I try to ignore the hurt inside, and bit by bit, part of me dies. The smile on my face, is just a lie. A lie, a lie, I just can't hide. The blade of a knife that cuts so deep The pain, the pain. I don't dare speak. I can't let you know, the way I feel A secret I will keep. I dont need your sympathy, Your vicious lies are killing me. And you don't even understand, the things I feel or who I am. Try so hard to bring you joy, My heart is cold the flame has died. I hide behind the lie that has become, The new "Me". I toss and I turn, I just can't sleep You're gone, so long, That's fine with me. I won't turn around, my mind is clear. But the wounds that you leave. Never heal. Now I know you'll never change, You got that same look on your face And things will never be the same Its over now and you're to blame. Twist the knife, I feel the pain You hurt me but I won't complain. I'm like a fool I'm smiling through the tears. A fool For you.. A trick of the light Where Am I? Time fades away, Like yesterday. I don't need your sympathy Your vicious lies, theyre killing me. And things will never be the same. It's over now and I'm to blame. Can you do one last thing for me? Put me out of my misery. I hide behind the lie that has become, The new me. The real me.
The lyrics so I can sing along to this beautiful arrangement! tsume konda kanjou wo hitotsu hitotsu koroshite umidashita egao wa kirai kirai no namida nomi konda kizuato itai itai iwanai sou sureba anata wa kizukanai kara kimi no kotoba ga watashi wo korosu no kimi wa shiranai no watashi no kokoro wo keshita akari wa tomoru koto wa nai “watashi” wa “uso” de dekita “watashi” hi ga akereba anata wa inai inai sorede ii demo anata ga nokoshita kizu wa kizu wa ienai itsumo no youni warau anata sae yuruse wa shinai no kokoro no oku de wa “tsurai” da nante ieru wakenai no “watashi” wa “douke” no yo ni warau warau ima kieta watashi uso da yo uso da yo ? kimi no kotoba ga watashi wo korosu no yuruse wa shinai no sonna watashi mo anata ga ii nara watashi wo koroshite “watashi” wa “uso” de dekita “watashi” dakara
It's been about 4 years now, i can't believe it's been that long, since i found your cover. Back then and still now, i thank you for making a cover of this wonderfull song.
fact is that I took piano lessons aswell for 5 years when I was younger... but I didn't want to play beethoven or christmas songs, so I quit, sat at home and learned by ear all the songs I wanted to play xD those 5 years were pretty much wasted time Thanks for the kind words x3
This just got recommended to me again after 5 years. It's still a masterpiece. Thank you so much for this video. I actually just made my own cover recently because I found this video again.
Checking in on 2021, I remember watching this piano cover a few years back and it inspired me to take on piano, I play it in school remembering you and how you changed how my life is right now. I appreciate you
I maybe could record it again... but this time from over the piano and slower... Then everybody who wants to learn it can watch and copy xD What do you think?
I remember watching this around when I first started to really get into piano, I really loved this song and wanted to learn it, but actually trying to play it like this was really hard and I thought I'd never be able to do it. 6 years later and I'm finally able to play it like this! Thank you, you've inspired me! :)
I guess you are talking about how I learned to play piano xD Well, I was taking lessons for 3 years when i was about 12 years old to 15... But then i got tired of all the boring songs (mozart, bethoven etc. xD) so I quit and started to play songs that I wanted to play c: I learn all of my songs by ear, I play the music on my phone, then sit at the piano for 20 minutes, and then I have learned the melody and the lower keys. After two days, I usually learned the whole piece xD
The fact that the baseline is so simple (just a 1-5-8-5 on a repeating four chord loop, as far as I can tell) but this cover sounds *so good* is just a testament to your skills
I still love this cover❤️ it’s the best one out there, I always come back to it I discovered it 5 years ago, because of you I learned it and have passion to play the piano, thank you!
It's all locked saftely inside my head I'm afraid ;) If you want, I could put up a tutorial video on this song (if you want to learn it) It will take some time though, since I'm on vacation in Italy right now :3 I'll be home in a week!
You... this is why I want to continue learning the piano. And good job btw! Keep up the good work And as said before, you seem to be the first one to at least post a piano version of this song.
