Last time I took psilocybin I looked into the mirror and cried the truest tears I have in a long time. I realized I had neglected my health so much that I could barely even recognize the person staring back at me. The next day I bought very healthy foods and within a week joined a gym. I have made a complete turn around in my health and can’t even imagine going back to my old ways. Psilocybin has effected me in such a positive way that it may have helped add 20 years of quality life to my lifespan.
You had this power all along. In my opinion, the psilocybin erased your fear of trying something new... Something that you already knew, deep down, that you should do. The clarity is amazing.
@Captain Falcon I always suspected that actually even before studying psiloybin effects.. so beside the drugs what else brings down these barriers? therapy?
It’s likely his inability to deal with the experience is what did him in, not the trip itself. In other words, his worldview isn’t correct/complete enough to be able to integrate his psychedelic experience with it. He can’t reconcile his experience with reality, and he could probably be helped by being taught spiritual truths. I believe the only people who can be “ruined” by a psychedelic experience are people who are unwilling to let go of their materialistic worldview and/or their ego.
I find it intellectually dishonest when people take a moral relativistic approach to good and bad trips. This was a prime example. Just because a bad event had good results doesn’t make that event good. People should be scared as hell to take Psychedelics. They’re not for the faint of heart.
@@akTony7 they shouldn't necessarily be scared of them, but they absolutely should respect them. They should be far more afraid of all the psychological "junk" they carry around with them than the psychedelics themselves.
Donovan Zavala it’s worked for me legit everytime,perhaps you’re putting too much focus/awareness to what u consider bad vibes to be or you’ve taken a dose that you aren’t ready for imo
Zen Reefer I’ve taken almost 2 times that in previous trips. It wasn’t necessarily “bad vibes” but like my mind was going so many places and thinking so much and it felt like i was missing out on something and it just didn’t feel good
Donovan Zavala the way i see it,and take my opinion w a grain of salt-perhaps you were not in the right mindset before the trip?bc the feeling you’re describing sounds familiar to what ive felt when i wasnt in the right mindspace before taking the dose...but i dunno man
Yea salvia was a terrifying trip for me. It absolutely blasted myself out of my mind. I had no idea who or where I was and I thought I was never going to get out of it. Psilocybin any day over salvia.
Drew Byrd dude.. first time I was in my garage and imagine a sun ray coming in from a small window.. well I couldn’t get past that sun ray for about 2 minutes.. second time I was on a couch and the couch had a bunch of line designs. Let’s just say those lines went 3D and shot up really fast and I sunk really really deep into a hole of 3D lines on a couch.. super trippy bro n I went on to do it a couple more times but never again. High school was a trip
Psilocybin mushrooms have proven very effective in the treatment of various mental health issues. Helped me get out of years of depression and excessive alcohol use. My social anxiety is gone as well.
I took mushrooms with a bunch of friends after everyone left i was at my house in dead silence i was completely scared i questioned why am i breathing? What is my name? Why is that my name? What do i do now? I started walking around my house aimlessly wanting to cry holding back tears i kept thinking i dont know what to do. Do i sit do i play video games but my mind had zero euphoria zero enjoyment no matter what i did it was unenjoyable completely bland. I thought i had a bad trip and then i realized i had a problem with laziness no discipline once my friends left and the party was over i had no direction no career no dreams no aspirations nothing i was working towards i was just partying and it wasnt so much a “bad trip” but the mushrooms allowing me to look from the outside in and realize that i had no direction in life and my life without partying and friends to make me happy i had no actual personal satisfaction snd my life was very bland since then i have changed that around snd enjoy what i do and can even have fun by myself now thanks mushrooms!
Psilocybin saved my life. I was addicted to heroin for 15 years and after Psilocybin treatment I will be 3 years clean in September. I have zero cravings. This is something that truly needs to be more broadly used in addiction treatment.
Psychedelics definitely have potential to deal with mental health issues such as anxiety and depression, I would like to give them a try but haven't found any legit grower to get it.
Absolutely! It's incredible to see how psilocybin mushrooms and psychedelics have the potential to make a positive impact on mental health. They've shown promising results in treating depression and anxiety. It's exciting to think about the possibilities they hold for helping people.
If someone is predisposed to mental illness, then yeah, no shit a traumatic experience is going to trigger their latent issues. It wasn't the 'bad trip' that made him that way, I'm sure if witnessed something horrifying in the real world the same thing would have happened. If you watched the whole podcast he says that he had a friend that had psychedelics trigger their schizophrenia and they never recovered, yet he goes on to say this statement. You can't blame a drug for triggering something that is inside your friends genetic make-up. We should be able to have psychologists administer this stuff and actually check your risks beforehand so that this stuff never happens. Also kids shouldn't be taking these drugs either as they don't have a grasp on reality as it is and a lot of latent psychological issues don't show their head until late in the development of your brain. But nah, we'd rather have drug dealers be handing this stuff out to kindergartners rather than legalizing it and accepting that drug use is a part of life.
@@sirduggins Agreed with the latter part of your post. But I'm not sure about the former. I think if schizophrenia is caught early enough it can be medicated?
5:26 Hamilton: He never recovered Rogan: Never? Hamilton: He never recovered Rogan: I've never seen someone have a complete psychotic breakdown Hamilton: This was that. He never recovered. Rogan: Never??? Hamilton: He was my best friend at the time and he never recovered. Rogan: So he was fine before the psychedelics? Hamilton: Yes Rogan: Jesus Christ (3 seconds later) Rogan: So NOW he's still fucked? Hamilton: Yes Rogan: DAAAAAAMN...
Growing up I had a pretty rough childhood, constantly in distress due to living with alcoholics. Three years ago in high school I was new to smoking weed and had a pretty bad trip my 3rd time getting high. My first two trips were fun but my 3rd trip I was high AF. After my bad trip I felt super disassociated to life and started getting panic/anxiety attacks. Me being 16 (now 19) I had no idea wtf was going on, lol. I thought I had a physical issue. I was getting paranoid and thinking crazy thoughts with my heart racing But then I realized how I was living; eating processed foods everyday, drinking soda not water, staying home all day playing video games, zero social life. I got fed up being scared with my agrophobia (fear of panic attacks, which trigger anxiety/panic), it took me about a year to feel normal but I fought. I took out all processed foods, hydrated, got in the sun every day, took rhodiola and omega 3 (healthy fats are good for our hormones and brain, keeping us calmer), went on dates, gained lean muscle, stopped watching porn, took probiotics (look up gut microbiome and its impact on our mood/body), also I just started doing Muay Thai. I do get anxiety sometimes but it's so rare now and I manage it so easily. I just recently traveled to latin america and had no anxiety at all. I think weed digged up my trauma and it manifested. I thank it for that but I won't do that again... lmao. Doctor kept trying to shove me anxiety meds saying I would need them and nothing else would help. Now here I am anxiety free :) believe in your self. It takes steps but is very possible.
I relate to this very much! Weed caused me to start having panic attacks and I lived in fear of them happening. So I started eating healthier, excersizing and overall I developed a healthier lifestyle. But what it really taught me was to just accept negative experience as a part of life instead of fearing it. When a panic attack/anxiety comes, don’t fight it, don’t expect it to get worse, just face it and ride the wave. I don’t get panic attacks anymore.
You were very lucky to scrape out of that. The damage marijuana did to me was irreversible. It is a terrible drug. It really has the ability to start severe panic, anxiety, and psychotic disorders. Very dangerous. Don't touch it again if I was you.
@@RMT192 I hope you get better soon! The mind and body are truly capable of amazing things. I spent weeks if not months looking up "can weed drive you crazy?" on google, lol. I know many people that use weed and are completely fine, I guess we all have different reactions to it and especially since there is weed grown with synthetic materials and some even get sprayed on. People who get high look so much fun but I found other ways to get my relaxation high. Good sex, sauna sessions, working out, all good natural highs lol
Snorlax I never experienced anxiety until after i smoked weed. And that relates sooo much im 16 just turned 17. I took a month or 2 break from it but i smoked some recently had a few good trips and bad trips but im not feeling like i used to. Do you have any info for me?
@@TakeshixStudios Been 20 years and will be committing suicide - tried recently and won't live next time. Don't smoke it ever again. It's nothing to do with set and setting. With me it was instantaneous as soon as I inhaled. Some brains can't have the ECD system messed with and there's no way of knowing. Don't want to bring you down but if you ever have bad experiences with this drug and you keep using it then you're not really thinking. The drug causes symptoms of all the major mental illness in everyone who smokes it at some point - think about that. It's just a giant lie, a smokescreen, now that religion and many psychopharmaceuticals are failing, for people to pin their hopes on but that causes huge mental damage in a worryingly large number of people - in fact (it and psychedelics) have become a cult that allows no reason or rational thought into the debate because people are so desperate for hope.
I did a very small trip and shrooms and legitimately came to terms with something that was destroying me for over a decade. In 2 hours I solved something that even a year of therapy couldn’t help. Last night I had the most terrifying trip of my life and the trauma of a 4 year, highly abusive marriage and decades of cripple depression and a very intense development of agoraphobia ended as soon as I came out of the trip
@@jomormont exactly what happend to me. I was poppin pills everyday then one day took half a strip and had a bad trip but it forced me to realize that the drugs(except the psychedelics) needed to go away. Why would i pop a pill everyday when i can just trip every once in awhile and be way more happy, and actually be a productive member of society😂😂
I just had a bad trip, and I can attest to this. I was severely depressed and in a really bad place. I had a bad trip, got through it, and felt a lot better afterward with a whole new outlook on life...I was just happy to be alive..and I wanted the people I care about to know it, and know that I loved them. Bad trips suck...but they *CAN* be beneficial.
"If you are approaching life from a non-fearful perspective, where your intention is to learn, then you can extract benefit from almost any experience" perfectly said.
I have a friend who ate too much magic mushrooms and had a bad trip he was hitting us hes like "you guys are getting older everytime I hit you you get younger I'm gonna save u" funny shit lol
Yeah true. I once did shrooms wile feeling a little sick and it made my sickness way worse. Tripping while you feel like throwing up and your stomach is all messed up is just horrible.
My ego death occurred when I had my only bad trip. Walls closing in on me, breathing was difficult, I wanted to scream, then I gave in and ended up breaking through to an emotional state I’ve never been in that made me love everyone and everything. Then I reflected on my life and realized I needed to show my love and appreciation to the people in my life more often. My life has been infinitely better since that trip.
Last time I did some shrooms I took a bit more than expected and accidentally experienced ego death. It was both terrifying and beautiful as an experience. It allowed me to delve deeper into my own ability for empathy but since I wasn't in a receptive state of mind for that experience at that moment I was fighting it. It kept hitting me in cycles of sweating, hallucinations (with eyes opened or closed) and brief moments of calm. Luckily my boyfriend was there with me and supported me through the entire experience but I could still clearly see that he was pretending to be in control of the situation but was just as anxious as me. The most difficult part was when I completely forgot who I was and had to keep looking at the time on my phone, pictures or videos that I usually watch as a way of hanging on to the material world that I'm familiar with since I started forgetting concepts like time or self. This happened a few days after I finished an internship in nursing in a mental health institution and some of the patients that I met were still in my mind. As a result, whenever I'd think of anyone that I've met it would feel like I was becoming them and it was very difficult to distinguish my own thoughts from other people's thoughts. Then, when I thought that I had already been through the worst, that's when the scariest ideas crossed my mind. What if I stay like that forever ? What if I actually just died (in the material world) and simply couldn't fathom what happened to me ? And then the most terrifying one. What if my entire life and the world that I live in was just an illusion created by my own mind. That's when I realized that it was getting too overwhelming and had to do something to rebuild my ego but in order to do that I had to distance myself from my boyfriend for a few minutes since I couldn't dissociate my own sense of self from his. After tripping for 2 hours the euphoria finally kicked in, my ego came back and weirdly enough I still felt like I just died and started a new life.
😱 omg I know this is an old comment but I have almost the same experience but the person who helped me was a friend and he was on the phone he helped me in that moment, I was completely alone in my house, if it wasn't for him been up all that night I don't know what could happen it was scary and revealing at the same time
Same exact thing happened to me my first trip(1.5 BPE).I had just lost my step mother.And I was working with autistic grown men while doing side gigs. I had got home at 8pm and took them and I had the exact things happen to me but I just couldn’t verbally explain it. I didn’t know who I was. I couldn’t stop traveling to different scenarios and emotional plains(even if I tried to go to sleep which scared the shot out of me),and I feel not all of these emotions were mine but rather energies I had consumed recently. And ultimately, I got so disassociated that I called my niece to help me remember who I was through having a conversation with her. I got so stressed out once I registered I called my family in my present state, that I would hang up just to have her call me again. I was in sweats and answered and I told her “can you help me” in a calm voice,almost as if I was lost. I have a high tolerance to bud but she could tell I was on something else. She asked me what I took and I told her exactly what as if I was a child that did a bad thing.I hung up one last time trying to force myself to sleep because I knew I was more ducked than before until I gave up because the fractal vision/time manipulation followed me even when I tried to sleep. I remember this vividly…. I was so scared and helpless I screamed Jesus for help and got no answer. I was in my bed perfectly fine but in my mind I was trapped in this never ending boiling pot of emotion and fears.I was gonna give up mentally on trying to know who I was altogether, due to the minor stress that had been amplified all in my mind, until I get one last call and it’s my Tio (uncle and certified OG). He asked me two mundane questions which I answered the best I could while being impaired in more than one sense. Then he asked me “How high are you” flat out and my mind shattered because I KNEW who I was talking to, but I barely knew who I was myself so I got anxious and fearful.I responded the best I could and told him what I took. He asked me was it my first time and I said yes. He asked when I took them and I told him a hour and half ago. And he told me it was just beginning. He calmed me down and started to ask me questions such as “who are you” and “whats my name”. I started to remember who I was but then my Tio started talking about my Grandpa (after I asked). Now when he started to talk about G-pa’s Alzheimer’s,I started to attribute the conversation to myself. So I’m the back of my mind I’m saying “I really messed up this time,now I’m gonna be so psychotically damaged that I’ll be a vegetable”. Eventually I get over this feeling through conversation and I begin to feel better. I was on the phone from 11:30 to 2am with my Tio till I told him he can go to sleep because I didn’t want to keep him up worried, and he told me weed is alright but he didn’t accept other substances. Now he did stuff in his day but he told me he seen what happens to people who want to get higher than weed and he doesn’t want me to damage my future. We hung up and I felt so drained but light. Almost as if I shed baggage I never knew I had. I learned so many things that night but I’ll share five. One, that WE ARE/absorb energy we create as well as choose to be around and tolerate. Two, that we are products of our own perception. Three, without family your nobody. Four, that the human consciousness is blank until filled in with ego and life’s memories and even that’s fragile. And Five, that there is power in the names associated with Christ!
