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I had to get away (Olympus E-PLS 5)
i burnt myself out completely. it's all based on expectations, almost all of them internal voices. so i came back to the thing i always do. and that's chasing joy in any of the ways i know how. it doesn't always work. it most often doesn't in the beginning. but little by little you crack your way back to the light
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Відео

Entropy and the Percy Jackson of it all
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I have been struggling with a pretty bad bout of depression and burn out. This little movie was the only thing i've done recently that has made it feel any different. the most important thing is to chase joy
September Diary entry
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September Diary entry
MKBHD and the hope of Timshel
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Dear reader, I'm really obsessed over the ideas of fallen heros. In waiting for Godon, there is this scene where it's bascially said that we can never again have a god, because we would tear him down. i think the obsession comes with the fear of being caught out. of being the worst thing in the world. of doing the worst thing. or being gross or uncool, especially and most painfully falling from...
Documenting my nomadic life
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since the age of 13 when I was shipped off to boarding school, I've been on the move and haven't really had a singular place to call my home. But there is a lot of beauty in that, and a lot of beauty that I find in documenting and coming back to these memories and the nuances of a place I once called home, even though I can't go back to the place physically. so these are all photo's from the pl...
"look around ted. You're all alone"
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I made this video when I was feeling very, very low. So little in life feels steady, and being alive feels like being tied to a sinking ship, constantly trying to scoop the water out and yet contemplating jumping into the ocean itself. But there is something that i cannot describe that i have very little knowledge about but that i know exists because i have seen it. and because my therapist has...
life is pretty lonely right now.
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things have been a little rough and so many of the certain relationships in my life feel in flux. this video was me trying to still see the beauty in the world and to enjoy being alive despite of it all.
Adam’s Song: Blink 182 cover and short film
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the song is a cover of blink 182's Adam's song, a song about suicide, written primary by Mark Hoppus ( i'm including this in case the singing is so bad you don't recognise the song despite knowing it) i know i am not a great singer, or great/ even servicable guitar player but this felt important to make. i hope that's okay
Loneliness
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i've recently moved to a new place, and with it some old feelings have resurfaced. being away from everyone you love is hard, because you're left at the end of the day to confront yourself. the song is a cover on youtube of nude by radiohead, that i added drums and piano to on garage band. all the footage in this video was shot on my iphone 12 mini (because i was robbed and they stole all of my...
My girlfriend could beat up your girlfriend
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the song is a cover of Shania Twain's, you're still the one I want at a concert by Harry Styles and, as you can hear if you listen to the end, Kacey Musgrave the video was shot on an iPhone 12 mini and the original sony rx100 and to my girlfriend. thank you for coming into my life. i love you
Shot on iPhone (because they stole all of my cameras)
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the first song is a guitar tutorial ( ua-cam.com/video/krxfIkn nM/v-deo.htmlsi=KdFhkB4gwSoLEkta). I was learning to play the song on guitar for this video and then my guitar strings. Broke. yeah. not the best time for my creative tools :( the second song is ed sheerans cover of the irish folk song, The Parting Glass
Going home was hard this time. And I know why
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the music is a guitar cover I did of Safe and Sound by Taylor Swift and Civil Wars. I think change is difficult. Especially for me. Even good change can be hard, but when there are so many unknowns and things that are known to be difficult it’s even more painful. My therapist has said this to me on a number of occasions: suffering is equal to pain x pain. That’s why when Gautam buddha sat under...
This is how I'm going to lose weight. And this is why it matters
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This is how I'm going to lose weight. And this is why it matters
Why are you suffering?
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Why are you suffering?
Photo's i took in March (fujifilm X100V)
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The music is an instrumental cover i did of Give Me Love by Ed Sheeran
A Video Poem about life (Cinematic footage shot on Fujifilm x100V)
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A Video Poem about life (Cinematic footage shot on Fujifilm x100V)
I took these self portraits over 4 years
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I took these self portraits over 4 years
Somewhere Only We Know- fan made music video ( pretty bad  singing, not so bad music video)
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Somewhere Only We Know- fan made music video ( pretty bad  singing, not so bad music video)
Raabta fan made music video and cover (pretty bad cover, not so bad music video)
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Raabta fan made music video and cover (pretty bad cover, not so bad music video)
Marcus Aurelius and the fallacy of immortality
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Marcus Aurelius and the fallacy of immortality
It was the best of times
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It was the best of times
the art of taking in the good times
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the art of taking in the good times
We went on a road trip to Cape Town
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We went on a road trip to Cape Town
Reality is an illusion
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Reality is an illusion
I can’t seem to quit sugar
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I can’t seem to quit sugar
This is as good a place as any to wait to die | shot on fujifilm x100V
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This is as good a place as any to wait to die | shot on fujifilm x100V
My year in photos and Why I Make Art No One Sees
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My year in photos and Why I Make Art No One Sees

