yk when you feel like you give so much love but everyone around you doesn''t reciprocate and your trying to improve your life and feel better but people don't help you or don't offer love during your changes in your life i feel like every interaction i have with people isn't real and people really don't care about me deep down and it makes me feel like the person that i am right now is unlovable. all i have is memories but i'm probably the only one who remembers and has genuine love for every moment i've lived around the people i care about but now its turning bitter and i'm starting to hate interacting even with my "closest friends" and nobody ever texts me first i feel like every relationship i have i just don't have connection and even with my family i can't tell them what i'm really thinking about and how i'm feeling i just have to go through it alone. i have to change my life all alone.
Same here. A job that slowly killing me., Crippling depression, tremendous loneliness and isolation. Just turned 44. I don't see myself getting better. Yet I know I deserve this suffering. My past constantly haunts me.
@@iamcopperhead the past hurts and when you feel like you have nothing left of you to improve and life will never be better you just break. i'm pretty broken but i make some changes in my life and put energy into what's successful then maybe things can get a little bit better for me. I'll pray over you bro. It's an amazing gift that you have lived to be 44 and happy birthday. most of us don't make it that far.
I'm so sorry, I hope you're doing okay. It's their loss, unfortunately not everyone will see just how much you matter. If it makes you feel any better, here's a friendly unicorn! Their name is Brillo:)🦄
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yk when you feel like you give so much love but everyone around you doesn''t reciprocate and your trying to improve your life and feel better but people don't help you or don't offer love during your changes in your life
i feel like every interaction i have with people isn't real and people really don't care about me deep down and it makes me feel like the person that i am right now is unlovable. all i have is memories but i'm probably the only one who remembers and has genuine love for every moment i've lived around the people i care about but now its turning bitter and i'm starting to hate interacting even with my "closest friends" and nobody ever texts me first i feel like every relationship i have i just don't have connection and even with my family i can't tell them what i'm really thinking about and how i'm feeling i just have to go through it alone. i have to change my life all alone.
Same here. A job that slowly killing me., Crippling depression, tremendous loneliness and isolation. Just turned 44. I don't see myself getting better.
Yet I know I deserve this suffering. My past constantly haunts me.
@@iamcopperhead the past hurts and when you feel like you have nothing left of you to improve and life will never be better you just break. i'm pretty broken but i make some changes in my life and put energy into what's successful then maybe things can get a little bit better for me. I'll pray over you bro. It's an amazing gift that you have lived to be 44 and happy birthday. most of us don't make it that far.
They look at me like a ghost now
I'm so sorry, I hope you're doing okay. It's their loss, unfortunately not everyone will see just how much you matter. If it makes you feel any better, here's a friendly unicorn! Their name is Brillo:)🦄
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