RECREATING + REACTING To My FIRST Video Ever!

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  • @sugarmagnolia1506
    @sugarmagnolia1506 8 років тому +438

    Gotta admire this woman...she's never lost herself, always maintained the same attitude/personality as she did when she was young. She has worked her ass off for what she has now, never gave up on her goal...I wish I would've had the same ambition as her at 14...fuck yes Nikki...fuck yes...

  • @opgelijst
    @opgelijst 5 років тому +997

    Nikkie talking about the bullying , the insecurity,... hits me even more now
    You are such a strong woman! You can be proud of yourself!!!

  • @lalazalomon03
    @lalazalomon03 5 років тому +2406

    This now hits different... We love you Nikkie!!!

    • @aanaperdigao
      @aanaperdigao 5 років тому +4

      Yes!

    • @MsMouthy
      @MsMouthy 5 років тому +4

      Karla Salomón for sure

    • @annlatham
      @annlatham 5 років тому +5

      Karla Salomón I wish people would do this same type of video and recreate her looks from 10 years ago! My channel isn’t big enough to spread the word!

  • @jemmaconnolly5791
    @jemmaconnolly5791 5 років тому +735

    0:30 “a lot of things have changed in 7-8 years”
    And now we know just how much!! Yaaas Queen!! 👑

    • @MsMouthy
      @MsMouthy 5 років тому +1

      Jemma Connolly YASSSS

  • @ramyamallina6416
    @ramyamallina6416 7 років тому +5431

    From a bullied teen to a UA-cam queen ❤️

    • @janawahba7350
      @janawahba7350 7 років тому +15

      Ramya Mallina True,Nikki you rock💕💕

    • @rileyfuckingnicolebitches7748
      @rileyfuckingnicolebitches7748 7 років тому +11

      Ramya Mallina goals

    • @oauxiliary8350
      @oauxiliary8350 7 років тому +26

      Ramya Mallina I get bullied a lot. I have a disorder that I don't grow fast... I will be very tall but I'm in 5th grade...and I'm 4.1 😢

    • @devoncrews4192
      @devoncrews4192 7 років тому +26

      Riley Dwyer hey just stick it out, girl. all those jerks are gonna be so jealous at your high school reunions haha. those people don't know anything, and meanwhile, you have a great advantage in hide and seek 😂😍❤️

    • @jayenidd
      @jayenidd 7 років тому +1

      Riley Dwyer I'm also in 5th and I'm 5.2

  • @evtheblooper2454
    @evtheblooper2454 7 років тому +2308

    WHEN YOU HEAR HER VOICE KINDA HITCH WHEN SHE TALKS ABOUT BEING BULLIED AND YOUR HEART JUST. BREAKS. EVERYWHERE.

    • @awhellyeah12
      @awhellyeah12 7 років тому +25

      Ev TheBlooper YES
      SHE DESERVES BETTER

    • @lisarodriguez8453
      @lisarodriguez8453 7 років тому +29

      Omg yes. I damn near cried myself

    • @vitoriaramos8088
      @vitoriaramos8088 7 років тому +11

      Jesus, that one I felt HARD

    • @osorioseagle6199
      @osorioseagle6199 7 років тому +16

      I also got bullied and hearing her say that was amazing to hear the my favorite youtuber being through the same thing

    • @Anna-bh4zs
      @Anna-bh4zs 7 років тому +7

      That make her strongest today!! She is who she is becouse of that 🤗

  • @CindyDGAFbruhh
    @CindyDGAFbruhh 5 років тому +813

    This whole video makes so much more sense now that she came out.

    • @Puvlee
      @Puvlee 5 років тому +3

      Totally! Love Nikkie

    • @dandhakljhdlsakfhd4972
      @dandhakljhdlsakfhd4972 4 роки тому +5

      @Chrysaura cis women dont experience dysphoria, so her experience is different unfortunately

    • @beckgwen
      @beckgwen 4 роки тому

      danao hisnsl wrong.

    • @dandhakljhdlsakfhd4972
      @dandhakljhdlsakfhd4972 4 роки тому +1

      @@beckgwen how am I wrong?

  • @gabrielaorona9430
    @gabrielaorona9430 5 років тому +1317

    Its so crazy to think that all the insecurities she talked about in her videos were mainly about her transition. :0
    "I could put all this makeup on and become his invincible, untouchable, fierce and strong woman that I never could be in real life. And when I look back at this very insecure little face right here, I wish I was there to tell her that everything was going to be alright." -Nikkie Tutorials
    Nikkie..... you were and are that Strong Woman you talked about!!!!

  • @clau
    @clau 8 років тому +1587

    Damn, I watched that video back in 2010. Congrats, Nikkie.

    • @maytegonzalez3254
      @maytegonzalez3254 8 років тому +4

      Claudia Ayuso OMG Clau! Jamás pensé que estarías aqui. Love you.

    • @signestsure3702
      @signestsure3702 8 років тому +2

      Claudia Ayuso i hit the thumbs down button on accident oops but thumbs up good for you!!

    • @brookeprince319
      @brookeprince319 6 років тому +1

      Claudia Ayuso nhhjfghjjjuyyuuutyyyyyuy

    • @BeverlySkits
      @BeverlySkits 6 років тому

      Claudia Ayuso I am the 1,000th like.

  • @ChloeMorello
    @ChloeMorello 8 років тому +1994

    LOVE YOU NIKKIE

    • @kaylasmith793
      @kaylasmith793 8 років тому +4

      Chloe Morello ❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @sunnydaydlite
      @sunnydaydlite 8 років тому +6

      Chloe Morello I love you and Nikkie!!

