You'll find it, hiding in the cracks

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You'll find it, hiding underneath cracks in the sidewalk,
you'll feel it, in between the grass stalks,
you'll smell it, when you taste the rain,
in fleeting moments, when it whispers your name.
It sees you, just when you forget,
it'll save you, when you're feeling hopeless,
How can I make you, remember?
Didn't even notice when the flowers start to bloom,
didn't even notice the distance between me and you,
didn't even listen, to the sound of your breathing.
The sound of your own breathing.
You'll miss me, when you lie awake at night,
you'll think, what did I do, to deserve you?
where did I go wrong? To forever lose you?
We laughed at grown ups, off to work,
we didn't care, we had all the time in the world.
where could we, ever run to?
I still remember, the first step you took,
when every playground screamed your name,
I feel your fast, little heartbeat, across the years.
We could have run,
I would have chased you anywhere,
why did you, ever leave me?
Did you even like, the taste of cigarettes?
Was it worth it? Are you better for it?
Why couldn't you say no?
and now how will I, ever find you?
If that's the way it is,
then I guess that's just the way it is,
that's the way it is,
just the way it is.