No matter where your children are or how old they are you can proudly say " I am mama to 15 children!!!!!" You are doing amazing and should shout it to the world!!!
Azariah's life is worth fighting for. He is not just "incompatible with life" but a living, breathing, precious human being. He deserves the right to fight for his life. Blessings 🙏💞.
@@BrakingFree78 what she chooses to do to help her son is her choice, and I support her decision. She wants to fight for his life or go down trying. It's not for us to say that she should only fight as long as he doesn't suffer. We all suffer to a certain extent. Some of us more than others, but that doesn't mean that that life isn't worth living or fighting for. My own son suffered as a baby. He had a fused skull suture on one side of his head that was not diagnosed for almost a year. He suffered greatly for the first year of his life. He was an overgrown newborn for most of his first year of life. He learnt to sit shortly before one year old and to walk just before turning two. He screamed every day in pain and we couldn't figure out what was wrong. It wasn't until he had an MRI scan at about 11 months old that we found out that his skull wasn't able to grow normally. Should he have been un-alived because he was suffering? His suffering was temporary. It was long term, but still temporary. Azariah is probably suffering right now, but he will not always suffer.
@@BrakingFree78 I support mamabear2many's fight for her son. Even if Azariah is suffering right now, that suffering is temporary and his life still has a meaning. I had a son who was born with a hidden birth defect that requires major surgery to fix. It was not detected until he was almost a year old after many sleepless nights of a baby who was screaming in pain, many doctors appointments and specialists later, he was finally diagnosed with an MRI scan because his eye orbit was decaying and his skull had become very malformed. He went under the knife at one year old to fix his skull. In doing so, it relieved his long term pain that he had suffered since his birth. I fought for my son to get his diagnosis and went to many, many specialists until we found out what was causing his pain. Was my son's life less worthwhile because he spent most of the first year in pain? I think not. Suffering is temporary, but Azariah has value even though he is probably suffering right now. His pain won't last forever. There will be a point in which he gets better or he dies. Either way, his suffering is temporary. My own boy suffered for a long time, not because we were negligent in antenatal scans and tests, but because his condition could not be diagnosed for a long time after birth. He suffered greatly, but even though he suffered, I believe that his life had value and he deserves to be alive. To not have value admits that children who are born with defects can be aborted after they have been born and even lived for a few months or even years. Last time I checked, that is illegal.
I am a grandma,and at 72 I am old enough to be your mama. You are just recovering from childbirth, and someone should be mothering YOU. I so wish I could hug and nurture you. You are going through such a hard time and are trying to be so strong for everyone. Please know that I SEE you, and I am praying for your recovery, your strength, your family, and your sweet and tiny son. May God hold you close and keep you warm.
Ditto to all expressed . I know how tired you must be and I so wanted to come and just hold you and help you. God sees and hears you and I wish I could rock baby boy. Much love!
that sweet baby deserves every chance in life. it saddens me to think there are others in this world who think differently. You have a beautiful and loving family.
I am so sorry you're going through this. I'm a nurse and a respiratory therapist, so I understand both sides. I just wanted to say that from the nursing side, it's hard for us to. We see what's going on but we also see what's going on with the baby and we see the suffering, we feel the suffering and we have to be strong for you, family, patient. We feel you, Mama, and are here for you.
My 32 week 3lb baby went into cardiac arrest at 3mths old and was put I life support and after only 2 days a doctor came in and said " we need to talk about pulling the plug she isnt going to have a normal life(whats normal?)" I kicked him out of the room! Ive never prayed so hard in my life as I did that day. Some doctors are so quick to expire babies. Guess what 15 years later she is now a healthy, happy teen. Yes she was on a ton of meds the first 7 years. Had therapy but she is "normal" and very healthy.
This was heartbreaking to hear ugly comments. Azariah is a blessing for so many reasons. AZariah can teach the medical professionals many things in future patients that come after you and him. If those professionals are not willing to humble themselves and learn from Azariah, let them know that they are free to go. God Bless you all. Stay Faith-filled.
@@Birdiechik the baby,Azariah, should be given the opportunity to reach his destiny. I believe in choice. These parents chose to give him the opportunity at life. He has the opportunity to serve so many in what time he has with this family, long or short. I am sure one day, we will all be thankful for those who have gleaned medical education because of those who battled before us , selfLESSly. God Bless you
@@Birdiechik so you want people to just give up because its hard.... my son was diagnosed with ms when he was twelve and I fought for him everyday of his life... I was told by doctors that he would not make it to see 18... he proved them wrong ,he lived to almost 23, lacking 16 days.... I would not give up one precious second with my son... he was worth the fight. Not a nice comment .. things are hard enough fighting for your child without comments of the negative kind.
