I miss him so much. We talked for hours and hours every day. It went from telling each other how much we love and care for the other, to being dry and distant. I know it was all my fault because I lost feelings. I know since it was me who cut ties I shouldn’t be the one who’s lonely. But now that he’s gone, and found someone that’s better than me I finally realized how much I needed him. I know it’s for the best that we’ve parted since he’s found someone much better than me, but I still find myself getting caught up in the memories of our love. All the silly jokes. The flirting. The wishing we were with each other all the time. The calls. The facetimes. The gifts. The comforting. The feeling that makes you feel wanted and unalone. I know now I was unexperienced about love, so from time to time again I find myself crying, alone, and hating myself wishing that I could go back to tell myself to communicate better with him. I know there’s someone out there for me, someone out there for everyone, but I’m just so scared that I’m gonna screw things up again. I should’ve communicated so much better with him, and to make him feel so much better about himself. I should’ve made it clear that it wasn’t his fault, and that it was mine. I lost feelings. I got dry with him while he still loved me the same as before. He told me he’d change himself for me. The thought of that hurts my heart so bad. I don’t want someone to change themselves for me. I guess that’s what love makes you do. I don’t know. I just hope one day I can get the courage to tell him all this one day. I’m alone. I feel lost sometimes. Sometimes I feel like there’s no reason for me to be alive because one day I’m just going to get old and die. But I’m not $uicidal. Sometimes I take hour long showers while I sit on the floor crying about everything I’ve screwed up. I hate being an open book. Hate letting people know how I really feel. I hate it because I feel if I tell someone about it, they’ll think I’m attention seeking. That’s why I’m saying it here. Because who cares? But anyways, this isn’t about me. I really miss him. I don’t know if I can trust myself with someone else’s heart. I don’t want to hurt anyone else. I haven’t talked to him in months. Last time I did I got angry, but it wasn’t his fault. I really wish I thought about what I was going to say more than once, so I would still at least had him as a friend. I really hope his new lover treats him way better than I did. I did not deserve him. His beautiful black hair. Beautiful brown eyes. I really do miss him. Well, this comment has gone on long enough. I have a part of me that hopes he see’s this, but I also don’t want to get in between him and his lover. I really do wonder if I’ll find my special someone. And for the very last time, I love you. “Live long, and prosper” - From Your White Mexican
I get you, i havent been in the same situation but i understand the feeling, dont worry it does get better, you will find someone thats amazing and you wont screw it up, because when someone is destined for you, it happens and nothing can change destiny. You are a great person and never forget that
I have been in a similar situation. It's been two years since we parted our ways. He told he fell out of love and I did everything to make him stay.. I lost my self respect I genuinely begged him to stay but he didn't.. I never realised why he did so. At first I thought maybe he was just angry with me but later I realised how I seriously ignored the fact that I had hurt him not once but many time even though I was unaware about this fact but it got caught up in the end and it all made sense. He loved me purely and whole heartedly but in the end he made me feel as if I never loved him idk if he was right or not but he did get this thing implanted in my mind that I never loved him and I am not capable of loving. I spent these last two years in denial of my feelings. But now I am letting myself to accept all of it to finally let it all get untangled. I know I loved him and now I am hell of scared to love someone else because I don't want to hurt anyone else...NEVER. He's moved on and there's a girl who keeps him probably more happier than I ever did. I think if only I did some things the other way it wouldn't have ended and I would still have him. But now I am too scared to face it all.
I find myself missing him all the time .can’t stop myself. My heart bleeds whenever I see him with her . 🌻I wish we were a forever thing :) . The only thing I can do is pray to god to keep him safe .
Here I am hoping to see him again when it's been 3 years. Deep down I know that it will never happen. The only thing that's left, is our memory. Or should I say "mine", because he probably don't even remember my face. He changed me. Meeting him changed something in my life, he's an amazing person and I wish I knew more people like him. He might seem ordinary to everyone else, but something in him got me, like nobody else ever did. I remember, I couldn't even speak properly when he was here. My heart was trembling. It's uncomfortable to feel, but I miss it. I miss being so nervous because of someone. I miss waking up on the morning being excited and stressed because I'll see him. Even if it hurts, I want to cherish those memories. I am grateful that I met him. The weirdest thing is, that it's been years. Oh, how much people change in years. Especially when he was 13 last time. Now he's, what, 16 ? I wish I knew him. Because I don't anymore. I wish I knew who he is, how he grew up, how much he changed, in a good or a bad way. I don't even care. I just wish I could see him one last time. Because, the last time I saw him, I never knew this was our last time together.
