🌈 👭 My Story: Leaving Homosexuality | Ex-Lesbian
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- Опубліковано 29 вер 2019
- Openly discussing being delivered from homosexuality without conversion therapy, struggling to try and be gay and Christian, and the difficulties of leaving a long-term lesbian relationship.
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I never comment on anything...ever....but your story touched me in a way that I can't even describe. Your transparency, vulnerability and genuinity gave me so much hope. This is so beyond powerful and even though I don't know you I'm so proud of you for speaking up even through the anxiety. Many can't get there, but I'm so grateful you did. Cause I needed this this morning. God is using you to help set so many women free. Including me. God bless you ❤️
It is absolutely my pleasure! Thank you so much for commenting 😭. This blessed my heart so much. If you’re looking for a community of people going through the same thing, I have a free private Facebook group that you can join called MadeWhole. I host transparent lives, give resources, encouragement, and prayer there to help you on your walk with God.The link is in the description of this video. God bless you!
@@MadeWhole Wow! That is amazing! I am definitely going to join the group. I need that sense of community right now. You are such a blessing. Thank you! 🙏
Your comment is lovely thankyou and PEACE.
U ant never comment on shi u a wea ahh bhh
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can i request someone to pray for me..i feel very lost right now
Aileen j. You are not alone. I pray the Father holds you close, and Angel's surround you, and every lie must be replaced with joy,comfort, peace, and the unyielding love of The Most High Yah! Because you asked, you shall recieve. You will be kept. You will be Yahs mouth peice for those who feel like you. Aileen, you have more than the hope that DOES live in you. You have power, and an increasing faith right now. Most night Yah says, though you feel alone I have never left you, I am with you always just call on the name of the one I sent to you. Yahshua IS his sweet name. Till we meet aging says The Most High Yah of heaven and Earth. Aileen J. You are blessed🦁♥️
@@LovePredestined Thank you Breena. This brought tears into my eyes; I did not realize I needed this until now. God bless you.
I prayed for you. Keep your head up and keep reading and practicing the Bible. Reach out to your church and the people you trust! ❤️🤍❤️ Wish you the best.
@@chickofmusic001 thank you so much, really means a lot. God bless.
@@realgoodenergy5223 exactlyy
You are very brave and strong! Few know how difficult it is to get out of this... The present times and the pressure of pseudo-freedom do not make anything easier. May God keep you in his care!
Thank you! You as well! God is a keeper 💙
homophobia is the real sin
@@pastorbri if you can't spot the difference between wanting to leave the homosexual life-style and homophobia I find it hard to believe your a pastor🤦♂️ but if you got a problem with homosexuality being a sin and a behavior then go take that up with God.
Won't say I'm lesbian but I've been attracted to both genders. For the past 2 years I've been dating this girl. I just noticed how things fell apart since I started dating her. My life is a mess and i got no direction anymore. I'm depressed all the tym and I can't even explain why. I'm trying to breakup with her but smthing pulls me back. I'm exhausted and I no longer want to be in this hell. I need prayers.
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I'll pray for you
Praying for you
Prayers that u made it out of that 🙏🙏🙏
We support you mam ok you might be getting that energy out of your body mam take spiritual bath used 🍯 and salt with you bath with Bible pslam 91 reading it I will send you the this UA-cam I find it for you ok
“How can you see something as a sin that doesn’t feel like one”! I am so proud of you for sharing your story. God is faithful and true and I am glad you have made Him the Lover of your soul!
Thank Courtney! He is so faithful! 💙
For ex-lesbians it's easy but for men ex-gays it's so hard
but love is NOT a sin.
I understand that, I was reborn and led to leave my nine year relationship and shown it was adultery because his first covenant spouse is alive. God spoke to me and said you are loved, the reward will be great, I have greater plans for you. The backlash from everyone including professing “Christians” and family was insane. Everyone tried to talk me into just marrying him. In the worlds eyes, our relationship was allowed and good. I had found out about end times being here before finding out about having to split. So that was hard, but knowing time is so short helps me ..knowing it won’t be 50 years of singleness. Also, since I believe the mark of the beast is here, I don’t want to risk someone lying and taking it and getting the nanotech and more into my system. I have met people whose bodies changed after swapping fluid. My heart goes out to you. Most don’t understand how it isn’t A normal breakup but a sacrifice that you want to go back to and miss and don’t get fully over in my experience. I pray I do and you do.
Yup he and the relationship was my idol too ...I had no peace until we were no longer living under the same roof.
There has to be more ex gays out there! We need support and to feel like we aren’t alone on this journey.
Jennie Franklin agreed, hopefully more will get the courage to speak out! Check out @JessicaNewsome content as well! Her stuff always helps me get through rough times. I believe her channel is called Love at The Cross.
Many of them and transgenders as well.
