Longing Back To A Past Sense Of Self
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- Опубліковано 27 сер 2024
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Much love,
Julie
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I can relate to what you are saying so much. So can several of my friends who've awakened. Life used to be so much easier and straightforward before awakening. Now I can't do the same work that I used to do. I can't relate to most of my former friends. Everything in my life has changed. It's one day at a time figuring out how to live now. Thank you for your channel. ❤
I understand ❤️ It’s a courageous journey! 😊
I have been listening to you, on and off. Thanks for choosing this particular side to waking up!
Thank you
Hey im back. I ending up winning a stupid amount of money. I will document what i get up to with it on an instagram. As for this channel isnt Julie the most beautiful woman in how happy and calm she is and gives the world new spiritual presceptives. 😍❤
Well explained 🙏🏼🙂💚
Thanks Julie, loving your videos. If you don't mind me asking - what is your practise? Do you meditate? Do self inquiry? Or just try to be aware, through out the day? Just curious as to works for people 😊
Hi Sean 😊 I have done many good practises, but now it is mostly about living life itself, fully, authentically and lovingly 😉
I have been reading the book you suggested, now on the chapter about Inquiry. I did tried self-inquiry for a month before . I think this reading will give me new insights.
Great! 😊
@@theexpansivejourney3570 in the past when everything was going really well i used to let go during savasana ,it was like complete surrender and it did felt great but since this year started and i am dealing with some stressful emotional situation that methodology of letting go in savasana have stopped working .Now my meditation is working again and i do feel i will solve this emotional problem but i really want awakening and in the book awake its your turn and some others also it is said that until we get enlightenment (awakening) we don't get the real peace ,i want real peace but my peace depends upon my meditation,i do love this but i want permanent peace ,i want to solve this riddle of death and know who am i.
@@Theone-ou2xt I understand. It is the ultimate for us all 😊 life of the cushion is challenging and it can make us want to escape before and after awakening. It is a big subject and I’ll think I’ll make a whole video about this instead. Thank you for sharing!
@@theexpansivejourney3570 good idea ,this feeling of joy , of feeling sad, feeling joy again and again sucks so much, like a never ending cycle mind just wants to find problems and will make problems from imagination where none exists ,i know 1000s years ago this was important to be on the lookout so lions and tigers won't be able to harm us but in this age this just gives a never ending cycle of pain and pleasure. I will be waiting for your video.
@@Theone-ou2xt yes, the content of experience is dualistic like that. Great! Good luck 💚
🌻🌼🌺🥀🌹🏵♥you are so pretty Jolly😍
Hello Julie,
I have came to realize that my ‘personal’ trap in the mind is that i’ve identified with ‘the doubter’ a lot i feel. Whenever there is a thought that doubts anything i jumped ‘in it’ somehow a lot. And i think combined with certain fears or desires mixed in here and there this took me sometimes in to deep rabbit holes where i thought every doubt had a meaning and lead into negative spirals. I struggled quite a lot with it and im getting more and more aware of it now since my realization of the ego illusion. Does this sound familiar to you because i very often feel it’s quite a unique case for as far as i know.
I resonate with this and no, it is not unique even thought the mind says so 😊 it is a fixation on «how reality is». It is brilliant that you have become so aware of it as you have. Doubt thoughts are sticky this is powerful 😊
@@theexpansivejourney3570 Thank you. It really sometimes feels as if some part of the mind is still lagging behind the deep understanding which has opened up to me in many ways and that’s creating a lot of conflicting mind activity and confusion. So i find myself a lot of the time in the odd state of having really old repetitive thought patterns still and at the same time vividly knowing that that very thinking is futile and than it stops often quickly. But not always. So yea i think you are very right saying it’s a fixation on still wanting to know everything perfectly and thoroughly and unconsciously still try to ‘straighten things out’ and get exactly the opposite for trying that😅.
@@simonbekkers6520 beautifully said. I agree 😊