Christian Woman Goes from Virgin to Sleeping with 100+ Men

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  • Опубліковано 9 чер 2024
  • Gayle is a former sex addict who slept with over 100 different men. In this interview, she explained how she went from waiting for marriage to a life of fornication, and how God miraculously pulled her out of that lifestyle overnight.
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    Timestamps
    0:00 - Trailer
    1:01 - From Christian to Sex Addict
    14:17 - Sleeping with 100+ Men
    24:01 - Becoming Pregnant
    34:51 - Miraculous Deliverance
    43:39 - Life Lessons
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КОМЕНТАРІ • 476

  • @nmfarlow
    @nmfarlow Місяць тому +120

    As someone who did not save himself for marriage, what she said about guys saying they don’t experience the torment, I can tell you that you absolutely do! I saved myself until I was 34, but was in spiritual bondage when I entered a real toxic relationship with someone who one could say operated in a Jezebel-like spirit and because of my bandage I wanted to experience sex more than I wanted to save myself any longer. The shame I felt after that was HEAVY. Then add in the torment that followed, both spiritually and from her. I never wanted to go back and undo something so bad in my life! It is so much better to have sex within the context of marriage! No shame whatsoever!

    • @KarenLopez-in5ih
      @KarenLopez-in5ih 24 дні тому

      Ok we not perfect you not perfect....don't beat yourself up.....the women know a mans weakness..and exploit it use it sex as leverage.....she was ...is the problem.....

    • @KarenLopez-in5ih
      @KarenLopez-in5ih 24 дні тому +4

      Let me guess she used fake Shane non existent guilt and delusional insults to force you to submit to her manipulation... forgive yourself.... 90percent women like that....

    • @nitrom8891
      @nitrom8891 22 дні тому +4

      What? No he just chose wrong.

    • @JustAskingQuestions8571
      @JustAskingQuestions8571 17 днів тому +5

      I waited until marriage, 1st wife left me, then remarried, and I still feel enormous torment and guilt about the first marriage not working out, even though she left, not me.

    • @user-bn2st5kx8h
      @user-bn2st5kx8h 13 днів тому +1

      ​@@KarenLopez-in5ihthats not what he said .you must have serious issues to randomly assume that 90 % of females are like that,Amd how would you know that 9 in 10 act like this ?
      He said she had Jezebel spirit

  • @AdamSalaah
    @AdamSalaah Місяць тому +43

    I sincerely applaud her transparency with the details (on brand for this channel which I love) as I believe transparency in testimonies is holds a lot of transformational power. I also 100% agree with her key take aways at the end. God is so Faithful!

  • @carter358
    @carter358 3 дні тому +9

    Where's we're these women when I was single?

    • @joebeta1837
      @joebeta1837 15 годин тому +1

      I know. I was thinking the same. I can't get any woman interested in me despite being a good person, yet this woman is interested in a bunch of nasty guys. No good guys around???
      Something tells me she liked the bad boy types. She liked the drama, fun, and non-committment life.
      And now that she is grown and matured, she kind of regrets it all, but at the time, it was fun being with losers.

    • @Alazar654
      @Alazar654 6 годин тому

      @@joebeta1837 Listen to the song called: Now you a single mom, and read the comments.
      You're welcome.

    • @Alazar654
      @Alazar654 6 годин тому

      Listen to the song: Now you a single mom.
      You're welcome.

  • @markoembarko9045
    @markoembarko9045 8 днів тому +9

    I start dating a man and told him I wanted to save myself for marriage. He kept trying and ultimately dumped me for X, Y, and Z. He's a sex addict and my values didn't mix with his. Im glad I didn't cave into his pressure of giving myself to him fully. Wolf in sheep's clothing....
    God will deliver me a good man ❤

  • @anonymousdogg1559
    @anonymousdogg1559 Місяць тому +31

    This is so tough to hear, only 12 minutes in, I’m realizing how important good parenting is. I wasn’t so much a loner until my last 3 years in high school, I fell behind and switched to an online only school to make up credits and I graduated. My parents became my counselors, best friends and so on so fourth. Even at 18-21 now my parents still concern with where I go, my friends, who I know. I’ve been hurt by corn addiction in the past but I’m grateful to God that I’m waiting for the right person and staying as close to God as possible. A lot of people might judge me or my parents for being this way but I take it as a blessing from the lord that I have people I can trust and know are praying for me and want me to succeed in my ministry and life.

