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She Doesn't Look Sick. #AnxiouslyLiving
Yo! Today is just an example of what a hard day looks like for me. Anxiety and mental health is super hard to deal with but you aren't alone in this struggle!
Welcome to my channel.
Welcome to my channel!
My hope for this space is to bring awareness to the realities of mental illness and the stigmas that can surround them. I myself have struggled with social anxiety for over 15 years now and is why I felt such an urge to start this channel. I know first hand what its like to deal with anxiety and I hope this channel can be a safe space for those who also are struggling. I do my best to talk honestly about what I deal with day to day and to upload often. I hope you stick around and hit that red subscribe button while you're here.
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Big Changes In 2024🤕
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Oh lord it has been a year. I'm thankful to be leaving a lot of crap behind me in 2023 and having this new year the best yet. Starting the year off with therapy 💊😅Welcome to my channel. R&B Kitchen Dartmouth NS rnbkitchen902/ MUSIC CREDITS www.epidemicsound.com/?_us=microsoftads_brand&_usx=494191750_epidemic sound&msclkid=90c68a0b75d81f9c14e5eff3b3e5b63f&SEM|XXX|en|xx|Brand-exact&E...
How Social Anxiety Can Interfere With Daily Tasks
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Daily tasks like getting groceries can be a daunting task for those with social anxiety. Here are a few tips and my experience with how to deal with the symptoms that can come from social anxiety. #Anxiouslyliving #socialanxietydisorder #highbloodpressure #anxietyinwoman #anxietyisreal
Shooting My Dream Buck | 12 Point Whitetail
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sorry for the delay in posting. I currently have what I believe to be a sinus infection of some sort. Cant.stop.coughing. The worst!! This experience was truly one I won't forget and I'm so happy I got to document it! Hope you enjoy the vlog ;) Don't forget to subscribe! 👉🏻MUSIC CREDITS🎵- www.epidemicsound.com/?_us=microsoftads_brand&_usx=494135558_epidemic sound&msclkid=c6326ec59f92172a4cbc0b4...
Another MRI | Did I Hit Him???🤕
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well shoot. no pun intended. I went in for another MRI. This time on my neck and brain. Really hoping to have some answers this time! fingers crossed. Have you ever shot at a big buck and missed? Or made a bad shot and couldn't find your deer? Let me know in the comments below! 👉🏻MUSIC🎵www.epidemicsound.com/?_us=microsoftads_brand&_usx=494191750_epidemic sound&msclkid=5343177950ec11afc8297217d6...
Hunting Begins | Chasing Big Bucks
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Hunting season has begun here in Nova Scotia and heres a look at the first couple of days! Welcome to my channel. Welcome to my channel! My hope for this space is to bring awarness to the realities of mental illness and the stigmas that can surround them. I myself have struggled with social anxiety for over 15 years now and is why I felt such an urge to start this channel. I know first hand wha...
Life Lately | Kip Moore Concert | Prepping For Hunting 2023
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It's been a minute sense I last uploaded! Heres a recap of whats been happening the last couple of weeks in my life. I got to take my best friend to her first Kip concert. We had a blast! 👉🏻JIM SHOCKEY GUN TRIPOD 👉🏻www.sportsmans.com/shooting-gear-gun-supplies/shooting-equipment/shooting-benches-rests-bags/primos-trigger-stick-gen-3-series-jim-shockey-tall-tripod/p/1478351 👉🏻MUSIC CREDITS👉🏻 www...
The Realities Of Anxiety | Having A Panic Attack In Public