КОМЕНТАРІ

  • @deelynn8611
    @deelynn8611 День тому

    But when its been set up that way for you, eventually you just stop straining against it. You just accept it and no big deal. Its easy to reduce yourself to almost nothing. It doesn't matter that much when it happens over time.

  • @ENiceproductions
    @ENiceproductions День тому

    But your film demonstrates the beauty of the mundane.

  • @AnAverageGoose
    @AnAverageGoose 2 дні тому

    Wow…….

  • @PullinOuttaCarsonCity-r8v
    @PullinOuttaCarsonCity-r8v 2 дні тому

    htt p s://youtu. be/dnvhTPLT5kA?si=rrooywXAabTPba_s

  • @paulvoorhies8821
    @paulvoorhies8821 2 дні тому

    No wonder he killed himself.

  • @P0ETICsin
    @P0ETICsin 3 дні тому

    @Frontline breakthrough share what you learned so far?_? Any realizations advice

  • @anjaleesoni3139
    @anjaleesoni3139 5 днів тому

    This is so beautiful! 🥹🫶🏻

  • @chameleonproductions9883
    @chameleonproductions9883 8 днів тому

    Idk why he reminds me of Sam Hyde

  • @choncoocho1392
    @choncoocho1392 9 днів тому

    DFW seems to not actually say anything, but serves as a mirror that people see themselves in.

  • @sirg-had8821
    @sirg-had8821 12 днів тому

    It's not loneliness if it's intentional. I'm alone on purpose and I am making peace with it.

  • @HolisticHealing77
    @HolisticHealing77 13 днів тому

    I love this.

  • @GD-rd6ig
    @GD-rd6ig 16 днів тому

    What movie is this?

  • @jackashmore
    @jackashmore 17 днів тому

    Weirdest episode of how I met your mother ever

  • @brandoncook8975
    @brandoncook8975 17 днів тому

    the truth is like poetry....and most of us hate poetry.

  • @scottdrake5159
    @scottdrake5159 18 днів тому

    Why did the algorithm send me here?

  • @Raging_Granny_Gamer
    @Raging_Granny_Gamer 18 днів тому

    That’s not him. lol. 😂😂😂😂

  • @olicorrivo3289
    @olicorrivo3289 18 днів тому

    Welp, that hit hard especially that im writing a pretty complicated essay taking the position that the integration of LLM's in education should be done, but that its gonna be deeply transformative. Its up to us to educate people critically about them, thats why it should be integrated, se we dont sink deeper in meaninglessness.

    • @wallacehowery6414
      @wallacehowery6414 11 днів тому

      So that we no longer need human interaction? And that humans no longer have jobs, at least not the ones that require thinking.

  • @leshtricity
    @leshtricity 18 днів тому

    looking back, it really was this era where the anti-white garbage started gaining traction.

  • @rabbitrun777
    @rabbitrun777 19 днів тому

    Greeks waiting for the barbarians to come and sack their city. It’s better than nothing.

  • @stratocaster1986able
    @stratocaster1986able 19 днів тому

    bro hits like a truck

  • @williamgass9242
    @williamgass9242 21 день тому

    This is edited from the original

  • @martinmendez5856
    @martinmendez5856 22 дні тому

    What is the song at the end?

  • @JayCie-v3p
    @JayCie-v3p 22 дні тому

    I haven't seen the movie and I don't know the guy, but this is EXACTLY why I don't have room mates

  • @eli7527
    @eli7527 24 дні тому

    was this all said by DFW was this based on an interview?

