When this album dropped and had only a couple thousand listens, I remember hearing this and just feeling disgusted. The panic, the crying, and the pleading is all just too real.
I feel a sort of fascination. I've watched Hereditary (where the screams are sampled from) and can almost relate to the Mother's suffering. I've yet to be a parent but I can relate to the sheer amount of pain, the kind where you don't want to be alive for another second, because of the soul-spitting torment you're feeling. The kind where you just want to die, to stop existing, anything but to feel the unbearable emotional pain.
“Yeah I’m ready” He throws the rock, gets shocked and exited by the rock falling, then it hits a man and then the realisation hits and damn.. “I’ve killed him” 😕
@@ruben2408the screams came from a movie called “hereditary.” it’s a psychological horror and it’s really good. i recommend watching it if you’re into that stuff.
Imagine, a story like this. You are young, you are 6 or 7yo and you and your friends are happy and you throw some rocks in the water. Some years later, you still doing that, for fun. You are getting older and older, and you are still doing that for fun. You throw and rock, and for accident you throw it to an person and you killed him. Everyone was looking at the man, while you were in panic, you were about to cry and you start to apologize. Your friends started to say “it’s okay, it’s okay, don’t cry everything is fine..” you were crying, screaming and apologizing. You hugged your best friend, still apologizing to him. You say “I’m so sorry..we are gonna be in trouble now, I am so sorry forgive me, please..forgive me I am so so sorry…” you were still crying and screaming, your friend tries to calm you down, he told you a huge time that everything is fine. Everyone was still trying to do something, some of them called the police, the ambulance, you were still crying and sobbing, you couldn’t breath for the sob, crying and more. Your eyes were fully red, you were looking down to see if everything was fine but you were still in tears. Your friends are still with you, trying to calm you down. But you couldn’t calm yourself down, you were in panic and you were shocked for what have you done. The ambulance was trying to do something, while some of people asked your friends “what happened?” They said..your best friend said “we were just throwing the rocks, but my best friend accidentally killed a guy. He didn’t know if there was a person..it’s not his fault.” He said, the guy replied to him “it’s fine, I understand it. It’s not his fault..but be carefully next time.” He said. The police arrived, he asked the same thing and your best friend said the same thing to the police. You are in tears, you have the fear in your eyes, you didn’t expect that something like this can just happened. Several years..you were still sad about that, you are still crying about that. You decided to kill yourself for what have you done and not everyone actually forgive you. Neither your parents, you decide to end your life and never come back to the earth. You leave a note to your parents that is saying “hello mom, hello dad. I am so sorry for what I have done, I am really sorry. You won’t forgive me I understand you. To make you guys happy, I decided to kill myself with a gun. I’m a failure and you deserve a better son. This is for make you guys happy…goodbye.” You pointed the gun on your head and you shoot yourself. All the pain disappeared, and you are having a good life again. edit: i'm wirting this to say sorry to "chair" that he lost he felt this story very painful and for loosing his pet. stay strong man i love you.
my life is going great, i have a loving family, finnaly got a girlfriend, i have nice friends, my best friend is like my brother, i don't have any issues in life but still, i find myself listening to this 😶
there is no point to listen to this your life seems amazing ur loved and shit U GOT A GF just think how wonderful that is some of us are all alone with no friends or gf or family.
I was in the best, healthiest relationship i couldve been in. They were so mature, so understanding. Beatiful, immensely talented. Like, i stg god mustve touched them at birth or something, idk. But i ruined it. By lying, because i was afraid of what the truth would bring. They forgave me time and time again and tried and tried to help me learn from my mistakes. I failed them, as well as myself. It feels like every waking moment im in the shadow of this, and sometimes i forget, but eventually my mind turns back. I try to tell myself things will get better, but deep down i really think they wont for me. I think i really blew my chance with the happiest life i couldve had
you live and you learn. everyone makes mistakes. there are so many people in the world. don’t give up. i can’t imagine what this loss feels like because i’ve never had something like that so i know this is easier for me to say. but keep going. you have an impact on people and deserve to live. i wish you so much luck and know you can keep going. i send love to you.
