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Staring at the ceiling
Lyrics:
I keep the monsters
locked in my closet
keeps me from crumbling
imploding from the inside out
Hugs should feel safe
but all I feel is cold
I can't think straight
I'm staring at the ceiling
I can't suppress this feeling
I'm terrified to leave him
never taking blame
always dodging shame
couldn't see love
if it hit him in the face
one moment sunrise
the next pouring rain
he paints the sky grey shades
I'm living in his masterpiece
I don't know who
I am without you
because you broke me down
piece by piece
till there was nothing left
you steal the light
from my soul
call it love,
say you're the cure
I'm staring at the ceiling
I can't suppress this feeling
I'm terrified to leave him
I can't breathe
I'm scared to leave
but also scared to stay
Fog so thick
it makes me sick
what the hell
is wrong with me?
I plan my escape
I count to ten
but you pull me
right back in again
I'm staring at the ceiling
I can't suppress this feeling
I'm terrified to leave him
I keep the monsters
locked in my closet
keeps me from crumbling
imploding from the inside out
Hugs should feel safe
but all I feel is cold
I can't think straight
I'm staring at the ceiling
I can't suppress this feeling
I'm terrified to leave him
never taking blame
always dodging shame
couldn't see love
if it hit him in the face
one moment sunrise
the next pouring rain
he paints the sky grey shades
I'm living in his masterpiece
I don't know who
I am without you
because you broke me down
piece by piece
till there was nothing left
you steal the light
from my soul
call it love,
say you're the cure
I'm staring at the ceiling
I can't suppress this feeling
I'm terrified to leave him
I can't breathe
I'm scared to leave
but also scared to stay
Fog so thick
it makes me sick
what the hell
is wrong with me?
I plan my escape
I count to ten
but you pull me
right back in again
I'm staring at the ceiling
I can't suppress this feeling
I'm terrified to leave him
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