I had a similar experience. Except the euphoria came first. I had never felt so relaxed and at peace in my life. Then this almost ADD kicked in. My thoughts and emotions started transitioning really quickly. I thought I had lost all control and went into a psychotic break. I really thought I was going to be stuck like that forever. My girlfriend was trying to help me but I couldn’t concentrate long enough to even reply to her. I thought that I had died. When I tried to remember who I was and come back to reality it made me nauseous for some reason. So I tried really hard not to fight it and go to sleep.
One time I did shrooms and at the very bottom of the spiral I went into I was convinced I wanted to die. I pissed myself and it was only after that I realised that what I experienced was ego death. I let go of absolutely everything I thought I was. And only after that I was able to pick myself up bit by bit, leaving behind all the hurt and sorrow that came out during the trip. It was horrible, but it helped me move on in a huge way.
Funny how people who speak ill of the subject are people who have never done it before. They act like they are above it, but in reality are too scared to see life from another perspective.
EVERYTHING IN LIFE IS A GAMBLE ,YOU CAN ONLY HOPE FOR THE BEST ....I THINK THAT'S WHY MOST PEOPLE DON'T RISK IT ....DON'T LET ANYONE TALK YOU INTO SOMETHING YOUR NOT COMFORTABLE WITH .AND A TRUE FRIEND WILL RESPECT THAT
I have schizo and a small dose of weed does me wonders. In fact, I wouldn't be typing this right now if I weren't high. My thoughts are much more peaceful and less paranoid. I also seem to have sense of creativity that is not present when I don't smoke. I'm still working on learning to use my mind more effectively, and weed seems to help me get there.
I had a terrifying trip on DMT the other night. I was convinced I overdosed and was actively dying. I shot through the tunnel and started tumbling down a street in a city with dark buildings with LED lights around the borders of buildings. The beings I saw had the same LED light borders and dark interiors. I was also terrified that my torch was still on, even though I had turned it off before even taking my hit. Absolutely crazy psyche.
Psychedelics aren't scary because you can have a bad trip and be convinced you're dying. In reality the scary part is the risk of developing life-long psychosis and living your days forever locked in a mental ward
A friends brother used psychedelics and he was on trip for 15 years he passed away 5 years ago it just shows you how negatively this stuff can affect people differently.
@@gamalsankara1388 that's bs, "tripping" for 15 years is not possible, yes they can cause psychosis but not what you mentioned, also if it happens then it's because of the persons genes and/or brain chemistry
This is how you dont have a bad trip good people 1.Keep your self hydrated through out the day your gonna trip 2.Dont eat for 6 hours if you want to enhance your trip (*if you want to double it make a tea out of shrooms) 3.Meditate right after you eat psylocibin 4.Dont eat for 2 hours when you started tripping it can cause nausea 5.Tripping in a pitch black room is the most recommended (*maybe in nature but only if you tried shrooms before) 6.Having a trip sitter 7.And other than that dont fight the trip what happens it happens cuz as much as you fight it that much its gonna kick your ass Stay safe and do your research ♥
I’ve had similar thoughts on whilst on lsd. There’s no such thing as a good trip or a bad trip, your trip is your trip, it just depends on your mental state at the time and past experiences etc.
i didn’t realize i was having a bad trip until after the it wore off but when i thought about what i was seeing and experiencing at the time and i can tell you that i definitely benefited from it positively it’s showed me that the crowd i was hanging around with wasn’t going to do anything better with their lives and that i have a chance to not end up like them and go a different route in life
There is DEFINITELY such thing as a bad trip. You don't know what a truly bad trip until you've experienced one. I had a bad trip years ago where I thought I died, got stuck in hell, and met the devil. Then I blacked out and experienced hundreds of levels of reincarnation at superspeed and "felt" myself dying, being born, growing up, going through middle age, then dying over and over again. Had to take a benzo to make it stop once my brain calmed down enough to see what was actually in front of me
Same, i always felt like i couldn’t breathe or it was hard to but i dont really care if die🤷♂️i said fuck it. If god wants me to go then i will go so i kept puffing on that mf
@@adelkolenovic5517 Yes I have but each and every time, I'm much more aware about my surroundings and I guess more mindful of my thoughts. I used to just watch junk TV while I was high but now I'm more wary about it. I also smoke much less now as I'm pursuing other goals. The anxiety attack seemed like a terrible thing but it was actually a huge wake up call and made me reexamine certain aspects of my life. It made me more cognizant and mindful in the long run. Hope all is well!
i had a really hard time letting go on my first trip today, but i never really felt scared. i figured out i was the only one putting these negative thoughts in my head and once i figured that out i broke through! i was cuddling up to a fuzzy blanket and all i could feel was my energy, not my body but just energy. and then i snapped out of it, and had a moment of extreme clarity. That lasted a couple minutes, before i started spiraling and my ego was trying to process what i just went through.
I have a similar story, Joe. Many years ago I had made several trips down to the Peruvian Amazon. My wife of 13years saw how I was changing and was amazed, so she decided to go to Peru and see what it was about. While in ceremony one night, she had what she said was a seizure. She was never the same. she began hearing voices, thinking people were trying to kill her. she developed one of the most sever cases of paranoid schizophrenia i'd ever seen. I held on for 2 years trying to help her, she was my best friend. I eventually had to leave because her delusions started telling her i was the devil, and that I was trying to posses her thoughts. She began reporting me and her mom and many other people she was friends with to the Police because she thought we were sneaking into her room at night to play with her brain. I know this disease very well because my sister had it. My sis is 3 years older than me and began showing the signs when she was around 10. she is now in her mid 40s and has been in the State Mental Hospital for 80% of her life. I've been in those Hospitals and seen many of these patients, it can be a very uncomfortable place to be! The state that my wife was in when we finally divorced was up there with the most chronic cases i had seen in those hospitals. It goes back to the question of would it have happened even if she had never went to Peru and taken Aya? She was 33 at the time. Experts tend to say that the mass majority of people that develop schizophrenia are between 18-20 years of age, or 40-45... Many Doctors have told me that she was very likely to develop it in her 40s, and that the DMT must have triggered it early... who knows!? A side note, when I read about people like Amanda Baynes, and the things she had said, tweeted, did... i can say almost certainly that she is suffering from the same type of Schizophrenia my ex- wife and sister suffer from.
@@mojo5093 I started with Risperdol and Lithium, but the former gave me headaches and the Lithium, made me at times nausea. I am currently taking gabapentin. I imagine I will probably go back on the first medicines just at a lower dose.Why do you ask?
Burnt Toast - i'm just curious i'm interested in mental illness, how the brain works, life, reality, etc, and it's better to find out about mental illness firsthand, ie, from the people who are suffering it - like i prefer to find out about war from people who have had "feet on the ground" in combat.... anyway, how are you functioning? does the medication allow you to lead a relatively normal life?
I've experienced psychosis at multiple times in my life, completely sober. My first acid trip was very enlightening, almost recollective of psychosis, but in a way where I knew it would only be a short span of time and I could fully enjoy the disconnect. It was a beautiful ride. I've only taken it one other time and I had the same results, if not better.
Had a difficult trip yesterday on 5g of shrooms, and even during the experience I knew that I was still being taught lessons. Arguably one of my best trips after the fact but during it it was hell
@@leahdivergent I had a trip in silent darkness and it was both very cathartic but also terrifying, I was able to accept death, but found it overwhelming in the fact that we are merely beings made of carbon that dissolve into the earth after death and become one with everything else in the world. Made me feel unity with like everything in the world, it was very strange
I was having a bad trip as I got in the shower to try sobering up and while in the shower I did a lot of hard thinking and exploring my mind and when I trip I typically start to write lots of insightful stuff down, I started to make a list of my biggest fears and how to face them all and I felt an immediate weight off my shoulders that I felt like had been there for years and even felt it the next day and after. Bad trips if you let them will help you deeply examine your identity and bring you insight and order that you probably wouldn’t even stumble upon without a reality shaking trip. You have to harness the energy and use it positively.
Yeah, well six grams... lol I saw Tool while sober bc short notice, all I could think was wow, wish I had just a lil joint or maybe half an acid tab, still amazing sober though.
The last shroom trip I was on… was something fr. Myself and a friend were both tripping and I don’t like to cry in front of people but as we all know shrooms will grab you by the neck and put you anywhere it wants you to go . After feeling good I started to POUR tears. It felt how water looks rushing full speed off of a high ledge. Probably looked the same too lol. But I just couldn’t hold these tears back. Here I was sobbing in front of someone . I just kept telling him “I’m so sorry😭” Can’t wait to tell my full story some day .
@@show_me_your_kitties Full story is probably about how it changed his life and about how that vulnerability was priceless. Moments like that really humble you and make you a better human being.
I never get out of a trip thinking it’s “bad”. Exactly as they said it, I’ve only ever had 2 trips I’d say I was “uncomfortable”, but never bad. And it’s crazy because instead of feeling fear or weird after them I usually feel even better than I did before the uncomfortable trip. I think it’s a more valuable time to learn and grow than having a goofy fun trip.
I mean it’s an inherent risk you take with those drugs. Same inherent risk you take when you get in a car, you risk getting in an accident. Or when you skydive, you risk the parachute not working. When you fly, you risk the plane crashing, no matter how unlikely it is. There’s risk in every single thing you do, you just weigh the good and the bad and decide from there.
@@Nandoswitharando hence why I don’t parachute… and the way this guy makes it sound, the bad trips seem much more common than an airplane or car crash.
@@brysonfrank6476 not really, depending on your mindset and setting. Plenty of people have been tripping for decades and have never had a “bad trip”. There may be down moments but it’s rarely ever the full trip that’s shitty. The great thing about bad trips is 99% of the time all mental, you can stop a bad trip with music, a good thought, video games, food, literally anything that gives you joy/happiness. A plane crash you can’t do shit about except just sit there ad hope you survive, a car crash you may be able to swerve out of the way but that can cause an accident too. You can also “kill” a trip within 10-20 minutes with a benzo. But to each his own, I was so scared of bad trips happening before I started tripping too, I don’t judge.
My bad trip happened last Christmas, I’m glad I had that experience because it showed how vulnerable i truly was subconsciously and how much of it I was just trying to ignore. It also gave me a good perspective on my arrogance regarding my ego. It started off good but I wasn’t ready for that train to lift off. I didn’t let it take me and just let the experience happen, I instead wanted out and that is what caused me to spiral. I remember I used to be all talk like “man my mind and my beliefs are too powerful for a bad trip” my ego had gotten completely shredded in that experience and the following days I didn’t really understand what I was supposed to take from it but as time went on i learned more about what happened that day. I kinda have this inner fear about going through that again, but I really wanna do it again. Just to try and get the experience and insight I need from it. Maybe just a less dosage tho 😭😭 I tripped off of a small amount which is crazy but I’ve never done them before so that was probably why. But one day I’ll return, and hopefully when I’m at my best 🙏🏾
@@Canooboy Haven’t done them again yet, but I can say this about shrooms. If you aren’t the person who WANTS or are actively working TOWARD being better. Or getting a prophetic like message from your trip. It could literally do nothing for you. As much as we all want to find things to try and take the hard work off of ourselves. In reality it’s all on Us. That’s the biggest thing I got from that trip. And that applies to all aspects of life. You can cling on to Christianity and god, you can cling on to drugs you can cling on to the party life and everything else. But in the end, its all left up to you. A lot of suppressed things from my past came back and a lot of it came back because it correlated with the negative stuff I was going thru at the time. I thought my bad habits and such came from nothing but it actually stemmed from that stuff. If you are looking to do shrooms all I can say is good luck on the journey. I have no real advice to give with them because everyone is different and responds differently. I seen people take shrooms and become homeless and on the street. Just make sure you aren’t a vulnerable person trying to look for these things to try and magically fix anything you resent about yourself or your situation
@@vklkg5486 yeah got you. I had those experiences with weed sometimes when I was high af. Like wrapping your mind about things. Etc. One thing I couldn't answer in all those trips is, if I have a super challenging trip and am fighting for my sanity in it. I always fight till it's not as strong as a problem as it was or until the trip is over. But what happens if you don't solve it/ don't fight against it? You said some people you know became homeless, do you know something about their trip?
@@Canooboy well yk it all about who you are before/outside the trip and where your mind is at. This person was drowned in the spiritual stuff. And yk the more you get into that stuff, the less appealing reality seems. I myself am still spiritual but with everything there are spectrums, and when you are too far off on either side that just never ends good. Super wise fellow but overtime after one big trip he took (was about 4gs) he did it a couple more times and it was just downhill after that. Seemed like he subconsciously been wanted to give up on society, since it was just so easy for him to just live like that. Idk man it still messes me up. And it’s like people have tried to help but he doesn’t want any, like he chose that for himself. It’s sad but that’s life. Everyone isn’t as strong minded. That scenario showed me how being too fixated on an ideology, as a form of escapism can cause you spiral.
@@Canooboy and if you feel like that, like you are afraid of a trip going bad, then just lower your doses to the point where you only get the feeling from time to time and not just doing it for the trip. But you yourself know how you feel inside when nobody else is around. You know if u are struggling with stuff; hiding or suppressing things. It’s better to use things like that when you are completely healthy mentally and content. People also have to realize. These the psychedelics were meant to be used in nature and etc.. but we are creating artificial environments with constant stimulation. Of course it’ll overwhelm some.