I support you 🧡
Amen thank you from Norway i have also stugel many yesrs. I am marid to a wounder full Christian man for 8 years now. Iwen the thow i have been batheling taths and tamtasion. But now throw the pandemic and every one staying home. Jesus had a plan fore me to procu him.puth him first. Remember the first lov. Hi give me statistikk
Bathel plan. It is a spirituell bathel over ouer soul.stay strong
@@siljemargretehelvig4562 I live in Norway as well. I've been christian since corona started. It's been difficult to stay away from LGBT lifestyle. All the churches are closed, I have no support
Ky, i’m so sorry to hear how alone you felt. i wish i could’ve been there for you during such a hard time. love you forever ❤️
Literally, God spoke through you today to me. Literally ended what became a very toxic lesbian relationship but I loved her so much and I still love her so much. I fell in love very hard for this woman but I promise to God throughout most of our relationship I just kept saying "I just want peace". Seems like things just worse and worse. I tried pursuing God more intimately throughout our relationship but I felt like you. Like I was blocked. I promise before we started dating I was writing again and getting back to my creative side but I Kidd you not throughout the entire relationship I couldn't write one decent thing. My creativity was majorly blocked. It's so crazyyy. Like a prophet told me the same thing a year ago. That whoever I was in a relationship with would have to end because they were not apart of my destiny and I CRIED like a baby. I had already known God was telling me to leave but I didn't want to. I even entertained the thought of us getting married. My heart was broken. It took me almost an entire year to obey and I have only recently gotten serious, I feel what you felt right now. I really thank you for sharing. God really did have you make this for a reason. Thank you for sharing your truth. God bless you.
Welcome to the truth. Peace
@@My_Secret_ArtSketchbook what the truth?
My relationship is very toxic too.
This is my story right here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I did not write a thing for 5 long years, before that words flowed, I expressed myself easily. That time in my life was pure hell. I am still loving myself back to health. I have a journey and so much to redesign within myself. Man, that relationship to be frank, it did destroy me. My God, when I think over how empty and unhappy I felt, My Lord, that was such a dangerous game. Oh’ my God.
@@regerniquerasco7428 Yessss it is definitely a journey and a process and you have to really be intentional about your healing, but it does get easier. A piece advice I would give is don’t attempt to skip the grieving part. God wants to be apart of that too. I had to learn that the hard way. Prayers, peace and love you to you hun 💙
Thank you for sharing your powerful testimony.. Tears were flowing from my eyes while listening!! I can truly say I know how you felt
Thank you for sharing. I went through a similar situation and I really resonated with your story because I UNDERSTAND everything you were feeling! I haven’t been in the lifestyle for over 8 years but it is truly a daily journey!
so ur now in the homophobic lifestyle????
@@pastorbri stop that nonsense
Thank you for sharing. I understand how difficult it is to share, I’ve been struggling with this for years and this past year has been the year I’ve allowed the spirit of lust and homosexuality to control my life. Hearing your testimony has helped me, so thank you for sharing, I truly appreciate it :)
You literally are doing more good for this world than you can ever imagine. Thank you dear sister. Seriously!
Thank you so much for your support 🤍
So right. Amen
Beautiful sister in Christ, this was a very tough testimony to share but God is using it to speak love and truth to the world. Thank you so much for being brave, vulnerable, and obedient to the inkling of God you felt in your heart. You are beautiful, treasured, valuable, and covered by Christ. Love you!
I'm desperately searching for community in this area. It's unlike anything else. I'm 3 month in turning to God. 😢❤.
God bless you. These kind of testimonies are so powerful. Praying for my sister 😔🙏
Thanks Tatiana 💙 Keep praying love, God is faithful and all things are under his timing!
Tell her never to give up Proverbs 24 (KJV) -
16: For a just man falleth seven times, and riseth up again: but the wicked shall fall into mischief.
ya do know homophobia is a sin?
@@pastorbriwhat is homophobia? Being scared of homosexuals is a sin???? Who is scared of homosexuals??? Chapter and verse please?
@@pastorbri give scripture and back it up
Love this testimony. It's been almost 2 years for me. God is wonderfully gracious to us. I was also in a relationship and trust me when i say with time God will show you how you were never in love just in bondage.. this is just the beginning
Thank you! Praying for your continued covering!
@Poseidon I will deffo share my story one day
This is powerful
@@AndiLambe okay darling
@@AndiLambe ❤️❤️
from South Africa, that was very courageous I'm so proud of you. At the end all our fleshly desires have to die so that we may live willingly righteous in our Creators ways. praise YAHUAH in his son's name Yahusha.
Athenkosi Bentele Amen! Thank you!
HalleluYah sister, all praise and glory to our saviour Yahusha Hamashiach 🤍
Thank you so much for sharing, I’m battling with lesbianism and I have a similar background like you and I’m determined to be set free forever.
