Convictions - The Price of Grace (Official Lyric Video)
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- Опубліковано 11 лют 2021
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Meaning behind the song:
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Lyrics for "The Price Of Grace"
Circles through Circles, I'm spiraling around the room. This phone call. I’m in denial. Lost in the static of your silence. They found the note you left behind and the lethal dose you took that night. We lost touch when the basement door was bolted shut. Lost beyond the grave, you found your own way. I hope the price of grace was worth the gift of pain because I feel like I’ll never find peace with the way you left me. I hope the price of grace was worth the gift of pain because I curse the day you gave up on everything. I can’t see the light. There’s no reside. I’m finding nothing. Throwing empty bottles, drinking myself sick. Smash my soul to pieces. You shattered glass beneath my chest. Malice fills the void. How could you leave your family behind? You embraced your demons and gave in to suicide. You deserve to survive. What happened to “brothers forever?” You said we'd grow old together. I'm reaching out to the heavens can you hear my voice? How can I live on knowing that this was your choice? I will carry your memory until the day that I die to keep you alive.
“The Price Of Grace”
Song Produced / Engineered by Andrew Wade.
Video by Zach Scwochow.
I really appreciate seeing all the positive comments and heartfelt stories related to our song. We worked extremely hard on this song throughout the year, collaborating with a close fan and friend. Sharing his story has been a growing experience for everyone involved with this project. We hope to continue speaking out on mental health and showing a light to those dark seasons. Thank you for listening.
We appreciate you for this song. I speak from personal experience through a close friend feeling this song on an extremely deep level. You deserve to surviveeeee
It's so hard, ill be with u, bro, nothing is eternal and pain and neither are we.
This is probably the best modern metalcore in 2021 so far, the music, the ambience, the structure of the song, the Sludgy the contrast between the blackenedeathcore scream and tune with a very very catchy clean vocal metalcore ish chorus, my Lord this song is fucking amazing, what a fucking talent
Hoped 'til last moment that it wasn't real story. Sad to hear that, but song is huge in all meanings
It's hard to put this into words but I appreciate you guys for actually putting this song out there, because suicide is a tough topic for alot of people and many struggle with depression, and suicidal thoughts. Thank you
My daughter took her life three days ago. I am shattered, utterly broken. Came here for a little solace... knowing I'm not alone.
My deepest condolences. ♡
I lost my friend to it. Just know I’ll be thinking about you. I know you was a beautiful mother to her ❤️💯
🙏
"You deserve to survive."
That part hit me hard... thank you for that.
Im sorry for your loss.
I lost my father to suicide. And a few months I almost lost myself to it. But I’m still here. Thank you. Songs like this help.
a year late, but I just wanted to say, we are all so happy you are still here with us. ❤
I hope you're in an okay place, friend. I am here for you if you need help.
The 23rd of this month will mark 8 years since I survived my own attempt. I still bear my scars openly and see them as a sign of a battle won. The light gets dim sometimes, and I wonder if the world would be better off without me in it, but as I look back at my accomplishments in life (5.5 years in recovery and still going strong, seizure free for 13 months, traveling to see family out of state on two different occasions, meeting new friends, bonding with my co-workers, seeing my sibling get married, and having a companion in the form of the sweetest and most talkative and snuggly kitty in the universe)... I'm glad that I stayed. I'm glad that I made it past 21.
To those who are struggling or who have a story that is similar to mine, please believe me when I say that there is hope and that there are people who care about you. I may not know you, but I do know from my own experiences that there are reasons to stay. There is so much love and light out there, and even if you don't see it at this moment, I know that plenty of others do - and you're a part of that light and love. Don't leave this world behind. ❤
Will be 9 years ago on March 7th when I found my brother hung himself. A song hasn't hit me this hard in years. God bless everyone struggling with this life that can seem so unbearable but is beautiful
Man I am so sorry to hear that. I can't imagine what you have been through. Stay strong my man.
