Carolynn Ponzoha
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My Body Did WHAT?! || Medication Side Effects
Side effects seem to be a necessary evil of taking psych meds - at least, I've never taken anything without having them. Though I've found the right cocktail of medication today that causes minimal side effects, I wasn't always this lucky. Over the past 15 years or so, I have taken many medications that took me for a crazy ride of side effects - some embarrassing, some scary, and some downright strange. Here's all about those side effects.
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00:00 - Intro
01:18 - Disclaimer/Trigger Warning
02:25 - My History on Meds
04:03 - Why I Don't Disclose My Meds
05:58 - Tardive Dyskinesia
08:16 - Nighttime Behaviors
09:52 - Weight Gain
12:17 - Lactation
14:54 - Severe Rash
16:55 - Medical Trauma
19:18 - Finding a Good Prescriber
20:55 - Something to Consider
22:15 - Conclusion
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Medication, Addiction, & Psychosis || Substance Induced Psychosis
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  • @Readmybumpersticker
    @Readmybumpersticker День тому

    In hospital time is distorted too cause of being in the same environment all the time.

  • @ihatedtheending
    @ihatedtheending День тому

    hi Carolynn! this is Levi. i like this video style for your content- i’m really worried how long form content will hold up on everyone’s platforms but i think you’ve got it! you speak eloquently enough to captivate people for more than one minute which is a skill i hope i can also master. thanks for sharing your knowledge!!

    • @Psychotic.in.Seattle
      @Psychotic.in.Seattle День тому

      @@ihatedtheending oh my gosh, hi Levi!! It’s so great to hear from you! Thanks, I appreciate it & I think you’re super captivating yourself!! I’ll go subscribe ASAP.

  • @Readmybumpersticker
    @Readmybumpersticker День тому

    It sucks when your paranoid and you create false memories of persecution.

  • @Readmybumpersticker
    @Readmybumpersticker День тому

    Im also scitzoaffective bipolar type. Intially diagnosed bipolar. Clozapine saved my sanity got me out of psychosis

    • @Psychotic.in.Seattle
      @Psychotic.in.Seattle День тому

      @@Readmybumpersticker I’m so glad to hear it helped! Same here, I got diagnosed bipolar before SZA.

  • @Readmybumpersticker
    @Readmybumpersticker День тому

    The doctor told me to watch out for lactation. So glad it never happened. As a pre op trans guy at the time it sounded horrible. So sorry no-one warned you. It is weird.

    • @Psychotic.in.Seattle
      @Psychotic.in.Seattle День тому

      @@Readmybumpersticker yeah, SUPER weird. And dang I can’t imagine how much that would suck for you. 😓 Thank god it didn’t happen. I’d hate for it to affect your surgery.

  • @ShadyPlatinum777
    @ShadyPlatinum777 2 дні тому

    Hope you’re doing well ❤️

  • @Michael-hy7du
    @Michael-hy7du 3 дні тому

    You make the most relevant and informative videos on psychosis. I so so appreciate what you do. Thank you for the content and education!

  • @WWS322
    @WWS322 3 дні тому

    hey Carolyn! it's good to see you. I'm glad you are doing well. i was pretty sick but was able to decide on my own to take the medication despite side effects. i just felt so bad and had a lot of symptoms. now I'm better and take very little. i don't often hear people in na meetings talk about moving on from meetings but it does happen, they do move onto other things. one of my first pdocs got me to go to na. and i literally went to thousands meetings but today i just bare knuckle it when the urge arises...

    • @Psychotic.in.Seattle
      @Psychotic.in.Seattle День тому

      @@WWS322 yeah, there’s definitely life outside of na. I’ve seen a lot of people go on from na & be successful & stay clean. I’m glad you’re one of them!

  • @gerberdaisies
    @gerberdaisies 3 дні тому

    And I got that with seroquel too- my friend once said on seroquel you would eat a bag of dried lentils!

  • @gerberdaisies
    @gerberdaisies 3 дні тому

    Such a freaking catch 22 with antipsychotics- “here, this will help you but it’ll be impossible to stay on it”…

  • @murielmoloney1043
    @murielmoloney1043 3 дні тому

    I had similiar experiences as you.i now see a psychiatrist who.is not interested.i have to pay privately thinking of changing.this video os invaluable

  • @popegizmo2288
    @popegizmo2288 4 дні тому

    Cool shirt

  • @popegizmo2288
    @popegizmo2288 4 дні тому

    She's cute

  • @popegizmo2288
    @popegizmo2288 4 дні тому

    Badass Pinkerton shirt

    • @Psychotic.in.Seattle
      @Psychotic.in.Seattle День тому

      @@popegizmo2288 yeah Pinkerton is my favorite Weezer album!

