice. Thank you for delivering the message❤
I feel like your telling one of my past life story before this time, even if it's a medifor. 😢 But its with the same guy just now he uses my information/fears/trauma's against me and denies me my truth at times. I thank spirit for me finding you
Wow. I have readings and readers that resonate before and I’ve never felt like one is meant to be a channel for my spirit guides quite like you. This one I’m watching as I’m tending to my energetic wounds still and I feel you supporting me through it. Crazy how on point this channeling is for me. I was so confused when he just turned on me in the spiritual war we were meant to fight alongside of. I understand so much on how to approach this thanks to your videos. Thank you so much for your clarity. W we 🙏🏽🙌🏽
This is metaphorically accurate right down to the sport used as an example. Intuitively sensed much of this narrative as a confusing experience during the last five months. Asked of my Spiritual Team why send me. Decided last night to step out of the ring, knowing its a past life soulmate also knowing I'm still not ready to deal with either a physical or emotional eruption of what I sense is rumbling beneath the surface. Finding this reading today serves as confirmation. Thank you
I was reminded of this reading today so I listened again. The first time it resonated with me as the masc, but this time I am actually the fem. That says a lot about my own development, other people, and the timelessness of readings. Thank you ❤
I always feel like you're speaking directly to me about my situation. Spot on! FYI I don't think you said anything wrong I think people are just getting triggered by the , Let me remind the other people here what you said.... (TRAINED FIGHTERS SPARRING TOGETHER) METAPHOR!!!! The abuse has been energetic, at times verbal, therefore as a result, mental emotional. He grew up in a very abusive and emotionally abandoned environment. Basically had to become a narcissist to survive his childhood
This is such a huge synchronicity that i didn’t expect lol. I went down a info rabbit hole yesterday about the history of Mr. Punch and Judy. Its that slapstick comedy puppetshow that depicts mr punch punching out his baby, then his wife Judy, a cop, other characters and eventually punching out the devil with the catchphrase “that’s the way to do it!” Something about it all makes me sick to my stomach but i cant explain why it feels very subliminal. I remember thinking “men approach everything like Mr. Punch even when theyre suppose to be nurturing instead of harsh and violent they find a way” and its not funny anymore… but he wont turn me into a Mrs. Punch because i have other characteristic strengths that r more virtuous to fall back on.
Hi Jess... thank you so much! Your recent messages were an eye opening and a guiding light... this is very accurate for me and feminine... Im the musculine here... and there is NO sense of physical violence, of couse, but yes. I went on autopilot in this situation, and ran away from him, because I thuaght he was undermining me... and Ive recked our beautiful connection... and Im so ashamed of what I did... I left him, when it didnt in anyway shame or form deserved him... Only yesterday I wrote him letter, using these actual words- "I thuaght had to defend myself from you, when infact you were the one who needed to be protected from me... " I really broke his heart, and I know I need to work on my self solo, in order to be a true and worthy match to him... If he'll ever take me back... If this was the other way around, I dont think I would take me back.... But if this can be an option... I'd do anything! because he is my special one. And he deserves nothing less than the best. Thank you, jess ❤
Literally perfect timing and resounding resonance. This resonates perfectly. Me opening UA-cam hoping for some kind of guidance was literally like the moment of jess coming in in her vision, so thank you for giving me your message, now I’m in the part of figuring out how to allow that space and just keeping my fingers crossed he gets through it somehow.
You're speaking about him as if he'd make a Worthy Partner to anyone. No. Why on Earth would anyone want to be with someone who could treat them this way? No thank you.
no worries, GOD CREATED ME now fully equipped with the wisdom & compassion to assist and comfort. A DIVINE connection that cannot be stopped. together, with free will our divine mission and purpose to unite humanity in gods glory. I LOVE YOU Libra! trust and forgive yourself. WE ARE ALL BORN EQUALLY UNIQUE.