Just heard this for the first top and just started weeping. I’ve lost a friend to addiction. And as someone who had suicidal thoughts and tendencies for a long time this hit me hard. When my best friend passed because of an overdose it wrecked my whole world, but it showed me the pain and destruction we leave behind. It gave me the strength through the worst days because I never wanted anyone to feel how I felt after losing him. RIP Matt. Love you brother.
Stay strong my friend. You are LOVED!
Keep on strong bro!
Damn, this hits really close to home. Lost a good friend to suicide, the one that got me into this music. You guys really came back swinging. First track that gave me chills and tears this year.
Sorry you had to experience that
Sorry to hear that.
me too! i miss that guy so much!
I'm sorry that you deal with that
These guys caught me offgaurd by stopping at my truck stop one night when I was working nights and the store was dead they had told me they were driving because they were on tour, They seemed so exhausted. They ordered a few sandwiches from me because i work subway side and they went and sat at the tables and were great company. I support them 100% and they're so fucking talented. Also they are the sweetest most down to earth guys ever. Help these guys go viral please. 🥺😍 (This was like in 2018)
Just watched your Tik Tok about the story behind this song. Mad respect, I'll be playing this one. Alot
what's the story? feels like he lost someone near to him...
Can you post the link?
@@NekBravery ua-cam.com/video/zUppx9POxYQ/v-deo.html Here's a link, Convictions posted the video on youtube
@@billyirwin8855 see link in my previous comment
I lost my brother 3 months back to overdose. This shit hit home for real,, thanks for the new jam you just gained a new fan!
feel that dude. may they fly high.
I'm so sorry dude
I just found this song today, i never imagined myself getting emotional over a metal song, Being passionate does not always look the same way.
But this song touched me, i have never experienced a love one commiting suicide, however i am the oldest of 3 kids and i suffered from intense thoughts of suicide, If it were not for jesus christ and my praying mother i would not be here as my room was next to my fathers room and his safe where he would keep his weapon, every singile time i would walk down the hallway was a reminder of how selfish i was having thoughts of leaving my family behind. The part that broke me is "what happened to brothers forever?" i cant fathom the trauma and look on my little brothers face knowing his example is 6 feet under the ground. it makes me wanna rip off my ears thinking about that i never want that for my family, thank you jesus for saving my life, i can never repay you.
This is probably the best modern metalcore in 2021 so far, the music, the ambience, the structure of the song, the Sludgy the contrast between the blackenedeathcore scream and tune with a very very catchy clean vocal metalcore ish chorus, my Lord this song is fucking amazing, what a fucking talent
Man this song is heavy. Both with the riffs and the meaning. Wow
This song is amazing. Anytime I jam it I cry when I hear that voicemail!!
Every time I hear this song it hits me deep, it came out around the time of my last attempt. The depression I was in after escaping abuse was over taking me and my abuser was stalking me and harassing me and I lost hope. One of my best friends, Josh,who knows Danyal asked me if I heard this song and I told him I was going to listen to it later, then my other best friend, Amoni, who’s a huge fan of Convictions sent me the song a few days before my attempt told me I needed to listen to it. I ignored it. I went to my best friend Josh and told him my thoughts and how I’ve been battling them for weeks the day before my attempt. He prayed for me. The next day the sense of hopelessness over took me and when I was alone where no one could stop me I attempted. I can’t begin to explained what happened that day without sounding completely insane, but let’s just say my best friend Amoni had dreams of my attempt for a while and couldn’t shake it, so she prayed that God would block me from succeeding and he answered her prayer. A few minutes after my failed attempt I saw the unread message from Amoni of the link to this song. I played it and brought me to tears. I sought out help for my mental health. Now every time I hear this song I remember how my best friends prayers saved my life and how this song hit me so deep to seek help.