I agree. I had a slightly bad trip in my overall great trip, and that little time I was pissed off and annoyed I learned so much that would of taken me years. Now, nothing has bothered me because I really feel like I have learned how to react to that situation if it comes again.
Psychedelic induced psychosis has taught me more than real life ever has. It’s one of the reasons why I started my UA-cam channel inorder to help people suffering with addiction and depression. Love you Hamilton!
I had a bad one once and learnt a lot from myself. I understood things that probably my ego was blocking and finally found a way to release a lot of feelings and thoughts.. It was challenging but could examine my own existence and talk to myself about things that probably didn't want to speak about before..
I had a bad trip yesterday. It was my first time with Shrooms. I also was convinced that it was laced. The physical feeling of the high is exact like weed. The tingle feeling and the numbness in certain areas. The difference for me was that my frontal lobe had immense pressure, my right hemisphere also felt warped like a taco. My right side of my face felt numb as if I had a stroke. I did get paranoid the first 30 minutes hence I call it a bad trip. My trip lasted 10 hours which I just took a cap and stem and honestly I didnt like the feeling so I resisted all the way, again a bad trip due to not letting it flow through. I'm Vegan so it hit me within 5 to 10 minutes. But when I relaxed and laid down, then a few things were revealing. I suggest to do it in a controlled environment and have some one there that is close to you and that you trust. There are many feelings that come out and you'll definitely feel vulnerable. I did it alone and though it was a bit scary, I do believe it would have made me feel safer if a loved one was next to me.
Earlier, I had an awful trip. However, as someone who recognizes and accepts it, I feel lighter afterwards. I understand how painful and frightening our bad trip experiences may be, but as someone who seeks to learn from them, it allows me to meditate. The challenges I had on my second and third attempts ended up causing me to erupt, and the weight of the burden exacerbated the traumas and issues I kept hiding, and I screamed and cried at how painful it really was. Despite this, I am much better than I was before. After that, everything that bothers me evaporates like a bubble. I feel completely new, reborn, liberated, equipped, and whole. Which is why I prefer bad trips over happy trips since I acquire extra meaningful insights. There have been no bad mushrooms. For me, it is a gift, and we still need to understand how to handle it or what dose to take.
I had this mushroom experience that I can only describe as a bad trip. Throughout my entire trip, I was lying in my hammock when I suddenly felt this weird feeling. I have this feeling that I THINK I'm doing something right now, but it's not what I see. I just think to myself that I'm lying. So, when you have a BAD TRIP, is that really what happened to you during that trip in real life? Or are these all hallucinations?
@@jeialequin8911 it really happens. I'm just like you. During my bad trip, I didn't see anything like hallucinations. I just feel pain inside me (like I'm depressed or sad) and that was hard for me because there were things running in my mind like traumas from the past and it's all coming back like haunting me. but the bright side of that suffering is I feel rebirth after that trip. It's really happening because my brother and cousins saw how i suffered. And they were with me during my trip just to remind me it's just the shrooms.
When I took a heroic dose of shrooms for the first time ever taking them I had the worst trip ever. It was completely hellish. I came out infinitely happier than I had ever been, I used to want to kms everyday and after that I could never even consider it. It quite literally cured my severe depression. Absolute ego death. I remember curling up into a ball begging for my mommy and then being convinced I was going to die, vomiting it all, and then curling up into prayer position on my bed and staring at the wall until I had come down completely. I couldn’t tell if I was awake the whole time because it felt like time travel but I was.
I'm border psychotic so I'm glad you guys talked about the psychotic break. My mom has seen it happen and my psychiatrist specifically told me that if I took any kind of drug I would go full on psychotic permanently. Before my medicine I already saw really bad stuff (like a bad trip) heard voices etc. So I stay away with it. But if people don't pressure me into anything I'm totally fine with it. As long as they don't smoke pot next to me. I'm really afraid of going full psychotic. Maybe even too much.
@@rokanza2293 it has gotten better I don't really hallucinate anymore and I don't need anti psychotics anymore. I just make sure I don't use any drugs and I'll be fine
My first bad trip was when I walked to a park on acid at 3am with my friends who were all trippin, I went under a bridge to pee and saw a silhouette of a man with a cigarette and he yelled at me and it scared me so bad I screamed at the top of my lungs and straight bolted. One of my friends went under the bridge to check it out and he came back ghost white and blank faced. We weren’t sure if there was actually a guy there or not but now we laugh about it and call him the shadow man. It honestly could’ve been someone tryna sleep and thought we was messin with em.
My last bad trip was on 300ug of LSD. I had thousand of thoughts about how bad society is for us humans. How it destroys us. How we are running away from life. Many of those thoughts I have forgotten. But it was very intense. It was kinda too much for me to handle and I learned my lesson from that. I didn't have the best setting but damn am I grateful to have had that bad trip. One thought will never be forgotten: "We aren't that animal anymore." Many of you might wonder: "what animal?" or "we are still that animal". And yes we basically are that same animal genetically spoken. But are we that same animal? That same animal that has healthy human relationships. That animal that can take care of its children. That same animal those children can play and be how they want to be. We aren't. We now are that animal that is constantly judged by most of his own species and lives in the constant fear of not fitting, not doing enough/being good enough. We now are that animal that it's so stressed, tired that he doesn't have the mental energy/strength to take care of his children and that has to give his children "medicine" to fit in or put it in front of a TV/Phone to be quit because it can't run around and discover the world. It might destroy the house or something else. Sadly we now are that animal that has to take drugs in order to function. Shutting down important feelings like anxiety, stress, tiredness just to function in this so toxic society. It's always the same pattern. There is no difference between drinking alcohol or popping anxiety meds to stop our stress. Take stimulants to work longer. Kill our need to feel loved with opioids because we never felt that sensation of being loved by someone. Bad things lead to bad things: One alcoholic doesn't simply destroy his children's lives. It's a domino effect. The children will start drinking too and abuse others and so one. We sadly need drugs in our society, simply to function, to shut down our needs or to feel something we always dreamed of... I was just taking alcohol as an example because it has the greatest impact. It's always the same pattern, just different variables coming to the same result.
You still have much to learn as that perception is quite narrow my friend. There are better places and paths to walk. You just have to become open and let them find you. I once felt cornered and still is in ways. Forced to conform and put on the mask. Yet it’s still a choice. The same choice a young man will make to never take such abusive substances. The chain can be broken, but it takes will power, something a lot of the human race lacks currently. It’s not a society issue. It’s an individual issue. Each one of us can do better, but most of us don’t care to. When we shine, we give permission for others to do the same. Look in the mirror and ask yourself if you want more than what you are now. If you want to evolve. Cause if you do, so will your environment and the beings around you 🌞
there is definitely such a thing as a bad trip, that being said many trips that are scary in the moment end up being beneficial. But many don't or end up being actively harmful, its all individual.
One time i got in trouble with a teacher and didn't go to the dean when i was told to, then, later on in the school day i had an edible and was sitting in the choir room during lunch and this kid was playing this super pretty/ sad song on the piano and i started to tear up, reflecting on my earlier behavior and regretting how immature i was for not owning up to what i did. But, as soon as i started to really cry, i felt the edible hit me super hard and the music made me transcend into this calm state where i reflected on my life and what exactly i was doing with it, i saw my birth, reminisced about my early childhood, wished i had the same relationship with my parents that i did when i was younger, how awful my attitude was, the way my parents are disappointed in me, my flaws and, how i'm 100% accountable for my rapid decline in school and they all just played out right in front of my eyes in such a beautiful way. The combination of the music and the vision was so powerful because the music really amplified my emotional response to what i was thinking about. It was hard for me to confront most problems in my life because i am someone who you could say is in denial most of the time. But when this happened, It was just so beautiful, yet scary because, I was realizing how disappointing i have been and the beauty in it was how the music really affected me. I just cant get over it and really wanted to share this because i was really excited about it and i want to feel that way again, it was so beautiful.
"He took a very high dose" - the start of all bad trips. My best trips have been been on moderate doses. (2.5 - 3.5 dry grams of psilocybin or @150 ug of LSD) Respect these sacraments.
I took shrooms for the first time for 3 days in a row, the first one was a gram, second was 2.5, the last 3.5 at 1am because I couldn't help myself. I was waiting to have some terrifying experience but I think I handled it quite nice. Learned alot about self love and self reliance. Im pretty sure I just didn't want to cry with roommates around me and if it taught me anything it's how much control I can have over myself in certain situations, although they would eventually come sooner or later. I feel like next time I'll force myself to have a bad trip when I'm in the right Environment, maybe that will show me how little control I actually have lol.
Your trips diminished significantly. If you took 3.5 on the third day, your tolerance basically made it like 1.8. If you are speaking of “self control” you haven’t really tripped
I had this worst trip ever where i was asking my brother to shoot me cuz the “pain” was unreal. Also there was numerous reasons to why it was so bad. So first of all, i had never been high until that moment, i had never tried any type of drugs and i was totally unaware of bad trips, paranoia, hallucination and everything else that comes with drugs. My brother was sitting in his car, in passenger seat and making bongs and handing them out, i went to him and was about to take one, then he stopped me and asked “are you sure” i am like “yeah its good, it probably wont even work”. Btw this wasnt just weed, this was spice, k1 or what ever you call it, basically synthetic weed. So i inhale this big chunk, and seconds later my body temperature dropped, i almost completely lost control over my body. At that point i knew i had to sit down otherwise i would just collapse. With great amount of effort i managed to walk to back door, i opened it and i see these two guys sitting there stoned af. I tell them to move and they are like “can you please go around”. Then i look over the car, i see the distance and i am like “i wont make it” it was getting even worse, so i wasnt even bothered to argue with them and was just standing there holding on to the door. Then someone from the front seat tells them to move, either my brother or his friend. Then i sat down in the car and just closed my eyes. Everything felt like it was third person, it felt like my soul had left the earth and was trapped between universes or planets, but yet i could feel the pain in my body. Since everything felt unreal, i started questioning if this was real or not, so i grabbed my phone and started to type in the code to unlock. And at that point i knew i needed help, but wasnt able to speak. Thankfully my brother and his friend noticed my condition and immediately the friend went of to the nearest shop. When i realized that my brother had noticed me i told him “stop this, remove me” he is like “ what do you mean” and then i say “shoot me”. He then tried to talk some sense in to me which i completely ignored, cus even trying to focus on to someone speaking made it worse. The pain was like if the smoke that i inhaled was about to choke me and at the same time trying to explode my head. So after a few minutes the friend comes back with a lime and mineral water. They hand feed it to me and right after that i puke right in the car, it came out of nowhere and i didnt even get time to open the door. But it ofcourse helped alot and like after 30 minutes i was feeling better and was able to eat some food. When i think about it now, i actually think i could have died if i didnt get help, cuz there are people who have been hospitalized and died smoking that shit.
Was trying to find something my buddy could watch about bad trips. I tried to tell him a bad trip is actually a really good trip because it's making you face something important that makes you uncomfortable
A bad trip showed me a truth I couldn’t deny after. It got me to thing tough thoughts and promoted me to make positive changes in my life to prevent me falling to what I saw.
I had a bad trip a few times. One particular time I got stuck inside my body...lol. Traveling all around inside trying to find a way out. By far the hardest I ever shroomed. Had many great experiences also!
It was my 16th birthday (November 2018) and I had some of my basketball friends over for a birthday party. About 6 of them were kids you could tell, never has/would touch weed. But there were 2 kids that were their that I knew were always high. So anyways, it’s about 10:00 and people start to leave. Up until it was just me and the 2 kids. They asked if I wanted to go to spend the night with them and smoke. Being nervous, I still decided to go. So we go to his house and smoke. (He had a wax pen) I had a good time, and I continued to go to his house to smoke every weekend, for about 5 weeks. Now it’s Christmas break and I have nothing but time and my “stoner friends” are both busy. And I obviously want to smoke. So I hit up some plugs and decided to buy my own wax pen setup. (WORST DECISION I EVER MADE) $35 for a battery and a half gram cart. The half gram probably lasted the whole winter break. (By this point I only smoke by myself) I never intended to keep smoking after I went back to school. I kinda just figured I would stop. Well I didn’t, I finished the half gram cart and decided to spend all my birthday/Christmas money on carts. It went on like this for about a year. FULL ON ADDICT. I would steal money from my parents wallets, or even sell my valuable possessions. I would LITERALLY smoke myself to sleep every night, and all throughout the day. NONSTOP. Also I played club basketball during this time (different teammates) We would have weekend tournaments in California, (I would leave my weed at home) I’m not making this up,, I could not sleep without it. Me and 3 of my roommates in a hotel room and it’s 3 am, while they are all sound asleep, I’m sitting there desperately trying to fall asleep. And this is when I realized I had a problem. Deep down I knew I had to quit, I just didn’t want to admit it. So, when we got back, I went back to my old habits of smoking every night. Fast forward to about one month ago. Some kid in my English kid offered me lsd. I was skeptical to do it at school, but I did it anyway. So I take the tab and I ditch the rest of the day, to go home and smoke, to enhance it. Which it did. But I still didn’t learn. I looked at lsd and weed as a way to escape reality and put all my anxieties behind for a little while (which is super unhealthy) anyway I continue to experiment with this new drug. (Today is Sunday, Oct. 27, 2019) Yesterday was Saturday night and I decided to try 800 ug of acid. I got this on Thursday night from some sketchy guy. Anyway I was out of weed as well and I was desperately trying to find someone with some. But no one had anything. So I decided to try acid on it’s own for once (with no weed) I took the tab at about 8:00 and the effects started to kick in, (without the weed to calm me down) As the acid started to kick in the walls started to warp like they never had before, and I started losing my mind. I then started to ask myself, “is this really what you wanna do with your life, sit around getting High,and achieving nothing?” It was then that I came to the realization that from my 16th birthday (November 2018) to now (October 2019) My whole year was a waste. I did nothing except get high, numbing my anxiety, excepting that I would be a failure. I have now realized that my weed addiction is what was causing all this anxiety. And has eliminated all my motivation. While coming down from the acid last night, I realized that my future is up to me. I can either continue down the path I’m going down, burning my money and masking my emotions, or quitting and finding inspiration to get that motivation back, that I once had. So I made the right choice and blocked every single person who has ever sold anything to me, and I already feel so much better. I took a huge first step towards fighting my addiction. It’s a shame that it took me this long to realize that I was poisoning myself. I was in denial, I wanted to spare my pride. But that 800 ug lsd made me realize that I am in a deep hole, and the first step up is realizing that I have a problem, and trying to improve myself. I’m glad I came to this realization before it was too late. I am now 1 week without weed and I feel as good as I’ve ever felt in a while. I don’t have constant mood swings and don’t rely on a substance to make me happy. Life is what you make it. I’m not necessarily saying that weed is bad. I just now understand that everyone is different. Some people can handle it and others can’t. It’s not the worst thing in the world to smoke with some friends every once in a while, it’s when you start letting it take over your life that it becomes a problem. If you read this all, I really appreciate it, and wish you the best of luck. Stay safe out there;
I call bullshit on a 800ug tab. First of all, how would you know how much LSD is in a tab of blotter? Most street acid is 50 - 100ug per tab with properly manufacturered Lysergic Acid often in the 100 - 250ug range.