    • @Zahra-qi7jw
      @Zahra-qi7jw 8 років тому +8

      There she is the Aussie who likes too fight people's battles. Even though the truth was said.

    • @HK-mr1cu
      @HK-mr1cu 7 років тому

      Chloe Morello I did *1000th*Like

    • @karissacloonan2606
      @karissacloonan2606 6 років тому

      Me too😘❤

  • @karinamaldonado6483
    @karinamaldonado6483 8 років тому +157

    If only the haters can see you now. You are on top of the world! You are truly an inspiration to now 6million people. You show how makeup comes in all shapes and sizes. Girl you have gone such a long way especially this year! You created a palette with too faced, you went to Paris with Jouer, you created an inspiring tag #ThePowerOfMakeup, and you are the highlight queen! You show how you can be comfortable in your own skin with or without makeup and how you can't take things for granted. We love you Nikkie! 💕

  • @kimramirez3469
    @kimramirez3469 5 років тому +277

    Who is here in 2020 after she came out realizing this meant SOO much more than we knew. We support you Nikkie!

  • @ioanacernusca4250
    @ioanacernusca4250 8 років тому +3432

    It's my birthday . Thanks for the new inspiring video . ❤❤❤❤❤

    • @demi8122
      @demi8122 8 років тому +5

      ioana cernusca happy birthday 🎉🔝

    • @nikkietutorials
      @nikkietutorials  8 років тому +123

      HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

    • @sierahibarra3597
      @sierahibarra3597 8 років тому +4

      +NikkieTutorials mY QUEEN

    • @ioanacernusca4250
      @ioanacernusca4250 8 років тому +6

      Omg I love you soooo much . You made my day. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤thanks!

    • @emilysuckling745
      @emilysuckling745 8 років тому +1

      happy birthday xx

  • @kt-uy3ph
    @kt-uy3ph 8 років тому +2459

    Only Nikki could make green eyeshadow look bomb

  • @marvyn
    @marvyn 8 років тому +1401

    Dat Glow up is reeeeeal 💥👏🏻😂💗

    • @piayna
      @piayna 8 років тому +4

      marvyyyn!

    • @all_about_elly
      @all_about_elly 8 років тому +9

      Marvyn Macnificent heeey :) cool dich hier zu sehen ☺️

    • @LinnSocke
      @LinnSocke 8 років тому +2

      Marvyn Macnificent marvynnnnn❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @vivi-mj7yu
      @vivi-mj7yu 8 років тому +3

      MARVYYYYYYYN heyy

    • @malin484
      @malin484 8 років тому +3

      Marvyyyn my unicorn friend WELCOME to her channel😏❤💫

  • @Moxipoxie
    @Moxipoxie 5 років тому +90

    Seeing comments now about how people thought you were bullied for just being tall and knowing the full story now my heart is breaking for all that you’ve gone through and I’m so proud of what you’ve created ❤️❤️❤️

  • @laura88lee
    @laura88lee 8 років тому +2149

    this is precious!

  • @avelinacardenas2279
    @avelinacardenas2279 7 років тому +435

    you know what..Nikki is not normal SHE IS UNIQUE!!!!
    man even if I tried to look like her when she was young or older I can't even get close!!!! SHE'S BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!

  • @sophiedavidson3976
    @sophiedavidson3976 8 років тому +2522

    Girl , it's good to be tall, it means your highlight can reach the gods even easier 😂 X

  • @cathypeck
    @cathypeck 5 років тому +1347

    Nikkies accent now:
    99% American accent
    1% Dutch
    Nikkies accent before:
    98% Dutch
    2% something else
    😂😂😂

    • @edenvanderkamp5404
      @edenvanderkamp5404 5 років тому +8

      4njali B33 it was like 25% dutch and 75% what the heck was that 😂😂

    • @conquistandoosucesso2927
      @conquistandoosucesso2927 5 років тому +1

      Isn't she native American??

    • @Emidoki
      @Emidoki 5 років тому +8

      @@conquistandoosucesso2927 lolwut...?

    • @jmdelaquesta28
      @jmdelaquesta28 5 років тому +2

      Wat do you mean Native American like Indian or native like she’s born and raised in USA

    • @Lynn_l
      @Lynn_l 4 роки тому +6

      @@conquistandoosucesso2927 She's Dutch & from The Netherlandse

  • @korymann6723
    @korymann6723 7 років тому +3318

    *YOU’RE 6’2!! You should model!!!!* 😱

    • @Disxquiet
      @Disxquiet 7 років тому +13

      Kory Mann Ikr?!

    • @vico-boiii1812
      @vico-boiii1812 7 років тому +9

      OMG YEEES !

    • @baroza2066
      @baroza2066 7 років тому +113

      yeah , also 6'2 wide

    • @polymerclayfigure
      @polymerclayfigure 7 років тому +205

      NEWS IN TECHNOLOGY what the fuck is wrong with you

    • @livingdead386
      @livingdead386 7 років тому +75

      If you’re talking about runaway fashion that stuff is kinda damaging, she’s beautiful and all but she’d have to starve herself just to make it.
      Catalog modeling maybe! 🤠

  • @scarredxangel
    @scarredxangel 8 років тому +159

    Girl the bullying thing actually broke my heart. I was bullied because my Dad died. It seems really cruel, but kids are some of the cruellest people because they don't understand what they're doing. You slay girl. We love you and you're gorgeous.

