Porter Robinson - Goodbye To A World (cut) (Doomer) | 1 hour

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  • Опубліковано 5 лют 2025
  • scusate ma ne avevo bisogno
    original video: • Porter Robinson - Good...
    original song: • Porter Robinson - Good...
    [this video is in no way monetized]
    hashtags:
    #relaxing #doomer #1hour #chilling #vhs #sad #emotional #memes #music #song #musica #canzoni #long #wojack

КОМЕНТАРІ • 6 тис.

  • @pepepooopocheck450
    @pepepooopocheck450 4 роки тому +6427

    It’s sad how strangers understand us more than our closest friends, family and even our loved ones...

  • @frankiecolon3440
    @frankiecolon3440 4 роки тому +376

    “ill say goodbye soon” really hitting different at 3am

    • @luhglich9655
      @luhglich9655 4 роки тому +3

      true

    • @captaincj7626
      @captaincj7626 4 роки тому +2

      So true its like 10.00 pm and its hitting hard im just going back to memories where i wanted to kill myself

    • @marupereyra
      @marupereyra 4 роки тому +1

      jaja your right xd

    • @cam_024
      @cam_024 4 роки тому +2

      for me its 5:06 am and im having alot of thoughts about death, suicide, and the future.

    • @billwilliams1627
      @billwilliams1627 4 роки тому

      @@captaincj7626 your ok and if not then think about stuff that makes you happy

  • @incidious2604
    @incidious2604 4 роки тому +1181

    the funny one in the friend group after everyone leaves the party

    • @hxnny02
      @hxnny02 4 роки тому +50

      Hits too close to home :(

    • @MikumiChan12
      @MikumiChan12 4 роки тому +9

      Yes

    • @rushwarriors2692
      @rushwarriors2692 4 роки тому +16

      I’m right here 😞

    • @deeds9318
      @deeds9318 4 роки тому +22

      you didn't have to point us out like that :(

    • @realtoxic1396
      @realtoxic1396 4 роки тому +18

      Sounds about me ):
      People think I’m fine but really.. I’m fucked

  • @TopHat2375
    @TopHat2375 Рік тому +129

    This song kinda feels like your inner child saying goodbye.
    Telling you not to blame yourself for having the grow up, and for going through stuff that made your inner child have to leave so soon.
    And reminding you that even though you’re all grown up now, that deep down. Your inner child is still in there. Just waiting until it can be let out again.

  • @adenmestemacher9678
    @adenmestemacher9678 4 роки тому +1203

    I fell that this is a song when you don’t know if your depressed or just scared to say goodbye to the world or you pets and parents or anyone

    • @joshuasanchez650
      @joshuasanchez650 4 роки тому +28

      Facts I don’t know what I feel when I listen to this song

    • @chunneh2915
      @chunneh2915 4 роки тому +7

      my mind just float when i listen to this

    • @Not_Vanrose
      @Not_Vanrose 4 роки тому +10

      Same I'm scared to say goodbye to the world but I guess this is life:)

    • @theemeraldkiller237
      @theemeraldkiller237 4 роки тому

      Keep your head up man

    • @furisyt
      @furisyt 4 роки тому +1

      Same-

  • @ErrorTxT
    @ErrorTxT 4 роки тому +1094

    "Gotta' go eat dinner be back soon"
    "Ok dude"
    *Last online 27 minutes ago*
    "I'm back"

  • @kennaholikk
    @kennaholikk 4 роки тому +547

    "Hey, I'll be right back, I need to eat."
    "Okay, hurry back!"
    *Last online 2 years ago.*
    Miss you, bestie.

    • @Aconite320
      @Aconite320 3 роки тому +22

      experienced this with my "friend" from an old school and i never saw him to this day kinda sad tbh
      i know your there somewere :(

    • @xoxo_hunnybuns
      @xoxo_hunnybuns 3 роки тому +21

      Been 2 years since me and my bestfriend talked, like real life.

    • @krulogestronist
      @krulogestronist 3 роки тому +11

      i remember this guy he helped me alot ina game but then he went offline for 3 years and i havent seen him since.

    • @krulogestronist
      @krulogestronist 3 роки тому +2

      @@xoxo_hunnybuns what happened?

    • @xoxo_hunnybuns
      @xoxo_hunnybuns 3 роки тому +5

      @@krulogestronist I haven't seen her in school lately, she said she wouldn't move to another school she will only move to another school if she move houses. And I got her phone number and I called her but she never answered

  • @3ggsh3ll17
    @3ggsh3ll17 3 роки тому +73

    "I'll be there, promise!"
    "You better be!" You both laugh over the phone, what a joyful moment it was.
    9 years later, and you are still waiting...
    You miss them...

    • @ChillOki
      @ChillOki 2 роки тому +2

      Yes... Very much...

  • @maxnathan7377
    @maxnathan7377 4 роки тому +265

    "It's not your fault that they left. Stay strong king/queen."

  • @alysilva3950
    @alysilva3950 4 роки тому +861

    Thank you…"
    "Ill say goodbye soon…"
    "Thought its the end of the world…"
    "Dont blame yourself…now…"
    "and if its true?…"
    "I will suround you…"
    "Ill give life to a world…"
    "Thats our own" :)

  • @marcus-rq2kz
    @marcus-rq2kz 4 роки тому +1013

    i love everyone in this comment section.

  • @Dawidd822
    @Dawidd822 3 роки тому +285

    "When a man cries it's not because they are weak, it's because they have been strong for too long." -Itachi Uchiha

    • @somebody7226
      @somebody7226 3 роки тому +5

      Yo when does he say that?

    • @WasteOfMyTime27
      @WasteOfMyTime27 3 роки тому +6

      word my man

    • @yodanasod9380
      @yodanasod9380 3 роки тому +2

      Damn right

    • @hugotheimpecileone
      @hugotheimpecileone 2 роки тому +1

      Humans are like a dam. We have to let it out every once in a while or else it will burst and come crashing down.

    • @clayton_earl
      @clayton_earl 2 роки тому +1

      chad comment right here

  • @timothyallen5231
    @timothyallen5231 4 роки тому +533

    This song was supposed to help me sleep but now im crying on my bed

    • @sagew2044
      @sagew2044 4 роки тому +10

      literally me rn

    • @user-uj4zi5hb1r
      @user-uj4zi5hb1r 4 роки тому +7

      pain .🥺

    • @benjaminisnoice8941
      @benjaminisnoice8941 4 роки тому +3

      Let me just melt into the floor instead of going to school

    • @jester.ytt0
      @jester.ytt0 4 роки тому +6

      *accidentally scrolled through more comments and started crying too* *you're not alone :(*

    • @No-ii3tm
      @No-ii3tm 4 роки тому +1

      In undertale is this how napstablook feels all the time?

  • @mengia
    @mengia 4 роки тому +381

    Imagine this: you’re currently dying. Your loved ones are there while you slowly begin to fade. Your lover or one of your parents grabs your hand while tears roll down their cheek. They say “you’ll be fine, trust me”. You start to cry. Wishing you had spent more time with your loved ones. But it’s too late. Everything is fading, you can’t do anything about it. You start to lose feel, touch, and the ability to hear. and your last words are “I love you”.

    • @PrinceDhavionCLao
      @PrinceDhavionCLao 4 роки тому +4

      i feel that very much

    • @zillckedzlayer8852
      @zillckedzlayer8852 4 роки тому +3

      5555tt5t5t5t5t55tt5tt5tt5tt55tt5ttt5t55t5t5ttttttttt5tttt5ttt5tt5ttttttt5tttttt

    • @yobenjiman3423
      @yobenjiman3423 4 роки тому +2

      Dang I can sort of feel that

    • @brandoncoy9225
      @brandoncoy9225 4 роки тому +4

      Why you gotta do this to me..... I was already feeling this before reading this, and then I read it

    • @marissaschummer4739
      @marissaschummer4739 4 роки тому +4

      Okay now I’m crying

  • @softiieteddi2836
    @softiieteddi2836 4 роки тому +341

    Lyrics:
    Thank you, I'll say goodbye soon
    Though its the end of the world,
    Don't blame yourself now
    And if its true,
    I will surround you and give life to a world
    That's our own
    Thank you, I'll say goodbye now
    Though its the end of the world,
    Don't blame yourself
    And if its true,
    I will surround you and give life to a world
    That's our own
    Thank you, I'll say goodbye soon
    Though its the end of the world, don't blame yourself now
    And if its true,
    I will surround you and…

  • @Neko-dll
    @Neko-dll 3 роки тому +120

    I love when I'm alone at home because no one sees me cry to this song

    • @SSUSSSS
      @SSUSSSS 3 роки тому +5

      Same...