    • @popegizmo2288
      @popegizmo2288 День тому

      @Psychotic.in.Seattle Mine too! By far, actually!

  • @pruey
    @pruey 5 днів тому

    Awesome chat guys. Here's hoping it offers a solution for folks that haven't had luck with the current available AP's. It's hard to find the sweet spot without having to negate side effects with even more meds, so I'm curious how folks respond to it. Thanks for the upload!

  • @LollyVieira465
    @LollyVieira465 6 днів тому

    Wow this was so informative. Im not sure I've ever been thru what u described but you made it really easy to understand and empathize with. Thank you for that. I broke up with my fiancé in October, he'd been struggling with psychotic and violent episodes really bad with his bipolar disorder and alcoholism. He stopped trying to get help and i realized i was never gonna help someone that didn't want help. Idk I hope he gains the awareness you have one day. I want peace for him.

    • @Psychotic.in.Seattle
      @Psychotic.in.Seattle 5 днів тому

      @@LollyVieira465 oh gosh, I want peace for him too. That sounds so rough. I’m glad you put yourself first though & did what’s best for you. ❤️ I’m sorry you lost your relationship & I hope you’re doing ok.

    • @LollyVieira465
      @LollyVieira465 5 днів тому

      @Psychotic.in.Seattle it's been hard. I miss who he was during the good times but it just wasn't worth the bad times anymore as they got worse and worse. But seeing someone on the other side of it is so beautiful. It gives me hope for him 💜💜💜

  • @Antistellarx
    @Antistellarx 7 днів тому

    I have schizotypal personality disorder was diagnosed at 17 and i’ve been having disorganized thinking/speech, odd beliefs and reality distortions and eccentric behaviour since I was 5 years old 😭 even though people said kids can’t have these disorders so this is rlly cool now I know i’m not crazy and it was possible that my disorder developed very young

  • @libertysuspended5215
    @libertysuspended5215 7 днів тому

    It’s pretty sad in my area. We don’t even have a support group. We have nothing. We can barely get my son medication. I am gonna have to go in there and buy an RV and travel somewhere and just find the right place to live from my son because right now I’m living in hell.

  • @schlamschliebert3857
    @schlamschliebert3857 7 днів тому

    I’m recovering from psychosis and I’ve really appreciated your videos. I’m trying to sort out what happened to me and it’s been hard to see both the good sides and the bad sides of it, not just labeling it as all bad if that makes sense. I appreciate you sharing an upside. It helps me give myself permission to admit that some parts were positive, which actually makes me feel a little bit more balanced about the situation. Anyway, many thanks! What you’re doing is very helpful and appreciated!

  • @daisydoo1177
    @daisydoo1177 7 днів тому

    Psychosis is nothing compared to the disabling tortuous severe side effects from the toxic antipsychotics they shove on you. Anatolia and complete body meltdown. Bedridden for years from pharma. I came out of psychosis with marijuana after three months of it. No lasting effects either from staying away from pharma and using natural meds to relax. The drugs were what destroyed me. Not the actual psychosis.

  • @mentalhealthwithalana
    @mentalhealthwithalana 7 днів тому

    I still haven't recovered from my 1 year psycotic episode. Glad you're doing well now ❤❤❤❤ love your videos. I have Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type too. 😊

    • @Psychotic.in.Seattle
      @Psychotic.in.Seattle 7 днів тому

      @@mentalhealthwithalana it took me a long time to recover, too. I hope your recovery is going well & you come out of it soon. ❤️

  • @Fabulous7B
    @Fabulous7B 7 днів тому

    The fact that one’s own brain can betray them in such a profound way is difficult to accept.

  • @HeroReturns
    @HeroReturns 7 днів тому

    How does psychosis cause neurotoxicity? Is it not caused by the antipsychotics?

