So very close to capturing it! I couldn't relate to these lines: "They call me a daughter but I don't believe them Baptized in the water, don't feel any different All I know, it's a sign and so I lift up my hands" For me, that would read something like (if I were female): "He calls me a daughter but I am not worthy Baptized in the water, why am I so dirty (or "why am I no different") As I falter all I know is to lift up my hands"
@@nathanlogan4585 I think she’s speaking of the doubt that can sometimes plague a Christians mind when we struggle with the same sin over and over again.
@@KB-gd6fc yeah, I definitely get that - and have experienced it. This just felt so distant and hopeless that it's nearly indistinguishable as Christian. But perhaps I'm being too critical.
Addiction is not beautiful in any fashion. Co dependency on a God is not beautiful. I want to run to her, hug her, cry with her, and let her know this pain she has for seemingly failing god is unnecessary. If she is addicted to drugs or alcohol, god/jesus could /should cure her if god wanted to. She is beating herself up for no reason, or at least for the wrong reasons. Addiction is horrible, and shaming yourself for failing a perfect god isn't going to help- it will only further the depression. She IS beautiful and has an amazing voice and, as an exchristian who has also gone through addiction, this song F*cking breaks my heart. If the idea of Jesus as her fortitude helps her overcome addiction, the AMEN. Let this happen, but I am not hearing it in this song. And I sure as hell don't see it when I read comments from Christians encouraging the "beauty" of the cyclic struggle she is trapped in. This is why theology should never be used to help psychological issues. SHE CAN overcome this. SHE WILL overcome this. I care for her as she is, who she was, who she will be.
This is the most real song I have heard in a very long time. I can relate to it so so so much. We all go through those valley's, doubts, fears, etc. just know you're not alone. ❤
17 Months and not a Drop Amen I Feel This. After 20 years of daily drinking I Prayed for Years for God to take it away. But I had to Quit myself and change my mindset. Then God took all the desire and urge away. Now it's Easy Thanks to Jesus!!!
This is EXACTLY what has been missing! Jesus went to the left out and broken and in my humble opinion….REAL and not superficial. Thats why the Bible says the TRUTH will make you free. And He is the TRUTH!! Thank you sooooooo much for this TRUTHFUL message. I love you agape!❤
My husband of 30 years finally quit drinking and celebrated 6 months sober this past weekend he had been drinking for over 40 years. I prayed everyday for the Lord to touch his heart and help him stop. My prayers were answered! Praise Jesus 🙌 My youngest daughter sent me this video today. She has 3 small boys and doesn't want the. To grow up and repeat the cycle. She has been struggling to quit the last year. The longest she has gone is 9 days then slipped. Please keep her in your prayers!🙏
How did you start? I'm a daily drinker of around a 5th and have quit for a month but I always get "bored" or start sobriety but am not fully in. Seems like I lie to God each time I ask for help and actually don't want to stop subconsciously. It's confusing how I want to stop but also just don't want to. Idk if I need purpose or what but any advice helps. Also good ass song
Thank you 🥺🫶🏼 I’m a Christian and I have never heard someone talk about this, about this feeling. Feeling too far gone, feeling nothing and still trying to reach out. Thank you.
You are worth the love of Christ. Even the vilest demon cannot separate you from his love! Rise up! CLAIM HIS strength and TRUST, just trust. Its so east but so hard.