Appreciate the update. I understand doing what is available to fight for your son. God knows his days. Nothing will keep him alive when that time is up….be it years or minutes. I say that as a mom with a 32 year old who has Duchenne. I say that after 2 years ago having a bad hospital experience where they broke his hips and pelvis and blamed DMD for him having heart accelerations and tanking oxygen. In hospital they wouldn’t X-ray his legs or pelvis claiming he wasn’t broken and it was end stage symptoms. After being released on Pallative (they insisted on hospice and we said no) he was xrayed. They said it was just end stage DMD and we should go home for him to die. I treated him as if he was alive and would live….only God knows his time. He is still alive, recovered from their errors. Loves life. Loves the Lord. 2 years he’s had good health. We are thankful. Only God knows Azariah’s future. You just love on him and keep advocating. You’re doing great! Hugs
I just found your channel right before you gave birth. I don't know what you meant by someone saying he "declared himself", but I am trying to read between the lines. I will say that until a person is in your shoes, up against these tough decisions, that no one has the right to judge your family 's choice to fight for him. We will be praying for your son! ♥️🙏
Your son (the one who fainted, poor guy) has such a beautiful heart just wanting to bless his family and see his baby brother be healthy and well. Such a selfless and tender hearted boy. May our Lord comfort, strengthen, and guide you and your entire family. The Lord is our hope in all circumstances. ❤
How sweet of your son to want to do all those things for your family! That made me cry! Continuing to pray for Azariah and all of you as you are in this season of life!
My heart was breaking over your son wanting to get it all done so you can be home for Christmas how very precious. Praying you are home by Christmas and little man is stronger every day.
I will continue to pray for Azariah and all of you. He is a true fighter. Only God knows if he needs this precious child as an Angel. I lost my son 3 years ago days after his 25th birthday, tragically. I know you will do anything possible to save him. My heart breaks for you. Healing prayers sent.
GOD gave that precious child to you and your husband so you could care for him and make decisions for him as GOD directs you. I have been praying constantly for little Azariah and for you and his dad and also for the rest of your children who are hurting for their baby brother.❤
I think of your precious little baby and he obviously knows his mommy. Don’t feel bad about your having to leave. You are protecting him. I love that share him with us! God is in control and he is with him and all of you every second of the day. ❤️🙏
MamaBear, as a retired nurse you have got this. Your explanations are clear. I also love your beliefs and agree with you. Atleast you know you fought. Happy to hear he seems to be holding his home. Daddy snuggles are important to. You are absolutely beautiful loving people. I have to say the color of the wall as in the room to are in is beautiful. Keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers.
Oh Momma Bear, thank you for the update. You are an amazing family! You continue to fight for sweet baby Azariah. You have you tube friends also praying for him. Sending you a warm hug.💕🙏🏻
Prayers for strength and healing for you and your beautiful family. All the love for that precious baby❤ Thank you for all the time you give us to keep us informed. ✨
Thank you for the update. In a few Updates you mentioned yawning and it was really weird because right after that update where you mentioned yawning I watched a youtube video that said, sometimes yawning is low iron. Just thought I would share because you have mentioned it a few times in your video's. Didn't bother me because hey yawning is something that happens. But thought I would share. Blessings and prayers
Oh momma, my heart hurts for you. I’m amazed you are still standing. May God show up everywhere you need Him. I pray God’s plan for Z is clearer and clearer for everyone supporting this baby boy. Hugs.
What on gods green earth is wrong with people? This is a precious child. Cancer isn't compatible with life, but we fight the fight cause we want to live. Yall are always in my thoughts and prayers. Thank you for sharing yalls journey. 🤗
Thank you for the update! Praying for all of you and I hope your son feels better it sounds like he was overwhelmed with the whole day. Hope you don't get sick and start to feel better. Take care and try to get some rest when you can. Sending hugs and prayers your way!❤❤❤❤
Momms bear the lord only knows he will show you the way your sweet baby is goind i had cancer stage 4 in 2015 the doctors told me without your fighting your nit going to survive you fight for azariah because he cant do it may the lord keep blessing you and your family praying ever day for you and your family hugs and love from heike
I know these updates are hard on you, but I am so thankful that I can know what to specifically pray for. Azariah is blessed to have parents that will fight for him.