  • @MrProAntagonist
    @MrProAntagonist Місяць тому +74

    Great pointing out that our adversary wants us to focus on the things we “lack” and lies to us and tells us that if we only had it, we’d feel fulfilled.
    May his face shine upon you, sister Gayle.

    • @augustsmith9553
      @augustsmith9553 Місяць тому +1

      really profound brother

    • @jonnyOATH
      @jonnyOATH 24 дні тому

      I’m a bit confused. You want the adversary’s face to shine on her? The way you wrote that seems like that’s what you’re trying to say.

    • @veraleroy1587
      @veraleroy1587 21 день тому +1

      evil dooer, offered Eve, the fruit that she Didn´t have. Offers you the person you don´t have, the car, money case, mansion, you dont´ have. You can look at what you do have, Christ, His promises, His love, Word, and more, you do have, daily.

    • @user-bn2st5kx8h
      @user-bn2st5kx8h 13 днів тому

      Thank you I needed to hear that

  • @tammyyoung5462
    @tammyyoung5462 Місяць тому +81

    Ughhhhhh.....This story is LITERALLY so similar to MY story!!!!! I was literally relating to everything you were saying....It's wild!!!! The LORD has delivered me and helped me and I am FREE now, but, sexual sin is so deep n dark and heavy and destroys so many aspects of your life....I am so grateful for Holy Spirit never giving up on me and helping me through God's word my actual worth in Jesus!!!!! Thank you for such a raw and vulnerable video and God gets ALL THE GLORY! Your life is a testimony and that was the plan all along!!!!! God is using you!!!! From death to life! PRAISE GOD!!!!! ❤

    • @DONTwatchmyplaylist
      @DONTwatchmyplaylist 13 днів тому +4

      used goods, did you found a simp yet?

    • @voncrowne6603
      @voncrowne6603 12 днів тому +2

      I'm so sorry for you who grew up under the heavy burden of shame, guilt, and fear that the fundamentalists present as gospel. The Bible presents stories that are to be contended with, that is not to be taken at face value. There's nothing wrong with sex. Morality is subjective to time and place. We are not living in the middle east 2000 years ago. The age has changed. There was only one Christian, and he was crucified. Write your own story.

    • @ericstainz9072
      @ericstainz9072 10 днів тому +1

      🤝✝️

    • @steppilariosa6449
      @steppilariosa6449 7 днів тому

      ​​@@voncrowne6603sexual imorality can cause a lot of problem like corn addiction, divorces, abortion, lgbt and so on so on, yeah we are not living like 2000 years ago but do you really think we are living a good life? Were far more worst than before.. people are becoming lost and depressed.. in front of phones and the only thing theyll know how to connect other people is sex.. now thats just sad.

    • @deathvalleybro9320
      @deathvalleybro9320 5 днів тому +2

      she has a very annoying personality this is why she has problems with relationships. imagine being with her in a relationship. nightmare.

  • @amparovillalta6465
    @amparovillalta6465 Місяць тому +5

    Thank You for the interview, and Thank You to the guest for being honest to tell her story. To the guest, You Are A Brave Soul.

  • @silvergirl7810
    @silvergirl7810 Місяць тому +26

    As a former teacher, I’m so disappointed that teachers would do that to you! That they wouldn’t see it as a symptom of something that might be plaguing you and even if they couldn’t solve it they should have brought it up to your parents attention to look further into it and at the LEAST NOT berated you!

    • @nina-raedelong158
      @nina-raedelong158 Місяць тому +5

      I dealt with it in school, because I have a learning disability. Teachers knew that, but they were impatient. If a teacher struggles with impatience, that means he or she is in the wrong profession. That's like a nurse who has no compassion for sick people.

    • @silvergirl7810
      @silvergirl7810 Місяць тому +5

      @@nina-raedelong158 I’m so sorry! I hate to say it but I watched fellow teachers do that to certain students. Some teachers had just been working too long and were out of patience and the system needs to be rehashed to better meet the needs of students and teachers- but… there is zero excuse to treat kids poorly because you’re tired or out of patience- that’s your job as a professional and these little souls are put in our hands for the day- we can damage them greatly or make their future if we treat them with the respect they deserve.