    • @frontlinebreakthrough5723
      @frontlinebreakthrough5723 24 дні тому

      @@eli7527 it was based on the book that David lipsky wrote- he wrote it based on the 3 day interview he had with Wallace.

  • @eli7527
    @eli7527 24 дні тому

    I really, really appreciate your description above

  • @jasonodell79er
    @jasonodell79er 24 дні тому

    He was an overrated masonic plant

  • @firdoussulaiman9327
    @firdoussulaiman9327 28 днів тому

    Your kitchen looks beautiful

  • @charlie5thumbs351
    @charlie5thumbs351 Місяць тому

    One of my absolute favorite movies of all time. Truly deserves a lot more credit.

  • @paulwheeler6609
    @paulwheeler6609 Місяць тому

    Technology and materialism are killing us. It is a deeply unsatisfactory culture to live in for anyone wishing to experience true community or a rational balance of instinct and service to the larger good. There is no "larger good." There is only the bottom line.

  • @thekhantv_5481
    @thekhantv_5481 Місяць тому

    what movie is this?

    • @MrMeeish
      @MrMeeish Місяць тому

      The end of the tour

  • @TommyLomeo_movement_33
    @TommyLomeo_movement_33 Місяць тому

    Some other alternatives for a way to live. Hold on. You are loved 🫂

  • @whitnbits2253
    @whitnbits2253 Місяць тому

    You edited out the best part of the quote when he's standing in the doorway. After he mentions the spiritual crisis, he says "...feeling as though every axiom in your life turned out to be false, and there is actually nothing. And that you are nothing. And it's all a delusion and you're so much better than everybody else because you can see this is just a delusion but you're so much worse because you can't fucking function... It's really horrible."

  • @arikjacobson5771
    @arikjacobson5771 Місяць тому

    thank you for this.

  • @feefawfern8240
    @feefawfern8240 Місяць тому

    Lots of sadness and lots of truth.

  • @sanjayyethipathi
    @sanjayyethipathi Місяць тому

    humans are epitome of intelligence, intelligence is making models of reality and reality is a paradox. the more you try to apply logic, the more absurd and horrifying it becomes. only way out is in. zoom into each moment and be present .. you'll start to surf without thoughts. but it's not easy because we are used to constant thoughts ever since we stopped being children. i suggest 2 podcast episodes 1. steve vai's under it all - meditation 2. deconstructing yourself - joscha bach both of these you can find on youtube

    • @frontlinebreakthrough5723
      @frontlinebreakthrough5723 Місяць тому

      @@sanjayyethipathi I will definitely give them a listen. Thank you so much for the recommendation, and the comment

    • @sanjayyethipathi
      @sanjayyethipathi Місяць тому

      ​@@frontlinebreakthrough5723i'm not depressed like how you describe but i really hope you feel better. steve vai, one of the greatest guitar players ever, if you dont know, has gone through a rough phase like you. he talked about it in 1st episode of 'under it all' series, i suggest you watch that too. in the mentioned in my original comment, he talks about meditation, what is it and all that but what made the most impression on me is what his experience is like right now. i listened to that episode like 10 time by now, i even made a transcript of it so that i can read slowly. it gives me hope that i can feel better too and its possible .. infact its inevitable. since then i'm starting to feel like giving up all my ambitions and decided to keep my life simple and live it around meditation. because as you know not feeling good generally makes us feel like its not worth going through all the adult pains. the other podcast episode (which is not on yt, i just checked, look it up on spotify) is coming to the same discussion from the scientific perspective. scientific explanations hit hard & permanently change our perspective for good, what joscha bach is saying can be hard to parse but i suspect he is saying very profound. the funny thing is he is expressing it in the spirit of science but its spirituality. feel free to share your thoughts if you do watch them.

  • @KILLERDOG416
    @KILLERDOG416 Місяць тому

    the problem is that this isn't really about loneliness

  • @scoon2117
    @scoon2117 Місяць тому

    Segal was genius in this.

  • @InvaderZed
    @InvaderZed Місяць тому

    I honestly thought this was a deleted scene from the social network 😂

  • @TeddiM8
    @TeddiM8 Місяць тому

    While i sit here alone in my room watchin this, the prophecy was fulfilled.

  • @larrydougdios
    @larrydougdios Місяць тому

    segel nailed it.