Mama bear, you are so strong, you are doing amazing keeping everything together. I hope you get some rest. Your kids are so sweet, when u said your son wanted to go thrifting for the little ones gifts, and to help with wood, broke my heart. You all stick together , so beautiful. Sending love and prayers to all of you as you rally around baby brother ❤🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀❤️🙏
Dearest mom. Listen, had my daughter at 26 wks. I had gestational diabetes. She was 2 lbs 3 ounces. Im crying sorry for mispelling. Ong, sweet mommy your baby is a gift. Dont listen to others. My baby Bryanna was a fighter. Full vent, trech still. I love her to my fullest. Same as you. 2 steps forward ,1 back. When she passed her carseat test was a blessing. But she never passed her feeding, she is blind, and death. But my baby did pass nuerological test. She is beautiful. My point is be beautiful in tn the lord, strong in your family. Please be a lady of faith, all you have is wonderful. My baby was on ful vent. She was life sent by helicopter 2 states away. I live in southwest Florida. She went to south Carilona. Sorry crying, please don't be mad. I stayed at Ronald Mcdold house. She was full vent. She stopped brearhing, multiple times. Of corse I wanted her to fight. Let her breath. 90 days before I held her. At that day she was 3lbs 1 0unce. 2 brain bleeds. I was so hurt. I pumped, she never recieved my milk. They gave her meds in a central line after heart surgery. Eventualy she left at 4lbs. Trach, and central line. In home nurse, she is beautiful . I would never imagine my life without her. Im soo blessed. Point being you are so sweet and thIs baby boy choose you as a strong mommy. What a blessing. My daughter is 18. Yes she needs help, but I would not be a mom without my baby girl. You stay strong. You are aloud to cry. Hw is beautiful. He is strong willed. Luv you from florida. After 3 hurricanes, luv ya lots
The fact that your husband has such a family oriented company as his employer is just awesome! So many workplaces out there don't care about their employee's well being or any hardships they may be having.. Sending positive vibes to you and your family 💗
Like, Subscribe, and comment. Plus tell others. Also,watch old videos as that will help as well. Even if your doing housework and can’t watch the videos turn on her UA-cam channel while you’re working. I have no affiliation. I’m simply rooting for her channel especially at this time. I’m sure there’s many expenses with the extra house and gas as well as extra supplies.
I’m so sorry you guys are not feeling well. I pray your better very quickly. I hope we can get another glimpse of precious Azariah. He just looks so sweet, I know it is hard not being able to just cuddle him all the time. God is in control and everyday He is working miracles taking care of your whole precious family. Much love and continued prayers.
Mama bear know this if you know nothing else. God alone is the author of life and death. And though you may pass through the valley of the shadow of death, the Lord will strengthen and comfort you. He pas plans to prosper you, not harm you. You and your hubby are doing the right thing and God has placed the right people around you and He will guide you through this. Your community is standing strong with you underpinning your family in prayer. God be with you in this time of great trial and tribulation.
you are stronger than you think... God is with you and your family all the way... take one day at a time, Azariah needs you to be strong for him.... don't let people with negative attitudes get you down... God bless you and your family...
Thank you for the update. I’m so sorry you were told that. I’m continuing to pray for y’all! And I hope y’all are feeling better. If that works out with your husbands job and the New Hampshire house that would be such a blessing! You continue to fight for sweet Azariah ❤❤❤
Mama Bear thank you for the update! I share your beliefs, and have very little patience for people who are eager to decide who should live, and who should die. We have been having a Bible study at church about the book of Job. Our discussions have been wonderful, and have opened everyone’s eyes. I would suggest that anyone who offers their opinion about Azariah’s life read Job. If they read Job, then they will be able to understand your position better. Faith in the Lord is what will be ultimately rewarded even if our questions remain unanswered. Some of Azariah’s current medical conditions may resolve in time with medical interventions, and his growth. This is in regard to his heart, lungs, digestion, and brain bleed. Because there is the potential for resolution, it is prudent to treat these issues. As far as how Trisomy 18 will effect Azariah long term NOBODY can know!! People who want to end his life have no idea what God’s plan and purpose for his life is. God has not taken him thus far, and we have no right to play God by ending his life. I pray that God’s will may be done. In the meantime praise God for the gift of Azariah, and enjoy being with him. God bless you all. ❤️
Oh my heart is breaking for you because I understand. It seemed like it would go from one second to another. The stress is unbearable and if someone hasn’t been there it would be hard for them to understand. So true sweetie God is in control . You and your whole family are in my prayers. He is worth fighting for. He is a precious gift from God.
Hi Momma bear , Prayers for you all . Hopefully your feeling better . And please know we all are praying for your whole family . Thanks for taking us along on your little man's journey in this world. He has prayers going up all over the world for him . #PRAYERSFORAZARIAH 💙💙💙💙🙏🙏🙏🙏. I'm glad your husband is able to work closer to the hospital when he goes back. And that you all found a month to month rental. I know that has eased some stress from you all . And Momma bear keep staying strong. Keep Fighting for your precious baby boy . You do what you feel is right and it doesn't matter what anyone else says . Your his Momma. He was brought into this world for a reason. A reason we may never know but You all was blessed with him for a reason only God may ever know. Love and Prayers sent from Kentucky ❤❤
Your very welcome. I'm sorry you have to deal with such nasty rude people on here ...Please block all them nasty comments. Those keyboard warriors has nothing better to do than try and make someone feel bad . We will have a block party everyday if we need to . We have your back momma bear . And we won't let them trolls try to take you down..show them them door !!! We love y'all momma bear . #PRAYERSFORAZARIAH 💙💙💙💙@@mommabear2many
Wow you're such a strong woman of God, you show what being pro life is truly all about we'll continue to keep you all in our prayers for that sweet little baby.