It wasn't an easy lesson but I helped him grow as much as he could and he helped me grow exponentially in ways that I needed to.. All lEarthly spiritual lessons even the abusive ones are truly valuable. I had a nervous breakdown and was a mess for 6 months but even that was truly valuable and I'm so grateful it happened because it finally gave me a chance to give attention to my wounds and to realize them
Your vision makes 5D and 3D sense to me, interesting to see this ‘event’ from ‘his side of the ring’. Thank you for your support on this. Not everyone will resonate with this reading, or understand the multitude of layered messages in this reading, but I do ♥️🌹♥️
No. No more readings on my ex husband..I don't care if he's doing good, bad or indifferent...I do not want him, in my energy..period..he needs to move on with his life..I'm not checking for him..I do.not.care.at.all...live your life..stay out of mine😎💯✌️🖤🤮
Just because you’re a woman doesn’t mean your the Divine Feminine . I am a male an Alpha male and masculine in the world but after awakening in 2019 I seem to be the more open, nurturing, vulnerable and compassionate Divine Feminine role in my lovers relationships. The chicks I date seem to be too deep into their ego to open themselves up and be vulnerable with their lover. Earthly wombats!
Thanks for the heads up I understand that totally we have been feeling it going that way but glad to hear you got my back and it's just a harsh stepping stone towards true greatness 🎉😉💯☝️🙌🫶🙏
Thanks for this ❤ haha for me I love it how you say after the fight “alright Jess I know you have thoughts…” because you have been very supportive for me on an Empress situation, have helped me to prepare emotional ground for the situation which finally came to be, is definitely not physical, is just emotional scheming and mean girl behaviour… this morning I woke up thinking… I wonder if the Chaos Witch have any thoughts about what have happened…? And here I am 😆 Thank you! 😘
This resonate thankyou from United Kingdom Manchester im silent invisible miles from him im not interested I know I was a gift but he chose toxic I walked away silently player who played them selves I fulfilled my part im catalyst
This isn't physical but it is completely accurate. We literally do fight in the arena and lots of other places with our characters in the game. One time when we weren't talking I just let him kill me over and over. I'd attack and just let him retaliate. I thought the kill count would get his attention. Lol. Completely true. But we have never met in the physical world. Hope this helps with context.
OK, I'm pretty triggered! For us to be together he would have to come to me 3,000. I would already be taking him from his "comrades in arms', he won't be seeing his kids as often, and he'd be moving out of his house of 35 years. I don't know whether he could do it even if he wanted to. He's already having to be in a different emotional level and out of toxicity. This looks like a whole lot of red flags!!! This with "Nothing will be hidden" make me feel uneasy!!!
I think he needs to understand the mission for God here and for truth to be done lawzuits can be big pay outs here plus then my ideas for reform and for bringing unity for community love of others back in and bring rich and poor comming to humanitys rescue its a hope for the world to see God is Good and bringing the justice to this situation. A relationship to do this for the right cause is important.
Msgd him yst stating that i have adhd and travelling to his place may create confusion within me...tho i seem like a strong and independent woman, my adhd comes in the way at which time i like to surrender to a trustworthy husband/partner... especially where money is involved....so he will have to come to take me away from my place...and it isn't ego or lack of confidence but just that knowing that i may not be able to do it... probably bcos of having my dad take over in case of crisis..or knowing that he was there in the background in case i have a crisis...but with him no more with us..that confidence seems to hv withered away and with a mentally unsound mother...
He had influence and money i had affliction and strength and theres lots he could gain helping me bring law suits and justice. He would be seen as a humanitarian. Why he wouldnt want to gain money and be a victor in doing whats right for the love of our children the need for justice and help bring glory to God and his miraculous miracle and light to give people hope and get change to come in
I think you were very , very close in your description of DM. I am so much wanting him to do the work, go to therapy, whatever he needs to do to get his head rite. I hope we can bridge the space between us and at the least salvage a friendship.? We were chosen by God so …
I don’t know if anyone else has said this, but I feel that one of the interpretations of this vision/metaphor is that what you (Jess) are doing in the metaphor is in fact what you are actually doing for the feminine collective, and what you have been doing for the past several months. You are serving as the interpreter to shed light on the grave imbalance between the divine masculine and divine feminine and you are also serving as a support primarily to the divine feminine (eg. dressing wounds and applying stitches) but also equally aiding the masculines by helping them see the imbalance, too, from a compassionate and truthful standpoint. To be fair, you have also served to dress the wounds of the masculine at times, as well. I see it as a validation that you are doing precisely one of the things you came here to do, and doing it beautifully. ⭐️🐻❄️
This! I took this interpretation from it too -- especially given the audience/voyeur aspect of the vision, I interpreted as society watching the collective's patterns unfold in politics on women's bodies, dating, interpersonal, "anec-data", etc. We are at a critical point where women and men are divided more than ever, even globally and a call to action for masculine-leaning energies or people to outgrow old patterns that hurt the divine feminine/women. For the record, emotional abuse can be just as damaging as physical abuse - if not more insidious because of complex PTSD. Would recommend the Body Keeps Score to anyone as it unpacks this.