I’m sitting here ,day in day out with this crippling felling of emptiness I can’t get rid of ,nothing fills it not food not pleasure,not being with the people I love or doing what I want .im stuck everyday with this unsatisfied feeling with living ,that fact that I’m not happy living and that I have this un-feedable pit in my stomach that I want to fucking cut out ,I can’t even fathom a time where simple things brought me joy ,I think about the amount of time I’ve lived and the time I have left its like it’s to much and never enough at the same time I think about all the life things I will go through like losing people and family or getting assaulted, or maybe the fact I’ll never be a boy I can’t decide what I want or who I want I’m stuck in this cycle of wanting something more then life or death I just wish I never happened in the first place ,my life that’s mathematically impossible is so miserable and I can’t deal with it anymore, so I’m sitting here stuck with the notion somethings wrong with me I can’t tell if I have been secretly lying tnis while time ,tricking myself that I’m a good person .I question my every move and action I can’t deal with the idea that I might be crazy what if I’m dreaming and this was fake ,what if all the nice things I’ve done were me pretending and that I’ve been pretending so long I can’t tell anymore ,..I have been feeling like there’s a plastic layer between me and all sensations, it feels like I’m watching life through a film and my emotions are blanketed, it’s like no matter how much I touch something it’s like I’m numb ,I want to peel my skin and touch the sand just to experience it like how it felt when I was a kid ,everything was so rich and full back then and it’s like I’m just getting a taste of everything that I used to feel ,I’m so done with this but I’m to scared to end it myself ,I wish some accidents would take me out before I get the courage to ,it would be easier on my family and friends if something uncontrollable took me out instead of me doing it .I can’t even explain How I feel because I’m sick just thinking about it ,it’s like I’m in a constant state of questioning and fear I just can’t go a god damn moment without being miserable .I miss how it used to feel to take a breath of fresh air now it feels like everything is recycled and used like I’m not real anymore
II want to fucking bleed myself out like a pig ,I want to bleed out into the ground and be tightly nestled in the earth ,back with my original mother to feel the comfort of the soil and not have to deal with the Burden of breathing
Please I need to know if someone else understands me ,I feel like I’m not real and I just can’t deal with telling people in real life because it feels like sandpaper on my skin to see people pity me and I can’t stand it when people I know treat me differently,I just need to know if this is fixable, does it go away? I can’t deal with it anymore
I can’t deal with this I’m only 15 and I’m so done I feel like my life was set up to fuck me over and I’m so done I just can’t there’s so way that this is the best it gets ,I can’t deal with this there’s no way that my teenage years are the best years of my life because if this is the best it gets I should have killed myself years ago
I understand. I really do. Not everything, but enough. I promise your best times are ahead of you. Youve just gotta hold out. And that bit of being a real boy, you're anything you wish to be❤ but please, hold out, cause it WILL get better. I'm someone who feels empty everyday too, I went through all the motions man. And even still i can confidently say, you've still got reasons to live man, reasons that will bring you so much fulfillment, that you can't even imagine how it'll feel, and when you do get that fulfillment you'll forget what it was ever like to be empty. I promise❤
What’s weird is I listened to this at the lowest point of my life and now I’m getting into welding school and following my dream and I’m the happiest I’ve ever been .. but yet I still fall asleep listening to this ?
I went to a college party and my friend convinced me to sneak upstairs and help him throw an office chair off a 3rd story balcony. It hit the sidewalk - nothing else. Of course we drunkly denied it and acted like it wasn’t us. Later I asked my friend “you looked down there first, right?” He said he did not.