Thank-you for being so transparent with all. I am also a Mom of 9 (two-sets of twins) My last little one had to be in the NICU. She was premi born via emergency C section. Needed help breathing . All because of my health issues. I wasn't even aware she was born until they brought her to me two days later. We ended up in the NICU for a little more than 6 weeks. We brought her home on a breathing tube for another 2 months. She also has only one kidney so they had to and still have to monitor that every year. She is now a happy 8 year old. I feel for you. The strength you have to go through all of this is defiantly from the Lord. Stay strong and focused for the rest of your family, its NOT easy. You can do it! We will keep you in our prayers. Looking forward for more updates
Praying for your momma heart and the hearts of your husband and children. Azariah is a precious gift from God. Sometimes our adult children have no clue how their adult decisions break our hearts.
Momma Bear you have your plate over full. You got this sweet lady n your precious needs his mommy next to him. I so wish I were there just to give you n your family a huge hug.. Sending love, prayers n warm hugs from Saline Louisiana..❤❤❤
Sending prayers that you feel better soon so you can be with your sweet baby. Thanks for sharing. You’re a wonderful mother to all of your children. ❤🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
I am so happy that you and your husband decided to let your baby have a fighting chance at living. As you said, only God knows the outcome of the babie's life. I also know how hard it is to leave that baby in NICU. My daughter has to leave her last baby in NICU also
You Rock Mamabear! Only the good Lord can decide who's "compatible" with life. That beautiful baby is teaching everyone something valuable. All life is precious and deserves to be treated as such. Praying for all of you.
Thank you again for your prolife witness! Praying for your family and your journey with baby Azariah. The Good Lord is holding your family in the palm of His Hand
No matter where your children are or how old they are you can proudly say " I am mama to 15 children!!!!!" You are doing amazing and should shout it to the world!!!
Azariah's life is worth fighting for. He is not just "incompatible with life" but a living, breathing, precious human being. He deserves the right to fight for his life. Blessings 🙏💞.
Yes
yes just as long he is not suffering....
@@BrakingFree78 what she chooses to do to help her son is her choice, and I support her decision. She wants to fight for his life or go down trying. It's not for us to say that she should only fight as long as he doesn't suffer. We all suffer to a certain extent. Some of us more than others, but that doesn't mean that that life isn't worth living or fighting for. My own son suffered as a baby. He had a fused skull suture on one side of his head that was not diagnosed for almost a year. He suffered greatly for the first year of his life. He was an overgrown newborn for most of his first year of life. He learnt to sit shortly before one year old and to walk just before turning two. He screamed every day in pain and we couldn't figure out what was wrong. It wasn't until he had an MRI scan at about 11 months old that we found out that his skull wasn't able to grow normally. Should he have been un-alived because he was suffering? His suffering was temporary. It was long term, but still temporary. Azariah is probably suffering right now, but he will not always suffer.
AMEN!!!
@@BrakingFree78 I support mamabear2many's fight for her son. Even if Azariah is suffering right now, that suffering is temporary and his life still has a meaning.
I had a son who was born with a hidden birth defect that requires major surgery to fix. It was not detected until he was almost a year old after many sleepless nights of a baby who was screaming in pain, many doctors appointments and specialists later, he was finally diagnosed with an MRI scan because his eye orbit was decaying and his skull had become very malformed. He went under the knife at one year old to fix his skull. In doing so, it relieved his long term pain that he had suffered since his birth. I fought for my son to get his diagnosis and went to many, many specialists until we found out what was causing his pain. Was my son's life less worthwhile because he spent most of the first year in pain? I think not.
Suffering is temporary, but Azariah has value even though he is probably suffering right now. His pain won't last forever. There will be a point in which he gets better or he dies. Either way, his suffering is temporary.
My own boy suffered for a long time, not because we were negligent in antenatal scans and tests, but because his condition could not be diagnosed for a long time after birth. He suffered greatly, but even though he suffered, I believe that his life had value and he deserves to be alive. To not have value admits that children who are born with defects can be aborted after they have been born and even lived for a few months or even years. Last time I checked, that is illegal.
I am a grandma,and at 72 I am old enough to be your mama. You are just recovering from childbirth, and someone should be mothering YOU. I so wish I could hug and nurture you. You are going through such a hard time and are trying to be so strong for everyone. Please know that I SEE you, and I am praying for your recovery, your strength, your family, and your sweet and tiny son. May God hold you close and keep you warm.
Amen
Amen!
Ditto to all expressed . I know how tired you must be and I so wanted to come and just hold you and help you. God sees and hears you and I wish I could rock baby boy. Much love!
Amen God is with you momma.
Thank you so much I truly appreciate you.
that sweet baby deserves every chance in life. it saddens me to think there are others in this world who think differently. You have a beautiful and loving family.
I agree thank you.
I am so sorry you're going through this. I'm a nurse and a respiratory therapist, so I understand both sides. I just wanted to say that from the nursing side, it's hard for us to. We see what's going on but we also see what's going on with the baby and we see the suffering, we feel the suffering and we have to be strong for you, family, patient. We feel you, Mama, and are here for you.
Yes hard all around
That is wonderful that your husband works for such a great company willing to let him work closer to where you and baby are at. That's awesome!
Yes it is I am so thankful for that unexpected surprise!