This might've saved me. I've found the Lord during my alcoholism. I've had bottles and bibles by my bed. I am drinking bc of my scars. I am looking for my hallelujah. This is how I've been feeling for the past 3 months atleast(been trying to get sober). I didn't know this was a thing. I didn't know other Christians went thru this/felt this way. Ik I shouldn't be doing this and ik I have sm more potential. I always feel bad ab myself the morning after I blackout I cry to God saying I'm sorry y did I do this please forgive me, let me forgive myself. I'm trying to do good, I'm trying to be better but it's so hard. I just want to stop being addicted to chaos and alcohol but it's so hard. I just want to be happy with peace and safety but it feels so boring. The more I read my Bible pray and journal I feel like my relationship with God does become stronger but I want to be there for myself love and forgive myself the way God does instead of hurting myself over and over again doing the same thing. Ik I shouldn't do it ik what's going to happen but each time I always think it's going to be different and it never is which hurts too. Thankyou for this, this really did help me, like I said I think this might've saved me, at least for the moment. Baby steps:))
Every Christian goes through a process hence why God calls us to come home as we are because through him, he will slowly start changing our wants and needs to be more in his will
I’ve struggled with a different kind of temptation for literal years and I’m so tired of doing it, and don’t even want to do it anymore but I keep going back. However I’m reminding myself every day multiple times “resist the devil and he will flee from you” and this is the same for every since addiction, temptation, anything the devil tries to get us to do. We can get through this with the help of God, and only his help
Play lots of worship music, cry out to him to take the addiction away but most importantly tell him you SURRENDER to him. It helped me. Lots of love your way, don't give up
Hey, God's got you. Even if you don't "feel" Him, He's there, working through you and around you. Just stay in His Word and keep pressing into Him. Faith isn't about a "feeling", it's about believing. Truly *believing* in Christ compared to just knowing you should believe in Him are 2 different things, and it's a massive part of every Christian's walk in faith. You've got this. God's got you. Praying for you!
The first line always gets me. “I didn’t ask for the scars I’ve been given. That’s the price you pay for someone else’s sinning.” I was in a relationship with a man who cheated on me for the entire time we were together. And I’m still living with these scars. I try sk hard to heal from the past, but there are days where the pain is overwhelming. Yes, I took him back every time he cheated on me. And it broke me down every time. To this point where I hate myself for ever allowing a man to hurt me the way he did. Every day, I punish myself.
Thank you for sharing that, I also went through something similar like this the worse part is I went back after he raped me I went back but thank God that the Lord rescued me from him.. You're very strong God bless you
Oh I didn't ask for the scars that I've been given That's the price you pay for someone else's sinning The preacher said that I'll find a reason Don't have the heart to tell him I don't believe him Oh I don't beleive him Some call it a habit, some call it a sin Some call it a pattern I don't know where this ends They call me a daughter, but I don't beleive them Baptized in the water, don't feel any different All I know it's a sign, and so I left up my hands Worshipping Jesus But I'm drunk again Tell myself I'm a little too hard to save Tired of waking up in my own grave Bottles and Bibles next to my bed Chasing the demons out of my head Some call it a habit, some call it a sin Some call it a pattern I don't know where this ends They call me a daughter, but I don't beleive them Baptized in the water, don't feel any different All I know it's a sign, and so I left up my hands Worshipping Jesus But I'm drunk again I'm looking for my hallelujah Oh a hallelujah I'm looking for my hallelujah I'm looking for my hallelujah Some call it a habit, some call it a sin Some call it a pattern I don't know where this ends They call me a daughter, but I don't beleive them Baptized in the water, don't feel any different All I know it's a sign, and so I left up my hands Worshipping Jesus But I'm drunk again I'm drunk again But I'm drunk again
I used to have an eating disorder. I can relate to this feelings so much. For me it ended after Years when Jesus healed me. He still heals. He has more grace with us than we do. In all this painful process he was there with me. Most of the times people judge more than God does.
I’m currently struggling to quit vaping and smoking pot haven’t got there yet sadly but I have faith that Jesus will help Bring me out of this addiction
This song is so heart wrenching, I can feel her broken heart, as someone who came out of drinking to numb the pain of broken world. I feel for her. But I also pray that she knows it's not being "Baptised in the water" that changes her, but only drawing close to Jesus and trusting Jesus that His Love and sacrifice was/is enough. Jesus paid for all her sins so that she could go to God, and He could help her heal. God wants us to trust Him for healing. This is everything God taught me and I can say I am testimony of God's grace and want others to know the truth about getting the healing He wants for you. The closer we draw near to Him, is when He does His best work of transformation. He is the One that gives us new desires, helps us to trust Him and love Him more and its then and only then we find comfort in Him more than the things we use for temporary fix that never satisfy. The song is beautiful and raw tho.