You're probably the only one in the comments section who is actually depressed , i know your feeling man but there's nothing you can do rather than accept reality , pray to your lord hoping he'll accept you in his kingdom and thus reunite you with your brother Stay strong man
wow okay.... i looked through the comments and i guess i'll be the one to call the sample it's Toni Collette from "Hereditary" ua-cam.com/video/ENooEA_V6_I/v-deo.html
I was apart of the first few thousand people to listen to the album when it dropped and I was really vibing with the whole album. but then this "song" came on and it froze me in my tracks I was not expecting this at all, I felt like a shock of horror which no song has even done to me. But anyways this shit slaps frfr
7 years of thinking of yk, yesterday, my gf broke up with me and she liked me and ask me out first calling me cute and she just dipped on me, my family don’t ask me if I’m okay or not, my friends laugh at me for being sad all the time, I serve no purpose here, I’m at the point where I think I might just do it
Hey, I remember how me and my gf broke up just after school, and my friends all went to different unis and jobs and I felt so alone. She was the person I loved most and I still have dreams about her 7 years later. I managed to deal with the pain and reflect on the things I did wrong. I can’t imagine her just dipping out, but I can tell you that life is a journey and if you take it day by day then your heart will heal and things get better. If you have family, speak to them, I have 3 sisters and I let them know about how I was feeling. I also began to get in touch with my faith and in the words of the Bible. I know it might not be what you wanna hear but the words in the gospel saved me from a meaningless life. Please I beg do not end your life, you cannot heal from death, but you can always heal as long as your heart is beating, while you dream at night, while you feel the warm sunlight on your face, while you can look up at the clouds every day and see a unique painting that will never be painted again. Whatever your name is I know you, and I don’t want you to be gone forever, until that time comes naturally.
@@gamblerofratswhat the fock this person is trying their hardest to make someone not end their life, sure it's not important In that message, but damn.
@@ShutUp359 If I was on the edge and someone tried to convince me via their devotion to religion, I'd probably throw myself off. What's the message? That there is salvation in delusion? That the way to engage in a meaningful existence is to enslave it in your ideology? That the way to find truth is through abandonment to faith? More masquerading to cover up the bitter hole in your existence? Count me out of that bs.
aight. im ready. oh s*** *crying* OH OHH AH AHH OH OHH OH OHHH OH MY GOD AHH AH *more crying* I- I CANT AH I- OH MY GODD... I DIDNT MEAN TO KILL HIM I DIDNT MEAN TO KILL HIM OOOHH NOOOO.... *inaudible*
i dont know who u are or what your going thru but i want you to know it will get better. we all have or own story and it will not always be perfect, just know god loves u and is nothing but a prayer away. have a good night and dont do anything stupid… we care about you:)
So i was at school today and one of my freinds tells me hes dating the girl i was dating and since he didnt know i kept smiling like oh cool but got home to cry because i chased a girl who used me and not love me I cant think straight anymore
everyone in these comments are venting and i think im missing something because ive been laughing my ass of at the title added with screams of agony for a while
More 1HOUR MUSIC - ua-cam.com/video/clwau35vVH8/v-deo.html
When this album dropped and had only a couple thousand listens, I remember hearing this and just feeling disgusted. The panic, the crying, and the pleading is all just too real.
some of it is from the movie hereditary C:
i think another little bit is from morel oral before it got cancelled
I feel a sort of fascination. I've watched Hereditary (where the screams are sampled from) and can almost relate to the Mother's suffering. I've yet to be a parent but I can relate to the sheer amount of pain, the kind where you don't want to be alive for another second, because of the soul-spitting torment you're feeling. The kind where you just want to die, to stop existing, anything but to feel the unbearable emotional pain.
This album dropped like the rock he dropped llmfaooo
“Yeah I’m ready”
He throws the rock, gets shocked and exited by the rock falling, then it hits a man and then the realisation hits and damn..
“I’ve killed him”
😕
Is this true? I really wanna know where these screams came from
@@ruben2408the screams came from a movie called “hereditary.” it’s a psychological horror and it’s really good. i recommend watching it if you’re into that stuff.
@@ruben2408I think some of them are from the movie hereditary hold on let me find it
@@hobgoblin-did you find it?
I don’t think he found it guys
You know your not doing good when you listen to this whole thing
fr i be listin to this 24/7
I sleep to this.
@@diehardmemer8626 still do dawg
Won't get better, ever.
i’m officially at the lowest point of my life
real
Hey bro, I bet it can get worse 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂(please kill me)
Real
please don't give. up life is far to precious to piss it away. let this be something you look back on and see how far you came
Sorry you feel that way ed Sheeran.
Does anybody here find this oddly soothing? Like I can fall asleep to it. The pain is real tho.