“I didn’t want to sacrifice the life I had built on my own even though I knew God had something better for me.” I felt that.
Try to be obedient. Be obedient. Say ok and just go, trust.
I understand
Going through the same
Thank you so much for sharing
I needed this
My pleasure 💙 Thank you for watching!
I pray that God will bless you for your obedience in sharing your powerful testimony. I’m going to share this with someone very close to me.
Praying for your continued strength and peace in God🙏🏾
Thank you for watching! God bless! 💙💙💙
There is also a woman who use to publish (?) an LGBT magazine called Venus ( ? ) who also gave her heart to Christ and let others know right in the middle of a conference.
most LGBT folk find its ok to be LGBT. As it is.
@@pastorbri Nope.
@@daniapowell180 yip
@@pastorbri God doesn't
Thank you for posting this! I really needed to see this.
Now I admire your obedience and will hopefully soon find myself following suite. I’ve been grieving for quite sometime.
You don't know how much your testimony has helped so many others who have gone through the same thing. Please update us as to how you are doing.
God Bless you, that took a lot of courage, and I prayer that God gives you the strength to endure until the end.
Thank you 💙
EX-LESBIAN HERE. Now happily married with a man of God 😭♥️ Thank you for sharing your testimony. I will be sharing mine soon. ... A mystery I tell you, most homosexuals I know that confessed with me, most have gone through child abuse (sexual). Satan usually attack you from child specially when you have a destiny/calling from God.
I pray I once get a right man m just scared
Amen, please pray that God bless me with love and quietness and that he find the women I know rightous husband's also
I just wanna be me I don't wanna fulfil some god's plan
@@LalaLeia786 I will pray for you
Gloryyyyyyy for what you did Lord!!! Saviour don't pass me by♥️. I'm one week fresh out of being in visual contact or proximity with my ex lesbian love interest. After fasting praying saturating myself in God I realized that I was under attack spiritually y'all thru her. She disguised with words of adoration but actions behind her were dark cynical non understanding no respect she downright had opposite fruits of the spirit. I knew it and know now that God has freed me I won't ever do that again. Very low dark space I was in but GOD rescued me. The woman he's got me dreaming I can be is a woman of God made to add to the kingdom and serve hell notice !!! For God we will live! According to his word!! Touch me Lord please help me continue to isolate and pursue you
the desperate of me trying to change myself into a better person had gotten me here
You gave me so much hope that I can change! thank you truly. A very big brave move from you
Thank you so much for your testimony .I love that you were aware that you couldn't leave the relationship by your own strength but through God's strength and grace .To God be the glory 🙏🏾also you are incredibly beautiful 🌹
Thank you 💙
I loved her. I loved her so much. We would talk about our wedding and things for hours, deep in-depth conversation about life and aour deepest fears and insecurities. She hated me for leaving
Yeah that’s a yikes. Should’ve just stuck with men from the start
I would to playing with peoples feelings smh
Thank you for your courage, this testimony was authentic, powerful.. and naturally beautiful like you ❤️ you!!
Aww thanks Tracee! 💙 I appreciate you!
I've Always been bi sexual. I Realize For the first time in my life 😌 I have met a man that doesn't shame my sexual experiences nor does he lack anything that I want need or Desire. I can't wait to marry him. I Never Felt That Completeness Being With The Same Sex. I Loved them a whole Lot but I never found that real stability emotionally but the physical part of lesbianism had me all caught up for the longest. I was raised in a Christian family who kept on loving me but still hoped that I would grow out of it so you speak. I Tried To Be As Open As I Could with the same Sex But I Can Tell That Me & My Boyfriend Are Soulmate's. I don't shame anyone struggling to come into their True Definiition. The LGBT church never appealed to me. God is Love... But God Confessed His Design Plan So To Go a Different Route is To Crush His Heart. I Want No Part in That. Period.
do you believe all relationships with the same sex lack that stability?
Thank you for your honest story. My niece is going true it to and I watched your video because I want to understand her better and know how I can pray for her
@janice648 it's exactly why I am watching.
Popping by almost 2 years later after God led me to Kylia's testimony. Praise God I'm FREE in Jesus name!!! Thank you for staying obedient through every trial and test!
Amen!! Praise God sis 💙💙
I'm trying to break free now.
The courage you have is so beautiful. God is alive and working !!!! Thank you for sharing!!! May God bless you woman of a God.
Dear sister, thank you so much for sharing this, you have a beautiful heart! God is faithful!