Thanks for all your support :D I would be really happy if u could give me a shoutout... I want more people to listen to my videos >.< I would be very thankful in that case :)
Omg this is sooo good! You're so talented with the piano! I wish I had that XD I liked it immediately! It's very nice to listen to when you're relaxing :) By the way, I may not respond to any messages for a while since I'm currently in Paris, and I have limited time on the Internet, but just a heads up ^^ but thank you so so much for this! It's so pretty T^T
Thanks so much! I'll be sure to credit you and everything could be a long while before it's actually finished though but this song will definitely be a big help
It's casual playing like this that makes me want to get a keyboard (I actually don't even have space in my room for one, but I can afford and fit one of those much easier than a piano). But alas, I cannot play to save my life. There is an interesting program out there called Playground Sessions though by a UA-camr on here that teaches to play modern songs. I can't even read music...nor know any of the keys so that's the only reason I'd start with a program at all. Anywho, great job with this. This song has become my obsession in the last few days, but I prefer the one that nekobolo/sasanomaly has done (the producer for this song, nekobolo, has broken out into a singing career as of just 2014 and goes by sasanomaly...and gracious, his voice is amazing. I find his version a thousand times better than Miku's AND he seems to be able to sing in Japanese, English (with lyrics that make sense and rhyme!) and Chinese. He's the up and coming artist I'm certainly on the lookout for this year :) Again though, really enjoyed this.
Fluffymiyster I am glad that you liked the video :) warms my heart. I wish you all the best of luck with the program and feel free to send a link if you upload any videos in the future!
Pleasepleaseplease do a synthesia version, or a tutorial, or sheet music, sorry just the letter notes are kinda confusing since it's all there it doesn't say like eighth note, left hand ect. this is freaking amazing
The fact that I actually learned how to play this correctly. I'm so happy. Thank you so much for the tutorial. You don't understand how ecstatic I am. -Star
OMG! I love it... everytime, i sang this song because it is soo wunderful! Now I have watched your video and.. i don't know.. I love piano playing and i want to play a piano. Piano songs makes me happy and smile. :3 Thx for this beautiful video. :) ...and sorry for my bad english...
I'm sorry, but I think that this is the only piano version of this song on youtube..... and I learned this by ear....... and there are no notes Since the amount of requests, I maybe will upload a tutorial.... But if I do, it will take some time :) Hope that you're satisfied with my answer :D
awesome work XD XD when I first heard this song, I immediately fell in love and your piano cover makes me love it more and more :) thank you so much :)))))
Out of all piano covers i've seen, this is easily the best, i know its been 8 years now, but still, this is so good...
I try to ignore the hurt inside, and bit
by bit, part of me dies.
The smile on my face, is just a lie.
A lie, a lie, I just can't hide.
The blade of a knife that cuts so deep
The pain, the pain.
I don't dare speak.
I can't let you know, the way I feel
A secret I will keep.
I dont need your sympathy,
Your vicious lies are killing me.
And you don't even understand,
the things I feel or who I am.
Try so hard to bring you joy,
My heart is cold the flame has died.
I hide behind the lie that has become,
The new "Me".
I toss and I turn, I just can't sleep
You're gone, so long,
That's fine with me.
I won't turn around, my mind is clear.
But the wounds that you leave.
Never heal.
Now I know you'll never change,
You got that same look on your face
And things will never be the same
Its over now and you're to blame.
Twist the knife, I feel the pain
You hurt me but I won't complain.
I'm like a fool
I'm smiling through the tears.
A fool
For you..
A trick of the light
Where Am I?
Time fades away,
Like yesterday.
I don't need your sympathy
Your vicious lies, theyre killing me.
And things will never be the same.
It's over now and I'm to blame.
Can you do one last thing for me?
Put me out of my misery.
I hide behind the lie that has become,
The new me.
