Lø Spirit - Anymore [Official Video]

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  • Опубліковано 26 вер 2024
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    Lyrics:
    Sometimes I question if I’ve got the guts to keep waking up
    So I hide so no one see me on the ledge when I’m about to jump
    It’s embarrassing, preaching how to save when I’m perishing
    Oh, how I dream of better days and nights when I’m not so sick
    But somehow, I guess I’m not meant to heal, I’m not meant to live
    Cause my life’s like therapy
    I gotta pay someone to be there for me.
    Cause if I don’t, I’m alone
    I can’t do this anymore
    No, I can’t do this anymore
    I fight these words like I’m at war
    Can someone find a cure?
    Cause I can’t do this anymore.
    I can’t, I can’t.
    No I can’t do this.
    Wait.. yes I can
    Gotta “be a man”
    Gotta hide the hurt, cause what’s worse? Losing me or them?
    No matter what I do, I lose regardless
    I feel so heartless..
    That’s why I’m always wrestling with who I am, and everybody’s watching me.
    Don’t wanna let em down. But I.
    I can’t do this anymore
    No, I can’t do this anymore, no.
    And I’m not the one you’re looking for
    Got one hand on the door
    I can’t do this anymore
    I can’t, I can’t, no I can’t do this.
    I don’t even know what I’m fighting for..
    Healing for myself? or my childhood scars?
    Living for a dream’s how a nightmare starts.
    Cause this ain’t life, it’s just surviving.
    I don’t even know what I’m fighting for..
    Healing for myself? or my childhood scars?
    Living for a dream’s how a nightmare starts.
    I can’t do this anymore
    I can’t do this anymore
    I’m fucking sick, I’m fucking sore
    Don’t care if I’m adored
    I can’t do this anymore

КОМЕНТАРІ • 359

  • @notdefectiveschizoaffective
    @notdefectiveschizoaffective 11 місяців тому +264

    "it's embarrassing. Preaching how to save when I'm perishing." Those lyrics hit hard.

    • @2Problematic
      @2Problematic 2 місяці тому +2

      They really do! I always find myself preaching happiness when in reality my brain is suffering so much pain

    • @Jinx_Soulplexus
      @Jinx_Soulplexus 2 місяці тому

      Word

    • @Jeshurun13
      @Jeshurun13 2 місяці тому +1

      Yep. Felt em' like my own words . The crow

  • @JJIeustice-or5gl
    @JJIeustice-or5gl 8 місяців тому +57

    “This ain’t life it’s just surviving,” that hits hard too. Still learning to survive.

  • @kylenoll-qy3vq
    @kylenoll-qy3vq 11 місяців тому +228

    I really can't do this anymore.. wife of 12 yrs is dipping out and leaving me with our son, I work and pay all the bills and she gets knocked up, fired from job and leaves. We all can do math. Such a curve ball in my life but the signs were there. She has always wrecked everything and held me back. I'll rise from this with a healthier man and son. Just can't explain why Mom does what she does

    • @jenniferpope89
      @jenniferpope89 10 місяців тому +12

      I know it doesn't help, but try to trust all things happen for a reason, even if we don't know why or agree. Trust that you deserve happiness and good things in your life and put your energy and focus into that, bc that is what matters most!

    • @Hdhdjdudh-fv5jk
      @Hdhdjdudh-fv5jk 10 місяців тому +13

      Trust that there is a reason and Jesus Christ you

    • @AmbreDominick
      @AmbreDominick 10 місяців тому +5

      Ugh I’m so sorry bro but this music wouldn’t hit so hard if we didn’t go through shit and overcome. Which you will do fucking hard she will regret the pain she caused you the power you will gain from this!

    • @IdaF5
      @IdaF5 10 місяців тому +8

      5yrs with this guy... just to find out that over the past 5yrs there has been a whopping 55 women!! That he was talking to inappropriately (for censor purposes), he had sent and received countles pictures/videos. He was telling at least one of them how much he loved them, was calling her babe, saved her contact as "my sexy love". I found out on accident. Our daughter was watching Blippi on his phone, she handed me the phone and I went to lock the screen and right at that second, he gets a notification from that one.... I'm absolutely shattered.