Wow! I'm only 5 minutes in and I already hear so many similarities to you testimony and mind. God is so good!🙌🏾
very touching story, thank you for sharing :)
Your testimony was very moving to me. You are very strong, brave and obedient to post it on youtube. Thank you for this. I'm sure your testimony will help many others. I'm an ex-lesbian of 25 years and the pain in your voice moved me to tears. God bless you dear sister in Christ.❤️
Thank sis for your testimony. God has called me too, and is unbelievable the change I feel inside. God's grace is overwhelmingly miraculous. I can see a lot of pain I faced was God calling me and me thinking I knew better. Now I trust in Him and see He never left me. God bless you and all of us trying to know Him.
We love you, sister in Christ. You described it exactly right, even if I wanted to go back, which I genuinely don’t, it wouldn’t ever work because it’s not gods plan. Amen and you are very brave and I appreciate you sharing your testimony. You describe it very well. God bless and thank you!! 🌻🙏🙏❤️
i’m just wondering why loving someone of the same gender is so “abominable” why does it matter what body parts they have? at the end of life we are all spirit without gender, why does it matter if it’s the same or opposite sex? i’ve heard all the Bible verses, but please explain in your own words
Honestly as a Christian, God’s word says that we were created by Him for His glory. I willingly chose to follow Jesus which means denying myself and living for Christ. Anything that does not bring Him glory has to be surrendered. It’s not just about same-sex attention. It’s about living a life that glorifies God. When God designed man, his purpose for them was pure, perfect, and intentional. Even if I don’t understand all the reasons why loving someone of the same gender is not pleasing to God, when I chose to follow Him I chose His way not mine. What I do know is that God is perfect, holy, and full of love and Jesus died for me so I choose to serve Him for the rest of my life.
Because then how can we multiple on the earth if we don't follow God's Commanants and increase in numbers,,???
@@MadeWholeBeautifully said. The best explanation I've heard.
It’s not the body parts it’s the mentality of the relationship. #1 important thing in a relationship is mindset not liked minded but balance . Lots of women in my opinion date other women for the aesthetic and freedom . Because with a Man Ur giving responsibility. And that’s loss on a lot of women today that they do oh something to the man there choosing to be in relationship with .
I love you, God loves you!! Thank you for being so brave and amazing telling your story. You are truly a blessing 🤗🤍
Wow! Powerful testimony. Thank you for sharing
Wow, this was such raw testimony, God bless you for sharing ❤️
Thank you for sharing this. I was definitely moved and touched by your message. I know there are many lesbians that are struggling Internally with this, and I'm glad you were able to let them know it is okay to let go. I know this is definitely going to rub a lot of lesbians that wrong way because they are trapped in the lifestyle and feel it is 'the right way'. This is the perfect message, and I'm glad I took the time to listen to it. I truly hope you find that special man and build a beautiful family.
My pleasure. Thank you for listening. The reality is no one is trapped in the lifestyle, as painful as it is to walk away we all have a choice and the way “out” is through Jesus. The lifestyle isn’t holding us at gun point, it’s simply knocking at our door waiting for us to answer, but Jesus is knocking as well. It’s all about who we choose to answer and submit to. Again, thank you so much for listening. Be blessed 💙
@@MadeWhole, I have some questions: As you were knee deep in that lifestyle, have you ever looked at men or had some men catch your eye? Also, what about the thoughts of having children? Did that ever occur to you that that possibility could never be realized with a woman?
@@laiththomas7998 who says that it was not possible with a woman?
God Almighty bless you for being courageous to share your testimony. It will help a lot of people.
sadly it will also feed the homophobic community
Powerful testimony!!!❤
I used to be a lesbian before but only for a certain period of time. When I had a girlfriend, at the same time I have boys trying to get a relationship with me. That was when I got to the point where I have to choose. Reading the Bible helped a lot. So at the end, I realized that it's wrong to fall on love with the same sex and at the end of it, we end up the relationship because we both want to be normal. I am married now and so is she. I still treasure her now but only as a good friend. I thanks God for giving me the second chance in life to do the right thing and I will continue to praise him. 🙏...I didn't go for any type of therapy, but just reading the words of God from the Bible which put me where I am now.
I’m very depressed. Sometimes this life is so hard. 😓
Is a hard lonely lifestyle
You want to talk to me?I am a good listener and will never judge you
God's got you..Take it a day at time
I truly appreciate and thank God for your life. You are beautiful and bold to talk about your experience. I pray God will continue to strengthen you in all areas of your life.
I can relate. My entire life feel consumed by this unexplained guilt. I tried to make peace with it. Try to accept myself. It went well for a while but each time when i on my prayer mat, i feel so incomplete and empty. I pray everyday that i have strength to leave this lifestyle because it just a superficial happiness. There is a void that i couldn't explain exactly but it is torturing.