I hope everyone gets the same feeling as I do when they hear song and escpecially the goose bump central when they hear " YOU DESERVE TO SURVIVE "
Fuck. I don’t think I’ve ever heard a song that made me tear up. Thank you for that. “You deserve to be alive” 🥺
To survive*
Insanely heavy, and a killer chorus! You guys never miss!
15 years ago on jul 27th a few hours ago in perspective I found my sister hanging in our attic. She was technically DOA 1 HBM (heartbeat a min) two different defibrillators failed.
Last week I I played Russian roulette for real, had a 357 mag revolver cylinder lock up on me twice. The last time I tried to pull the trigger the hammer got stuck on my chest meat I hope it scars. Something told me I'm not allowed to go yet. I wish to the bottom of my heart that I had found this song before then. I'm glad I'm still here.
Convictions can't physically release a bad song and you can't change my mind
Ever since I found this song I’ve always tear up for the breakdown. I have to repeat the breakdown over and over again just to hear someone tell me that I deserve to survive. Thank you guys for writing this song and RIP to the king that took his life ❤️
This song speaks volume, It brought a personal experience that happen three years ago. I was a senior in university and I was retaking a class that I did not pass, I had new classmates and there was one in particular that I felt that I could relate to, but I never spoke to him. On the fifth week, I got to class and sat down and a couple of minutes later another classmate came in the room and she was crying and then another came in as she as well was crying. It wasn't until the professor told us that one of our classmate committed suicide by gunshot wound to the head. None of us expected this to happened, for me I felt that if I just talked to him we could have become best friends and he would still be alive to this day. Everyone in the world thinks about Suicide as a last resort, but they forget that by taking there own lives they are not hurting themselves, but in reality the most physical and emotional pain are lay upon their family and their friends. Just like the song "Never To Late" From the Album "One-X" from my favorite band Three Day Grace, its never to late to back down and to live your life to the fullest and to appreciate life as being preciouses and to create happy and fun memories with your loved ones. Thank you for this song, I will keep my classmate memory alive until the end of time. 🤘🤘
I've seen a few close friends be devastated by suicide of a loved one, and had suicidal thoughts myself. This song is so deeply emotional, absolute perfection.
i was listening to spotify for background noise and this came on randomly and i wasn't paying attention and i just caught the words "you embraced your demons and gave in to suicide you deserve to survive" i kinda just stopped for a second to take that in
I haven’t felt this kind of emotion since my brother caught stage 4 cancer, man this song is everything
This song sounds of the pain I felt when my best friend/ brother committed suicide 4 years ago. Please watch your best friends and family please
I cried listening to this while finishing concrete in a construction site. 10/10.
There’s no better song to express how deep we can connect and feel on the inside, best track out here! Brothers hold, brothers move on, brother remind that life goes on
My best friend overdosed on heroin almost a year ago. This song really hits hard man
This song keeps me here, I couldn’t imagine my brother dealing with me not being here. I love him and if you’re going through anything I love you too. Please seek help or therapy, I know it’s hard but I am in therapy myself
I just revisted this song. I'm on antidepressants and I'm doing well. I have a baby on the way. I've found my way but I didn't have to leave everything to find it
ONLY one cavite to this perfection - I carry your memory with me beyond my own death. For when I pass - it is but so that I may start looking for you direct, instead of in the faces and memories of those who surround me 🖤
Mike those screams are THICC
Wow. Literally full body chills.
AWESOME HEAVY AWESOME HEAVY AWESOME HEAVY
My best friend, who was more a brother than a friend, died from complications due to alcoholism a few years ago. He literally chose to drink himself to death. He chose it over everything, including his family, friends, and beautiful daughter.
Part of me misses him terribly and still loves him deeply, but another part of me is angry with him for his selfishness, and the fact that he didn't care enough about anyone else to even attempt fixing himself.
I have another friend who's going down the same path right now, and it's scary. He doesn't want to hear anything, and he thinks he has his life under control, when that's the furthest thing from the truth.
My one friend committed slow suicide, and now I'm watching another do the same thing and my hands are tied. I can't force him to fix himself, though I wish I could.
