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Sarah Baciu
Приєднався 10 січ 2022
Weekend Vlog - Sunrise run, shopping, cooking, friends, and essay writing
Okok even though I filmed his this before Halloween and posted it on the last day of 2024, I got a chance to improve my editing skills!
Hope you enjoy a productive, funny, and cozy vlog where I do some of my favourite things. All the time spent in nature sure does make it worth watching because it’s too pretty
Hope you enjoy a productive, funny, and cozy vlog where I do some of my favourite things. All the time spent in nature sure does make it worth watching because it’s too pretty
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Eating Disorder Habits no one Talks About
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Welcome or welcome back to my corner on UA-cam! In this video are some of the weird things I used to do when struggling with an Eating Disorder. Hopefully, this video will help you in whatever way you need, whether you learn something from my "debunking" of the habits or feel understood and related to it. DISCLAIMERS: 1. This video is NOT for comparison! You and I might have completely differen...
WEEKEND RESET VLOG - Studying, Shopping, Cooking, Cleaning, Friends and more
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Welcome or welcome back to my corner on UA-cam! In this vlog, I do things to "reset" myself and prepare for the week ahead. Follow me on Instagram! @sarrecovering I hope you enjoy my FIRST EVER vlog! Please let me know if you enjoyed this video and if there is something you would like to see from me in the future.
"Firsts" While Struggling and Recovering From Anorexia
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This video is about my first time experiencing, serious and meaningful things while struggling with Anorexia and while in recovery. I hope that the advice and experience I share in this video help you in whatever way you need :) Also, I hope you enjoy it! DISCLAIMER! This video contains susceptible topics such as weight loss, calories, restriction, etc. However, there is NO MENTION OF NUMBERS r...
My 5+ Year Long Struggle with Anorexia
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An eating disorder puts your life on hold. I hope this video can help you learn from my mistakes. DISCLAIMER! This video contains extremely sensitive topics such as weight loss, calories, restriction, etc. However, there is NO MENTION OF NUMBERS regarding weight or calories. This video may or may not be for you! Either way, it's ok! This video is not for comparison. Do not allow any of my exper...
Did you ever deal with binge eating? And how did you recover?
girl we are literally the same age and oh my god im so happy for your recovery wishing you the best 💕💕 and you are so freaking pretty oh my god 💕💕🫶🫶
I love your channel<3
I didn’t realize how much of a problem I had until I found your channel. I’m seeking help from doctors, thank you.
As another 15 year old, I understand how you felt as a teenager and I’m sorry you had to go through all that. Your parents definitely pressured you too much but I’m glad that you did you. No matter what you are always beautiful :)
Hi!! I am also a 15 year old girl who really really struggles a lot with food sometimes, and I can't even describe to you how much this has helped me. you are so strong, empowering, kind, and for what it's worth, so so beautiful on the inside and out <3 this video really changed me and i'm really going to try my best to start recovering like you are. i want my life back!! i admire you so so much and i wish you all the best <33
This video is beautifully made, just like you. proud of you kid <3
Heyy I just wanted to say I lovee your videos and Im such a huge fan. Im really happy to be here so early when your just starting this chanel because I think you will make it really far.
Where is your necklace from?
Im almost 12 years older than you but i really resonate with your story thank you for sharing ✨
just wanted to say that this video is beautiful !! you are so radiant and beautiful, and smart, and so well spoken ! You seem so mature, and I’m glad these experiences and hardships didn’t tear you down, and you realized you had a problem and you kept going and put your mind to recovering ! I really relate to this video, and it’s inspiring me to talk to my parents, and I’m really grateful you made it. I’m so happy for you. I’m sorry you went through those things at such a young age, but I’m over the moon that you seem a lot more confident !! thank you so much for making this video and sharing, it really really helps me, good luck to you, I hope you and your friends and family are doing amazing !! 💙🩵
I loveeee ur videos
Your diction is so good!!
God bless you :) 🤍
I think enjoying cleaning must be a Romanian thing because my mom (who was born in Romania) and I both love cleaning
Urrr so pretty
I am scared of being sick, especially vomiting, and i think I have ADHD, but im just so stressed and anxious and yeah.
4:45 I relate to this so much, whenever I look in the comments of a skinny persons video, all I see is “omg body goals!” And it makes me feel bad about myself
Thank you. Truly.
