back when i was younger, i would listen to this and get hella scared. one time i started crying in my bed because the song was so ”scary”. I didn’t know japanese or the meaning of the song. it was just- yeah💀
This is for me I was victim of csa and now that’s my biggest fear is finding a guy and marrying having a daughter and then he turns out to hurt my daughter and be obsessed with her…it’s so bad for daughter and the mom
@@BandNerd11-u3nA girl is abused by her father. Then another boy falls in love with her and tries to save her. She leaves her house with him. But then, she believes that “he is disgusted to look at me so mutilated,” thinks that he does not love her and goes back to his father. And then, her father is sitting at the table with his friends. They all raped her together and in the end perhaps dismembered her and ate her (perhaps these are metaphors). That's why she sings "leave my heart to daddy" or smth.
@@crystalravenclaw-fd8etIt's about a young girl that was experiencing r*pe and sexual abuse from her father. This is the simplist way I could put it. It's so sad to me :(
@@ummtulip the original translation is: ''Big bro never gulps down my amniotic fluid, breaks open my tightened stomach and feeling around whats inside Or eats me up, but he treats me gently, despite this broken me, whos as ugly as can be'' the whole point is that she doesnt see kindness as real love anymore, hence why she returns to her father.
@ummtulip at the end of that lyrics it says that the big brother doesn't do all of that, you guys need to look at the whole sentence and not make the judgment based off of one word.
I kinda like this song and not suprised after seeing the lyrics, I mean it’s a voicaloid song plus the song also sounds scary too, I didn’t know people would get THIS traumatized- *(everyone in the comment saying they cry every time they hear the song)*
For anyone who wants the story also the story has a disturbing storyline and includes SA and abuse in it so reader discretion is advised.. So basically.. The little girl/the girl technically singing the song falls in love with a boy, and her father didn’t like that she was falling for other men, as in he only wanted her to love him. No other men. And abused her, hence the “I’m sorry I’m sorry” I’m not to sure but I think she fell in love again, and the father ended up eating her alive. Literally, as said in the English translation he cooked and ate her, and so did her brother. They basically s*xually ass*lted her and ab*sed her so much that if she did one thing that her father and brother didn’t like or if she stepped out of line they would basically ab*se her till she said sorry. And in the end she made her last and finally mistake, and they ended up eating their own daughter/sister. (If I’m wrong please correct me so I can fix the story! But this is what I know from past comments and translations of the video) Anyways! Have a good evening, day, and nigh. Byee!! Note: I forgot to add this but basically they treat her nicely after abusing her so she believes that they’re being genuine and didn’t mean to. So In her mind they really didn’t mean to be mean and abuse towards her. Which is all really messed up and gross, but it happens sometimes in real life. So stay safe out there. Ur not alone
The song depicts the story of a girl who got SAed by her dad “I don’t think I have any taste” may be referring to SA as she later says “But if it makes Papa happy” and “Even though my body is collapsing for Papa’s sake” “My body is collapsing” is depicting the girl’s feelings as she gets SA countless times to the point where she thinks her body looks/ feels “pitiful” - i think this means the girl does finds herself disgusting in a way because of how her dad has treated her but thinks her dad loves her bc he SA’s her She later runs away to another boy (i am assuming this is the “Big brother”) The “Big brother” shows her love “Without eating me, he treats me gently” is what she says, followed by “Even though my collapsed body is ugly” She thinks “Big brother hates her and runs back home to Papa Her dad is with a lot of other people “They want to eat my collapsed body untill the end” is said followed by “I’m sorry, even though it hurts, my heart is satisfied” She later passes away due to her body not being able to handle the SA. I think the girl in this story is young as she says “eats” when referring to her SA, her father probably told her that to make her think it is right and she shouldn’t feel bad. Im not 100% sure if i am right but these are just my thoughts
If you change the lyrics of the main part at 1:44 (idk what it's called) to; "I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I must be a bad girl. Forgive me, forgive me. Poor little me. I'm sorry, goodbye. I'm a bad girl for running away from brother. I'm sorry, forgive me for falling in love with someone who's not brother." Then I can honestly find comfort in that part
Just a small request, please do : “ AISHITEITANONI “ Pls ? I already subbed :3 this song is so fucking deep and disgusting. I fucking love it. Kikuo really threw a fucking brick labelled ; “ songs w/ dark meanings “ to our head❤️
2016: this is creepy
2024: this is relatable
Are you ok?I hope you feel better
@Itz_kateyogurl🤐
I'm so sorry- I hope whoever did that goes to hell
Twin what...