I needed to hear this and so do others. Spread the word. It will make a difference
I think this maybe the first heavy metal screamo song that has me in tears... probably because I have 2 brothers and have struggle with living. Better now bit this just made me wonder how my bros would have handled it. Beautiful song I hope this song helps heal the pain you have in your heart
not a single dislike as of commenting this. that speaks volumes, keep it up boys
The TRUE STORY behind “The Price Of Grace” -
If you’ve ever lost someone you loved to suicide, then this song belongs to you.
A few years ago (before the pandemic) we were touring the world full time. We had 2 friends, CJ and Travis, that would always come to our shows. Cj and Travis would drive hours to see us play. And it was always amazing to see them, we loved them dearly.
But one day everything changed.
We received a phone call. It was CJ, telling us that Travis had taken his life. This shook our spirits to the very core.
Time passed. But this stuck with us. We decided to ask CJ if we could write a song for him. From his perspective of losing a friend to suicide... a song about the pain that is left behind. Our only hope and prayer is that this song can help at least one person.
We will always love you, Travis.
You deserve to survive.
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Dude this is some real heavy stuff. This song is simultaneously tough to hear and yet beautiful. This song is so powerful. I work with people in crisis on a regular basis. While I haven't known anyone that has committed suicide closely, I know a lot of people that are familiar with this pain.
Lost a brother to suicide almost two years ago. This track popped into my Spotify mix and I cannot play it loud enough
Man that got me emotional. Like tears in public. Thank you for this.
Replaying it for the 16th time now
"How can I go on living knowing that this was your choice"
I discovered this song a bit ago but recently this line has been hitting different. I had an attempt about 4 weeks ago. If it had succeeded, no one would have known that I didn't want to die. It wasn't my choice. I got too drunk and made an impulsive decision. Took the pills, reached out to some good friends telling them how much they meant to me. Talking to them I began to regret it but was already feeling numb. Next thing I know I'm waking up in the hospital.
It tears me up thinking about that now. If I hadn't survived no one would have known that I changed my mind. I'm trying to fix my life now, but God it's still hard.
Damn emotional story, man. I believe that you can defeat all your inner demons. This is your life and it is your only life. I love the phrase “everything will be fine in the end. If it’s bad now, it’s not the end!”.
Know that somewhere far away there is a dude from Ukraine who wishes you happiness. Good luck!🖤
I've lost my brother in 2016 to a suspected suicide, and a close friend to a fatal heroin overdose in 2019. Thanks for this.
This is the only song that has ever made me cry.
This hit me so hard. May be the first time ive had tears in my eyes and wanted to move.
R.I.P to Everyone who lost a Brother to suicide. I NEVER GOT THE CHANCE TO SAY I LOVE YOU😥🖤 To My Brothers
Im.a recovering addict. I stopped using social media such a Facebook because past few years it's like everytime insinged on I learned about another friend passing. My best best friend overdosed and died and inwas on the phone with his mother when she found him. She called me looking for him. He wasnt answering his cell. She got home when we were on phone and I told her if she seen him , tell him to call me and she told me hold on shes home and if hes there she'll give him the phone... she kept saying "Hes Gone" and i wouldn't click. She kept repeating it"hes gone. Hes gone" then started screaming it. I was in denial until the eceesming. I'll never get her screaming out of my head... and I blame myself. He asked me the night before if I would come have breakfast with him. I told him yes, I'd be over in the morning to have breakfast. I didn't make it and he died that morning. If i kept my word he wouldn't of died then. I don't know if he would of passed anyways during another time. But he wouldn't have that morning. So..yesh....thank you foe this song. I just subscribed. I've heard OF this band ,but i don't know if heard any songs. This was sick and emotional.
Im sorry man :/ i don't have the words to say but its not your fault man.
found this from tiktok!! i love this song so much.
It's so hard, ill be with u, bro, nothing is eternal and pain and neither are we.