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This has never been an easy thing to share publicly but I think it's important to know that you aren't alone. Ever. If you or someone you kn ow is struggling please reach out. 💊MAGNESIUM I TAKE FOR ANXIETY💊-www.amazon.ca/NFH-Magnesium-SAP-90-Capsules/dp/B00N4LYTXQ 🎵MUSIC CREDITS🎵www.epidemicsound.com Welcome to my channel! My hope for this space is to bring awarness to the realities of mental i...
Cottage Weekend | Fishing For Mackerel In Queensport
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Gosh I suck at filming a vlog! Whoops. Oh well, here's so footage from last week, Hope you enjoy! FOLLOW ME ON INSTAGRAM- kaylaa_md MUSIC CREDITS- www.epidemicsound.com VLOGGING CAMERA - shop.canon.ca/en_ca/p/powershot-g7-x-mark-iii Welcome to my channel! My hope for this space is to bring awarness to the realities of mental illness and the stigmas that can surround them. I mysel...
Seeing A Neurologist | Severe Migraines & Pain🤕
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Welcome to my channel. Welcome to my channel! My hope for this space is to bring awarness to the realities of mental illness and the stigmas that can surround them. I myself have struggled with social anxiety for over 15 years now and is why I felt such an urge to start this channel. I know first hand what its like to deal with anxiety and I hope this channel can be a safe space for those who a...
First Solo Trip | Flying To British Columbia✈️
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What a magical two weeks!! I can't believe I got myself on a plane. If you have anxiety then you know exactly what I'm talking about. If you ever get the opportunity to travel alone, do it!!! 👉🏻FOLLOW ME ON INSTAGRAM📸 k_lmd 👉🏻MUSIC CREDITS🎵 www.epidemicsound.com/ Welcome to my channel! My hope for this space is to bring awareness to the realities of mental illness and the stigmas ...
Do I Need Therapy??
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Do I Need Therapy??
Counting Macros | Calorie Deficit ⚖️
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Counting Macros | Calorie Deficit ⚖️
I Don't Want To Do This!!🚑💩
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I Don't Want To Do This!!🚑💩
Having A Colonoscopy | What To Expect
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Having A Colonoscopy | What To Expect
GRATEFUL
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GRATEFUL
Chest X-ray | Can I Find Answers!!
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Chest X-ray | Can I Find Answers!!
Going To A Naturopath For The First Time | Severe Bloating
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Going To A Naturopath For The First Time | Severe Bloating
I Don't Want It To Be Over 😭| Closing Day
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I Don't Want It To Be Over 😭| Closing Day
Once In A Life Time Canadian WhiteTail!!
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Once In A Life Time Canadian WhiteTail!!
The Deer Are Smarter Than Us!!
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The Deer Are Smarter Than Us!!
Thank God There's A Woman Around!
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Thank God There's A Woman Around!
Saying Goodbye To Family💔
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Saying Goodbye To Family💔
Why Can't I Find Answers? | More tests..
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Why Can't I Find Answers? | More tests..
We're Back!! 🦌 First Day Of Hunting Season
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We're Back!! 🦌 First Day Of Hunting Season
Suicidal Thoughts...
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Suicidal Thoughts...
Our Basement Flooded😣 | Hurricane Damage
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Our Basement Flooded😣 | Hurricane Damage
It's Okay To Not Be Okay.
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It's Okay To Not Be Okay.
East Coast LifeStyle | Boat Day
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East Coast LifeStyle | Boat Day
A Week By The Ocean | Nova Scotia
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A Week By The Ocean | Nova Scotia