    • @AmberGNoExcusesMinistries
      @AmberGNoExcusesMinistries Місяць тому +3

      So disappointing... this broken world needs Jesus 💔

  • @user-jp3mi6fu9u
    @user-jp3mi6fu9u Місяць тому +29

    She can be the therapist for girls at schools. This is the type of woman you need as a therapist at schools. One who has figured her errors in life and trying her best to turn it around.

  • @georgina4874
    @georgina4874 Місяць тому +18

    Great story. Thanks for sharing. And giving God the glory.💕💕

  • @markwehr8559
    @markwehr8559 12 годин тому

    Thank you so much for sharing your message. It is exactly what I needed to hear right now

  • @seanpovilaika9321
    @seanpovilaika9321 Місяць тому +21

    I Love her candid testimony.
    She has a Great energy about her and I find her humorous in the Best way possible and a Beautiful Soul!

    • @montythilmony8803
      @montythilmony8803 3 дні тому

      ❤wow. You are one of the most beautiful and extremely attractive women I have ever listened to I feel that you are on the same path as myself in wanting Jesus to come into your life and change your old ways I watch so many things now on our Lord and I feel he wants us period and if we reach out to him in true love he will find us. Again I want to say to you that you are very special and I mean this to my very core I think you are so beautiful and attractive on the outside but even more on the inside ❤❤❤❤❤ God Bless you and your child forever and don’t ever think your not beautiful because your a 10 plus

  • @jamesestrada82
    @jamesestrada82 Місяць тому +11

    It’s hard not to slip up after such a life of sin, but that’s why Jesus paid the ultimate price for us. Not that it’s a free pass to sin, but Lord knows it’s not always easy to walk the straight and narrow. God bless you Gail, and best of luck to you!

  • @mel23232
    @mel23232 Місяць тому +86

    Amazing story. My heart breaks since I had such rejection in school and in my early life so it's hard to hear you had to go through that. I still am dealing with rejection as the enemy is trying to keep it but I'm healing and I will overcome in Jesus name as you will too!! God bless you sister ❤

    • @almostfalse
      @almostfalse  Місяць тому +13

      Amen! You are part of God’s family now and the Father will take care of you 🤍

    • @awagner0366
      @awagner0366 Місяць тому +2

      C Y. B. 😊

    • @mel23232
      @mel23232 Місяць тому +10

      For all those who are passing judgement. As Jesus said, those who have no sin throw the first stone. We're all sinners in need of a savior and we've all done things that we were ashamed of but are now not shamed in Christ Jesus. If you have haters you're doing something RIGHT!! ❤️🙏🤜❤️‍🔥

    • @mel23232
      @mel23232 Місяць тому +5

      @@almostfalse thank you so much your comment means a lot ❤️ and your channel is impacting so many for the kingdom! ❤️‍🔥🙏🤜

    • @mel23232
      @mel23232 Місяць тому

      @@awagner0366 amen ❤️‍🔥

  • @goldenstoolchild6495
    @goldenstoolchild6495 Місяць тому +4

    Amazing testimony.

  • @LovingLightx
    @LovingLightx Місяць тому +34

    I was dating a guy for a couple of months and I began to notice some odd and inappropriate behaviour, I knew something was off with him. When Jesus instructed me to end it I listened and I’m so grateful to you Lord. Not only did Jesus rescue me from what I now know to be narcissistic abuse, very early stages of devaluation, but after walking away Our Lord guided my education on personality disorders, I’ve been on an insatiable journey of learning, healing past trauma, growing in love and self respect and all through Jesus Christ. We must trust in him, when I obeyed Jesus he didn’t just abandon me, he stayed with me throughout my healing journey. If you are in need, call out his almighty name. In Jesus name. My sincerest wishes to you reading. ❤️

    • @larryreyes1064
      @larryreyes1064 2 дні тому

      Thank you

    • @Halcyon1861
      @Halcyon1861 День тому

      You were in a couple month relationship....Until you are married for years, have kids with someone and then have it all fall apart, I suggest not mentioning a couple month fling. Anyone who has actually went through something will laugh at that.

    • @LovingLightx
      @LovingLightx День тому

      @@Halcyon1861 Have a beautiful day x

  • @lindarobinson2895
    @lindarobinson2895 3 дні тому +6

    Sad state of affairs. Praying for our people and country.

  • @jilllisa5724
    @jilllisa5724 25 днів тому +5

    Thank you for sharing, so many of us have gone through similar circumstances, your so brave to share.