Unbelievably raw song with a lot of passion before it, amazing song that really jerks the tears in my eyes
1:44 you can hear the anguish in his voice...
Just heard this for the first time. I had someone like a brother to me commit suicide in December and this is a very accurate depiction of what I felt. I have a brother now who doesn’t talk to me who I am afraid could eventually come to this point, and it worries me honesty. Thank you for this song.
My fkn god Im in love with this song dude it hit hard whenever he said(what happened to brothers forever) 😭 this I a badasssssssss song I could listen to it all day
This has me in tears.... I've been trying to put feelings on paper after losing a friend and you did it flawlessly. Thank you!
Man... this fuckin hits hard... lost my best friend to suicide... the dude got me out of the drug scene... metal music our constant connection... we used to walk up and down the streets at 2am practicing death metal vocals... fuck... he deserved to survive... thank you guys... I needed to hear this...
My dad just played this song on the way home from dinner and before he played it he told me and my brother the story behind it. I am so sorry man. Absolutely amazing song, but dang dude I am just so sorry.
Christ. Genuine tears.
this song is still my obsession
I can feel the tears with those lyrics you screaming. It's so heavy to bear all this words. Damn good song
I heard this song for the first time yesterday. I was mowing at work.
“You deserve to survive” I growled early.
The voicemail hit, and I clipped a palm tree, no growls just tears.
My cousin who was a brother to me hung himself 3 years ago. And it’s still unbelievable. This is the most amazing song. All of it.
an absolute well done video! I didn't make it to the end without tearing up. I lost my best friend and sister to suicide. This was one of the most rewarding and powerful songs I've ever heard! Keep it up guys! May 2020 bless you, your families, and your friends!
Lost my older brother to suicide I felt every word of this song
I listen to this song constantly! I'm battling PTSD, depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, and simply a total mess of my life. This song helps me fight another minute, hour, day. I don't want to die, but the pain in my heart, soul, and mind is so heavy that it's crushing my will to live. Thank YHWH that I am heading to a residential PTSD treatment in 7 days!
Thank you ConvictionsRock for writing what I need to hear to keep me going! God bless you guys!!!!
Thank you just THANK YOU you saved someones life with that song
Holy shit these guys slap. Got offered a opening local spot on their tour so I came here to check it out and I just 😍
Insanely powerful y’all!! The story behind this brings tear to my eye especially after hearing the voicemail at the end.
one of the best songs of 2021 without question
This is one of the best discoveries in a long time. That was amazing.The cleans sound like Angel from Painting Promises. And the instrumentals sound like Dealer. Thanks to Cannadddan for introducing me to this amazing band 🤘
Love these guys! JOHN3:16-18
I lost my brother in August I'll never understand thanks for this song
Dang. Sorry man
I feel my brother's pain in your comment if I would've succeeded in any of my attempts. Somone could've been writing this to him, about me. When I did what I did, I thought of releasing everyone from the burden I felt I was, the failure I convinced myself I was. When I tried, I felt it was for the best because of feeling so utterly useless, so so worthless, they'd get over it quick. Obviously idk the particulars but when we're that low, that dark, we see NO way out. We convince ourselves that it's best if we just 'go away' and unfortunately all we can say is 'sorry I did this' We CAN'T see beyond the demons, the emptiness or the endless pain. We just don't want to hurt anymore, we don't want to hear our inner voices shouting anymore. For me, I simply wanted peace. I wanted to mute every damn screaming obscenity I heard 24/7 and 'sleep' forever. I can't take away your pain and I'm so so sorry for your lose but I hope he found peace and can finally flash a true smile wherever he may be. I would've wanted my brother to smile and keep me alive in is heart and laugh at old stories and memories. We're immortal in that sense. Good luck and all the best!! 🙏🙏
@@U2ooB thanks for replying man. I'm sure your brother loves you as much as I loved mine i miss him everyday its a pain that never goes away and never will he was my best friend. Just know that no matter how hard it gets there's people that love you and care that the best thing about music it brings us all together. I'll keep you in my prayers
This song gives me actual goose bumps god damn
Talking about hitting the feels!!