    • @lucasballas
      @lucasballas 8 років тому +2

      Kids are the most heartless creatures on earth, don't underestimate them

    • @felixn.burgos2340
      @felixn.burgos2340 8 років тому +2

      i was bullied because my dad was in the army and wasn't in my childhood most of the time

    • @BeeRitt
      @BeeRitt 8 років тому +6

      I was bullied for attempting to commit suicide. I went to school the next year and people called me "attention-seeking" and "retarded", etc. I will never understand children, but it changes once you get to college😇

    • @jacksepticeye2074
      @jacksepticeye2074 8 років тому +2

      Cece Cheung So sorry to here about that omg ; _ ;

    • @jacksepticeye2074
      @jacksepticeye2074 8 років тому +2

      Brittany G. Glad you have turned your life around ^ w ^

  • @meowmeowlivmeow1048
    @meowmeowlivmeow1048 7 років тому +456

    From being a bullied teen to being an inspiring queen.♡

    • @retrogamerbeast1004
      @retrogamerbeast1004 7 років тому +3

      Olivia can't UA-cam You copied that comment from Noah Pvp but mk. (he posted it a month before you this thing)

    • @3rdeyemia
      @3rdeyemia 7 років тому +4

      RetroGamerBeast100 omg no one cares

    • @vickyduff9690
      @vickyduff9690 7 років тому

      AYEEE ETHAN AND GRAYYYY

    • @franniedougherty5965
      @franniedougherty5965 7 років тому

      I love her nails♥️♥️♥️

  • @blakecollins549
    @blakecollins549 5 років тому +50

    When she says that a lot has changed in 8 years. It’s just hit different. Love Nikki.

  • @bandtrashh572
    @bandtrashh572 8 років тому +497

    6'2"?? Damn..you're basically a goddess and you can destroy anyone with your beauty and power

  • @funda1250
    @funda1250 8 років тому +474

    I nearly cried... Its also an inspirational speech❤️

  • @poppysdaddi
    @poppysdaddi 8 років тому +606

    Those eyes are fucking amazing

    • @joumanahassan911
      @joumanahassan911 8 років тому

      heeey d.o biased is here too ❤❤ hello sister 💖😻

    • @shogunmyangel
      @shogunmyangel 8 років тому +2

      I see my babe here

  • @trekronor1811
    @trekronor1811 5 років тому +4912

    Who's here after "Coming out"-video? 😭

  • @stephaniesantos78
    @stephaniesantos78 8 років тому +1341

    oh my god i thought you were like 5'2" damn! i hope you still rock heels like a true amazonian glam warrior

  • @aliyahcunningham4958
    @aliyahcunningham4958 8 років тому +1362

    Omg.... you're 6'2. You honestly made me so happy bc I'm tall af and I can't relate to most of these youtubers 💞💜💞

    • @penny1210
      @penny1210 8 років тому

      Leelee Sameee

    • @cdzg21
      @cdzg21 8 років тому +12

      Leelee she's taller than Jeffree Star, If you wanna get a good idea of how tall she is just watch the rolls Royce GRWM Jeffree did with her

    • @penny1210
      @penny1210 8 років тому +2

      im 6ft1

    • @enoumoren3061
      @enoumoren3061 8 років тому +3

      Yesss... Everyone is great no matter their height.

    • @dheine1435
      @dheine1435 8 років тому +7

      I relate too! IM 5-10!

  • @l-9396
    @l-9396 7 років тому +1867

    "I could become this invincible, untouchable, strong woman" GIRL U R EVEN MORE THAN THAT. YOURE THE UA-cam GODDESS

    • @erinhowell655
      @erinhowell655 7 років тому +7

      CottonCandyColors YASSS

    • @alyssa-xp3ve
      @alyssa-xp3ve 7 років тому +3

      CottonCandyColors omg yass!!!!!

    • @hadilqoran7943
      @hadilqoran7943 7 років тому +4

      CottonCandyColors IKKRR!!

    • @haylee9044
      @haylee9044 7 років тому +2

      CottonCandyColors she said that right as i read your comment!!

    • @ambeemariee
      @ambeemariee 7 років тому +5

      CottonCandyColors is tHAT TYLER JOSEPH???? ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) |-/

  • @mischievousamoeba
    @mischievousamoeba 5 років тому +82

    Going back and watching how she speaks about makeup is so much more powerful now, because we know why it meant so much to her!

  • @leahox6269
    @leahox6269 8 років тому +76

    So proud of how far you've come and how much you've improved ❤️❤️

    • @leahox6269
      @leahox6269 8 років тому +17

      Ps. The Dora part killed me 😂😂😂 SOFT OCRE PAINTPOT BY MAC *wiggle wiggle*

  • @knockknockpenny347
    @knockknockpenny347 8 років тому +1266

    Woah. I always thought Nikkie was short but she 6'2 😱😱

    • @dreamerisland5100
      @dreamerisland5100 8 років тому +13

      Ayanna De la Rosa saaaame when she said that i was like WTF?😱😱😱 woow😂😂😂

    • @tastemyskittlesbro8136
      @tastemyskittlesbro8136 8 років тому +31

      I'm saying😮 i thought she'd be like 5'5 or something around there

    • @Legendarymortal
      @Legendarymortal 8 років тому +3

      Ayanna De la Rosa I came to the comments just to check if heard it right 😂😂😂

    • @ivorylockhart2124
      @ivorylockhart2124 8 років тому +4

      I know I thought she was short. omg she is so tall

    • @youreacunt8953
      @youreacunt8953 8 років тому

      Dutch people be like😂 I'm Dutch but not fully so i was always scared I would be the shortest😂😂