I used to sit in the shower and cry over how much I hated who I’ve become. I would drop to my knees and beg God to release me from grip I had on the neck of that bottle. “Bibles and bottles..” my room was full of them. By the grace of God, the bottles are all gone. I’m so grateful for every experience I have ever gone through. My relationship with Jesus would not be what it is today if it wasn’t for the struggles. Grace… such a beautiful thing.
God’s grace is sufficient. Keep crying out to him! He will heal you!! Never stop telling Jesus about your weakness that you have failed to overcome. He will save you!!
As a Christian,I know I've been falling again and again tired of myself, again and again Starting from zero ,your words touched my heart.thanks for the encouraging me🙏
I would love to see a pastor used this song in a message! Its time for the church to get real about our feelings. I'm so tired of pastor who dont understand real struggles. Its ok in my book to say I'm hurting Jesus and I'm stuck. Lots of Christians like to put on masks and say quote "everything's fine." But when they get along by themselves The Mask come off in quote the song "Drunk Again" comes out. Its OK to have pain. Its ok to struggle. A lot of Christians need to embrace their pain and their struggle. And be honest with Christ and not be like an ostrich with its head stuck in the sand pretending like the hurts are not there. And for those people who are reading this and that are struggling I want to say this. Yes, Jesus sees those pains. I don't know why God allowed whatever happended, happended to you. But Jesus is the only one who can take away the pain the hurt. Alcohol, drugs, and sex are like mascara over the face. It covers it for a time. But eventually it wears off. Jesus is the only thing that doesn't wear off. RUN! TO HIM!
Our pastor did use this song in his message tonight. 3.30.24 Heart of the City Church, Coeur d'Alene, Idaho. The message was about "scars" and in the message, this song was played while an expressive dance was done by a woman on our creative team. It was powerful. There were about 20 people who gave their lives to Christ tonight at the conclusionof his message. 🙌
The pastor at Coast Life Church in North Port Florida is doing a sermon on abuse, trauma and addiction, and he is using this song in his sermon. This girl is not alone in her struggles, and the church needs to know how to navigate it
Absolutely. I feel like I fall into sabotaging myself over and over and over again. There's always another shame spiral waiting for me just around the corner to bring me down. I wish you all the best on your journey, it's a climb.
Praying to a God you don’t believe in. Carrying chains not knowing why you. Crying and pleading to believe to know that God is real. Giving God everything, is to breakdown everything you are and know and allow him to rebuild you as a new creation. ❤
We were created to be accepted, the search for fulfillment is real in every human being. Religion makes it difficult for people see truth. We all have a vice, drugs, alcohol, food, sex, religion, etc. The real call is to rest in Christ, to know your God. Because you are Accepted by Him. Man will always fail you and you will fail yourself. This is a beautiful raw honest song. #Jesusisreal
It’s okay to feel this way sometimes. As a Christian who have saved by God. I used to suffering with these stuff. You can pray and tell Him all your feeling even when you angry Him or hopeless . Keep you head up guys our prayer take time sometimes. And walking with God you get a little better every single day. Remember that He never late and His timing is perfect . Don’t lose your Faith. You are saved and loved by God.
Keep making anything this woman sings!!!!!!! This has been the most heartfelt relatable music I've heard in YEARS. I only heard a snippet of this on IG and HAD to find this song immediately.
I’ve never found a song or even an artist who gets it. I was sober from alcohol for 2 years and made some decisions that led me to fall back into drinking (yes ultimately my decision) a temptation I wasnt ready to face bc fell right into that temptation of sin. Cutting them off, allowing them in, letting them take control of what they never had.
