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impermanence ✘ grey's anatomy (season 17)
“Something terrible happens, we blame ourselves and we don't want to feel it so we run. We run from joy too, because we think we don't deserve happiness. But it's a package deal: there is no joy without pain."
How can I possibly put into words how special this season was? I started this video months and months ago and it went through a lot of transformations as the series progressed and as I found new ways to showcase all the devastating, wonderful things that happened. The more time goes by the more I realise how perfect the season finale was - the symbolism of the lung transplant breathing literal fresh air into someone's damaged lungs, cut with Maggie and Winston's beautiful wedding, the freedom that an end to a year of suffering and isolation and loneliness finally brought.
This was a series all about healing and about perspective and about learning to breathe, and I wanted to show in this video what I think has always been the most important message of Grey's Anatomy, and one that I think Dr Wyatt so perfectly summarised in 5x03: "Yes, horrible things do happen. Happiness in the face of that? That's not the goal. Feeling the horrible, and knowing that you won't die from those feelings. That's the point."
I have learnt so much from this show and although I did love the recent seasons, this was the first one I have absolutely adored since s11 (season 14 excluded because that was a masterpiece) - and boy did it deliver. In a year that has been so difficult for so many people, when we have collectively lost so much, it felt like coming home, like reuniting with old friends, and - as the soundtrack so aptly verbalised - like breathing again. The way it not only brought back familiar faces but recalled earlier seasons, quotes, and scenes, making everything feel so circular and so precious, like a self-contained memory - but also showing that progress, and change, is inevitable. We can find comfort in the past but we have to keep moving.
I hope you enjoy this edit. I spent months on it, and it means a lot to me. I know I say this with every video, but I think it's my favourite video I've ever made. It's definitely the one closest to my heart, and I think making it helped me heal in the same way that watching these episodes the first time around did. I will always remember the feeling when Derek Shepherd returned on our screens for the first time in 6 years.
I hope you are finding a way to heal too. What a long year and a half it's been. Sending my love to you all ♡
***i don't own anything***
#fanvidfeed #greysanatomy
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bring me a dream ✘ grey's anatomy (17x02)
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"He was there and then he wasn't, like I blinked and he was gone." SPOILERS FOR s17 :) Okay WOW I'm not entirely sure I'm not dreaming, did Shonda really say ??? Merder reunion ???? 2020 is officially saved xxx In all seriousness, I've been wanting to edit this song in ages but could never find anything that fit it well enough to do it justice...and then the second I saw *that* scene on the bea...
petrichor.
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"you've got the surviving part down. i want you to focus more on the living." hi everyone !! this is just a segue into my *new and improved* channel. i've been called "voightsgirl" for literally years and though i'm fond of it (it was a reference to erin lindsay, after all) i think it's time to let it go, for lots of reasons. the first is that i really don't feel comfortable being named after t...
i knew you'd haunt all of my what-ifs ✘ jay & hailey
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"and when i felt like an old cardigan under someone's bed, you put me on and said i was your favourite." •••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• this was inspired by @upstellaride on twitter, thank u so much for getting me out of my creative slump!! this song really is perfect for these two. lmk what you think what you're most looking forward to about season...
chicago pd out of context
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what the HELL is an UBER hope u like this lil lighthearted edit i put together!! comment if u want to see a part 2 lol it was good fun to make :) i don't own anything!! #fanvidfeed #chicagopd #humour
the worst news of your entire life ✘ grey's anatomy
