whyyyyy do I do this to myself?

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  • Опубліковано 5 лис 2024

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  • @SamElle
    @SamElle 4 роки тому +282

    BECAUSE OF YOU IVE BEEN HOOKED ON TRUFFLE FLAVORED THINGS + HOT SAUCE!!! you pull off bucket hats SO so well

    • @UBERTAMMY
      @UBERTAMMY 4 роки тому +8

      Sam Elle I bought an egg chair and am addicted to matcha because of Tara! 😜

    • @SamElle
      @SamElle 4 роки тому +4

      @@UBERTAMMY OMG HAHAH SAME WITH MATCHA

    • @hawleyanderson6463
      @hawleyanderson6463 4 роки тому +2

      She looks so good in bucket hats

    • @michellecook69
      @michellecook69 4 роки тому

      Me too

    • @LaurenGVideography
      @LaurenGVideography 4 роки тому

      i started on garlic salt and english muffins bc of her

  • @lexiwilliams9977
    @lexiwilliams9977 4 роки тому +48

    Tara I am not sure if you know this or not but our Prime Minister has opened the border for Canadians living aboard and have immediate family in Canada to visit. You have to follow the 14 day quarantine once you get home. This will allow you to stay with your mom and dad during quarantine. On the return to LA you do the same 14 day quarantine. I see you are missing them terribly. Thought I should comment on this in case you didn't know. 😊✈🍁

  • @clairekiger5132
    @clairekiger5132 4 роки тому +43

    Her house decor is such an amazing vibe

  • @1994BiebersGirl
    @1994BiebersGirl 4 роки тому +36

    Totally agree with you about feeling like the time was frozen in March! It is so weird to think that it is already July!
    Love your vlogs!!

  • @laurencunningham2264
    @laurencunningham2264 4 роки тому +11

    Please don’t apologise for how you are feeling. I definitely appreciate your openness as we are all feeling it at the moment with the current state of the world. Constantly putting pressure on ourselves to ‘get stuff done’ because we are stuck at home. Love you and keep being you ❤️

  • @KatieTakemoto
    @KatieTakemoto 4 роки тому +166

    I just laughed out loud when you said the deodorant had “aha’s!” It just reminded me of the video of Ava jules and skincare by hyram when she says ahabahas instead of A-H-A, B-H-A

    • @aarondawang7759
      @aarondawang7759 4 роки тому +5

      I 👏WAS 👏SCROLLING 👏FOR 👏A 👏HOT 👏MINUTE 👏TO 👏FIND 👏A 👏COMMENT 👏LIKE 👏THIS🤣

    • @reemkhattar
      @reemkhattar 4 роки тому +1

      Yes hahahahahahahaha

    • @mirrorballgirlie
      @mirrorballgirlie 4 роки тому +1

      Katie Takemoto ME TOO!!

  • @sdeg2023
    @sdeg2023 4 роки тому +5

    This vlog girl... i felt that. Saying "I just want to go home" is the saddest and loneliness feeling I have ever felt. Sending you lots of good vibes, take this crazy time day by day and even minute by minute if the day is too much. We will all get through this ❤

  • @UniquelyClaire
    @UniquelyClaire 4 роки тому +51

    I feel the exact same way. I’m literally buying SWEATPANTS in the middle of summer. To me it’s still March

  • @ernurse3699
    @ernurse3699 4 роки тому +48

    This entire year needs a “ do over” 😱

  • @britneymichelle3613
    @britneymichelle3613 4 роки тому +11

    Never stop the coffee/matcha segments. I love them! I live for your vlogs Tara! Dont beat yourself up over "boring" vlogs. Because they aren't at all. You are just an all around interesting girl and you are such a joy to watch. I am sorry you're going through a bit of a rough patch but it WILL pass 💓 Love from canada BC.

  • @deborahdick6527
    @deborahdick6527 4 роки тому +26

    Dont feel you need to say sorry for your up and down emotions , i think we all feel like that right now. i know i do. i like you live alone and my family is at the other end of the country , i have anixety and depression that prevents me leaving the house so i understand the emotional strain it has. Your vlog is so relateable and i think thats why it really helps me. Keep doing what you do. Love and huggs from Scotland UK

  • @101pelusa
    @101pelusa 4 роки тому +28

    you should go to Jill’s for 3-4 days, could be a good change of routine and you’d be with your bestie

  • @Nicreb
    @Nicreb 4 роки тому +36

    Minimalism is a beautiful thing- I don’t find myself saying ‘I never use that/wear that’ as often

  • @kerstie2048
    @kerstie2048 4 роки тому +3

    Going hiking has really saved me during this pandemic. I wear a mask the entire hike and socially distance, but just being in nature during these times really helps me mentally. Hope you feel better soon Tara♥️

  • @MSPUnbekannte
    @MSPUnbekannte 4 роки тому +1

    I love how your dad helped you. That just goes to show that parents are always important even in adulthood.