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  • @gustavob514
    @gustavob514 2 місяці тому

    i gained 10 kg with this pos med, just great how the doctor didnt even gave me a warning about the possible side effects. btw i used to be able to eat whatever and any amount i wanted without gaining weight, tbh i always ate like an animal. wasnt age either since i was 34 when i started and roped it after 6 months. it completely removed any single trace of anxiety from my being though, actually insane how effective it was for that cause BUT i was prescribed for social phobia, not anxiety, and it didnt improved at all in that regard, not even doing therapy. when i tried to put a pair of jeans and saw they didnt fit me anymore i never felt so bad in my life, im kind of underweight for my height since im a guy but i dont think its fine to gain so much weight with belly fat.

  • @Pedro-ds3cq
    @Pedro-ds3cq 2 місяці тому

    I gained 12kg with lexapro in 2 years. I stopped taking it 2 years ago and I still havent been able to lose a single pound. People and my doctor telll me to go to a dietitian but I never needed one. Ive always had a beautiful body and I have a decent knowledge of nutrition. It's frustrating and depressing. If your doctor wants to prescribe you this, ask them if theres another option. Im currently on luvox, which doesnt affect my appetite anymore so even though I didnt lose any weight at least I have stopped gained new pounds.

  • @DigitalDistortion
    @DigitalDistortion 4 місяці тому

    Gained 30 lbs

  • @vx1201
    @vx1201 5 місяців тому

    i gain 20 kg with seroquel and cant lose them...i go to gym sweating all along and previously i go swimming...i m very athletic in the day and also walking about 1hour a day and still my kilos cant be losed...i was always at 80-85kg and now im 100-105kg doing all this gym and cant help lose them...im devastaded and helpless

    • @nicolaholland1
      @nicolaholland1 2 місяці тому

      Try Sitt . Sprint training of 2 orr 30 seconds as fast as you can. Rest and repeat around 4 times. Do this 2 or 3 times a week. It changes metabolism profoundly and browns fat so you can lose it.

  • @brittanyb5942
    @brittanyb5942 5 місяців тому

    I gained 40lbs in 4 months on mirtazipine. None of my clothes fit, my feet hurt, I stay out of breath and getting depressed from it.

    • @maddygold
      @maddygold 3 місяці тому

      Same, I’m on both lexapro and mirtazapine, and I gained 35 in 6 months.

  • @fyou1120
    @fyou1120 5 місяців тому

    Just started lexapro, and I feel good off the bat, it’s dose 3 today of 10mg and I hope weight gain is my side effect.

  • @Slickone-wk9mc
    @Slickone-wk9mc 5 місяців тому

    Your still sexy

  • @ghostymeow
    @ghostymeow 6 місяців тому

    Me too!!! I was really thin before, like 47kgs and now i’m 75kgs in less than 12 months

  • @shelleymacdonald3492
    @shelleymacdonald3492 6 місяців тому

    🩷

  • @crysche486
    @crysche486 6 місяців тому

    Getting a haircut is the worst one for me. The awkward silence, and occasional small talk 😮‍💨 I keep telling them I like growing my hair long but then I have enough and need to cut it. It is partly true but also that way I expose myself to that situation lesser

  • @goldboro1
    @goldboro1 7 місяців тому

    Hey K! Any results back from the blood work yet?

  • @AprilLeighchronicallyme
    @AprilLeighchronicallyme 7 місяців тому

    I gained 10 pounds right away after taking amatryptaline for IBS pain stopped that last week and started very low dose lexapro and it decreased my appetite in half and lost 3 pounds in 4 days . I told my dr if I gain one pound from this that I will stop it or change to something else so I’m very cautious. Thank you for sharing your experience.

  • @fransorsel2966
    @fransorsel2966 8 місяців тому

    Hi! Did you get the results of the test in the end? The one for your heart rythm?

  • @shelleymacdonald3492
    @shelleymacdonald3492 8 місяців тому

    Well done girl! I struggle with stupid little bags too. I saw something where you pick an apple or whatever take the sticker off and use it to open the bag, it actually works.

  • @MegaShermanater
    @MegaShermanater 8 місяців тому

    Ive been doing therapy for about 10 years and it definitely helps once you find a really great therapist! Keep with it because it helps

  • @goldboro1
    @goldboro1 8 місяців тому

    I don't know if I have anxiety or not, but I despise crowds with a passion. I plan my grocery trips for when Costco has the least number of people, early Sunday morning. I do know that when I get out of the store, it's with a sigh of relief though. Good coping mechanism to use the headphones though!

    • @AnxiouslyLiving
      @AnxiouslyLiving 8 місяців тому

      Definitely could be mild anxiety for sure!! I hate crowds

  • @yunggoth777
    @yunggoth777 9 місяців тому

    I was 170 in March now it’s January and I’m 259. I stopped taking it without consulting my psychiatrist.

    • @d3smf
      @d3smf 8 місяців тому

      hows it working out for you?

  • @rickmarshall8608
    @rickmarshall8608 10 місяців тому

    It’s about time my god

  • @goldboro1
    @goldboro1 10 місяців тому

    Hopefully this MRI tells you something. There's something going on that's beyond my Google medical experience for sure. So glad you found your deer the next morning. So, so proud of you!