The real me.
rose mary is this the lyrics or a venting session listen if it’s a venting session idc man soz if it’s not kewl
@@HcBeau. it's the lyrics,read this while listeninG--
The lyrics so I can sing along to this beautiful arrangement!
tsume konda kanjou wo
hitotsu hitotsu koroshite
umidashita egao wa
kirai kirai no namida
nomi konda kizuato
itai itai iwanai
sou sureba anata wa
kizukanai kara
kimi no kotoba ga
watashi wo korosu no
kimi wa shiranai no
watashi no kokoro wo
keshita akari wa tomoru koto wa nai
“watashi” wa “uso” de dekita “watashi”
hi ga akereba anata wa
inai inai sorede ii
demo anata ga nokoshita
kizu wa kizu wa ienai
itsumo no youni warau anata sae
yuruse wa shinai no kokoro no oku de wa
“tsurai” da nante ieru wakenai no
“watashi” wa “douke” no yo ni
warau warau
ima kieta watashi uso da yo uso da yo
?
kimi no kotoba ga watashi wo korosu no
yuruse wa shinai no
sonna watashi mo
anata ga ii nara watashi wo koroshite
“watashi” wa “uso” de dekita “watashi” dakara
UsiraWolf :D
MajsoN omg senpai noticed me **dies**
please don't die xD
MajsoN haha, I'll try my best not to xD
It's been about 4 years now, i can't believe it's been that long, since i found your cover. Back then and still now, i thank you for making a cover of this wonderfull song.
+Nezumi San Naaw x3 thank YOU for the kind words ^^
its been 10 years now!
@@Zuzuga1 it has! that's crazy! how have you been?
@@nezumisan9209 much better , slowly gaining control over life.
and you?
you're insane
This morning I watched this, starting humming it all day, and now I'm back watching it again.
You have brightened my Christmas.
x3 welcome back, and thank you
i found this five years later. this is awesome. :)
I can never understand how people have the patience for this kind of stuff.
Yeah xD looking back I don't understand how I could play sooo much all the time
TheDiceAce I used to take piano lessons when I was younger, but I could never bring myself to play THIS fluently.
fact is that I took piano lessons aswell for 5 years when I was younger... but I didn't want to play beethoven or christmas songs, so I quit, sat at home and learned by ear all the songs I wanted to play xD those 5 years were pretty much wasted time
Thanks for the kind words x3
Oof, man. I couldn't even play chopsticks right.
MajsoN exaaaaactly..
This just got recommended to me again after 5 years. It's still a masterpiece. Thank you so much for this video. I actually just made my own cover recently because I found this video again.
Thank you soooo much
I would like to know where i find the score of this music
Gabriela Garzon At the bottom of the description you should find two links called puu.sh :)
MajsoN Muito obrigado :)
Gabriela Garzon De nada xD
ya es 50,000 views
Checking in on 2021, I remember watching this piano cover a few years back and it inspired me to take on piano, I play it in school remembering you and how you changed how my life is right now. I appreciate you
Warms my heart to hear ❤
I love the slight echo 💖 It feels organic and it adds more emotion to the song
It's been 8 years and it's still just as awesome
I maybe could record it again... but this time from over the piano and slower...
Then everybody who wants to learn it can watch and copy xD
What do you think?
I remember watching this around when I first started to really get into piano, I really loved this song and wanted to learn it, but actually trying to play it like this was really hard and I thought I'd never be able to do it. 6 years later and I'm finally able to play it like this! Thank you, you've inspired me! :)
Just watched it, and I loved it xD
Thank you for spreading my video further ^^
I feel honored
I guess you are talking about how I learned to play piano xD
Well, I was taking lessons for 3 years when i was about 12 years old to 15... But then i got tired of all the boring songs (mozart, bethoven etc. xD) so I quit and started to play songs that I wanted to play c: I learn all of my songs by ear, I play the music on my phone, then sit at the piano for 20 minutes, and then I have learned the melody and the lower keys. After two days, I usually learned the whole piece xD
Eight years later in my recommended. Heavenly cover.
Thank you
MajsoN, I just wanted to tell you to never delete this if you can. This has huge nostalgia value for me.
i've just spent the last 5 minutes trying to think of something to say
but instead im just left speechless
Over 5 years ago and it's still amazing. UwU
The fact that the baseline is so simple (just a 1-5-8-5 on a repeating four chord loop, as far as I can tell) but this cover sounds *so good* is just a testament to your skills
はあ12年前という不思議な感覚
This sounds kinda better than the original...YOUR THE BEST PIANIST I'VE EVER HEARD!😀
Какая прекрасная музыка , и исполнение! Спасибо!