@@Kayla-Butterfly omg I'm happy every time meeting fellow Directioner! ❤️ I made that account 12 years ago and I haven't changed my profile photo since this pic of him came out hshshsh (I changed it only once from what I remember) And speaking about the boy, we met right before new year's eve. He misses me a lot and still loves me and I feel the same but I know this isn't the right time for us (yet?). May we find our way back to each other... Thank you for your support and sending you a huge virtual hug! 🤍 I do hope you're okay since we met under this video so I'm assuming you miss someone too :(
Oh how I long for him, I want to hug him, kiss him, cuddle with him and love him. I know there’s someone out there that’s better for him. But even I want to feel perfect with him. Even though I know it’s a sin, it’ll be our perfect sin. I want to tell you that. Though I can only dream of it.
I miss him. Even the moments only lasted for a few hours It meant the world to me and always will Those few hours are gonna be with me all those few years I'll live Until I meet you again :)
I always had a thought how did we met? is it because of the destiny? I remember how his eyes looking at me, I remember the way he talked to me, after the graduation of high-school we never talk again to each other, I miss you. I always want to listen whats your story today, I always want to know what are you eating for breakfast, i always want to listen your voice, its so calming... I always dreamed about you, it's like you can't get off from my mind.. we talk again recently but finally you said that you like someone else, I wish it was me.. I wish... I hope you find your happiness, stay healthy my 'friend' 🤍
i actually miss what we had like he was the reason i stopped cuttin myself n having thoughts to kms, he made me happy and feel safe. like i just want what we had again, but i mean idm bc he said i shoulda kms so wtv. but he made me the happiest i’ve been ina while. but all i can do n be grateful for tha memories we had n move on cuz he not coming back.
I’ll never resent him. I won’t forget him. I’ll remember him. Love may slowly endure us pain, and cruelly break us into bits in all our own stories. Love to me was fragile. Love to me was chaos and I was willing to accept every bit it gave me. I was in fear, but I was also deeply in love. Love made me wait, love created me to become loyal and mature, honest but cruel. He made me love. Himself, myself, my family, my friends, my future, my past. He taught me the smallest things are rare and should be respected. He made me adore the little things. From eating small bites of food, from taking care of myself and my hygiene, to going for walks even though I don’t want to, to talking to people like they will not be here the next day, to pray at the dinner table even if it’s for a second, to always get it done like waking up for the day, or to understand how to relax and breath. Maybe now it dosent matter who it was… but how they changed my view on this harsh pitiful world that now seems beautiful every day. We may left each other at our lowest. But I want him to succeed in life to the greatest. “God dosent give us the things we can’t handle”. I love you, My Rose. Goodbye. ( maybe one day I’ll get to speak these pity words to you… and finally tell you my proper goodbye… I just wish somehow I heard yours.) 🌹
I don’t know what to do, I need advice I love literally everything about this guy, well I use to He’s the absolute most handsome guy I have met Those bright blue eyes that shine as bright as the moon That hair, that dark brown wavy straightish hair Everything about him makes me smile We are best friends But somehow I managed to get attached, to fall in love Because of the kind words, the presents, the time, the messages I don’t even know what exactly made me fall in love, only that I did And I tried to hide it and just act like I don’t But stuff changed He started hanging out with these girl friends that like him and act crazy to him And he hangs around with them and this guy every day Even tho he doesn’t like them he thinks that one is really pretty He thinks I’m really pretty too But I wanted to be the only on We flirt and that goes both ways we play fight, call each other nicknames etc But very quickly I started getting hurt And I couldn’t bear the fact that he didn’t do anything about those things the girls were doing He used to tell me all about it But when summer break came We got distant…big time We went from talking for hours, not being able to stop talking, having to block each other just to be able to study To a few messages a day, very dry convos And I was hurt, I started sh because of it and now I can’t stop I have bad thoughts and he brought me away from those thoughts But now he’s gone I told him about my feelings and that I feel like we got distant He said he wants to fix us Our friendship or relationship whatever it is And it has gotten better But still not like before And he doesn’t put as much effort in And its always very normal no deep convos like before no telling me about his life No it’s just oh I trust you i my sister and someone else But he didn’t want to say And I keep hurting because of him I have no energy left and I don’t know what to do He gave me strength, hope, happiness, but now I’m lonely and in pain thinking about all sorts of things
Hi Well I had an experience like this so I advise you not to care. even if this person means a lot to you but it's not the same feelings for him. And I am sure you will meet someone who cares more about you ,like I did . I love you and hope you get over it asap 💗.