I'm going to share this with my Facebook groups now... Awesome
Just came from Hard Core's channel, absolutely loved every second of this song, especially that chorus. It hits just sooo hard
I had loved this song for a long time, but I had no idea I'd ever have to relate to it. Two months ago, my big brother and best friend, Samuel, committed suicide. Thank you for making such a powerful song, it's absolutely incredible. It conveys exactly how I feel and has helped me cope with this tragedy. Much love.
Seems like the song was made for my situation tbh ❤ RIP bro
So heavy both musically and emotionally. I went through this recently with my cousin who was like a brother to me. Great work guys!!
Nic Nocturnal needs to see this
he will
Incredible writing lyrically and music. This hits home
I can’t headbang on it ... so sad dude !! Love it 🖤🖤🖤
I had put off listening to this for awhile because of being stuck on one of your other songs. All I can say is that I'm glad I wasn't driving when listening to this for the first time. I lost my brother and my niece to suicide, as well as a cousin, and a good friend. My brother and niece were both veterans, and my niece suffered a serious head injury in Afghanistan and badly struggled with her mental health when she came home. Those wounds never healed.
Listening to this, my world came crashing down again, and those emotions came flooding to the surface as if it happened yesterday.
Survivor's guilt sent me alcohol to try to numb the pain and any other emotions, and I nearly lost myself in the process. Sober for over a year now, thankfully.
They deserved to survive. Everyone deserves to survive, and the world would be a darker place without you. ❤️
I love you Seth Thomas Johnson, I miss you baby brother. Thank you for this song guys.
Here from @Hardcore. Love this song
Hello boys and CONVICTION! I just wanna dedicate this song to my friend who past away last night ( April 17, 2023 ) His is John Paul Serrano. He take his own life cuz he can't carry the pain and suffering that he felt for so many years and finally gave up on his emotion. I won't forget the day we becames bestfriend and I will cherish our friendship forever. Until we meet again my friend we fucking missed you 🕊❤ I LOVE YOU MAN, REST IN PARADISE
#MENTALHEALTHMATTERS
#MENSMENTALHEALTHMATTER
Dudes it touched me a lot... This song reminds me a lot of souvenirs, it’s deep. Such a good song too.
I lost my little brother in 18 and this song puts everything I feel daily into lyrics 👍🏼🤟🏼 thanks for the song and the others
This isn't my style of music, however, I'm very glad there is a style like this that other people like so that the message can be received. I hope it helps people to realize that suicide is not the answer. The style of the video is very awesome.
my heart breaks reading these lyrics
Man... I'm in tears now
Wow! I can't believe it took me so long to find this song ❤ thanks to @hardcore!
Song hits close to home. I lost a friend (march 2) and my brother ( April 8) to suicide in 2015. Wish i had answers
This song hits hard. I just lost my brother to heroin in July.
I've struggled with depression heavily for the past 10 years of my life and recently was confronted by my partner for a note I had been preparing the past couple months and this song reminded me of the pain she said she felt when they found out and she showed me this song. It helped me understand the pain my actions can cause and music like this definitely helped me grow as a person and too open up about my struggles so thank you for this beautiful song.
Absolutely one of the most real songs I’ve ever heard. I’ve listened to it probably 100 times and I still get the chills through the whole song. So much talent coming from every member of the band. This song brings me back man, im gonna cry one of these times lol
Raw emotion, this song absolutely fuckin nailed it, awesome track
Some of the nastiest breakdowns in history, I love this so much, keep getting heavier please, I beg
I lost my best friend to an overdose this past November. I haven't been the same since.
This made me cry. My mom battles with addiction. smokes and drinks with a collapsed lung, she just got out of the hospital. I am scared to lose her in such a way