Well done everyone. Lots of hands involved in completing this I’m sure. Beautiful, powerful, and relatable to many. You’re a vehicle of healing through real and honest music. 💛
I saw the clip on IG, got notified of this drop and I'm here for it. The honesty, the pain in her voice, the subtle vibrato in the lower register. Use it. Keep it up!
I gotta say this has to be one of the realist songs I've heard in a good minute. I love your voice and the lyrics to this song. If it wasn't for this song idk how id be managing right now. God bless your soul.
This song's message is so beautiful and so real it really made me shed a tear. Hearing the message in the song pulled me in and the strength in the voice helps to deliver that this battle is very strong and powerful.
This can relate to any sin any of us struggle with. Man, this girl has me crying. What a real song. Please put out more. I wish I could have shared this with my mother-in-law, who struggled with drinking and passed four years ago.
Do you believe him now? Look how much this song has blessed so many lives, including mine 💜🙏🏽 This is what some SPIRITual fights/battles look like. God bless you all
This is the most beautiful depiction of the Christian struggle against addiction I’ve ever seen.
I 1000% agree!
So very close to capturing it! I couldn't relate to these lines:
"They call me a daughter but I don't believe them
Baptized in the water, don't feel any different
All I know, it's a sign and so I lift up my hands"
For me, that would read something like (if I were female):
"He calls me a daughter but I am not worthy
Baptized in the water, why am I so dirty (or "why am I no different")
As I falter all I know is to lift up my hands"
@@nathanlogan4585 I think she’s speaking of the doubt that can sometimes plague a Christians mind when we struggle with the same sin over and over again.
@@KB-gd6fc yeah, I definitely get that - and have experienced it. This just felt so distant and hopeless that it's nearly indistinguishable as Christian. But perhaps I'm being too critical.
Addiction is not beautiful in any fashion. Co dependency on a God is not beautiful.
I want to run to her, hug her, cry with her, and let her know this pain she has for seemingly failing god is unnecessary. If she is addicted to drugs or alcohol, god/jesus could /should cure her if god wanted to. She is beating herself up for no reason, or at least for the wrong reasons. Addiction is horrible, and shaming yourself for failing a perfect god isn't going to help- it will only further the depression.
She IS beautiful and has an amazing voice and, as an exchristian who has also gone through addiction, this song F*cking breaks my heart. If the idea of Jesus as her fortitude helps her overcome addiction, the AMEN. Let this happen, but I am not hearing it in this song. And I sure as hell don't see it when I read comments from Christians encouraging the "beauty" of the cyclic struggle she is trapped in. This is why theology should never be used to help psychological issues.
SHE CAN overcome this. SHE WILL overcome this. I care for her as she is, who she was, who she will be.
This is the most real song I have heard in a very long time. I can relate to it so so so much. We all go through those valley's, doubts, fears, etc. just know you're not alone. ❤
God is saving me in little doses. I hang on because I know the reward is going to be eternal peace
@@Julian-vd3oo ♥️♥️♥️ its always something we never expect.
17 Months and not a Drop Amen I Feel This. After 20 years of daily drinking I Prayed for Years for God to take it away. But I had to Quit myself and change my mindset. Then God took all the desire and urge away. Now it's Easy Thanks to Jesus!!!
This is EXACTLY what has been missing! Jesus went to the left out and broken and in my humble opinion….REAL and not superficial. Thats why the Bible says the TRUTH will make you free. And He is the TRUTH!! Thank you sooooooo much for this TRUTHFUL message. I love you agape!❤
My husband of 30 years finally quit drinking and celebrated 6 months sober this past weekend he had been drinking for over 40 years. I prayed everyday for the Lord to touch his heart and help him stop. My prayers were answered! Praise Jesus 🙌
My youngest daughter sent me this video today. She has 3 small boys and doesn't want the. To grow up and repeat the cycle. She has been struggling to quit the last year. The longest she has gone is 9 days then slipped. Please keep her in your prayers!🙏
How did you start? I'm a daily drinker of around a 5th and have quit for a month but I always get "bored" or start sobriety but am not fully in. Seems like I lie to God each time I ask for help and actually don't want to stop subconsciously. It's confusing how I want to stop but also just don't want to. Idk if I need purpose or what but any advice helps. Also good ass song
@@nettles1nt 💚🙏
Thank you 🥺🫶🏼
I’m a Christian and I have never heard someone talk about this, about this feeling. Feeling too far gone, feeling nothing and still trying to reach out. Thank you.