  • @Samanthamj2000
    @Samanthamj2000 6 років тому +127

    I’m 17, and 6’. Hearing about other women who are tall and not stick thin is inspiring and reminds me that it’s okay to have my body type. Thank you for spreading the love.❤️

  • @flyzonete9074
    @flyzonete9074 5 років тому +455

    you literally gave hints we never knew

  • @2012iwanttogohome
    @2012iwanttogohome 7 років тому +1457

    OMG, 6'2 with that sweet face? You should have tried out for modeling! 😍

  • @Sandra-ms7sl
    @Sandra-ms7sl 8 років тому +104

    People that bullied Nikki will see her fame on UA-cam and regret everything... Love you Nikki 😘💕

  • @felicitasconde7295
    @felicitasconde7295 7 років тому +55

    I love how you manage to stand up and got throughout that stage.And how you think about your past as an insecure girl and now know you are a confident person

  • @jijivisha2807
    @jijivisha2807 5 років тому +317

    It's like soo much more emotional watching this, after watching your coming out video 😭😍❣️

  • @PickledMags
    @PickledMags 8 років тому +12

    You are a beauty icon to me. To hear that you are 6'2 actually changed so much for me. I too have been bullied for my height and weight all my life (currently 6') and no matter how good my makeup looks I never feel confident because of my height. To know that someone I find so stunning is taller than me, and is super confident, it just rocked my world.

  • @Divaliciousbeauty123
    @Divaliciousbeauty123 8 років тому +146

    Can I just say how proud I am of you! I've been following you since the beginning! I remember when I first started watching UA-cam videos I was 9. The first person I subscribed to was Michelle Phan and then you. I also subscribed to Kandee Johnson and Jaclyn hill after that. But I'm especially proud of how successful you've become after all your hard work! Much love💗💗💗

    • @Divaliciousbeauty123
      @Divaliciousbeauty123 8 років тому

      That was in like 2009. Or 2010- cause I'm 16 now. But everything I know about makeup is thanks to you. 💗💗💗

    • @maycee3069
      @maycee3069 8 років тому +2

      Divaliciousbeauty123 wow I know!!!! she's so inspiring and has taught me 99% of everything I know about make up!!!

    • @miaaguirre2348
      @miaaguirre2348 8 років тому

      +Cloud The Savage Cat same!

    • @perlagomez8438
      @perlagomez8438 8 років тому

      Cloud The Savage Cat I subbed because of your name and your profile pic

  • @jaznyca653
    @jaznyca653 8 років тому +1241

    6'2?!?! nikki why arent you in runways wth that hight is perfect 😍

    • @lucyb4579
      @lucyb4579 8 років тому +93

      It's not just about height lol, hate when people say that, you gotta have the face and body too loll

    • @jaznyca653
      @jaznyca653 8 років тому +129

      Lucy B Idk if you've been living under a rock but there's such things as plus size models..... she's beautiful and thick so she does have the body and face.

    • @lauramolteni3840
      @lauramolteni3840 8 років тому +30

      Actually she will be considered to tall for runways! Generally models are 1,75/1,80 cm (with exemptions of course!)

    • @suzymanville232
      @suzymanville232 8 років тому +99

      No hate, just a bit of reality: She is too tall, too heavy even for plus-size modeling (those girls are not all that big, they are more like average), and does NOT have "the" face no matter how beautiful YOU think she is.
      She IS good at putting makeup on.
      And she has built an empire 6 million deep doing just that.
      At least you didn't suggest she play basketball.

    • @piaatkinson9691
      @piaatkinson9691 8 років тому +19

      Suzy Manville okay,you've never seen Tess holiday or Amazon Eve.

  • @caramelhuney
    @caramelhuney 5 років тому +88

    This video 😩😩 this shows her before and after “transition”
    Every single thing she says in this video has a whole new meaning!!
    She is AMAZINGGGGG!!!

  • @itsmarcia7519
    @itsmarcia7519 8 років тому +2507

    Am I the only one that is watching her tutorials and actually never trying them?

    • @valentinagrillini7608
      @valentinagrillini7608 8 років тому +1

      vicky billi sameee

    • @kelso14
      @kelso14 8 років тому +9

      YES! to me, it's the same as watching a watercolor, digital painting, or drawing video... i could never recreate it, but it's still interesting!!

    • @michelle-py2yk
      @michelle-py2yk 8 років тому +5

      basically every viewer

    • @andreiaback1949
      @andreiaback1949 8 років тому +10

      vicky billi I tried to do some of her looks, but without the products it didn't work so well (i'm from Brasil and the products are expensive here)

    • @idksreeja
      @idksreeja 8 років тому +8

      vicky billi I don't even put makeup lol

  • @kteechickadee8922
    @kteechickadee8922 8 років тому +46

    I didn't think it was possible for me to love you even more but this video has swung it for me... I am 6 foot 1 and a curvy girl too so I had so many issues with bullies and for a long time I had zero self confidence. Even now sometimes I get comments that knock me back, but since watching your tutorials I've got so much better at putting on my "war paint" and feeling more confident and beautiful. I adore your palette collab with too faced so much, the Ivy shade is gorgeous and I just want to sit in a room full of chocolate soleil it's heavenly. Congratulations on hitting 6 Mil and keep doing what you're doing, you are amazing 👌❤ x

  • @theperoxyde
    @theperoxyde 8 років тому +12

    I actually got quite upset when you started talking about being bullied because you are such a beautiful person. You are so kind and thoughtful. You have a beautiful core and a beautiful shell. We all love you, Nikkie! 💜💜❄❄

  • @alex16xox93
    @alex16xox93 5 років тому +1720

    Who’s here after her coming out video

  • @andielyon2775
    @andielyon2775 7 років тому +619

    When she was talking about how she got bullied... Those people probably don't have almost 9 million people subscribed to them, and they probably aren't amazingly talented like Nikkie. And they probably didn't do Kim Kardashian or Jessie J's makeup. All they have to offer is 108 layers of mascara that they remove once or twice a week. Just saying.