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TW: DEATH "everyone thinks they are the first person in the world to ever look at a human being like that, but it's always the same face." •••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• this is possibly the most depressing edit i've ever made but what can i say? i like my edits to feel things. when i first watched meredith's speech in 12x04 i knew i wanted to edit ...
"you think you have forever..." ✘ meredith & derek
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"because you never think the last time is the last time, you think there'll be more. you think you have forever, but you don't." •••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• you guys. i don't think i'll ever be able to put into words all the things these two make me feel. they were absolutely everything. i've been working on this video for the best part of the la...
we all need someone to stay
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"i love you. i'm in love with you. i'm so lost and completely in love with you." #3 is for @haileyscpd on insta who requested brulian with this song :) thank you so much for requesting this i had a lot of fun revisiting brulian, i will never stop loving these two and im so glad they're so HAPPY 💞💞 if you want a vid like this, go to this instagram post to find out more!! ua-cam.com/users/redirec...
"we were just kids..." ✘ hailey upton
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"when you've been abused like her over so many years, you give up hope." here's video #2, this one requested by @lindsaysupton on insta :) the prompt was sad hailey i really wanted to show her journey from someone who just wanted to be protected to someone who takes it upon herself to protect everyone else. unpopular opinion but i've really enjoyed her character arc this season and watching her...
everything i wanted ✘ leslie shay
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"if i meant anything to you, at all..." this is my first video in my edits for BLM, requested by @haileyskidd on instagram!! the prompt was leslie shay sad, i hope i've done it justice ✨ keep sending me your screenshots requests because i absolutely LOVED making this and i'm so glad it's come from a good cause :) if you want a vid like this, go to this instagram post to find out more!! ua-cam.c...
tell me it’s over, say i'm sober
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tw: substance abuse “i've been working hard to heal, but nobody gonna feel what i feel” this is a bit of a different video because i watched norma kuhling's new movie fourteen the other night and BALLED BY EYES OUT. not sure how i feel about this though lol hope you like, sorry it's so depressing (will make a happy one soon i promise) 💞 link to watch fourteen: grasshopperfilm.com/film/fourteen/...
if you loved me, why'd you leave me? ✘ one chicago
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"just tell me right now that you'll always come back to me, and i'll believe you" this is probably my favourite video i've ever made u guys i really hope u like it !!! i tried to include as many couples as possible (although some of the minor ones from fire didn't make the cut, sorry all kelly's love interests lmao) but i wanted to show all the most iconic moments :) comment your favourite coup...
don't give up on me ✘ burgess & ruzek
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don't give up on me ✘ burgess & ruzek
"we're good together" ✘ jay & hailey
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"we're good together" ✘ jay & hailey
chicago pd characters as vines
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chicago pd characters as vines
"maybe we should be required to carry this pain" ✘ chicago pd
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"maybe we should be required to carry this pain" ✘ chicago pd
i'm not afraid anymore ✘ hailey upton
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i'm not afraid anymore ✘ hailey upton
adam ruzek being clueless for 6 minutes straight
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adam ruzek being clueless for 6 minutes straight
"of course i love him" ✘ jay & hailey
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"of course i love him" ✘ jay & hailey
believer ✘ chicago pd
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believer ✘ chicago pd
when the party's over ✘ erin & jay
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when the party's over ✘ erin & jay
"i protect you." ✘ hank voight
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"i protect you." ✘ hank voight
maybe that's why we try ✘ jay & hailey
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maybe that's why we try ✘ jay & hailey
c•h•i•c•a•g•o p•d
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c•h•i•c•a•g•o p•d