I get exactly what you mean
igwum Icl I’ve listened to this shot to much I ain’t feeling the late night feels no more yk
Not surprised with the Punpun pfp you have (I love this song and I also really like Oyasumi Punpun) respectable pfp
I noticed you have a vagabond pfp. Huge respect man.
@@user-mw4kv5hl2j Thanks brotha 🫡
This is oddly terrifying and amazing at the same time. I love this.
“i just wanna die” i instantly recognize the sample from hereditary lol
I loved her more than anything else
I love you man
real
Real..
yall be listening to this for relaxing? i listen to this when i work out
Same my g
Same bro, nothing like an existential crisis during a workout
Fr
"trust me bro it gets better"
it does bro
@@kuseel7493no it doesn’t. It gets Fucking worse
it did NOT get better 😂
i cant take it anymore😂😂😂😂
will it ever get better❓❓😂😂😂😂😂
i want to take every pill in my house
Same here
real
i will take every pill from you
please dont. I'm sorry ik im just a random person on the internet but please dont..
real
Imagine, a story like this. You are young, you are 6 or 7yo and you and your friends are happy and you throw some rocks in the water. Some years later, you still doing that, for fun. You are getting older and older, and you are still doing that for fun. You throw and rock, and for accident you throw it to an person and you killed him. Everyone was looking at the man, while you were in panic, you were about to cry and you start to apologize. Your friends started to say “it’s okay, it’s okay, don’t cry everything is fine..” you were crying, screaming and apologizing. You hugged your best friend, still apologizing to him. You say “I’m so sorry..we are gonna be in trouble now, I am so sorry forgive me, please..forgive me I am so so sorry…” you were still crying and screaming, your friend tries to calm you down, he told you a huge time that everything is fine. Everyone was still trying to do something, some of them called the police, the ambulance, you were still crying and sobbing, you couldn’t breath for the sob, crying and more. Your eyes were fully red, you were looking down to see if everything was fine but you were still in tears. Your friends are still with you, trying to calm you down. But you couldn’t calm yourself down, you were in panic and you were shocked for what have you done. The ambulance was trying to do something, while some of people asked your friends “what happened?” They said..your best friend said “we were just throwing the rocks, but my best friend accidentally killed a guy. He didn’t know if there was a person..it’s not his fault.” He said, the guy replied to him “it’s fine, I understand it. It’s not his fault..but be carefully next time.” He said. The police arrived, he asked the same thing and your best friend said the same thing to the police. You are in tears, you have the fear in your eyes, you didn’t expect that something like this can just happened. Several years..you were still sad about that, you are still crying about that. You decided to kill yourself for what have you done and not everyone actually forgive you. Neither your parents, you decide to end your life and never come back to the earth. You leave a note to your parents that is saying “hello mom, hello dad. I am so sorry for what I have done, I am really sorry. You won’t forgive me I understand you. To make you guys happy, I decided to kill myself with a gun. I’m a failure and you deserve a better son. This is for make you guys happy…goodbye.” You pointed the gun on your head and you shoot yourself. All the pain disappeared, and you are having a good life again.
edit: i'm wirting this to say sorry to "chair" that he lost he felt this story very painful and for loosing his pet. stay strong man i love you.
@@user-om1ix5pu5g are you okay man?
@@user-om1ix5pu5g you sure...we can talk about it on discord if you want
@@user-om1ix5pu5g you promise you really need to talk to someone.
@@user-om1ix5pu5g oh dear god..I am so sorry for that what happened. I wish you alla the best you deserve better.❤️
Why did you write this story?
my life is going great, i have a loving family, finnaly got a girlfriend, i have nice friends, my best friend is like my brother, i don't have any issues in life but still, i find myself listening to this 😶
there is no point to listen to this your life seems amazing ur loved and shit U GOT A GF just think how wonderful that is some of us are all alone with no friends or gf or family.