    • @tunefulpoem4454
      @tunefulpoem4454 6 років тому +2

      Hi I totally agree with your comment but....she didn't do Jessie j makeup they did their own 🌹❤🌹

    • @em-br5ho
      @em-br5ho 6 років тому +4

      Almost 12 million now x

    • @vminkook4273
      @vminkook4273 5 років тому

      She have 11 milion subscribers right now

    • @silkehus7874
      @silkehus7874 5 років тому

      Yeah she was bullied and reached so much and they didn't

    • @purplepeggy9027
      @purplepeggy9027 5 років тому

      be nice ppl. it's part of growing up.

  • @lianzad.6788
    @lianzad.6788 8 років тому +1485

    My fellow 5'4 and below people. Let us unite and hug each other, let our height be our asset not flaw. ❤️

  • @chwjmu114
    @chwjmu114 7 років тому +142

    Only you could kill that green eye look and the Dutch accent is adorable

  • @jdbylkdn3923
    @jdbylkdn3923 6 років тому +573

    10M after 2 years😭❤️

  • @myamiller9746
    @myamiller9746 8 років тому +445

    I know 99% of you won't see this but I hope you have a awesome day 😊

  • @lillyclouse744
    @lillyclouse744 8 років тому +2179

    WHO ELSE WAS SHOOK WHEN SHE SAID SHE WAS 6'2??? I THOUGHT SHE WAS AT LEAST 5'6 TOPS LMAO

    • @sweetpea8315
      @sweetpea8315 8 років тому +28

      Duhitzlillyy that doesn't even make sense

    • @3StarLogo
      @3StarLogo 8 років тому +1

      Duhitzlillyy lol i knew but then again ive been following her for years.

    • @Thishouse5000
      @Thishouse5000 8 років тому +5

      Duhitzlillyy S H O O K

    • @valeriyquick3871
      @valeriyquick3871 8 років тому

      Duhitzlillyy same

    • @lillooly
      @lillooly 8 років тому +7

      SH00K

  • @SantanaFekete
    @SantanaFekete 8 років тому +440

    who else about cried when nikkie talked about her bullying

    • @somnia268
      @somnia268 8 років тому +1

      mE

    • @BlahBlah-nz4rf
      @BlahBlah-nz4rf 8 років тому +10

      Santana Fekete I wanted to hug her

    • @ellinorefrisk9496
      @ellinorefrisk9496 8 років тому +5

      Santana Fekete Me❤

    • @butfirstbeauty7294
      @butfirstbeauty7294 8 років тому +13

      Same over here! So sad that people are like that. Everyone is beautifull in there own unique way!

    • @kittyclavs
      @kittyclavs 6 років тому +1

      Santana Fekete me. Luckily she got supporters now. It made her feel good about herself

  • @missyt2027
    @missyt2027 5 років тому +39

    Now we can watch this and know what you're truly saying and feeling. Everything's going to be alright.

  • @ELSITAFERNANDEZ
    @ELSITAFERNANDEZ 8 років тому +1956

    Shes 22!?!?!?!

    • @jenniramos3412
      @jenniramos3412 8 років тому +173

      righttttt i thought she was at least 26!!?

    • @iodinekaida2
      @iodinekaida2 8 років тому +145

      Alice Alice right I'm not the only one, I thought she was like late twenties or early thirties. I couldn't believe it. lol.

    • @bustersgirl23200
      @bustersgirl23200 8 років тому +61

      I can't believe it! I'm 22 and I def thought she was in her later 20s. Love her though!

    • @RivasLaforet
      @RivasLaforet 8 років тому +37

      WHAT?!?!?!? When did she say that?! I completely missed that part out! I am 22 and I felt she was way older than me!

    • @RivasLaforet
      @RivasLaforet 8 років тому +1

      Nevermind, saw it again and found that part. Woah. I am very surprised.

  • @thethings
    @thethings 8 років тому +432

    This is amazing! :))

  • @aditisarawagi1529
    @aditisarawagi1529 8 років тому +13

    I love that contouring technique, that green on your eyes, that jouer highlighter, your glittery nails and overall you Nikkie!!!❤

  • @cynthias.1871
    @cynthias.1871 5 років тому +117

    Anyone from the "I'm Coming Out" video here watching this video, I had no clue but I think I love her more than ever 😭💗 She has always been a beautiful girl ❣

  • @elliemay6390
    @elliemay6390 7 років тому +35

    I thought she was older she is so mature, I know 22 is a grown woman and adult,
    But she is quite ahead of her time in my
    Eyes she's so inspirational and level headed

  • @dieohnenamen2675
    @dieohnenamen2675 8 років тому +223

    There is nothing better than be sick 3 days before christmas and to get a new video by nikkie ♡
    Thank you to make my day start a lot better

    • @EvilDevill1
      @EvilDevill1 8 років тому +3

      I feel you.. Sick since Sunday and I hate it, but seeing video from Nikkie makes me laugh so much. :D