If someone can't see how great you are then they aren't worth your time. You are special we all are in our own ways. I really hope things work out. It's rare to meet people we connect with so deeply.
how was he able to leave me so heartless after planning a future with me? I guess I wasnt even good enough for him texting me his last I love you. I woke up and he was just gone. I want to hear his laugh a last time so the memorys dont fade away as bad thoughts. I wish he could see how much love I had for him this whole time and he just threw it away like nothing and he dont even know how bad he hurt my heart and soul. He brought my warm loving side back after all this damage i have been through. I hope one day he realize that I am the one girl who really understood him.
I'm gonna miss him when he leaves... He thinks I don't love him but I do. He doesn't have the slightest clue. I'm head over heels, I'm just waiting for you. But you have her so I might have to move. I say all these dumb things just to cover up, the way I've been falling, falling in love. You say you're happy and it clearly shows, but would you be happy if I were the one you hold? I'm truly lonely with no air to breathe, but when I'm with you I feel like I can be me. I try to hold on but you just gotta go, it's like this never ending circle. Where will I end up if I say I love you? Would we still be friends or would I be broken in two? Or would we be lovers, only time will tell? But for now, I'm gonna have to wish you well.
He came to my life as wind and also disappeared as wind.I think this life is not the life meant for both of us to be together.Please I just want to feel what is love with you.Maybe in next life.....
I got a right person but in wrong time 😆😞😞 we don't talk to each other now 🙃. We're strangers. Although I love him so much but I can't do anything now becoz of personal reasons 🙃💔. Just gonna keep praying to God to give me one more chance 🙃💔.
He's a friend of mine, we both played GTA V online and did a lot of chaos, we did roleplays, missions, money glitches, we went back to school in 4th grade, he found another friend and it seemed he is way happier with him than with me, so it hurt. 2 years later... I'm in 6th grade, getting bullied, almost stabbed, head Injury, even if he found someone better, I still f*cking miss him. I tried to get a gf on discord since every girl rejects me for my appearance, I found one! We always talked and played a game called roblox even though I'm kinda out of age for that, we played lots of games. But yeah my headset once broke and I couldn't talk with her, so I was sad, and played ps4 again, but this time call of duty and doom eternal. I meet up with a friend from school, we had fun together... Part 2?
Heyyy quick question do you still get paid for your content? Looks like YT is cracking down and demonetizing music channels now 😢 I recently got demonetized
I was good enough to come over for a night (which i didn't) because he kept saying he didn't want a relationship. Then he jumps into an instant family. What was wrong with me? Why was i not good enough for a relationship?
I want to do so many things with you... but you don't seem to feel the same way for me, and it's painful for me to see you everyday I go to class :c I kind of feel as we don't really match cause we are very different... I just want to let you know that I care so much about you...
My soul was broken, but he was here to heal me, I never understood him, all I understood was that he didn't care about my long messages or my tears, he didn't think about me all his days like he said, he move on from me now,, And I still love him from the moment we met, I used to cry on the days when I didn't know anything about him, I was afraid if he felt lonely or not,, Is he taking care of his health or not, and if there someone to tell him good night,, I made sure to be with him until my bad days, it was so bad for me to see him enter depression,,Although I was already depressed, I wanted to give him all the happiness I had in my life, but.. He didn't care, He saw me do everything for him. But doesn't care. I feel very empty, there is nothing to heal me, I tried very much to be a new person without him, But I was deeper into the deep. I want to tell him about all this, about all the nights I spent crying and praying for him. He deleted all his social media,, I only have his email, but I can't message him, although I already have a lot of archives,, These days it becomes more gray, it becomes colorless,, He apologized the last time to me because he was the one who sent me first,, while I was thanking God that I met him, he regretted that he met me and apologized... He said he didn't want to talk to the girls anymore, but I already saw a post of him on his He said he didn't want to talk to the girls anymore, but I already saw a post of him on his woman friend's account in the gym,, I was the girl he didn't want to talk to, he told me in an email before, He realized that I was the person he loved most after his mother, But I loved him more than the whole world, I loved his family, his country, his language and everything about him. My birthday is on the 6 of June He won't come to say happy birthday .. To A112 (This is not my channel)
Oh my god,I'm very sorry for u,but I think he doesn't deserve all ur big love and ur care about him...may be he loves u but he has circumstances that don't allow him to show his love and so on..but u have to forget him to keep ur health okay and well ,my dear girl💘stay happy and take care of yourself
He's like a drug to me and I don't want to lose him and then come back here one day to remember our memories and cry.