@@s.g.2244 Agreed! And I also see her last several "individual" messages to the collective to be smaller puzzle pieces that all fit together to create a whole picture. That doesn't mean that the individual messages aren't meant for people to resonate with personally, not at all. But rather her approach is allowing more and more people to see where and how *their* story fits into the larger picture, this current paradigm that we are all affected by in some way, shape or form, so as to show us we are not alone in our suffering, in our plight, in our feelings of separation, and that we should never take this imbalance personally. We can take responsibility for our personal actions and reactions, of course, but not to feel that our "failures" with the DF or DM in our life (be they romantic, familial or platonic) are because there is something inherently wrong with us, but it is more a product of our current societal imbalance.
@@starbearwomanagreed- the message is confirmed in experienced by the interpersonal as well as seen through the patterns in tge collective pattern. So glad someone else was thinking along those lines.
Unfortunately I had to show this by walking away and going no contact. Smh. It went too far and he chose to keep it going. He wanted to stay with his toxic community and not team up with me and go to counseling, instead he listened to their toxic solutions to what he felt was a problem, me. And when he did that I had to show him who is really strong. I allowed him many opportunities to get it together, to see me, I guess God didn’t want me revealed until I truly let go of this toxicity within myself as well.
Spot on energetically. He totally snapped, went awol. Started lying, believing his own lies so much I just stopped responding to his utter insanity. He wasn’t interested in facts. He went for the jugular so to speak in that he obliterated all the sacredness and trust we ever had and started viciously attacking me, the lowest blows ever… about my looks , my past, dredging up anything he could to make people hate me.
He definitely isn’t safe. I see that now.
He did want to see what we could do together and thinks it’s my fault we didn’t.. when jt is the avoidant.
It’s a protect myself and disappear from him time.
He wears a total mask, compelling. I must have really got him good bc he went crazy. I pray for deliverance from fearing for my safety from him.
Highest good be done.
I disagree. Whether the abuse is physical or emotional it makes no difference. No one should be subjected to any kind of abuse and no she should not go back to him whatsoever. Let him work on himself in a vacuum until he is worthy of having a partner but until then the moral thing is to be alone.
You telling my story all these years later is so much more healing than you even know. I'm grateful for you Jess ❤
He did come for me with no remorse and without holding back when I loved him for who he was and saw him even when he was coming for me. We're at the point now where I'm getting up, and he's struggling to see the damage he's inflicted on the one he really loves. His reaction now will tell me what possibilities the future holds for us now, if any. He's been the biggest catalyst and teacher in my life, as well as the one who taught me what love felt like. All this in one person has been a lot to digest and rationalize. Pray for us. We definitely need them 🙏🌈
This is spot on. I pray and every time.... my yes I'm walking away, it is prevented. I'm being advised to show him unconditional love. Totally doesn't make sense. He's either not opening up or absolutely closed off from healing. When I opened up and explained why I'm so strong a d how much I've healed , he stopped for a bit but still I'm the enemy. This is energy. Not physical, verbal fights. It's energetic and emotional.
This message was for me and the reason you were chosen to deliver this message is because your the person who could break it down and simplify this complicated inner wound within this masculine in order to communicate what the hold up is and what is actually being asked of me, so that I am able to make an honest decision about this connection... And spirit couldn't have chosen a better person to receive this information from.. thank you Jess! ❤
Yet another accurate reading! It deeply resonated. I moved away from him a year ago to a different city. I know that the ball is in his court. He had been refusing to take accountability for the damage he had done and blamed me for everything. He projected alot of nonsense on me. Your channeled message was spookily accurate because I discovered your channel while crying and searching youtube tarot readings for answers to why he did me like that. He did a lot of emotional and mental damage.
He even gaslit and ambushed me with co-workers. He was my boss and he hired me for a job and then turned on me and did me super dirty with his business partners and my coworkers. I always felt that he was my twin flame. He's still in my heart. I went to sleep thinking about him last night. I have completely detached from the outcome. I'll be okay whether he comes back or not. He will always be in my heart and I'm finally okay with that no matter how much it hurts some days. I keep getting messages that someday we will be together. We do have a very large age gap but I am okay with that. I have been in age gap relationships before.