My 32 week 3lb baby went into cardiac arrest at 3mths old and was put I life support and after only 2 days a doctor came in and said " we need to talk about pulling the plug she isnt going to have a normal life(whats normal?)" I kicked him out of the room! Ive never prayed so hard in my life as I did that day. Some doctors are so quick to expire babies. Guess what 15 years later she is now a healthy, happy teen. Yes she was on a ton of meds the first 7 years. Had therapy but she is "normal" and very healthy.
I’m so glad you choose life for her!
This was heartbreaking to hear ugly comments. Azariah is a blessing for so many reasons. AZariah can teach the medical professionals many things in future patients that come after you and him. If those professionals are not willing to humble themselves and learn from Azariah, let them know that they are free to go. God Bless you all. Stay Faith-filled.
Yes!
@@Birdiechik the baby,Azariah, should be given the opportunity to reach his destiny. I believe in choice. These parents chose to give him the opportunity at life. He has the opportunity to serve so many in what time he has with this family, long or short. I am sure one day, we will all be thankful for those who have gleaned medical education because of those who battled before us , selfLESSly. God Bless you
@@Birdiechik so you want people to just give up because its hard.... my son was diagnosed with ms when he was twelve and I fought for him everyday of his life... I was told by doctors that he would not make it to see 18... he proved them wrong ,he lived to almost 23, lacking 16 days.... I would not give up one precious second with my son... he was worth the fight. Not a nice comment .. things are hard enough fighting for your child without comments of the negative kind.
Appreciate the update. I understand doing what is available to fight for your son. God knows his days. Nothing will keep him alive when that time is up….be it years or minutes. I say that as a mom with a 32 year old who has Duchenne. I say that after 2 years ago having a bad hospital experience where they broke his hips and pelvis and blamed DMD for him having heart accelerations and tanking oxygen. In hospital they wouldn’t X-ray his legs or pelvis claiming he wasn’t broken and it was end stage symptoms. After being released on Pallative (they insisted on hospice and we said no) he was xrayed. They said it was just end stage DMD and we should go home for him to die. I treated him as if he was alive and would live….only God knows his time. He is still alive, recovered from their errors. Loves life. Loves the Lord. 2 years he’s had good health. We are thankful. Only God knows Azariah’s future. You just love on him and keep advocating. You’re doing great! Hugs
What a beautiful testimony! Thank you for sharing!
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You're the best!
You keep the faith and fight for your angel. God bless you
I believe that God is using you, husband, and Azariah as a witness to reveal His great love and compassion.
Praying for you and your family. I am so proud of you for giving this baby a fighting chance. Thank you and may God best healing for your baby
I just found your channel right before you gave birth. I don't know what you meant by someone saying he "declared himself", but I am trying to read between the lines. I will say that until a person is in your shoes, up against these tough decisions, that no one has the right to judge your family 's choice to fight for him. We will be praying for your son! ♥️🙏
I do not know what that means - declared himself?
I know know either...
I never heard that. Can someone explain?
Congratulations on your baby! Boy or girl?
I'm glad I'm not the only one that doesn't understand. I don't feel so dumb now.
Your son (the one who fainted, poor guy) has such a beautiful heart just wanting to bless his family and see his baby brother be healthy and well. Such a selfless and tender hearted boy.
May our Lord comfort, strengthen, and guide you and your entire family. The Lord is our hope in all circumstances. ❤
Yes he does melt my heart he does!
Just from my view, a mother of 4, I'm just awed by your fight for your baby, lucky boy no matter what happens. Much love to you all!!!
Thank you for taking the time to film these updates. Continued prayers sweetie ❤🙏
You are so welcome
Love hearing how supportive your husband's work is being. ❤
Yes a true blessing!
How sweet of your son to want to do all those things for your family! That made me cry! Continuing to pray for Azariah and all of you as you are in this season of life!
Hey Mama deep heart love is exhausting.... You are kind to keep us included in your news. God's got this 💚
I'm glad that you updated us on the baby.
God bless everyone in your family and for doctors and nurses.
Thank you so much!
Thank you for updating us - it's raw and honest and my heart hurts for you and your family - 'in thee oh Lord do we put our trust' xx
Yes only in Him!
I’m so glad she apologized to you, we’re all praying for your sweet baby boy
Yes she’s actually fully on our side now which is a blessing!
God, continue to comfort and hold this beautiful family. We thank you now for healing in the name of Jesus
Amen
My heart was breaking over your son wanting to get it all done so you can be home for Christmas how very precious. Praying you are home by Christmas and little man is stronger every day.
I know me too!
Praying for your family and your precious baby God bless you all.❤❤❤
Beautiful mumma bear. The Lord has his plan for baby Azariah and your decisions are yours alone. I am praying for you all ❤❤❤❤❤
Oh..Mommabear, I bet he is still a beauty..Prayers always for Azariah & you all.🙏
OHH poor little guy acting so grown up wanting to take care of Christmas for the family. Soo sweet. Prayers to you and your family.❤❤✝
Yes it was so very sweet!