    • @fourtyozinator
      @fourtyozinator 3 роки тому +4

      Same

    • @thedifferencebetween4377
      @thedifferencebetween4377 3 роки тому +4

      💔💔💔💔

    • @troyvwilliam9004
      @troyvwilliam9004 Рік тому +2

      Let me say this u are not alone
      There is this soul that are watching
      U cry and they try to calm u down but it did not work so they try another way by hugging u but
      Still did not work
      But atleas they try
      Am crying to while texting this in my couch with my best friend

  • @Mr_ThePenguin
    @Mr_ThePenguin 4 роки тому +324

    This reminds me of an astronaut slowly running out of air and he’s on a mission to far in space to be saved

  • @AndreLuiz-kb6fv
    @AndreLuiz-kb6fv 4 роки тому +379

    “Wait, bro I gotta go to the bathroom”
    -last online 6 years ago

    • @iliamthaisvilella3159
      @iliamthaisvilella3159 4 роки тому +15

      This has happened to me way too often

    • @spoinket
      @spoinket 4 роки тому +17

      This happened to my friend, we were really good friends untill one day, he hadn't be messaging cuz he said he's been busy, I checked his account, intill I found a banned account, with are messages, he was banned... I've remembered him ever sence.

    • @Hazzzy505
      @Hazzzy505 4 роки тому +12

      he had a elephant laxitive

    • @cockroach87yearsago72
      @cockroach87yearsago72 4 роки тому +5

      The 3 words, “I am back”

    • @helloimmauriahheh3222
      @helloimmauriahheh3222 4 роки тому +6

      "sorry i had a massive doodoo and it wasnt coming out but im back"

  • @deanmantuano9066
    @deanmantuano9066 4 роки тому +238

    Me: *plays PS HOME on PS3*
    *meets someone name "Empress_Joey"*
    Me: hey can you show me around in here, I'm new to here.
    Her: sure, and make sure to decorate your home as well.
    *spending all 4months playing with her*
    Me: hey thanks a lot for playing with me. I have no friends to play with cause I have no friends at all you're the only one in my list.
    Her: welcome, I'm always here, if you feel down message me okay?
    Me: sure, thanks a lot.
    *1 year has passed*
    Me: hey i haven't seen you online you okay?
    *playing ps home alone while waiting for her to go online*
    Me: hey I'm about to sign off my account in my PS3, cause I'll be focusing on my studies.
    *me going to the settings to log out and then while it's loading, i saw a notification i receive a message from her"
    I literally cried that night, I hope she's doing good.

    • @racton43
      @racton43 4 роки тому +9

      I felt that

    • @yazankhoury450
      @yazankhoury450 4 роки тому +7

      Dont blame yourself now bud

    • @TheCungro
      @TheCungro 4 роки тому +7

      What was the message? Im sad now. ...

    • @JAndre-gb3dm
      @JAndre-gb3dm 4 роки тому +26

      @@pouz5970
      We dont do and say that s**t in this kind of environment

    • @isabellalerma7183
      @isabellalerma7183 4 роки тому +13

      Rouge FN ur a asshole

  • @TheHostIsHere
    @TheHostIsHere 3 роки тому +68

    My man this is the only sacred place on UA-cam were everyone understands each other 😔✋

    • @mel8958
      @mel8958 3 роки тому +3

      Ik :( the lofi community is rly nice

    • @seansannnn3122
      @seansannnn3122 2 роки тому

      UA-cam now is my comfort zone

  • @itachiuchiha_5884
    @itachiuchiha_5884 3 роки тому +643

    *"We didn't realise we were making memories, we only knew we were having fun."*

    • @AWESOME-SAUCER1
      @AWESOME-SAUCER1 3 роки тому +16

      minecraft.......

    • @yodanasod9380
      @yodanasod9380 3 роки тому +9

      I feel that spiritually

    • @jokosixtinine5573
      @jokosixtinine5573 3 роки тому +9

      +99999 social credits

    • @1view1view
      @1view1view 2 роки тому +6

      Playing with siblings, school , friends and more was for fun , i guess now it's memories ...

    • @faz7719
      @faz7719 2 роки тому +2

      Nothing happened July 6th 1989 in Tiannamen square

  • @chronicallydrew
    @chronicallydrew 4 роки тому +320

    "I'm going to sleep honey, don't bother waking me up"

    • @billybob9503
      @billybob9503 3 роки тому +8

      That's deep

    • @noahjake9124
      @noahjake9124 3 роки тому +16

      Plot twist: they were just napping for a long time

    • @chronicallydrew
      @chronicallydrew 3 роки тому

      @🌸ALEESYA DANIA 🌸 ISTG if you do that idc if i don't even know you i will cry

    • @CryptoKnightz
      @CryptoKnightz 7 місяців тому

      see ya in the dream.

  • @вик-ж1ъ
    @вик-ж1ъ 4 роки тому +208

    Just the thing i was looking for

  • @bryanofelix8973
    @bryanofelix8973 3 роки тому +56

    _”thankyou, i’ll say goodbye soon”_
    _”thought its the end of the world”_
    _”dont blame yourself, now”_
    That part got me crying 😭😭

    • @ratttherat_
      @ratttherat_ 3 роки тому +1

      it's legit the only part of the video
      the rest of the song is cut
      wdym bro

  • @KageyamaTobio-yj9ix
    @KageyamaTobio-yj9ix 4 роки тому +969

    Me: Yo wanna play *tomorrow?*
    Her: Yea *sure*
    _Last Online 4 years ago_
    She was my friend for 4 years she just got bored of me and found a new friend, I hope youre happy now...

    • @bluemoonx2927
      @bluemoonx2927 4 роки тому +35

      Awwww it's ok I lost so much bffs maybe we could be friends :)

    • @forcatchy
      @forcatchy 4 роки тому +18

      i just ddos them and find their phone number to make freinds again

    • @jokester6356
      @jokester6356 4 роки тому +7

      Its Okay you can find someone she messed up You are a good person

    • @finto6615
      @finto6615 4 роки тому +7

      Dont worry,its mean she's not good enough for your friendship

    • @CoolAnimals69
      @CoolAnimals69 4 роки тому +16

      @@forcatchy you're built different

  • @insaurraldedavor
    @insaurraldedavor 4 роки тому +292

    "My battery is low and it's getting dark"
    Was the last message NASA received from mars opportunity rover

    • @kaiser2265
      @kaiser2265 3 роки тому +12

      i cried at this.

    • @kdst4701
      @kdst4701 3 роки тому +6

      😖 I'm not crying you are

    • @husky6179
      @husky6179 3 роки тому +17

      *Don't worry sweety, Im going to a better place i will never leave you alone*
      My last words of my mum.

    • @annekacorbett485
      @annekacorbett485 3 роки тому +3

      @@husky6179 this made me cry 😭

    • @reichieru7256
      @reichieru7256 3 роки тому +1

      @@husky6179 I'm sorry for your loss.

  • @vomitchan8738
    @vomitchan8738 4 роки тому +244

    This song makes me think of an android (a human android, you know), that in the middle of the end of the world, while an asteroid is about to hit the earth, begins to feel human emotions, and while its owner, elderly, connected to machines and in a bed perishes , the android contemplates the catastrophe looking out the window and opening the curtains so that the light enters, then he goes to bed, with his owner, lies down with him, and deactivates himself, both lie on the bed while the asteroid is destroying everything
    english is not my first language, sorry for the mistakes

    • @jacklynprice8078
      @jacklynprice8078 4 роки тому +5

      wow i cried

    • @lennongonzales3206
      @lennongonzales3206 4 роки тому +2

      Man I’m gonna cry

    • @slickpretender4448
      @slickpretender4448 4 роки тому +3

      too much detroit become human lol

    • @9000-k5j
      @9000-k5j 4 роки тому +2

      One of the most beautiful things I've read:-)

    • @slushxi
      @slushxi 4 роки тому +2

      This has to be an animation. If not I will use my shitty skills to make it

  • @TheCrimsonRiversSociety
    @TheCrimsonRiversSociety 3 роки тому +28

    "Okay, I'm gonna head to bed. Love you, hun."
    2019, give or take. These were the last words to someone who I loved dearly - with all my heart. He left because i couldn't save him, because I was asleep. I regret it to this day. But really, he was in an awful place, and I told him - reminded him that he was loved. I have nothing to regret more than not working harder. I miss him

    • @TheCrimsonRiversSociety
      @TheCrimsonRiversSociety 3 роки тому +9

      And to go even farther; my grandmother died early 2020. I was devastated - and the last two times i visited i took for granted because "oh, my legs hurt" and "oh, look, i'm hungry". I grew up real fast after I got the news. Remember that you make mistakes. It's only human. You can and will work through them. I promise.

    • @heathbar_vr
      @heathbar_vr 9 місяців тому +1

      you’ve given me more hope and confidence

  • @karen_692
    @karen_692 4 роки тому +520

    this sounds like the end credits to life...

    • @trystanexul5681
      @trystanexul5681 4 роки тому +12

      Some say this is what you will hear when scientists decode the Big Bang signal

    • @captaincj7626
      @captaincj7626 4 роки тому +10

      This is what ill hear when i die....

    • @BigMan-sy9ht
      @BigMan-sy9ht 4 роки тому +1

      Omg yesss 😂

    • @alexonurtado4565
      @alexonurtado4565 4 роки тому +12

      then someone takes the vr off you and and asks
      "so, how was it?"

    • @thedeadchannelfr
      @thedeadchannelfr 4 роки тому +2

      Yes

  • @cornsoup33
    @cornsoup33 4 роки тому +88

    I literally sat in my shower , listened to this lovely song for hours... now my fingers r wrinkly

  • @milanvroman1210
    @milanvroman1210 4 роки тому +1567

    '' I love when I'm walking through the rain because no one can see me cry ,, - Charlie Chaplin

  • @Help_Im_On_Fire
    @Help_Im_On_Fire 3 роки тому +26

    This hits differently when you are listening to this at like 12:20am alone in your bedroom.

