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Nikki Z
United States
Приєднався 10 вер 2009
Just another blog about a transgender girl and how she walks down the path of transitioning from male to female. See surgery thoughts. Before and after photos and hear all the every day challenges a transgender woman has in real life.
The Night Before Voice Surgery
I am scheduled to have Voice Modification Surgery with Dr. James Thomas tomorrow morning. Here are my final thoughts before that surgery spoken with my old voice. I will see you on the other side.
For those here for the first time. This is me. The real me. Take it or leave it but please do not spew your hate here.
If you want to help my channel grow and become more regular please consider becoming a patron of mine at patreon.com/Batgirl
For those here for the first time. This is me. The real me. Take it or leave it but please do not spew your hate here.
If you want to help my channel grow and become more regular please consider becoming a patron of mine at patreon.com/Batgirl
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Відео
Nikki's Transgender Blog My path is mine to walk?
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Here is a better explanation of my path through transition until now. I give you this as I am getting ready for my next round of surgeries. I hope these open and honest videos help those that are either transgender or are friends or loved ones of those in transition. For those here for the first time. This is me. The real me. Take it or leave it but please do not spew your hate here.
Nikki's Trangender Blog Five Years Post Op
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It has been five years since I went full time and almost five years since my surgery. Here are my thoughts on the last five years and where I go from here.
I Scheduled Voice Feminization Surgery
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I am back again. This time I hope it is for more than just a couple of videos. I am having voice surgery in April and will make sure to keep you up to date. I will be posting my thoughts on surgery from now until April 5 and then I will start doing videos on the 20th when I am allowed to talk again. If you have questions please leave them in the comment section
Nikki's Transgender Blog What Dad Asked
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This weeks show was inspired by conversations I had with my dad last week when he visited. My dad has been fully supportive of me and my transition, however, since he was born from the era of non acceptance he still has questions. Some of the answers I gave confused him so I share them here with you today. In the end, I love him and can do nothing else but thank him for the love and understandi...
I'm Transgender But It's Not Who I Am
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During early transition I was carrying an invisiable banner that identified my as Transgender to all that saw me. I talked about it and lived as though that was all that I was. Now, Tansgendered is something I am not who I am. I talk about this in this episode of my blog.
Transgender Insurance Coverage
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Here is a bit about how insurance has changed over my five years of transition. I hope to get some conversation about this going so please comment and give me your experience. I want to revisit this topic often.
Transgender Self Acceptance
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Today I went to watch a friend play tennis. The interaction she had with the women there was very enlightening and made me think. he are my thoughts for today. sndangelo@gmail.com
Shedding My Transgender Stealth Field
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I've been away for a while. I am back. This video explains my absence and what I'll talk about here. Thank you for continuing to subscribe. Sorry for the sound. My computer that records audio was down for the evening. If you want to send in questions for now place them in the comment section. Thank you! And I promise the next video will be perfect!
December Transgender Rant
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There's much going on and too little time to talk. So here is a rant.
Facial Feminization Surgery Seven Month Update
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This video is about FFS 7 Month Update
Gender Reassignment Surgery One Year Post Op
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It's been a year and I find I still have some things to offer. I tried to disappear but I am seeing that maybe I can help so... I am back.
Facial Feminization Surgery Three Week Post Op
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I try to form a cognitive thought on my interaction with the trans community on this side of transition. I have a new harcut. Think it hides the scar well. Still a great bit of my path left to travel. Thank you all for watching. nikkidangelo.blogspot.com/
Facial Feminization Surgery Recap
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Surgery number 2 is now complete and I think that is all she wrote. I'm done with going under the knife. My mom is doing better. Still fighting her cancer in Mexico so thank you for all the prayers. Here goes my FFS recap. Please comment away. I need your thoughts for my next video. Here is the FFS surgery Racap. Thanks for all the wonderful and kind words of support and thank you all for the p...
Transitional Thinking Recap
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Thank you for the wonderful feedback. I offer this as my thanks. Watch for a special treat from Layla, my wonderful Golden Retriever.
Facial Feminization Surgery Around the Corner
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Facial Feminization Surgery Around the Corner
Gender Reassignment Surgery Six Months Post Op
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Gender Reassignment Surgery Six Months Post Op
Gender Reassignment Surgery 4 Months Post Op
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Gender Reassignment Surgery 4 Months Post Op
Gender Reassignment Surgery 16 Weeks Post Op
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Gender Reassignment Surgery 16 Weeks Post Op
Gender Reassignment Surgery 15 Weeks Post Op
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Gender Reassignment Surgery 15 Weeks Post Op
Gender Reassignment Surgery 14 Weeks Post Op
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Gender Reassignment Surgery 14 Weeks Post Op
Gender Reassignment Surgery 9 Weeks Post Op
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Gender Reassignment Surgery 9 Weeks Post Op
Gender Reassignment Surgery 8 Weeks Post Op
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Gender Reassignment Surgery 8 Weeks Post Op
Gender Reassignment Surgery 45 Days Post Op
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Gender Reassignment Surgery 45 Days Post Op
Gebder Reassignment Surgery 1 Month Post Op
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Gebder Reassignment Surgery 1 Month Post Op
Gender Reassignment Surgery discharged from the hospital!
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Gender Reassignment Surgery discharged from the hospital!