Praying for a release for you. I know it's not easy. Just continue to build your relationship with God and He will give you the strength. If you want to be in a community with other people who in the process of leaving or have already left, you can join the Made Whole Community (it's completely free and private) I'd love to have you. facebook.com/groups/madewholecommunity
Listen, your fears and guilt are never going to be bigger than God, and that’s why God has so many plans for you it’s going to be amazing your life when you listen to God more, just know you’re still a a great creation from God if God didn’t feel guilty making you, you should not feel guilty anymore of yourself now since you changed because once you surrender to God and repent being Gay/lesbian your mistakes aren’t you, I was bisexual years ago when I was 7 then I repented and trust me I felt very guilty and then even a year ago I would feel guilty for no reason having OCD thinking I was bisexual or lesbian wen I never was
I left heterosexuality at 26 20 years ago it's so possible I believe in you!❤
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Beautiful testimony!!!!!!
Thankyou for sharing. I really relate to the pain leaving the lesbian relationship caused. I can honestly say that now 6 years later I don't regret it. God is good adn He will give us the desires of our heart.
I am so blessed by this video.... Indeed God is real. Now I know I am not the only one going through this situation. Thank God for this bold step. By his grace i will share mine.
FRANKLIN MOTIVATIONAL my pleasure! Thank you for watching. Praying for your boldness!
@@MadeWhole Thank you so much Miss... Can we talk? Are you on WhatsApp, Facebook or Instagram?
Hey Franklin! I wanted to provide a different perspective: being gay is beautiful, natural, and freeing. Many animals on this earth are gay. And God loves us all. Here to support you and tell you it’s beautiful to be gay.
@@BrendaGarcia-ty2ml it's not beautiful to disobey God
God does love us all, but does not mean He agreed with sin.
God created human to be in control of animals, higher than animals, He calls us His children. He never call animals His children. Animals sniff each other's end, eat their own waste, breeding with their own mother, father, siblings.
God loves us so much that He wants us to live in obedience to avoid sin, because sin will separate us from Him which means we will go to hell.
Everything has a consequence, including committing sin.
I’m crying. I was literally delivered from this too a while back. It was painful but I feel such a joy now. Thank you so much for sharing your testimony. I’m praying God continues to bless you and others who are going through what we went through. Amen. God is good!
💙💙💙 My pleasure
Thanks for sharing your story, it’s very inspiring! I resonate with a lot of things, in fact we have almost a similar story. Mine got so bad that I even continued after I got married and kids.
But thank Abba Yahuah that I’ve been delivered from this bondage of sin, I cried to Yah in prayer, I went into a baptism of repentance, and He saved me.
Thank you for watching! Glory to God for His faithfulness in keeping you!
Thank you for your honesty and for sharing
Blessings ❤️🌹
God led me to your video. Thank you for sharing your testimony. May he continue to bless you beyond infinite measures. #KeepUpTheGoodWork🙌🏾
The enemy attacked me around the same age or earlier... The L word had my mind trapped as well while having a boyfriend. Even my boyfriend started telling me that I'm a lesbian and how I was obsessed with the L Word. I fell deeply in love with a women as well.. I thought I was happy.. I thought I was meant to marry a women.. But I always felt so empty and lost inside. My soul felt disturbed. I got involved in smoking thinking it was ” cool” which turned into a strong addiction. Every time I would attend church I felt like everyone was looking at me like I was dirty and knew my secret ( being a lesbian) feeling uncomfortable. The enemy gives you the mindset that ” love is love ” and it doesn't matter what (sex) you fall in love with. I pushed God away and wouldn't let God speak about my relationship. I started looking up to other lesbian couples. ( mainly on UA-cam ) I started to ask God how could you make me a lesbian and not love me for who I am and what I am. Asking God why would you make me and then call the way I love an abomination? It hurt me the same way. I started get upset and slowly pull myself away from God. I thought people who hated the LGBTQ community were just being so judgemental and didnt understand how to ” truly love” without boundaries. God has delivered me and I surrendered my mind, my soul, my spirit to God completely and decided to walk in faith and repent before God. Cast all my sins upon him and ask him to save me from my own self and to make me brand new, make me whole, let me live for him and not by the flesh. To make me a new creature in Christ, born again and to reintroduce me to the world and how I view the world. The enemy can attack you just by using ur eyes, mind, and heart. It happens so fast you don't even see it coming. Now my soul and spirit is awake and now I lean on God and not my own understanding! Amen.. I thank anyone who reads this message! 🙏🏽✨
So are u going to marry a man?
wow great testimony. thanks for sharing
Wait, you gae or no
Same girl. L word. Girlfriend ( not living with each other but was IN LOVE). I would finish watching the L word and then feel so happy and feel my life is right and then later I'd be crying out to God to take all of it away. I had that while I was in my relationship. It was these flips where I KNEW something was wrong. It tookseeing a kind of vision of hell to take me to the point of surrender though. I told God I wanted the world over him and he gave me a warning. He didn't give up. And my life is better than before in regards to how I feel in my spirit. Temptation does come... but I Never want to lose Jesus. thank you for sharing. It's been hard seeing people finding mate's and I am here like. great. God what about me.