    • @familiadeleonmorales4407
      @familiadeleonmorales4407 7 місяців тому

      true (it is like 5 in the morning and everyone is asleep and im here in my room crying)

    • @AriaSmith-h7i
      @AriaSmith-h7i 16 днів тому

      On my gosh as I'm typing this it is 12:31

  • @whimsina
    @whimsina 3 роки тому +411

    Parents : I wont allow you to use your phone anymore if you talk with strangers. Dont you have real life friends?
    Real life friends : sorry Im busy.
    Teachers : 200 Missing assignments? I've never seen a failure like this.
    Sibling : Play with yourself!
    Online friends : We're always here.

    • @dmac8123
      @dmac8123 3 роки тому +13

      Online friends are some of the nicest people i've ever met, more nice than normal friends.

    • @Pikachu-sc1yc
      @Pikachu-sc1yc 3 роки тому

      ...

    • @gactus1783
      @gactus1783 3 роки тому +10

      Online friends would never hurt you like irl friends did

    • @josh.thenutella
      @josh.thenutella 3 роки тому +6

      Online friend make feel me UwU

    • @josh.thenutella
      @josh.thenutella 3 роки тому +5

      I MEAN MAKE ME FEEL UwU

  • @jukebox5577
    @jukebox5577 3 роки тому +665

    I feel like this is the only sacred place on UA-cam where everyone comes together to hear and feel each others pain... it’s truly amazing to think that we all feel the same way 😣

    • @TEVVZ
      @TEVVZ 3 роки тому +3

      After watching all of this I’m kinda sad

    • @axxedts
      @axxedts 3 роки тому +4

      Suggestion:listen to barracks settlement
      It gives a feeling of loneliness kinda like the aftermath of the world after humans go extinct

    • @roktout161
      @roktout161 3 роки тому +2

      True ;(

    • @craklol148
      @craklol148 3 роки тому +1

      Yes it's true the only place too is the lofi communiti

    • @Ben-ys7uz
      @Ben-ys7uz 3 роки тому +3

      Thanks it’s just hurts I don’t cry at mu grandmas funeral 2 or 3 years go until now

  • @sunnyshere1358
    @sunnyshere1358 4 роки тому +63

    i personally imagine myself on a tall tall building sitting somewhere close to the edge listening to this song while down there everyones doing their own thing. I look at the stars and how bright the city is and just lay down.

  • @lunamajor9264
    @lunamajor9264 3 роки тому +19

    My heart hurts,
    My eyes are swelling.
    A truly dramatic ending to my world takes place.
    I just want to disappear.
    Being told it's selfish of me to leave doesn't help.
    I keep myself up.
    Though my hands are small,
    I hold onto shattered pieces from falling into the void.
    Bipolar disorder mixed with anxiety and depression is hell to live with.
    I am so tired.

    • @slides_6
      @slides_6 Рік тому

      i hope your life gets better man

  • @alexsandraton
    @alexsandraton 4 роки тому +128

    Congratulations! You unlocked memories that weren't there!

    • @danielcwms4671
      @danielcwms4671 4 роки тому +5

      oh... I don't remember that from my last playthrough

    • @sockbopit
      @sockbopit 3 роки тому

      Called the mandella effect

  • @justasadenbylookingatmemes4623
    @justasadenbylookingatmemes4623 4 роки тому +574

    I've listened to this for 2 hours and have been non-stop crying.
    This song, is very special.

    • @jacobbower1671
      @jacobbower1671 3 роки тому +14

      @smoduhgoat it’s not a competition. We need to be here for each other. If we can’t support one another then what’s the point. Even if it’s just an ear to talk to, I’m here. For all of you

    • @SunnyTheSimp
      @SunnyTheSimp 3 роки тому +8

      @@jacobbower1671 yes, but I wish I could cry more too.. just a note for all loved ones in a better place now:
      I love you peanut! You were so nice I could even hug you! Good boy peanut.. good boy..
      Hi grandpa! I miss you! I liked it when you picked me up and spun me around! It felt like I was flying! Why did you have to go so soon...?
      Hi great grandma! My mom is crying... I miss you! I didn’t know you well.. but I still miss you... I left a flower by the pretty stone where the tall man said you are right now I hope you like it ^^.
      Hi strawberry and orange! I love you both! I like it when you nibbled at my finger when I dipped it in the water! It tickled! :) I still have your tank... i’m sorry I couldn’t help you.. I wish I knew what was going on before... I had to say goodbye...but hey! I still got your pretty rocks outside :) my dad cut your names onto them and when I got you till we had to bury you.
      Hey! How you doing moe? I know you are lonely... so we got you a sister! Your brother died so we thought a sister might cheer you up! Her name is SUKI! I loved to hug you even if you had something wrong with your back and fur... and your pretty blue eyes.. I miss you so much! Thank you for being my friend since I was a baby! I can’t believe you were born in a dog breeding place.. genetics made your back look weird and kind of pale...
      I freakin love you moe why did you have to go ... I didn’t like seeing you get put down... SUKI looked scared like she didn’t know what was going on... she is so lonely without you.. I love you.. good boy and you are lucky I got to sing you to sleep when it was raining and you were scared! I MISS YOU YOU GOOD BOY

    • @shaanserr
      @shaanserr 3 роки тому +3

      @@SunnyTheSimp i love you man

    • @HogieBruh
      @HogieBruh 3 роки тому +4

      You okay? Let’s chat, hopefully make you better .

    • @emelynewtom2572
      @emelynewtom2572 3 роки тому +1

      I was thincking about my grandmother while listening to this

  • @itskenili
    @itskenili 4 роки тому +202

    The people that disliked either had their phone upside down or couldn’t see the like button due to them crying

  • @cliffhanger5848
    @cliffhanger5848 3 роки тому +97

    The little man inside you has a dream, make them proud!
    I grew up with a narcissistic father, who barely taught me anything, only with a brother, mother, grandfather, and two dogs, Amy and Spike,
    This was 2009,
    2010, I was told by my father that my grandfather, died in his sleep, my mother and brother devistated, while I felt the harsh reality hit hard. Not knowing the severity of what happened.
    2015, kept getting bullied in school, from grades 3-11, I kept getting relentlessly bullied for my own issues, my skin, personality, and the fact that I wasn't very social, Amy, spike and my brother were my only friends.
    2018, came home to spike acting weird, mom and dad took him to the vet, less I didnt knew this was the last time I was going to see my friend, then, three hours later I got a call from my mother, saying that spike was put down, because of stomach lacerations from a group of kids forcing razors down his throat as a joke, my dad knew, but said nothing, I lost it, my friend, my baby, who loved everyone he met, and his sister, gone...
    This made my isolation worse, spike was my everything, my brother loved him like I did, I punched the wall until I bleed from my hand, after mom brought spike home in a box, I promised to myself that I won't let Amy get hurt.
    A month later I woke up to my parents giving us four new dogs, Jenny Jojo jeorge and jem, I still missed spike with everything I held dear.
    2019, I started studying medicine under my new teacher and father figure, he was great, caring, enthusiastic, and hopeful, we got to play magic the gathering, and I beat him in one of our duels, he said he would get me back, but he never did... he took his own life a year later because of accusations that he did something that he didn't do... which continued to crush me and my brother.... who we saw as a father figure....
    2021.... Amy was becoming old, and one of her legs was going, we took her to the vet after failed attempts to help her, including a wheelchair, the first time we put it on she seemed so happy, she ran out into the road out of excitement, but I had to jump next to her and pick her up out of the way to avoid a car passing that would have hit her... I tried taking care of her, but my father was ignorant, he always didn't use it making her leg worse, resulting in me carrying her up and down stairs, one time dad threw her down our hallway, that's when I snapped, I let into him and screamed at him to not touch her, when my brother came home from college, and that's when we decided to put her down... I knew it was time but I wasn't ready, I didn't want to quit trying to help her... but it was time, as we got to the vets, we gave her a day to remember, with her favorite foods and toys, we knew the other dogs will miss her, especially jeorge, jeorge protected Amy, and always waited for her at the door... we got in the vets and set her on the table, my exact words to her as she was put down were
    "I'm so sorry, I couldn't help you, I couldn't save your brother, but you will see him very shortly, he's waiting for you, go on ahead I'll catch up. Go to him, goodbye, baby..."
    With the job done, I slumped to the wall, saying "it's done, she's gone.. I failed her"
    I looked over to my brother, he was crushed, he was the only one left, cut to now, he's going through a bad phase right now and he keeps me in the dark, we still talk but he barely does when he's at college, I miss everyone so much, even though I didn't have many friends I had family, and I missed them, I couldn't save spike but I kept my promise, I protected amy, that's what drives me, I want to help whoever I can, because the pain when you can't is unbearable, that's why I want to become a doctor... that's what the little man inside me wants to be.....