Oh I’m so sorry
I hope you’re better now
back when i was younger, i would listen to this and get hella scared. one time i started crying in my bed because the song was so ”scary”. I didn’t know japanese or the meaning of the song. it was just- yeah💀
While the meaning of the song may be sad/dark as fuck, the song is still a banger and super fun to sing. Thank you for the lyric video!
This is for me I was victim of csa and now that’s my biggest fear is finding a guy and marrying having a daughter and then he turns out to hurt my daughter and be obsessed with her…it’s so bad for daughter and the mom
I think same goes with me cause I was (always be) victim csa
what does csa mean ? :(
@@kogimyuna it means s3x
@@kogimyuna I think that CSA stands for: Costant sexual abuse :(
@LENADRAGONS i thought it meant child sexual abuse
Its been almost 2 years of finding his dad and toturing him we almost got him☕️🗿
so good let's put this in my playlist "gomene kikuo "
I always cry/feel disgusted when i listen to this (because of the meaning) but I love the song❤
What’s the meaning I know it’s nasty but still
@@BandNerd11-u3n Its about a little girl who got sexually abused by her father
@@BandNerd11-u3nA child being victim to cannibalism by their own father…
atleast thats what it seems like-
@@BandNerd11-u3nA girl is abused by her father. Then another boy falls in love with her and tries to save her. She leaves her house with him. But then, she believes that “he is disgusted to look at me so mutilated,” thinks that he does not love her and goes back to his father. And then, her father is sitting at the table with his friends. They all raped her together and in the end perhaps dismembered her and ate her (perhaps these are metaphors). That's why she sings "leave my heart to daddy" or smth.
@@BandNerd11-u3n r@pe
Knowing the meaning makes me cry every time I hear the song.
can you explain it to me ? i think i have a gist of it but im not sure.
@@crystalravenclaw-fd8etIt's about a young girl that was experiencing r*pe and sexual abuse from her father. This is the simplist way I could put it. It's so sad to me :(
@@crystalravenclaw-fd8etSA😟😟😟
@@chopinxliszt-666ahh! i though it was a combination of cannibalism and sexual assault . thank you for confirming .
Its not about cannibalism, all the 'eating' and 'sucking' is a metaphor :"('@@crystalravenclaw-fd8et
when i saw the first lyric i already said "i think im traumatized enough"
RIGHT?
CONGRATULATIONS ON ONE THOUSAND SUBSCRIBERS
Never thought I'd relate to a song i heard sm in the gacha fandom with the screaming part
it's not just a song😢
@@minipie_46 I never said that because it indeed has a deeper meaning, also i love your username hehe😈
@@dewi_k3574 aww tyy toefungus supremacy 👽👽
What do you mean when you said you "relate"...?
OMG THANK YOU FOR DOING MY REQUEST
the translation is wrong 2:26 , the brother is the one whos NOT doing all that horrible stuff to her...
it literally says お兄さん
Its not it litterally says onii san lol
@@ummtulip the original translation is: ''Big bro never gulps down my amniotic fluid, breaks open my tightened stomach and feeling around whats inside
Or eats me up, but he treats me gently, despite this broken me, whos as ugly as can be''
the whole point is that she doesnt see kindness as real love anymore, hence why she returns to her father.
@@ShinjiKotsu ↑
@ummtulip at the end of that lyrics it says that the big brother doesn't do all of that, you guys need to look at the whole sentence and not make the judgment based off of one word.
I kinda like this song and not suprised after seeing the lyrics, I mean it’s a voicaloid song plus the song also sounds scary too, I didn’t know people would get THIS traumatized- *(everyone in the comment saying they cry every time they hear the song)*
I know meaning is horrifying but I love this song it’s one of my favorite vocaloid songs😊
congrats for the 1k :D
You’re back :0
Ok, but hear me out: these vocals are harder than aishite
No lyrics: banger
With lyrics: abt someone being, uhh... U know, by her father 💀
Sometimes I wonder what goes on in their head while they write this
For anyone who wants the story also the story has a disturbing storyline and includes SA and abuse in it so reader discretion is advised..
So basically..