    • @Gremlinsbeabout
      @Gremlinsbeabout 10 місяців тому +1

      Look at all you've achieved fella, you're a king and your kids see you as one. keep your head up

  • @oblivilion8342
    @oblivilion8342 10 місяців тому +71

    As someone who’s chronically ill I’d like to thank you for this. There aren’t enough songs out there that describe this struggle. ❤

    • @oblivilion8342
      @oblivilion8342 10 місяців тому +5

      Istg the line “oh how I dream of better days and nights when I’m not so sick” hits so hard

  • @kotajames6211
    @kotajames6211 11 місяців тому +19

    "healing for myself? Or childhood scars?" Damn 🥺

  • @cindygailmetz-dowey7997
    @cindygailmetz-dowey7997 Місяць тому

    Holyeeeeee sh$# intense song. I feel his pain 😢😢😢😢 I pray to God, he hangs on. Don't ever give up, no matter how hard it gets, there is always someone out there who does care, I care, sending much love to everyone. ❤🙏

  • @mykaylaschaefer6624
    @mykaylaschaefer6624 7 місяців тому +3

    the pain in your voice hurts more than the lyrics

  • @KadenCreates
    @KadenCreates 11 місяців тому +39

    1:52, the voice crack over "No I cant".. that.. that had to be the hardest part to hear.. knowing you keep fighting through it, even when the pain you're going through is so strong, so hard, that even your voice breaks when trying to be strong about it.. it's an entire new level of strength. I, am so proud of you, Lø... so incredibly proud of you..

  • @limo4630
    @limo4630 11 місяців тому +10

    "Sometimes I question if I got the guts to keep waking up, so I hide so noone sees me on the ledge when I'm 'bout to jump" this was my highschool experience, thankfully doing better now

  • @diegofox7290
    @diegofox7290 10 місяців тому +16

    I have been battling depression and suic1dal thoughts, every day is a pain, a war with myself, "I can't do this anymore" I have tried in the past but I don't know how much longer I can hold on, I am so tired of myself.
    my pain has overcome my empathy for others not so suffer for my loss, even my cat... I wish it could all end today

    • @jamesmathewcarillo7187
      @jamesmathewcarillo7187 5 місяців тому +2

      same but we all need to be strong because life is just like that with never ending challenges that we face. stay strong because we are the only one who can overcome the challenges ahead of us even though we are strangers remember that someone out there still Care about your existence like me as a fellow person who also suffered with depression and suicidal thoughts.

  • @Ari.Beanzz
    @Ari.Beanzz Місяць тому +2

    You are worthy, you are stronger than you think and you are so loved

  • @Urmomisametalhead
    @Urmomisametalhead 11 місяців тому +307

    "My life's like therapy I gotta pay someone to be there for me" hits like a ton of bricks. Such a beautiful song. Woke up at 5 for it and I am NOT DISAPPOINTED. Josh, Thanks for releasing this masterpiece. I hope you get better. Sending my wishes in your way.

  • @jager_miester_7312
    @jager_miester_7312 11 місяців тому +14

    I am part of the lot of people that refer to addiction as a disease. And I can tell you listening to this plays into that for me because I have an extremely addictive personality and when I quit one thing I take to another. Right now I’m 3 years and 6 months clean from cocaine pills and other destructive substances. I’m 4 months and 24 days without a drink. I only smoke weed now and I want to work my way off of that eventually. Addiction has taken so much from so many people especially people I know and hold close to my heart. This song gives me hope because with every” I can’t do this anymore” comes a “I gotta push through this”. Just remember you have survived 100% of your worst days. You got this. Im sorry you struggle with chronic illness and for what it’s worth you are in my prayers no matter who is reading this. You can make it through.

    • @Daniel-kz3df
      @Daniel-kz3df 11 місяців тому +1

      Get it! Progress! Keep the end goal in mind and push yourself when it gets hard, let the music you hear here ask the hard questions for you and be kind to yourself, but when things look bad, look at the aggregate and tell yourself you're making progress because you are. Signed, a fellow addict

  • @reacher8042
    @reacher8042 11 місяців тому +8

    Now this is real music

  • @Daniel-kz3df
    @Daniel-kz3df 11 місяців тому +17

    "It’s embarrassing, preaching how to save when I’m perishing" is something i do all the time. My struggle isn't the same as yours as no one's struggle is the same as anyone's struggle, but it's good to remind ourselves we're human and helping others is important but gotta remind yourself that you're important too. Thanks for the reminder

  • @rynl2076
    @rynl2076 5 місяців тому +4

    That's okay, rest. Let yourself find your joy, everyone has the right to that selfishness, everyone. 'Sharing is is caring' is a blatant piece of bullsh*t that we were told when we were kids. Unless you have more than enough, sharing is just self damaging. Do what you feel you need

  • @Springtrap9729
    @Springtrap9729 11 місяців тому +3

    Emotions all over the place. I can't do this anymore either. Just gotta take it day by day and hope we wake up the next.