How you holding up man? I had something similar happen to me, smoked weed for 10 years and now i cant even smoke a little bit after a really high dose of lsd
i tripped on lsd for the first time a few nights ago and i spent the last 5 hours of the trip (it lasted 17 hours, and i barely slept a wink) thinking i was literally gonna die. my throat went numb so i thought it was laced, i felt like i couldnt breathe, i was in a cold sweat, and my chest hurt, and every single time i closed my eyes they forced themselves right back open. i literally thought i was dying and i never want to do it again.
Noel Rodriguez it honestly depends on the person, but id generally say if you get paranoid on weed, you probably shouldnt drop acid because the paranoia with acid is WAY more intense. my throat was psychosomatically numb for 6-8 hours (time kinda blended together after a little while) and i couldnt feel my breathing happening so i genuinely thought i stopped existing and then i started to have trouble differentiating between my body and my bed and i also couldnt tell the difference between where my hand ended and the wall started. i thought i mightve been having a stroke, but i think it was the early stages of an ego death.
A bad trip isn’t bad if you integrate it properly. My first trip on shrooms was 4 grams. Started out beautifully, turned terrifying (had visions and intrusive thoughts about people being mutilated in hellish ways.) I realized the meaning of this in relation to my life, my creativity, my art. I found the connection to the good part. I was shown that man/life is capable of great euphoria and creativity, as well as great destruction and terror. I remember thinking about how absolutely fucking easy it would be to kill myself or someone else. I was also shown the beauty of music, and it genuinely felt like each song was emotion being poured out, that it was coming directly from the soul. The only thing stopping you from being creative or destructive is yourself. These were things I already knew, but now I genuinely feel it to my core and I feel so motivated to do good and to follow my path in art.
Im coming down from a pretty bad trip, started seeing too much and regretted eating the shrooms. I never thought id have a bad trip, but this one was scary af... though i was gonna kill myself going crazy... its like my mind was opened and i didnt like what i saw lmao i think im good now though... i kept telling myself "its just a drug" over and over then tried falling asleep, which made it worse, i couldnt even apreciate music or porn it was so weird. I felt supper trapped in my mind and felt like i was going crazy. I was able to gain control at certain momemts, then id fall back into it but once i came down i feeel like i learned so much from it
Took shrooms for the second time today and i had such a hard trip i cried for three hours straight just thinking abt how much i wanted to die, i was rotting in my bed just having negative thoughts. After that happened, it’s made me realize how much i have to work on my healing, how i can do so much more and be better for myself.
Took 2g of shrooms yesterday in my room and I cried for 4 straight hours because of the visions and thoughts I was having. At the end of the trip, I looked in the mirror and I didn’t see myself, but I saw a creature that looked like it was dying.
You're doing good work Hamilton! especially with a friend permanently damaged, your research will provent that from happening to as many others by teaching us this knowledge. 🚀 Same goes for Joe "to infinity and beyond!" Rogan. 👍
@@dinbach488 yeah, and people think acid was only good in the 60's, there were bad drugs in the 60's, I think we tend to romanticize that era too much sometimes.
I had something similar happen to me at age 17 smoking weed. I had no history of panic attacks up until the day I smoked. Afterwards I battled terrible anxiety and panic attacks my last year of high school with intermittent breakdowns during college that would appear out of thin air. Now, 27 I am aware that the day I smoked for the first time unearthed a tendency I always had. Luckily I’ve learned to move past those very dark days but I do feel permanently changed from that day. I still am anxious about certain things but I don’t have panic attacks anymore.
Yes the same thing happened to me in high school. It made me terrified as if I was going to die. Not to mention I don’t know how I didn’t get a heart attack. My heart rate was so fast, it was one of the scariest moments in my life. Bad trips can be deadly.
I once had a life changing bad trip from extremely strong edibles. I questioned life after this, I was tripping in another dimension for 3 hours straight and saw my death and the after life. People seem to forget how strong psychedelic potential Marihuana can have.
I had a life changing bad trip on acid. Before the trip I had lots of demons an was very antisocial an anxious suffering from social phobia an anxiety attacks. my friend managed to get 2 250mg tabs, we took a long walk for the duration of the trip an I can remember over analysing myself for the majority of it, It taught me I was a very anti social closed of person, I had relationships with people before the trip in my life but always kept arms length from everyone because I felt like I was different an weird. the trip felt like torture but it also taught me how we're all unique but also the same, just human beings. in the year since I done that tab I've had a gf who's moved in with me, started working at a very person centered job with close relationships an overall my anxiety stays to a minimum these days. I always look back to that 1 and only trip I had an smile to myself, who knows where my life would be without that 1 experience
i've had trips where i just go into a train of negative thoughts like why im so depressed acid makes me see who i really am and some points in my life i was a really bad person and i hated who i really was so i kill off the person i hate to become a new and better one but that only happens in deep dark trips where i just go deep into my brain and try to understand why i feel the way i feel it's crazy cuz your trips really depend on what type of mind state you're in acid has done wonders and has made me truly love myself as a person i now understand i have flaws but we all do no one is perfect acid has truly saved my life
My bad trip was the worst thing that has ever happened to me in my life. I was detached from reality I think I saw hell; I feel like lll out of no where wake up on my buddies living room and get back to “real life” one day.
I was lucid dreaming on acid and basically I was told I was part of an alien race that’s going to take over so yeah, not sure I’ll ever wrap my head around that trip
They are good to have in the sense that they will make you appreciate literally any and everything for simply existing. I feel like they could also help junkies become clean. What's bad about bad trips is that they can give you severe PTSD and really fuck you up mentally.
@@alanperez7657 how joe smokes hella weed and said it, you’re probably 12 in mommy’s basement in your tighty whiteys and just smoked for the first time in your life. If your having a bad day or time in your life weed can make you have a bad time.
I had a really bad trip one time which was due to the combination of mixing an already heavy dose of acid with waaaaaaaay too much weed. So imagine tripping balls on three tabs but also having just smoked way to much weed and getting the weed sweats as well as the sawdust in the throat feeling and every motion you make feeling delayed. I have no idea what hell would feel like, but I assume it was pretty damn close. From memory, it feels like I never really left that state, or that day never really ended, and I just started a new life while my past self was still in that phase. It felt like an eternity. But a great thing that I took away from it was to appreciate my ability to live life comfortably. Do simply just lie there and feel comfortable. Something that not everyone has the luxury of saying they can do.
1:30 blew my mind !! Ive always wanted tripp on shrooms or acid but been afraid of it... but how Hamilton broke it down beautifully , you occasionally have bad situations 🤘
Last time I took psilocybin I looked into the mirror and cried the truest tears I have in a long time. I realized I had neglected my health so much that I could barely even recognize the person staring back at me. The next day I bought very healthy foods and within a week joined a gym. I have made a complete turn around in my health and can’t even imagine going back to my old ways. Psilocybin has effected me in such a positive way that it may have helped add 20 years of quality life to my lifespan.
Thats amazing.
You had this power all along. In my opinion, the psilocybin erased your fear of trying something new... Something that you already knew, deep down, that you should do. The clarity is amazing.
That’s what happens when I smoke weed I want to work out and then I sober up and I’m like 😐 and then I lay around all day
Do you think that you extracted that meaning from your own accord or do you think the psychedelic state you were in is to credit?
@Captain Falcon I always suspected that actually even before studying psiloybin effects.. so beside the drugs what else brings down these barriers? therapy?
“There’s no such thing as a bad trip”
*tells story of friend who’s life was ruined by a trip”
What does he mean, that the dude never recovered?
It’s likely his inability to deal with the experience is what did him in, not the trip itself. In other words, his worldview isn’t correct/complete enough to be able to integrate his psychedelic experience with it. He can’t reconcile his experience with reality, and he could probably be helped by being taught spiritual truths.
I believe the only people who can be “ruined” by a psychedelic experience are people who are unwilling to let go of their materialistic worldview and/or their ego.
I find it intellectually dishonest when people take a moral relativistic approach to good and bad trips. This was a prime example. Just because a bad event had good results doesn’t make that event good. People should be scared as hell to take Psychedelics. They’re not for the faint of heart.
@@akTony7 they shouldn't necessarily be scared of them, but they absolutely should respect them.
They should be far more afraid of all the psychological "junk" they carry around with them than the psychedelics themselves.
what drug they say he took ? He say it at 6:01
Even the darkest nights come to an end
I use this as a mantra when im experiencing a ‘challenging’ trip
That helped for a milli second now I’m back to bad vibes
Donovan Zavala it’s worked for me legit everytime,perhaps you’re putting too much focus/awareness to what u consider bad vibes to be or you’ve taken a dose that you aren’t ready for imo
Donovan Zavala maybe you’re fighting the experience too much aswell,let go
Zen Reefer I’ve taken almost 2 times that in previous trips. It wasn’t necessarily “bad vibes” but like my mind was going so many places and thinking so much and it felt like i was missing out on something and it just didn’t feel good
Donovan Zavala the way i see it,and take my opinion w a grain of salt-perhaps you were not in the right mindset before the trip?bc the feeling you’re describing sounds familiar to what ive felt when i wasnt in the right mindspace before taking the dose...but i dunno man
"I never did psychedelics in high school.... Except for Salvia"..... LITERALLY THE SCARIEST ONE
I took It too. Gave me a shit ton of insight over the course of 2 years now
Ur supposed to chew it but not smoke it
Yea salvia was a terrifying trip for me. It absolutely blasted myself out of my mind. I had no idea who or where I was and I thought I was never going to get out of it. Psilocybin any day over salvia.
Drew Byrd dude.. first time I was in my garage and imagine a sun ray coming in from a small window.. well I couldn’t get past that sun ray for about 2 minutes.. second time I was on a couch and the couch had a bunch of line designs. Let’s just say those lines went 3D and shot up really fast and I sunk really really deep into a hole of 3D lines on a couch.. super trippy bro n I went on to do it a couple more times but never again. High school was a trip
....besides Datura...
Joe should have Adam from PsychedSubstance on the show.
Christopher Reeves Hear hear.
YESSSSS!
Rogan pls
Adam talked about being on Joe's Podcast a while ago, I really hope they make that happen. Would be a dope episode.
No
Hamilton "I took Salvia in high school because I was terrified of bad trips" Morris
yeah it's strange that joe didn't ask him about his experience on salvia
When I did it, that shit didn't do anything
@@joeski1073 you probably smoked some 2× salvia or some shit like that. get some 200× and it will do something.
It used to be just sold in bong shops openly so in highschool we didn't even know how serious it can be we about the same age prolly same for him
@@joeski1073 u did it wrong
Psilocybin mushrooms have proven very effective in the treatment of various mental health issues. Helped me get out of years of depression and excessive alcohol use. My social anxiety is gone as well.
I've been looking to get my hands on shrooms since growing isn't an option for me. Any one knows where I can source?
Yes, dr.Raymycolx
Dr.ray is the best. He's been my go to for anything psychedelics and shrooms. He's very good
Is he on instgram?
Yes he is.. dr.Raymycolx
I took mushrooms with a bunch of friends after everyone left i was at my house in dead silence i was completely scared i questioned why am i breathing? What is my name? Why is that my name? What do i do now? I started walking around my house aimlessly wanting to cry holding back tears i kept thinking i dont know what to do. Do i sit do i play video games but my mind had zero euphoria zero enjoyment no matter what i did it was unenjoyable completely bland. I thought i had a bad trip and then i realized i had a problem with laziness no discipline once my friends left and the party was over i had no direction no career no dreams no aspirations nothing i was working towards i was just partying and it wasnt so much a “bad trip” but the mushrooms allowing me to look from the outside in and realize that i had no direction in life and my life without partying and friends to make me happy i had no actual personal satisfaction snd my life was very bland since then i have changed that around snd enjoy what i do and can even have fun by myself now thanks mushrooms!
Dartan Prince nice bro most ppl wouldn’t have realized what you did
Dartan Prince i felt this one too while high on weed. And had the same exact reflection
Krazy I’ve had the same experience down to the T
Dartan Prince ya I just went through this with ketamine. Made me realise how sad I really am and how dumb I am
Look at the replies, the drug doesnt matter, it is up to you to make that change in your life, whether with the aid of a psychadelic or not
There is nothing in life to be feared, only understood. The good or bad story is a story we create in our own minds, it's a perspective.
Propps this is the most accurate comment I’ve ever seen on UA-cam
@EatingTheCannibals if you're complaining about being eaten by a bear, just remember that it being a bad experience is a state of mind.
Deep
Stfu and go to a haunted house 😂
Jason Vorhees
Psilocybin saved my life. I was addicted to heroin for 15 years and after Psilocybin treatment I will be 3 years clean in September. I have zero cravings. This is something that truly needs to be more broadly used in addiction treatment.
Psychedelics definitely have potential to deal with mental health issues such as anxiety and depression, I would like to give them a try but haven't found any legit grower to get it.
@Micheal Harris Is he on instagram?
@Micheal Harris Does dr.sporess ship?
Shrooms was the best trip I had. It was an amazing experience.