Thank you.
You just described me completely. Think I will always struggle but trying to make Jesus the most important. Almost 29 years old and still waiting for someone to complete me.
Whewwww I felt this!!
Same same. During the day, I look for ways to reason why lesbianism can not be a sin but at night I'm crying to God to take it out. It's hard living a life like this. My question is Why and How does this happen to some people????
Kylia, thank you so much for your transparency and for sharing your testimony. Girl, I’m going through the same exact thing right now and I’ve been in need of a word from a woman after God’s own heart. I know you are in a tender place, as am I and I appreciate your openness. Thank you a million times over for being in alignment, keeping it real and sharing! Peace and so much healing love to you! Power for your journey! ♥️🦋💋🙏🏾🦄🦄🦄🌸🤗
My dear Child you have the right to take YOUR POWER Back. You always have the power to banish what's evil
Thanks for sharing your story 🙏🏽
Thank you for sharing your testimony sister in Christ. Jesus called me out as well and he can not be ignored! There's so much peace and rest with Jesus. God Bless you!
Lionesspump thank you for watching! God bless! 💙
I left too. 20 years.
Wow that’s awesome!
are you now in the homophobic community?
@@pastorbriwhat?
I said is he in the homophobic community now?@@sillysalamislapper5940
God bless you! ❤❤❤ As struggling with being bisexual, I really want to get out and get these feelings to go away. Thank you for telling this story
My pleasure! So glad it was helpful
Thank you for sharing your story! God loves you so much. I love you. God is so good and gives you a spiritual peace! Hallelujah 🙌🏼❤️
I love your story I struggle with homosexuality as well but I believe this day I am not gay anymore : I love this channel and I subscribe and you’re a very beautiful women
Just keep praying
God is more than able. Keep fighting.
Accept yourself! Please don't get involved in religion since its a cult
u are gay, it’ll never go away 🤗😇
@@ihrt.dollii I know idk how this like how you like how
I knew that lesbianism was wrong because of going to church when I was young, however I secretly wanted to be with women sexually and only sexually. Later in life I became involved romantically with a woman and God began to break that spirit off of me slowly due to my mother praying for God to release me from that relationship.One night I woke up and had the courage to leave her. 🙏🏾
Thanks for sharing your testimony girl! And thank God for praying parents because I know I surely wouldn’t have had the strength to leave on my own if it wasn’t for God. You should join my free Facebook group called MadeWhole. It’s a private support community where we talk about staying free and building a deeper relationship with God. Link is in the description of this video if you’re interested!
I support you and all people that leaving homosexuality
MadeWhole I apologize for responding so late. Yes I will join your Facebook group. Thank you🙏🏾
@@fruity3693 ask him honestly with your heart, your mind and your soul
@@hizbonnymyclyde12 so are you attracted to men now?
I thank you for telling your testimony. The topic surrounding those in the LGBT community has had an impact on my walk with God.
I never bother commenting on things and I know you may never see this but hearing your story makes me want to keep going. I'm in a very similar situation, God is stripping me down and I just feel so done with everything. Like everything is falling apart but this.... I don't know what to say. It won't solve the problems I'm dealing with but it pushes me on a little more, it gives me some hope and comfort and I don't think youll ever know how much that means
Hey, @jellybean. 7, So grateful that to hear that you have a little more hope than before. This journey is not easy but it is definitely possible and you don’t have to do it alone. We do have a free private community that you can join and it includes weekly accountability and prayer calls, and super transparent conversation that will help you along the way. I’ll leave the link below if you’re interested. We’d love to have you there!