  • @justinsmithmusic
    @justinsmithmusic 11 місяців тому +11

    This song cuts so deep. Absolute masterpiece. The whole team went off!

  • @TimmyMicBobbins
    @TimmyMicBobbins 11 місяців тому +6

    Lø Spirit your a hero just hope you know that.

  • @gerwalt2137
    @gerwalt2137 11 місяців тому +23

    I needed this song a year ago, but now when I listen to it, I remember the difficult times and think how much better it is now. Thank you for all your work.

  • @jeanlamarche8689
    @jeanlamarche8689 2 місяці тому

    Those lyric tell so much the truth about how i feel walking alone in those streets here . Here 23h56 pm .

  • @Chloe_L999
    @Chloe_L999 11 місяців тому +15

    When I first came across Lø Spirit I came here just because of citizen soldier in the song 'limit' I thought I'd take a chance and listen to a new artist, and that was the best decision I ever made. You has such a powerful, unique voice I honestly love it. I love all the songs you've done and I hope you keep growing your community and help others like you've helped me find myself and learn to be who I am. I still enjoy your music as it reminds me of the people who stayed with me through thick and thin. I love you bro ❤

  • @purplepriestess7648
    @purplepriestess7648 11 місяців тому +7

    I hope someone in your circle understands this for what it is and give you the help you are begging for......💔

  • @AnnCulver82
    @AnnCulver82 11 місяців тому +3

    I suffer from Multiple sclerosis, Rumatoid Arthitis, and Fibromyalgia...and colon cancer in now on the table...I am a single mom,and have to keep going everyday. I feel this do deeply.

  • @nat11han
    @nat11han 11 місяців тому +8

    I've seen this from the other side. This song hits because I've seen your lyrics in my girlfriend's eyes living with a few autoimmune conditions. We've seen her weight drop, hospital stays, the color leave her skin, hours getting infusions, and the laughter fade. To everyone going through this, i am so sorry. I can't imagine what it's like. But what I can say from my point of view is, that to the ones that love you, you are beautiful. You are loved. And you are not a burden. i hope you keep going. Your hope and story can help others. Stay strong 🖤

  • @human3504
    @human3504 Місяць тому

    This song is so relatable with my brain.

  • @7veilsb977
    @7veilsb977 2 місяці тому

    I hear u good bud i know what ur telling us. God bless u ill pray for u..

  • @AfolSam
    @AfolSam 11 місяців тому +14

    I really appreciate you being able to put into words how so many of us feel. Honestly I struggled with finding music in general that made me feel remotely better when I wasn't okay. Your music does it. Hands down I can have awful days and listening feel relatable. But we gotta get better, and we will. You inspire me.

  • @Leafstorm_
    @Leafstorm_ 11 місяців тому +3

    "My life's like therapy, I gotta pay for someone to be there for me..." Damn... that hurts because it's so true for me... I'm trying not to cry! Someone help me! I need to feel loved because everyone hates me! AHHHHH! I can't take it anymore! 💔💔💔

    • @Leafstorm_
      @Leafstorm_ 11 місяців тому

      Is it okay that I listened to this on repeat for 7 hours in a row? Just curious...

  • @khadijaaitahmed818
    @khadijaaitahmed818 11 місяців тому +3

    Gorgeous 💖 Song from you...
    Lø Spirit He started to understand us seriously about the type of songs we want 😅

    • @_.KLYDE._
      @_.KLYDE._ 11 місяців тому

      Uh no. He wrote a song about his disease MCAS.

