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Idk whats happening anymore- I never thought i could be a multiple, but now im starting to think i might

Can people really travel to each other inner worlds? I have a inner world but I can't connect well to it well

@thebagsystem do you personaly have any advice for allowing alters to chime in without a full switch? Were still recovering from being over controling to the extreme❤

Gets more complicated when you have animal alters, you gotta worry about flies AND tics :😅

The writing and talking conflict happens to us! I was thinking I was unconsciously faking this disorder because I could be typing while someone else is speaking and vice versa, or we'd end up typing in seperate channels, taking turns! I thought I was just crazy. Same with the mirror! Seeing "my" reflection scares me sometimes, because in my head I'd be a blue haired boy, or a muscular hispanic man, not this blonde teenager.

Thank you

i relate with 3/4 and ive identified alters am i cooked

Aloting resources for them to build thier own inner worlds has worked well for us

Our inner worlds pull double duty as dreamscapes, it's super cool :)

Lol, 1:anyone there? 2:Nope! 1:oh good. So relatable ❤

Welcome! *waves to all the other systems

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I wish you didn't have to go through the bad stuff

I hope your ok now, I'm so sorry you have had to go through so much as a person. I'm a person too, shoot man yall git a grip do. Ok actually I was gonna say we supa strong for a real reason, nobody gotta get it. Nope. You are very strong fortitude, never giving up 😮‍💨 I suvere struggle but can't give up cuz God got us. 😬🤨😬

I relate, I'm very new to my awareness of it, and I have a part that is angry, but I can't access her, so I can't feel her emotions. But when she is up, I cus a lot in my head if she is out she is cussing and angry, but I don't think I get angry at all, but anyway I'm thinking so far that they hold the bad emotions that I wasn't allowed to have or be, but yeah just the beginning kinda right now. Sooo frustrating!! Cuz I can't control everything

And no, yes and no, yes and no

Yes

This is close to what I experience, but they don’t talk everyday, only during conversations in my journal and outside of that, it’s weird, I’m starting to doubt them a bit, but Idk, Ik they’re there, it’s hard

"Split is not a documentary" is such a stupid ass take ..

What tf does your therapist do if you switch ...

I can often tell when i switch like it seems more often that way to me than not.. But in my experience no one around me is often able to tell unless they know us.. so i have no idea if this is covert or overt tbh

I remember when someone described what dissociation like .. was .. and i just immediately went "oh fucking shit." Becuase i knew id been doing it my entire life and just ... didnt think a thing about it ...

Thanks so much for making this! It was very informative!!

Holy sh*t. I resonate with a lot of this. I’m scared. Lmao.

I know this was three years ago but, I can see how difficult this time was. We are trying to come down from a rapid switch mode that's been going on for... about a week I think? it's been exhausting, everyone hyped up. I tried to record a video to upload like this one, but, my lighting was all wrong, the sound was so warped, it was so unusuable! I really need to set up a better place to record video's. Currently trying to get into Mental Health Respite center to get away from stress and give our family a break, but they are referring us in circles and no one seems to be able to get us into the respite center. Frustrating, but the good news, the Rapid switching seems to be calming down a bit. Just want to get back to "normal" what ever that is for us. Thanks for the video. <3

Although its not stress- It happens when i must go into fight mode, Joe leaves and gets amnesia, I am Sam

Does it kind of feel like you arent in control of yourself? Like an urge? & your voice feels and sounds weird to you?

Can you have D.I.D. if you don't refer to yourself as "we"

Good morning to you I am Jeffery

Thank you so much-🛼

Thx we needed a space!

Holy shit The mirror stuff... I thought i was psychotic for months because derealization/depersonalization made the person in the mirror really distorted, not look like me, feel threatening, want out, feel like I'M the one in the mirror and someone else is in the body. I think one time they lost their head or had blood on their hands (it was dark, and i was REALLY dissociated). I thought that was a completely unique problem that not even other systems dealt with. I now call the couple months in my life The Mirror War, because i know one of our gatekeepers and one of our protectors were constantly Fighting over whether or not to let me know everyone existed, and the mirror was their only method of communication because i refused to believe i could be a system. And the talking to yourself/using we and then being like... Who the hell am i talking to? I'm one person, there's no one else here. Why don't i just think the words in my head?" Is so real. Why don't i just think the words in my head? Because the thoughts will derail and get lost and I'll never be able to find them again because there's so much "noise"

I am experiencing this a lot lately with an angry alter! I wish you were still around somewhere :(

This girl was on many years ago and she pretended she had disorders other people had at the time on youtube

i forgot what wtf means...

what the fuck does wtf mean!!!!!!!??

Go watch max derret/find the theme. then you SHOULD see my theory for skittle. the thing for alters seeing stuff they shouldnt see for groups makeing youtube videos. i shouldnt type it.

I just realised 4./now really mad the pendayhoes and the criminalls forceing kids to work again.

What?...what happened for the end... =(🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤒🤒🤒🤕🤕😭😭😭😭😭😭event/personal/meltdown bad event... ...).

6:32 =litterlly=what just happened?(????????????)/suprised.

nazis should hopsefully get really confused when they/(spitfire) yell hate speach at her, because some1 else is doing it now. 😆its funny because they get confused and dont know what to do.(hopefully.)/think.

8:40 can YOUUUUU forget what wtf means?... (echo adhd thing=inspired by the worlds end movie.)

8:16 weird,its more funny.🙂😁🙂😁😆😆

8:16 im pretty sure the word=the spontangius word for all of the group.

8:57 end part,i can think of useing d.i.d. to make crazy weird word salad like how saints row is weird, its weird,but doesnt need to be r. its still r./m.

7:11 sooooo?,bo3s life is inspired by really fast switching... you can guess what happens more now/(sort of,you dont know for the life mission,bo3 is crazy/convaluted.)

2:23 completelly dissoseating?.../not knowing it?...

2:23 hhhheeeeh?,its like you were only you in the mirror?.../like posseseing it?...,like ghosts being in things?... so its like bo3?,but its taylor controlling the body in the mirror part?,but you see the face/person you chose?,not seeing taylor?..., right?... ...

👋👋im an anti hero tooooo!!!!! persicuter=antihero. antihero=persicuter. persicuter is specically for more then 1 person in 1 body though. antihero is for any1. if they can admitt it...

(Call of duty black ops 4=gun in the game).🙅‍♂️dont shoot,im not a zombie,a fire monster man with a shovel,a blight farther,a werewolf,a vampire, greek skeliton solder,a giant human monster with 6 arms from the greek religion, a zombie dog,a prision warders soul,a nova 6 crawler, a jolten jack crawler,or an ovigodro!!!!!!!!!