When I was in middle school I was depressed, and I had a friend who was in high school whose mother was dying of cancer. I told her I felt bad that I was venting to her when what she was going through was so much worse. She told me, "If you take away a bottle from a baby, that's the worst pain in the world for that baby. It doesn't really matter what the cause is, what matters is that you feel pain." I've always remembered that.
No words to describe the pain others feel but I know that the pain I feel is the pain that I deny in my life so open up your eyes. I can bless myself, there’s no need for someone else. It’s given me me and I’ll survive. 😭💖
I'm currently in middle school, and I have really bad anxiety and have been depressed... I don't see a fix, I don't see how my life will go back to normal. Do you have any advice? How did u go back to being happy? I've been quarantined for over a year and haven't seen my friends or done anything so maybe that's what caused it?
@@zitamakai8666 I’m even worse off than I was then if I’m being honest. It’s understandable, though. The pandemic has made all of our lives so much worse. This is gonna end though, people will get vaccinated, and you can see your friends again. Just surround yourself with people who love and care for you as much as you can, and try to remember that you’ll be okay.
Colleen telling Flynn “thanks for telling me you don’t like it” is the most validating amazing thing ever, I really wish someone would’ve said that to me growing up
I thought I was the only one who was amazed by that statement, being raised differently also! I am in awe of Colleen and also sad that it wasn't "normal" to be raised with this same validation when I was growing up.
Hahhahaha Ik exactly what you're talking about!!! Now I say that all the time! Chris Evans is hilarious and I totally thought of that too when Flynn said that 😂😂
honestly, the fact that you get on here & get so vulnerable in front of so many is dope as hell. ever since i started watching you way back when, i have noticed how strong & smart & kind you are. & it’s empowering that you’re able to come on here & talk about your pain the way you do. it makes me feel very seen & it gives a platform for mental health. you’re doing a good thing & i’m really amazed & thankful for you doing this.
Colleen offering her hand for Flynn's half chewed foods is the most mummy thing to do and it's so sweet considering she doesn't like yucky messy things
I really appreciate Colleen talking about her miscarriage. I miscarried a few weeks after Colleen announced hers, still waiting for my period and really dreading it. It’s been really comforting to not feel alone through this time.
I’m 23 and have watched Colleen for YEARS and I just want to say I’m not a mum yet but really want to be! I had an abusive upbringing and Colleen has shown me what kind of parent I want to be and I’ve learnt so much! This looks like such a genuinely happy family and I CANNOT wait for this part of my life! You’re an inspiration to so many. ❤️
The fact that Colleen is even reading the comments after all the trauma that she has been trough, is so brave of her, I’m so happy and proud of u girl. We love u, and we’re here for u🤍
When she read the comment that said "that baby was your baby the moment you knew you were pregnant" , Man that made my throat knot up and immediately made me want to cry. I felt that to my core. I haven't experienced that loss but I am a mom.
It's hard to think that we see 14 minutes out of an entire 24 hours... While she is a good vlogger that covers a lot in a short time (and that's good edits too, thanks Koko!), there is still a whole 23 hours and 46 minutes when other stuff happens!
Colleen’s version of weird snacks is like an everyday thing for me Each Friday my mom goes to 7/11 to get us new snacks (since we can’t really leave the house) and the ones we end up liking she buys for our movie night at the end of each month
So thankful she finally started reading the youtube comments as I feel like we're the most supportive group she has; we've been saying for months that she doesn't need to compare her trauma to someone else's & just needs to process her own. ♥
Your feelings are valid Colleen. A loss is a loss and it's devastating losing someone you love. You lost your baby and that is so hard. Hang in there. Love you
I love that Colleen is so open with us, it just shows how much of a beautiful and kind person she is, I just hope she knows that she is never alone and it’s not annoying hearing her talk and that we want to be able to support her and help in any way possible x
Colleen you are such an amazing mom. You ALWAYS are doing something with Flynn. You come up with projects to do together and he’s just always your priority. He is such a happy boy. It fills my heart with such happiness watching you with him. And Eric is an amazing dad too. You guys are just so amazing. If every parent were like you guys this world would have a bright future bc the children would be raised to love one another, be acceptable of everyone and would have such good morales. I am so sorry to hear about your tragedy, I wish I could give you a big hug. I’m watching the video where the caterpillars turned into butterflies and I can’t stop smiling. Your son brings so much joy into our lives. Thank you for sharing him with us.