What you sad about you have a girlfriend
what the fuck is this, it was probably late at night when I said this
@@nikaantia8022 there ya go bud thats the right mindset
Damn thanks for flexing on us
i took my meds today so the voices arent too bad, but i miss them too much so i came looking for this video
Man I just had the greatest yoga session of my life to this
“Why don’t u show what u listen”what I listen:
This is the most based ambient track title ever
what genre even is this i wanna listen to more masterpieces like this one
It's slowcore
Its corecore
@@user-mw4kv5hl2jits core core
The album is Sign Crush Motorist, its fucking fantastic. and the guy has multiple projects under dif names
@@perraplays4126actually that’s the artist the album is I’ll be okay
I was in the best, healthiest relationship i couldve been in. They were so mature, so understanding. Beatiful, immensely talented. Like, i stg god mustve touched them at birth or something, idk. But i ruined it. By lying, because i was afraid of what the truth would bring. They forgave me time and time again and tried and tried to help me learn from my mistakes. I failed them, as well as myself. It feels like every waking moment im in the shadow of this, and sometimes i forget, but eventually my mind turns back. I try to tell myself things will get better, but deep down i really think they wont for me. I think i really blew my chance with the happiest life i couldve had
Real.
you live and you learn. everyone makes mistakes. there are so many people in the world. don’t give up. i can’t imagine what this loss feels like because i’ve never had something like that so i know this is easier for me to say. but keep going. you have an impact on people and deserve to live. i wish you so much luck and know you can keep going. i send love to you.
I’m sitting here ,day in day out with this crippling felling of emptiness I can’t get rid of ,nothing fills it not food not pleasure,not being with the people I love or doing what I want .im stuck everyday with this unsatisfied feeling with living ,that fact that I’m not happy living and that I have this un-feedable pit in my stomach that I want to fucking cut out ,I can’t even fathom a time where simple things brought me joy ,I think about the amount of time I’ve lived and the time I have left its like it’s to much and never enough at the same time I think about all the life things I will go through like losing people and family or getting assaulted, or maybe the fact I’ll never be a boy I can’t decide what I want or who I want I’m stuck in this cycle of wanting something more then life or death I just wish I never happened in the first place ,my life that’s mathematically impossible is so miserable and I can’t deal with it anymore, so I’m sitting here stuck with the notion somethings wrong with me I can’t tell if I have been secretly lying tnis while time ,tricking myself that I’m a good person .I question my every move and action I can’t deal with the idea that I might be crazy what if I’m dreaming and this was fake ,what if all the nice things I’ve done were me pretending and that I’ve been pretending so long I can’t tell anymore ,..I have been feeling like there’s a plastic layer between me and all sensations, it feels like I’m watching life through a film and my emotions are blanketed, it’s like no matter how much I touch something it’s like I’m numb ,I want to peel my skin and touch the sand just to experience it like how it felt when I was a kid ,everything was so rich and full back then and it’s like I’m just getting a taste of everything that I used to feel ,I’m so done with this but I’m to scared to end it myself ,I wish some accidents would take me out before I get the courage to ,it would be easier on my family and friends if something uncontrollable took me out instead of me doing it .I can’t even explain How I feel because I’m sick just thinking about it ,it’s like I’m in a constant state of questioning and fear I just can’t go a god damn moment without being miserable .I miss how it used to feel to take a breath of fresh air now it feels like everything is recycled and used like I’m not real anymore
II want to fucking bleed myself out like a pig ,I want to bleed out into the ground and be tightly nestled in the earth ,back with my original mother to feel the comfort of the soil and not have to deal with the Burden of breathing
Please I need to know if someone else understands me ,I feel like I’m not real and I just can’t deal with telling people in real life because it feels like sandpaper on my skin to see people pity me and I can’t stand it when people I know treat me differently,I just need to know if this is fixable, does it go away? I can’t deal with it anymore
I can’t deal with this I’m only 15 and I’m so done I feel like my life was set up to fuck me over and I’m so done I just can’t there’s so way that this is the best it gets ,I can’t deal with this there’s no way that my teenage years are the best years of my life because if this is the best it gets I should have killed myself years ago
I understand. I really do. Not everything, but enough. I promise your best times are ahead of you. Youve just gotta hold out. And that bit of being a real boy, you're anything you wish to be❤ but please, hold out, cause it WILL get better. I'm someone who feels empty everyday too, I went through all the motions man. And even still i can confidently say, you've still got reasons to live man, reasons that will bring you so much fulfillment, that you can't even imagine how it'll feel, and when you do get that fulfillment you'll forget what it was ever like to be empty. I promise❤
Hi, how are you doing now. I know it’s been a while since you wrote this but did you manage to get any help
It feels like a wave full of emotions
how is someone going to study relax or medidate to this bro💀
This... is actually calming in the sense that... its not my life lmao
People in pain will feel good when they know others are suffering ig
it helps silence the voices in my head when they hear the screams of others, its like white noise for adhd people
@@akkishii fr
@@juicewrldforeverlivesinour1786real
"sleep, study, relaxing" dawg im about to kill myself :D
Are you okay?..