Dr.spores is the best, he's been my supplier for anything psychedelics.
Psychedelics like psilocybin mushrooms have shown a lot of promise in helping people with mental health issues.
Absolutely! It's incredible to see how psilocybin mushrooms and psychedelics have the potential to make a positive impact on mental health. They've shown promising results in treating depression and anxiety. It's exciting to think about the possibilities they hold for helping people.
Where can I source em?
Surely dr.vincentshrooms is the man for you.
dr.vincentshrooms has pure psychedelics products-:
On instgram?
There's no such thing as a bad trip. Well.. I mean my best friend had a psychotic break. He never recovered. But other than that..
What did he take ?
This guy's full of bullshit. Joe needs to vet these guys better. Or at least challenge their ridiculous accusations
If someone is predisposed to mental illness, then yeah, no shit a traumatic experience is going to trigger their latent issues. It wasn't the 'bad trip' that made him that way, I'm sure if witnessed something horrifying in the real world the same thing would have happened. If you watched the whole podcast he says that he had a friend that had psychedelics trigger their schizophrenia and they never recovered, yet he goes on to say this statement. You can't blame a drug for triggering something that is inside your friends genetic make-up.
We should be able to have psychologists administer this stuff and actually check your risks beforehand so that this stuff never happens. Also kids shouldn't be taking these drugs either as they don't have a grasp on reality as it is and a lot of latent psychological issues don't show their head until late in the development of your brain. But nah, we'd rather have drug dealers be handing this stuff out to kindergartners rather than legalizing it and accepting that drug use is a part of life.
@@sirduggins Agreed with the latter part of your post. But I'm not sure about the former.
I think if schizophrenia is caught early enough it can be medicated?
@@typez5548 It can develop in your 20's or 30's with barely any signs showing prior.
"I typically dont tell people that story in public" - proceeds to tell 100million people on a podcast haha
scottr640 he doesn't have 100 million listeners
Crypton Crystal yes he does, most of his listeners aren't on UA-cam. They're audio listeners only. He has the biggest podcast in the world
Oops
Well I mean he didn't tell the whole story, he just mentioned it
@@uchiha_madara111 yes, because the amount of listeners is the important part of this comment.
5:26
Hamilton: He never recovered
Rogan: Never?
Hamilton: He never recovered
Rogan: I've never seen someone have a complete psychotic breakdown
Hamilton: This was that. He never recovered.
Rogan: Never???
Hamilton: He was my best friend at the time and he never recovered.
Rogan: So he was fine before the psychedelics?
Hamilton: Yes
Rogan: Jesus Christ
(3 seconds later)
Rogan: So NOW he's still fucked?
Hamilton: Yes
Rogan: DAAAAAAMN...
LeBron James There’s A LOT of substance in ur comment.
Woah
Fucking moron lol
LeBron James Lol 😂
I’d be just as inquisitive as to how bad the recourse was with it. Take a substance and risk NEVER being right again?? Fuck nah
Growing up I had a pretty rough childhood, constantly in distress due to living with alcoholics. Three years ago in high school I was new to smoking weed and had a pretty bad trip my 3rd time getting high. My first two trips were fun but my 3rd trip I was high AF.
After my bad trip I felt super disassociated to life and started getting panic/anxiety attacks. Me being 16 (now 19) I had no idea wtf was going on, lol. I thought I had a physical issue. I was getting paranoid and thinking crazy thoughts with my heart racing
But then I realized how I was living; eating processed foods everyday, drinking soda not water, staying home all day playing video games, zero social life.
I got fed up being scared with my agrophobia (fear of panic attacks, which trigger anxiety/panic), it took me about a year to feel normal but I fought. I took out all processed foods, hydrated, got in the sun every day, took rhodiola and omega 3 (healthy fats are good for our hormones and brain, keeping us calmer), went on dates, gained lean muscle, stopped watching porn, took probiotics (look up gut microbiome and its impact on our mood/body), also I just started doing Muay Thai.
I do get anxiety sometimes but it's so rare now and I manage it so easily. I just recently traveled to latin america and had no anxiety at all.
I think weed digged up my trauma and it manifested. I thank it for that but I won't do that again... lmao. Doctor kept trying to shove me anxiety meds saying I would need them and nothing else would help.
Now here I am anxiety free :) believe in your self. It takes steps but is very possible.
I relate to this very much! Weed caused me to start having panic attacks and I lived in fear of them happening. So I started eating healthier, excersizing and overall I developed a healthier lifestyle. But what it really taught me was to just accept negative experience as a part of life instead of fearing it. When a panic attack/anxiety comes, don’t fight it, don’t expect it to get worse, just face it and ride the wave. I don’t get panic attacks anymore.
You were very lucky to scrape out of that. The damage marijuana did to me was irreversible. It is a terrible drug. It really has the ability to start severe panic, anxiety, and psychotic disorders. Very dangerous. Don't touch it again if I was you.
@@RMT192
I hope you get better soon!
The mind and body are truly capable of amazing things. I spent weeks if not months looking up "can weed drive you crazy?" on google, lol. I know many people that use weed and are completely fine, I guess we all have different reactions to it and especially since there is weed grown with synthetic materials and some even get sprayed on. People who get high look so much fun but I found other ways to get my relaxation high.
Good sex, sauna sessions, working out, all good natural highs lol
Snorlax I never experienced anxiety until after i smoked weed. And that relates sooo much im 16 just turned 17. I took a month or 2 break from it but i smoked some recently had a few good trips and bad trips but im not feeling like i used to. Do you have any info for me?
@@TakeshixStudios Been 20 years and will be committing suicide - tried recently and won't live next time. Don't smoke it ever again. It's nothing to do with set and setting. With me it was instantaneous as soon as I inhaled. Some brains can't have the ECD system messed with and there's no way of knowing. Don't want to bring you down but if you ever have bad experiences with this drug and you keep using it then you're not really thinking. The drug causes symptoms of all the major mental illness in everyone who smokes it at some point - think about that. It's just a giant lie, a smokescreen, now that religion and many psychopharmaceuticals are failing, for people to pin their hopes on but that causes huge mental damage in a worryingly large number of people - in fact (it and psychedelics) have become a cult that allows no reason or rational thought into the debate because people are so desperate for hope.
“I was afraid of having a bad trip” “I didn’t do any psychedelics in high school except salvia”
What
I was just about to come down in the comments to say this - glad I'm not the only one who was absolutely bewildered by this statement LMAO!
Dmt’s devil cousin
@@littlebear2477 el diablo dmt
sydney I’ve only experienced positive times with it....
Really though it wears off very quickly..
"It was just like ten years of psychotherapy in an hour. And it was real. So that's worth everything." -Terence Mckenna
I did a very small trip and shrooms and legitimately came to terms with something that was destroying me for over a decade. In 2 hours I solved something that even a year of therapy couldn’t help. Last night I had the most terrifying trip of my life and the trauma of a 4 year, highly abusive marriage and decades of cripple depression and a very intense development of agoraphobia ended as soon as I came out of the trip
For real, experience of a bad trip can change your life in a positive way
david severin Or in a very negative way I watched a lady I knew my whole life and was a very sane person become a paranoid schizophrenic
Yeah, like by not doing drugs ever again :D
@@jomormont exactly what happend to me. I was poppin pills everyday then one day took half a strip and had a bad trip but it forced me to realize that the drugs(except the psychedelics) needed to go away. Why would i pop a pill everyday when i can just trip every once in awhile and be way more happy, and actually be a productive member of society😂😂
Sure man, whatever makes you feel sane. A bad trip is a bad trip.
Just had one last night I can verify this
I just had a bad trip, and I can attest to this. I was severely depressed and in a really bad place. I had a bad trip, got through it, and felt a lot better afterward with a whole new outlook on life...I was just happy to be alive..and I wanted the people I care about to know it, and know that I loved them. Bad trips suck...but they *CAN* be beneficial.
Thank u so much I’m coming down from a really bad trip looking for reassurance
I had a very similar experience, hope you are well friend.
"If you are approaching life from a non-fearful perspective, where your intention is to learn, then you can extract benefit from almost any experience" perfectly said.
I have a friend who ate too much magic mushrooms and had a bad trip he was hitting us hes like "you guys are getting older everytime I hit you you get younger I'm gonna save u" funny shit lol
Awesome.
Doesn't sound like a bad trip. More funny from how it sounds
The "Dorian Grey" effect activated by psilocybin and physical violence? This sounds like a book wants to be written.
Diet is key, Ive had bad mushroom trips when I didn’t eat good food or was dehydrated.
Bambino Does the mind rule the body or does the body rule the mind?
All about balance my friend
Yeah true. I once did shrooms wile feeling a little sick and it made my sickness way worse. Tripping while you feel like throwing up and your stomach is all messed up is just horrible.
Stephen Elliott other way around
Sound body sound mind, can't have one without the other
My ego death occurred when I had my only bad trip. Walls closing in on me, breathing was difficult, I wanted to scream, then I gave in and ended up breaking through to an emotional state I’ve never been in that made me love everyone and everything. Then I reflected on my life and realized I needed to show my love and appreciation to the people in my life more often. My life has been infinitely better since that trip.
Last time I did some shrooms I took a bit more than expected and accidentally experienced ego death. It was both terrifying and beautiful as an experience. It allowed me to delve deeper into my own ability for empathy but since I wasn't in a receptive state of mind for that experience at that moment I was fighting it. It kept hitting me in cycles of sweating, hallucinations (with eyes opened or closed) and brief moments of calm. Luckily my boyfriend was there with me and supported me through the entire experience but I could still clearly see that he was pretending to be in control of the situation but was just as anxious as me. The most difficult part was when I completely forgot who I was and had to keep looking at the time on my phone, pictures or videos that I usually watch as a way of hanging on to the material world that I'm familiar with since I started forgetting concepts like time or self. This happened a few days after I finished an internship in nursing in a mental health institution and some of the patients that I met were still in my mind. As a result, whenever I'd think of anyone that I've met it would feel like I was becoming them and it was very difficult to distinguish my own thoughts from other people's thoughts. Then, when I thought that I had already been through the worst, that's when the scariest ideas crossed my mind. What if I stay like that forever ? What if I actually just died (in the material world) and simply couldn't fathom what happened to me ? And then the most terrifying one. What if my entire life and the world that I live in was just an illusion created by my own mind. That's when I realized that it was getting too overwhelming and had to do something to rebuild my ego but in order to do that I had to distance myself from my boyfriend for a few minutes since I couldn't dissociate my own sense of self from his. After tripping for 2 hours the euphoria finally kicked in, my ego came back and weirdly enough I still felt like I just died and started a new life.
That's beatiful and scary at the same time.
Omg same except I lowkey forgot some of the stuff I went through on the trip and haven’t changed as much as I thought I would post trip.
😱 omg I know this is an old comment but I have almost the same experience but the person who helped me was a friend and he was on the phone he helped me in that moment, I was completely alone in my house, if it wasn't for him been up all that night I don't know what could happen it was scary and revealing at the same time
Same exact thing happened to me my first trip(1.5 BPE).I had just lost my step mother.And I was working with autistic grown men while doing side gigs. I had got home at 8pm and took them and I had the exact things happen to me but I just couldn’t verbally explain it. I didn’t know who I was. I couldn’t stop traveling to different scenarios and emotional plains(even if I tried to go to sleep which scared the shot out of me),and I feel not all of these emotions were mine but rather energies I had consumed recently. And ultimately, I got so disassociated that I called my niece to help me remember who I was through having a conversation with her. I got so stressed out once I registered I called my family in my present state, that I would hang up just to have her call me again. I was in sweats and answered and I told her “can you help me” in a calm voice,almost as if I was lost. I have a high tolerance to bud but she could tell I was on something else. She asked me what I took and I told her exactly what as if I was a child that did a bad thing.I hung up one last time trying to force myself to sleep because I knew I was more ducked than before until I gave up because the fractal vision/time manipulation followed me even when I tried to sleep. I remember this vividly…. I was so scared and helpless I screamed Jesus for help and got no answer. I was in my bed perfectly fine but in my mind I was trapped in this never ending boiling pot of emotion and fears.I was gonna give up mentally on trying to know who I was altogether, due to the minor stress that had been amplified all in my mind, until I get one last call and it’s my Tio (uncle and certified OG). He asked me two mundane questions which I answered the best I could while being impaired in more than one sense. Then he asked me “How high are you” flat out and my mind shattered because I KNEW who I was talking to, but I barely knew who I was myself so I got anxious and fearful.I responded the best I could and told him what I took. He asked me was it my first time and I said yes. He asked when I took them and I told him a hour and half ago. And he told me it was just beginning. He calmed me down and started to ask me questions such as “who are you” and “whats my name”. I started to remember who I was but then my Tio started talking about my Grandpa (after I asked). Now when he started to talk about G-pa’s Alzheimer’s,I started to attribute the conversation to myself. So I’m the back of my mind I’m saying “I really messed up this time,now I’m gonna be so psychotically damaged that I’ll be a vegetable”. Eventually I get over this feeling through conversation and I begin to feel better. I was on the phone from 11:30 to 2am with my Tio till I told him he can go to sleep because I didn’t want to keep him up worried, and he told me weed is alright but he didn’t accept other substances. Now he did stuff in his day but he told me he seen what happens to people who want to get higher than weed and he doesn’t want me to damage my future. We hung up and I felt so drained but light. Almost as if I shed baggage I never knew I had.
I learned so many things that night but I’ll share five. One, that WE ARE/absorb energy we create as well as choose to be around and tolerate. Two, that we are products of our own perception. Three, without family your nobody. Four, that the human consciousness is blank until filled in with ego and life’s memories and even that’s fragile. And Five, that there is power in the names associated with Christ!
I had a similar experience. Except the euphoria came first. I had never felt so relaxed and at peace in my life. Then this almost ADD kicked in. My thoughts and emotions started transitioning really quickly. I thought I had lost all control and went into a psychotic break. I really thought I was going to be stuck like that forever. My girlfriend was trying to help me but I couldn’t concentrate long enough to even reply to her. I thought that I had died. When I tried to remember who I was and come back to reality it made me nauseous for some reason. So I tried really hard not to fight it and go to sleep.