dont be obsessed over cuz dats how imma leave u
Don't listen to people, yall both are drugs together and both need each other. He may not be as obsessed but yall are good
I'm not gay
I’m a guy, and seeing these comments break my heart. It’s alright, it came to an end for a reason. You got this, he just wasn’t the one!
I miss him so much. We talked for hours and hours every day. It went from telling each other how much we love and care for the other, to being dry and distant. I know it was all my fault because I lost feelings. I know since it was me who cut ties I shouldn’t be the one who’s lonely. But now that he’s gone, and found someone that’s better than me I finally realized how much I needed him. I know it’s for the best that we’ve parted since he’s found someone much better than me, but I still find myself getting caught up in the memories of our love. All the silly jokes. The flirting. The wishing we were with each other all the time. The calls. The facetimes. The gifts. The comforting. The feeling that makes you feel wanted and unalone. I know now I was unexperienced about love, so from time to time again I find myself crying, alone, and hating myself wishing that I could go back to tell myself to communicate better with him. I know there’s someone out there for me, someone out there for everyone, but I’m just so scared that I’m gonna screw things up again. I should’ve communicated so much better with him, and to make him feel so much better about himself. I should’ve made it clear that it wasn’t his fault, and that it was mine. I lost feelings. I got dry with him while he still loved me the same as before. He told me he’d change himself for me. The thought of that hurts my heart so bad. I don’t want someone to change themselves for me. I guess that’s what love makes you do. I don’t know. I just hope one day I can get the courage to tell him all this one day. I’m alone. I feel lost sometimes. Sometimes I feel like there’s no reason for me to be alive because one day I’m just going to get old and die. But I’m not $uicidal. Sometimes I take hour long showers while I sit on the floor crying about everything I’ve screwed up. I hate being an open book. Hate letting people know how I really feel. I hate it because I feel if I tell someone about it, they’ll think I’m attention seeking. That’s why I’m saying it here. Because who cares? But anyways, this isn’t about me. I really miss him. I don’t know if I can trust myself with someone else’s heart. I don’t want to hurt anyone else. I haven’t talked to him in months. Last time I did I got angry, but it wasn’t his fault. I really wish I thought about what I was going to say more than once, so I would still at least had him as a friend. I really hope his new lover treats him way better than I did. I did not deserve him. His beautiful black hair. Beautiful brown eyes. I really do miss him. Well, this comment has gone on long enough. I have a part of me that hopes he see’s this, but I also don’t want to get in between him and his lover. I really do wonder if I’ll find my special someone.
And for the very last time, I love you. “Live long, and prosper”
- From Your White Mexican
I get you, i havent been in the same situation but i understand the feeling, dont worry it does get better, you will find someone thats amazing and you wont screw it up, because when someone is destined for you, it happens and nothing can change destiny. You are a great person and never forget that
I cried a lot cause of this comment but it really touched my heart
I have been in a similar situation. It's been two years since we parted our ways. He told he fell out of love and I did everything to make him stay.. I lost my self respect I genuinely begged him to stay but he didn't.. I never realised why he did so. At first I thought maybe he was just angry with me but later I realised how I seriously ignored the fact that I had hurt him not once but many time even though I was unaware about this fact but it got caught up in the end and it all made sense. He loved me purely and whole heartedly but in the end he made me feel as if I never loved him idk if he was right or not but he did get this thing implanted in my mind that I never loved him and I am not capable of loving. I spent these last two years in denial of my feelings. But now I am letting myself to accept all of it to finally let it all get untangled.