Спасибо!
I still love this cover❤️ it’s the best one out there, I always come back to it I discovered it 5 years ago, because of you I learned it and have passion to play the piano, thank you!
Thank you! Happy to hear that!
10 years, and I just found this cover
Time flies, hope you enjoyed it!
Really pretty :) I listen to it while doing homework and typing...
Thank you xD
Good luck with your homework :3
10 years...it's really a long time;(
i broke the replay button....
can I buy you a new one? xD
TheDiceAce maybeeee XD but i would just break it again
TheDiceAce it's that good! :D. by the way awesome job! ^_^
thank you xD spoiler, my next piano project is something piraty c:
i'm so jealous of your awesome pinao skills
Bless your heart, I've been looking for the sheet music for this sing for so long..
8 years ago from this video and I just saw it, this piano cover is beautiful 💕
Thank you a lot!
🥺
Wow just wow
I’m currently learning this song! I only have the bridge left and it’s simple but fun to play!
It's all locked saftely inside my head I'm afraid ;)
If you want, I could put up a tutorial video on this song
(if you want to learn it)
It will take some time though, since I'm on vacation in Italy right now :3
I'll be home in a week!
Dear gashpard this is wonderful!
Squilava14 Thanks alot c:
Ahhhh it sounds so lovely!
Awesome that you liked it ^-^
Thanks~
Wow! Holy crap! This is so cool! It's piano covers like these that make me want to learn piano. Good job, man!
I am honored! I thank you from the bottom of my heart!
Did you learn it by ear or by reading the notes?
everything is done by ear ^_^
Dang. That takes skill.
Beautiful !!! You’re so talented
Thank you so much!
just wow
Nicely done dude, a true work of piano art, thanks to you, I'm now gonna try to play this on my piano
Do so xD
Thank you for watching ^^
TheDiceAce Anytime dude ^-^
I've been looking for this EVERYWHERE. Thank you SO much for putting the sheets in the description. Time to learn this bad boy!
its beautiful your really good at this
Thank you!
This is so beautiful
This is so perfect :) every time I come back to it I can feel the emotion you put into your playing :D
Thank you, warms my heart to hear!
This sounds amazing c:
You... this is why I want to continue learning the piano.
And good job btw! Keep up the good work
And as said before, you seem to be the first one to at least post a piano version of this song.
I found this 12 years later as I'm trying to learn it TT
You can do it! I believe in you!
This piano.. sounds like someone lost in snowstorm.
But it just their heart.
I really love your playing, thanks so much for posting it! :3
I keep on coming back to this T^T it's just so beautiful, your arrangement >.<
This is so beautifully well done. Maybe I'll try and learn it too. Thank you so much for providing the description.
Everytime I’m sad, I hear this song in my head. So, basically, I hear it all the time.
So fucking beautiful and relatable
Nicely done~
I loooove this song ♡.♡
Thank you "Ayano The Robot 5677" xD
puedo usar la canción T////T te daré créditos... por favor
Por supuesto seguir adelante !
Muchas gracias senpai ^^!!
Amazing!
selina selina Thank you x3 and thanks for watching
This is soooooo goood!!
This video may have been years ago, but at least I found it. Your piano skills made me subscribe :)
+Denice Adrienne Thank you x3
MajsoN No problem. You deserve it!
you are very good with the piano
thank you c:
;___; beautiful
ahhh this motivates me to keep practicing piano ; v ;
I love it
+RIn Owens
Glad you did x)
Thanks for all your support :D
I would be really happy if u could give me a shoutout...