  • @ldenisecantu3566
    @ldenisecantu3566 4 роки тому

    I totally understand the "spring cleaning"! I too feel like the world I live in has paused, and it doesn't feel like summer. Love the bucket hat👍

  • @Msforevermakeup21
    @Msforevermakeup21 4 роки тому +1

    My planner for real keeps me sane. It’s so helpful to keep a massive list and then also daily lists and crossing them off and just being able to look at it and comprehend it makes it so much easier to tackle instead of just in your head! ❤️ you got this girl! You are such a boss babe!

  • @megand2994
    @megand2994 4 роки тому +11

    I’m sorry Tara, I can tell you’re going through a lot 😔 wishing everything gets better for you soon 💜

  • @TJAG4evr
    @TJAG4evr 4 роки тому

    I feel you Tara. I do the same thing. I have the best intentions to get so much done and to “get ahead” and then I get overwhelmed and panic that I’m “falling behind.” We’ve got this.

  • @Jamieanne02
    @Jamieanne02 4 роки тому +32

    Slow down, take a break, re-energize, and we'll be here when you get back. Indulge yourself and heal.

  • @joalyng
    @joalyng 4 роки тому +61

    You should definitely take some "me time" for yourself. I'm pretty sure that's what I need as well. It's a difficult time and we all need to pay some extra attention to self care.

  • @charlottecos7321
    @charlottecos7321 4 роки тому +31

    I have tried your english muffin avocado toast with the everything bagel seasoning ITS SO GOOD

  • @sheikhah8864
    @sheikhah8864 4 роки тому

    You do you Tara, you take all the time off that you need! We will for sure miss you but also seeing you happy is important to us. Much love.

  • @alyssammora
    @alyssammora 4 роки тому +13

    i love how ive become so in love with your vlogs and vids that im here 18 seconds after it goes live haha!!

  • @WoopWoopItsKate
    @WoopWoopItsKate 4 роки тому +2

    Girl can I just say I discovered your channel during covid and have been so completely entertained with what you’re doing! Haven’t missed a video!

  • @miao3759
    @miao3759 4 роки тому +47

    Tara whenever she gets a new hat “oh my god I actually like this. I think i’m obsessed!”

  • @AliGiavanni
    @AliGiavanni 4 роки тому +3

    that Capricorn life...I feel you, always getting things done

  • @kaseyyyy15
    @kaseyyyy15 4 роки тому +1

    I love some of those sunglasses! I hope they end up on your poshmark 🤗

  • @amandaadams7747
    @amandaadams7747 4 роки тому

    Don't be sorry sharing your ups and downs. Its what we all can relate to right now, and we can help lift eachother up. I myself have been super lazy over the whole quarantine, but in the past couple of weeks have started doing dance workout videos and they have really boost my spirit and energy.

  • @leigh1644
    @leigh1644 4 роки тому

    I'm right there with you Tara. The loneliness is hitting hard and the yearn for a break from the chaos is overwhelming. Take time for yourself and remember social distancing should really be called physical distancing. We don't do well without human interaction. Just know you are not alone.

  • @taramichellevlogz
    @taramichellevlogz  4 роки тому +609

    FIRST ;)

  • @theresaliebhart
    @theresaliebhart 4 роки тому +41

    Have you considered going back to therapy? Even when I am overwhelmed due to work-related stress that I know will pass, it's an indication that my anxiety is growing and it always helps me to talk to my therapist about it. Just food for thought!

  • @girlyshannon101
    @girlyshannon101 4 роки тому

    Tara please don’t apologize for your emotions being up and down we’re all going through it right now! Thank you for expressing how you’re feeling esp now love you! ❤️

  • @madeleinebruich1252
    @madeleinebruich1252 4 роки тому

    Everything hit me a couple weeks back so I can totally empathize!! It’s ok to have low moments. ❤️

  • @BADDGALNAT
    @BADDGALNAT 4 роки тому +3

    I've been watching you since the beginning of my high-school days and I'm about to be 21 in 2 days....time flies. i love you

  • @jackiemartin2850
    @jackiemartin2850 4 роки тому

    I've been in Oregon the last 2 years (my husband's hometown) When you said you just wish you could go home... man I feel you. I just wanna hug my momma and daddy... my grandparents, my bestie. It's hard during these times to be away

  • @mellinamoore1203
    @mellinamoore1203 4 роки тому

    You're not alone girl, I'm feeling it too 💕 but doing good. I hope you feel better. We're all going through it.