  • @rickmarshall8608
    @rickmarshall8608 Рік тому

    Never pee where u hunt

  • @suphiakarcay4316
    @suphiakarcay4316 Рік тому

    Your weight gain is too hardcore...that fat never goes away, maybe shrinks a bit. Meds gained fat is different than normal fat

  • @makeupminx6103
    @makeupminx6103 Рік тому

    i gained 12lbs in about 2 months of starting to take it. completely stopped because it wasn't even doing spectacular things for my depression. I moved onto a different medication.

  • @shelleymacdonald3492
    @shelleymacdonald3492 Рік тому

    🤗

  • @asfdsfsasf
    @asfdsfsasf Рік тому

    I wish you the best of luck coming out of this struggle. I suffered with some of the exact same symptoms - the heat, the anxiety of people thinking "what's wrong with her" - I was able to access therapy and eventually got better. Life is a lot easier now. You are smart and self aware, I believe you will overcome this someday. Please hold hope.

  • @erikaflow4558
    @erikaflow4558 Рік тому

    This honestly sounds like a hormonal issue that the Lexapro exasperated

  • @rickmarshall8608
    @rickmarshall8608 Рік тому

    Where the vid when your dad got a hook in him?

  • @ditishti4972
    @ditishti4972 Рік тому

    Beenbon lithium for 1 year and gained 30 kg.Took me 10 years to lose weight and still nothing with my mental health.I guess once you're on meds you never get out

  • @goldboro1
    @goldboro1 Рік тому

    This shoulder pain along with the migraines has been going on way too long. I hope you get some resolution soon. HUGS!

  • @autumnsskin
    @autumnsskin Рік тому

    I gained almost 40 lbs on Lexapro and I tried everything known to man, even quit taking it sometimes to lose the weight... the only thing I found that worked was going low carb/keto. Staying low carb has actually been working really well

  • @shawnamacdonald8342
    @shawnamacdonald8342 Рік тому

    Try sleeping next to the bauckin every night 🙃

  • @Miawallce80
    @Miawallce80 Рік тому

    I gaid 20kg on Lexapro. It made me feel like a zombie and I never had energy!! I'm now on fluoxetine and back to my normal weight

  • @xcalabur18
    @xcalabur18 Рік тому

    Thanks so much for posting this! Could you maybe explain more about what it was like to get put to sleep? This is the part that freaks me out!! Like, what does it feel like? How do they do it? What does it feel like when they put the stuff in, like do you get sleepy or is more like wide awake to instantly out? Could you have stayed awake if you would have tried or is it impossible? Haha. Basically whatever you remember about that part would be helpful. Thanks so much!

    • @AnxiouslyLiving
      @AnxiouslyLiving Рік тому

      Sure! Well I will start off by saying that everyone reacts differently. Some people can be awake through the entire process, I can remember seeing the screen for about 10 seconds in the room and then I was out. They gave me an IV and something to help relax me, which I totally could’ve gone without. And then said they were giving me the medication to put me to “sleep”. All I felt was the medication going in and it felt like a rush of hot water. My eyes got super heavy and I was asleep. I never felt a thing. It felt like I was only in there for 10 mins max but it was actually closer to 45 mins. So so simple!! And zero pain afterwards. I wouldn’t of even realized I had anything done.

  • @goldboro1
    @goldboro1 Рік тому

    That was not a great experience, but at least it's done. Did you get your results back yet or are hey still with your doc?

  • @viorelscrob6391
    @viorelscrob6391 Рік тому

    For what do you need a colonoscopy..?

    • @AnxiouslyLiving
      @AnxiouslyLiving Рік тому

      I had a variety of different chronic symptoms for almost two years.

  • @goldboro1
    @goldboro1 Рік тому

    It's no fun having to go away for work, I've been away from home now for 22 years working contracts. Such is life if we want to make ends meet, cause there's no work at home right now. Good for you for driving in teh crappy weather. It's no fun, but we live in Canada, so have to face it at some time. Keep teh vids coming Kayla, i love em!

  • @nicoledamato4741
    @nicoledamato4741 Рік тому

    It's been 3 years for me and I gained 30 pounds. I eat better now then I used to but I'm more hungry and tired. My doctor suggested switching to welbutrin to help lose weight. Never go cold turkey off a psych med. I hope to wean off SSRIs very very slowly over months or years. It's in God's hands.