Oh God bless you for your strong beliefs and sticking to your guns! Your loving arms and mothers milk are great healing powers❤
Thank you
Thanks for the update!!!❤ Azariah we are all praying for you!!!👣🙏👣🙏👶🙏👶👣🙌🫶❤
Thank you so much!
I will continue to pray for Azariah and all of you. He is a true fighter. Only God knows if he needs this precious child as an Angel. I lost my son 3 years ago days after his 25th birthday, tragically. I know you will do anything possible to save him. My heart breaks for you. Healing prayers sent.
I’m sorry loosing a child is so very painful
GOD gave that precious child to you and your husband so you could care for him and make decisions for him as GOD directs you. I have been praying constantly for little Azariah and for you and his dad and also for the rest of your children who are hurting for their baby brother.❤
Thank you!😊
Thanks for the update, hugs and prayers. Glad that Mr. I is ok.. how scary and emotional for you all.
I think of your precious little baby and he obviously knows his mommy. Don’t feel bad about your having to leave. You are protecting him. I love that share him with us! God is in control and he is with him and all of you every second of the day. ❤️🙏
Yes God is in control!!
Thank you for updating, my heart goes out to you and your family, will continue to pray for Azariah and your family🙏🙏🙏
MamaBear, as a retired nurse you have got this. Your explanations are clear. I also love your beliefs and agree with you. Atleast you know you fought. Happy to hear he seems to be holding his home. Daddy snuggles are important to. You are absolutely beautiful loving people. I have to say the color of the wall as in the room to are in is beautiful. Keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers.
Funny I love the color in this room too. I was thinking that when I saw it I’d a very calming color. So if you see me repainting my bedroom lol
I was thinking the same thing about the wall color! So serene
@@mommabear2many by chance will they tell you the color and brand name? I want to do the same, it’s beautiful
Oh Momma Bear, thank you for the update. You are an amazing family! You continue to fight for sweet baby Azariah. You have you tube friends also praying for him. Sending you a warm hug.💕🙏🏻
Thank you so much!
I wish I could Hug you,Your a Good Mommy.Praying Hard for you.I am Hoping he fights all odds and His digestion, Lungs and Hear are fixed and working.
Only God knows what He wants to teach us through your son. May I pray that your sons care be seen through our loving Heavenly Father's eyes?
You are a blessed woman. God will heal your son. He will become a mighty man of God.
Prayers for strength and healing for you and your beautiful family. All the love for that precious baby❤ Thank you for all the time you give us to keep us informed. ✨
Good for you! As long as there's life there is hope.
Yes!
You are one amazing woman & momma! Sending you prayers from Texas🙏🙏🏽🙏🏼🙏🏿
Thank you so much!!
God is the only one to declare poor baby’s fate. 🙏
My prayers continue for you, your husband and family, especially Azariah. 🙏
Thank you so much!
Thank you for the update. In a few Updates you mentioned yawning and it was really weird because right after that update where you mentioned yawning I watched a youtube video that said, sometimes yawning is low iron. Just thought I would share because you have mentioned it a few times in your video's. Didn't bother me because hey yawning is something that happens. But thought I would share. Blessings and prayers
Thanks for the info!
@@mommabear2many praying for you always.
Oh momma, my heart hurts for you. I’m amazed you are still standing. May God show up everywhere you need Him. I pray God’s plan for Z is clearer and clearer for everyone supporting this baby boy. Hugs.
Thank you
What on gods green earth is wrong with people? This is a precious child. Cancer isn't compatible with life, but we fight the fight cause we want to live. Yall are always in my thoughts and prayers. Thank you for sharing yalls journey. 🤗
Thank you for the update! Praying for all of you and I hope your son feels better it sounds like he was overwhelmed with the whole day. Hope you don't get sick and start to feel better. Take care and try to get some rest when you can. Sending hugs and prayers your way!❤❤❤❤
Thank you so much! Yes he was
Hugs and prayers over and over. Hugs and prayers and so much LOVE
Momms bear the lord only knows he will show you the way your sweet baby is goind i had cancer stage 4 in 2015 the doctors told me without your fighting your nit going to survive you fight for azariah because he cant do it may the lord keep blessing you and your family praying ever day for you and your family hugs and love from heike
Wow thank you for sharing! What a true testimony!
God bless you and Azariah and the rest of your family
I am praying 🙏 ❤
Sounds like everyone is doing the best they can for the baby.
I know these updates are hard on you, but I am so thankful that I can know what to specifically pray for. Azariah is blessed to have parents that will fight for him.
Thank you for praying for us. We truly appreciate it!
Mama bear, you are so strong, you are doing amazing keeping everything together. I hope you get some rest. Your kids are so sweet, when u said your son wanted to go thrifting for the little ones gifts, and to help with wood, broke my heart. You all stick together , so beautiful. Sending love and prayers to all of you as you rally around baby brother ❤🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀❤️🙏
I know broke my heart too. When I told my husband I was bawling. So very sweet
Continued prayers! Never stop fighting for your baby.
God doesn't make mistakes! Keep fighting and leaning on Yahweh. Praying for all of you!