Our situation is very complicated but I do love him still. Thank you Jess. You have helped me a lot with this.
Never going back, he will process this on his OWN time.. no more of mine. That’s a wrap.
This feels connected to hieros gamos. After ascending to a certain point of strength, the male consort has to exercise skill with compassion. And the female consort has to exercise wisdom with intelligence and understanding. The feminine tests the masculine and he has no hope of ascending further unless he becomes a hero to/with her. If he doesn’t become a hero, his prodigy (extraordinary qualities and achievements) begin to break down.
Clarity 💖. Many thanks for sharing this, stunning 🙏✨
I'm sick to death of these ridiculous competitions. I abhor competing for anything. If something or someone is not meant to be mine, I accept the facts and move on. I believe What's meant for me will always find me. Just like I don't want to compete for something or someone meant for someone else. No matter how much I detest competition, people always bring it to me. All the damn time, without fail. Why Jess??? 😣😣😣
Yes same. Even the word competition isn’t in my psyche or vocab for that matter.
@@SassyO100 I agree. I understand the purpose of "Healthy Competition"... when it comes to sports or competitions to acknowledge talent, skill or gifts which some choose to willingly participate. And that's the point....key words are "healthy and willingly participate". There's an obvious difference. 🩷
I do not compete where I do not compare, there is no comparison here💙💙💙
@@Dayieou 💯🩷💫⭐️
I would never compete when l know that two people can easily be pulled apart.. Big age differences and different sexuality will never work!
Makes perfect sense and what's funny is that you just answered every question I had just finished journaling about to God before receiving the notification for this reading. Thank you. I really appreciate your connection to the Divine. Seriously, I know that I'm not the only fighter you're helping out, and that makes you really awesome.
jess, this has opened doors to me making sense of a larger situation in a way that i couldn't do myself. what you do's really valuable.
I am the masculine.
The times I hurt my partner I remember feeling out of control, like I wasn’t myself. I knew it was wrong to treat someone that way and I felt *terrible* for it.
But I kept doing it, however much I wanted to be different. Like the ability to change was on the other side of thick bulletproof glass- I could see it, knew it was there, wanted it badly, but that blockage kept me from it.
I just learned yesterday that I have quiet BPD, and it explains SO much about my behavior and why I think and feel the way I do. It’s quite treatable with therapy, which I absolutely intend to pursue.
Just remember, you might not see someone else’s blockage. You don’t have to tolerate abuse, but don’t throw the baby out with the bathwater. We all have our things to work on in this lifetime, and whether or not numerology is correct this is quite literally one of the lessons meant for me. I am grateful that my feminine is protected, and I’ve actually said that I wanted him to be (yes, my bf is the fem and I am the masc), even if it meant being protected from me. Thank you for that, he deserves all of that and more ❤
By any chance do you know if narcissism and bpd are common together? Because I’m the empath that was paired with a very malignant narcissist which I had never met one before him, so that was a complete shock for my system. But I actually identified bpd symptoms in him before I realized he was a narcissist because I’ve studied bpd and cptsd more. Anyway it just intrigues me because he hasn’t been properly diagnosed yet but I have suffered from his emotional abuse which I am probably the only person who can, metaphorically speaking, take his punches, and stand my ground against him.
@@makultra_man I haven’t done a deep dive in published research for that specifically, but I have heard that NPD can be a co-morbidity of BPD. I’m glad you were knowledgeable about it beforehand, though I know awareness doesn’t alleviate the pain of what happens during episodes.
@@makultra_man the two can exist simultaneously, yes!
Andrea, it is so refreshing to see someone take ownership for their issues, have compassion for those hurt by it, and to have the courage to address it and speak openly about it. Your heart is open. I wish blessings for you and peace. You deserve happiness and healing. Forgiveness is necessary for love to persist. So while you forgive those who brought you to the behaviors, forgive yourself as well. None of us are perfect. God bless you! Be well! ❤
So glad you found some clarity.. it's so nice to hear someone actually be accountable and actually be aware of the pain they cause people they love.. seems like everyone only wants to blame these days... but this is where the power is.. the power to create real change and to know and accept yourself.. congrats on the upgrade!
That is exactly how I envision me and my husband in the 5D. We are separated due to the last fit of rage in front of me and our daughter. I love him & he loves us but he does see me as a competitor and not his wife. He needs to work on his childhood trauma because we aren’t safe emotionally. I refuse to expose our daughter to this and create the same emotional issues in her. A true apology is changed behavior and I don’t think we have that much time.