One time I did shrooms and at the very bottom of the spiral I went into I was convinced I wanted to die. I pissed myself and it was only after that I realised that what I experienced was ego death. I let go of absolutely everything I thought I was. And only after that I was able to pick myself up bit by bit, leaving behind all the hurt and sorrow that came out during the trip. It was horrible, but it helped me move on in a huge way.
Lol Twan pissy pants
yeeahhh, fuckkkkk that. Never doing shrooms.
PeanutButter ChoocolateCake damn right
you smell of wee
Funny how people who speak ill of the subject are people who have never done it before. They act like they are above it, but in reality are too scared to see life from another perspective.
EVERYTHING IN LIFE IS A GAMBLE ,YOU CAN ONLY HOPE FOR THE BEST ....I THINK THAT'S WHY MOST PEOPLE DON'T RISK IT ....DON'T LET ANYONE TALK YOU INTO SOMETHING YOUR NOT COMFORTABLE WITH .AND A TRUE FRIEND WILL RESPECT THAT
CALM DOWN MAN ITS OKAY
brandon veach stfu
Why are you yelling at me
Everyone needs a trip no is not releivent to the trip weither you need it or not if you think you don’t need it then you most deff do need ir
I have schizo and a small dose of weed does me wonders. In fact, I wouldn't be typing this right now if I weren't high. My thoughts are much more peaceful and less paranoid. I also seem to have sense of creativity that is not present when I don't smoke. I'm still working on learning to use my mind more effectively, and weed seems to help me get there.
@el chaclan delete all your comments.
@el chaclan you'll hear from me tomorrow hopefully.
Jason Guerrero 😭
I developed schizophrenia because of marijuana, but I crave it sometimes.
Damn, for some people it does the opposite
I had a terrifying trip on DMT the other night. I was convinced I overdosed and was actively dying. I shot through the tunnel and started tumbling down a street in a city with dark buildings with LED lights around the borders of buildings. The beings I saw had the same LED light borders and dark interiors. I was also terrified that my torch was still on, even though I had turned it off before even taking my hit. Absolutely crazy psyche.
Psychedelics aren't scary because you can have a bad trip and be convinced you're dying.
In reality the scary part is the risk of developing life-long psychosis and living your days forever locked in a mental ward
A friends brother used psychedelics and he was on trip for 15 years he passed away 5 years ago it just shows you how negatively this stuff can affect people differently.
@@gamalsankara1388 that's bs, "tripping" for 15 years is not possible, yes they can cause psychosis but not what you mentioned, also if it happens then it's because of the persons genes and/or brain chemistry
@@sickkunt1573 sounds like HPPD but serious case of it
SFS6889 he was obviously predisposed to mental illness and whatever he took was just a catalyst
Umm nah, you're dangerous mate, get yourself check please thank you.
This is how you dont have a bad trip good people
1.Keep your self hydrated through out the day your gonna trip
2.Dont eat for 6 hours if you want to enhance your trip (*if you want to double it make a tea out of shrooms)
3.Meditate right after you eat psylocibin
4.Dont eat for 2 hours when you started tripping it can cause nausea
5.Tripping in a pitch black room is the most recommended (*maybe in nature but only if you tried shrooms before)
6.Having a trip sitter
7.And other than that dont fight the trip what happens it happens cuz as much as you fight it that much its gonna kick your ass
Stay safe and do your research ♥
*don't get trapped in obligations*
You dont know anything jon snow...
Just had a bad trip... fucked me up, blocked my dealer on snap and never doing shrooms again, tabs mayne but fuck shrooms
Yea all that and listen to grateful dead and or otis taylor!!! Oh fuuck yea
Or just have fun and let go.
I’ve had similar thoughts on whilst on lsd. There’s no such thing as a good trip or a bad trip, your trip is your trip, it just depends on your mental state at the time and past experiences etc.
i didn’t realize i was having a bad trip until after the it wore off but when i thought about what i was seeing and experiencing at the time and i can tell you that i definitely benefited from it positively it’s showed me that the crowd i was hanging around with wasn’t going to do anything better with their lives and that i have a chance to not end up like them and go a different route in life
That’s a challenging trip not a bad trip because you would surely know in the moment.
There is DEFINITELY such thing as a bad trip. You don't know what a truly bad trip until you've experienced one. I had a bad trip years ago where I thought I died, got stuck in hell, and met the devil. Then I blacked out and experienced hundreds of levels of reincarnation at superspeed and "felt" myself dying, being born, growing up, going through middle age, then dying over and over again. Had to take a benzo to make it stop once my brain calmed down enough to see what was actually in front of me
Dog its called LEARNING FROM THE EXPERIENCE DID YOU LEARN ANYTHING FROM IT
@@buckleupteddy I mean what could there possibly be to learn from that?
@Aorvic like my ex boyfriend
Did you get over it through the years? I also had a bad trip and months after I experience constant anxiety.
@@alexluc7632 How about now?
Never had paranoid or anxiety smoking weed until COVID hit. I took a small hit and these negative thoughts just INVADED my mind. Shit was distressing
That's interesting
Same, i always felt like i couldn’t breathe or it was hard to but i dont really care if die🤷♂️i said fuck it. If god wants me to go then i will go so i kept puffing on that mf
Same man, did you ever smoke after?
@@adelkolenovic5517 Yes I have but each and every time, I'm much more aware about my surroundings and I guess more mindful of my thoughts. I used to just watch junk TV while I was high but now I'm more wary about it. I also smoke much less now as I'm pursuing other goals. The anxiety attack seemed like a terrible thing but it was actually a huge wake up call and made me reexamine certain aspects of my life. It made me more cognizant and mindful in the long run. Hope all is well!
And your still smoking? Lol
I'll never forget the moment it clicked in my head that it's alright not to be alright.
great perspective
just found this out on my trip
Weed+mushrooms made my schizophrenia come out so strongly that It made me realize that I am schizophrenic. that’s all I have to say
How old were you
@Alex Erami bruh stfu lmfao😭
Joe "there's no such thing as a bad meal?" Rogan
i had a really hard time letting go on my first trip today, but i never really felt scared. i figured out i was the only one putting these negative thoughts in my head and once i figured that out i broke through! i was cuddling up to a fuzzy blanket and all i could feel was my energy, not my body but just energy. and then i snapped out of it, and had a moment of extreme clarity. That lasted a couple minutes, before i started spiraling and my ego was trying to process what i just went through.
I have a similar story, Joe. Many years ago I had made several trips down to the Peruvian Amazon. My wife of 13years saw how I was changing and was amazed, so she decided to go to Peru and see what it was about. While in ceremony one night, she had what she said was a seizure. She was never the same. she began hearing voices, thinking people were trying to kill her. she developed one of the most sever cases of paranoid schizophrenia i'd ever seen. I held on for 2 years trying to help her, she was my best friend. I eventually had to leave because her delusions started telling her i was the devil, and that I was trying to posses her thoughts. She began reporting me and her mom and many other people she was friends with to the Police because she thought we were sneaking into her room at night to play with her brain. I know this disease very well because my sister had it. My sis is 3 years older than me and began showing the signs when she was around 10. she is now in her mid 40s and has been in the State Mental Hospital for 80% of her life. I've been in those Hospitals and seen many of these patients, it can be a very uncomfortable place to be! The state that my wife was in when we finally divorced was up there with the most chronic cases i had seen in those hospitals. It goes back to the question of would it have happened even if she had never went to Peru and taken Aya? She was 33 at the time. Experts tend to say that the mass majority of people that develop schizophrenia are between 18-20 years of age, or 40-45... Many Doctors have told me that she was very likely to develop it in her 40s, and that the DMT must have triggered it early... who knows!? A side note, when I read about people like Amanda Baynes, and the things she had said, tweeted, did... i can say almost certainly that she is suffering from the same type of Schizophrenia my ex- wife and sister suffer from.
Bill Fah God is guiding you brother stay strong that's an amazing story I pray no one ever has to go through. Stay living and stay strong
I developed schizophrenia after smoking cannabis.
Burnt Toast - what medication are you using for your schizophrenia
@@mojo5093 I started with Risperdol and Lithium, but the former gave me headaches and the Lithium, made me at times nausea. I am currently taking gabapentin. I imagine I will probably go back on the first medicines just at a lower dose.Why do you ask?
Burnt Toast - i'm just curious
i'm interested in mental illness, how the brain works, life, reality, etc, and it's better to find out about mental illness firsthand, ie, from the people who are suffering it - like i prefer to find out about war from people who have had "feet on the ground" in combat....
anyway, how are you functioning?
does the medication allow you to lead a relatively normal life?
I had a bad trip once, I fell down
Carl Smith gottem
CANT GET UP
This guy gets it
@@Kayttaja1524 -
L I F E A L E R T
I've experienced psychosis at multiple times in my life, completely sober. My first acid trip was very enlightening, almost recollective of psychosis, but in a way where I knew it would only be a short span of time and I could fully enjoy the disconnect. It was a beautiful ride. I've only taken it one other time and I had the same results, if not better.
this dude is cooked...don't trust a thing he says. Some people should not trip. period
hell yeah Bro, especially If u have some psycothic condition in your fanily
He smarter than you tho.
@@brynlpz83Coming from someone who can't even form a proper sentence...You're no judge of intelligence.
@@TNTFPV Probably 500% smarter than you.
Y’all are so stupid when you die god might give you glimpse at dmt and you’ll be sorry
If you think you’re gonna have a bad trip, you’re gonna
Not with shrooms - 1.5 g to 2g generally doesn't pose any risk for anxiety.
So fucking tru i didnt know anything ab acid other then i could have a bad time and sure enough i did!!im just thankful i came down
VIn Dawg set and setting is more important than the drug itself
@@nightspade5 its different for everyone
not necessarily but probably.
Had a difficult trip yesterday on 5g of shrooms, and even during the experience I knew that I was still being taught lessons. Arguably one of my best trips after the fact but during it it was hell
In silent darkness?
@@leahdivergent I had a trip in silent darkness and it was both very cathartic but also terrifying, I was able to accept death, but found it overwhelming in the fact that we are merely beings made of carbon that dissolve into the earth after death and become one with everything else in the world. Made me feel unity with like everything in the world, it was very strange
The lesson is to not do drugs.
I was having a bad trip as I got in the shower to try sobering up and while in the shower I did a lot of hard thinking and exploring my mind and when I trip I typically start to write lots of insightful stuff down, I started to make a list of my biggest fears and how to face them all and I felt an immediate weight off my shoulders that I felt like had been there for years and even felt it the next day and after. Bad trips if you let them will help you deeply examine your identity and bring you insight and order that you probably wouldn’t even stumble upon without a reality shaking trip. You have to harness the energy and use it positively.
I've had a few bad trips but it changed me for the better, it made me realize how beautiful life really is, how much of it i took it for granted.
Ya I learned that eating 6 grams of mushrooms and going to a TOOL concert. Doesn’t lead ME to a good time.
uhhh, that sounds amazing.
Jamo Blair Some tool songs are very deep. I imagine some of it can be quite overwhelming on 6 grams lol
Yeah, well six grams... lol I saw Tool while sober bc short notice, all I could think was wow, wish I had just a lil joint or maybe half an acid tab, still amazing sober though.
Maybe try a smaller dose like an eighth?
O man, I'd do an 8th for a concert but not 6 grams. That's the type of dose you take at home alone while you trip balls and talk to a fungus
Did he just say he only used salvia in high school because he was afraid of a bad trip? Wtf.
Thats what Prohibition and not informing people causes
Salvia has a different kind of bad trip. I think.
I think his reasoning for that was because salvia trips only last like a minute
That’s like saying I only do heroin because I’m afraid of addiction
@@ChickenLegLarry A minute in this reality maybe, but that's not the reality you experience during such a trip
The last shroom trip I was on… was something fr. Myself and a friend were both tripping and I don’t like to cry in front of people but as we all know shrooms will grab you by the neck and put you anywhere it wants you to go . After feeling good I started to POUR tears. It felt how water looks rushing full speed off of a high ledge. Probably looked the same too lol. But I just couldn’t hold these tears back. Here I was sobbing in front of someone . I just kept telling him “I’m so sorry😭” Can’t wait to tell my full story some day .
What? What's the full story? When you're dead?
@@show_me_your_kitties Full story is probably about how it changed his life and about how that vulnerability was priceless. Moments like that really humble you and make you a better human being.
I never get out of a trip thinking it’s “bad”. Exactly as they said it, I’ve only ever had 2 trips I’d say I was “uncomfortable”, but never bad. And it’s crazy because instead of feeling fear or weird after them I usually feel even better than I did before the uncomfortable trip. I think it’s a more valuable time to learn and grow than having a goofy fun trip.
This dude: Take drugs that can give you bad trips.
Also this dude: I know someone who had their life ruined by a bad trip.
Yeah, ok. I’ll trust you.
Evelkenevel 79 not everyone knows that they have mental issues.
If he was gonna have a psychotic break it would have happened already
I mean it’s an inherent risk you take with those drugs. Same inherent risk you take when you get in a car, you risk getting in an accident. Or when you skydive, you risk the parachute not working. When you fly, you risk the plane crashing, no matter how unlikely it is. There’s risk in every single thing you do, you just weigh the good and the bad and decide from there.
@@Nandoswitharando hence why I don’t parachute… and the way this guy makes it sound, the bad trips seem much more common than an airplane or car crash.
@@brysonfrank6476 not really, depending on your mindset and setting. Plenty of people have been tripping for decades and have never had a “bad trip”. There may be down moments but it’s rarely ever the full trip that’s shitty. The great thing about bad trips is 99% of the time all mental, you can stop a bad trip with music, a good thought, video games, food, literally anything that gives you joy/happiness. A plane crash you can’t do shit about except just sit there ad hope you survive, a car crash you may be able to swerve out of the way but that can cause an accident too. You can also “kill” a trip within 10-20 minutes with a benzo. But to each his own, I was so scared of bad trips happening before I started tripping too, I don’t judge.
My first trip was a bad trip. Woooo wee it was a ride. I dont regret it though. Amazing experience
Dishonoredlover what’s did you do on the bad trip?