Dearest mom. Listen, had my daughter at 26 wks. I had gestational diabetes. She was 2 lbs 3 ounces. Im crying sorry for mispelling. Ong, sweet mommy your baby is a gift. Dont listen to others. My baby Bryanna was a fighter. Full vent, trech still. I love her to my fullest. Same as you. 2 steps forward ,1 back. When she passed her carseat test was a blessing. But she never passed her feeding, she is blind, and death. But my baby did pass nuerological test. She is beautiful. My point is be beautiful in tn the lord, strong in your family. Please be a lady of faith, all you have is wonderful. My baby was on ful vent. She was life sent by helicopter 2 states away. I live in southwest Florida. She went to south Carilona. Sorry crying, please don't be mad. I stayed at Ronald Mcdold house. She was full vent. She stopped brearhing, multiple times. Of corse I wanted her to fight. Let her breath. 90 days before I held her. At that day she was 3lbs 1 0unce. 2 brain bleeds. I was so hurt. I pumped, she never recieved my milk. They gave her meds in a central line after heart surgery. Eventualy she left at 4lbs. Trach, and central line. In home nurse, she is beautiful . I would never imagine my life without her. Im soo blessed. Point being you are so sweet and thIs baby boy choose you as a strong mommy. What a blessing. My daughter is 18. Yes she needs help, but I would not be a mom without my baby girl. You stay strong. You are aloud to cry. Hw is beautiful. He is strong willed. Luv you from florida. After 3 hurricanes, luv ya lots
Thank you for the update!! You too have a blessed day!! I continue to pray for all of you!!
Thank you! You too!
The fact that your husband has such a family oriented company as his employer is just awesome! So many workplaces out there don't care about their employee's well being or any hardships they may be having.. Sending positive vibes to you and your family 💗
I totally agree! We feel so very blessed!
God Bless you and your family. God Bless Azariah.
You are an Amazing Momma Bear.
Prayers for you all.
Thank you so much!
Like, Subscribe, and comment. Plus tell others. Also,watch old videos as that will help as well. Even if your doing housework and can’t watch the videos turn on her UA-cam channel while you’re working.
I have no affiliation. I’m simply rooting for her channel especially at this time. I’m sure there’s many expenses with the extra house and gas as well as extra supplies.
You are so very sweet!
I’m so sorry you guys are not feeling well. I pray your better very quickly. I hope we can get another glimpse of precious Azariah. He just looks so sweet, I know it is hard not being able to just cuddle him all the time. God is in control and everyday He is working miracles taking care of your whole precious family. Much love and continued prayers.
Where there is life there is hope and we are holding your baby in prayer and your whole family
Yes!
You are such a good mother - so sorry Asariah has complications. God is with you, your son and family. Sending prayers.
Bless your family for fighting for your sons life, children are just so precious
Mama bear know this if you know nothing else. God alone is the author of life and death. And though you may pass through the valley of the shadow of death, the Lord will strengthen and comfort you. He pas plans to prosper you, not harm you. You and your hubby are doing the right thing and God has placed the right people around you and He will guide you through this. Your community is standing strong with you underpinning your family in prayer. God be with you in this time of great trial and tribulation.
Continued prayers for every member of your family…..May God lead you and walk beside each of you daily. 💙🙏🙏🙏
you are stronger than you think... God is with you and your family all the way... take one day at a time, Azariah needs you to be strong for him.... don't let people with negative attitudes get you down... God bless you and your family...
Praying for your baby boy all the time. Keep the faith your right the lord is watching over him everyday and night he will never leave him
Thank you for the update. I’m so sorry you were told that. I’m continuing to pray for y’all! And I hope y’all are feeling better. If that works out with your husbands job and the New Hampshire house that would be such a blessing! You continue to fight for sweet Azariah ❤❤❤
Thank you so much! Yes we are hopeful!
Mama Bear thank you for the update! I share your beliefs, and have very little patience for people who are eager to decide who should live, and who should die.
We have been having a Bible study at church about the book of Job. Our discussions have been wonderful, and have opened everyone’s eyes. I would suggest that anyone who offers their opinion about Azariah’s life read Job. If they read Job, then they will be able to understand your position better. Faith in the Lord is what will be ultimately rewarded even if our questions remain unanswered.
Some of Azariah’s current medical conditions may resolve in time with medical interventions, and his growth. This is in regard to his heart, lungs, digestion, and brain bleed. Because there is the potential for resolution, it is prudent to treat these issues.
As far as how Trisomy 18 will effect Azariah long term NOBODY can know!! People who want to end his life have no idea what God’s plan and purpose for his life is. God has not taken him thus far, and we have no right to play God by ending his life. I pray that God’s will may be done. In the meantime praise God for the gift of Azariah, and enjoy being with him. God bless you all. ❤️
Thank you. Honestly I think I will reread job as well!
Bless your heart MomaBear I'm praying For you and your precious family Sweetheart baby Azariah 😊 BIG BIG HUGS ❤😊 The Lord knows all
I wish I could jump in the car and come bring you a good home cooked meal from Texas!