  • @abc.933
    @abc.933 Місяць тому

    Even now, as I live in western Europe, I don't harbor the illusion that if I just made the big effort and wasted my life cultivating great social relationships, that it would 'solve' my life and fill me with happiness. On the contrary, a happy-go-lucky social life is often as superficial as a soap opera in the face of the work and the sacrifices and the sufferings involved in having few but deep friendships. I think many series and films offer us an amazing understanding of human life, an amazing experience. I'd gladly spend my life alone in a room watching cinema and documentaries and listening to good music, than be back to my childhood life being so poor I could not afford a bus ticket to the next village, and for human company I'd have idiotic traditional villagers. All of us forcing one-another in tight social and gender roles, all of us watching one-another for mistakes, so gossip could be at the same time the great social entertainer and the whip that kept us in line with toxic traditional beliefs.

    • @dffgffffffdddddddddd
      @dffgffffffdddddddddd Місяць тому

      I like how you only exist in that specific dualistic realm Villagers Or Movies There's literally billions of people who agree with you stop bro please stop this mindset

    • @abc.933
      @abc.933 Місяць тому

      @@dffgffffffdddddddddd literally my coming to age was moving from a 300 people Balkan village to Scandinavia to study film, and afterwards occupy myself with film and now teaching film ha ha ha good observation. but yes, my youth was marked by watching Dune and Star Trek.

  • @chaoticneutral783
    @chaoticneutral783 Місяць тому

    White people: My life is too perfect and comfortable, I'm sad and bored. :c Other People: I wonder if I'll be alive tomorrow 🤣

  • @AdamasOldblade
    @AdamasOldblade 2 місяці тому

    Loneliness is a good thing, you cannot convince me otherwise. After 35 years (yep) of living with my shitty parents due to my massive anxieties that lead to insane depression, a life crippling drinking problem that made me a severe alcoholic for 20 years, a string of horrible horrible jobs with no goals, little pay and always on the verge of being fired no matter how good I did, I hated everything. I hated my terrible parents, hated my life, drank NON-STOP, attempted suicide twice, god damn it. I finally landed a good job with great job security and it allowed me to move out and live on my own. Almost instantly I stopped drinking, started focusing more on me and what I wanted to be… and that was simply being away from people. I love it. I am far happier now at 37 than at any other time in my life.

    • @Maggdusa
      @Maggdusa 2 місяці тому

      Be cautious not to confuse being alone with loneliness.

  • @D1no-Bravo
    @D1no-Bravo 2 місяці тому

    People are cannibalistic leeches. Hd entertainment is utopia.😊

  • @wiseyoutube2078
    @wiseyoutube2078 2 місяці тому

    The postmodernist hit that GenX writers and especially those of unhindered levels of neuronal genius like DFW must have been like a bomb. There's nothing to collectively fight, no global cause that is spiritually guided or designed to be. It's just the death and deconstruction of religion paired with growing capitalistically-derived pleasure, and growing minds capable of rationalizing more BS fed to them. I can see why DFW was trying to transcend postmodern writing styles like irony so so badly. They entice and tittilate with the shock of an ever growing void. Eventually the pleasure disappears and it's just pain remaining.

  • @eSportDjango
    @eSportDjango 2 місяці тому

    Why am i wearing a hulk hogan durag

  • @HenryCasillas
    @HenryCasillas 2 місяці тому

    🌻

  • @thebigoaktree8401
    @thebigoaktree8401 2 місяці тому

    Rarely anyone deeply connects anymore, choosing screen time and texting over human connection and verbal exchanging of emotional place, placement, and shared emotional space. Flashy and colorful machines blinking, dinging, and constantly whirling have lured our spirits to the brink of annihilation. With each interview I can see the weight of the understanding of an oncoming dreaded reality that he shouldered. And that very few others understood, or couldn’t help, properly share in, or begin to help him make peace with the gravity of knowledge concerning what would befall us all. He is stardust now for sure, moving beyond light speed becoming, planets, stars, nebulae …as he should be. Look up and catch a glimpse of him everywhere.

  • @zi784
    @zi784 2 місяці тому

    This actually is pretty good

  • @zi784
    @zi784 2 місяці тому

    Those who're cursed to love their reflection will stay caged in the mirrors.