It's emotional abuse.
We are both very muscular and shredded
A fight??? That will never happen
Physically hurt you? Boy bye!!! God bless you!!! @@ShannonOneal-j8s
I’m not a boxer. And I’m not teaming up with anyone who can’t “control their emotions” I might be his match. But he sure isn’t mine.
Putting your heart in the ring. Business, Friendship, progression to romantic. 💘 He has entitlement issues & not accustomed to curbing them. He’s learning emotional stability with each time he interacts with her. It looks like a “win”. In the long term it isn’t
Jess, this is so so accurate, powerful energies contrasting each other on a ring of fire… very risky, very powerful, a lot of individual training on each side, and a lot of support and protection for me… and you were on the team that assisted me with healing and training. Thank you so much.
The nature of this vision is so cool. Because it’s so intimate the way you are involved, but in physical terms you are not close at all. I love that connectedness. Giving yourself over so fully to the call to heal who-knows-who is so inspiring and appreciated.
Yes violence is unacceptable
After 2yrs I felt like I gave him enough time and grace to figure out I was on his team. I didn't deserve to be treated so disrespectfully. I really had high hopes for us, but the writings on the wall. You can't fight problems that aren't expressed - like putting clouds in a basket 😢
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What’s wild is I know I was sent in because i couldn’t be broken by it
Same here, Aries moon 🌙 and a ton of Scorpio placements. We’re strong
@@Shan_Chans lol cap sun and cancer moon that was already traumatized lol this was to make me stand up to everyone else, hold them to the standard I was holding him to and have self love and respect and boundaries it's wild that "beating" was because I couldn't love myself and see past my own mentality or trauma I needed it but didn't deserve it from him he was the last person i thought capital of it I still don't understand why him 😭🤯
I agree. Perhaps this person was the only one that could teach and get through to us. Still hurt. Blessings to you @@SweetSavage92
@@SweetSavage92a hard lesson I too had to experience to get to the place of true self love and to not take anymore sxxxt from anyone else. Also realising my worth and value and leaving situations quicker that do not serve my higher purpose.
@@Shan_Chans yup, aries venus, scorpio mars/lilith, sun square pluto, moon conjunct NN in 8th, cap rising... hahahah (i'm tired :((( )
Wow, Jess! You hit the nail on the head! And you’re so right about your role in this whole fiasco! You have definitely come to my defense spiritually, especially in helping me understand what the heck has been going on. Thank you for allowing the Divine to use you to give knowledge to the light workers. Keep spreading your beautiful energy of love and light❣️🌟🤗
What pushed him over the edge? I broke things off & suggested he take a break from dating to spend time learning healthy relationship skills. He ran to his ex who couldn’t have been more excited to jump in the ring with him.
The damage to the connection is beyond repair.
Honestly I feel like it's the genuine love that puts them over the edge..
@@jenniferdennison8315 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
1 Corinthians 13:4-8
@@jenniferdennison8315 4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
1 Corinthians 13:4-8
@jenniferdennison8315 4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
1 Corinthians 13:4-7
I gave up to the point where l walked away l got so feed up that any feeling l had was torn apart to the point l lost the love l had used and abused me TMHG gave me to him has a gift but he didn't respect me he was a fake twin flame karmic and l wasn't going to be destroyed has lm chosen warrior and have morals and values my belief in TMHG my strength and truth light is from TMHG but l ended it for good it wasn't going nowhere and l reliezed this
I always have peoples back he called me his angel and i thought he was my hero but he turned on me and now i wonder if he was always against me ? Who listens to gossip and in his work he should know how people gossiip.
I have been asking the divine to call it off. But I kept being pulled back. I want to get out. I love him though. But he keeps me unhappy. What is this? I have told him and several guys to get off me. And I have no idea if these are my exes but they are out of my sphere. I don'tlove them anymore. But I kind of miss them because I am up against something spiritually very hard. But I don't see K like this. I remember the beaty of our encounters.
Right now I don't feel I have freedom of choice. I kept being pulled in. And I think that is a part of the tricks from a misogynistic world view. Yes he has hurt me immensely. I am heartbroken emotionally.