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Im so very very proud of you!! Honey the same thing happened to me! Trust!! I was a not so fem lesbian, I tried being no sexual 1st then I was a full lesbian from the time I was 24-31 and none of my relationships with women worked! I too had NO PEACE AT ALL, I was feel in depression though I had some happy moments in that lifestyle, I was a serious alcoholic for 13 years, so God knew.. He had to get me sober in my right mind 1st and He did. He delivered me from alcoholism 1st. 6 years ago. Then He had to deliver me from that because I wasn't letting it go. But I couldn't have peace in it, again.. It continued.. No relationship was working, I was with a woman I was madly in love with but it wasn't always easy, we got engaged, and she ghosted me around christmas of 2017. I was in the worst heart ache condition in my life, and I was in am uber talking about that relationship, hurt, was taking narcissistic abuse counselling, but I felt God was telling me something... Sure enough I told my uber driver lile taxi cab confessions that i wanted to understand the bible but u just couldn't. He gave me a new Testament Bible with commentary by pastor and bible teacher Greg laurie and on the front it said START! I wasn't so hesitant to read it I guess because it didn't say bible in front of it. It took me a lil bit but I started reading it and he had a message to the reader, I felt convicted, I started going to church with my mom, but wasn't fully ready to surrender that part of me yet, until one day, I felt convicted to search for scriptures on homosexuality, there was ovee 20 of them. I was in shock! On how many there was, and I felt God was seriously working in my life, so I broke down, I remember.. I was at work in a dark parking lot praying, open and talking to Him, and ready to surremder all those broken pieces (beauty for aches) and I said LORD! IF THIS DOES COME FROM YOU, AND GOES AGAINST YOU, I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH IT! TAKE IT FROM ME! CLEANSE ME!! USE ME!! BUT TELL ME LORD!! in tears and open completely, and I heard Him say, "I didn't give them you, you gave them you". I stopped crying and I just knew what that meant to my heart. That that lifestyle wasnt ever gonna work or give me peace because I was choosing it for me and He wasnt in that lifestyle of sex and sexuality, and every woman who entered my life was taking the place of God in my life and it broke me further and further down. I surrendered it all and now.. I'm fem, i love being the woman God made me to be. I'm an evangelist, a mentor, a God mothee but a real one! Lol I teach her the bible, and I spreD the word in a mental hospital. Those who God sets free are free indeed-! Quick note changed movement has so many just like us! I found them about 2 weeks ago. Something to look up and read, its awesome to know you're not alone and not the only one who God has delivered, its an amazing feel! God bless u sister-! Greater is He who is in you than he that is in this world. He said "the heavens and the earth shall pass away, but my words will by no means pass away" and amen to that!-
Thank you for sharing! May God continue to strengthen you every step of the way. Continue to share your experience, it has been a blessing to me. 🙏 prayer is powerful!
My pleasure and thank you so much for your kind words! I look forward to sharing more and I’m very thankful that this video has blessed you😊
Thank you so, so much for telling your story. I experienced something very similar and have been feeling called to tell my story. Please pray for me, and I will pray for you also.God bless you, Sister
My pleasure! May God strengthen you and give you boldness!
Bless your heart.
I'm happy you are talking about your feelings.
God loves you.
I always felt this way... I wanted God but I wanted her love also... I felt empty after what seemed to be happy moments between us.. Things got worse, I realized I can't live in peace with out God... thank you!!! because I always got my peace after my relationship ended
Yeah cuz u realized she wasn't shi😂😂 u ladies got to be honest in these comments you love her cuz u was attracted to her but she was a evi 👹Narc. And da happy moments started in the beginning of the relationship 😂😂😂 but y'all still be the same ones that be obsessed with Christine rock when deep down inside you know she ain't ish.
@@Bossbaby09595what?
Maybe you’ve heard of the book “Gay Girl, Good God” by Jackie Hill Perry..I just got done reading it twice and it has so many similarities to everything that you said.
Kaitlyn Calcote thanks for watching! And yes I have heard of the book but I haven’t read it yet. Thanks for suggesting it
Thank you for sharing your testimony i know it wasn’t easy to share but I needed to hear it ❤
My pleasure!
Hi you are doing great and I'm glad that you can share cause I needed I hear these words and you are very helpful 👏
Thank you so much!
Tell me why I’m watching you and I’m literally seeing myself .. everything you said is how I feel . I am still struggling with getting out of the situation and I’m praying to God to give me the strength to leave her .. because I love her too and it’s just so hard for me . She says if I leave her it means I didn’t love her .. and I know I love her but I also know that God wants me to do right by him .. it’s just so hard .
I’m sorry, it seems like you’re going through this struggle alone!!. If you go to church, please let someone know. If you can’t, then i suggest finding a solid biblical church that can help you leave that lifestyle and walk in holiness. Loving someone doesn’t mean staying. Love means doing what’s best for that person, and staying in a sinful relationship is not loving. More than that, she doesn’t need your love, she needs GODs love. If you really love her you will leave, you will seek God, and you will pray for this girl, that you will both be freed from this sin. Sin leads to death! Sin is serious!! people are going to Hell because of it: “the wicked man will see and be grieved; he will gnash his teeth and waste away; the desires of the wicked will perish” (Psalm 112:10). Go to God, he says “whoever comes to me I will never cast out” (john 6:37) and that “if we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness” (1 john 1:9). please understand, you CANNOT do this on your own, you WILL fail. you NEED God to help you fight sin: “apart from me you can do nothing” (John 15:5). Read your bible, start in Romans or Matthew, and pray. Ask God to help you. doesn’t matter if you don’t know how or never have done it. Speak to your Father, to your Great Physician, who didn’t come for the healthy but for the sick (Mark 2:17). I will pray for you! comment back if you would like to talk further. I am so encouraged that there is a seed of faith, that God is tugging on your heart and that He wants you for Himself. Be well!!