  • @AshleyWright-h2m
    @AshleyWright-h2m 9 місяців тому +2

    I feel this sooo deep! Ive been living with chronic depression, severe anxiety and multiple physical problems including migraines, pcos and endometriosis and kidney failure for most of my life. Just found out about the kidney failure after going in and out of the hospital for over a year because i kept getting so sick i couldnt do anything for days at a time. I have nobody im close to and im a caregiver for my mother while all this is happening. I have no children and the dr said it will be extremely difficult for me to have any, which being a mother is the only thing ive ever wanted so it broke my heart completely. Im only 27 and sometimes i feel so alone in the world. I listen to your music because you seem to understand so much of what people are going through and your raw emotions show in your songs. I hope you know that you give hope to people! ❤

  • @mikemaniaciii8205
    @mikemaniaciii8205 8 місяців тому +1

    Im late to the lø spirit party, but to find someone who puts the things i feel and have felt since childhood into words, I've had your songs on repeat all night. You're an amazingly talented artist, and ill look forward to anything you put out from this day forward

  • @sanorous_6814
    @sanorous_6814 11 місяців тому +25

    beautifully written and spoken. being somebody who struggles with their mental health everyday (anxiety, depression, PTSD, etc) - there’s days where i’m just not sure i’ll be able to make it to the end. I’m also in college for Nursing, so that’s an uphill battle as well. The battle is a constant tug of war from within that will always change in dynamics.
    I love this song - and I hope you’re able to obtain better peace and happiness soon. 🖤

  • @metaljunkie-it9qd
    @metaljunkie-it9qd 11 місяців тому +7

    You are hands down the best vocalist I`ve heard. So much emotion in your music, please keep it coming

  • @Olibear727
    @Olibear727 9 місяців тому +1

    Your gonna save so many people with this song im living with what you got i puke all the time im loosing weight rapidly docs dont know why, 100 pounds in last year and a half weighing now 125 at 6 foot i need this song and more like it i ate a little today crying ti this song they say sad songs dint help but im eating today😕😭

  • @jamiesessions8811
    @jamiesessions8811 5 місяців тому +1

    This song is 🔥 there's so many different experiences and ways people can relate... The lyrics hit me hard!! Much respect 💯

  • @NeverlandSystemPixie
    @NeverlandSystemPixie 5 місяців тому +2

    WOW!!! What a song... that hits like a sledgehammer

  • @keylo5155
    @keylo5155 11 місяців тому +7

    Man... some of those lines just hit.. Hoping we all get the help we need. Never give in to the thoughts, brighter days are always ahead. Much respect man.

  • @LeZaleyTasLesBouwles
    @LeZaleyTasLesBouwles 8 місяців тому

    Thanks for kepping me alive

  • @dstorm7819
    @dstorm7819 9 місяців тому +3

    This is one of the best songs ive heard, feeling exactly like this, thank you for not feeling alone is this.

  • @ZERO_89Lives-UNDEAD
    @ZERO_89Lives-UNDEAD 5 місяців тому

    This song hits my core.

  • @jenlappage5715
    @jenlappage5715 11 місяців тому +7

    Your honesty and also your emotion in your voice are unique. Much love from Melbourne Australia ❤️🎤❤️🎼❤️🎶❤️🎵❤️🎧❤️🇺🇸❤️🇦🇺❤️

  • @spiritthingw
    @spiritthingw 8 місяців тому +1

    😢❤❤❤❤❤, ive been alone for 7 years, no friends, no family, no kind words,no hugs......can't live like this

    • @VioletEyesLuna
      @VioletEyesLuna 4 місяці тому

      i'm facing same things be strong i know it's easy to only say it but let's try a little bit longer.

  • @krazyyykate
    @krazyyykate 11 місяців тому +5

    Playing on repeat. POTs EDS and chronic migraines have me relating so much. Thank you for all you do. Hopefully we all survive long enough to be able to one day live again❤

  • @LeanneRosexxx
    @LeanneRosexxx 11 місяців тому +85

    Such a beautiful song. ❤ I’ve been struggling for 14 years, finally found out in January that it’s chronic late stage Lyme disease. “Can someone find a cure?” Ugh, that line hits hard. You can get through all this, wade through the water one day at a time and you’ll get stronger for your family day by day. I hope one day you find a clear answer as to what is making you so poorly, just knowing definitely it is Lyme disease felt validating to me. I no longer have that dance in my head of “am I really physically ill or is it all in my head?”. I love all your music.