    • @coolcat3421
      @coolcat3421 3 роки тому +7

      I’m so so sorry I hope everything gets better... sending prayers! 🙏

    • @coolcat3421
      @coolcat3421 3 роки тому +7

      I understand how your feeling... life can be hard I’m so sorry ur dealing with it.. I’m here for you (virtual hug)

    • @BarQ__
      @BarQ__ 3 роки тому +2

      dude i cried, i really hope things will be better for you and your family..

    • @elifhilalozsahin8753
      @elifhilalozsahin8753 3 роки тому +2

      Hey, how are you today..? I am very sorry for what you went through. I can't feel the same since I didn't live the same. But I can say that you are a very strong person. I can see in your attitude, in your text, in your dream. Keep up the good work, and keep working hard for your dream. NOT "I hope", I KNOW your dream will come true.

    • @cliffhanger5848
      @cliffhanger5848 2 роки тому +1

      @Evw fan I'm okay, it still hurts, I really miss them... but so far all the others are still with me, Jenny, Jojo, jeorge and jem, I want to spend as much time as I can to be with them. It's the least I can do.. but if it's for family I wouldn't have it any other way...

  • @narvonow5477
    @narvonow5477 3 роки тому +153

    Me as a dad, catching my child listening to this, all the memories come back to me, I remember all the things I regret, what I've done wrong and right, I will miss the good old days with the boys, our last game, our last talk, our last chance. "Don't blame youself" I say.

    • @yodanasod9380
      @yodanasod9380 3 роки тому +2

      💐

    • @aqshacuek
      @aqshacuek 2 роки тому +4

      thanks for the advice daddy , i hope u love your children as they love you

  • @cloudtheclod
    @cloudtheclod 4 роки тому +500

    IF THEY DON'T PLAY THIS AT MY FUNERAL I WILL REVIVE JUST TO PUT IT MYSELF

    • @si-ii2oe
      @si-ii2oe 4 роки тому +3

      Yes

    • @Yaboiigabe
      @Yaboiigabe 4 роки тому +4

      We are simply just built different

    • @cloudtheclod
      @cloudtheclod 4 роки тому +8

      @@Yaboiigabe
      Health: stabled
      Age: unknown
      Built: diferent

    • @gigachad5028
      @gigachad5028 4 роки тому +1

      how does that work exorcist?

    • @jiminsoo1503
      @jiminsoo1503 4 роки тому +1

      Same😌👊👊

  • @7envio
    @7envio 3 роки тому +459

    “ Are u afraid of dying ? “ “No im a afraid of my parents growing up “

    • @bf4270
      @bf4270 3 роки тому +22

      and they die right in front of you in the hospital or someone or getting the call

    • @mhj3350
      @mhj3350 3 роки тому +18

      My dad died at 37,that’s not cool:/

    • @tony2724muzic
      @tony2724muzic 3 роки тому +5

      Yep

    • @samtheballoon1522
      @samtheballoon1522 3 роки тому +6

      Damn…That hits hard

    • @kajtekponiedziaek4049
      @kajtekponiedziaek4049 3 роки тому +8

      @@mhj3350 stay strong my man

  • @percetakan2100
    @percetakan2100 Рік тому +8

    This song just gives me something throwback to a such memorable youth moment. When you smell an early rain dropped and when you come again to your childhood playing place then you realize that it has changed because you and your teenage friends will never meet again

  • @w86st
    @w86st 4 роки тому +627

    mood :3

    • @eremika4life
      @eremika4life 4 роки тому +24

      That’s what I did..but I still woke up unfortunately

    • @Ein333
      @Ein333 4 роки тому

      Lol, one night i tried to bang my head into my bedroom wall, but sadly my parents can hear it.
      Fun.

    • @jokester6356
      @jokester6356 4 роки тому

      Me too

    • @duncandonutz2965
      @duncandonutz2965 4 роки тому

      That's deep but try to enjoy yourself even if it's the end of the world alright but yeah sometimes I fill like that

    • @t.k.4163
      @t.k.4163 4 роки тому +5

      My bed is my best friend lol.

  • @ParsonsPastimes
    @ParsonsPastimes 3 роки тому +639

    One part of this song that’s always stuck in my head is this:
    “Although it’s the end of the world, don’t blame yourself.”
    It’s always made me feel better, I don’t know why. Maybe it’s just the feeling that hey, don’t blame yourself for things you have no control over. You’re doing great just on your own and you can get through whatever plagues you. To anyone reading this, that’s for you

    • @TheHostIsHere
      @TheHostIsHere 3 роки тому +6

      Heh that part of the song played as I read it....

    • @temmie9732
      @temmie9732 3 роки тому +1

      @@TheHostIsHere same

    • @alanayoung5127
      @alanayoung5127 3 роки тому +2

      thanks man

    • @yodanasod9380
      @yodanasod9380 3 роки тому +1

      I like that allot actually

    • @dylan_king2357
      @dylan_king2357 2 роки тому

      Fr like it hurts that you cant change anything but this comforts me

  • @bunbun-no3eb
    @bunbun-no3eb 4 роки тому +213

    _you ever just want to disappear from reality and go to your own world of imaginations? and sleep forever._

    • @OddDuck9000
      @OddDuck9000 4 роки тому +7

      I always wanted that...

    • @bunbun-no3eb
      @bunbun-no3eb 4 роки тому +4

      @@OddDuck9000 aw,, wanna go together? though i wish we could, hang in there bud

    • @OddDuck9000
      @OddDuck9000 4 роки тому +4

      @@bunbun-no3eb yea same even we just meet..

    • @bunbun-no3eb
      @bunbun-no3eb 4 роки тому +3

      @@mochiraka6579 You didnt get carried away- i appreciate that you took the effort and time to write this to someone on the internet ^^ and i see why you would want that and honestly we all do stupid sometimes crazy ‘sins’ but at the end of the day, its the thought of wether forgiving yourself or not...if youve done all those things you can make it up for them and say sorry, and i know that sorry isnt enough but its enough to show respect and sincerity and as long as you say to yourself to not do those things anymore and start forgiving yourself, i believe that starting over is possible and it may not be the same...so id like to atleast support you even if youre someone on the internet, i appreciate your efforts of making your way through the comment section and replying here. So thank you a lot,,,i really hope that everything gets better and if you want to chat or talk abt stuff like this if youre not feeling alright, ill do my best to support you in discord ^^ but I really do hope things will get better, and i believe they will so no need to say you got carried away, just rest and take of yourself :D no need to say sorry or i got carried away for saying how u felt, because maybe youve been dying to tell this to someone but cant and just bottle it up. So you can type and scream and let it all out ^^ and ill be here to listen and maybe you can spend time with ur family too! Like playing games or just anything really! I wish the best for you :DD💖

    • @OddDuck9000
      @OddDuck9000 4 роки тому +3

      @@mochiraka6579 i almost read all of it but i just wanna said, this is the weirdest, deadly, mysterious year, because many things happened in this year, not just disaster but it also matter to people, people got something weird too , I've got two un normal things that absolutely never happened to me and its feel weird, just like this year, this is the most mysterious year as i admit.
      Also this what the weird thing happens to me and all of it happen, but wait, actually this year is the different year from other year because none of these are same like the older year, as i still a kid in 2014 i lost one bff and more year by year im still losing but this year, i just had a fight with bff but we all come back, isn't that new? My first year didn't losing someone and here the weird thing happen to me:
      A girl kiss online me, even i don't have enough year
      Bff now dont very care bout us unless they and me just be bff ( before i losing bff because its my own fault and my old bff was loving me so much even i kinda annoying, but in this year that bff loves me after i losed one bff in 2019 he was so kind and playful :D but now, he more like to play alone not with me and often fighting each other)
      I just telling about how weird and mysterious this year is

  • @WizardofOzFan2002
    @WizardofOzFan2002 5 місяців тому +2

    “Bye, I’ll see you tomorrow”
    The last words I heard from my grandma as I hugged her. Then early the next morning, she passed away due to surgery complications. Still after 12 years, I miss her.

  • @ang3licsoso_xx
    @ang3licsoso_xx 3 роки тому +121

    sometimes I wonder how do strangers understand you more than your loved ones.

    • @annamclaughlin4181
      @annamclaughlin4181 3 роки тому +9

      Because the strangers responding to you are people who are struggling the same as you.

  • @C-Midori
    @C-Midori 3 роки тому +262

    It makes me cry, knowing that there’s a past I can never return to

    • @TheRealAverageName
      @TheRealAverageName 3 роки тому +7

      you arent alone bro, you arent alone

    • @reinod6378
      @reinod6378 2 роки тому

      Same here boys 😪

    • @alpyne4897
      @alpyne4897 2 роки тому +3

      i get you, but on the other side of that truth is a future that YOU can write, in honor of the past

    • @hugotheimpecileone
      @hugotheimpecileone 2 роки тому +6

      Lets make this time worth remembering.