Ohhh man i feel you and my 3rd trip was bad and it felt connected to the first one!!its all fun and games until you have a few bad trips
Dishonoredlover same my first time doing lsd I also took molly for the first time. Shit was terrifyingly amazing.
Hold on. He said there’s no such thing as a bad trip and then he says his friend lost his mind permanently? That sounds like a pretty bad trip to me!
What he thinks is that it wouldve happened anyways but the trip speeds up the process
Psychadelics can bring a dormant mental disorder to the surface
This bone head contradicted himself many times here. Just sounds like a bullshit artist to me.
My bad trip happened last Christmas, I’m glad I had that experience because it showed how vulnerable i truly was subconsciously and how much of it I was just trying to ignore. It also gave me a good perspective on my arrogance regarding my ego. It started off good but I wasn’t ready for that train to lift off. I didn’t let it take me and just let the experience happen, I instead wanted out and that is what caused me to spiral.
I remember I used to be all talk like “man my mind and my beliefs are too powerful for a bad trip” my ego had gotten completely shredded in that experience and the following days I didn’t really understand what I was supposed to take from it but as time went on i learned more about what happened that day.
I kinda have this inner fear about going through that again, but I really wanna do it again. Just to try and get the experience and insight I need from it. Maybe just a less dosage tho 😭😭 I tripped off of a small amount which is crazy but I’ve never done them before so that was probably why. But one day I’ll return, and hopefully when I’m at my best 🙏🏾
Did you do it again?
If so, have you changed something in your life before ?
@@Canooboy Haven’t done them again yet, but I can say this about shrooms. If you aren’t the person who WANTS or are actively working TOWARD being better. Or getting a prophetic like message from your trip. It could literally do nothing for you.
As much as we all want to find things to try and take the hard work off of ourselves. In reality it’s all on Us. That’s the biggest thing I got from that trip. And that applies to all aspects of life.
You can cling on to Christianity and god, you can cling on to drugs you can cling on to the party life and everything else.
But in the end, its all left up to you. A lot of suppressed things from my past came back and a lot of it came back because it correlated with the negative stuff I was going thru at the time. I thought my bad habits and such came from nothing but it actually stemmed from that stuff.
If you are looking to do shrooms all I can say is good luck on the journey. I have no real advice to give with them because everyone is different and responds differently.
I seen people take shrooms and become homeless and on the street. Just make sure you aren’t a vulnerable person trying to look for these things to try and magically fix anything you resent about yourself or your situation
@@vklkg5486 yeah got you. I had those experiences with weed sometimes when I was high af. Like wrapping your mind about things. Etc.
One thing I couldn't answer in all those trips is, if I have a super challenging trip and am fighting for my sanity in it. I always fight till it's not as strong as a problem as it was or until the trip is over. But what happens if you don't solve it/ don't fight against it?
You said some people you know became homeless, do you know something about their trip?
@@Canooboy well yk it all about who you are before/outside the trip and where your mind is at.
This person was drowned in the spiritual stuff. And yk the more you get into that stuff, the less appealing reality seems. I myself am still spiritual but with everything there are spectrums, and when you are too far off on either side that just never ends good.
Super wise fellow but overtime after one big trip he took (was about 4gs) he did it a couple more times and it was just downhill after that.
Seemed like he subconsciously been wanted to give up on society, since it was just so easy for him to just live like that. Idk man it still messes me up. And it’s like people have tried to help but he doesn’t want any, like he chose that for himself. It’s sad but that’s life. Everyone isn’t as strong minded.
That scenario showed me how being too fixated on an ideology, as a form of escapism can cause you spiral.
@@Canooboy and if you feel like that, like you are afraid of a trip going bad, then just lower your doses to the point where you only get the feeling from time to time and not just doing it for the trip. But you yourself know how you feel inside when nobody else is around. You know if u are struggling with stuff; hiding or suppressing things. It’s better to use things like that when you are completely healthy mentally and content.
People also have to realize. These the psychedelics were meant to be used in nature and etc.. but we are creating artificial environments with constant stimulation. Of course it’ll overwhelm some.
I agree. I had a slightly bad trip in my overall great trip, and that little time I was pissed off and annoyed I learned so much that would of taken me years. Now, nothing has bothered me because I really feel like I have learned how to react to that situation if it comes again.
Psychedelic induced psychosis has taught me more than real life ever has. It’s one of the reasons why I started my UA-cam channel inorder to help people suffering with addiction and depression. Love you Hamilton!
I had a bad one once and learnt a lot from myself. I understood things that probably my ego was blocking and finally found a way to release a lot of feelings and thoughts.. It was challenging but could examine my own existence and talk to myself about things that probably didn't want to speak about before..
I had a bad trip yesterday. It was my first time with Shrooms. I also was convinced that it was laced. The physical feeling of the high is exact like weed. The tingle feeling and the numbness in certain areas. The difference for me was that my frontal lobe had immense pressure, my right hemisphere also felt warped like a taco. My right side of my face felt numb as if I had a stroke. I did get paranoid the first 30 minutes hence I call it a bad trip. My trip lasted 10 hours which I just took a cap and stem and honestly I didnt like the feeling so I resisted all the way, again a bad trip due to not letting it flow through. I'm Vegan so it hit me within 5 to 10 minutes. But when I relaxed and laid down, then a few things were revealing. I suggest to do it in a controlled environment and have some one there that is close to you and that you trust. There are many feelings that come out and you'll definitely feel vulnerable. I did it alone and though it was a bit scary, I do believe it would have made me feel safer if a loved one was next to me.
I had one like you where I thought I was having a stroke instead I actually panicked. 2 months later still dealing with anxiety from this
I am so glad I found this channel, thought I should get that off my chest
Earlier, I had an awful trip. However, as someone who recognizes and accepts it, I feel lighter afterwards. I understand how painful and frightening our bad trip experiences may be, but as someone who seeks to learn from them, it allows me to meditate. The challenges I had on my second and third attempts ended up causing me to erupt, and the weight of the burden exacerbated the traumas and issues I kept hiding, and I screamed and cried at how painful it really was. Despite this, I am much better than I was before. After that, everything that bothers me evaporates like a bubble. I feel completely new, reborn, liberated, equipped, and whole. Which is why I prefer bad trips over happy trips since I acquire extra meaningful insights. There have been no bad mushrooms. For me, it is a gift, and we still need to understand how to handle it or what dose to take.
I had this mushroom experience that I can only describe as a bad trip. Throughout my entire trip, I was lying in my hammock when I suddenly felt this weird feeling. I have this feeling that I THINK I'm doing something right now, but it's not what I see. I just think to myself that I'm lying. So, when you have a BAD TRIP, is that really what happened to you during that trip in real life? Or are these all hallucinations?
@@jeialequin8911 it really happens. I'm just like you. During my bad trip, I didn't see anything like hallucinations. I just feel pain inside me (like I'm depressed or sad) and that was hard for me because there were things running in my mind like traumas from the past and it's all coming back like haunting me. but the bright side of that suffering is I feel rebirth after that trip. It's really happening because my brother and cousins saw how i suffered. And they were with me during my trip just to remind me it's just the shrooms.
@@suttersynge9214 so its just all hallucinations?
@@suttersynge9214 because in my case I was doing something that I cannot accept in real life. Tagalog kaba te? Hahahahhahaha
@@jeialequin8911 magtagalog ka na lang eh mahirap mag englisheu 🤣
When I took a heroic dose of shrooms for the first time ever taking them I had the worst trip ever. It was completely hellish. I came out infinitely happier than I had ever been, I used to want to kms everyday and after that I could never even consider it. It quite literally cured my severe depression. Absolute ego death.
I remember curling up into a ball begging for my mommy and then being convinced I was going to die, vomiting it all, and then curling up into prayer position on my bed and staring at the wall until I had come down completely. I couldn’t tell if I was awake the whole time because it felt like time travel but I was.
I'm border psychotic so I'm glad you guys talked about the psychotic break. My mom has seen it happen and my psychiatrist specifically told me that if I took any kind of drug I would go full on psychotic permanently. Before my medicine I already saw really bad stuff (like a bad trip) heard voices etc. So I stay away with it. But if people don't pressure me into anything I'm totally fine with it. As long as they don't smoke pot next to me. I'm really afraid of going full psychotic. Maybe even too much.
How is your situation currently?
@@rokanza2293 it has gotten better I don't really hallucinate anymore and I don't need anti psychotics anymore. I just make sure I don't use any drugs and I'll be fine
@@privatechannelusedtocommen826 how about now?
How about now?
@@privatechannelusedtocommen826 use acid!
Wow, Ryan from the Office really has changed
Bit of a reach but ill accept it
I'm not gonna accept it though...
My first bad trip was when I walked to a park on acid at 3am with my friends who were all trippin, I went under a bridge to pee and saw a silhouette of a man with a cigarette and he yelled at me and it scared me so bad I screamed at the top of my lungs and straight bolted. One of my friends went under the bridge to check it out and he came back ghost white and blank faced. We weren’t sure if there was actually a guy there or not but now we laugh about it and call him the shadow man. It honestly could’ve been someone tryna sleep and thought we was messin with em.
My last bad trip was on 300ug of LSD. I had thousand of thoughts about how bad society is for us humans. How it destroys us. How we are running away from life. Many of those thoughts I have forgotten. But it was very intense. It was kinda too much for me to handle and I learned my lesson from that. I didn't have the best setting but damn am I grateful to have had that bad trip. One thought will never be forgotten: "We aren't that animal anymore." Many of you might wonder: "what animal?" or "we are still that animal". And yes we basically are that same animal genetically spoken. But are we that same animal? That same animal that has healthy human relationships. That animal that can take care of its children. That same animal those children can play and be how they want to be. We aren't. We now are that animal that is constantly judged by most of his own species and lives in the constant fear of not fitting, not doing enough/being good enough. We now are that animal that it's so stressed, tired that he doesn't have the mental energy/strength to take care of his children and that has to give his children "medicine" to fit in or put it in front of a TV/Phone to be quit because it can't run around and discover the world. It might destroy the house or something else. Sadly we now are that animal that has to take drugs in order to function. Shutting down important feelings like anxiety, stress, tiredness just to function in this so toxic society. It's always the same pattern. There is no difference between drinking alcohol or popping anxiety meds to stop our stress. Take stimulants to work longer. Kill our need to feel loved with opioids because we never felt that sensation of being loved by someone. Bad things lead to bad things: One alcoholic doesn't simply destroy his children's lives. It's a domino effect. The children will start drinking too and abuse others and so one. We sadly need drugs in our society, simply to function, to shut down our needs or to feel something we always dreamed of... I was just taking alcohol as an example because it has the greatest impact. It's always the same pattern, just different variables coming to the same result.
You still have much to learn as that perception is quite narrow my friend. There are better places and paths to walk. You just have to become open and let them find you. I once felt cornered and still is in ways. Forced to conform and put on the mask. Yet it’s still a choice. The same choice a young man will make to never take such abusive substances. The chain can be broken, but it takes will power, something a lot of the human race lacks currently. It’s not a society issue. It’s an individual issue. Each one of us can do better, but most of us don’t care to. When we shine, we give permission for others to do the same. Look in the mirror and ask yourself if you want more than what you are now. If you want to evolve. Cause if you do, so will your environment and the beings around you 🌞
there is definitely such a thing as a bad trip, that being said many trips that are scary in the moment end up being beneficial. But many don't or end up being actively harmful, its all individual.
my worst trip was also my best. worst 6 hours of my life thinking i was going to die but was completely enlightened by the end of it
Yea, well my worst trip, led me to saying, "Fuck that shit ! I'm never going to do that again" !
Same here.
One time i got in trouble with a teacher and didn't go to the dean when i was told to, then, later on in the school day i had an edible and was sitting in the choir room during lunch and this kid was playing this super pretty/ sad song on the piano and i started to tear up, reflecting on my earlier behavior and regretting how immature i was for not owning up to what i did. But, as soon as i started to really cry, i felt the edible hit me super hard and the music made me transcend into this calm state where i reflected on my life and what exactly i was doing with it, i saw my birth, reminisced about my early childhood, wished i had the same relationship with my parents that i did when i was younger, how awful my attitude was, the way my parents are disappointed in me, my flaws and, how i'm 100% accountable for my rapid decline in school and they all just played out right in front of my eyes in such a beautiful way. The combination of the music and the vision was so powerful because the music really amplified my emotional response to what i was thinking about. It was hard for me to confront most problems in my life because i am someone who you could say is in denial most of the time. But when this happened, It was just so beautiful, yet scary because, I was realizing how disappointing i have been and the beauty in it was how the music really affected me. I just cant get over it and really wanted to share this because i was really excited about it and i want to feel that way again, it was so beautiful.
"He took a very high dose" - the start of all bad trips. My best trips have been been on moderate doses. (2.5 - 3.5 dry grams of psilocybin or @150 ug of LSD) Respect these sacraments.
I took shrooms for the first time for 3 days in a row, the first one was a gram, second was 2.5, the last 3.5 at 1am because I couldn't help myself. I was waiting to have some terrifying experience but I think I handled it quite nice. Learned alot about self love and self reliance. Im pretty sure I just didn't want to cry with roommates around me and if it taught me anything it's how much control I can have over myself in certain situations, although they would eventually come sooner or later. I feel like next time I'll force myself to have a bad trip when I'm in the right Environment, maybe that will show me how little control I actually have lol.
Your trips diminished significantly. If you took 3.5 on the third day, your tolerance basically made it like 1.8. If you are speaking of “self control” you haven’t really tripped
you should wait at least two weeks between each trip, your tolerance was way too built up.