    • @thegnib1914
      @thegnib1914 9 місяців тому +1

      I understand exactly how you feel. I'm a senior in high school and have struggled with chronic Lymes disease, as well as a plethora of others health issues, since elementary. I had absolutely no idea what was happening to me. For the longest time I thought this was how everyone else felt and it was a me issue that I couldn’t deal with it. It destroyed me, both physically and mentally. Thankfully, I've been lucky enough to have a family that's been constantly there for me, supporting and motivating me to keep going. We tried basically everything, but ozone treatments finally got it under control for me. I wish you the best in your search for a cure. You’ll get through this! :)

    • @danmaertens7872
      @danmaertens7872 7 місяців тому +1

      I had Lyme disease for 7yrs and it ruined me. But now I’m Lyme free. It took a lot of terrible roadblocks and experiments. Tons of antibiotics that just ruined me. I suggest finding a naturopath doctor who can use herbs and nutrition to heal you. Going the antibiotics route will fail, it always does and those things are dangerous. Some even can cause deleterious side effects and long lasting damage to the gut mircobiome, this is something you don’t want to ruin, since your overall health is rooted there.

  • @GANGHOONuWu
    @GANGHOONuWu 11 місяців тому

    This is so embarrassing how emotional this song makes me feel. . .

  • @joshuanmartell8227
    @joshuanmartell8227 5 місяців тому +1

    I needed this

  • @TrTriTrippin
    @TrTriTrippin 11 місяців тому

    Feeling every word.

  • @afirblameikon
    @afirblameikon 9 місяців тому +1

    keep going, DONT STOP .

  • @XzibitBarber
    @XzibitBarber 11 місяців тому +4

    Dude, I’m from another continent from another country, and I’ve been following you for the last year on Instagram. I didn’t even know what was going on with you, I was just listening to your music. The last track is the cry of the soul, even without knowing your language, I heard it through your song, you’re a magician. I translated the song to understand what it was about, and I was surprised. How did you manage to convey it with music and your voice. I wish you didn’t stop making music and be healthy.

  • @Nfinety8
    @Nfinety8 11 місяців тому

    Songs like this should have a disclaimer & a prevention hotline #

  • @JesseFloyd1991
    @JesseFloyd1991 11 місяців тому

    Children will save you, challenge you, push you to be more then you ever thought you were worth. Maybe even more than you ever thought you deserved. They desire love and they need guidance the way you wish you did. That’s how I look at it. Be better and love better through them. Namaste … and try to find balance and when you do find it let me know… I’m probably still searching. 🥲

  • @AnayaEchelon
    @AnayaEchelon 11 місяців тому +3

    Listening to this on repeat. Crying all along. It hits right in the feels, and I'm so proud of you. 🫶🏻🫂

  • @JohnSmith-bq8ej
    @JohnSmith-bq8ej 11 місяців тому +2

    Man… best vocals out there right now.

  • @debbieporter6581
    @debbieporter6581 11 місяців тому +4

    This song has so much meaning. Than you so much for it. I feel so very sad for you to have to struggle with mental and physical pain. Just know that so many love you and are wishing the best for you. You don't need to be strong for anyone but yourself. We will support you and love you through all your going tnrough. Please take care of yourself and know that so many care about you always.
    💙

  • @jedi4810
    @jedi4810 11 місяців тому +2

    Just when i needed you most this song drops thanks. Yall aren't alone.

  • @pete1517
    @pete1517 11 місяців тому +1

    Damn this is powerful.. Idk what else to say, but I'm living this every day.

  • @marlonese
    @marlonese 11 місяців тому +3

    Love this song to the moon and back. It captures the struggle of deciding wether to keep going or finally letting go so perfectly.

  • @samantharinker3144
    @samantharinker3144 11 місяців тому +1

    “Living for a dream’ show a nightmare starts” that’s gonna be on repeat in my brain for a while.
    The only thing keeping me going right now is the future I imagine myself having; but I didn’t stop to think how crushing it would be to never achieve that future

  • @CorieD19
    @CorieD19 11 місяців тому +2

    One breath at a time. ❤

  • @melindawatson2191
    @melindawatson2191 11 місяців тому +2

    This song hits hard. This is a masterpiece.

  • @MrFljrzgrl
    @MrFljrzgrl 11 місяців тому +2

    I've listened to this so many times and the ending is the most relatable for me. I have multiple autoimmune conditions and the doctors can't agree on what exactly my diagnosis is. I'm so scared I'm going to die before they figure it out. I'm also so miserable and wonder why I keep fighting most days. This illness has made me incapable of working, driving, walking, and even thinking and breathing. My husband and I are financially drowning and had to leave where I grew up and on the way to get to friends who want to help, we ended up homeless in the Midwest because the doctors say it's not safe to travel the extra 30 hours. It's so hard. I don't know anyone here and I can't meet anyone because I consistently feel worse and worse. Thank you for this song

  • @kyleemoriarty7297
    @kyleemoriarty7297 11 місяців тому +1

    Thank you. All I can say is thank you.

