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So, when will we see results?

What changes?

😊When will we see the effects of hormones?😮

Hi Jonah, in one of your previous videos you said you were experiencing hormonal panic attacks? I experienced the panic attacks from testosterone too and was forced to quit T a few years ago because my doctor said that it was “clear” they were happening because I was a woman deep down. Did you ever figure out what caused the anxiety on T, and how did you fix it?

Not on low doses after only 2 months!

Thanks. After more than a year i found Dr. Claire, she is really good. Thanks for the sharing.

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I've heard that for some testosterone can improve anxiety. For some it can cause anxiety temporarily. I'm not sure the exact cause of why it does that.

There are a lot of bones in the feet. I wonder if testosterone causes the position of the bones to stretch out for some reason.

I got from 2 month update to this and your voice changed so much

Why does UA-cam keep showing me this type of videos, now it’s gonna get worse because i clicked on this one 🥲

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I'm on 40mg a week currently and still don't have a stable dose. I completely empathise with what you're going through. And I empathise with an eating disorder pre-T. Istill have it 3 years on T because body re-composition and body fat redistribution has been slow. My T journey hasn't given me the results I wish I would have by now, even when my levels are in the upper range of normal.

I'm starting T within the month and share your feelings of using the men's room. At some point I know I'll have to but I feel quite nervous about it. I know it'll eventually feel totally normal, but it's how I feel right now.

does being on T help with your voice being deeper?

i just hit 2 years on T in march and was so grateful for your videos when i started. grateful to hear how you're doing & how you're processing the last few years. i feel myself settling in at 2 years as well, and grateful for it. i wish i would've heard more people talk about that in the beginning- that it takes what feels like forever to feel settled.

Thanks for reiterating this. Good to be reminded of this, and it's lovely to hear how connected to your emotions you feel. Not remembering being connected to your body is really resonant for me. So much has changed and happened for me this past few months, alongside seeing counselling clients make big changes too. It's interesting to hear how you're feeling more in touch with a more expansive sexuality. I have a sense that I'll feel more in touch with my sexuality myself. I've made my first gender appointment for the end of July. Change in yourself is exciting and change in others too. For me, I couldn't maintain a romantic relationship with someone who didn't change or grow often, because there's too much to absorb in life and too much to do not to be so affected. I'm not even sure I maintain friendships well witj those who try to stay in one place. I do wish for some things to be consistent though, like getting and staying on T, or having a home that's mine. But if I were a vampire I feel like I'd enjoy living for a long, long time. Inspiring video. Keep being you Jonah! Frankie 😊

Jonah, you look so beautiful and handsome. It's so lovely to hear how happy you are and how this is also leading to open heartedness for you among other things. I've been thinking a lot about change and loss and growth and fear in relation to hormones. Thank you for reminding us these things are essential - sometimes it's easy to forget.

Thank you for sharing your journey with us!

Thanks for the video! So, you changed your gender in ID to male. Are you still identifying as non binary?

Try breaking the trance

thanks for this! just started my T journey so I'm going to do a list just like this to look back on

I love your perspective and the way you talk about it. I'm questioning but currently nonbinary or something like that. I really appreciate your nature about these things.

Sounds interesting. Thanks.

Hi Jonah. Your channel was in my suggestions. Im 14months on T. Im not passing, which frustrates me cos I want to pass. I really want top surgery, and I want my voice deeper, but I really dont sound like a dude sigh. I need my name changed. Its changed at work but not legally which leaves all the legal stuff with my dead name, that staff can see. Love the typewriter in the background. Im a vintage collector. Im in my 50s man, I would have loved to have known about transitioning when I was younger but with parents like mine, there's no way I could have done this. Keep on being you.

The books you’re reading sound super interesting. Would you mind sharing them? I’m interested in learning how to listen to my body more…

Thanks for you’re update .How high was you’re t -level ?

Jonah seems super fitting, big congrats to you!

You mentioned Illinois, are you in Chicago? I ask because I was born and raised there, but I live in NY and don't know what it's like to be trans in Chicago. H Melt's poems are great, though. Anyways, you look great! So happy for you.

women have easier life and now you changed to a man, hard life. that's why you are depressed.

Dang, you look really unhealthy. I wonder if that’s because you went against your natural body❤

It is very hard to pretend all the time..i think that is what causes the social anxiety. You were trying so hard not to show yourself lest you be judged or unaccepted..i have the same problem in church since i dont believe many of the things my church stands for.. This causes social anxiety for me... i am glad you are being true to yourself..free at last .

Thank you for sharing your experience and thoughts about each change!

Many thanks Jonah , this is a wonderful presentation of Claire Weekes excellent and pioneering approach for nervous suffering / anxiety and a very helpful reminder of her teaching and approach . I found your explanation of her own suffering very sad yet inspiring because she really knew how terrifying it really is and with talking with the poor traumatized soldier gained a better understanding of the fear of fear and how this will only keep this cycle to continue ,on and on and on,untill you are afraid of anything and everything ,a living Hell .Thankyou again for this great reminder of her great great work . I wish you and anyone who may be suffering well ,and that we all remember her wise words and that recovery is possible for all of us .❤

So happy for you, Jonah!!

As one with low testosterone several years ago I know it takes several months to see results . Give yourself time and do not be impatient.

I was SO HAPPY FOR YOU when you said that you've not only come to terms with, but now love your body hair! I've seen every single one of your videos (within the last two days, though) and this was really on my mind. So good!

I bought a digital version of Claire Weekes book "Complete self help for your nerves" on Google play books and it was one of the key tools that helped me to recover from severe anxiety and anxiety attacks, basically all of good anxiety recovery courses you will find here on youtube and other places online are based on Claire Weekes' books. Its all about stopping being afraid of anxiety, if you are afraid of feeling anxious or having a panic attack then you are basically stuck in a negative feedback loop of being anxious about feeling anxious, you basically cause your own anxiety because your scared of feeling anxious, realising that is the key to breaking out of it permanently, knowing that fact it isn't like some magic overnight cure it takes time for it to really sink into your subconscious mind, but it's the key and where you must start.

Excellent summary

I just made a pros and cons list today! I agree, it's already been helpful. I have a lot of the same worries that you had so it's quite nice to see how happy you seem with yourself now after being on T for a while

What dose were you on at this time?

Anxiety can be depressing

I’ve been on t for almost one year now.. my voice still hasn’t changed. I still sound like I did one year ago. I’m on 4 pumps… does anyone experience the same thing?? I’m just so incredibly frustrated and feel very alone with it

I'm pretty dysphoric about my high voice and i wouldn't mind a little mustache, so I've been considering bringing up micro dosing t with my doctor, but I'm kinda worried about the other changes, for me i don't really want more body hair or a more masculine body fat distribution... definitely something for the future as I'm still living with my family and i don't know if they'd be supportive if i came out, but they usually respect my autonomy as an adult

just found your videos and my god your voice is so nice to listen to, and your words are very articulate! not sure if thats strange to say. i hope to sound this good when i medically transition eventually

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Thanks for this kind of video

Very inspirational story😢 thank you sir

Awesome video looking forward to next chapter

do the changes to at some point? or is it like transitioning to a man but very slow? how does one stop there they feel good in the gender spectrum and stay there?