I’m so glad you get the support you need and much deserve! I’ve not been through that, but hold so much compassion for those that have, including some very close to me. You are loved! And so strong, resilient and inspiring. Thank you for being open. Much respect and love! 💗
Writing this comment hoping you see it while you’re filming Wednesday’s vlog! Haha Your baby was real to you the second you saw that second line. It doesn’t matter how far along you were and it doesn’t diminish your grief. Yesterday’s vlog, the second you said “I got my period” my heart broke for you and I knew what you meant without you having to say anything else. Yes, what is happening to you is 100% normal. Here for you sending prayers, positive thoughts, and lots of virtual hugs💜 Thank you for being so real and honest, and teaching so many girls and woman that it’s okay to talk about their pain.
I have never been through anything like that and I am only a teen but I agree with you. Losing people comes in many different shapes and forms but all are equal in pain and grief. I think she is one of the most strong women in the world. She is beautiful in side and out ♥️ ♥️
Just realized that Colleen has been vlogging for a year. She was with me at the beginning of the pandemic and she’s here now. I just started working full time at a pharmacy and was stressed beyond words being an essential worker with little to no breaks. But when I had just a moment of peace, I tuned in on the daily vlog. I sincerely thank you, Colleen for being here with us and I hope I was able to do the same. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
You might not read this but your recent farm trip inspired me. I showed the vlogs to my husband because he loves goats and ducks. Then I found I an airbnb near us that is a cabin on a farm and my husband and I plan on going there for our 3 year wedding anniversary in May. I'll be thinking of you and your fun vlogs while looking at all the animals on the farm. You are an amazing beautiful person and I'm so sorry you are going through so much right now. Sending you so much love. I just wanted you to know that you and your vlogs inspire me every day. I hope you have a wonderful rest of your week.
I love how you push through your fears to share from the heart! It makes how I feel somehow seem ok, because by you sharing your experience helps me to not feel alone. 💓
Collen and Eric are literally the greatest parents to Flynn they are taking the responcebility of making Flynn's life as great as possible and there doing a fantastic job!🥰
I honestly appreciate how much she shows her emotions online. So many people don't have the same strength to be so vulnerable. Thanks, Colleen, for sharing the good and the bad. We want to be here for you whenever we can
my mom had two miscarriages, one before me and one before my younger brother. she has told me about the struggles and pain that she went through, along with my dad. she taught me how everyone’s feelings are valid and deserve to be heard. colleen, just because your miscarriage may have not been as later in the pregnancy than others, doesn’t change the fact that you went through such a difficult experience that anybody would say is absolutely devastating. it’s important to grieve. sending you all my love💜
I love that Flynn will taste anything. It’s so cute watching little humans grow. When Flynn said, I don’t like it. Adorable! He’s growing up so fast the last few months. So cute! 😍
Mad respect to all of us within the Ballinger/Stocklin/DeSoto community who came through for Colleen, offering lovely support and 'hugs', at a much-needed moment 👏 💕
You are a great mom Colleen most mothers don’t have time to spend with they’re kids bc of there jobs but every day you play with Flynn and paint and help him grow with you and I just feel like a had to say that. Love you ❤️
I love Flynn and Colleen’s relasonship like I know of course like there mother and son but like the way she offerd her hand to Flynn so he could spit out the food is so sweet and she just is so kind and gentle Flynn has no idea how much of an amazing mother he has
Hey Colleen, I just wanted to say that you have raised Flynn so well. We are all here to support you because we are all in this together. Flynn is the sweetest thing and Soo cute. We are all here for you to talk to and to listen to your thoughts. Just know that you are not alone and I am so glad that you are able to share your life experiences with us all. You have inspired me so much to be more like myself. It is ok to feel down sometimes. Thanks so much keep doing what you are doing!!! You are an amazing human being!!!!!!!! ❤️❤️ Sending love from Australia
I'm so happy the comments have been comforting to you! You are NOT annoying, Colleen! You are genuine and you are helping so many others by talking about your loss openly. You'll get through this! And don't give up on finding a good therapist again. It will be worth the exhausting process once you get a good one ❤
We all love you colleen. We are each others support system during these hard times. Ive been going through so much emotionally & your vlogs are the best part of my day and i look forward to watch them every day knowing it’ll make me feel better. Just watching you and Flynn laugh and have a good time is the best.