Aww how sweet of you 🤗
I am so sorry. Wish there were easy answers you fight for that baby. God knows his future. Live him for as long as you can.
We will yes Hod is the author of it all.
Oh my heart is breaking for you because I understand. It seemed like it would go from one second to another. The stress is unbearable and if someone hasn’t been there it would be hard for them to understand. So true sweetie God is in control . You and your whole family are in my prayers. He is worth fighting for. He is a precious gift from God.
Thank you!😊
Hi Momma bear , Prayers for you all . Hopefully your feeling better . And please know we all are praying for your whole family . Thanks for taking us along on your little man's journey in this world. He has prayers going up all over the world for him . #PRAYERSFORAZARIAH 💙💙💙💙🙏🙏🙏🙏. I'm glad your husband is able to work closer to the hospital when he goes back. And that you all found a month to month rental. I know that has eased some stress from you all . And Momma bear keep staying strong. Keep Fighting for your precious baby boy . You do what you feel is right and it doesn't matter what anyone else says . Your his Momma. He was brought into this world for a reason. A reason we may never know but You all was blessed with him for a reason only God may ever know. Love and Prayers sent from Kentucky ❤❤
Thank you so much! Nice to read such a sweet comment after deleting a very nasty one. So grateful for your support.
Your very welcome. I'm sorry you have to deal with such nasty rude people on here ...Please block all them nasty comments. Those keyboard warriors has nothing better to do than try and make someone feel bad . We will have a block party everyday if we need to . We have your back momma bear . And we won't let them trolls try to take you down..show them them door !!! We love y'all momma bear . #PRAYERSFORAZARIAH 💙💙💙💙@@mommabear2many
I love that…I feel like that’s what a strong husband and father does. Made me emotional hearing you say that!❤️😭❤️
Wow you're such a strong woman of God, you show what being pro life is truly all about we'll continue to keep you all in our prayers for that sweet little baby.
Thank you so much!
MommaBear you are such a strong woman! Prayers for you all.
Thank-you for being so transparent with all. I am also a Mom of 9 (two-sets of twins) My last little one had to be in the NICU. She was premi born via emergency C section. Needed help breathing . All because of my health issues. I wasn't even aware she was born until they brought her to me two days later. We ended up in the NICU for a little more than 6 weeks. We brought her home on a breathing tube for another 2 months. She also has only one kidney so they had to and still have to monitor that every year. She is now a happy 8 year old. I feel for you. The strength you have to go through all of this is defiantly from the Lord. Stay strong and focused for the rest of your family, its NOT easy. You can do it! We will keep you in our prayers. Looking forward for more updates
Aww thanks for sharing her story! Hugs I’m so happy to hear she is doing well.
Tachycardia is rapid heartbeats. You are a real mama bear. Azariah is a lucky baby that has parents fighting for him.
Praying for your momma heart and the hearts of your husband and children. Azariah is a precious gift from God. Sometimes our adult children have no clue how their adult decisions break our hearts.
Thank you!
Momma Bear you have your plate over full. You got this sweet lady n your precious needs his mommy next to him. I so wish I were there just to give you n your family a huge hug.. Sending love, prayers n warm hugs from Saline Louisiana..❤❤❤
Thank you so much hugs 🤗
Sending prayers that you feel better soon so you can be with your sweet baby. Thanks for sharing. You’re a wonderful mother to all of your children. ❤🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
Thank you so much!
Stay strong for yourself
You are doing a good job with your family.
I am so happy that you and your husband decided to let your baby have a fighting chance at living.
As you said, only God knows the outcome of the babie's life.
I also know how hard it is to leave that baby in NICU.
My daughter has to leave her last baby in NICU also
Yes so very hard.
You Rock Mamabear! Only the good Lord can decide who's "compatible" with life. That beautiful baby is teaching everyone something valuable. All life is precious and deserves to be treated as such. Praying for all of you.
Yes so very true!
You all are a very amazing family
I’m sending lots of love to you mama i see all the love in your face as you take to us wish i could give you a big hug ❤❤❤❤❤
praying for you Mamabear! praying for sweet baby and your precious family. ♥♥♥
Thank you so much!
@@mommabear2many aw saw the latest of baby and u reading to him. Hes a cutie!
I love your channel. Every child deserves a chance at life. Keep fighting for him. I don’t pray but will pray for you all. Stay strong. X
Thank you again for your prolife witness! Praying for your family and your journey with baby Azariah. The Good Lord is holding your family in the palm of His Hand
Yes He is!
Praying for you all for healing and for strength!! ❤ 🙏 🤲
Prayers for your sweet baby and your family. And your continued healing.
Beautiful baby boy our thoughts & prayers are with you, a big hug from South Dakota ,, He has piano playing fingers
Yes he does!
praying for you and dad and Azariah children. ❤❤🙏🙏❤❤🙏🙏❤❤🙏🙏
Praying for you all! GOD has you all!
I am so sorry about the loss
Of your older son 💔 One Day at a time 💕
Thank you