    • @dieohnenamen2675
      @dieohnenamen2675 8 років тому +2

      Deimante Jociute im sick since sunday , too 😥

    • @eleanortheakston9289
      @eleanortheakston9289 8 років тому

      Get well soon, all of you

    • @dieohnenamen2675
      @dieohnenamen2675 8 років тому

      Cecily Herondale thanks ♡

    • @miablacowx2975
      @miablacowx2975 8 років тому

      DieohneNamen I have the flu so.. 😭

  • @laciena
    @laciena 8 років тому +310

    I remember this video. Been subscribed since 2009. Before the new teeth lol ☺️

    • @RosslyMiranda
      @RosslyMiranda 8 років тому +1

      laciena wow, that's awsome

    • @lrod8395
      @lrod8395 8 років тому +3

      laciena new teeth? Sorry I'm fairly new

    • @allisonstevens3882
      @allisonstevens3882 8 років тому

      hannah emilyy she has a whole video talking about them from a while back

    • @lucia2454
      @lucia2454 8 років тому

      laciena same ❤️

    • @thealeschnik1120
      @thealeschnik1120 8 років тому +1

      laciena omg same I subscribed at like 90k

  • @trishaj8555
    @trishaj8555 5 років тому +16

    NIKKIEEEEE when i re-watch ur videos after speaking your truth, i just wanna hug youuu! You are strong and invincible and i love you so so so much....

  • @ariangelic
    @ariangelic 7 років тому +667

    So...basically she was always a queen.

  • @zoecharlotte1430
    @zoecharlotte1430 8 років тому +91

    ❤️❤️❤️❤️ I love this Nikki ! You sound like your gunna cry. And to you reading the comments there! YES YOU... she's 100% correct eventually those bullies won't mean anything to you , you are strong and you are brave !! You are a beautiful person ❤️❤️❤️

  • @katieford1327
    @katieford1327 8 років тому +498

    NIKKI IM 6'2 TOO OH MY GOD I NEEDED THIS IN MY LIFE SO BADLY

    • @axbrey8144
      @axbrey8144 8 років тому +21

      Kat Ford i'm 5'10" nikkie makes me feel like i belong

    • @KakoOvoSmaraJoj
      @KakoOvoSmaraJoj 8 років тому +9

      I am also 186cm tall :D

    • @evarobinson1
      @evarobinson1 8 років тому +3

      Kat Ford I'm 6'6 and only 11...

    • @katieford1327
      @katieford1327 8 років тому +1

      My older brother is 6'10, trust me - your growth spurt will slow down and even out

    • @crystalfrost6216
      @crystalfrost6216 8 років тому +1

      Eva Robinson I'm 15 and 5'6

  • @Farolito809
    @Farolito809 5 років тому +27

    I had to come watch this first vídeo reaction, because now when I watch it, I will try to understand what you felt watching yourself back then and realizing how far you’ve come. So happy for you Nikkei! 👏👏👏🎉🥂

  • @osubuksfn7
    @osubuksfn7 7 років тому +1038

    I'm 6ft, girl. Own that height! I wear heels cause this is the amount of cares I give: 0.

    • @ciawaii
      @ciawaii 7 років тому +11

      Ash K I love you.

    • @Linda-vq8oq
      @Linda-vq8oq 7 років тому +2

      Ciawaii. same

    • @rachelhartjes313
      @rachelhartjes313 7 років тому +16

      Ash K. Yes girl! 6ft and a size 16 here. Hated my height growing up. But at 26, I love it and embrace it. Isn't aging magical ♡.

    • @emmarobertson2157
      @emmarobertson2157 7 років тому +11

      14 and almost 6'.. own that height, girl!

    • @alexahlm5599
      @alexahlm5599 7 років тому +11

      I'm 13 and 6ft

  • @diane8412
    @diane8412 8 років тому +124

    I was taking my makeup off and then this video came out... I am basically sitting down with half makeup on getting some serious the power of makeup vibes

    • @rileyhughes7899
      @rileyhughes7899 8 років тому +6

      Ema BLD i'm literally doing the same thing makeup wipe is in my hand 😂

    • @emmely5902
      @emmely5902 8 років тому +2

      Ema BLD saaame😂😂 nikkie is EVERYTHING

    • @donnarosu1685
      @donnarosu1685 8 років тому

      Ema BLD literally

  • @littlemiss131
    @littlemiss131 8 років тому +31

    Thank you again so much for the brush numbers!!! LOOK AT YOU NOW!!! MAKEUP GODDESS!!! Wonderful work! Inspiration to us all!

  • @ajluvbug
    @ajluvbug 5 років тому +10

    This video makes much more sense! Nikkie you are beautiful and wonderful and I am so grateful for learning makeup along side you. Congrats on coming out! I hope you’re feeling ALL the love today!

  • @Tewsa
    @Tewsa 8 років тому +366

    nikki: i am not the biggest fan of green.
    also nikki: **green background** **green eyeshadow**

    • @ashleyp.holden6086
      @ashleyp.holden6086 8 років тому

      Tessa tess 😂😂

    • @ellahernandez5776
      @ellahernandez5776 8 років тому

      Tessa tess lol 😂

    • @VirgoLunaKnight
      @VirgoLunaKnight 8 років тому

      😂😂😂😂

    • @baby1ov3s
      @baby1ov3s 8 років тому +7

      Tessa tess the green background is there to match with the eyeshadow ya big dummy

    • @baby1ov3s
      @baby1ov3s 8 років тому +2

      Cuz Nikkie always likes to match things and be organized with her channel

  • @charlotte3115
    @charlotte3115 8 років тому +492

    6'2? Girl, people would kill to be tall. I'm 5'4 and would love to be taller. Don't let anyone get you down you're gorgeous.