its ok to be sad and cry. thank you for sharing your life, the good and the bad. it normalizes struggle within celebrities and influencers. and by you talking about your struggles in the vlogs can show people that it's ok to speak up. i don't know what you're going through, but what i do know is that your feelings are so valid. you are strong and amazing. sending much love ❤️
Hi Colleen! Not sure if you're gonna read this or not but, I watch your vlogs everyday after school and seeing you and Flynn literally make my days better, thank you so much for what you do. Also, for anyone and everyone reading this, I want you to know you're loved and you're amazing! Most importantly, you're not alone. Also back in 2019, when I was getting bullied a lot, I would end up you know having breakdowns and when I watched your videos, they made me laugh and you made me feel better, so I thank you so so much. I love how much you're honest and real with us because that helps me to know that I am not alone. I love how much you talk about what you're going through and how loving and caring you are. Don't mind all the negative people out there, you're amazing just the way you are! Sorry this was such a long comment, I just have lots to say, anyway I love you Colleen! Also (sorry I know I write a lot) you're such an amazing mom!! Thank you for everything you do.
your vlogs are apart of my nighttime routine , i get into my pjs and wash my face & teeth then i come here straight after. youre amazing i love you so much colleen!!
Flynn is getting so good at talking! he annunciates so clearly now a lot of times, like the way he said "I don't like it" about the pineapple soda. it's gonna be so exciting watching him grow and become a little human
You’re never annoying for sharing your feelings, I don’t think you realise how much you help other people. Not only are people here to help you and make you feel less alone, but you also help other people feel less alone. You have helped me understand even more about what my mom had to go through and I thank you for that.❤️❤️
I had a miscarriage a few months ago, I wasn’t wanting a baby or expecting to get pregnant, and didn’t even know I was pregnant until the miscarriage happened. It’s so traumatic and scary, and it’s certainly a pain that’s hard to shake or escape... but as women we are all so strong and so resilient - you will get through this, your amazing! Lots of love xx
I'm so sorry! 🥺 That's how my first loss was. Very traumatic. I went on to have 8 more after trying each time with new meds the drs wanted me to try. Huge hugs to you! 💓
Colleen cool fact. People say whenever you see a dragonfly, it’s the reincarnation of your lost loved one, visiting you and going to heaven🥺 I lost my uncle to suicide, and whenever I see a dragonfly I smile
@@saskia7214 if you can’t say anything on the comment section then please say nothing at all. This is a channel where we care about each other so please think nice thoughts before you type unnecessary harsh comments.
To anyone reading this, I love you and whatever you are going through will get better. If you want to talk, I’m ALWAYS here. I know I’m a stranger but I know in my experience it’s easier to talk to a stranger and I have had struggles my whole life and I want to help others.
Colleen, you thanked us today but I want to personally thank you, even though you may never see this. You are so open and honest about how you feel and what you are going through. Those times in the vlog are my favorite just because you always say something that I can relate to or you just so happen to say something that makes me feel no longer alone. Alone is a feeling I have had for many many months now even though I have people. In certain situations, that's what triggers me to feel alone the most. But when I sit down to watch your vlogs all of that changes. Also, you say you cry too much but crying is a sign of growth so don't put yourself down about that! Thank you for just being you I love you, Colleen!
Don't not be sad because someone else is sadder, I saw a quote one time it said "Saying someone can't be sad because someone may have it worse is like saying someone can't be happy someone else might have it better."
Imagine having Colleen as a mom that would be amazing. Flinn is so lucky to have her as a mom. Colleen you are a incredible mom and all around human, I don’t personally know you but watching you has helped me so much more then you know. Thank you so much! YOU ARE AMAZING!!!
Colleen you are very strong and your feelings are so valid, yes other people go through this and maybe worse at the time but you are allowed to feel the way you are feeling and you have all of these people telling you about their stories, you have opened up a door for people to express themselves and I have never been apart of a community on UA-cam that is as amazing as this one!!! You are amazing I love you so much❤️❤️❤️
Colleen. i need you to know that you are not alone. NEED. you are truly a blessing to this world. i can't even imagine the sheer pain and grief you feel and the fact that you have been able to pull through with such strength is truly astonishing. i am so proud. we are all so proud. love you and happy vlapril
When I was in middle school I was depressed, and I had a friend who was in high school whose mother was dying of cancer. I told her I felt bad that I was venting to her when what she was going through was so much worse. She told me, "If you take away a bottle from a baby, that's the worst pain in the world for that baby. It doesn't really matter what the cause is, what matters is that you feel pain." I've always remembered that.