    • @djoga.lofi.pepp.9955
      @djoga.lofi.pepp.9955 2 роки тому +1

      @@hugotheimpecileone Agreed

  • @ipetrosiute420
    @ipetrosiute420 4 роки тому +1267

    Reasons why you should stay alive.
    1. We would miss you.
    2. It's not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you.
    3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow.
    4. There's so much you would miss out on doing.
    5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there.
    6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself.
    7. You ARE worth it. Don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise.
    8. You are amazing.
    9. A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better.
    10. What about all the things you've always wanted to do? What about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? You can't do them when you're dead.
    11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive.
    12. You won't be able to listen to music if you die.
    13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You'll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about.
    14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me.
    15. You're preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born.
    16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died?
    17. You're gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect.
    18. Think about your favourite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again...
    19. You'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day
    20. Listening to incredibly loud music
    21. Being alive is just really good.
    22. Not being alive is really bad.
    23. Finding your soulmate.
    24. Red pandas
    25. Going to diners at three in the morning.
    26. Really soft pillows.
    27. Eating pizza in New York City.
    28. Proving people wrong with your success.
    29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life.
    30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can.
    31. Being able to help other people.
    32. Bonfires.
    33. Sitting on rooftops.
    34. Seeing every single country in the world.
    35. Going on roadtrips.
    36. You might win the lottery someday.
    37. Listening to music on a record player.
    38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower.
    39. Taking really cool pictures.
    40. Literally meeting thousands of new people.
    41. Hearing crazy stories.
    42. Telling crazy stories.
    43. Eating ice cream on a hot day.
    44. More Harry Potter books could come out, you never know.
    45. Travelling to another planet someday.
    46. Having an underwater house.
    47. Randomly running into your hero on the street.
    48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel.
    49. Trampolines.
    50. Think about your favourite movie, you'll never watch it again.
    51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke,
    52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more.
    53. People do care.
    54. Treehouses
    55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse
    55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees
    56. I don't even know you and I love you.
    57. I don't even know you and I care about you.
    58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness!
    59. You won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor.
    60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS!
    61. Starbucks.
    62. Hugs.
    63. Stargazing.
    64. You have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is.
    65. You've changed somebody's life.
    66. Now you could change the world.
    67. You will meet the person that's perfect for you.
    68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you.
    69. You have the chance to save somebody's life.
    70. If you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great things.
    71. Making snow angels.
    72. Making snowmen.
    73. Snowball fights.
    74. Life is what you make of it.
    75. Everybody has a talent.
    76. Laughing until you cry.
    77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy.
    78. The world would not be the same if you didn't exist.
    79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down
    80. Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive.
    81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero.
    82. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.
    83. One day your smile will be real.
    84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day.
    85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds.
    86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends.
    87. Eating crazy food.
    88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one.
    89. Sleeping in all day.
    90. Creating something you're proud of.
    91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn't commit
    92. Being able to meet your Internet friends.
    93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate
    94. The new season of Sherlock
    95. Cuddling under the stars.
    96. Being stupid in public because you just can.
    97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile?
    98. being able to hug that one person you haven't seen in years
    99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this.
    100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, literally anything could happen
    - Best wishes from Lithuania, Ieva 💕

  • @Mrhostil95
    @Mrhostil95 3 роки тому +44

    This song, it makes me feel an ever looping sensation of calmness and dread, much like a roller coaster. It reminds me of my father. I didn't go to visit him on his death bed while he had terminal cancer, since I still held on to things he did or didn't do as a father in the past. And while I called him to say my goodbyes (he didn't know he was going to die) I still didn't get any closure. Just like a needle in my brain, it keeps reappearing, looping within my mind, feeling content for the good times with him but somewhat cold for how he was as a father later on. Just like this song, it goes on and on, and it will till the end of times.

    • @Farhan-ub2cu
      @Farhan-ub2cu 2 роки тому

      I hope you learn from your mistakes, you have let your father passed away lonely, dont do the same of your mother, show ur love with her, i remember my lovely people passed away its hurt to not come to his funeral or even meet him before his death

  • @lazy_
    @lazy_ 4 роки тому +76

    goodbye my friend who went offline 6 years ago.

  • @tania8546
    @tania8546 4 роки тому +32

    "Hey, I gotta go sleep now"
    "Sure, let's play again tomorrow!"
    "Yeah, can't wait!"
    *Last online 8 years ago*

  • @winxrar2773
    @winxrar2773 4 роки тому +172

    im here , just to let u know guys , im exist , im alive .

    • @peterhandscomb8409
      @peterhandscomb8409 4 роки тому +4

      Good job dude keep kickin'

    • @samuelwithers2221
      @samuelwithers2221 4 роки тому +3

      Good to meet you man, I have thoughts like that all the time. Disappearing into the void and being lost in the sea of the Internet kinda scares me even though it shouldn't

    • @monse_ml
      @monse_ml 3 роки тому +2

      Pleased to meet you!

    • @mxchii_2k
      @mxchii_2k 3 роки тому +2

      still here? love you bro..

    • @Logan-hl1du
      @Logan-hl1du 3 роки тому +2

      @@mxchii_2k He was last seen 4 months ago ;(

  • @ylmazsalih8982
    @ylmazsalih8982 3 роки тому +18

    Thanks you school for:
    "Bullies"
    "Depressed"
    "fake friends"
    "Parents yelling at you for bad grades"

  • @Dookabapapa
    @Dookabapapa 4 роки тому +93

    What i imagine from this
    Year is 3022 an alien invasion happened
    Millions are dying everyday with nowhere to hide
    Your a teenage (gender) and you decide to give up
    You walk outside knowing what's going to happen.
    Your headphones start playing this song.
    You start to cry as you see the beam of the alien weapon lock on.
    Before you die everything turns white. You relive your younger life but fast. Every day feels like a millisecond in the real world. As you are a child you try to warn about the future, nobody listens. As you get older in this fragment time passes faster. All the memories you had passed by and is wiped. You wake up as a different person in a different time. But you remember something about the invasion
    You try to talk to someone but noone listens you notice. Maybe this is the afterlife? You see multiple earths and what you did but differently while this song plays aliens have been trying to find you since your the last human on the scorched earth
    The end

  • @aurieidk1121
    @aurieidk1121 4 роки тому +78

    “Don’t blame urself”
    Reminds u of someone
    Right?
    Maybe it’s just you
    It happens
    U don’t have to give me an explanation
    It’s ok
    I have been through it
    Too don’t worry
    Don’t be sad
    Don’t be rude
    To ur self
    Just live ur life

    • @DanielCruz-ux1vz
      @DanielCruz-ux1vz 4 роки тому +3

      Thank you my life as a teen sucks with bullies friends backstabbing and all of the things happening in the world I wish that all of this could end

  • @sofiastudio2091
    @sofiastudio2091 4 роки тому +133

    .. tears fall from my cheeks without having any reason to CRY. .🖤😞

  • @urihasbeenb1xcked
    @urihasbeenb1xcked Рік тому +57

    This is one of the only things that can really make me cry everytime I hear it. My grandma is getting old, and starting to slow down. I'm scared when that time will come when she'll be gone, I don't want her to pass away... This song just reminds me that day will come, and I just have to be ready.
    I cried for 2 hours yesterday from this and 1st period in school today. I have no more tears, so here I am, venting to you strangers. I hope for whoever sees this, you cherish the people in your life, because you never know when they will be gone, or better yet, you.

    • @ElliotChebac
      @ElliotChebac Рік тому +1

      I FEEL YOU MAN😔😰

    • @infinitemusic1017
      @infinitemusic1017 Рік тому +1

      Bro exactly the same

    • @hatoneazynimater212
      @hatoneazynimater212 Рік тому +1

      i love your heartful speech. yes. you should bless and adore all of your time in life
      you will never know when you die or the world ends. i am almost gonna cry realizing that all of earth is gonna be annhiliated in over 20.B years, but still. its still depressing. thank you too, myserious lady.
      😔

    • @joaco-tk2ox
      @joaco-tk2ox Рік тому +1

      hello bro I also went through the same thing but it is a fact that you have to accept and live with pain and suffering

    • @Just.Meh.and.i0
      @Just.Meh.and.i0 Рік тому +1

      I feel like you.

  • @mac5679
    @mac5679 4 роки тому +195

    me: crying..
    ad's:
    HeY yOu!
    mE?!
    YeS yOu

    • @emergencyfood3516
      @emergencyfood3516 4 роки тому +5

      atleast this cheered me up a bit thanks :>

    • @mac5679
      @mac5679 4 роки тому +2

      @@emergencyfood3516 Awww yayyyy!!! 😊

    • @TahcoShell
      @TahcoShell 4 роки тому +3

      lol this made me laugh a bit in the middle of my crying sesh

    • @mac5679
      @mac5679 4 роки тому

      @@TahcoShell LOL

    • @NoOne-ne5jk
      @NoOne-ne5jk 4 роки тому

      Ha y u crying

  • @karlisigma111
    @karlisigma111 4 роки тому +124

    This made me feel like I am in an abandoned place which is scary with scary creatures..

  • @Z3_R_0
    @Z3_R_0 4 роки тому +42

    When you cry yourself to sleep every night and your parents don’t even notice you’re sad

  • @galaxyplay4673
    @galaxyplay4673 2 роки тому +16

    The worst thing is to turn on this song and not feel something. It's like something died inside.

  • @rubybernier9505
    @rubybernier9505 3 роки тому +301

    I hate when my parents say
    that I have everything I need a home, clothes, and food. And I know some people don’t have that but I guess my parents might never know they way I’m hurting. Good luck homies you got this stay strong. Love every single one of you guys.

