The fear of failure has hurt me my whole life. Sometimes I feel like Ill never get it right, then I remember who I am in Christ and I get back up. Its like my grandma thought about what people were thinking too much, my mom did it and now I fight against that. I dont know why its so hard to just remember that the victory is in Christ.
I feel murdered by someones insecurities and embarrassment or their fear of being scandalized or exposed... Their anger or rage they murdered my soul or my life and spirit to save their face.
I feel cursed by people who claim to know Soo much, but they never pray for other peoples problems or insecurities or fears.. Instead they accuse them of being crazy or saying " it's all in your fng head.
I feel like men or bitter people are abusing me for not seeming human enough to them They are abusing me for not acting how they want me to act. Im not grieving the way they want me to grieve. I'm not expressing emotions enough or how they want me to express emotions. I'm not ugly enough. So they want to mutilate me. I'm not talking about insecurities enough for them to be happy.
I feel threatened and afraid of black religious people, black preists or black pastors.I feel cursed by someone obsessed with breasts or women's body and are horneyI don't know how to protect my love or my heart
Thank you
So good
It's only the fear of God that keeps me from going bananas.
The fear of failure has hurt me my whole life. Sometimes I feel like Ill never get it right, then I remember who I am in Christ and I get back up. Its like my grandma thought about what people were thinking too much, my mom did it and now I fight against that. I dont know why its so hard to just remember that the victory is in Christ.
Amen.
Lots of nuggets for me. Thanks for sharing Clay.
May the good Lord keep you and bless you both
Good series! Thank you both!
Thank you.
Thank you. Fearing everything and need prayers
This was great. Thanks for your testimony Bro. Clay.
I feel murdered by someones insecurities and embarrassment or their fear of being scandalized or exposed... Their anger or rage they murdered my soul or my life and spirit to save their face.
I feel cursed or abused by someones pride. Where something about my is hurting their pride. And they are angry or abusive to me because of this.
I feel insecure of going to u university. What if I spend 4, 5 years getting a degree and then realize I should have been a pastor
I feel cursed by people who claim to know Soo much, but they never pray for other peoples problems or insecurities or fears.. Instead they accuse them of being crazy or saying " it's all in your fng head.
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I feel like men or bitter people are abusing me for not seeming human enough to them
They are abusing me for not acting how they want me to act.
Im not grieving the way they want me to grieve. I'm not expressing emotions enough or how they want me to express emotions.
I'm not ugly enough. So they want to mutilate me. I'm not talking about insecurities enough for them to be happy.
I feel threatened and afraid of black religious people, black preists or black pastors.I feel cursed by someone obsessed with breasts or women's body and are horneyI don't know how to protect my love or my heart