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I’m so so proud of you!! You are such an inspiration

One of the best and most inspiring recovery stories ❤

This is the most lovely update. Thank you for sharing, I feel like there has been such a change in the level of happiness that is coming from you, and your excitement for life. It is incredibly encouraging to see others managing their mental health struggles and courageously living their lives.

this video is so beautifully honest and realistically hopeful 💕 relate to so much, especially the comment about being told you’re too insightful lol. hypomania can be so rewarding in creativity and delusional confidence (positive thing btw not negative), just need to learn to manage the depression and irritability. i hope 5 years later you’re still doing well 💗 congratulations on your ED recovery as well, if you’re open to it i would love to hear another video updating your life living with bipolar

I regret everything bro I feel so guilty like really guilty I fucked up my tooth I can feel it and I’m scared My mom is going to be so mad

Finally, someone who can explain AN-bp in a way I resonate with. I’m far more addicted to restriction but my god I cannot stop the calculator and anxiety until I binge and purge. Using bulimia to cope with the hell of anorexia (and the sick illusion that it’s going to be fun) isn’t talked about enough. I’m so sorry you understand but hopefully that understanding gets further and further away

The extreme changes in energy is the biggest challenge with bipolar.

My last episode was 6 weeks of depression and a week of hypomania. Thanks for sharing. 👍

i don’t know why but you are the only person who can snap me back into reality after purging. i love you and thank you for everything you’ve done for me ❤

So happy to see you are doing well!! Please, enjoy life. Every single instant is too precious to give it to anorexia.

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OMG, you are GORGEOUS!!! You're absolutely radiating and look 20-30 years younger. Stay strong, mentally and physically!!!!!!! Food is FUEL. I am completely gobsmacked how wonderful you look vs your former self.

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I have bulimia and my eyes are kinda puffy and i was near to death once with starvation but i was not unconscious

thank u for this ❤

Thx for sharing your struggle, insight and optimism!

You look incredible! Your hair and skin look amazing and you look younger too- awesome to see! I bet it has given you a tonne of time back as well, all that b/p can be so time consuming…. Have only just watched your vid from 2 years ago and searched to see how you were doing - so happy to see this..

I am so proud of you!! I know you don’t know me and that my affirmation does not mean much!! But I want you to know I’m incredibly incredibly proud of you. What you have done is absolutely tremendous! difficult to do and you are in the small percentage of people who gain freedom from such a awful, horrible disease!! You’re beautiful! And you always were, but now it shines through!!❤

so proud of you beautiful ❤

Beautiful beautiful girl, thank you for being an inspiration to many people out there. You are so much stronger than you'll ever know ❤

Congrats 🎉🎉

This is thinspo. I wish you wore a slightly higher cut too :(

thank you for your video! it definitely helped explain and validate my feelings and experiences quite a lot. i haven’t been officially diagnosed but if i do i feel like i would ease into it because of how you explained it and how it isn’t a death sentence just need to manage it :) thank u for making this video and i hope you have a great day ✨

Thanks for sharing.

Still talking about it. That is not who you are. You are a child of God. Speak in the name of Jesus and rebuke demons. You have holy strength

You are not perfect. Eat whatever you want. Don't play the institution policy games. You will help so many more people when you overcome this spiritual warfare demons. Don't feel sorry for yourself. Do you want children in the future. Yes you are an adult. It does not matter what stage of life your in. Do not feel guilty. Be SELFISH for your recovery. Your man does not want you to feel guilty about him. He is there for you as he should be. Stop talking about it and be about it. Pray pray pray God is in charge

You go girl

OH MY GOD YOU LOOK ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS!!!! I am so so so happy for you, you have so much more life now

I want to say a massive thank you for all of the comments and kindness ❤ it truly has meant the world and as I said, I couldn’t have got here without the support of people like you. I’m currently in New Zealand travelling, but as soon as I get back i’ll make a video outlining what has helped me with recovery and getting to where I am today. In the meantime head over to my instagram @nicfstr to see my rather positive anorexia update. Thank you again xxx

my body goalsss❤😭

Great recovery story! Thank you for updating us, and congrats. Keep up the good work, and take good care of yourself.

never found a video so similar to my experience

I had anorexia/bulimia for a few years. When I was a low weight and had bulimia I binged and purged 18 hours per day for 2 years straight not missing a single day. I honestly don't know how I'm alive. After binge episodes I would be so dehydrated water was like a drug and I would gulp it down. I still live in fear of the long term physical effects I must have caused that I may not be aware of. It is a HORRIBLE thing to go through I wouldn't wish it upon anyone

so proud of you!

This is inspiring

It's really impressive to see you now compared to this video. Truly amazing and inspiring 🥰☀️

the before and after is so inspiring you look amazing

OMG, finallyyyy! I watched your videos, and no news, no news, and I worried about you, but now you're again. :)

U look pretty❤❤

so glad to hear you’re doing better!🫂💓

Your older videos came on my feed. Glad to hear you're feeling better🌹❤️💜Keep up the good work. I'm in treatm with a team(A.N) and it's super challenging but I'm not giving up on life ❤️💕🌹💜🦋🌟💕🇩🇴

i have one little request.....could u do a video about what helped u the most during the change, what were u doing to make it worse and better...If it is possible, it would be extremely nice....i just need to feel and hear that im not the only person struggling with these causes.... thank u xoxoxo

🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 love. thank you for sharing, giving me hope and a future to look forward to.

You are more beautiful than ever, I wish you health for the rest of your long life.

Congratulations its heartwarming to hear all the things you had achieved and how much better you're doing.

I'm in quite a struggle ngl and I just really want a definite answer, I'm diagnosed with anorexia and body dysmorphia and have a bmi of around 16.3 currently, my lowest ever was around 15.5 a year ago, so I've restored weight a bit. I'm fairly sure I'm secretly bulimic though however as I have a day of binging (where I often eat 3k - 4k calories at a time), and then purge by fasting the next few days and then repeat the cycle. Then again I'm also somewhat curious whether or not I have rumination disorder as instead of vomiting after I eat, I guiltily regurgitate the food back up and re-chew it to get the taste back but the same calories absorbed of course. I've noticed that despite this period being my skinniest point in my life, my face as never looked more fat and round, is this because of the binging and regurgitating (swelling of the glands), cause like my body is literally stick thin where my ribcage is visible, yet my face is so chubby looking, and I literally used to have quite the opposite years back when I was a healthy weight. It just causes so much anxiety and I hate it, I really just want to gain weight and quite honestly a bit of fat on my body/limbs, but my face looks like it already is fat :(

It would be great to see what you get up to, and to move away from recovery focused content. It’s so nice that you’re back.

oh my god, what a coincidence! I watched your video on the effects of bulimia about a week ago and went to your instagram - seeing your profile photo made me sooo happy that day and here you are posting a new vid! I'm currently in recovery and you are such a motivation to me, thank you

Welcome back!!!!!