This happened to me on July 5th. Out of the blue he went off on me. There was another woman(rich woman). He chose her and told me he would never be with a woman that made past decisions like I had. I was floored and hurt. I had carried this man and his children in prayer for months. I didn't think i could bounce back but i did and i see why did. Because i had trainers and others in my corner to help me heal. Thank you for sitting with me and patching me up. I felt you and i needed you then. Thank you so much. 😢❤
We had very similar pasts but with different people. When we met, I was more healed than him. He still had alot of trust issues causing him to do dumb stuff that normally got him in trouble. Fast forward a year and a half...
He has been sitting in jail for over a year for shenanigans with the ex after me. He reached out and apologized about 6 months ago. I forgave him because I knew that his reactions were a trauma response. He has learned that he can trust me throughout the whole situation and now we are busy planning our lives together ❤️
Really well said Jess. His north node is in the 4th and he has to learn how to work with his emotions in this lifetime. I’m willing to get back into the ring with him after we’ve taken this time apart to heal and reflect. I know I’m a major motivating factor because of the nurturing and sweet side that I’m able to pull out of him unlike anyone he’s ever encountered before. Once he learns to drop his defenses, we can honor and not fear each other’s strengths. I don’t care to compete bc I know we were meant to build something together. Our composite chart has a loaded 2nd house stellium and I’ve intuitively known this as well for years now. Our synastry has 10th house aspects and there are a ton of aspects that indicate past life connection. Moon / Sun / NN etc.
I’ll say this, I wasn’t perfect in this relationship either, esp in the start. we came together to have major realizations and awakenings and for it I’m a much better person today.
I’m not staying bc I’m delulu, bc I don’t know my worth or bc I subscribe to the twin flame phenomena, I’m here because as it unfolds the more I understand the mission and soul purpose of this connection and it has clearly brought about incredible transformation for us both
Thanks again Jess, you nailed it and brought even more clarity. Peace and love 🤍
Im just gonna leave this here as i dive into Jess' reading. I sooooooo appreciate you doing these extra daily's ( up and above what you normally do for us). Talk about front line workers ❤.
* Staying high vibrational is a defense against Bad Magic and attachers.
Humpty Dumpty's sat on a wall
Humpty Dumpty's had a great fall
ALL the kings horses and ALL the kings men couldn't put Humpty's back together again. ❤
#Dory. I don't love this man anymore. He has done so much to me that killed whatever feelings I had for him. The worst one was, he slept with my daughter behind my back and turned her against me. Marriage to him would break my soul. But, he also wasted 15 years of my life with lies. No love between us. I unsee what he did even though we have a mission. What he and his fake family have done I can't just forget. I can forgive them, but I don't want to live them and make them my life. God wants me too, I just can't. He turned so ugly and wanted me too see it. He took money to hurt me. We are supposed to get married now?
This is so surreal… i came to your readings years ago because after watching you i felt I’ll get the answer from you because it was so complex i couldn’t figure it out and your readings have been like you were by my side giving me advice. Thank you for delivering the message❤
I feel like your telling one of my past life story before this time, even if it's a medifor. 😢 But its with the same guy just now he uses my information/fears/trauma's against me and denies me my truth at times. I thank spirit for me finding you
Exactly 💯!!!
Wow.
I have readings and readers that resonate before and I’ve never felt like one is meant to be a channel for my spirit guides quite like you.
This one I’m watching as I’m tending to my energetic wounds still and I feel you supporting me through it.
Crazy how on point this channeling is for me.
I was so confused when he just turned on me in the spiritual war we were meant to fight alongside of.
I understand so much on how to approach this thanks to your videos.
Thank you so much for your clarity. W we
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This is metaphorically accurate right down to the sport used as an example. Intuitively sensed much of this narrative as a confusing experience during the last five months. Asked of my Spiritual Team why send me. Decided last night to step out of the ring, knowing its a past life soulmate also knowing I'm still not ready to deal with either a physical or emotional eruption of what I sense is rumbling beneath the surface. Finding this reading today serves as confirmation. Thank you
I was reminded of this reading today so I listened again. The first time it resonated with me as the masc, but this time I am actually the fem. That says a lot about my own development, other people, and the timelessness of readings. Thank you ❤
Thank you for the message ❤✨️🙏
Its a tough story..but i get what you are saying. Metaphor, there are different kinds of battles it is life. Thank you.
Jess, you are truly tending to our wounds with every single video. Thank you. 💜🐾
I always feel like you're speaking directly to me about my situation.