  • @seascape0881
    @seascape0881 Місяць тому +13

    I really like her a lot! She reminds me a lot of my best friend growing up that I went to church with. I like how real she is, how vulnerable she is, how honest she is as a person to share with the world her story. I can relate to her on many of the things that she had mentioned. Looking for love in all the wrong places, wanting to belong and feel loved by someone. Feeling like an outcast. Giving love and not getting love in return. So many things that she said hit home for me, and I felt for many years, sometimes still do. She is an amazing woman to have gone through so much heartache and come out on the other side stronger than ever before. I pray that God blesses her life and blesses her with an amazing husband with someone who really truly deserves her love and love her like Christ loves the church.

  • @nun2sum33
    @nun2sum33 Місяць тому +15

    I'm glad you overcame that! We serve an almighty God. 🎉 a lot of Christians that I talked to over the years said they prayed for their spouse before they even met them . Kind of like I pray for the winning numbers to the mega millions

  • @maygrantz4426
    @maygrantz4426 24 дні тому +3

    Thank you, for sharing your voice so others
    can learn from your testimony. We all come
    fall short and sin. Anyway, there is hope because
    God is love which is the purest love..
    Anyway, Gayle I suggest you need to start a pod cast to
    educate these young girls about self -esteem and self love.

  • @miraclesforus
    @miraclesforus 21 день тому +1

    Deepest gratitude for this unique testimony. I truly appreciate this woman's transparency. Unfortunately, it is quite unusual for most people not have the awareness nor parental guidance to understand the depth and repercussions of self-understanding, sanctity and worldly deception. This testimony will definitely impact countless others. May God bless this lady and jer daughter.

  • @Matae2k
    @Matae2k Місяць тому +6

    Thank you for this testimony. I hope it helps a lot of young ppl. God bless you guys

  • @silvergirl7810
    @silvergirl7810 Місяць тому +5

    Great moral at the end for anyone with any problem!

  • @jeffh6990
    @jeffh6990 Місяць тому +12

    Praise God! He can restore anything. Glory to God!!!!!

  • @ambernectar3158
    @ambernectar3158 26 днів тому +2

    This is part of my story. 😮

  • @curtishar.8908
    @curtishar.8908 Місяць тому +5

    Powerful testimony! Gayle is a wonderful storyteller and love the transparency! I pray that God’s will continue to be done in her and her daughter’s life in Jesus name!🙌🏾🔥

  • @shanewalker5806
    @shanewalker5806 2 дні тому +1

    Her honesty is great to see and I want to know how to support her music please

  • @klh-arts9464
    @klh-arts9464 14 днів тому

    Amazing testimony

  • @yabson6567
    @yabson6567 7 днів тому +1

    An honestly told story from a heart healed by grace has the power to awaken a thousand of souls out of living a lie and lead them on the quest to seek and embrace the truth.

  • @anonyvatedalexander5902
    @anonyvatedalexander5902 23 дні тому +1

    Love this woman. I am so impressed with how introspective she is and the work she has done on herself. I’m so happy for her that she found God and lives according to Him!!! She truly is a special soul. She had me chuckling a few times because she is funny and doesn’t know it. She is someone I would be friends with and I am super picky about who I let into my own life. God bless her and I wish her nothing but inner peace and joy throughout her life. What a miracle and blessing that she has her daughter too!! That, my friend, was her gift from God for sure!!!! ❤

  • @SandraLuz3
    @SandraLuz3 Місяць тому +11

    Takes slot of courage to share your testimony. All glory to the Lord. ❤

  • @joshuafischer7497
    @joshuafischer7497 Місяць тому +3

    That would be tremendously difficult to talk about especially as a woman or it should be. I pray her sharing this helps other young women avoid traps.

  • @SONORSQ2guy
    @SONORSQ2guy 12 днів тому +12

    She went from purity to the street’s.

    • @Rabbinicphilosophyforthewin
      @Rabbinicphilosophyforthewin 10 днів тому +5

      And then back to God. Which is far and away the most important part.

    • @AnthonyManzio
      @AnthonyManzio 6 днів тому

      80% are like that today, nothing new all have daddy issues now is a single mom with cats. She never listened to her parents comes from divorced parents.

  • @benkennington8941
    @benkennington8941 Місяць тому +31

    Sister, you are such a character! I can laugh now because the Lord has healed you so well. I prayed for you to find your right man at the right time.
    Ben, UK ❤

  • @norsangkelsang7939
    @norsangkelsang7939 День тому +3

    sex addiction is not a joke...