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  • @Emily-r4c
    @Emily-r4c 15 днів тому

    What episode was 2:16 I can’t remember this

  • @michellesalazar441
    @michellesalazar441 20 днів тому

    Me to stand by you

  • @user-tn4zc5qk5i
    @user-tn4zc5qk5i 23 дні тому

    5:23 He us literally sitting their with ice in his underpants 😂😂 This made me rethink, i amways thought it would have been kinds funny if, after joing then in intelligence, nadia would have apologied, like imagining the conversation that would go down 😂😂😂😂

  • @user-tn4zc5qk5i
    @user-tn4zc5qk5i 23 дні тому

    3:58 Platt 😂😂😂😂 She is rhe meanest, and yet she has rhe best things to say in LITERALLY every situation 😂😂

  • @user-tn4zc5qk5i
    @user-tn4zc5qk5i 23 дні тому

    "what are you..a ninja?" 😂😂😂 Al was so good with undercover!! I miss him!

  • @user-tn4zc5qk5i
    @user-tn4zc5qk5i 23 дні тому

    "mum and dad are fighting again" 😂😂😂😂 I miss LinsTead, they made everything better!

  • @user-tn4zc5qk5i
    @user-tn4zc5qk5i 23 дні тому

    He said "what" no matter what the situation is! -somebody taking about food...what? -somebody telling him not to breathe...what? -somebody says anything....what? -somebody doesn't say anything...what? -he gets to know kim's pregnant...what? 😂😂😂😂😂

  • @user-tn4zc5qk5i
    @user-tn4zc5qk5i 23 дні тому

    Him with kim's sister was such a treat 😂😂😂 "You remember me?" "Yeah i remember you, your engagement photo was hanging on my fridge for eight months" And erin and jay sitting there, covering their faces 😂😂😂 god it was so funny!

  • @user-tn4zc5qk5i
    @user-tn4zc5qk5i 24 дні тому

    1:36 -any volunteers (to go to a 'sex party' type to place) -all three raise their hands 😂😂😂😂😂

  • @user-xv5nv6ds8w
    @user-xv5nv6ds8w 25 днів тому

    グレイが可哀想奥さんが出てきて本当に可哀想デレクや色々な事がグレイに押し寄せ本当に可哀想です。

  • @SandraYoung-yq1mk
    @SandraYoung-yq1mk 28 днів тому

    Love Henry Hank Voight ❣️!

  • @jarilynkramer209
    @jarilynkramer209 29 днів тому

    I love you so much Taylor Kinney my gorgeous boyfriend taylor kinney

  • @GabyAsmrrr
    @GabyAsmrrr Місяць тому

    I know I’m a little late to this but which episode is 1:14 please? Tysm!

  • @hollymckim8892
    @hollymckim8892 Місяць тому

    At 0:42 What Season and episode of which show? ( sorry for all the questions )

  • @Maria-zm4oy
    @Maria-zm4oy 2 місяці тому

    Me encants esta pareja se deberian aver quedado juntos

  • @karenburke5034
    @karenburke5034 2 місяці тому

    this is an amazing edit!! great job!

  • @alisegunn4498
    @alisegunn4498 2 місяці тому

    What a. Video this etc this. Pure poetry

  • @HerondaleEdits
    @HerondaleEdits 2 місяці тому

    When people ask why One Tree Hill is the best teen drama, this is what I'm going to show them

  • @FAANGeldenys
    @FAANGeldenys 3 місяці тому

    I LOST THE LOVE OF MY LIFE 15 YEARS AGO AND NOW I HAVE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH THIS SEXY MAN BUT HE DOESN'T EVEN KNOW THAT I EXISTS

  • @jaelynnelson3455
    @jaelynnelson3455 3 місяці тому

    MY favorite charecter and for good reason

  • @brigittelange9996
    @brigittelange9996 3 місяці тому

    Its einfach cool Hank 🇩🇪🇩🇪❤️❤️

  • @zhr3898
    @zhr3898 3 місяці тому

    Oh seeing Nadia here.... 😢

  • @jamie7219
    @jamie7219 3 місяці тому

    It was quite funny for sure, but maybe next time lower the background music a bit?

  • @Australianeedsmoreguns
    @Australianeedsmoreguns 3 місяці тому

    I love hank

  • @saragardner4073
    @saragardner4073 4 місяці тому

    hahaha

  • @TeeganPlayz_8903
    @TeeganPlayz_8903 4 місяці тому

    I know this is weird question but doesn't anyone thinks that they need A litte sister somewhere around. 14-19 years old (or 20 and works as a firefighter) it probably be too late now since they're both left but I've been thinking ever since the start of the series