No words to describe the pain others feel but I know that the pain I feel is the pain that I deny in my life so open up your eyes. I can bless myself, there’s no need for someone else. It’s given me me and I’ll survive. 😭💖
Beautiful
I'm currently in middle school, and I have really bad anxiety and have been depressed... I don't see a fix, I don't see how my life will go back to normal. Do you have any advice? How did u go back to being happy? I've been quarantined for over a year and haven't seen my friends or done anything so maybe that's what caused it?
That's amazing! We are so honored to have good people in this world.
@@zitamakai8666 I’m even worse off than I was then if I’m being honest. It’s understandable, though. The pandemic has made all of our lives so much worse. This is gonna end though, people will get vaccinated, and you can see your friends again. Just surround yourself with people who love and care for you as much as you can, and try to remember that you’ll be okay.
Colleen telling Flynn “thanks for telling me you don’t like it” is the most validating amazing thing ever, I really wish someone would’ve said that to me growing up
for real, all i got was screamed at haha
Mads and Amy, Omg guys...I’m so sorry:)
This mom is hugging you both right now xoxo 😘
I thought I was the only one who was amazed by that statement, being raised differently also! I am in awe of Colleen and also sad that it wasn't "normal" to be raised with this same validation when I was growing up.
Same
@@Nan-1017 i love u oml
The way Flynn said "I don't like it" after the pineapple drink made my heart full 🥺
His speech is getting so good.
Flynn is gonna grow up to be so respectful and kind, it makes me happy.
Watching Colleen talking about her emotions is literally the only reason I've started to open up. She's changing lives with every vlog
100% feel this.
yes
Totally agree. There has been so many times where I have felt alone and then after watching her vlog I always end up feeling better
Decided to talk about me needing therapy because of her!
@@MrsGretchen123 i’m proud of you!:)
Flynn’s “I don’t like it” sounded like Chris Evans when he says “I don’t wike it”😂😍
Hahhahaha Ik exactly what you're talking about!!! Now I say that all the time! Chris Evans is hilarious and I totally thought of that too when Flynn said that 😂😂
Chris and Flyn are the same person lol
I was thinking that too! It’s so cute!
I THOUGHT THE EXACT SAME THING OH MY GOODNESS
@Kablooey Its Chesney I love your name! 😁
flynn is talking in full sentences now and it’s so cute 🥺
He’s been for a while too :D
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Ikr I remember when he used to say things like dar dar
Ok someone needs to make a compilation video of all of Flynn's dances combined, where we can see him grow and his moves get even more awesome
I love the way colleen talks to flynn 😭 i like how she allows him to express how he feels and accepts what he likes and doesn't like ughh
Yesssss sadly can't relate 😩
she literally is the best 😣
@@saskia7214 what do you mean? How?
@@saskia7214 yes and parents who disregard their childrens feelings ARENT condescending amirite
@@zazasaphiera5430 lmao
honestly, the fact that you get on here & get so vulnerable in front of so many is dope as hell. ever since i started watching you way back when, i have noticed how strong & smart & kind you are. & it’s empowering that you’re able to come on here & talk about your pain the way you do. it makes me feel very seen & it gives a platform for mental health. you’re doing a good thing & i’m really amazed & thankful for you doing this.
Colleen offering her hand for Flynn's half chewed foods is the most mummy thing to do and it's so sweet considering she doesn't like yucky messy things
I legit commented the same thing
I agreeee
Thats what moms do. Lol
Every mum does that 😆
i mean she couldve gotten a napkin or something that was gross
I really appreciate Colleen talking about her miscarriage. I miscarried a few weeks after Colleen announced hers, still waiting for my period and really dreading it. It’s been really comforting to not feel alone through this time.
I hope you can see the light at the end of the tunnel soon. Sending you much love and light!
sending you love 💘 you got this !
love love love ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
so sorry best wishes 🙏🙏🙏😥
Im sorry that happened to u
Flynn has the BEST manners I have ever seen in a toddler. Like ever. He is so awesome.
I’m 23 and have watched Colleen for YEARS and I just want to say I’m not a mum yet but really want to be! I had an abusive upbringing and Colleen has shown me what kind of parent I want to be and I’ve learnt so much! This looks like such a genuinely happy family and I CANNOT wait for this part of my life! You’re an inspiration to so many. ❤️
Flynn is talking so good now.