    • @theRat3
      @theRat3 3 роки тому +12

      i've been tried to force that way of thinking on myself for a long time, pretty much all my life tbh, that how lucky i am for having all of those, trust me, im grateful for everything and all but the void keep getting bigger, now i dont know anything anymore, i dont want to die

    • @lakshyapatel3842
      @lakshyapatel3842 3 роки тому +6

      @@theRat3 hey man, im here for you, im also going through the exact same thing right now, and it hurts a lot, but let's hope everything gets better
      Some tips:- Try exercising or just walking in nature, its so relaxing and calming
      Also play your favourite games or do that hobby which makes you feel good, don't let anybody else judge you for having some fun

    • @gxsammipro5605
      @gxsammipro5605 3 роки тому +3

      thanks this makes me happy

    • @MitskiYuko
      @MitskiYuko 3 роки тому +1

      same here!

    • @yodanasod9380
      @yodanasod9380 3 роки тому +1

  • @miruu5634
    @miruu5634 4 роки тому +394

    Hear me out,
    Your hand is not a paper"
    Don't cut it
    "Your mouth is not a cloth"
    Don't stitch it
    "Your neck is not a hanger"
    Don't hang it
    "Your body is not your enemy"
    Don't blame it
    "Your heart is not a glass"
    Don't break it
    "Your life is not a film"
    Don't end it
    "Your heart is not a house"
    Don't lock it
    "Your life is not a cloth"
    Don't change it
    "Your not pretty"
    Cause your beautiful
    "They don't want you"
    Cause they need you
    "They don't like you"
    Cause they love you
    "The world doesn't have a place for you"
    Cause the world has a special place for you
    Love yourself, so people will love you

    • @miruu5634
      @miruu5634 4 роки тому +3

      @Student Jayden Vu Have a great day! I'm glad this is helpfull,

    • @mkiavu
      @mkiavu 4 роки тому +5

      this comment needs to be the most liked comment 🥺

    • @okiessb2018
      @okiessb2018 4 роки тому +5

      Your hand is a paper"
      cut it
      "Your mouth is a cloth"
      stitch it
      "Your neck is a hanger"
      hang it
      "Your body is your enemy"
      blame it
      "Your heart is a glass"
      break it
      "Your life is a film"
      end it
      "Your heart is a house"
      lock it
      "Your life is a cloth"
      change it
      "Your not pretty"
      "They dont want you"
      Cause they dont need you
      "They don't like you"
      "The world doesn't have a place for you"

    • @bubblecrush0941
      @bubblecrush0941 4 роки тому +2

      I'M CRYING ISHUISHIAJHUS S TYSM

    • @lelindharris3115
      @lelindharris3115 4 роки тому

      HELL YEAH I LIKE TO SEE THAT

  • @RaitoReaper
    @RaitoReaper 4 роки тому +128

    Yo, I dunno who needs to hear this but, it's ok to be down as long as you remember the sun rises tommorow and your journey ain't over, it's just begun!

  • @thirtytwelve6434
    @thirtytwelve6434 3 роки тому +57

    "don't repeat my mistakes" the last words said from my friend before he committed suicide, those memories can't be restored.
    rest in peace leo

  • @jumping_brick6202
    @jumping_brick6202 3 роки тому +312

    “I’ll arrive tomorrow” that’s was the last words when my dad said them to me(he was a copilot of Boeing 737 UIA). Then the plane he was on, was shot down over Tehran 08.01.20
    I miss you dad

    • @evan20111
      @evan20111 3 роки тому +14

      Damn that's tough🙁

    • @wassupwithyou2237
      @wassupwithyou2237 3 роки тому +21

      bro im sorry for your loss
      hes in a better place this world is a fucked place

    • @Kennichi94
      @Kennichi94 3 роки тому +15

      thank you for sharing and please whenever you feel down or something else.... Come to the comments , we will all help you :)

    • @brandonquintero9533
      @brandonquintero9533 3 роки тому +10

      Sorry to hear dude just stay strong great things will come and always remember your dad is always proud of you

    • @lunamajor9264
      @lunamajor9264 3 роки тому +4

      I'm so sorry for your loss. I pray for your healing

  • @larassatiaulia4437
    @larassatiaulia4437 4 роки тому +185

    "Thx u I'll good bye soon"... Me r n... I think i don't know if i depressed... Thx to this song

    • @dryx6683
      @dryx6683 4 роки тому +1

      semangat buatmu

    • @YOLIZISME
      @YOLIZISME 4 роки тому +1

      🥀:(

    • @mayafr7431
      @mayafr7431 4 роки тому +1

      klo udh blg "thx" gpke "you" lagi kecuali thankyou

    • @fariszakwan5422
      @fariszakwan5422 4 роки тому

      Hi

    • @wkwkland8863
      @wkwkland8863 4 роки тому

      Bjir ternyata ada orang depr3si juga btw
      Sama😭

  • @vallzvr161
    @vallzvr161 3 роки тому +489

    “Are you okay?”
    “Yeah, I’m fine”
    “That’s great! Well I gtg to school now, cya!”
    “Bye.”
    *Last online: 7 years ago*

    • @Teenbabyfan
      @Teenbabyfan 3 роки тому +8

      The quiet kid came to school I see

    • @kymchi250
      @kymchi250 3 роки тому

      @@Teenbabyfan welp

    • @normalyoutubechannel1236
      @normalyoutubechannel1236 3 роки тому +10

      @〽 a person who likes scary things 〽 bro you shouldn't ruin peoples jokes, jokes are something you laugh at you poorly packaged piece of bird shit

    • @kcar6028
      @kcar6028 3 роки тому +5

      @@normalyoutubechannel1236 bro that shit wasn't even a joke, jokes are suppose to be funny and it wasn't even funny😐

    • @kcar6028
      @kcar6028 3 роки тому +2

      @AYDEN LIM REN ZEN Moe you have 6 yr old humor then🙄

  • @guitarslayer7779
    @guitarslayer7779 3 роки тому +10

    Imagine this as your funeral song…. “Thank you, I’ll say goodbye soon…. Though it’s the end, don’t blame yourself….” “I will surround you, in a world of our own”

  • @hekernoham6646
    @hekernoham6646 4 роки тому +41

    I had this weird feeling of heavyness, it feels like i don't care about anymore, as if i was drowning in the deep ocean. I always listen to this type of music to create that scene over and over in my head.

    • @tonyroberts270
      @tonyroberts270 4 роки тому +1

      I know how you feel, and i know that i’m just a random guy on the internet, dealing with the same thing you’re going through... but in this deep ocean where you feel as if you can’t swim... the people that love you... they’re your life raft. They won’t let you drown, they’re doing everything they can so that you won’t drown. They sent out the life raft, it’s your choice if you want to grab on, or to refuse. I recently lost my best friend from a drug overdose, his family, friends, all came to his funeral. They were all so sad. They all cared about him so much. They would’ve done anything to make sure he was safe, but my friend refused their help, and now he made a decision that he can’t come back from. So please, don’t be like my friend. If you are drowning in this ocean, call for help and survive, because we’re all rooting for your safety.

    • @yusercloud
      @yusercloud 4 роки тому +2

      yo actually same i always think off ending all my problems and shit i never get enough of this song its giving me those feelings i cant describe

    • @hekernoham6646
      @hekernoham6646 4 роки тому

      @@tonyroberts270 Hi, thank you for responding, I'm sorry to hear that about your best friend :/ i imagine how hard it can be for all of you and i hope he is in a better place. I won't commit suicide even if i'm thinking about it, i promise you. There's just times where i want to let it out and a way to express it is in my imagination. Thank you for caring about my safety but it's hard my friend, I'm still trying to be get out there, i've tried many times to express how i'm feelin and i also have been for too long trying to get out of my situation, so i'm desperate. Now is where i can start to feel how i'm getting tired of trying. This is my fight right? What if I can't win? I don't think I can come out on my own. How can i? i feel so sorry to think this way but i can't stay alive for the one's who love me if staying alive means having this pain without a colorful life. Can you understand that? i'm really trying to turn around things but sometimes it feels like i won't ever win. Again thank you for responding.

    • @tonyroberts270
      @tonyroberts270 4 роки тому +1

      Heker Noham Heker Noham The best way to express how you’re feeling is to cry. Just cry. Let everything that hurts inside and out, physically and mentally. Just cry. Cry to your mom, your dad, your friends, your therapist. Show them that you’re not ok. Think of this battle against depression... as like a battle against a dragon. Alone you are defenseless, seemingly doomed to lose. The people that care about you and are there to support you, they are your armor, they are your sword. Or i just thought of another way to think of things while I was out walking. Think of life as an everlasting road, on this road you will have to walk up big hills, but at the top of the hill, it can only go two ways, it can be the end of the road, or the road continues, going back down and straightening out again. What i’m tryna say is that life is gonna have really terrible moments. you’re gonna be tired and you’re gonna wanna give up. It’s your choice if you wanna stop on the hill, or to keep going and maybe the grass is a little greener, maybe things can get better. That’s why we keep going Heker. We keep going after everything we’ve been through, because we believe that maybe tomorrow will be better, maybe things will change. And maybe they do, maybe they don’t. but there’s always hope that one day, we’re gonna be happy and stay that way. While right now your life is black and white, maybe tomorrow, some color is gonna be added in your life. Or maybe the day after that. Or maybe even the day after that. Do the things that make you happy, because before you know it, the roads gonna end. And we’ll regret all the time that we spent wallowing in our sadness. So for the brief time that we live on this beautiful planet we call earth. Do what your heart desires, and don’t let anyone tell you otherwise.