Spot on!
FYI I don't think you said anything wrong I think people are just getting triggered by the ,
Let me remind the other people here what you said....
(TRAINED FIGHTERS SPARRING TOGETHER)
METAPHOR!!!!
The abuse has been energetic, at times verbal, therefore as a result, mental emotional.
He grew up in a very abusive and emotionally abandoned environment.
Basically had to become a narcissist to survive his childhood
This is such a huge synchronicity that i didn’t expect lol. I went down a info rabbit hole yesterday about the history of Mr. Punch and Judy. Its that slapstick comedy puppetshow that depicts mr punch punching out his baby, then his wife Judy, a cop, other characters and eventually punching out the devil with the catchphrase “that’s the way to do it!” Something about it all makes me sick to my stomach but i cant explain why it feels very subliminal. I remember thinking “men approach everything like Mr. Punch even when theyre suppose to be nurturing instead of harsh and violent they find a way” and its not funny anymore… but he wont turn me into a Mrs. Punch because i have other characteristic strengths that r more virtuous to fall back on.
🙏 Heroes Journey, been saying that for two weeks 😊
Hi Jess... thank you so much!
Your recent messages were an eye opening and a guiding light... this is very accurate for me and feminine...
Im the musculine here... and there is NO sense of physical violence, of couse, but yes.
I went on autopilot in this situation, and ran away from him, because I thuaght he was undermining me... and Ive recked our beautiful connection... and Im so ashamed of what I did... I left him, when it didnt in anyway shame or form deserved him...
Only yesterday I wrote him letter, using these actual words-
"I thuaght had to defend myself from you, when infact you were the one who needed to be protected from me... "
I really broke his heart, and I know I need to work on my self solo, in order to be a true and worthy match to him... If he'll ever take me back...
If this was the other way around, I dont think I would take me back....
But if this can be an option... I'd do anything! because he is my special one. And he deserves nothing less than the best.
Thank you, jess ❤
Nobody should be put in dangerous situations nor accept violence, even if it's suppose to be "controlled."
Highly accurate. Wow.
This is my husband of 30, I just left.. 🙏
Wendy I'm so sorry ❤ hugs 🫂.
Literally perfect timing and resounding resonance. This resonates perfectly. Me opening UA-cam hoping for some kind of guidance was literally like the moment of jess coming in in her vision, so thank you for giving me your message, now I’m in the part of figuring out how to allow that space and just keeping my fingers crossed he gets through it somehow.
You're speaking about him as if he'd make a Worthy Partner to anyone. No. Why on Earth would anyone want to be with someone who could treat them this way?
No thank you.
no worries, GOD CREATED ME now fully equipped with the wisdom & compassion to assist and comfort. A DIVINE connection that cannot be stopped. together, with free will our divine mission and purpose to unite humanity in gods glory. I LOVE YOU Libra! trust and forgive yourself. WE ARE ALL BORN EQUALLY UNIQUE.
I love you girl you make things make so much more sense. Thank you so much for sharing! 💙
You're speaking my language and I love it. I am a methaphorical speaker and that is how i get my visions too. You are a gift🤍
It wasn't an easy lesson but I helped him grow as much as he could and he helped me grow exponentially in ways that I needed to..
All lEarthly spiritual lessons even the abusive ones are truly valuable.
I had a nervous breakdown and was a mess for 6 months but even that was truly valuable and I'm so grateful it happened because it finally gave me a chance to give attention to my wounds and to realize them
So relevant and on point. Thank you.
Oh wow
Absolutely not. Get therapy and prove yourself to someone else 😂
Definitely resonating I loved this metaphor
Your vision makes 5D and 3D sense to me, interesting to see this ‘event’ from ‘his side of the ring’. Thank you for your support on this. Not everyone will resonate with this reading, or understand the multitude of layered messages in this reading, but I do ♥️🌹♥️
I'm never going back ever again I don't trust him
This is very accurate ❤
Wow. This is me & my husband. 💯 I'm blown away.
Awesome job thanks Jess
jess thank u for holding us!!!
oh that’s what I experienced as a metaphor exactly 💗💗 thank you
Hello everyone and Jess ❤❤❤
This was very helpful.
That was amazing reading, hit it on the head.