  • @GenaMarie
    @GenaMarie 4 роки тому +10

    Can you share which planner you got ? 😊💗

  • @taylorforrester3280
    @taylorforrester3280 4 роки тому

    You don’t need to apologize for being human! You do you and feel what you feel! Hope things get better for you! ♥️

  • @Leila-di9nx
    @Leila-di9nx 4 роки тому +1

    Spring in Australia is September October and November

  • @carleeclark2131
    @carleeclark2131 4 роки тому +1

    Girl if your area allows it get an air bnb or hotel that's closeish by even just to chill there. It helps change the scenery and make it feel less like a jail at home. ♥️ It's ok to have off days.

  • @clairekiger5132
    @clairekiger5132 4 роки тому +1

    I don’t know why it’s so interesting to me but I love to watch unboxings

  • @amalqadeer6342
    @amalqadeer6342 4 роки тому

    You are kind and amazing and I know you fell alone but it will be better it will eventually get better. Don’t stress remember that your fans love and supposed whatever you need to do !!

  • @28paws
    @28paws 4 роки тому

    It is awesome that you were so awesome with how you are feeling. Take time to heal your energy.

  • @lindseysellers2288
    @lindseysellers2288 4 роки тому +54

    You said “I can’t believe it’s 3:40” right when my clock hit 3:40

  • @0722ruthy
    @0722ruthy 4 роки тому

    Hi Tara, I can totally relate to that feeling of loneliness and wanting to be with family. Working from home and living alone really affected me. I struggle with anxiety and depression. My doctor and therapist suggested I took a few days off. I ended up taking two weeks off and it helped so much! Sending you a big hug... 💛

  • @sophie5538
    @sophie5538 4 роки тому +4

    I love you Tara! I miss all my friends too. I completely understand how you’re feeling and skipping the main channel video is a good idea. Keep doing you! Love you! 💕 💗 ❤️

  • @jacquelinevillarreal657
    @jacquelinevillarreal657 4 роки тому +1

    I think you should not doubt yourself, do not second guess what you want to film, it is your life and you should not fake things just so you don’t seem “boring”. I find you very entertaining🤗

  • @lisamoss7632
    @lisamoss7632 4 роки тому +1

    You don't have to apologize for your emotions. We all need to be allowed to FEEL. 💜

  • @Starrfishh918
    @Starrfishh918 4 роки тому

    GURL. I feel you! Your feelings are absolutely valid. I’m currently planning a wedding, trying to close on a house, and working full time all in quarantine and I am SO overwhelmed. While it sure feels like it now, I hope you remember you’re not alone and you have such immense strength to get through this! Look how far you’ve come so far! So so proud of you. Sending you all the support and love! ♥️

  • @briansaucedo3284
    @briansaucedo3284 4 роки тому +7

    Hey Tara! I know how you feel about everything stacking each other and you are overwhelmed. I recommend going on a mini trip. Invite Jill and Connor and Brian and Tom. Go on a mini-vacation to palm springs. There are a lot of safe places to go to that take extra precautions with the virus and things like that. I just did it this past weekend and it was amazing! @tara @jill

  • @karlalong4541
    @karlalong4541 4 роки тому

    I agree. The hat is tots adorable.

  • @pamelacooper1122
    @pamelacooper1122 4 роки тому

    Love watching you cook and clean. a good night's sleep is always a good thing

  • @hanab.
    @hanab. 4 роки тому +1

    Take care of yourself Tara! We wanna see you happy! 🤗

  • @mirrorballgirlie
    @mirrorballgirlie 4 роки тому

    Tara that bucket hat looks amazing on you! I saw it on your story yesterday too obsessed! 😍

  • @venusbucci4829
    @venusbucci4829 4 роки тому

    Don’t worry about talking about how you feel, it’s good to talk about your feelings!

  • @typeone.amanda
    @typeone.amanda 4 роки тому +14

    omg that must be your dream pr package

  • @bruschi090
    @bruschi090 4 роки тому

    Never apologize for being real and true!! We are all feeling some way right now, and we can all use the gentle reminder we aren't alone in our feelings!