I know I loved him and now I am hell of scared to love someone else because I don't want to hurt anyone else...NEVER.
He's moved on and there's a girl who keeps him probably more happier than I ever did.
I think if only I did some things the other way it wouldn't have ended and I would still have him. But now I am too scared to face it all.
❤️🩹
As a man it hurts to see you guys write things like this breaks my heart
please shutup 💀💀💀💀
You are a kind heart ❤
Просто в обратную сторону это не работает , мне сложно поверить что девушки страдают также как и мы
@@force583 yeah... then you're a misogynistic, inexperienced with women, or just apathetic
I find myself missing him all the time .can’t stop myself. My heart bleeds whenever I see him with her . 🌻I wish we were a forever thing :) . The only thing I can do is pray to god to keep him safe .
he just used me to meet his needs, but I'm still here...loving him.
Same girl, same
He was the stars and I was the moon we were always together until he faded away. I miss him
Right person, wrong time😞
Here I am hoping to see him again when it's been 3 years. Deep down I know that it will never happen. The only thing that's left, is our memory. Or should I say "mine", because he probably don't even remember my face.
He changed me. Meeting him changed something in my life, he's an amazing person and I wish I knew more people like him. He might seem ordinary to everyone else, but something in him got me, like nobody else ever did. I remember, I couldn't even speak properly when he was here. My heart was trembling. It's uncomfortable to feel, but I miss it. I miss being so nervous because of someone. I miss waking up on the morning being excited and stressed because I'll see him. Even if it hurts, I want to cherish those memories. I am grateful that I met him.
The weirdest thing is, that it's been years. Oh, how much people change in years. Especially when he was 13 last time. Now he's, what, 16 ? I wish I knew him. Because I don't anymore. I wish I knew who he is, how he grew up, how much he changed, in a good or a bad way. I don't even care. I just wish I could see him one last time. Because, the last time I saw him, I never knew this was our last time together.
I miss him. I miss him so much it physically hurts
I'm so sorry. I'm sending you so much love. BTW I LOVE that you have Nial as your Pfp. I'm a Harry girl. ❤
@@Kayla-Butterfly omg I'm happy every time meeting fellow Directioner! ❤️ I made that account 12 years ago and I haven't changed my profile photo since this pic of him came out hshshsh (I changed it only once from what I remember)
And speaking about the boy, we met right before new year's eve. He misses me a lot and still loves me and I feel the same but I know this isn't the right time for us (yet?). May we find our way back to each other...
Thank you for your support and sending you a huge virtual hug! 🤍 I do hope you're okay since we met under this video so I'm assuming you miss someone too :(
love you 🤍 thank you for the support
Oh how I long for him, I want to hug him, kiss him, cuddle with him and love him. I know there’s someone out there that’s better for him. But even I want to feel perfect with him. Even though I know it’s a sin, it’ll be our perfect sin. I want to tell you that. Though I can only dream of it.
Woow, very beautiful atmosphere🖤
Thank you for sharing my song
I miss him. Even the moments only lasted for a few hours
It meant the world to me and always will
Those few hours are gonna be with me all those few years I'll live
Until I meet you again :)
I always had a thought how did we met? is it because of the destiny? I remember how his eyes looking at me, I remember the way he talked to me, after the graduation of high-school we never talk again to each other, I miss you. I always want to listen whats your story today, I always want to know what are you eating for breakfast, i always want to listen your voice, its so calming... I always dreamed about you, it's like you can't get off from my mind.. we talk again recently but finally you said that you like someone else, I wish it was me.. I wish... I hope you find your happiness, stay healthy my 'friend' 🤍
i actually miss what we had like he was the reason i stopped cuttin myself n having thoughts to kms, he made me happy and feel safe. like i just want what we had again, but i mean idm bc he said i shoulda kms so wtv. but he made me the happiest i’ve been ina while. but all i can do n be grateful for tha memories we had n move on cuz he not coming back.
I will always love you.
-June,2023
Keep going . Support from iran 🇮🇷
I’ll never resent him. I won’t forget him. I’ll remember him.
Love may slowly endure us pain, and cruelly break us into bits in all our own stories.
Love to me was fragile. Love to me was chaos and I was willing to accept every bit it gave me. I was in fear, but I was also deeply in love.
Love made me wait, love created me to become loyal and mature, honest but cruel.