You are worth the love of Christ. Even the vilest demon cannot separate you from his love!
Rise up! CLAIM HIS strength and TRUST, just trust. Its so east but so hard.
Proud to see Maria touching on a subject that many, many would prefer not to talk about.
As a songwriter who has been fighting addiction, this song is everything to me.
This might've saved me. I've found the Lord during my alcoholism. I've had bottles and bibles by my bed. I am drinking bc of my scars. I am looking for my hallelujah. This is how I've been feeling for the past 3 months atleast(been trying to get sober). I didn't know this was a thing. I didn't know other Christians went thru this/felt this way. Ik I shouldn't be doing this and ik I have sm more potential. I always feel bad ab myself the morning after I blackout I cry to God saying I'm sorry y did I do this please forgive me, let me forgive myself. I'm trying to do good, I'm trying to be better but it's so hard. I just want to stop being addicted to chaos and alcohol but it's so hard. I just want to be happy with peace and safety but it feels so boring. The more I read my Bible pray and journal I feel like my relationship with God does become stronger but I want to be there for myself love and forgive myself the way God does instead of hurting myself over and over again doing the same thing. Ik I shouldn't do it ik what's going to happen but each time I always think it's going to be different and it never is which hurts too. Thankyou for this, this really did help me, like I said I think this might've saved me, at least for the moment. Baby steps:))
Every Christian goes through a process hence why God calls us to come home as we are because through him, he will slowly start changing our wants and needs to be more in his will
I’ve struggled with a different kind of temptation for literal years and I’m so tired of doing it, and don’t even want to do it anymore but I keep going back. However I’m reminding myself every day multiple times “resist the devil and he will flee from you” and this is the same for every since addiction, temptation, anything the devil tries to get us to do. We can get through this with the help of God, and only his help
How have you been?
Play lots of worship music, cry out to him to take the addiction away but most importantly tell him you SURRENDER to him. It helped me. Lots of love your way, don't give up
Hey, God's got you. Even if you don't "feel" Him, He's there, working through you and around you. Just stay in His Word and keep pressing into Him. Faith isn't about a "feeling", it's about believing. Truly *believing* in Christ compared to just knowing you should believe in Him are 2 different things, and it's a massive part of every Christian's walk in faith. You've got this. God's got you. Praying for you!
I’m a 30yo man. This touched my soul. Ty for raw truth and pain behind this song. Amen
Dare I say the best song released in the last decade in my opinion… I can’t get over it….
Facts
The first line always gets me. “I didn’t ask for the scars I’ve been given. That’s the price you pay for someone else’s sinning.” I was in a relationship with a man who cheated on me for the entire time we were together. And I’m still living with these scars. I try sk hard to heal from the past, but there are days where the pain is overwhelming.
Yes, I took him back every time he cheated on me. And it broke me down every time. To this point where I hate myself for ever allowing a man to hurt me the way he did. Every day, I punish myself.