  • @theodavies8754
    @theodavies8754 7 днів тому

    It's great that you are doing so well. Understand conditions where you react,tired, stressed,hungry,driving unusual situations with people you don't want in your home ect. Always take a breath and make a measured response that reflects who you are at your core, it's fine for your response to be an extended silence followed by asking them to repeat it. Sorry, I'm not getting what you mean. Try to avoid adding you are a narcissistic gaslighter,it won't help with the next part of the conversation. Confrontation is stressful and manipulative. Health care professional gaslighters get paid by the hour and pharmaceutical prescription. The tell is they will turn and face you in a way that is intended to cause a confronted response, often with a lean towards your space. Know when you are being triggered,they do it for a living.

  • @kathycarter3344
    @kathycarter3344 8 днів тому

    My son tried it for 5 weeks and had to stop because it made him very nauseated. He did not want to live with that I did feel it was helping his positive symptoms so it’s unfortunate. Good luck to you.

    • @Psychotic.in.Seattle
      @Psychotic.in.Seattle 7 днів тому

      @@kathycarter3344 aw bummer, I’m sorry to hear he had a rough time. I hope he finds something better.

    • @kathycarter3344
      @kathycarter3344 6 днів тому

      @ thank you. Clozapine is helping a lot currently. It has given him insight that he hasn’t had in three years.

    • @Psychotic.in.Seattle
      @Psychotic.in.Seattle 5 днів тому

      @ I’m so glad to hear that! That is really wonderful for him, and for you as his mother too.

  • @DemianSlade-y9n
    @DemianSlade-y9n 8 днів тому

    Risperdone and Depakote gave me akathisia.

  • @murielmoloney1043
    @murielmoloney1043 9 днів тому

    I have been on .antipsychotics for 26 years

  • @sheila4933
    @sheila4933 9 днів тому

    Thank you for explaining how this medication might help people.

  • @constantinhaller4391
    @constantinhaller4391 9 днів тому

    They are Making a cure for 2026 called evenamide

  • @dodoismus369
    @dodoismus369 9 днів тому

    Hello! Can I ask you please? Do you think you could make a video on how to talk with someone in psychosis but not in an acute crisis? For example when you have an online friend and they are showing signs of psychosis and you still want to talk with each other. I have friends that are sometimes going through some episodes and I don't know how to listen to them, help them and validate their feelings and just talk as normal as possible with them but not harm them.

  • @WWS322
    @WWS322 9 днів тому

    i take lybalvi which is zyprexa and an appetite suppressant and is outrageously expensive. if I had a child I'd have to let him decide whether or not to take antipsychotics, if he had the disorder. i chose to take them knowing the risk because it was really bad. i still take them at half the dosage though the bad feelings have dissipated at age 54. i would like to not take anything but the lack of sleep still makes me insane. i also take an anti depressant which i believe in. that's all i take and i was once on five meds at a high dose. i don't have akithisia or td.

  • @Alan-w7g
    @Alan-w7g 9 днів тому

    Sorry u have to cope I deal with alot of same issues

  • @rogue1573
    @rogue1573 9 днів тому

    look great to me. Hope all is well.

  • @hobolove2468
    @hobolove2468 10 днів тому

    Thank you💕💪🏼🙌🙏🏼 Jesus loves both of you sooo much💕

  • @gerberdaisies
    @gerberdaisies 10 днів тому

    Does John do advocacy work as well? He’s so well spoken and seems like a natural

    • @Psychotic.in.Seattle
      @Psychotic.in.Seattle 10 днів тому

      @@gerberdaisies he somewhat does! He does a lot of service work in the addiction recovery community. He’s actually speaking at an event next week! I really am so proud of him and I think his growth shows in how he talks and carries himself. He’ll have 6 years sober in March.

    • @gerberdaisies
      @gerberdaisies 9 днів тому

      Oh wow, big congrats to him! 🎉You guys are great together

    • @Psychotic.in.Seattle
      @Psychotic.in.Seattle 8 днів тому

      @ thank you!

  • @Fabulous7B
    @Fabulous7B 10 днів тому

    Carolynn- in no way am I making light of what you went through. I have been through psychosis too and it is utterly terrifying. That said can we just agree that the band U2 is a real problem 🤣

    • @Psychotic.in.Seattle
      @Psychotic.in.Seattle 10 днів тому

      @@Fabulous7B hahahaha yes!! I’m so glad I’m not the only one!

  • @fuckyouallanddiehorribly
    @fuckyouallanddiehorribly 10 днів тому

    psychosis is the healing from this fake reality. sorry. truth hurts.