I want more people to listen to my videos >.<
I would be very thankful in that case :)
Omg this is sooo good! You're so talented with the piano! I wish I had that XD I liked it immediately! It's very nice to listen to when you're relaxing :) By the way, I may not respond to any messages for a while since I'm currently in Paris, and I have limited time on the Internet, but just a heads up ^^ but thank you so so much for this! It's so pretty T^T
I wish I could play piano like you do
x3
TheDiceAce I'm barely learning how to play piano X3
Keep playing c: It's really fun to learn all your favorite songs xD
Thanks so much! I'll be sure to credit you and everything
could be a long while before it's actually finished though but this song will definitely be a big help
Wow, I always thought of listening to Tawagoto Speaker on piano someday and here is it ;A;
Wonderful
It's casual playing like this that makes me want to get a keyboard (I actually don't even have space in my room for one, but I can afford and fit one of those much easier than a piano). But alas, I cannot play to save my life. There is an interesting program out there called Playground Sessions though by a UA-camr on here that teaches to play modern songs. I can't even read music...nor know any of the keys so that's the only reason I'd start with a program at all.
Anywho, great job with this. This song has become my obsession in the last few days, but I prefer the one that nekobolo/sasanomaly has done (the producer for this song, nekobolo, has broken out into a singing career as of just 2014 and goes by sasanomaly...and gracious, his voice is amazing. I find his version a thousand times better than Miku's AND he seems to be able to sing in Japanese, English (with lyrics that make sense and rhyme!) and Chinese. He's the up and coming artist I'm certainly on the lookout for this year :) Again though, really enjoyed this.
Fluffymiyster I am glad that you liked the video :) warms my heart. I wish you all the best of luck with the program and feel free to send a link if you upload any videos in the future!
Pleasepleaseplease do a synthesia version, or a tutorial, or sheet music, sorry just the letter notes are kinda confusing since it's all there it doesn't say like eighth note, left hand ect. this is freaking amazing
The fact that I actually learned how to play this correctly. I'm so happy.
Thank you so much for the tutorial. You don't understand how ecstatic I am.
-Star
Thank you for the kind words x3
It makes me happy that my videos help you learn the song!
Have an awesome day
-MajsoN
Haha thanks! Your great at piano!
I don't know if i'll ever be good enough to play it all, but in a million years if I finish learning it I will :3
It’s been so long.
OMG! I love it... everytime, i sang this song because it is soo wunderful! Now I have watched your video and.. i don't know.. I love piano playing and i want to play a piano. Piano songs makes me happy and smile. :3 Thx for this beautiful video. :) ...and sorry for my bad english...
Thank you for all the kind words x3 and thank you for watching ^^
I'm sorry, but I think that this is the only piano version of this song on youtube.....
and I learned this by ear....... and there are no notes
Since the amount of requests, I maybe will upload a tutorial.... But if I do, it will take some time :)
Hope that you're satisfied with my answer :D
I'm going to learn this.
I love this song so much
Btw I'm pretty sure this is the first piano arrangement of this song, so congrats! Expect more likes a favorites ^^
The instrument sounds like... something. Too amazing. I can't explain it with words.
But I just want the MP3!!!!!! XD
oh....amazing...!:)
Outstanding performance :)
I love this so much. Thank you for making such a great cover (:
Happy you liked it!
this is awesome, good job♡♡♡
+Brielle Morris Thank you x3
beautiful! touch very well! :D
keep pumping out videos x)
If it only was so easy xD
woah I have a comment on here from 3 years ago lol
This sounds just so pretty. I love the song but your playing made me die:-) You are awesome. Thank you*-*
i love it ;w;
U got at least the best comment! xD
I'll probably record a tutorial video on Tawagoto Speaker soon :D
Thanks 4 Watching!
Wow this is sooo Amazing o.o
Like youre umbreon profile pic!
amazing!!!!!😍👍👍
Oh thats mighty kind of you! I search and searched and found some sheet music though :3
I like sheet music, but I know it is not always possible. I added as a response, and a shout out in the description. No problem!
thank you for including the sheet music, I cant find it anywhere else XD
No problem, glad I could help ^^
Beautifull :)
Thank you ^^
awesome work XD XD
when I first heard this song, I immediately fell in love
and your piano cover makes me love it more and more :)
thank you so much :)))))
+phuong linh bui Thank you x3
So beautiful! I wish I was good enough to play this, it's so sad!
Thank you ^^
I have a tutorial on my channel, if you want to learn it c:
TheDiceAce I will try to learn it, but I know I'll just spazz out on it ^^ But thank you
x3
TheDiceAce :) I will try though!
I will cheer for you xD
You have awesome skills