Flynn saying "i dont like it" was the most adorable thing ever.
He is so smart.
Sending hugs and prayers.
The fact that Colleen is even reading the comments after all the trauma that she has been trough, is so brave of her, I’m so happy and proud of u girl. We love u, and we’re here for u🤍
It was so cute when Flynn said "I don't like it" to the soda!
he would normally say “ baby dont like it “ so tht part made me go 🥺🥺🥺🥺
@@vmstevy yes he is so cute love you colleen ❤
OMG IKR
Why is Flynn so freaking adorable 🥰 I literally just can’t
Flynn is so blessed to have a mother and father like colleen and Erik.
Not only mother his father too
hey niall, i agree :]
@Isabella the wizard yea, ofc!
@Andrea Padilla Haha, he's so nice too
Ikr
When she read the comment that said "that baby was your baby the moment you knew you were pregnant" , Man that made my throat knot up and immediately made me want to cry. I felt that to my core. I haven't experienced that loss but I am a mom.
I honestly like how she asked Flynn if he wanted to eat the gummies or not instead of making him try it
Yeah but he said no because she said it was spicy lol
Hehe spicy and Sour are the same things here lol🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
“I don’t wike it”
Omg he’s so darn cute
Flynn is so cute like actually i feel like he never cries even though he probably does
colleen probably just doesn’t vlog those moments
Wait wooahh i just realized Flynn’s still a baby that cries woooooaahhh i didnt even think abt that
Colleen has said in her videos that he has his moments but she doesn’t record him when he’s in a moment because it’s not fair on Flynn
I can’t picture Flynn EVER having a tantrum
It's hard to think that we see 14 minutes out of an entire 24 hours... While she is a good vlogger that covers a lot in a short time (and that's good edits too, thanks Koko!), there is still a whole 23 hours and 46 minutes when other stuff happens!
I freaking love Flynn. He’s the cutest little gentleman out there. I really want to give you a hug Colleen, lots of hugs
Colleen’s version of weird snacks is like an everyday thing for me
Each Friday my mom goes to 7/11 to get us new snacks (since we can’t really leave the house) and the ones we end up liking she buys for our movie night at the end of each month
that’s adorable
The way you are raising Flynn is beautiful, you’re such a great mama ❤️
So thankful she finally started reading the youtube comments as I feel like we're the most supportive group she has; we've been saying for months that she doesn't need to compare her trauma to someone else's & just needs to process her own. ♥
Your feelings are valid Colleen. A loss is a loss and it's devastating losing someone you love. You lost your baby and that is so hard. Hang in there. Love you
Does anyone else notice that colleen and Flynn have been matching since that one vid abt Flynn controlling colleens day 😭😭😭❤️
I think he realized that day he could match his mama lol so cute and dad will be next or he'll want them all to do it haha.
Its the SWEETEST THING!!!
She’s always matched with him a lot but just doing it more recently
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Flynn and colleen’s matching hoodies are adorable!
I love that Colleen is so open with us, it just shows how much of a beautiful and kind person she is, I just hope she knows that she is never alone and it’s not annoying hearing her talk and that we want to be able to support her and help in any way possible x
Colleen you are such an amazing mom. You ALWAYS are doing something with Flynn. You come up with projects to do together and he’s just always your priority. He is such a happy boy. It fills my heart with such happiness watching you with him. And Eric is an amazing dad too. You guys are just so amazing. If every parent were like you guys this world would have a bright future bc the children would be raised to love one another, be acceptable of everyone and would have such good morales. I am so sorry to hear about your tragedy, I wish I could give you a big hug.
I’m watching the video where the caterpillars turned into butterflies and I can’t stop smiling. Your son brings so much joy into our lives. Thank you for sharing him with us.
Your vlogs have literally become part of my night time routine
@Ria Samanta oh it’s 23:00pm here in the uk
It’s 6pm here lol
Ikr right before i go to bed I watch the entire vlog and try to comment something on each one!
It’s my morning routine, i play it while i get ready for the day ☺️
I’m so glad you get the support you need and much deserve! I’ve not been through that, but hold so much compassion for those that have, including some very close to me. You are loved! And so strong, resilient and inspiring. Thank you for being open. Much respect and love! 💗
Writing this comment hoping you see it while you’re filming Wednesday’s vlog! Haha
Your baby was real to you the second you saw that second line. It doesn’t matter how far along you were and it doesn’t diminish your grief. Yesterday’s vlog, the second you said “I got my period” my heart broke for you and I knew what you meant without you having to say anything else. Yes, what is happening to you is 100% normal. Here for you sending prayers, positive thoughts, and lots of virtual hugs💜 Thank you for being so real and honest, and teaching so many girls and woman that it’s okay to talk about their pain.