  • @rlcolton1976
    @rlcolton1976 Місяць тому +8

    We all sin, so we can’t judge this very brave lady who has come on here to share some deeply personal things. Once we repent and ask to be forgiven Jesus forgives us, this is what the cross was for. I could not watch this through however I will be praying for Gail and may Jesus always be enough for you.

  • @natizamora7423
    @natizamora7423 Місяць тому

    😬this is rlly relatable

  • @fatalberti
    @fatalberti 6 днів тому +2

    it is sad. lot of us didnt fit in, were rejected, etc. maybe we did t know how to reach out either. it wasnt fun. wasnt happy. nobody is curious or sensitive enough to notice or care.
    maybe one good outcome is we may have avoided experiencing this type of wreckage. but wrecked out differently

  • @VajraDhara-bl9cw
    @VajraDhara-bl9cw 3 дні тому

    Wow!!! Wow!!! Wow!!!....May alll victims get to the same level of whole healing and clarity as you have!!! Wow!!!

  • @angelacustead4205
    @angelacustead4205 Місяць тому +2

    Thanks for sharing! God bless 🙏

  • @motheryuba57
    @motheryuba57 10 днів тому +3

    So this woman had casual sex with 100 plus men and zero actual relationships? She has never experienced real intimacy or mutuality or being cared for and loved by a man (not to mention commitment and endurance)? Also, I have never heard of anyone who got pregnant and experienced morning sickness within the first two weeks after conception. Doesnt' morning sickness appear after 4 weeks or more? Her story is one of disconnection from self. Chilling.

  • @Fyzyx
    @Fyzyx 13 днів тому +23

    2:45 Says she couldn't get any guys attention
    8:05 she says guys were interested in her BUT she wasnt interested in them
    9:50 says she had no friends
    21:45 says she went for the hottest guys she could
    Something aint adding up. Doesn't seem like she didn't get male attention. It seems like she didnt get attention from guys that she thought was hot. BIG difference

    • @deathvalleybro9320
      @deathvalleybro9320 5 днів тому +5

      she has a very annoying personality this is why she has problems with relationships. imagine being with her in a relationship. nightmare.

    • @sol_di_14
      @sol_di_14 2 дні тому +2

      That's exactly what she said, she said she was not interested in the guys that liked her and the guys she liked weren't interested in her 🙄 you didn't discover anything

    • @asmrambioticfluid9467
      @asmrambioticfluid9467 20 годин тому

      Men think pure logical, women emotional...its not like she was lying its just woman speak. Does a blokes head in. Shes like the female equivalent of an incel...too much sex, in every way imaginable and various unimaginable for years and years, gets to have a baby, keep her, raise her then becomes born again virgin who blushes at Hallmark movies. As a bloke who is celibate since divorce, I had a lot of weird emotions watching this shit. Incels will have a nervous break down watching this shit. Incels couldnt imagine this much sex in their wildest fantasies and this woman did it all for over a decade in amounts and ways you could barely believe. Life is weird. Throw religion into the mix and you got some seriously F Up mind fk going on here. SLightly disturbed but gotta say the girl came across as solid...good for her...no shade and thanks for sharing

  • @PeterCianci
    @PeterCianci 17 днів тому +10

    Praise God, what an amazing woman of FAITH!! I was her but the male version and well into my 30's. Though much of my past is very fuzzy, like she mentioned, the destruction it caused goes deep and is "my" thorn that reminds me how perverted I was in the World. I hate my sin, I hate my sin...is a rant that runs through my head now. Joel 2:25 one of my favorite verses says "and the Lord will restore the years that the Locusts (ate) took away.." All Glory to Elohim! I pray that Gayle continues to grow in Christ and that the Lord changes countless lives through His precious daughter! In Jesus mighty name, Amen 🙏

  • @hannaliefrylinck8505
    @hannaliefrylinck8505 Місяць тому +41

    Gayle, thank you for your honest testimony...so glad you found God's peace and love, Someone who gave you the love, you really craved for...your daughter is blessed having you as her mother, because when she is a teenager, you will be there to understand and guide her....God bless...