This was super helpful because my brother has the same thing and it’s been really hard on me and my family
you’re so sweet 😭🩷🫶🏼 my love i’m so proud of you
wow, i know that i dont know you but i am so proud of how amazing you are, you have such amazing knowledge and you should be so proud of yourself. you are so beautiful and have always been
Ive noticed that girls with this illness are so mature at the young age. Wow.
seeing this as also 15 years old who’s struggling with anorexia this made me feel seen
Wow, the information you shared is absolutely amazing and I learned a ton. I can definitely relate to the food watching, which I still do, and really need to figure out not to do. It's just like therapeutic in a way for me at least. Thank you for sharing your habits and being so educational and so open about this topic.
Hey, I just came across your channel and love it. Your videos are so inspiring and makes me feel like I'm not alone. I also appreciate how honest and real you are in your videos.
Your only a year older than me. I also want to be a doctor and I’m proud of you for getting better! ❤❤❤❤
you had a debit card?! at 13?! social media is awful for mental health, even for old people like me (lol, i'm 26 but you're a youngin'!), so i would think especially so for preteens! anyway, i appreciate that you talk about the relationship damage between your mom and dad. it exposes how much you love them! ❤️ thank you for getting healthy! best wishes! you are so beautiful and articulate and you seem like such a sweetheart!
you are sooo pretty! ❤
hi! the past few weeks i have been struggling with my weight and my body confidence. today especially i was feeling extremely insecure about my body, and when i opened youtube this was the first video that came up. i just have to tell you, i will never be able to help you enough. i was having thoughts of starving myself or eating less meals, but after watching this, i feel so much better about myself and i will never think that again. i want to say thank you so much for sharing your journey and i am so proud of you and how you’ve recovered. i hope u continue to be healthy and have a great day. thanks so so much ❤
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I truly just wanted to thank you for sharing such a personal story Sarah💞
so ur weak.. u gave up on ana she saved u and made u pretty im disgusted by how big you are now I would neverr betray ana
U are not okay stop hurting others because of it, hope you get well soon
@theaeklof4084 im not hurting others on the opposite u are praying on my downfall? hoping I recover is pure evil
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@@jiminschanelboot aww a cringe jimin fan
@@deadlisa2 you got nothing better to say 😂 so sybau
i saw your "My 5+ Year Long Struggle with Anorexia" video and im NOT lying when i say I CRIED a bit. I just feel so lost. I've had anorexia for 3 years now and I really do contemplate recovery everyday. I remember in 2023 I was put on a feeding tube for a while. I didn't gain much weight from the feeding tube, but I remember feeling awful because my family acted as if i was fully recovered when I got home even though I was bmi high 16s. I relapsed a few days after I got home and got back to my original lw at the time. Then on August 2023 I tried recovery (somewhat) but i had refeeding syndrome and I felt like i was actually gonna die. Since then Ive lost about 13 lbs so now im at my very lowest and even lower than ever. But I also feel at my lowest mentally too. I'm just very scared of refeeding syndrome again and I'm very confident in how I look, but I feel like I need to grow. I want to be able to relive my childhood memories around food and family. Im turning 17 next month and I do want to have a "womanly" body (which is NOTHING how i look like rn, im very short and have no curves AT ALL) but I still want to stay thin. I also have ocd which triggers my ed very badly, but I really do want to fix my health, and most importantly make memories with my family especially my mom who has gone through alot just to raise me. I feel guilty because she worries ab me and she says she hopes i dont die. i feel guilty because she truly has gone through alot in her life, and im just adding "unnecessary" stress :(
i know i’m just a random person on the internet, but i just want to say i’m so so sorry you are going through that. i understand how truly difficult it is, being young and having an ED. i can’t even imagine what you’re going through. if you ever need someone to talk to, i know i’m a rando but i’d be happy to listen. please know you are so incredibly loved no matter what your weight is. numbers on a scale don’t define you, i promise. i really hope you can recover and i’m so sorry you have to experience this. you matter ❤
I’m a little bit disappointed by the punishments by your parents. That’s not right and I feel like that would be more damaging. No one should be punished for having a disorder. It’s not about them.