I have never been through anything like that and I am only a teen but I agree with you. Losing people comes in many different shapes and forms but all are equal in pain and grief. I think she is one of the most strong women in the world. She is beautiful in side and out ♥️ ♥️
She's breaking such a big stigma and I think a lot of people will grow up having seen this and knowing it's ok to take about it
Just realized that Colleen has been vlogging for a year. She was with me at the beginning of the pandemic and she’s here now. I just started working full time at a pharmacy and was stressed beyond words being an essential worker with little to no breaks. But when I had just a moment of peace, I tuned in on the daily vlog. I sincerely thank you, Colleen for being here with us and I hope I was able to do the same. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
You might not read this but your recent farm trip inspired me. I showed the vlogs to my husband because he loves goats and ducks. Then I found I an airbnb near us that is a cabin on a farm and my husband and I plan on going there for our 3 year wedding anniversary in May. I'll be thinking of you and your fun vlogs while looking at all the animals on the farm. You are an amazing beautiful person and I'm so sorry you are going through so much right now. Sending you so much love. I just wanted you to know that you and your vlogs inspire me every day. I hope you have a wonderful rest of your week.
I love how you push through your fears to share from the heart! It makes how I feel somehow seem ok, because by you sharing your experience helps me to not feel alone. 💓
Anyone else notice Colleen and Flynn matching outfits? That's so adorable
Collen and Eric are literally the greatest parents to Flynn they are taking the responcebility of making Flynn's life as great as possible and there doing a fantastic job!🥰
Flynn is so cute! His words are so clear and his vocabulary has expanded majorly!❤
I honestly appreciate how much she shows her emotions online. So many people don't have the same strength to be so vulnerable. Thanks, Colleen, for sharing the good and the bad. We want to be here for you whenever we can
Colleen’s vlogs are my favorite part of the day! No joke 😂😂
Sameeeee
Sammmmmme❤️❤️❤️🔥
Same here!!
Aww big hugs. I love the way you and Flynn interact. You’re such an incredible mom Colleen!
Yeah we're here for you
To everyone reading this: stay safe and healthy during this time😀😁
Ya u to but we’re at the end of the stick thank god but live your life as long as u can bc other have died or are dying ❤️❤️❤️
you too!!!!
Thanks, you too!
U too
You too!
Best Vlog Ever I love your videos I remember when Flynn what first born the most special moment of your life!
my mom had two miscarriages, one before me and one before my younger brother. she has told me about the struggles and pain that she went through, along with my dad. she taught me how everyone’s feelings are valid and deserve to be heard. colleen, just because your miscarriage may have not been as later in the pregnancy than others, doesn’t change the fact that you went through such a difficult experience that anybody would say is absolutely devastating. it’s important to grieve. sending you all my love💜
I absolutely love how youve brought up Flynn!! Youre an amazing mom Colleen!!
When Flynn answered "Yes." when eating the candy he was like an actual person. It was so cute :)
I love that Flynn will taste anything. It’s so cute watching little humans grow. When Flynn said, I don’t like it. Adorable! He’s growing up so fast the last few months. So cute! 😍
FLYN IS SO GROWN UP NOW!!! Sending all my love❤️❤️
i know right!
Mad respect to all of us within the Ballinger/Stocklin/DeSoto community who came through for Colleen, offering lovely support and 'hugs', at a much-needed moment 👏 💕
“ stay positive even when it feels like your falling apart . you didn’t come this far to only come this far “
That's amazing!
Gosh I really needed that right at this moment! Thank you!
@@ClassicRoyal..hugs 😘😘
He is so clever and polite. You guys are seriously acing the parenting game!!! X
You are a great mom Colleen most mothers don’t have time to spend with they’re kids bc of there jobs but every day you play with Flynn and paint and help him grow with you and I just feel like a had to say that. Love you ❤️
I love Flynn and Colleen’s relasonship like I know of course like there mother and son but like the way she offerd her hand to Flynn so he could spit out the food is so sweet and she just is so kind and gentle Flynn has no idea how much of an amazing mother he has
Flynn is the cutest human being known to walk this earth awww
I know right!!