  • @carolynnkingyens1000
    @carolynnkingyens1000 Місяць тому +6

    Gayle - Thank you for sharing your powerful testimony, one that brings much hope. Thank you for being so brave, honest, and vulnerable. I think a lot of people will resonate with your story. By the way, you're a fantastic speaker / storyteller. There's redemptive power in Jesus' name, especially in the renewing of our minds. You absolutely radiate an inner glow - just beautiful. God bless you, your daughter and parents. Keep sharing your testimony.

  • @majortolleson7976
    @majortolleson7976 11 днів тому +1

    I am reading the comments about her "testimony" but for first 20 minutes so far I am just hearing a continuous train wreck, followed by a shipwreck, car crash, cancer, and a shooting...... I assume/hope there is redemption at the end....

  • @charleschinedumgbemena1841
    @charleschinedumgbemena1841 2 дні тому

    "Never question the Power of Prayer" Wow!!

  • @gregoryklein1723
    @gregoryklein1723 6 днів тому +1

    Hope you are doing well. Very attractive and intelligent. Thanks for the story.

  • @christineduran1896
    @christineduran1896 23 дні тому +3

    This woman is absolutely beautiful. Everything we grow up into and the people in our lives that we surround ourselves with make us to who we are in life. The paths we walk on always make us stronger.
    Without even looking, or thinking about when you will meet someone, he will come.
    You definitely have a voice. A talent and gift from God❤️. You are truly amazing.

  • @audrey6928
    @audrey6928 Місяць тому +2

    What a testimony. Thank you dear sister for sharing much much of us can relate in one or more fashion! So important because your story is many of ours. Thanks dear brother for having her own. God bless you all. All your days !!!

  • @igamesaintsaintification1839
    @igamesaintsaintification1839 2 дні тому +1

    She said something significant, when she started getting her mind back on track she said seeing even non-marital kissing made her feel extremely uncomfortable and she sounded like she felt a little bit sickened by it. Now that is an example of where we're supposed to be, we have been conditioned to think that everyone & anyone can just kiss anyone at any time and we forgot because of this brainwashing (public school) about what is sacred that there's no standard anymore but if you will stop and think you will have to admit that the mouth is extremely personal, private and sacred and we should treat it that way. Can you imagine putting your mouth on someone else's mouth, sharing saliva, all the bacteria (and there was a study on this and I can't remember if it was 8,000 or 80,000 bacteria that's exchanged by something like a 10 second kiss). Not to mention most people don't really have that good of oral hygiene to begin with...🤢🤮
    As well as the fact that it's very intimate and it's very emotional and it should not be treated litley. Wedding vows for example, the vows state "you may NOW kiss the bride" that is intended to be the very first kiss. This shows the sacredness of the kiss, coronating the most important event between two people... It's not supposed to be just anyone, kiss virginity is very critical. Don't forget, all other things start with 'just' a kiss.......
    Keep your innocence, stay sacred 😉

  • @joanofarcxxi
    @joanofarcxxi 2 дні тому +1

    This was not just a problem from lack of attention. This is a brain issue which becomes a spiritual issue. Because the compulsive masturbation has nothing to do with attention. It has to do with an addiction, which has to do with the brain. Her childhood background might have something to do with it, or might not. We all have issues of one kind or another. We all find unhealthy ways to deal with it. For me, God became my only escape. I tried briefly dugs, alcohol, and intimacy with guys but i can count them on one hand. I could not do it anymore. I knew i was worth more to God. That's the only thing that mattered. It was so difficult , lonely , and painful. I made a lot of mistakes. But a Christian lady told me once: " You are a child of the King of the universe". Somehow that really changed my mindset. I wish this young lady the best. Keep following Jesus. Call him when you feel weak, and remember that you are a child of God. ❤❤. You will be victorious.

  • @tripleflip7
    @tripleflip7 12 днів тому +1

    This is the path my dating life started to go down but thank God He made me realize it sooner than later and began to pray more and seek the Lord daily. It's still a work in progress, however I'm glad that I am on a much better path now. 🙏

  • @kevinruger8819
    @kevinruger8819 Місяць тому +7

    @21:40 she explains that she actually wanted companionship but no one wanted to spend time with her after hook ups. Then the host says this is part of what led her to adult content.
    Reality: No one is looking at P0rn because they want companionship! Let’s be intellectually honest here!

    • @6thandHarrison
      @6thandHarrison 25 днів тому +1

      😂

    • @sadelorraine8437
      @sadelorraine8437 21 день тому +5

      Most people look at porn INITIALLY because they feel lonely and have unmet sexual urges. Most people do not start diving into pornography because they’re sick and twisted.
      Porn provides a distraction and outlet to cover the underlying issues which is feelings of inadequacy, loneliness, and unmet sexual desire which are all areas the enemy uses to keep us in bondage.
      However, continuous sin leads to a hardened heart.

