feeling better, body image chat, & buying plants 🌱 Saturday vlog

[@madilynmiller]

your channel is such a peaceful corner of youtube!!!! love love love! just subscribed🤍

[@stephmstill]

thank you so much!! 💓

[@OSXMan]

I'm so glad you're feeling better. I'm an old hand at this stuff. So, I was worried after the 2 year vid and then the gap that followed. Not to minimize what happened, I'm sure it was terrifying. There's no reason it can't be like a pebble in your shoe. You didn't fall, or fail, or anything of the sort. You've just got to keep that self-awareness and take care of yourself. Do whatever is good for you. Don't feel obligated to do anything that's not good for you. I think you're a continuing inspiration. The comments on your last video prove that. Please don't ever feel pressure from us to create content or whatever. Best of luck with those plants too! 🌿🪴

[@MsSheilaC]

I love that you’re back on the horse! And that your attitude is more peaceful. 💙 Good for you. You didn’t fail; you’re two years sober, minus a few days.
I had a standing desk at my job at Apple computer back in the early 90s and had a high desk chair for when I wanted to sit down :) it was awesome.
My 20yo daughter finds artwork she’s happy with at thrift stores, consignment shops, and benefit shops. Just some ideas ❤️

[@stephmstill]

Thank you!! I appreciate this ❤️

[@EmTheBeautyGeek]

I feel like I'm watching a video of myself because everything you struggle with I struggle with too - alcohol, ED, body image (and the working from home set up haha). It makes me just want to give you a hug and be kinder to myself at the same time. have you thought of getting a walking pad for under your standing desk? I walk on my treadmill for 45 minutes everyday while working from home with my laptop on a standing desk - getting a little bit of light exercise during the middle of my work day boosts my mood so much! I swear it keeps me sane. you might enjoy it!

[@sophiamarie222]

So proud of you angel!

[@adrianagomez321]

Okay but I loved the outfit you picked out! 💕

[@stephmstill]

aww thank you 😅

[@neeb9050]

needed this

[@stephmstill]

❤️❤️

[@luanamedeirosdefarias1476]

💖

[@jacksputrid]

Btw you should check out Nicki glacier on Joe Rogan pod cast about drinking. She apparently read a book that cured her. Maybe you could read the book.... anyway. Lol cool shoes. Ttyl.

[@jacksputrid]

Well. You can be hard on yourself all you want. But you need to hear this. I'm a stranger lady. And YOUR HELPING ME BE SOBER. You literally pulling me out of that hell we call drinking. No more hang overs. Extra money extra time. No bad relationships. Don't forget what we're GAINING...the gains whoop drinking. Drinking isn't even what you think it is you just do it so often your body starts to need it. Once you detox you realize how unnecessary it all is.