Thank you for sharing that, I also went through something similar like this the worse part is I went back after he raped me I went back but thank God that the Lord rescued me from him.. You're very strong God bless you
Oh I didn't ask for the scars that I've been given
That's the price you pay for someone else's sinning
The preacher said that I'll find a reason
Don't have the heart to tell him I don't believe him
Oh I don't beleive him
Some call it a habit, some call it a sin
Some call it a pattern
I don't know where this ends
They call me a daughter, but I don't beleive them
Baptized in the water, don't feel any different
All I know it's a sign, and so I left up my hands
Worshipping Jesus
But I'm drunk again
Tell myself I'm a little too hard to save
Tired of waking up in my own grave
Bottles and Bibles next to my bed
Chasing the demons out of my head
Some call it a habit, some call it a sin
Some call it a pattern
I don't know where this ends
They call me a daughter, but I don't beleive them
Baptized in the water, don't feel any different
All I know it's a sign, and so I left up my hands
Worshipping Jesus
But I'm drunk again
I'm looking for my hallelujah
Oh a hallelujah
I'm looking for my hallelujah
I'm looking for my hallelujah
Some call it a habit, some call it a sin
Some call it a pattern
I don't know where this ends
They call me a daughter, but I don't beleive them
Baptized in the water, don't feel any different
All I know it's a sign, and so I left up my hands
Worshipping Jesus
But I'm drunk again
I'm drunk again
But I'm drunk again
I'm relating and resonates completely with me... i feel so seen here, humbled and real... glad im not alone now.
Ive fought a different type of addiction for years and this still hits my very soul 🖤🙏
I used to have an eating disorder. I can relate to this feelings so much. For me it ended after Years when Jesus healed me. He still heals. He has more grace with us than we do. In all this painful process he was there with me. Most of the times people judge more than God does.
Vaped for 2 years am clean for almost a week, self harm and vaping are my addictions. It's so hard to quit but I know it's worth it in the end
I’m currently struggling to quit vaping and smoking pot haven’t got there yet sadly but I have faith that Jesus will help Bring me out of this addiction
These lyrics just hit home. ❤ her rawness is what makes this song special. Thank you
Yahweh hears the worship, the praise and the lament.
I also struggled with addiction, specifically sh. Today I relapsed, but this song gives me strength. I know God sees me.
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This song is so heart wrenching, I can feel her broken heart, as someone who came out of drinking to numb the pain of broken world. I feel for her.
But I also pray that she knows it's not being "Baptised in the water" that changes her, but only drawing close to Jesus and trusting Jesus that His Love and sacrifice was/is enough.
Jesus paid for all her sins so that she could go to God, and He could help her heal. God wants us to trust Him for healing.
This is everything God taught me and I can say I am testimony of God's grace and want others to know the truth about getting the healing He wants for you.
The closer we draw near to Him, is when He does His best work of transformation. He is the One that gives us new desires, helps us to trust Him and love Him more and its then and only then we find comfort in Him more than the things we use for temporary fix that never satisfy. The song is beautiful and raw tho.
Amazing. Goosebumps every time . Now I’m patiently waiting for “hate to admit it”
same here
I NEED "Hate to admit it"
This song never fails to leave me with goosebumps. Thanks for the full live music video as requested!!!
I used to sit in the shower and cry over how much I hated who I’ve become. I would drop to my knees and beg God to release me from grip I had on the neck of that bottle.
“Bibles and bottles..” my room was full of them. By the grace of God, the bottles are all gone.
I’m so grateful for every experience I have ever gone through. My relationship with Jesus would not be what it is today if it wasn’t for the struggles. Grace… such a beautiful thing.
These are some of the most emotional vocals I've ever heard in a song👏
This is a masterpiece.
The voice, the lyrics & the music is really an amazing combination for my heart to cry out and having a slow tears on my face!
Whatever you call it. I just lift up my hands. I'm drunk again. Beautiful song ❤❤❤
I'm a songwriter & damn the lyrics gave me goosebumps...this is incredible...I love how painfully beautiful this is...Hits a lil too close to home 🖤
God’s grace is sufficient. Keep crying out to him! He will heal you!! Never stop telling Jesus about your weakness that you have failed to overcome. He will save you!!
As a Christian,I know I've been falling again and again tired of myself, again and again Starting from zero ,your words touched my heart.thanks for the encouraging me🙏
Love the full song I just wish it wasn't buffered out so much. Her raw, real voice is amazing and more than enough. We need a full live version.