    • @Uhohzwugfszju
      @Uhohzwugfszju 8 років тому +22

      As a female that's 6'1", let me just say, it's not fun or glamourous. It's paying an extra $50 for each pair of extra tall jeans. It's never being able to find shirts that are long enough or shorts that don't look skanky. It blows.

    • @cassiem7212
      @cassiem7212 8 років тому

      Lindsey haha same...

    • @mmmmbraaains
      @mmmmbraaains 8 років тому +3

      alloy clothing. also 6'2" and their 36" inseam kicks ass. pants are actually pants

    • @liv_pickles4032
      @liv_pickles4032 8 років тому +1

      Charlotte C. I'm 4' 9"

    • @victoriakononova2149
      @victoriakononova2149 8 років тому +1

      There's ups and downs to everything, being tall isn't always great

  • @FrankIerosHair-Ihavenolife
    @FrankIerosHair-Ihavenolife 8 років тому +672

    she used to get made fun of cuz shes tall, i still get made fun of because in 5 foot 1

  • @candykizz3z68
    @candykizz3z68 5 років тому +64

    It all makes sense as to why she wanted to be “this strong woman” back in the days 😭😭😭💕💕💕she really wanted to tell us, but didn’t know how.

  • @sierrahsoto6486
    @sierrahsoto6486 8 років тому +116

    Ur eyebrows are everything !!! ❤️❤️ love u n happy holidays everyone🎄🎄🎄

  • @carysallen6426
    @carysallen6426 7 років тому +90

    Omg she nearly cried when going back through memories 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I nearly cried too

  • @ShesAaRebel
    @ShesAaRebel 8 років тому +11

    I firmly believe in the phrase, "Makeup is not a mask, it's war paint". I feel like that is what was coming through when you were talking about how putting makeup on can change a person.

  • @melissaperry-soprano
    @melissaperry-soprano 5 років тому +68

    You can see how much she wanted to tell us!

  • @2ne1queens89
    @2ne1queens89 7 років тому +29

    Nikkie has come so far! So proud of her!! 💕

  • @jessicahung6162
    @jessicahung6162 8 років тому +233

    Girl you're 6'2"?! Your height just adds to your magicalness ❤

    • @julianorden8108
      @julianorden8108 8 років тому +1

      Wow she's tall

    • @madisonmesser4662
      @madisonmesser4662 8 років тому +3

      Jessica Hung amazed me! but she's beautiful!

    • @jadejones2231
      @jadejones2231 8 років тому +1

      Yeah you're right it's definitely not a bad thing! Karlie Kloss who is a huge international, stunning supermodel is also 6'2"

    • @oliviaalves3559
      @oliviaalves3559 8 років тому +2

      the Dutch are amongst the tallest people in the world on average 😄

    • @MyaElizaa
      @MyaElizaa 8 років тому

      thats so true. I'm dutch and I'm 5'10, my mom is almost 6 feet and my dad is 6'8

  • @Youdontknowme-398
    @Youdontknowme-398 5 років тому +453

    I'm in 2019 and she has 11.6M now ❤

  • @d1did1dim
    @d1did1dim 6 років тому +1

    This video will always be so wholesome to me. Seeing where you came from, how far you’ve come, it makes me so proud of you.. This video will hold a place in my heart. Everything happens for a reason, and I believe we are all glad you continued this UA-cam career.

  • @kira-cw7vf
    @kira-cw7vf 7 років тому +137

    nikkie: **was afraid to do anything other than a nude lip**
    also nikkie: **did a bright green eye look**

  • @abhistalya
    @abhistalya 8 років тому +456

    Is it me? Or has Nikkie been doing her eyebrows differently?

    • @3c11p531un4r
      @3c11p531un4r 8 років тому +18

      She has :)

    • @tjrefaat
      @tjrefaat 8 років тому +24

      D. A more of an arch

    • @soolee4346
      @soolee4346 8 років тому

      D. A i think the same :))))

    • @shootstorm
      @shootstorm 8 років тому +30

      looks like more concealer/highlight underneath, making them more prominent/noticeable (specifically the arch)

    • @hh43622
      @hh43622 8 років тому +2

      D. A yeah I have been noticing that too, I liked them better before. But I love you Nikki ❤️❤️

  • @MadisonWestfield
    @MadisonWestfield 8 років тому +643

    When I watched this I was eating vegan chicken nuggets. My cat took a bite of one of them and spit it out back onto my phone. I love my cat and I love your videos. Bye.

    • @isaiahsmommyxx
      @isaiahsmommyxx 8 років тому +19

      ew

    • @oxfordkomma
      @oxfordkomma 8 років тому +46

      Madison Westfield vegan chicken nuggets? What does that even MEAN?

    • @caitlin26
      @caitlin26 8 років тому +3

      Madison Westfield vegan chicken nuggets are in my nightmares.....how do you eat them?!?!!?

    • @girlnotthis9738
      @girlnotthis9738 8 років тому +1

      +oxfordkomma fried tofu that looks like nuggets

    • @alishacole5550
      @alishacole5550 8 років тому +1

      Madison Westfield ahhahahhahahahahahahaha

  • @ShekelLeija4
    @ShekelLeija4 5 років тому +3

    That heartbreaking voice of hers melts my heart, this video must have meant a lot to her and it definitely means a lot to us 💖

  • @MF-oo1et
    @MF-oo1et 8 років тому +338

    22 years???!!! i never realized she was THAT young (this doesn't means that i think she looks "old" or whatever)

    • @Grace-gh2kw
      @Grace-gh2kw 8 років тому +13

      MF TH totally she just seems very mature

    • @noelleirina5628
      @noelleirina5628 8 років тому +9

      MF TH It's the makeup, heavy makeup ages you

    • @IvyMidrVega
      @IvyMidrVega 8 років тому +25

      It's nothing about her face, it's about her herself! She's just a very mature person. And heavy makeup doesn't age you; it can make you look younger if you do it right!