hell nah bro
Real
same
I don't wanna die, but I don't wanna live, I don't know what l have to do, iam lost
maybe without the violent screaming and the "i dont want to die" line, i think it would be very soothing
she says “I just want to die”
YES,i agree
No, it has to feel genuine to be truly soothing
This is what my head sounds like
real (my head when i wake up)
Real(going insane and all the voices are in my head)
Lol bro This shit is so funny😂😂😂 (I really don’t want to do this anymore)
i like how they used the audio from the unaired episode of morel orel (the episode called alone where nurse bendy had a meltdown)
It hurts so bad.
who is relaxing to this ? 😭😭
fr wtf😭😭😭
Me.
True zen is finding peace in pure suffering
Serial killers in the making bro 😭
cry to this every night .
What’s weird is I listened to this at the lowest point of my life and now I’m getting into welding school and following my dream and I’m the happiest I’ve ever been .. but yet I still fall asleep listening to this ?
Update everything is the same, I hate my life and every now and then through the day I wish I was gone..dead..to never exist again
i have been so mistreated in my life and trying to forgive people hurts so fucking much and knowing that u cant do shit to them to get revenge.
I'm officially at my peak.(the lowest point of my life.) 🗣️🔥🗣️🔥
I didn’t even know this existed until Instagram stories suggested me… is weird
Awesome, thanks for this
you’re welcome
Real (when I'm out of the house there's nothing left to live for.)
350km in my car now.
i just lay there and drown in my own thoughts while listening to this masterpiece
Somehow the screams help me
The music is soothing, but, i wasn't expecting the screams, reminded me of some bad memories.
I went to a college party and my friend convinced me to sneak upstairs and help him throw an office chair off a 3rd story balcony. It hit the sidewalk - nothing else. Of course we drunkly denied it and acted like it wasn’t us. Later I asked my friend “you looked down there first, right?” He said he did not.
How am I going to sleep with this bro.😟
I'm at the lowest point i have ever been in my life
It is what it is guys ( don't cry solo pls )
How is this for studying and sleeping and meditation 😭 its depressing af
HOW IN THE DIDDILY DARN DANG WORLD IS THIS “relaxing”?!?!?
thank u thank u thank u thank u ....
this song is like how it feels to hold the corpse of someone you love
Jesus f*cling Christ... yeah... that sounds right though.
im tired and i wanna paint the skies finally but i cant
hi, are you doing okay
It doesn't get more "Real" than this
I'm so fucking tired. I don't think I could do this anymore.
I miss my brother..
You're probably the only one in the comments section who is actually depressed , i know your feeling man but there's nothing you can do rather than accept reality , pray to your lord hoping he'll accept you in his kingdom and thus reunite you with your brother
Stay strong man
my mind sounds like this
wow okay.... i looked through the comments and i guess i'll be the one to call the sample
it's Toni Collette from "Hereditary"
ua-cam.com/video/ENooEA_V6_I/v-deo.html
Thank you very much.
I actually never enjoyed life when i hitted in the 4th grade.