I love this song so much! It’s worship music for me.
This song saved my life
Praise Jesus 🙏🏾
This song is breathtaking. So real and raw, thank you maria for this masterpiece and being so vulnerable. ♥️
I would love to see a pastor used this song in a message! Its time for the church to get real about our feelings. I'm so tired of pastor who dont understand real struggles. Its ok in my book to say I'm hurting Jesus and I'm stuck. Lots of Christians like to put on masks and say quote "everything's fine." But when they get along by themselves The Mask come off in quote the song "Drunk Again" comes out. Its OK to have pain. Its ok to struggle. A lot of Christians need to embrace their pain and their struggle. And be honest with Christ and not be like an ostrich with its head stuck in the sand pretending like the hurts are not there. And for those people who are reading this and that are struggling I want to say this. Yes, Jesus sees those pains. I don't know why God allowed whatever happended, happended to you. But Jesus is the only one who can take away the pain the hurt. Alcohol, drugs, and sex are like mascara over the face. It covers it for a time. But eventually it wears off. Jesus is the only thing that doesn't wear off. RUN! TO HIM!
Yes. I immediately sent this song to my pastor.
Our pastor did use this song in his message tonight. 3.30.24 Heart of the City Church, Coeur d'Alene, Idaho. The message was about "scars" and in the message, this song was played while an expressive dance was done by a woman on our creative team. It was powerful. There were about 20 people who gave their lives to Christ tonight at the conclusionof his message. 🙌
I agree whole ❤ Ly
The pastor at Coast Life Church in North Port Florida is doing a sermon on abuse, trauma and addiction, and he is using this song in his sermon. This girl is not alone in her struggles, and the church needs to know how to navigate it
Our pastor did a sermon on the song yesterday. Not yet on UA-cam but should be in a few days. I will post link when it does
Love this for people who struggle with ALL versions of self sabotage. Such chilling vocals too. Much love. ❤❤❤
Absolutely. I feel like I fall into sabotaging myself over and over and over again. There's always another shame spiral waiting for me just around the corner to bring me down. I wish you all the best on your journey, it's a climb.
I'm commenting so much so it'll get a boost from the algorithm hopefully cause its so beautiful and its what the world needs. More vulnerability 🙏🏽
This song needs a movie and a part 2
Praying to a God you don’t believe in. Carrying chains not knowing why you. Crying and pleading to believe to know that God is real. Giving God everything, is to breakdown everything you are and know and allow him to rebuild you as a new creation. ❤
On another note, her acting ability is really good 🔥
We were created to be accepted, the search for fulfillment is real in every human being. Religion makes it difficult for people see truth. We all have a vice, drugs, alcohol, food, sex, religion, etc. The real call is to rest in Christ, to know your God. Because you are Accepted by Him. Man will always fail you and you will fail yourself. This is a beautiful raw honest song. #Jesusisreal
I really needed this song. I have been struggling with my faith and myself
It’s okay to feel this way sometimes. As a Christian who have saved by God. I used to suffering with these stuff. You can pray and tell Him all your feeling even when you angry Him or hopeless . Keep you head up guys our prayer take time sometimes. And walking with God you get a little better every single day. Remember that He never late and His timing is perfect . Don’t lose your Faith. You are saved and loved by God.
Keep making anything this woman sings!!!!!!! This has been the most heartfelt relatable music I've heard in YEARS. I only heard a snippet of this on IG and HAD to find this song immediately.
Happened to me too!!! Immediately captivated
I’ve never found a song or even an artist who gets it. I was sober from alcohol for 2 years and made some decisions that led me to fall back into drinking (yes ultimately my decision) a temptation I wasnt ready to face bc fell right into that temptation of sin. Cutting them off, allowing them in, letting them take control of what they never had.