    • @hekernoham6646
      @hekernoham6646 4 роки тому

      @@tonyroberts270 Thank you fríend, it's hard to do the things I love because everyone on my life is putting pressure on me that I don't even allow myself to enjoy it, is so hard to think I'm not alone, the truth it's that I am, always but maybe that's okay. I'll keep trying my best to enjoy life and be happy in my own world, maybe one day I'll be in peace:)

  • @jack1913
    @jack1913 4 роки тому +49

    I just spent 30 minutes of my online school lunch crying to this song and I haven't cried once in the past 3 years and idk how to feel about it

    • @hxnny02
      @hxnny02 4 роки тому +2

      Me too bro, Me too

    • @customerjoe1124
      @customerjoe1124 4 роки тому +2

      jack long it’s okay, I’m crying Rn too, you gotta let those emotions out sometimes.. ❤️

    • @jack1913
      @jack1913 4 роки тому +1

      @@customerjoe1124 im just so used to being shamed for showing emotions my entire life so I have a hard time of accepting that emotions are a normal thing that happen

    • @okaycool5145
      @okaycool5145 4 роки тому +1

      It's okay bro, I don't cry that often too
      You just need to let it all out sometimes to feel better bro

    • @drywall5109
      @drywall5109 4 роки тому

      This life is not forever so cherish it live long my friend

  • @axolotlinabucket6660
    @axolotlinabucket6660 2 роки тому +214

    To everyone who's studying with this music:
    Checklist:
    • A bottle of water, at least 1liter. Your brain works better if it has enough water and drinking helps you to concentrate💧
    • Your charger. You sometimes don't even notice that your device's battery is going down, so better have it plugged in all the time🔋
    • Your headphones. You will be able to focus more with headphones, because it blocks background noises. Also, if it's a late night study session, you won't wake up anyone🎧
    • a tea or coffee. Coffee keeps you awake, green or black tea can make you feel more awake as well.☕
    • Your study/work stuff: your laptop/tablet/phone , a few pens, paper or whatever you need.⌨
    •Anything else you could need, what about a heat pad, a blanket, a good lamp, your pet so you have a study buddy 🐈
    Reminder: After an hour, you should stand up and walk a bit around. Better stop the music or put on different music for the break. Open your window, even if it's cold outside. Fresh air will make it better, trust me.
    You could also lay your head down on your desk for ten minutes and listen to a podcast. Or, if you have to read a book, listen to the audiobook of it. You can also listen to the audiobook while doing another thing, that's even better than listening to music while reading the book. (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ)
    I hope y'all had a good day, if not, that's okay too. Remember to take care of yourself and try to get some sleep tonight 😴🧸

    - Love you stranger
    (This is not mine but im doing this to help)

    • @Aymanotaround
      @Aymanotaround 2 роки тому +5

      thank you stranger
      -stranger-

    • @calm-art
      @calm-art 2 роки тому +4

      Love you, Thanks

    • @cierra_exist2832
      @cierra_exist2832 2 роки тому +3

      Thank you stranger ❤

    • @radovanmilovanovic1341
      @radovanmilovanovic1341 2 роки тому +4

      This made me remember my grandpa,he passed away in 2017

    • @brent9515
      @brent9515 2 роки тому +3

      I remember my old friends, but I won't forget them
      -Brent nigem

  • @rdfoxx2275
    @rdfoxx2275 4 роки тому +126

    just reading the comments make me sad. dont worry guys, things will get better. its like a glowstick, you need to break before you shine.

    • @Naschillinn
      @Naschillinn 4 роки тому +5

      so like break my neck and it will glow noted

    • @yourotherleft42
      @yourotherleft42 4 роки тому

      @@Naschillinn Can i copy your notes buddy

    • @Naschillinn
      @Naschillinn 4 роки тому

      @@yourotherleft42 yes you can👍🏾

    • @yourking7668
      @yourking7668 4 роки тому

      @@Naschillinn when is the test?

    • @Naschillinn
      @Naschillinn 4 роки тому

      @@yourking7668 uhh i think its on next Mondays yesterday on my kitches dog eating the air idk

  • @graves4477
    @graves4477 4 роки тому +161

    i’m sorry i’m failing school, i’m sorry i’m failing life, i’m sorry i’m failing as a friend, i’m sorry i cant be better, i’m sorry i made you angry, i’m sorry i can’t get out of bed, i’m sorry i can’t focus on anything, well...anything but keeping myself alive for you

    • @HogieBruh
      @HogieBruh 3 роки тому +4

      Let’s chat, I want to understand you & your pain more, no one should go through any of this, you are loved 4ever with everything:)

    • @littlefiregg
      @littlefiregg 3 роки тому +3

      Your amazing you''ll make it somewhere big soon.

    • @P0iness
      @P0iness 3 роки тому

      your not the only one

    • @iman5048
      @iman5048 3 роки тому +1

      You are great man

    • @cosmo8771
      @cosmo8771 3 роки тому

      this hits

  • @logandcd274
    @logandcd274 4 роки тому +34

    when i was younger, about the age of seven, I went to a farm house and got a golden retriever with my family. We named her Zoey. I don't remember the first 4-5 years vividly. But I know that she was my best friend and I really miiss her. Back in Febuary of 2019, she was diagnosed with hemangio sarcoma. She was in pain for the last two weeks of her existence. We had to put her down in March. The thing I regret the most is not going to the vet with her in her final moments. I just want to see her one more time man. 4/22/10 - 3/10/19 i know she was happy. I just hope shes having fun up there with all her friends

    • @logandcd274
      @logandcd274 4 роки тому

      can't believe im putting this song on loop

    • @trulyelijah676
      @trulyelijah676 4 роки тому

      Logan Merkel Hasmd to put my best friend in July, he was 11 years old. Didn’t even get to be with him while he was put down, just dropped him off and left. Was a very hard time and things like this song put me back in those emotions. May Zoey & Nugget Rest In Peace, forever in our memories ❤️

    • @abdullaalmazrouei5784
      @abdullaalmazrouei5784 4 роки тому

      Same I miss my dog I’ve known him for 4 years he broke one thing and my parents sent him away he was my only motivation to even stay fit I always used to go walks with him and even run sometimes he was my best friend it’s so unfair how they can just do that I was in my friends house when they gave him away so I couldn’t even see him before he left.

    • @isabellearmstrong2542
      @isabellearmstrong2542 4 роки тому

      @@abdullaalmazrouei5784 poor doggo

  • @strawberry_cosmosss
    @strawberry_cosmosss 2 роки тому +5

    i discovered this song in a groupchat i was in on instagram about 5 years ago, and i havent talked to any one in it in years. this brings back so many bittersweet memories 💔

  • @itsmenico3991
    @itsmenico3991 3 роки тому +46

    "you're the reason why I'm always stressed, please leave me...I still want to live."
    Yes, I lost my favorite person.

  • @AdamPDFs
    @AdamPDFs 4 роки тому +234

    This song just makes me think about how much I’ve wasted my life and all the things that I’ve yet to do :(

  • @meruqe
    @meruqe 2 роки тому +33

    For everyone who has seen this
    I don't know what you've been through
    I don't know how much you hurt
    I'll wait for you in the shade on a rainy day and i will be by your side. The world is not always cruel , my good man! From now on, I wish you to eat delicious food and meet good people. Don't forget to smile a lot. because your smile is the most beautiful to me ⭐🎀🫂

  • @somestranger8104
    @somestranger8104 4 роки тому +69

    him: Yo dude i gotta "go eat"
    me: Oh k when will u be back
    *he leaves call*
    and he hasn't texted back since 7 years.. hope ur having fun with ur new friends alex

  • @ary1801
    @ary1801 4 роки тому +43

    "Dont blame your self" thats really hurt me:>>>

  • @johnd6818
    @johnd6818 4 роки тому +192

    the other day all of my so called ¨friends" went and hung out with each other. that morning I was on an Xbox party chat with them and one of them said as I joined "Loukas is john coming to the harbor with us is he, I hope not" one hour later I pull up Snapchat on my Chromebook and they are all there having fun while I am home crying. that same day there was supposed to be a Halloween party at my friend's house (we were planning this for a month) so i texted him on Xbox (i don't have a phone) when the party was and suddenly he didn't know what i was talking about. and once again i look on Snapchat on my Chromebook and they are all there at the party having the time of their lives and i am just sitting at home doing nothing. I just feel like no one loves me and I am just destined for failure
    edit: happend again today

    • @dscroll2488
      @dscroll2488 4 роки тому +9

      You Got to confront them about it or they are gonna keep treating you like trash. plus your Obama

    • @RFL-jm5mo
      @RFL-jm5mo 4 роки тому +3

      Did you confront them?