I was apart of the first few thousand people to listen to the album when it dropped and I was really vibing with the whole album. but then this "song" came on and it froze me in my tracks I was not expecting this at all, I felt like a shock of horror which no song has even done to me. But anyways this shit slaps frfr
The screams in pain make me feel like i did it
The voices won
i’ve been crying for an hour
How and why did i listen to this whole video
It’s kind interesting how they sampled nurse bendys crying in this song :(
wtf how do people relax to this💀☠️😭
Was it relaxing?
yes😋
ahh yes relaxing
this is fire
my soul will never rest unless it dies with me
Oh damn protagonist
bro : yo bro what is you listening to
me :
Thx brother
7 years of thinking of yk, yesterday, my gf broke up with me and she liked me and ask me out first calling me cute and she just dipped on me, my family don’t ask me if I’m okay or not, my friends laugh at me for being sad all the time, I serve no purpose here, I’m at the point where I think I might just do it
Hey, I remember how me and my gf broke up just after school, and my friends all went to different unis and jobs and I felt so alone. She was the person I loved most and I still have dreams about her 7 years later. I managed to deal with the pain and reflect on the things I did wrong.
I can’t imagine her just dipping out, but I can tell you that life is a journey and if you take it day by day then your heart will heal and things get better. If you have family, speak to them, I have 3 sisters and I let them know about how I was feeling.
I also began to get in touch with my faith and in the words of the Bible. I know it might not be what you wanna hear but the words in the gospel saved me from a meaningless life.
Please I beg do not end your life, you cannot heal from death, but you can always heal as long as your heart is beating, while you dream at night, while you feel the warm sunlight on your face, while you can look up at the clouds every day and see a unique painting that will never be painted again.
Whatever your name is I know you, and I don’t want you to be gone forever, until that time comes naturally.
@@michael_hutchie "...I also began to get in touch with my faith and in the words of the Bible..." 🥱
@@gamblerofratswhat the fock this person is trying their hardest to make someone not end their life, sure it's not important In that message, but damn.
@@ShutUp359 If I was on the edge and someone tried to convince me via their devotion to religion, I'd probably throw myself off. What's the message? That there is salvation in delusion? That the way to engage in a meaningful existence is to enslave it in your ideology? That the way to find truth is through abandonment to faith? More masquerading to cover up the bitter hole in your existence? Count me out of that bs.
aight. im ready. oh s*** *crying* OH OHH AH AHH OH OHH OH OHHH OH MY GOD AHH AH *more crying* I- I CANT AH I- OH MY GODD... I DIDNT MEAN TO KILL HIM I DIDNT MEAN TO KILL HIM OOOHH NOOOO.... *inaudible*
My gym audio 😊
i dont know who u are or what your going thru but i want you to know it will get better. we all have or own story and it will not always be perfect, just know god loves u and is nothing but a prayer away. have a good night and dont do anything stupid… we care about you:)
Just listen to gore at this point
@@AustinTyler79 Sticks and stones lil insta reel curse
real.
who would care if one piece of the rice is missing right
Im doing it tonight🙏😂💯
Are you still here?
I love you
Hi, are you still here?
@@saykaa i wish not too be
@@peachblossom7108 i dont want to be
now i finally know how fucking depressed i am.
ah yes relaxing
i actullay listen to this 4 hours with out stoping
Whoever falls to sleep to this is gonna wakeup sad asf in the morning
I IMMEDIATELY falled aSLEEP…beCAUSE i CAN’t do this SHIT anyMORE…😂🤩💯🗣️🔥 (I just want to be loved…)
So i was at school today and one of my freinds tells me hes dating the girl i was dating and since he didnt know i kept smiling like oh cool but got home to cry because i chased a girl who used me and not love me
I cant think straight anymore
i came here for the title i was not expecting asmr
everyone in these comments are venting and i think im missing something because ive been laughing my ass of at the title added with screams of agony for a while
me encanta sentirme así, vacío sin esperanza.
I will not get over this.
soothing.
This song makes me wanna cry
i'm not making it man
I want it to stop. I want it all to stop.
Hi, what do you want to stop? can anyone help you
For relaxing💀💀💀💀
Me after my mom told my dad he gonna find me dead in my room (fr ngl)
real
Real
Si no mal escucho, una de las partes, es de la serie moral orel, bendy, cuando está en su departamento imaginando su cena, es lo que mas me parece
real (for 6 months i couldnt sleep)
fym for relaxing, meditation 😭😭
I fucking hate myself
How i feel after my bro left me for a girl :