Ik ♥️🖤🤍💙
Couldn’t agree more
4:00 Flynn trying all the candy is soo cute he is so well mannered love him
Flynn talks SO well my goodness. I love how well he enunciates so many words and still says “water” in his silly way. Sooo cute 🥰
Twitter is like the burn book. Everyone goes there to dish on everyone else’s problems. Surround yourself with the community that makes you feel safe.
Colleen really is just such a great mom. You can tell because of just how adorable and kind Flynn is.
Hey Colleen, I just wanted to say that you have raised Flynn so well. We are all here to support you because we are all in this together. Flynn is the sweetest thing and Soo cute. We are all here for you to talk to and to listen to your thoughts. Just know that you are not alone and I am so glad that you are able to share your life experiences with us all. You have inspired me so much to be more like myself. It is ok to feel down sometimes. Thanks so much keep doing what you are doing!!! You are an amazing human being!!!!!!!!
❤️❤️ Sending love from Australia
I'm so happy the comments have been comforting to you! You are NOT annoying, Colleen! You are genuine and you are helping so many others by talking about your loss openly. You'll get through this! And don't give up on finding a good therapist again. It will be worth the exhausting process once you get a good one ❤
I hope you say safe❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I love how she says “ this person” and not “ this woman” this is so nice of her ❤️ also Flynn is the cutest ❤️
“i don’t wike iittt” 😭 he’s so cute
We all love you colleen. We are each others support system during these hard times. Ive been going through so much emotionally & your vlogs are the best part of my day and i look forward to watch them every day knowing it’ll make me feel better. Just watching you and Flynn laugh and have a good time is the best.
You could see the exact moment that the candy rush hit while Flynn was painting lol. He is such a sweet little person.
its ok to be sad and cry. thank you for sharing your life, the good and the bad. it normalizes struggle within celebrities and influencers. and by you talking about your struggles in the vlogs can show people that it's ok to speak up. i don't know what you're going through, but what i do know is that your feelings are so valid. you are strong and amazing. sending much love ❤️
Hi Colleen! Not sure if you're gonna read this or not but, I watch your vlogs everyday after school and seeing you and Flynn literally make my days better, thank you so much for what you do. Also, for anyone and everyone reading this, I want you to know you're loved and you're amazing! Most importantly, you're not alone. Also back in 2019, when I was getting bullied a lot, I would end up you know having breakdowns and when I watched your videos, they made me laugh and you made me feel better, so I thank you so so much. I love how much you're honest and real with us because that helps me to know that I am not alone. I love how much you talk about what you're going through and how loving and caring you are. Don't mind all the negative people out there, you're amazing just the way you are! Sorry this was such a long comment, I just have lots to say, anyway I love you Colleen! Also (sorry I know I write a lot) you're such an amazing mom!! Thank you for everything you do.
your vlogs are apart of my nighttime routine , i get into my pjs and wash my face & teeth then i come here straight after. youre amazing i love you so much colleen!!
Flynn is getting so good at talking! he annunciates so clearly now a lot of times, like the way he said "I don't like it" about the pineapple soda. it's gonna be so exciting watching him grow and become a little human
Colleen, thank you so so much for the accurate subtitles, you've no idea how much it helps
you deserve the world's happiness
Tomorrow is April! I hope Colleen vlogs, but if she doesn’t want to, of course that is understandable.
What if she pranks us saying she not gonna vlog then says April fools 🤧
@@tilly6139 she did that last year lol I was like “nooo” then she said April fools and I was like “YAYAYA”
You’re never annoying for sharing your feelings, I don’t think you realise how much you help other people. Not only are people here to help you and make you feel less alone, but you also help other people feel less alone. You have helped me understand even more about what my mom had to go through and I thank you for that.❤️❤️
Dang Colleen you're picky about your candy!!! I've never met a candy I didn't like lol
Ikr! Except the cricket candy I triend
Same!
lol
so you like black licorice, the salty kind? I love licorice myself but found a lot of candy I don't like.
@@slimlouis6441 LMAO 😭
I will forever love your Chanel. I’ve watched you go through so much that I know you can get through this🥺🤍 love you so much Colleen
IM SO OBSESSED WITH UR VLOGS OML-
when Flynn said “I don’t wike it” I DIED HE IS SO CUTE
I had a miscarriage a few months ago, I wasn’t wanting a baby or expecting to get pregnant, and didn’t even know I was pregnant until the miscarriage happened. It’s so traumatic and scary, and it’s certainly a pain that’s hard to shake or escape... but as women we are all so strong and so resilient - you will get through this, your amazing!