  • @Gigir472
    @Gigir472 4 роки тому +1

    Hang in there babe, you got this 💪🏼

  • @chetnakhanna5965
    @chetnakhanna5965 4 роки тому

    Tara you shipped totally take it easy on yourself... You're a wonderful hardworking driven person, don't stress yourself and realise that sometimes we all need a breather, always remember your productivity doesn't define u, you're wonderful and we all love and support you ❤️

  • @shivbob1
    @shivbob1 4 роки тому +1

    We enjoy the roller coaster ride of life! Because we can all relate....keep smiling beautiful 😍 😊

  • @dawnrussell5810
    @dawnrussell5810 4 роки тому +27

    Tara : has a full box of sunglasses
    Me : has one broken pair 😂😂

  • @noelleblanchard4893
    @noelleblanchard4893 4 роки тому

    THANK YOU FOR YOUR VIDEOS. they keep me SANE 🤍

  • @KristinasDigitalDiary
    @KristinasDigitalDiary 4 роки тому +1

    Your vlogs are my fav to watch

  • @LaurenGVideography
    @LaurenGVideography 4 роки тому +1

    if you need a video idea, i think it’d be so cool to talk about what you’ve learned about renting and now owning and what to do/get if you’re renting for the first time, stuff like thay

  • @Carmen-fu8st
    @Carmen-fu8st 4 роки тому

    For the past few videos I thought the tree would look nice in that corner and it DOES! Love it

  • @LauraHixVlogs
    @LauraHixVlogs 4 роки тому

    Hang in there. Do what you can. You got this!

  • @bayleivorce4210
    @bayleivorce4210 4 роки тому

    I think going on a hike with a friend and grabbing lunch together in an outdoor space could be really beneficial for you. I know that fresh air and small social interactions really help me. ☺️

  • @brittanichatham2295
    @brittanichatham2295 4 роки тому

    I normally don't like bucket hates but that one is so cute!

  • @louiseturner204
    @louiseturner204 4 роки тому

    Hi Tara. I have been where you are and then I started bullet journaling and it has really helped with my stress levels; it has also helped me plan a to do list and plan my day also bullet journaling is very good for tracking habits, mood and sleep. Hope this helps. Love you x

  • @AshleyJade18
    @AshleyJade18 4 роки тому +6

    As weird as it sounds... I can go Months without seeing anyone and be perfectly happily BUT when i start seeing people again and then go home that night, i can feel soooo lonely. It is a change in routine that throws my brain.

  • @carolehanrahan
    @carolehanrahan 4 роки тому

    I'm glad to see that you are recognizing that you need to be gentle with yourself. We all reach a point, especially during a pandemic lock down, where we need to take the time to just not push ourselves too hard and to just do what we can. Somedays that may mean just vegging on the couch and others it could mean a day of reading or watching TV. I got to that point last month and all of a sudden I had anxiety and depression and just had to let myself off the hook for a feew days. Much love from me to you. P.S. You are gorgeous! I love your outfits. I always wished I was a delicate little woman like you but instead got my grandmothers weight issues. You look wonderful in all the clothes and hats you put on.

  • @bekkadowland
    @bekkadowland 4 роки тому +1

    Take care of yourself first, always. Love you Tara. ❤️

  • @moriahbenlulu8273
    @moriahbenlulu8273 4 роки тому

    Tara! I love you so much!! I’ve been watching since FIDM and your life glow up has been REAL!! It’s crazy that I’ve been able to see you grow and whenever I watch old videos I remember where I was at that point in my life! Such a weird but good feeling! ❤️❤️ keep striving💖❤️

  • @JustMe-gr8fy
    @JustMe-gr8fy 4 роки тому +2

    When I make the tiktok coffee I put extract (normally vanilla) in it so that it doesn’t have the instant coffee taste.

  • @breannakreimerakin6637
    @breannakreimerakin6637 4 роки тому

    I hope you feel better soon!!! Take the time you need because the world is CRAZY! But OMG I LOVE YOUR FOOD RECIPES! ❤️🤤❤️

  • @viktoriatannerthansen233
    @viktoriatannerthansen233 4 роки тому +1

    No matter what your going through we don't want you to be stressed and post like you normally do. Relax and have a good time chat with some friends and enjoy your time instead of all that stress!. I watch all of your vids and love them all, hope it all get's better soon, love you

  • @LG-ky6lo
    @LG-ky6lo 4 роки тому

    Have you ever thought about putting a two person soft tub on your back patio? You should check them out. I bet it would be wonderful especially since you’re in lockdown quarantine by yourself for the most part. Just as long as witchypoo doesn’t like to still sit and stare at you.