Gender Reassignment Surgery Day Six Post Op
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Gender Reassignment Surgery Day Six Post Op
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I feel great to be a woman guys always seduce me hard to much
I went under the knife to become a real kathoey and I enjoyed being with men all the time
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WOW Nikkki what a Beautiful "Lady" wish her well---Ken from the Past !!!💋 & ❤
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wow Nikki Z ---13 yrs they must be BOSSOM BUDDIES now 💋 & ❤===Ken
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Hi Nikkie.Just wanted your video it was very informative, I've been a crossdresser for a good few years now much too old for transgender surgery but I'm so happy as I am. The trouble is that people expect you to be what you're your not the answer is be yourself and be happy in life, take care stay safe. Helen x England.
hello Nikki
gosh your too Kissable !!!
How are you today?
You are beautiful 😊❤️
our legal system sucks. nothing in our world makes sense anymore. Discrimination by the judge.
Nikki, where in, New Jersey are you from ???
It's October 24th 2020, I like it if you can do an update. & see how your doing in 2020 / 2021
Nikki, I'd love to see what you look like today. It's 8 years later today is October 23rd `2020. and the whole world is going through, a crisis, covid19 , Corona virus. I've been on H.R.T. snce April 16th 2017. I feel stuck.
I’m worried now, I have my hearing soon at a court in the same state. I hope it goes well.
LOL try to keep the phone straight you know exactly what it is about
Thinking that it is so lovely that you sound so strong and seem so happy
Liking the way you express your feelings and thoughts that you will get the weight under control when you heal farther be happy beautiful as I can see you have it in control
What about Medicad What is any does it cover?
I think it is up to the individual, not the church or any one else
so no video on how it went, obviously it failed?
wow how are you?
Real question is why don’t patients work with electrologists to get face and bottom at the scheduled appointment under bottom where the time extended would be face work
Congratulations.
Miss you !?
I love listening and hearing about your life. I have surgeries ahead of me and behind me. My biggest concern going forward is to hear from women such as yourself if you would make different choices if you had to do it over again. I don't mean would you have surgeries or not but would you choose the same doctor, choose the same place to live, have surgeries in places like Thailand, Mexico or Europe? Were you satisfied with Schecter? I know you were very happy right after surgery. I know most of us have a mind set of it was wonderful what just happened to me with this or that surgery. My big question is however, do you see any shortcomings in the well meaning doctors, or, what kind of improvements should a trans woman tracing your steps take to find the best surgeons, find the most affordable surgical procedures, find the right post surgery lifestyle? Big questions. I have no doubt that you will agree that your decision was the best for you then and perhaps would be the best for you now. My question is what kind of improvements do you think should be possible with medical practitioners and procedures both now and for younger girls who are going to go through the procedures in the future. Wouldn't it be nice to be able to use stem cells to grow your own uterus, vagina, fallopian tubes, urethra, ovaries, breasts, hips, vocal cords etc? Just fantasizing. What would you like to see in the form of small improvements in the medical transitioning process?
I think the question is what insurance company will provide a fighting chance at winning any appeal.
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We would like to hear the improvement as of this date?
You are so right about going back to college, even at our time of life. (50) And perhaps even more so at this time!? Although you recorded this a couple of years ago, you thoughts remain poignant. You are a beautiful woman. Love and hugs, peace and respect, from Mati in England, UK, Europe, Earth. Live long and prosper. xxx
can you tell me how to start to get approved for this and what insurance is more likely to help me
can you tell me how to start to get approved for this and what insurance is more likely to help me
You are beautiful and an inspiration.
Nikki, you're more beautiful with each new video. A Trans-sister.
3 dressers? wow you do luv you huh...kutos!! great episode my mom dissed me too, sigh just another lesson Hon..a fan
How can I contact you I need help with transition
are you jazz's friend
Its mutilation...playing with GODS creation...
In which category the transgender is to be put?.......an incomplete female?
Will srs will completely change a male into a female?will the female be able to reproduce?if not,in which the transgender is to be put?
I'm watching your UA-cam videos and they're pretty good. For myself I'm just in the starting line I didn't start it yet on their formal didn't and I seen another people to help me and I'm December 7. 2016 I am seeing the doctor and his doctor going to send me to another doctor - and blood test and essay I'm just on the starting line now I'm at the store other women wear women's clothes panties brawl at my finger painting but now speaking in time to do it that alone when the bishop you you're on the You don't get a whole Nother support shifting see some people once a month and you have to be careful around this neighbourhood sometime weirdos you tell them you're transitioning into a woman it's teeny know you're at the hospital honey quick right now because it's the night I hope dad to hear from you ?
I saw how much trouble you had with your first attempt at your name change, I think that it was horrible that they wouldn't do it. I'm glad to see that things are better now. ( ^_^. )
Inspiring video..I'm in your age bracket and like you was a failure at school and continuously make excuses for not going back. I'm stuck in limbo regards transitioning because of the fears I have..Too old, male pattern baldness, rejection from family and friends., I fear losing my home if I come out at work..I'm so negative..my inner critique says "You only want to be a woman because you could never get a woman..and no woman will ever want you because you're a weirdo with a fetish" so part of me says You're a failed man and you ought to try harder instead of giving into these trans desires.I'm in constant battle with myself..I long to break free of this, to find peace..I hate how my life's turned out..mid 40s, no degree, isolated, making just enough to pay mortgage and bills..and stuck on the fence with gender dysphoria..But it was so refreshing to watch your video and see that you, someone not too different from me has found a way to move forward ! it gives me a sense of hope..Thankyou