Well done everyone. Lots of hands involved in completing this I’m sure. Beautiful, powerful, and relatable to many. You’re a vehicle of healing through real and honest music. 💛
Story of my life!! I believe,but help me with my unbelief!! Bottle's and Bibles next to my bed is me !! Help me Lord Jesus
I saw the clip on IG, got notified of this drop and I'm here for it. The honesty, the pain in her voice, the subtle vibrato in the lower register. Use it. Keep it up!
🥺😭love you Jesus.....be With me ...i need you 💗
Felt this on another level . ❤️
The realest of song I ever heard 💪😊
I wonder if I'll ever be able to hear this song without crying. ❤
Beautiful, beautiful song with so many simple truths that very few relate and understand. Glad to relate❤
It’s not truths. It’s lies and I am sorry for that! Jesus is alive! Pray!! Give it a try… challenge Jesus!!!
My god, this is SO GOOD.
Chilling. 😢
I gotta say this has to be one of the realist songs I've heard in a good minute. I love your voice and the lyrics to this song. If it wasn't for this song idk how id be managing right now. God bless your soul.
Amen amen amen ♥️
Incredible vulnerable raw lyric ❤
God uses the people who have been through the absolute most in order to spread his word and this is exactly what he’s doing in this song!
You just peered into my soul and idk how to word it. You’re amazing
this song touched parts of me even I don't wanna think I have. I relate
Same .
This pain to close to home I started bawling my eyes out
This song's message is so beautiful and so real it really made me shed a tear. Hearing the message in the song pulled me in and the strength in the voice helps to deliver that this battle is very strong and powerful.
Goosebumps!
I love this song! I've listened to it so many times, repeating again and again while dancing.
Absolutely breathtaking.
I freaking love this song its the best song i ever heard in my entire life i feel all the lyrics !! 🫶🫶🫶
Her voice though!!! Truly chill bumps! 🤍
That hit to close to home
Alcohol keeps you in chains, thank you for this beautiful song of real hope for those struggling.
Have been waiting for the full song... Thank you
I literally been waiting for this! I love her and this song! Fucking genius!
This can relate to any sin any of us struggle with. Man, this girl has me crying. What a real song. Please put out more. I wish I could have shared this with my mother-in-law, who struggled with drinking and passed four years ago.
Magical voice and lyrics so captivating ❤❤
I love this kind of music. It rise up your spirit. Thanks :)
That was both powerful and beautiful.
This song really means alot to me... 😢
LOVE LOVE LOVE ! gives chills
Goooooo maria!!! ♥️
This is beautiful, heartbreaking, and everything I needed to hear today. Thank you Maria Rose
Insanely powerful
Such a beautiful song ❤
Do you believe him now? Look how much this song has blessed so many lives, including mine 💜🙏🏽 This is what some SPIRITual fights/battles look like. God bless you all
chills…
This is just “wow”
Thank you so much for this masterpiece ♥️
I always come back to this video.
Everything about this is absolutely beautifully done. I will definitely be listening to this on repeat for the next week 🫶🏼
I feel like im not anywhere near to quitting unfortunately but this song hits home.. 😶🌫️
Blessings to you and family for 2024
Absolutely love this song. Have it on repeat
Great talents worth having platforms such as this. Keep them up. 👏🏼
Wow my heart ❤ keep persevering full surrender I’m getting through some things and only way to go is up
Absolutely amazing! Touches my heart! Bless you girl!
Absolutely beautiful. This song hits home so hard
I pray you find the Holy Spirit and He baptizes you with more than water. The water is a symbol, the Spirit is the more. Amazing song
Yyyessssssss❤
maria I will always love your voice and your heart ❤ I can’t wait til you release more, and more acoustic! you’re so gifted!
Thanks for this amazing masterpiece! 💕😍
Thank you for your life. 🙏
Amazing as many have said real struggle and real message.
sing that song! ♥️🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Your vulnerability is everything ♥️
This song brings tears to my eyes every time