  • @treasurehuntingscotlandmud9340

    great finds enjoyed the video

  • @BrazilianGirlChannel
    @BrazilianGirlChannel Рік тому

    hi i just found your channel and i also just started Lexapro. Thanks for sharing your experience. What CBD do you take and how much? I'd be willing to try it out instead of Lexapro.

  • @theryman4124
    @theryman4124 Рік тому

    Physiatrists have NO IDEA what they’re doing. They all cause weight gain. It’s WATER WEIGHT because of the way SSRIs fuck with your sodium levels

  • @shelleymacdonald3492
    @shelleymacdonald3492 Рік тому

    🤞🏻

  • @daringgreatly8473
    @daringgreatly8473 Рік тому

    I gained so much weight on lexapro and it took me forever to lose it but it ruined my body.

  • @imacrazybitch1998
    @imacrazybitch1998 Рік тому

    You aren’t alone I’m in the process of stopping Lexapro now I used to weigh 160 which I still wanted to loose a little weight at that time (3 years ago) Now, 3 years later I weigh 190 and am struggling to get it off. I hate the way I look I feel SO uncomfortable in my body. I’m now counting calories myself to try to lose weight. If it weren’t for my old job messing with my mental health and making it worse I wouldn’t never gone on Lexapro. I hope one day we both meet our goal!

  • @shelleymacdonald3492
    @shelleymacdonald3492 Рік тому

    Nuttin wrong wit dat 😂😂

  • @goldboro1
    @goldboro1 Рік тому

    Did you send pictures of the big buck you saw on the camera? Would love to see him. Thanks for the shout-out! HUGS

  • @SarahMally859
    @SarahMally859 Рік тому

    Hey, I'm sorry that you are experiencing this. Please know that you are not alone. I also gained weight from Lexapro. About 10kgs. It's been two months since I stopped. I also couldn't lose weight while on Lex despite counting calories and exercising. I'm hoping to see some difference no that I've stopped. Hope you can find your answers and eventually lose that weight.

  • @goldboro1
    @goldboro1 Рік тому

    I can't comment. The last day Sarah and I went out this year I forgot my wallet with my wildlife card and RPAL. It would not have been good to get stoopped by the forest nazis with no IDs. I passed between puckering my ass and kicking it for being so stupid.

  • @Tania-rg7jp
    @Tania-rg7jp Рік тому

    Simple reality of SSRIs and weight gain: Serotonin and dopamine are on a seesaw. If either is low you will be driven to over eat. Dopamine sweets like candy. Serotonin starches like potatoes bread pasta. If either serotonin or dopamine is too high, it drives the other down and you will overeat. They must be in relatively moderate in their levels. But people don’t live moderate lifestyles nor moderate goals nor have a moderate modern culture. So you end up on a lifestyle and philosophic roller coaster and blocking the reuptake of one and that will drive up the other and lower the target. The pills also ensure you stay on a rollercoaster. The rest of the extrapolations doctors and academics use is to distract from the negative results people are paying them for that we wouldn’t if we knew the truth.

    • @Tania-rg7jp
      @Tania-rg7jp Рік тому

      Also dopamine raises metabolism to a degree. So if you take a drug that as a secondary effect lowers dopamine you will not have as fast of a metabolism. But the BIGGEST effect by far is how these chemicals change your appetite. The amount and the choice of foods. People lose interest in plain healthy food and want richer more calorie dense food even when not eating a lot in quantity.

  • @shawnamacdonald8342
    @shawnamacdonald8342 Рік тому

    One day at a time.

  • @Doorto_theriver
    @Doorto_theriver Рік тому

    I gained 60 lbs in 6 years on it even tho nothing changed diet wise. My diet got better actually. Im tapering now - it’s been a year of tapering and I’ve gone down from 10 mg to 3.5. Tapering is excruciating and not a joke. I wish i never took the drug but going through this had taught me so much and I hope I can help others one day. x

  • @goldboro1
    @goldboro1 Рік тому

    Good luck guys. So you're going to be like the bears. Yes they do crap in the woods, LOL