Heather | Teacher Crush [OC Animatic]

DISCLAIMER: All the characters and drawings here are my original artwork, I don't allow any reposts!
I'd really appreciate if you shared this video (just give me a proper credit!);
This video is not romanticizing or normalizing teacher-student romantic relationships! All the relationships in this video and from my real life story are purely platonic! This is just my experience turned into animatic.
I'm not the owner of the song.
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This animatic is based on my true story, my experience. Characters here are based on real life people (the blue-outfit girl is representing me, then goes my teacher crush and the blonde girl who had a very close (platonic!) bond with the teacher, something I was extremely envious/jealous of);If you're curious, the teacher knew I had a crush on her because I confessed, everything was okay, she was friendly with me but I still didn't bond with her that closely like her other student(s) did, no matter how hard I tried. This caused me to be extremely jealous of that bond. Eventually after finishing school I told my teacher about the jealousy and how I was try-harding to be an important student to her like her other students. She told me that I am also important just like her other students, this made me feel relieved and acknowledged. But I still couldn't control my feelings and wanted to talk things out with my teacher about my crush on her and the jealousy, the teacher replied but her answers were always pretty vague so I sort of kept "pushing" it on the teacher until she eventually unfriended and blocked me. That was one of the most painful feelings I've ever had. After like 5-6 months I contacted her on Instagram telling her that I felt fooled and she hurted me when she did that even tho she said I was important, I also asked why did she do it and if I ever made her feel uncomfortable or was intrusive and apologized for it. After few days she responded with: "I think you're still searching for yourself. I suggest you don't jump to the extremes. Everything in life will settle naturally." While her answer didn't answer my questions and didn't give me explanation, I'm still glad I got atleast some kind of reponse from her, it's way better than being completely ignored. Things are just neutral now. I hope one day we'll have a friendly chat if we ever meet again, but at the same time I don't wanna give myself so much false hope... I'm still blocked on messenger and she can block me anytime on Instagram lol. I'll just let things flow.Making an animatic based on my experience is healing in some strange way. :)
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Song: Conan Gray - Heather;
Software: FireAlpaca and Vegas Pro 15;
Characters: original characters I created based on real life;
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