  • @HalenNelah
    @HalenNelah 10 днів тому

    PS you two are a beautiful couple!

  • @HalenNelah
    @HalenNelah 10 днів тому

    I’m really hopeful for this new med ❤

    • @Psychotic.in.Seattle
      @Psychotic.in.Seattle 10 днів тому

      Me too, I think if I weren’t already stable on meds I’d totally try it out.

  • @nonpareilstoryteller5920
    @nonpareilstoryteller5920 10 днів тому

    Oh lord, poor pet, my heart goes out to you. Extraordinary how hard it is for family to recognise what is going down. But the suffering is indescribably hard to explain. In the circumstances. I hope by now you have some understanding of what happened to you and a good advocate in your corner. You’re not alone. Ever. Thinking of you. Mind yourself. It’s a hard road. But, there have been successes with an alternative approach than the norm. On UA-cam you’ll find a young woman, who after years of medicating, received a new form of treatment, -food based would you believe- that got her off meds for what is ailing you. She has recovered and is no longer on meds. If you’re inclined to consider the most modern and astonishingly successful treatment, look her up. Metabolic treatment for bipolar disorder. Lauren Kennedy West. Check her out. If she can overcome it, so can you. Best wishes and don’t despair.

    • @Psychotic.in.Seattle
      @Psychotic.in.Seattle 10 днів тому

      @@nonpareilstoryteller5920 oh yes, I look up to her so much!! She really inspires me. I’ve been watching her journey closely and it’s made me so happy to see her doing well - finally!

  • @Asdfghjklqwqrty
    @Asdfghjklqwqrty 10 днів тому

    I got abused at a hospital during my first and so far only time I've experienced psychosis, and we still have little idea why my psychosis happened. To this day when i have flashbacks to sensations or just memories and i feel them viscerally like my hallucinations during my episode, i start to panick not being able to tell if its ptsd or if its psychosis again. Ive had a really difficult time finding videos and information online that helps me research what i might need for my mental health in the future and ways to understand my experience, this helps immensely, thank you for making this.

  • @IlluminateYourPower
    @IlluminateYourPower 10 днів тому

    I know someone who might be going through this. Unsure how to help, but trying to learn more about it on yt. Thank you for this ❤

  • @goldenpear7622
    @goldenpear7622 10 днів тому

    psychosis is a sign of which mental health illness? I

  • @Catsmeow92
    @Catsmeow92 10 днів тому

    Thank you. Im struggling since my first episode where i disposed of so many valuable items almost a year ago. Ive gained weight from the medication and bad diet. I'm trying to get out of the depression and its so hard. I used to be outgoing and bubbly now im just a shell of a person 😢

  • @murielmoloney1043
    @murielmoloney1043 11 днів тому

    I hitchiked in my pj's to the local police station when in psychosis

  • @cleangal71
    @cleangal71 11 днів тому

    Anxiety has prevented me from some great possibilities. It can be completely debilitating.

  • @Rememberriseagainst
    @Rememberriseagainst 11 днів тому

    It's eriee because I'm from Bartlett and same concepts here. It was as if I was always outside the social quo looking in. My best friends were the misfits, mental health was NOT a thing you showed EVER. Something was seriously wrong with you if word got out. We had our own decent into this twisted make it or break reality. There were ones who didn't make it. My friends will forever be in my memories as ghosts of Bartlett High. Clear as day I remember each of them. I'm surprised I made it out.

  • @theodavies8754
    @theodavies8754 12 днів тому

    I found avoiding people that require medication to tolerate works better. I avoid health care professionals who bring the residue of insanity with them. If in doubt, get more sleep. There is undoubtedly a tipping point but that was usually events weeks before followed by constant digs from someone who fills you with self doubt,they need something to be wrong with someone else. Ditch them or they will do it to you again. "Next time" is one of their favourite tools.

  • @Angelo87653
    @Angelo87653 12 днів тому

    Liberals

  • @User149-v5h
    @User149-v5h 12 днів тому

    try taking: Omega-3 Fatty Acids Magnesium Zinc tumeric Ginkgo Biloba Ashwagandha Rhodiola rosea and workout single everyday, and it will go away fairly quickly and you'll feel better. this is just a list of what i did, and it worked extremely well for me. from experience i recommend trying out this anti psychotic remedy, as these are all natural anti psychotics.