He made me love. Himself, myself, my family, my friends, my future, my past. He taught me the smallest things are rare and should be respected.
He made me adore the little things. From eating small bites of food, from taking care of myself and my hygiene, to going for walks even though I don’t want to, to talking to people like they will not be here the next day, to pray at the dinner table even if it’s for a second, to always get it done like waking up for the day, or to understand how to relax and breath.
Maybe now it dosent matter who it was… but how they changed my view on this harsh pitiful world that now seems beautiful every day.
We may left each other at our lowest. But I want him to succeed in life to the greatest.
“God dosent give us the things we can’t handle”.
I love you, My Rose. Goodbye.
( maybe one day I’ll get to speak these pity words to you… and finally tell you my proper goodbye… I just wish somehow I heard yours.)
🌹
I don’t know what to do, I need advice
I love literally everything about this guy, well I use to
He’s the absolute most handsome guy I have met
Those bright blue eyes that shine as bright as the moon
That hair, that dark brown wavy straightish hair
Everything about him makes me smile
We are best friends
But somehow I managed to get attached, to fall in love
Because of the kind words, the presents, the time, the messages
I don’t even know what exactly made me fall in love, only that I did
And I tried to hide it and just act like I don’t
But stuff changed
He started hanging out with these girl friends that like him and act crazy to him
And he hangs around with them and this guy every day
Even tho he doesn’t like them he thinks that one is really pretty
He thinks I’m really pretty too
But I wanted to be the only on
We flirt and that goes both ways we play fight, call each other nicknames etc
But very quickly I started getting hurt
And I couldn’t bear the fact that he didn’t do anything about those things the girls were doing
He used to tell me all about it
But when summer break came
We got distant…big time
We went from talking for hours, not being able to stop talking, having to block each other just to be able to study
To a few messages a day, very dry convos
And I was hurt, I started sh because of it and now I can’t stop
I have bad thoughts and he brought me away from those thoughts
But now he’s gone
I told him about my feelings and that I feel like we got distant
He said he wants to fix us
Our friendship or relationship whatever it is
And it has gotten better
But still not like before
And he doesn’t put as much effort in
And its always very normal no deep convos like before no telling me about his life
No it’s just oh I trust you i my sister and someone else
But he didn’t want to say
And I keep hurting because of him
I have no energy left and I don’t know what to do
He gave me strength, hope, happiness, but now I’m lonely and in pain thinking about all sorts of things
Hi
Well I had an experience like this so I advise you not to care. even if this person means a lot to you but it's not the same feelings for him. And I am sure you will meet someone who cares more about you ,like I did .
I love you and hope you get over it asap 💗.
If someone can't see how great you are then they aren't worth your time. You are special we all are in our own ways. I really hope things work out. It's rare to meet people we connect with so deeply.
Literally love this channel ❤❤
here my love. blank space
how was he able to leave me so heartless after planning a future with me? I guess I wasnt even good enough for him texting me his last I love you. I woke up and he was just gone. I want to hear his laugh a last time so the memorys dont fade away as bad thoughts. I wish he could see how much love I had for him this whole time and he just threw it away like nothing and he dont even know how bad he hurt my heart and soul. He brought my warm loving side back after all this damage i have been through. I hope one day he realize that I am the one girl who really understood him.
Waw, escuchar esa música me hace volar al pasado..😥🥺💔👥
Ok im scared that this is your last video because you started the channel with the video “her.” and now we have the video “him.”
Its not 💙
He treats me so bad
But I still love him.
I'm gonna miss him when he leaves...
He thinks I don't love him but I do. He doesn't have the slightest clue.
I'm head over heels, I'm just waiting for you. But you have her so I might have to move.
I say all these dumb things just to cover up, the way I've been falling, falling in love.
You say you're happy and it clearly shows, but would you be happy if I were the one you hold?
I'm truly lonely with no air to breathe, but when I'm with you I feel like I can be me.
I try to hold on but you just gotta go, it's like this never ending circle.
Where will I end up if I say I love you? Would we still be friends or would I be broken in two?
Or would we be lovers, only time will tell? But for now, I'm gonna have to wish you well.
He came to my life as wind and also disappeared as wind.I think this life is not the life meant for both of us to be together.Please I just want to feel what is love with you.Maybe in next life.....