    • @noelleirina5628
      @noelleirina5628 8 років тому +3

      Ivy Vega Agree to disagree.

    • @albacorona2472
      @albacorona2472 8 років тому

      +Ivy Vega it actually makes you look older or more mature

  • @yurimondragon7639
    @yurimondragon7639 8 років тому +850

    HEY stranger scrolling down reading this, HAPPY HOLIDAYS!💓 You're all beautiful!

    • @MoonK.
      @MoonK. 8 років тому +1

      Yuridia Mondragon Hey ! you too 💜

    • @yurimondragon7639
      @yurimondragon7639 8 років тому

      Katt Moon Thank you very much!

    • @yurimondragon7639
      @yurimondragon7639 8 років тому

      Carlota Pataka .-. 🙋

    • @mariaisa841
      @mariaisa841 8 років тому +3

      Thank you stranger, you're beautiful too😊

    • @yurimondragon7639
      @yurimondragon7639 8 років тому +1

      Maria Isabel Acuña Garcia Thank you! Appreciate it💞

  • @haileye2191
    @haileye2191 8 років тому +1211

    Nikki can you please do a video in Dutch (with English subtitles lol)

    • @tirzawx
      @tirzawx 8 років тому +1

      Hailey Allen Yes please

    • @Catglittercrafts
      @Catglittercrafts 8 років тому +14

      Hailey Allen plot twist, she's not really Dutch, dun dun duuuunnnnnnn

    • @liveontheroof5695
      @liveontheroof5695 8 років тому +1

      April R I thought everyone already knew that

    • @thiannanoordzij8611
      @thiannanoordzij8611 8 років тому +14

      she said in a video that she doesn't want to do that. There are some videos on youtube with her speaking Dutch in it(don't know if they have subtitles though)

    • @hannahtuan2894
      @hannahtuan2894 8 років тому +3

      Live on The roof Is she really not lol

  • @kg10v3
    @kg10v3 5 років тому +179

    You can hear her holding back the tears when she's describing her past. 😟

  • @shelbyellis6895
    @shelbyellis6895 8 років тому +2286

    who else 'bout cried at the first 5 minutes of this video

    • @lukanieuwenhuijsen3347
      @lukanieuwenhuijsen3347 8 років тому +13

      Yes when she was talking about being bullied and coming back from it I nearly teared up

    • @bikramyogalover
      @bikramyogalover 8 років тому +34

      I did cry a little! I felt very emotional watching....I was bullied a lot as a kid and could relate. Love Nikkie so much! She's so amazing!

    • @tristandevereaux4867
      @tristandevereaux4867 8 років тому +5

      Me. *sniffles*

    • @vierdariawijayanti9804
      @vierdariawijayanti9804 8 років тому +1

      Me.

    • @protag1956
      @protag1956 8 років тому +3

      Yup

  • @TabMUA
    @TabMUA 8 років тому +20

    That pigment is greener than the Grinch himself, makeup geek/cozzette always comin throughhh 👁🎄💕

  • @aimeeilavayou
    @aimeeilavayou 8 років тому +30

    You make that green makeup look so good 😱😱😱

  • @ITS.ME.90.
    @ITS.ME.90. 5 років тому +51

    She is the most womanly woman! I'd never have known.. She has made me really see what a trans gender person goes through.. She was definitely born to be a woman.. I'm so proud of you right now nikkie 👏👏👏👏❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @heyyciaa
    @heyyciaa 8 років тому +436

    omg i had no idea she was from the netherlands and wasn't american!

    • @hajnald3178
      @hajnald3178 8 років тому +56

      Trinity Ford yes, she do the American accent perfectly

    • @nogedoge
      @nogedoge 8 років тому +10

      She sounds very foreign, and very European.

    • @jadevalantine6521
      @jadevalantine6521 8 років тому +4

      +noge I'm dutch and i would never know she was dutch . So what you're saying is wrong and you're just being a hater

    • @hajnald3178
      @hajnald3178 8 років тому +1

      noge nope. U probably didn't hear that European accent yet, u should hear mine lol

    • @astridschenk8045
      @astridschenk8045 8 років тому +21

      U ain't much if u ain't Dutch😉

  • @daisyward4299
    @daisyward4299 7 років тому +52

    nikkie, you are sooooo beautiful and you slay ALL the haters with that blinding glow! The story you told about you past self really touched me and I certainly know how you felt about being tall, I'm not quite as tall as you but I am rather tall for my age.Boys think girls put makeup on to impress them but maybe the story you told about how it makes us girls feel good about ourselves will make them understand the true beauty of makeup and how much it can change a girl. I'm sorry you had to read that whole massive paragraph but I just feel that you are truly inspirational and I hope that one day I can slay as much as you, keep shining beauty - daisythesassydaffodil xxx

  • @amberbee4536
    @amberbee4536 8 років тому +27

    Congrats on 6 million!!!! You deserve it!

  • @LastLove3014
    @LastLove3014 5 років тому +14

    Watching this after her coming out again, somehow so much more meaningful now. Still so much love!