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I've had a flare up of anxiety and depression over the past few months, I'm back on meds since a month but now I'm experiencing an extreme boredom. I've lost interest in my hobbies and I'm only barely managing to go to work.

When I was 7, my babysitters son molested me, then took me into the barn and set me up to fall from the rafters. I remember falling and hitting the floor with a thud. I fell flat on my back so the wind was knocked out of me. I thought I was going to die. I got up, ran to the house, knocked so hard on the locked door I broke the glass. I don’t remember much after that at the house. I do remember though feeling like I was looking down on my body from the rafters after I fell. I cannot remember any other details of the barn itself like how it looked on the outside. My younger brother witnessed this as well and thought they had killed me. We never told our (divorced) parents. Asking for help never resulted in anything and keeping dirty secrets was the generational rule of the day. I continued to live in abusive relationships because of attachment issues and executive dysfunction. At 60, I am disabled, much due to the physical traumas I experienced so young that were never attended to medically. The Body Keeps the Score really opened my eyes to why I have lived in pain for most of my life. I am working through it now, for 3 years, non-stop so far. Dissociation is still my go to, but I have found a few memories previously buried. The physical pain continues as I cannot relax my body enough to break the armored brace I have built around my rib cage and spine. Brilliant video, thank you so much.

In my country (Norway, Scandinavia) lithium is considered to an extreme strong drug and rare to give a patient. You have to have an extreme form of bipolar type 1. Not sure how people can get this on Amazon!!😲 Never ever heard about 5 mg. Here it's like 42 mg, 93.mg and so forth. What have I missed here? Are you talking about the strong lithium (lithionit) only given by a licensed psychiatrist or a supplement?

What do you guys think crazy or clairvoyance? I don't always get rides so I go to some movie or something and then I look up the rain in the country that they I've done it in or some kind of b*******! But yeah Claire wants me maybe Hun little man thinking 🤔

Maybe I just need a white room crazy

Hey Mrs it's raining in the Bronx that's why I'm here. I'm not always spot the pretty well? Because I don't know if I have this bulshit but hey, it's worth looking into I don't know I'm just crazy crazy 4 the mind

This book strikes me so hard that I got this instant epiphany about my anxieties in aging,loneliness and death. I,too,used to think it was the wedlock that imprisoned me and prevented me from being who I wanted to be, but actually we are all combatants in the fight against aging,and all this time I chose the wrong enemy.

Yes, I believe that experiences can make the body be on high alert and try to protect itself again from the thing that caused you harm or just stress and it accrues to physical pain.

After years of horrible experiences with psychiatrists, therapists, and other “medical professionals” not believing me or invalidating my symptoms, I finally learned about structural dissociation. I lose time, I become a different person, I get depersonalized. I could not possibly trust another shrink again, so I’m integrating on my own. Thanks for covering this topic. ❤

This is terrific. Been looking for an IFS addiction meditation that started to open that firefighter. Here it is. Thanks! Blessings

You have no idea about yoga nidra. Go back for more classes, i would suggest. And your goal ain't pure.

If you suffer from manic depression. I posted videos of my own depression I struggled with for over 15 years. It’s boring hearing a book read person tell you about how you feel and why, on what to do. I’m here to tell you, maybe I can give you clarity beyond what they speak of. I know the subject taught well, I know it first hand even better. Your pain is painful and it’s real, and i know the importance of saying that it will be okey, it will. It took 15+ years of hanging my a thread, and I made it. And you will too, just persistence to the next day. I post about everything so you will have to find those videos. But I cover things with no filter, because life doesn’t have one. Hope I help

You filter comments to your liking. Very unprofessional. Very anti American, very anti first amendment.

This ni*ga is damn intelligent but I would prefer if he'd open his mouth wider...couldn't understand half the words

I like the meditation, but I feel there needs to be more space between the speaking so that you can explore what has been suggested.

I still don’t understand the difference between boredom and depression.

Talking to different parts directly doesn’t mean you automatically lose coconsciousness and go into the past. Sad to hear this practitioner explain it this way. It is not accurate. Talking to parts directly is much more effective.

I cried when i was tensing my fists

There is an advertisement in the middle, which completely ruins the purpose of this.

Its called ankles

Mid roll adds in a meditation is a no go for me. I know it's more expensive to have a channel with only beginning & end ads. Won't recommend based on the actual experience as it was.

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I enjoyed the meditation, however did not appreciate and advertisement in the middle of it. If you want to put ads, best at very beginning or end to not distrupt the meditation. Thank you ♡

Nice meditation.

OMG so many dots connecting now!!