i don’t normally comment on videos, but i’ve been going through an eating disorder for 4+ years (i am 16 now) and this was so important for me to hear all of this coming from someone my age. i can relate to you SO much, all of it. it really opened my eyes to realize that i need to recover because i want to, not because i am being forced. i realized from this video that recovering will be so much better than where i am at now, i want to look forward to and enjoy my life, not wake up everyday with this anxiety about food and what im going to eat. it has encouraged me in every way possible to recover and push myself to do more, and that life is not about how people look. i really needed to hear and see that i am not alone, and to see that another girl my age getting through the exact same thing, and that if im strong like you, it is possible to fully recover. i have never watched your videos but i just saw this video and i am so glad i did. i want to be your friend sooo bad, i can’t imagine being surrounded by such a sweet person like you that has been through the same exact same thing as me. you are so confident, so mature, so sweet, so brave, so strong, and so SO gorgeous! you have inspired me soooo much. I WISH SO BADLY i knew you and we were friends, id love talking to you and getting to know you and just relate and talk to each other. your friends are so lucky to have you. thank you so much for this video and i already know this has changed my life. and i really want you to know that every word i said, mean it so much! thank you sarah i can’t thank you enough girl❤️
Sarah I love your channel! You are so sweet and I can tell how much Jesus glows within you! You are a light to this world! Keep doing what your doing!
i agree!! Is she a believer and follower of God?
How old are you know
15
Thank you for your story, i'm so sorry you went through that at such a young age. Anorexia doesn't control just your eating, it takes over your relationships, your hobbies, you really loose your sparkle and i'm so happy to see you use your experience for others. I used to also hate my mom hugging me incase she felt how much weight i had lost and i felt so ashamed. It's an isolating and frustrating battle and i hope you're able to find peace within yourself soon. Remember you are worth so much more than whats on your plate, i'm extremely happy for you, well done <3
There really is no body worth this life. Thank you.
I’ve been struggling with ED thoughts for years now, I’m really scared. I can’t tell anyone though irl
Your parents did not handle your ed well... taking unreasonable priveleges(makeup,nails,coffee and u couldn't see your friends?! Wtf)and putting u under pressure about having to gain weight, CUS THAT'S NOT THE MAIN POINT In ed, it's about the mind. That really makes it seem that "I have to just gain weight so I can do atleast some things I want?" It's not fair and can make the recovery feel very suffocating. I just wanted to let u know that it isn't normal and u should talk about it. I could see the mind set in the end, when u said "that I still need to gain some weight so I can exerisice n do my nails" kinda putting u to the idea that it's the main thing and nog how u feel.
Not only is this video amazingly well filmed and edited, but you have such a great way of putting into words your experience. I'm also 15, and you're so mature and inspiring to me. I used to be the "skinny kid" and having to adapt to my body changing into one of an adult is still a struggle. I wish you all the best on your recovery journey and can't wait to watch the rest of your content! ❤
I’ve just discovered your channel and let me tell you thus, you are honestly such an inspiration,and at 15 as well! Your so well spoken for your age ❤
Your videos help me with my eating keep posting<3333
I relate to everything she said in the video it’s crazy and sad looking back now
Im so glad you opened up and are healing from your eating disorder. I cant imagine the diffucilties and fear you had to go through at such a young age it broke me when I saw how tiktok and social media can really teach us how to restrict or glorify eds.
Wow. I really have no words to convey the amount of feeling and understanding this video inspires in me. I, too, am a 15 year old girl in Canada & have faced many of the similar struggles with weight & body image & restrictive/binge eating. I'm also in recovery (not forced) and while it is hard, this video serves as a gentle and honest reminder of what healing is truly worth; me, my family, and everyone I love's true happiness and peace. One of the biggest driving factors that trigger eating disorders or give them the ammunition to thrive is social media. Please, for any young teens that watched this video & read this comment, DON'T spend too much time online or in negative spaces that enforce our society's entrenched obsession with diet culture. Don't make the mistake I did. Hearing your experiences was truly a comfort, Sarah. Thank you so much for sharing with us what you went through that will hopefully enlighten others. Wishing us both a safe and sound teenhood!
Wow, you are so mature and I think this is a very informative/helpful video to others. I'm the same age as you and sometimes its crazy to think about the things people my age might be going through.
i’m so proud of you