  • @Carolinaelizabeth26
    @Carolinaelizabeth26 4 місяці тому

    Jay is awesome and the reason I eat to be a detective

  • @user-lr7pg8cs8r
    @user-lr7pg8cs8r 4 місяці тому

    I miss the OG cast I am so sad almost all of them left. Erin left for New York, Antonio left for another country, Alvin died, jay left for Bolivia, and Jules died. Know Hailey is leaving and I can’t anymore

  • @emilyharron37
    @emilyharron37 5 місяців тому

    We needed z halstead soin off, would have been amazing

  • @mafcapetillo
    @mafcapetillo 5 місяців тому

    “CPD a**hole” I love Jay Halstead

  • @graceshatzer5954
    @graceshatzer5954 5 місяців тому

    Does anyone know what episode 0:30 where Lindsay faints is from I’ve been trying to find it

  • @TeeganPlayz_8903
    @TeeganPlayz_8903 5 місяців тому

    "Yeh all that stuff" That would be something that I would definitely say lol

  • @brookeflier5380
    @brookeflier5380 5 місяців тому

    Erin is our Queen

  • @brookeflier5380
    @brookeflier5380 5 місяців тому

    "I got my money on u girl"😂❤

  • @jenniferbarrette4768
    @jenniferbarrette4768 5 місяців тому

    Not good enough, not pretty enough and not smart enough

  • @mariaterezinhagraciano3974
    @mariaterezinhagraciano3974 5 місяців тому

    l' love Hank, I' love Chicago PD, I' love Jason ❤❤❤❤😂

  • @joannelane3807
    @joannelane3807 5 місяців тому

    😮love the song and thanks for saying life’s ❤❤🎉

  • @marleneeccles
    @marleneeccles 5 місяців тому

    Everytime i look Dawson and Matt i get emotional they are so good together they are like a real life couple i think some real couples take some lessons them this was a real wonderful story line but it is all over now i hope they could them back they went through so much together and Dawson was there for Matt when he needed some one she waited for him that is real love although it is just a story i miss them so much but I look at the reruns on prime so sad love you Dawson and Matt ❤🎉❤🎉

  • @user-bt4eu9dm5d
    @user-bt4eu9dm5d 6 місяців тому

    My favorite is Hank voight

  • @hunteocampo1
    @hunteocampo1 6 місяців тому

    If Burgess is pregnant it's Taylor Ocampo Kinneys baby

  • @katiewhite6542
    @katiewhite6542 6 місяців тому

    Love it when you get here or else exit but I no longer need anything as Sam cat food way me do start with me even out questions awnsers never mind

  • @katiewhite6542
    @katiewhite6542 6 місяців тому

    sorry for your help me captain von tapp rip him away and I know best friend ever happened with me but I'm yours faith me 1674 1986 ago 6 ago mouth and head hurts so lungh so had best time ever story about jusus told him do that baby me too beautiful girl and thought it do that do that do that do that do that do that do that do

  • @maryammons3081
    @maryammons3081 6 місяців тому

    and now jay and hailey fit this song 😭😭😭😭

  • @johnwdaley4727
    @johnwdaley4727 6 місяців тому

    Yessir

  • @simonemosquera9039
    @simonemosquera9039 6 місяців тому

    I'd like you protecting me, Jason Beghe!❤

  • @RogieVixen
    @RogieVixen 7 місяців тому

    This video is beautiful. I've only just watched S16 now and I love him and them together a lot already. I know he leaves in S18 (?) which is annoying, so I guess all this was for nothing but until then I'm looking forward to the scenes they have left together. Again, beautiful video.

  • @lexeemeyer7332
    @lexeemeyer7332 7 місяців тому

    I’m not crying you are

  • @1998policeMcGraw-nn8oy
    @1998policeMcGraw-nn8oy 7 місяців тому

    I wonder what's hank story

  • @jaedahthurm661
    @jaedahthurm661 7 місяців тому

    adam reminds me of jason kelce

  • @jaelynnelson3455
    @jaelynnelson3455 7 місяців тому

    What episode is 1:18/1:19