No. No more readings on my ex husband..I don't care if he's doing good, bad or indifferent...I do not want him, in my energy..period..he needs to move on with his life..I'm not checking for him..I do.not.care.at.all...live your life..stay out of mine😎💯✌️🖤🤮
This was heavy on my heart today thank you for delivering this confirmation ❤XOXOXO
Resonates 💯. Thank you Jess❤.
I'm so glad! 🩷
This happened to me in late April...
Thank you lovely Jess🎉🎉🎉
Just because you’re a woman doesn’t mean your the Divine Feminine . I am a male an Alpha male and masculine in the world but after awakening in 2019 I seem to be the more open, nurturing, vulnerable and compassionate Divine Feminine role in my lovers relationships. The chicks I date seem to be too deep into their ego to open themselves up and be vulnerable with their lover. Earthly wombats!
Wow, you described (metaphor ically) our short lived relationship to a T!!!
Our soul agreement before this lifetime😅😅😅
Spot on as usual
My twin is changing as I cuss him out and share videos of h being a jerk😂😂😂
Thanks for the heads up I understand that totally we have been feeling it going that way but glad to hear you got my back and it's just a harsh stepping stone towards true greatness 🎉😉💯☝️🙌🫶🙏
Who will take whom out only time will tell.
Uhhhhhhhhh, hopefully Noone 😂. A4e we there yet? I keep hearing kids asking from the backseat ❤. Mercy
Thanks for this ❤ haha for me I love it how you say after the fight “alright Jess I know you have thoughts…” because you have been very supportive for me on an Empress situation, have helped me to prepare emotional ground for the situation which finally came to be, is definitely not physical, is just emotional scheming and mean girl behaviour… this morning I woke up thinking… I wonder if the Chaos Witch have any thoughts about what have happened…? And here I am 😆 Thank you! 😘
The land of metaphor ❤❤ thank u Jess! For the messages
I don't want to compete or compare just a partner🤷🏼♀️
This resonate thankyou from United Kingdom Manchester im silent invisible miles from him im not interested I know I was a gift but he chose toxic I walked away silently player who played them selves I fulfilled my part im catalyst
This message is for me ❤ thank you
Thank u for all your readings!! Luv u!! Blessings…
I'm not safe... been sending flares...
This isn't physical but it is completely accurate. We literally do fight in the arena and lots of other places with our characters in the game. One time when we weren't talking I just let him kill me over and over. I'd attack and just let him retaliate. I thought the kill count would get his attention. Lol. Completely true. But we have never met in the physical world. Hope this helps with context.
Spot....on
It Resonates 💯 🙏🏽
Of course yes
OK, I'm pretty triggered! For us to be together he would have to come to me 3,000. I would already be taking him from his "comrades in arms', he won't be seeing his kids as often, and he'd be moving out of his house of 35 years. I don't know whether he could do it even if he wanted to. He's already having to be in a different emotional level and out of toxicity. This looks like a whole lot of red flags!!! This with "Nothing will be hidden" make me feel uneasy!!!
Makes sense. Thanks.
Spot on
🤯🤯 it’s incredible how these messages are connected! 🫣 thank you for validating and bringing clarity to my current situation, Jess!
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I think he needs to understand the mission for God here and for truth to be done lawzuits can be big pay outs here plus then my ideas for reform and for bringing unity for community love of others back in and bring rich and poor comming to humanitys rescue its a hope for the world to see God is Good and bringing the justice to this situation. A relationship to do this for the right cause is important.
Msgd him yst stating that i have adhd and travelling to his place may create confusion within me...tho i seem like a strong and independent woman, my adhd comes in the way at which time i like to surrender to a trustworthy husband/partner... especially where money is involved....so he will have to come to take me away from my place...and it isn't ego or lack of confidence but just that knowing that i may not be able to do it... probably bcos of having my dad take over in case of crisis..or knowing that he was there in the background in case i have a crisis...but with him no more with us..that confidence seems to hv withered away and with a mentally unsound mother...
He had influence and money i had affliction and strength and theres lots he could gain helping me bring law suits and justice. He would be seen as a humanitarian. Why he wouldnt want to gain money and be a victor in doing whats right for the love of our children the need for justice and help bring glory to God and his miraculous miracle and light to give people hope and get change to come in
Omg this was for me and the last video was about my person. Uuugh
I think you were very , very close in your description of DM. I am so much wanting him to do the work, go to therapy, whatever he needs to do to get his head rite. I hope we can bridge the space between us and at the least salvage a friendship.? We were chosen by God so …