  • @kolbysample4387
    @kolbysample4387 11 місяців тому +2

    Anymore is an amazing song. Thank you

  • @mrpenumbra6180
    @mrpenumbra6180 Місяць тому

    This hits hard man.

  • @mosey4121
    @mosey4121 11 місяців тому +3

    Been listening on repeat for days, this song hits my soul like a mac truck.
    "No matter what I do, I lose regardless"

  • @dennywalker2156
    @dennywalker2156 11 місяців тому +2

    This hits home hard, chronic pain and sinus infections all the time, while raising a3 and 1 year old with my wife. We both deal with chronic pain/ auto immune. All while trying to give our kids a great life, it's tough man! Keep plugging away!!! Your music definitely helps, thank you!

  • @forever-lost420
    @forever-lost420 11 місяців тому +4

    Love u man keep up the good work

  • @kennyB0990
    @kennyB0990 10 місяців тому +1

    Yes you can!

  • @watermelon1221
    @watermelon1221 11 місяців тому +1

    ty

  • @hannahgibson1918
    @hannahgibson1918 11 місяців тому +4

    Another masterpiece. Your songs and voice gives me chills every time.
    I'm sorry you are suffering with chronic illness. I hope things get better for you

  • @Anny1981-o8t
    @Anny1981-o8t 11 місяців тому

    ❤❤❤ich bin so süchtig nach diesem Song❤❤❤diese Stimme❤❤❤

  • @jirhonarmstrong4107
    @jirhonarmstrong4107 11 місяців тому +1

    Hearing this speaks so loud on how I’m feeling, honestly I don’t think I can keep going on.

  • @UnbrokenKraft
    @UnbrokenKraft 11 місяців тому +2

    This song gives me hope that I can do better in life. 😞

  • @taniacristina9364
    @taniacristina9364 11 місяців тому +2

    Just saw on your TikTok was released and I’m crying with a scream stuck in my throat ready to come out and I can’t 😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @juanitanewton4377
    @juanitanewton4377 11 місяців тому +3

    This is my favorite song. You relate and touch my CORE!!!!! ❤

  • @Awesum_Annie
    @Awesum_Annie 11 місяців тому

    It's hard to talk about anything, constantly stuck thinking/always in your thoughts(head), everything literally hurts, always hiding because you can't stop crying, sick of everyone asking ,"why, what's wrong now? "
    Now??? Nothing, it's still all the same...

  • @timpgod
    @timpgod 8 місяців тому

    I love this song!
    I found you through a snippet of "Breathe" - can't wait for that to come out...had me in tears.

  • @ambercottrell4557
    @ambercottrell4557 5 місяців тому

    7 years of fighting for answers with my health. It keeps getting peogressively worse and still no cure. Got a pacemaker back in October because my heart said "Fuck this" and no understanding as to why.
    Now I find out it's a mixture of a brain malformation, Post-concussion syndrome, and some weird version of dysautonomia they still don't know how to treat. They haven't even addressed the Gastroparesis, back problems or unexplained swollen lymph nodes for years.
    ... but every day I have to act as fine as possible because if not, my kids worry and I won't allow this to hurt them too.
    Thank you for making this song. 💗

  • @franciscohope6035
    @franciscohope6035 11 місяців тому +2

    Wow, i empatize with you. I had depression and fought for an diagnosis becouse my depression does not explains everything that was wrong. I was diagnosed with aspergers at 22 years old and my life has being exactly like your lyrics. I felt like there nothing i can do to belong anywhere. Many years of masking teach me how to act so no one bully me but that made the personality that i showed so different from my real self. And now i am trying to be myself and its hard, I learn that its bad to be me.

  • @missk7922
    @missk7922 11 місяців тому +1

    "Oh, how I dream of better days and nights when I’m not so sick...But somehow, I guess I’m not meant to heal" I've never related to lyrics so much. Having a disease tears apart your soul and no one even sees it.