Maybe in the afterlife you and i can be together & be each other’s souls forever 🧎🏻♀️
Love you and miss you so much more than you ever know ☔️
~3am
It hurts to know that how close we were.~2am.
he never left my mind and will never. i love him so much but i just dk if he gives me the same amount of love or actually less.
we need them. damn
💙
I’m here when you called…
him..
"ther are pepole in this world so much lonly like the moon"
i love you from moon to and saturn🤍🪐
Hmm i don't know what I've to say ,but i think he's such an amazing person
I hope your the end together.
@@شيتافه 🥺💘💘💘
I used to love him, until I got out of hand and saw, that it was all a dream
I want my heart back
I got a right person but in wrong time 😆😞😞 we don't talk to each other now 🙃. We're strangers. Although I love him so much but I can't do anything now becoz of personal reasons 🙃💔. Just gonna keep praying to God to give me one more chance 🙃💔.
He's a friend of mine, we both played GTA V online and did a lot of chaos, we did roleplays, missions, money glitches, we went back to school in 4th grade, he found another friend and it seemed he is way happier with him than with me, so it hurt.
2 years later...
I'm in 6th grade, getting bullied, almost stabbed, head Injury, even if he found someone better, I still f*cking miss him.
I tried to get a gf on discord since every girl rejects me for my appearance, I found one! We always talked and played a game called roblox even though I'm kinda out of age for that, we played lots of games.
But yeah my headset once broke and I couldn't talk with her, so I was sad, and played ps4 again, but this time call of duty and doom eternal. I meet up with a friend from school, we had fun together...
Part 2?
Wtf
@@beyondzeke7586 ?
I hope ur doing okayy
@@lovelymina I got over, but I have derealization and depersonalization idk how to get rid of it.
@@Cold_Ice00 dayumm I wish you luck✨, am sure you can do ITT
This could have been explained in this way.
Heyyy quick question do you still get paid for your content? Looks like YT is cracking down and demonetizing music channels now 😢 I recently got demonetized
I don't monetize my content, Im not a UA-cam Partner. :)
I was good enough to come over for a night (which i didn't) because he kept saying he didn't want a relationship. Then he jumps into an instant family. What was wrong with me? Why was i not good enough for a relationship?
I want to do so many things with you... but you don't seem to feel the same way for me, and it's painful for me to see you everyday I go to class :c I kind of feel as we don't really match cause we are very different... I just want to let you know that I care so much about you...
I'm not gay
I'm him
My soul was broken, but he was here to heal me, I never understood him, all I understood was that he didn't care about my long messages or my tears, he didn't think about me all his days like he said, he move on from me now,, And I still love him from the moment we met, I used to cry on the days when I didn't know anything about him, I was afraid if he felt lonely or not,, Is he taking care of his health or not, and if there someone to tell him good night,, I made sure to be with him until my bad days, it was so bad for me to see him enter depression,,Although I was already depressed, I wanted to give him all the happiness I had in my life, but.. He didn't care, He saw me do everything for him.
But doesn't care.
I feel very empty, there is nothing to heal me, I tried very much to be a new person without him, But I was deeper into the deep.
I want to tell him about all this, about all the nights I spent crying and praying for him.
He deleted all his social media,, I only have his email, but I can't message him, although I already have a lot of archives,, These days it becomes more gray, it becomes colorless,, He apologized the last time to me because he was the one who sent me first,, while I was thanking God that I met him, he regretted that he met me and apologized...
He said he didn't want to talk to the girls anymore, but I already saw a post of him on his He said he didn't want to talk to the girls anymore, but I already saw a post of him on his woman friend's account in the gym,, I was the girl he didn't want to talk to, he told me in an email before, He realized that I was the person he loved most after his mother, But I loved him more than the whole world, I loved his family, his country, his language and everything about him.
My birthday is on the 6 of June
He won't come to say happy birthday ..
To A112
(This is not my channel)
Oh my god,I'm very sorry for u,but I think he doesn't deserve all ur big love and ur care about him...may be he loves u but he has circumstances that don't allow him to show his love and so on..but u have to forget him to keep ur health okay and well ,my dear girl💘stay happy and take care of yourself
@@EsraaEsraagaber3001I'm grateful to you, Your words made me cry, love you more.
@@شيتافه 🥺💘
i miss him