Feeling lost in life at 34 | my path to trying to figure it out (car confessions)

That familiar feeling of something being off in my life, something I’m missing, like this can’t be it. Still trying to figure my life out at 34. No real career, working but with less and less enthusiasm. I need to explore what is I need to do, what direction I need to go, and at this stage of my life, ask, what do I “need”? A break, a trip adventure, try something new, new skill, new country, new life.
I need to make some radical change to alter my current direction.
First step is to start being friends with me again, to support and motivate, rather than be negative and pessimistic. Life is already hard enough to figure out, I so should not add to it.
And second, I need to become familiar with what bad habits are getting in my way, what are the things that hold me back, how to overcome I.e. procrastination, phone addiction, negative self image. It’s time to refocus, and rebuild.