I Got a Loaded 45 got sum bad goin trough my mind momma dont you worry I’ll be fine Ain’t nothing no longer funny like when I was young I should still be a child feeling like one but i cant In my head I ain’t alright no more Swallow the bullet deep inside in my mouth Still doin nothing wit my life jus gettin high Although a lot of lines I snorted i don’t feel them at all Although I know what that means do I even care at all Call me a junkie I don mind cause I am Junk gets recycled over and over again Will i get i will i wont i dont know i dont want or do I want dont want or do i 16 why I’m I still not dead Why does such thoughts go trough my head I should’ve kept it like On the computer playing video games all day all night Like I did no long before What did I do to myself What did I do Why did I ruin my childhood I smoked and I snorted everything there’s No life left death is coming because I’m nothing nothing left of me I’m doing nothing thats something bad Don’t ask me why I do it I still dont know who I am Only I can help myself to find myself Still dont know who I am Will i ever be myself Will I stop will change Or forever druged up by myself
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I Got a Loaded 45 got sum bad goin trough my mind
momma dont you worry I’ll be fine
Ain’t nothing no longer funny like when I was young
I should still be a child feeling like one but i cant
In my head I ain’t alright no more
Swallow the bullet deep inside in my mouth
Still doin nothing wit my life jus gettin high
Although a lot of lines I snorted
i don’t feel them at all
Although I know what that means
do I even care at all
Call me a junkie I don mind cause I am
Junk gets recycled over and over again
Will i get i will i wont i dont know i dont want or do I want dont want or do i
16 why I’m I still not dead
Why does such thoughts go trough my head
I should’ve kept it like
On the computer playing video games all day all night
Like I did no long before
What did I do to myself
What did I do
Why did I ruin my childhood
I smoked and I snorted everything
there’s No life left death is coming because I’m nothing nothing left of me
I’m doing nothing thats something bad
Don’t ask me why I do it
I still dont know who I am
Only I can help myself to find myself
Still dont know who I am
Will i ever be myself
Will I stop will change
Or forever druged up by myself