  • @RubbleTheKing
    @RubbleTheKing 11 місяців тому +3

    Ty for inspiring❤

  • @valkyries2077
    @valkyries2077 10 місяців тому +2

    " I fight these words like im at war " if the hat fit, well wear it. I luv this Song

  • @spencerbarbee5791
    @spencerbarbee5791 11 місяців тому +2

    This song hit me so hard I feel it literally summons up my whole life thx you Josh literally everything I've been wanting to say

  • @calebbrantley193
    @calebbrantley193 11 місяців тому +1

    This song is amazing.

  • @DuckJrTheFirst
    @DuckJrTheFirst Місяць тому +1

    Jesus truly loves all of you friends

  • @saraw1849
    @saraw1849 11 місяців тому +1

    I love this. You sum up how I feel every time so beautifully. You truly have a gift. I'm hoping that it will help you in finding that inner peace you deserve. Thanks to your messages, I've started talking to my immunologist about HIT or getting a formal diagnosis for MCAS after living in misery for years. Thanks to you, I know there is hope and treatment (doctors told me before there was none).

  • @bottomofastairwell
    @bottomofastairwell 11 місяців тому +4

    i swear everything you drop is just plain magic. it's all so deeply and profoundly relatable and hits so hard.
    thank you for sharing everything you do in your music. i know it probably doesn't seem like it sometimes, but you really do make a difference. and i dunno about other people, but i really feel like this is your purpose or your calling or whatever, to make music like this that is so incredibly helpful and brings so much solace to people like me. thank you.
    keep fighting.

  • @claudiaquintana324
    @claudiaquintana324 6 місяців тому

    So beautiful ❤💔❤🌹

  • @iamnotguilty
    @iamnotguilty 9 місяців тому +1

    Very powerful song, it hits home and I can relate so well.

  • @kuddlethegamer
    @kuddlethegamer 5 місяців тому

    I went through the worst emotional pain of my life late last year. I have never been closer to giving up completely, I have never cried so much. But every day I got up, got myself dressed and went to work. And nobody knew anything was wrong because the store needs me and I cant let my coworkers down. Despite not shedding a tear for probably 15 years before that, I havent been able to stop crying since last september. Still just being man, suffering alone, doing what I have to do.

  • @alexmorgan1845
    @alexmorgan1845 11 місяців тому

    This song is 🔥

  • @steve6888
    @steve6888 11 місяців тому +3

    always a pleasure to hear a new song from you!

  • @kimkolodziejewski4276
    @kimkolodziejewski4276 11 місяців тому +1

    This song is so sad, emotional and Deep 😢 amazing! I Love it! ❤

  • @mikeapgreen
    @mikeapgreen 11 місяців тому +1

    You are not only alone but you are amazing!!! Pure inspiration ❤

  • @ellejay1372
    @ellejay1372 11 місяців тому +1

    You finished another masterpiece...🤗
    I hope that knowing all of your fans appreciate and love your art, 💗
    will at least give you a little bit relief from your suffering❤

  • @lizr2666
    @lizr2666 11 місяців тому +1

    I couldn’t wait for this to drop!! I’ve been dealing with my medical conditions so bad lately I’ve been going nonstop caring for my mother with Alzheimer’s, then covering extra shifts at my job. Last night it poured rain and was cold, and my medical problems flared up on me. I work outside in parking! And I just cried all night long saying this over and over I can’t do this anymore!!!
    I’m sorry you are dealing with your own struggles in these Fields and I know how it is with the low histamine diet and the struggle if you eat you suffer! I have IBS and now fibromyalgia from a vaccine, and asthma and so so much more. I was born 4 months early and got lucky to survive, also I’m a recovering addict 11 years and now alcohol free 5 years.. I honestly just don’t know if I can keep going but I have my kids. So I wake up in pain crying screaming and I still get up and force myself to work cause I have to! I wish I could figure this medical stuff out but ya know 15 drs and years later I’m just on a bunch of meds and learned I can never be the same person I was before. I can’t do the things I enjoy without needing a medical bag and all that. I love your musics and please never stop. It was you who got me through this last month with my mom and work.. listening to you on repeat on high volume!! Screaming at me to keep going!!!!

  • @anthonydiaz2185
    @anthonydiaz2185 11 місяців тому +1

    Damn, this hit me hard. Spoke to the exact things I'm going through in my life. Thank you for always speaking to my heart Lo.

  • @foxu4047
    @foxu4047 11 місяців тому

    Oh yes! I love that!

  • @Nathanderks90
    @Nathanderks90 11 місяців тому +1

    I have no words this is so relatable and is a masterpiece 🙏 thank you