Lots of love xx
I'm so sorry! 🥺 That's how my first loss was. Very traumatic. I went on to have 8 more after trying each time with new meds the drs wanted me to try. Huge hugs to you! 💓
5:48 he’s TOO cute & that was hilarious 😂😂 only love and positivity towards you and your family 💕
“I don’t like it”
Aww Flynn!!!! 🥺🥺🥺
When you realize “the surprise for someone else” was for Erik and it was the pregnancy announcement 🥺
yessss
no she didn't know she was pregnant until april
@@Danielle-eo5im this was March 30 she did know in this video
@@camiekirchner672 in her pregnant w twins video she said she found out on april 16 i thought
@@Danielle-eo5im I thought that she found out she was pregnant with twins that day?
Colleen is hands down the most down to earth person on this platform💕
I agree
That’s definitely not true. I love Colleen but down to earth is NOT her personality (she is amazing)
I love hearing Flynn talk and speak more words!!! It’s adorable🥰🥰
Colleen cool fact. People say whenever you see a dragonfly, it’s the reincarnation of your lost loved one, visiting you and going to heaven🥺 I lost my uncle to suicide, and whenever I see a dragonfly I smile
@@saskia7214 stfu bro
@@saskia7214 Let people believe in what they wanna believe in. Don’t be negative. Much love ❤️
@@saskia7214 I can see you exist in this comment section just to spread negativity. I'm sorry for you.
@@saskia7214 if you can’t say anything on the comment section then please say nothing at all. This is a channel where we care about each other so please think nice thoughts before you type unnecessary harsh comments.
I was always told it was butterflies and robins also white feathers so I say a prayer of thanks and love in my mind for those I have loved and lost.
This blog is adorable I aspire to have the kind of relationship you and Flynn have! Also the dance party clip made my heart grow 2 sizes haha 💖
To anyone reading this, I love you and whatever you are going through will get better. If you want to talk, I’m ALWAYS here. I know I’m a stranger but I know in my experience it’s easier to talk to a stranger and I have had struggles my whole life and I want to help others.
Thanks, I needed that
Colleen, you thanked us today but I want to personally thank you, even though you may never see this. You are so open and honest about how you feel and what you are going through. Those times in the vlog are my favorite just because you always say something that I can relate to or you just so happen to say something that makes me feel no longer alone. Alone is a feeling I have had for many many months now even though I have people. In certain situations, that's what triggers me to feel alone the most. But when I sit down to watch your vlogs all of that changes. Also, you say you cry too much but crying is a sign of growth so don't put yourself down about that! Thank you for just being you I love you, Colleen!
Don't not be sad because someone else is sadder, I saw a quote one time it said "Saying someone can't be sad because someone may have it worse is like saying someone can't be happy someone else might have it better."
Imagine having Colleen as a mom that would be amazing. Flinn is so lucky to have her as a mom. Colleen you are a incredible mom and all around human, I don’t personally know you but watching you has helped me so much more then you know. Thank you so much! YOU ARE AMAZING!!!
It’s so cool watching Flynn grow up and develop into a little person
Colleen you are very strong and your feelings are so valid, yes other people go through this and maybe worse at the time but you are allowed to feel the way you are feeling and you have all of these people telling you about their stories, you have opened up a door for people to express themselves and I have never been apart of a community on UA-cam that is as amazing as this one!!! You are amazing I love you so much❤️❤️❤️
ok when Flynn said “I don’t like it “ I just about lost it!! So cute!!!
Absolutely! To feel seen and heard can feel beautifully empowering and reassuring! 💗
Colleen every time she eats hot cheetos: "I've never had these before"
Hahaha
😂😂😂
I’ve never had them either.
@@natnat8198 there good but really spicy to me
Colleen. i need you to know that you are not alone. NEED. you are truly a blessing to this world. i can't even imagine the sheer pain and grief you feel and the fact that you have been able to pull through with such strength is truly astonishing. i am so proud. we are all so proud. love you and happy vlapril
My heart just dropped when she said my name and read my comment omg!
I grew up watching Colleen on the internet and seeing her as a mom is just so fun! Love this
don't worry colleen, feel free to vent to us during hardships in life. Bowling your emotions is never good, just let them out! 💕💕
you show such a stronger powerful side of you on YT. thank you for making me smile