@@jimboslice149 Ameen
Praying for you girl! It doesn't mean you never loved her, it means God's love is so powerful it's leading you into another way, may he give you the strength you need to follow his words!
I'm not a lesbian but you have to put yourself first, and do what's on your heart❤❤❤🙏🙏🙏
@@jimboslice149 I am just seeing this comment, the thing is these Days you can’t even trust your own church brothers and sisters they talk to much . Yes I attend church every Sunday I do understand that if I love her I’ll leave but part of me wants to stay while the other wants out I don’t know what to do 😩😭
"I need to hear from God, b/c there’s a part in me that’s dying" I am there now. But I’m not sure if I want to go back.
What an ABSOLUTELY organically transparent testimony- your vulnerability and strength to listen to God's call will help many 🙏
Thank you for sharing your testimony, it has touched me deeply! I thank God for your life and for putting it in your heart to share the process of this difficult path but one that is worth it. Listening to you, I was moved to see that a woman has gone through something so similar to what I have gone through. Although I still have my struggles with temptations, I know that God is faithful,and in Him we are more than conquerors and I appreciate his infinite mercy!
I'm new to your channel, thanks for the content you share here sister, continue to be an instrument at the service of God! God keep blessing you!
Thank you so much for your encouragement! I’m so glad the video has been helpful for you. May God continue to strengthen you in your journey 💙
What a powerful testimony sis, God is always the answer and am so happy you found Him. You have a story to share, you have lives to save through your story for the kingdom. I pray for God’s strength for you on this journey 🙏🏾🤗😘
Thank you so much!
MadeWhole you’re welcome. I sent you a message on instagram can you reply? Was looking to see if you had any contact info here but there’s nothing 😊. Look forward to hearing from you. Have a blessed day
Your journey has a purpose and that purpose is Good. You're in God's Hands and you're helping his people out here by sharing your story. I appreciate your strength. God Bless.
Thank you so much 💙💙💙
Hi I just want to say that ur videos have helped me so much to understand myself, Christianity, God. You definitely have a purpose on here and I’m sure I’m not the only one you’ve helped. Thank you so much and God bless you.
So glad they’ve been helpful! My pleasure!
I happen to have come across your video with so much to be intrigued by. I applaud you for speaking your truth which is something that will always be difficult for anyone. The pain I hear in your voice on how much you’re struggling to understand what you’re going through, I empathize. Whatever choices you’ve made that helps you align with whom you are within is god’s path, the only path. I hope you’re able to stand strong in who you are and not what your desires tell you to be. Who you truly are and want to become is your power the one power that no one on this earth can take from you and whatever the characteristics that shape that person may be, I hope you only pull strength from it. God bless you and god speed to your journey to your own truth.
You're beautiful queen, takes confidence to talk about it
Thank you!
Thank you for sharing your story because this is the exact thing I am going through right now!!❤️
My pleasure 💙 Praying they the Lord gives you strength and strategy!
My best friend told me Good will make a way of escape. That door was painful. I don’t think I’ll go back.
A real woman of faith , power and blessings on her
Amen. Thank you for sharing your story. God love each and everyone of us more than we can ever imagine. We love everyone including our LGBT community, and we will pray for them.
, and we are not going to beat them up with the Bible like so many Christians do. God is able to reach them exactly where they're just like He reached you. Let's be kind to one another, and show love.
Amen, Amen, Amen sister for sharing your story. May the good Lord bless you. Listening to you is like you read my life story. Thank you. Thank you. I have completely surrendered to Jesus and it is the greatest thing that I have ever done in my life. Sister keep the faith in Christ, love you for sharing 🙏🙏🤗
Thank you for your testimony 🙏
Wow, I am inspired! God bless you.
She is not a dude, but, a black Queen. If you can't say anything good, say nothing at ALL!!!
@@leroysmith3423 No intention of calling her a dude, man, chill. When I said "dude", I mean it as an interjection.
I'm so happy to be hearing your testimony. I cannot imagine so many conflicted feelings! But I am so glad you shared! I am praying for my son, niece, cousin, nephew, who think they are gay, but I know God is holding onto them! You give me hope! God bless you!
they should pray for you to overcome your homophobia!!!!!
@@pastorbri perhaps you should look up the definition of homophobia. I am not fearful of them. But I also will not compromise, I will pray for you, as a pastor you seem okay with less than the will of God. Sin is still sin. Whether you accept it as sin or not.
@@pattyward556 definition: dislike of or prejudice against gay people. If you didn’t dislike us then why are you praying for them not to be gay?
You are so brave God bless . I know it's hard for you
Thank you for this video. I am struggeling with homosexuality too and this Video helped me. You are so brave!:)
GOD BLESS YOU SISTER!!!