    • @CalixSoulmane
      @CalixSoulmane 4 роки тому +4

      _Your "friends" suck as hell,you should get new one's_

    • @legendnomad8083
      @legendnomad8083 4 роки тому +5

      Yeah honestly, get new friends. These guys aren't worth your time. Xbox can be a good place to make new friends online. Some of my best friends on the entire Internet are people I met on Xbox or met somewhere else and also play with on Xbox.

    • @gigaboi7921
      @gigaboi7921 4 роки тому +3

      Dumb shits I’ve been in this situation before find new friends

  • @mariethecreator
    @mariethecreator 3 роки тому +259

    I'm leaving this comment here so after a mounth or a year when someone likes it, I get reminded of this song

    • @Chainmonkey77
      @Chainmonkey77 10 місяців тому +4

      Do you still like this song?

    • @mariethecreator
      @mariethecreator 10 місяців тому +9

      @@Chainmonkey77 yes,, I could never dislike it

    • @yourAverageNekoBoy
      @yourAverageNekoBoy 10 місяців тому +4

      ​@@mariethecreator even 2 years ago wow

    • @mariethecreator
      @mariethecreator 10 місяців тому +4

      @@yourAverageNekoBoy yea some song jst sort of live forever in my heart and head lol

    • @yourAverageNekoBoy
      @yourAverageNekoBoy 10 місяців тому +3

      @@mariethecreator same haha

  • @dewrld
    @dewrld 4 роки тому +45

    If the world ends I want this song to be playing all over the world idk why I feel like it would be such a vibe while knowing the end has come and our time is up.

    • @michallarouchs712
      @michallarouchs712 4 роки тому +2

      Let's hope this song isn't playing at the end of this december.

  • @aerisie
    @aerisie 3 роки тому +115

    i can still remember how my dad passed away just like that . It happened around 10 pm, December . I never knew he was dying inside the bathroom, I did waited him on the couch as he told me to wait outside. Never expected that would be the last word from him. Til today I still blame myself coz I feel like I just let him die just like that. It haunts me every night tbh. Days after that he always appear in my dreams and there the scenario changed . He died in my arms and was holding him.. I couldn't help but to blame myself more. When I'm with people outside I often smile and they thought I did move on about what happened to my dad. Little did they know I'm having a hard time on myself. I'm alive but I feel like im dying. From then on I felt like I don't deserve to be happy again. I rarely post on the internet and that's make me sad and think some people secretly hates me. 💔

    • @kingbomba45
      @kingbomba45 3 роки тому +11

      That’s awful and I’m truly sorry that happened but you can’t blame yourself. You didn’t know that he was dying. I’m sure he wouldn’t want you to blame yourself.

    • @jem8993
      @jem8993 3 роки тому +6

      idk who u are and where u from but I hope you're doing great for now.. don't overthink too much it's not healthy. love u

    • @inhhoangvu3634
      @inhhoangvu3634 3 роки тому +3

      Please don't blame urself please i know it must feel awful when your dad die but you shouldn't blamming for your dad dead and if someone secretly hate you they are just 1 or a group of people think about who love you your family and a true friend you have

    • @emmanuelbriggs5182
      @emmanuelbriggs5182 3 роки тому +4

      MY CONDOLENCES ABOUT YOUR FATHER SO VERY SORRY THAT THAT HAPPENED TO YOU PLEASE DON'T BLAME YOURSELF IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT YOUR FATHER LOVES YOU AND I'M SURE THAT HE WOULD WANT YOU TO GO ON AND TO TRY AND BE AS HAPPY AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN SENDING YOU LOVE AND LIGHT AND HEALING I HOPE GOING FORWARD THE REST OF YOUR LIFE IS FILLED WITH JOY AND HAPPINESS 💕❤️🙏🏿

    • @elifhilalozsahin8753
      @elifhilalozsahin8753 3 роки тому +1

      Do NOT blame yourself. I know I can't feel like you since I didn't experience the same thing. But do NOT forget:
      The reason you live is you want to live,god wants you to live, your dad wants you to live. Your father would love to see you going on, enjoying your life.You think you are hopeless, right? The fact that you are alive in this moment is proof that your hope still exists. It's just playing hide and seek with you. In short:
      YOU DESERVE TO LIVE.

  • @cheetotherat3801
    @cheetotherat3801 3 роки тому +74

    "I just want to rest.. I love you"
    Miss you sofia... 2006 - 2019

    • @wingman4668
      @wingman4668 3 роки тому +4

      heaven gained an angel...be happy that you got to meet her right..!

  • @Yeetboi0923
    @Yeetboi0923 2 роки тому +8

    ‘’Same things make us laugh, makes us cry”

  • @aldricgailebahalla2583
    @aldricgailebahalla2583 4 роки тому +279

    The funny thing is that the "strangers" here in these comments
    understands us more than our closest relationships
    Now that I thought about it we are all family, aren't we?

  • @blubbuh
    @blubbuh 4 роки тому +377

    "Hey man I'll be right back"
    "ight i'm back, just took the meanest shit"

  • @venxs1772
    @venxs1772 3 роки тому +31

    "A man cries not because he is weak,but because he has been strong for too long"

  • @The_1V
    @The_1V 2 роки тому +4

    never cried that hard before, thanks for letting me get that out

  • @DamienB09043
    @DamienB09043 4 роки тому +201

    I'm a 16 year old boy who can't cry I don't know what's wrong with me my mom grandma died I'm living with my uncle causey family is homeless and today he got took the the hospital cause of his drinking and still nothing I try but it won't happen my little brother died and everything and yet I never cry just wanted to share this sorry

    • @ahmadsyukur6066
      @ahmadsyukur6066 4 роки тому +14

      it okey bro as long as you have heart and care about they...many people in this world just fake they tier...be strong my friend this life is not forever...

    • @hi-wx1li
      @hi-wx1li 4 роки тому +7

      it's all gonna be alright. i promise. just give it time. ik it's hard but you can do this. i believe in you.

    • @DamienB09043
      @DamienB09043 4 роки тому +8

      @@hi-wx1li Thanks haha not in 100 years would I think I would be getting help fine youtube comments

    • @celestelol1998
      @celestelol1998 4 роки тому +3

      im so sorry. i know we're strangers but i know you'll get thru this . everythings going to be ok i promise

    • @DamienB09043
      @DamienB09043 4 роки тому +1

      @@celestelol1998 thanks

  • @aloha6953
    @aloha6953 4 роки тому +36

    im imagining that bmo singing this while the world of adventure time is gonna end and finn and jake about to accept their deaths

  • @oliversszx
    @oliversszx 3 роки тому +57

    Parents: stop playing stupid games like that! It’s childish!
    Me: but, why can I enjoy things that give me nostalgia.? All I wanted to do was re live my childhood..

    • @benjibedwars4824
      @benjibedwars4824 3 роки тому +4

      maybe they have more tough childhoods than you to give you this childhood. They had sacrificed a lot just to get you education. So playing games would mean you don't give a fuck about the sacrifices they've made to get you educated. That's the parents perspective.

  • @jazzhitss7971
    @jazzhitss7971 8 місяців тому +1

    this song feels like when you ask your friend on Roblox to join you in a game
    and then 2 years later they still haven't been online

  • @Artuciitee
    @Artuciitee 3 роки тому +81

    not me crying over here and then an ad popping up like
    “HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT ABOUT INVESTING IN STOCKS”

    • @cjrodriguez9346
      @cjrodriguez9346 3 роки тому +2

      LOLLL

    • @catjams6739
      @catjams6739 3 роки тому +3

      This made me laugh thanks

    • @geckoaj0342
      @geckoaj0342 3 роки тому +3

      This made me laugh at 03:25 am 😂😂 thank you

    • @LarryG20-
      @LarryG20- 3 роки тому

      @@geckoaj0342 wtf 1 hour off

    • @LarryG20-
      @LarryG20- 3 роки тому

      2:35am while I seen yr comment

  • @xt_fntwinz8589
    @xt_fntwinz8589 3 роки тому +159

    This song makes me think about my brother who passed when I'm listening to It i feel like he's here with me hugging me telling me its okay to cry....

    • @gabyliszt821
      @gabyliszt821 3 роки тому +11

      Ah same
      Bye **my name** im going to work!
      Me: bye mason!
      **2 hours later**
      Mom: WERE GOING TO THE HOSPITAL
      **4 years later**
      Me: miss you bro...
      Mason: **Angle**

    • @khanayafauziahsulaeman5229
      @khanayafauziahsulaeman5229 3 роки тому +2

      SAD;(

    • @Scotty6573
      @Scotty6573 3 роки тому +3

      when this happen... like....when he died and how you did...all this sad depression ,crying very single day makes you sad.... if.. you don't mind...ask..you .. i.. lost someone... a friend nice person to me that's why i...ask you that.. question i .can't.. de happy or ..even for hole day just not think about him or de happy forgot this never happen

    • @jeferslaid6038
      @jeferslaid6038 3 роки тому +2

      i'm afraid of happening the same thing to me, i always get nightmares that i can't save him, i don't want to lost him, he is the unique thing that rest my hope of living and hapiness. I hope you get better man

    • @Scotty6573
      @Scotty6573 3 роки тому +1

      @@jeferslaid6038 that not help me but.... i undersrand you