  • @clairekiger5132
    @clairekiger5132 4 роки тому +1

    I love taras vlogs so much!! It’s so entertaining to me! Love you Tara! Your so gorgeous

  • @bailey2867
    @bailey2867 4 роки тому +2

    You should definitely do a giveaway of some of your sunglasses or other “clutter” bc that stuff seems awesome lol

  • @88ashjen
    @88ashjen 4 роки тому

    Aww Tara we are all with you! We will get through this tough spot together it’s not permanent just hoping things are turn around soon. This crap mentally sucks.

  • @thrivewithrin
    @thrivewithrin 4 роки тому

    the capricorn energy is too relatable on this one

  • @peytonclemmer7095
    @peytonclemmer7095 4 роки тому +1

    i miss my friends too :( most of mine live in a college town 2 hours from me and it's hard to see everyone because we are all working (during a pandemic) i really miss them. take advantage if your friends are close by!

  • @haleygardner8794
    @haleygardner8794 4 роки тому

    I found you from tik tok a couple months ago with all the Witch videos but now I watch you daily while getting ready for work or just sitting around my house! I love how real and genuine you are with us! Stay safe❤❤❤

  • @rebecka8407
    @rebecka8407 4 роки тому

    The buckethat is soooo so cute 😍😍

  • @claudiac5654
    @claudiac5654 4 роки тому

    I think we all are having the same up and downs as you Tara. Its completely normal due to this crazy fckn pandemic we feel isolated. Its ok for you to take some time dont even need to tell us. You are a person as we are. Its the most important thing for you to take care of yourself. We all need some brake sometimes! Xoxo

  • @samanthanelson3563
    @samanthanelson3563 4 роки тому

    I have also been feeling the same way! I just ordered 3 travel memoir books about traveling to France!! Hoping those will help my mind feel like its on vacation lol!! I think also keeping my space as clean as I can helps, really trying to rest on the weekends, and I got a planner also! Hope you feel better!

  • @emirox5891
    @emirox5891 4 роки тому

    Appreciate you so much! Thank you for posting, it is incredibly helpful to hear how you're processing everything. Your channel fosters a healthy place for me, and I hope it is good for you, too. Please take care, wishing you the best!

  • @catthompson1856
    @catthompson1856 4 роки тому

    You are amazing! Your videos have gotten me through the pandemic. Take time off hun! Take time for yourself xo 😘

  • @SolarMar
    @SolarMar 4 роки тому

    YOU LOOK SO ADORABLE WITH THE BUCKET HAT, OH MY!

  • @lor5850
    @lor5850 4 роки тому +135

    Tara: there is no coffee or matcha
    Me: Ok 😔
    Tara: but im unpacking stuff
    Me: Ok! 😍
    Edit: she did do coffee 🙌🤣

    • @oliviarios4434
      @oliviarios4434 4 роки тому +2

      I felt the same emotions. I really enjoy breakfast and coffee with Tara!

  • @myrnalight2198
    @myrnalight2198 4 роки тому

    Girl you take care of you first. We are here for you. If you just want to take a week off to re-energize then do it. You know your body don't push yourself. Love ya girl. ❤🙏❤🙏❤🙏❤

  • @briannafure6140
    @briannafure6140 4 роки тому

    Don’t apologize for getting real and showing the challenges that you’re going through! We’re here for you and understand that you need a break, take care of yourself :)

  • @shonaames2211
    @shonaames2211 4 роки тому +3

    who else loves her so much

  • @Brittanyoquin
    @Brittanyoquin 4 роки тому +1

    Okay I’m obsessed with the bucket hat!! Love you Tara I hope you’re doing good ❤️

  • @madeleineee
    @madeleineee 4 роки тому +1

    I’ve been in a “spring cleaning” mood lately too lol it feels like april

  • @HannahGraceRiddle
    @HannahGraceRiddle 4 роки тому

    That bucket hat is everything!!

  • @imanijahaan
    @imanijahaan 4 роки тому

    Love when there’s shopable links. Thank you

  • @ashleyhunter5316
    @ashleyhunter5316 4 роки тому

    Please take time for yourself because your happiness is more important then a 20 min video. I hope you get what you need love you!

  • @karlyjones
    @karlyjones 4 роки тому

    You’re my fav Tara hope everything gets better!! Do whatever is best for you always 💛💛