I had this worst trip ever where i was asking my brother to shoot me cuz the “pain” was unreal. Also there was numerous reasons to why it was so bad. So first of all, i had never been high until that moment, i had never tried any type of drugs and i was totally unaware of bad trips, paranoia, hallucination and everything else that comes with drugs. My brother was sitting in his car, in passenger seat and making bongs and handing them out, i went to him and was about to take one, then he stopped me and asked “are you sure” i am like “yeah its good, it probably wont even work”. Btw this wasnt just weed, this was spice, k1 or what ever you call it, basically synthetic weed. So i inhale this big chunk, and seconds later my body temperature dropped, i almost completely lost control over my body. At that point i knew i had to sit down otherwise i would just collapse. With great amount of effort i managed to walk to back door, i opened it and i see these two guys sitting there stoned af. I tell them to move and they are like “can you please go around”. Then i look over the car, i see the distance and i am like “i wont make it” it was getting even worse, so i wasnt even bothered to argue with them and was just standing there holding on to the door. Then someone from the front seat tells them to move, either my brother or his friend. Then i sat down in the car and just closed my eyes. Everything felt like it was third person, it felt like my soul had left the earth and was trapped between universes or planets, but yet i could feel the pain in my body. Since everything felt unreal, i started questioning if this was real or not, so i grabbed my phone and started to type in the code to unlock. And at that point i knew i needed help, but wasnt able to speak. Thankfully my brother and his friend noticed my condition and immediately the friend went of to the nearest shop. When i realized that my brother had noticed me i told him “stop this, remove me” he is like “ what do you mean” and then i say “shoot me”. He then tried to talk some sense in to me which i completely ignored, cus even trying to focus on to someone speaking made it worse. The pain was like if the smoke that i inhaled was about to choke me and at the same time trying to explode my head. So after a few minutes the friend comes back with a lime and mineral water. They hand feed it to me and right after that i puke right in the car, it came out of nowhere and i didnt even get time to open the door. But it ofcourse helped alot and like after 30 minutes i was feeling better and was able to eat some food. When i think about it now, i actually think i could have died if i didnt get help, cuz there are people who have been hospitalized and died smoking that shit.
This guy looks exactly like a young louis theroux
Dude I've always thought that. I miss that guys documentaries with bbc.
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A bad trip showed me a truth I couldn’t deny after. It got me to thing tough thoughts and promoted me to make positive changes in my life to prevent me falling to what I saw.
I had a bad trip a few times. One particular time I got stuck inside my body...lol. Traveling all around inside trying to find a way out. By far the hardest I ever shroomed. Had many great experiences also!
It was my 16th birthday (November 2018) and I had some of my basketball friends over for a birthday party. About 6 of them were kids you could tell, never has/would touch weed. But there were 2 kids that were their that I knew were always high. So anyways, it’s about 10:00 and people start to leave. Up until it was just me and the 2 kids. They asked if I wanted to go to spend the night with them and smoke. Being nervous, I still decided to go. So we go to his house and smoke. (He had a wax pen) I had a good time, and I continued to go to his house to smoke every weekend, for about 5 weeks. Now it’s Christmas break and I have nothing but time and my “stoner friends” are both busy. And I obviously want to smoke. So I hit up some plugs and decided to buy my own wax pen setup. (WORST DECISION I EVER MADE) $35 for a battery and a half gram cart. The half gram probably lasted the whole winter break. (By this point I only smoke by myself) I never intended to keep smoking after I went back to school. I kinda just figured I would stop. Well I didn’t, I finished the half gram cart and decided to spend all my birthday/Christmas money on carts. It went on like this for about a year. FULL ON ADDICT. I would steal money from my parents wallets, or even sell my valuable possessions. I would LITERALLY smoke myself to sleep every night, and all throughout the day. NONSTOP. Also I played club basketball during this time (different teammates) We would have weekend tournaments in California, (I would leave my weed at home) I’m not making this up,, I could not sleep without it. Me and 3 of my roommates in a hotel room and it’s 3 am, while they are all sound asleep, I’m sitting there desperately trying to fall asleep. And this is when I realized I had a problem. Deep down I knew I had to quit, I just didn’t want to admit it. So, when we got back, I went back to my old habits of smoking every night. Fast forward to about one month ago. Some kid in my English kid offered me lsd. I was skeptical to do it at school, but I did it anyway. So I take the tab and I ditch the rest of the day, to go home and smoke, to enhance it. Which it did. But I still didn’t learn. I looked at lsd and weed as a way to escape reality and put all my anxieties behind for a little while (which is super unhealthy) anyway I continue to experiment with this new drug. (Today is Sunday, Oct. 27, 2019) Yesterday was Saturday night and I decided to try 800 ug of acid. I got this on Thursday night from some sketchy guy. Anyway I was out of weed as well and I was desperately trying to find someone with some. But no one had anything. So I decided to try acid on it’s own for once (with no weed) I took the tab at about 8:00 and the effects started to kick in, (without the weed to calm me down) As the acid started to kick in the walls started to warp like they never had before, and I started losing my mind. I then started to ask myself, “is this really what you wanna do with your life, sit around getting High,and achieving nothing?” It was then that I came to the realization that from my 16th birthday (November 2018) to now (October 2019) My whole year was a waste. I did nothing except get high, numbing my anxiety, excepting that I would be a failure. I have now realized that my weed addiction is what was causing all this anxiety. And has eliminated all my motivation. While coming down from the acid last night, I realized that my future is up to me. I can either continue down the path I’m going down, burning my money and masking my emotions, or quitting and finding inspiration to get that motivation back, that I once had. So I made the right choice and blocked every single person who has ever sold anything to me, and I already feel so much better. I took a huge first step towards fighting my addiction. It’s a shame that it took me this long to realize that I was poisoning myself. I was in denial, I wanted to spare my pride. But that 800 ug lsd made me realize that I am in a deep hole, and the first step up is realizing that I have a problem, and trying to improve myself. I’m glad I came to this realization before it was too late. I am now 1 week without weed and I feel as good as I’ve ever felt in a while. I don’t have constant mood swings and don’t rely on a substance to make me happy. Life is what you make it. I’m not necessarily saying that weed is bad. I just now understand that everyone is different. Some people can handle it and others can’t. It’s not the worst thing in the world to smoke with some friends every once in a while, it’s when you start letting it take over your life that it becomes a problem. If you read this all, I really appreciate it, and wish you the best of luck. Stay safe out there;
great bro best of luck, but one week without weed is nothing man.
I call bullshit on a 800ug tab. First of all, how would you know how much LSD is in a tab of blotter? Most street acid is 50 - 100ug per tab with properly manufacturered Lysergic Acid often in the 100 - 250ug range.
How you holding up man? I had something similar happen to me, smoked weed for 10 years and now i cant even smoke a little bit after a really high dose of lsd
I'm a paranoid schizophrenic, the last 5 years have been a bad trip, for real. Psychedelics helped me handle that, always pleasant experiences
i tripped on lsd for the first time a few nights ago and i spent the last 5 hours of the trip (it lasted 17 hours, and i barely slept a wink) thinking i was literally gonna die. my throat went numb so i thought it was laced, i felt like i couldnt breathe, i was in a cold sweat, and my chest hurt, and every single time i closed my eyes they forced themselves right back open. i literally thought i was dying and i never want to do it again.
Noel Rodriguez it honestly depends on the person, but id generally say if you get paranoid on weed, you probably shouldnt drop acid because the paranoia with acid is WAY more intense. my throat was psychosomatically numb for 6-8 hours (time kinda blended together after a little while) and i couldnt feel my breathing happening so i genuinely thought i stopped existing and then i started to have trouble differentiating between my body and my bed and i also couldnt tell the difference between where my hand ended and the wall started. i thought i mightve been having a stroke, but i think it was the early stages of an ego death.
Noel Rodriguez im not sure of the microgram dosage, but i know it was two tabs. big mistake.
A bad trip isn’t bad if you integrate it properly. My first trip on shrooms was 4 grams. Started out beautifully, turned terrifying (had visions and intrusive thoughts about people being mutilated in hellish ways.) I realized the meaning of this in relation to my life, my creativity, my art. I found the connection to the good part. I was shown that man/life is capable of great euphoria and creativity, as well as great destruction and terror. I remember thinking about how absolutely fucking easy it would be to kill myself or someone else. I was also shown the beauty of music, and it genuinely felt like each song was emotion being poured out, that it was coming directly from the soul. The only thing stopping you from being creative or destructive is yourself. These were things I already knew, but now I genuinely feel it to my core and I feel so motivated to do good and to follow my path in art.
Im coming down from a pretty bad trip, started seeing too much and regretted eating the shrooms. I never thought id have a bad trip, but this one was scary af... though i was gonna kill myself going crazy... its like my mind was opened and i didnt like what i saw lmao i think im good now though... i kept telling myself "its just a drug" over and over then tried falling asleep, which made it worse, i couldnt even apreciate music or porn it was so weird. I felt supper trapped in my mind and felt like i was going crazy. I was able to gain control at certain momemts, then id fall back into it but once i came down i feeel like i learned so much from it
The Goat do no disrespect the shroom lmao it has saved many lives
Took shrooms for the second time today and i had such a hard trip i cried for three hours straight just thinking abt how much i wanted to die, i was rotting in my bed just having negative thoughts. After that happened, it’s made me realize how much i have to work on my healing, how i can do so much more and be better for myself.
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I’ve done Shrooms 3 times over a span of 2 years. And each time I’ve felt pure depression and had a bad bad trip. I’m never doing drugs again lol
Took 2g of shrooms yesterday in my room and I cried for 4 straight hours because of the visions and thoughts I was having.
At the end of the trip, I looked in the mirror and I didn’t see myself, but I saw a creature that looked like it was dying.
Thought this was gonna be about vacations
You're doing good work Hamilton! especially with a friend permanently damaged, your research will provent that from happening to as many others by teaching us this knowledge. 🚀 Same goes for Joe "to infinity and beyond!" Rogan. 👍
Worked great for Syd Barrett .
AVERAGE JOE FITNESS Pretty sure he ended up the way he did, was because he had severe mental illness
@@tristen4142 and he overused
@@dinbach488 yeah, and people think acid was only good in the 60's, there were bad drugs in the 60's, I think we tend to romanticize that era too much sometimes.
Don't abuse
Lol right
I had something similar happen to me at age 17 smoking weed. I had no history of panic attacks up until the day I smoked. Afterwards I battled terrible anxiety and panic attacks my last year of high school with intermittent breakdowns during college that would appear out of thin air. Now, 27 I am aware that the day I smoked for the first time unearthed a tendency I always had. Luckily I’ve learned to move past those very dark days but I do feel permanently changed from that day. I still am anxious about certain things but I don’t have panic attacks anymore.
Yes the same thing happened to me in high school. It made me terrified as if I was going to die. Not to mention I don’t know how I didn’t get a heart attack. My heart rate was so fast, it was one of the scariest moments in my life. Bad trips can be deadly.
I read the title and thought you were talking about vacations
I ate 8grams of shrooms and had the worst trip of my life and now I get easily terrified and can go into a panic and get dissociative affects randomly
Jesus dude 8g is too much - It should go away eventually tho. Don't touch any drugs for a while - most HPPD symptoms fade with time
Have you tried meditation
Well no shit 8 grams is a ton
I once had a life changing bad trip from extremely strong edibles. I questioned life after this, I was tripping in another dimension for 3 hours straight and saw my death and the after life. People seem to forget how strong psychedelic potential Marihuana can have.
I had a life changing bad trip on acid. Before the trip I had lots of demons an was very antisocial an anxious suffering from social phobia an anxiety attacks. my friend managed to get 2 250mg tabs, we took a long walk for the duration of the trip an I can remember over analysing myself for the majority of it, It taught me I was a very anti social closed of person, I had relationships with people before the trip in my life but always kept arms length from everyone because I felt like I was different an weird. the trip felt like torture but it also taught me how we're all unique but also the same, just human beings. in the year since I done that tab I've had a gf who's moved in with me, started working at a very person centered job with close relationships an overall my anxiety stays to a minimum these days. I always look back to that 1 and only trip I had an smile to myself, who knows where my life would be without that 1 experience
Damn girl already living with you after 1year. You might still be tripping
Mal that’s normal
@@cannyreid4304 No that's not
That's how I feel sometimes
i've had trips where i just go into a train of negative thoughts like why im so depressed acid makes me see who i really am and some points in my life i was a really bad person and i hated who i really was so i kill off the person i hate to become a new and better one
but that only happens in deep dark trips where i just go deep into my brain and try to understand why i feel the way i feel it's crazy cuz your trips really depend on what type of mind state you're in acid has done wonders and has made me truly love myself as a person i now understand i have flaws but we all do no one is perfect acid has truly saved my life
My bad trip was the worst thing that has ever happened to me in my life. I was detached from reality I think I saw hell; I feel like lll out of no where wake up on my buddies living room and get back to “real life” one day.
I was lucid dreaming on acid and basically I was told I was part of an alien race that’s going to take over so yeah, not sure I’ll ever wrap my head around that trip
VIn Dawg Perhaps such an outlandish concept bears some kind of metaphorical resemblance to something in your life, or the way you feel about yourself?
They are good to have in the sense that they will make you appreciate literally any and everything for simply existing. I feel like they could also help junkies become clean. What's bad about bad trips is that they can give you severe PTSD and really fuck you up mentally.
When Joe said it's gonna be okay I really felt that.
Hamilton still doesn’t exactly know what he’s saying yet he says things like there factual when deep down he’s clueless
the thing joe said ab weed that when you feel good in life you won’t have a bad weed time is so accurate
You sound like a newb
@@alanperez7657 how joe smokes hella weed and said it, you’re probably 12 in mommy’s basement in your tighty whiteys and just smoked for the first time in your life. If your having a bad day or time in your life weed can make you have a bad time.
I had a really bad trip one time which was due to the combination of mixing an already heavy dose of acid with waaaaaaaay too much weed. So imagine tripping balls on three tabs but also having just smoked way to much weed and getting the weed sweats as well as the sawdust in the throat feeling and every motion you make feeling delayed. I have no idea what hell would feel like, but I assume it was pretty damn close. From memory, it feels like I never really left that state, or that day never really ended, and I just started a new life while my past self was still in that phase. It felt like an eternity. But a great thing that I took away from it was to appreciate my ability to live life comfortably. Do simply just lie there and feel comfortable. Something that not everyone has the luxury of saying they can do.
1:30 blew my mind !! Ive always wanted tripp on shrooms or acid but been afraid of it... but how Hamilton broke it down beautifully , you occasionally have bad situations 🤘