Ok g easy

I am diagnosed one with ASPD, schizoid by age 26. Psychopaths are more dangerous because they’re chameleon they can hide their identity easily and blend in society, and they’re very charming individuals hard to spot them. We ASPD…..We can blend in as well but we will show our true color eventually, we have trouble to follow society rules, we’re pretty much misanthropic, we don’t ‘’hate’’ we just dislike people, hate is a strong word. We only blend in if it’s a career thing, when it benefits us we can put a fake charm only for those particularly reasons. We’re also social distance, socially awkward when we’re in the spotlight….We will turn the conversation back to you. We’re not narcissists….We don’t abuse people either. What do we get from It by abusing people? Boosting our pathetic ego to feel superior about ourselves? Why would we invest our emotions on people we don’t give a damn about it? What’s the point of this? Revenge? Pathetic attempt. That’s what an narcissist will do. We can be cruel, uncaring, callousness towards your feelings, that’s true. We can also give unblinking predatory stare to make people uncomfortable. We will show our true color in public, end of the day we don’t care. We only put fake charm like I said before, to get what we want. We’re opportunists…If you don’t benefit us, we will show our true color. Cold, uncaring, cruel at times because of low empathy. But abusing people? No…..We will only abuse people if you do something against us or it reminds our childhood trauma but you need to push our berserk button in severe way. Than we can be very angry, impulsive, and pretty much violent and it can end up fatal….We ASPD don’t care about people feelings. We can make a bond with people we really care about but in very rare circumstances. Out of this circle we don’t feel anything at all. Basically my nature is ‘’indifferent’’ cold, uncaring. Just don’t poke with us with a stick in severe way. Than our sadism, sociopathy comes up to sky.

What about the cause. Is that important. Some people are genetic and others can be drugs and others can be environmental or all to different extents

Why spend 2 minutes explaining what nsdr is? Do you honestly think people search for a video like this and need an introduction to what it is? Why not also spend 10 minutes on the history of meditation? Waste more time

its really will be helpful at least for me

Waist of time. Just listen to Huber man

"Hitting the sauce or hitting the pumpkin pie." That gave me a good chuckle.

can i use it to make a song that reminds me of a bad period become neutral like any other song ? and for complex ptsd if it is a long period with so many memories how can flash be effective to process the memory of all that period so i don't get triggered anymore ? Thank you in advence 🙏

Great ❤stuff, i was again traumatised when i had to give my beautiful ragdollcat away, it was very painful, so i avoid passing the catfood in the supermarket or things that remind me of my cat, because the feelings are so painful, always avoiding my painful feelings about any number of things, so drugs play a big part in my life to change from feeling bad to feeling high or dissociated, i am right now dissociated because i am feeling not good, i don't like feeling weird 😢 💔 but it passes, so i go up and down, back and forth, thats my life, lots of physical pain too, has got worse, as i have aged!

Yes, i always felt not good enough for anybody or anything, damaged beyond repair but i pray and try to be spiritually enlightened although i often fall short, 🙏 i know deep down god loves me because there have been gifts of insight and knowledge which many others lack, i suppose i'm learning to like myself no matter what anyone else says or does or thinks!❤❤❤i like me, even if you don't, pussycats love me!❤

They they choose evil period

Very interesting. One of the most enlightening and practical interviews on adhd. Thanks 🙏🏼

Would it be safe to use 50 mg of Vyvanse for morning, 10 mg of Adderall for a booster in the afternoon, and then add 5 mg of orotate lithium before bed? I currently am on the Vyvanse and the Adderall. I just feel I need something else for mood stabilizing. Will the lithium be a good addition or would that put me at risk for serotonin syndrome

What if your hands/forearms want to shake? Should I let them? And for how long?

Thank you!

I’m not changing for society it’s exhausting.

Beautiful! Smooth and calm delivery. You have anew subscriber 🙏🏽☺️

Great, another quasi-scientific and untestable concept that is going to be inflicted on clients. Can we just go back to demonic possession and bodily humors?

I watched many videos about the differences between Sociopaths than Psychopaths and this is the most descriptive. Thank you Emil for making this video. I watched this video 3 times.

My friend, I truly hope that you read Lee Strobel’s book, The Case for Christ. It’s a great read and contains the life-changing truth about the Light that gives light to the whole world. God bless you, Emil.

Not all psychopaths are the same. High functioning psychopaths are usually successful and have learned how to function lawfully in society.

We would call it “make space, take space” in uni, being cognizant of how much of the conversation you were taking and asking if you were giving space for people who are generally underrepresented.

Hi. I trained with Phil Manfield, and he has folks tap while talking as well as blink. I’m curious as to why your form of Flash in different.

Amen brother ✌️💚✨️

I feel like a psychopath uses calculated terrorism while a sociopath is more likely to be more haphazard in the abuse. Keeping a person fearing they might die for several years through strategic manipulation and abuse is awful. Awful for your body and mind.