The little girl/the girl technically singing the song falls in love with a boy, and her father didn’t like that she was falling for other men, as in he only wanted her to love him. No other men. And abused her, hence the “I’m sorry I’m sorry” I’m not to sure but I think she fell in love again, and the father ended up eating her alive. Literally, as said in the English translation he cooked and ate her, and so did her brother. They basically s*xually ass*lted her and ab*sed her so much that if she did one thing that her father and brother didn’t like or if she stepped out of line they would basically ab*se her till she said sorry. And in the end she made her last and finally mistake, and they ended up eating their own daughter/sister. (If I’m wrong please correct me so I can fix the story! But this is what I know from past comments and translations of the video) Anyways! Have a good evening, day, and nigh. Byee!!
Note: I forgot to add this but basically they treat her nicely after abusing her so she believes that they’re being genuine and didn’t mean to. So In her mind they really didn’t mean to be mean and abuse towards her. Which is all really messed up and gross, but it happens sometimes in real life. So stay safe out there. Ur not alone
I think the part about her brother is miss translation and he was the only one being kind sorry if I'm wrong
No i think the brother was trying to help
The song depicts the story of a girl who got SAed by her dad
“I don’t think I have any taste” may be referring to SA as she later says
“But if it makes Papa happy”
and
“Even though my body is collapsing for Papa’s sake”
“My body is collapsing” is depicting the girl’s feelings as she gets SA countless times to the point where she thinks her body looks/ feels “pitiful”
- i think this means the girl does finds herself disgusting in a way because of how her dad has treated her but thinks her dad loves her bc he SA’s her
She later runs away to another boy (i am assuming this is the “Big brother”) The “Big brother” shows her love
“Without eating me, he treats me gently” is what she says, followed by “Even though my collapsed body is ugly”
She thinks “Big brother hates her and runs back home to Papa
Her dad is with a lot of other people
“They want to eat my collapsed body untill the end” is said followed by
“I’m sorry, even though it hurts, my heart is satisfied”
She later passes away due to her body not being able to handle the SA.
I think the girl in this story is young as she says “eats” when referring to her SA, her father probably told her that to make her think it is right and she shouldn’t feel bad.
Im not 100% sure if i am right but these are just my thoughts
Mm yes a song i relate to..
Ru ok
Me too
Your father open your body and eats you?
HOPE YALL ARE OK 😭
@@HushmaNaru-ou4kw don't even hope bro 🥲
If you change the lyrics of the main part at 1:44 (idk what it's called) to;
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I must be a bad girl. Forgive me, forgive me. Poor little me. I'm sorry, goodbye. I'm a bad girl for running away from brother. I'm sorry, forgive me for falling in love with someone who's not brother." Then I can honestly find comfort in that part
Me:oh this song sounds cool
Also me:*hears the scream part* damn...did i just go back in 2016?
Ifykyk
Do candy house (okashi no iye) its my fav dark song idk why i like the beat
i regret searching for the lyrics
Same 😭
Gomenneee gomenneee!!!
Ily
Can you do Usseewa by Ado next?
Did any of you read the English translation 💀
I did 😢
I did😊
@@muichiro459 😊?!?!?
? What-?
@@taktui551 💀
Just a small request, please do :
“ AISHITEITANONI “ Pls ?
I already subbed :3
this song is so fucking deep and disgusting.
I fucking love it.
Kikuo really threw a fucking brick labelled ;
“ songs w/ dark meanings “ to our head❤️
From the future
Ngl i relate to the lyrics.
いぉヴぇ ごめんえ ごめんえ ❤
Hi can you translate unvires cat drowning please🙏
0:05
What about it?
I wish I wasn’t curious 🫠
HA! Sounds like the old me, but brother is my old friends...😶
…
Idk what to say
This feels like rotten Sarah but Sarah's perspective
I got a song rec! Try Popipo
Hola :D/
i put this on the TV infront of my brother and gave me a wierd look the whole time, like who made this a song anyways?
This is perfect for a geometry dash music level
I was always abused, and I thought that the blows were normal
First Comment
Congrats 👏
Oh nah
Why tf was this in my recommendations???
Twin :)
Why tf did you click on it?????
2024
the lyrics made me sick to my stomach. i feel so gross
Hm weird, I don't seem to get affected by something like this, emotionally or mentally
let's pretend the lyrics mean nothing
No no😅
bro wtf💀
It’s kikuo, what do you expect when u think of kikuo? Dark shit.
honestly should of expected that
Do you even know what the song means..?
@@Muichiro.Tokitou-12 omg dazai pfo
*pfp
this is highly disturbing..