  • @saintejeannedarc9460
    @saintejeannedarc9460 24 дні тому +3

    14:20 Where she says one of the things she used to judge others for is being a single mother, and now she is. That happens to a lot of women or people in general. Lauren Southern has quite the testimony about that, thinking she would have the traditional Christian marriage, but her husband wasn't so willing and now she is a single mother too, and never would have guessed she would be in that position. I feel for her and anyone who thinks it will be different for them, but we do need to be so careful. We are rightly warned, "With whatever measure you mete, it will be measured to you again". I don't wish ill on anyone. All I'm saying is that when you judge and you find yourself in that position, it does hit you all the harder to know that you lacked the empathy when you were on the good side of it.

  • @cultivateyourself
    @cultivateyourself 18 днів тому +3

    So, the ones that loved and wanted you you didn't want?
    So then you chased things you couldn't have or keep.
    This could only end one way.

  • @bacaworld7095
    @bacaworld7095 11 днів тому +1

    Can we go back to the candida thing? How did you get rid of it?

  • @jamesmichaelfrank
    @jamesmichaelfrank 18 днів тому +3

    Let's be REAL here .
    She was interested in the wrong type of guys right from the beginning in high school .
    Bad choices brought her to become a mess . It's par for the course .

    • @gk3330
      @gk3330 14 днів тому +1

      So ? Everyone has a journey

  • @joanneswyckmans5921
    @joanneswyckmans5921 26 днів тому +3

    I feel with you. I have felt rejected by my mother, my father and eventually society. I have had a weird experience, where it felt as if my spirit left my body and as if I was in the spirit world (on earth). I had some few paranormal interventions aswell, where I would enter the spirit world and someone would be there, someone no one else saw, talking in my head while he was standing right in front of me. I felt like I wanted to leave the planet at one point. Didnt go through with that though

    • @cathyandresiak
      @cathyandresiak 19 днів тому +2

      PRAY TO JESUS CONSTANTLY TO RELEASE YOU FROM WHATEVER ENITY IS MESSING WITH YOU! YOU ARE WORTHY AND LOVED BY JESUS!

  • @BrandonSampson-ti1ig
    @BrandonSampson-ti1ig Місяць тому +6

    This really hit me hard. This was a very amazing story to tell.

  • @charleschinedumgbemena1841
    @charleschinedumgbemena1841 2 дні тому +2

    "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, lean not on your own understanding, in all of your ways, LAY THEM AT HIS FEET" And He shall direct your path!! "

  • @vladimirnoriega5793
    @vladimirnoriega5793 День тому +1

    The guys that gave her attention should of never given her attention like nobody will give her attention and then see how you feel since you wanted attention

  • @ronniemillsap
    @ronniemillsap 23 дні тому +1

    thank you so much for your testimony Gayle

  • @slippyredd
    @slippyredd Місяць тому +1

    cool story i like her personality

  • @IllyaWilson
    @IllyaWilson Місяць тому +6

    Welcome to Canada... Land of the "Not Really Free".

  • @LADlifeafterdivorce
    @LADlifeafterdivorce 14 днів тому +2

    Once you let pandora out of the box it can never be put back.

  • @emmaken3016
    @emmaken3016 4 дні тому

    GOD richly bless you Gayle and keep you

  • @bendigiorgio2830
    @bendigiorgio2830 9 днів тому

    This woman is awesome. I wish her the best !!! ❤

  • @TRUTHandLIGHT4809
    @TRUTHandLIGHT4809 18 днів тому +4

    HATRED of self = promiscuity

  • @shaunpdaly
    @shaunpdaly 25 днів тому +2

    I just found you young man and must say Jesus walks with you

  • @lucidarose613
    @lucidarose613 Місяць тому +4

    I'm so happy you found Jesus, you are beautiful and worthy to be loved.

  • @charlesharmon4926
    @charlesharmon4926 12 днів тому +2

    That took a lot of courage to share your story. Praise the Lord you’ve found peace and May he continue to pour out blessings to you

  • @IAMCLEASBY1
    @IAMCLEASBY1 Місяць тому +4

    the legal age in Canada is different from province to province. for example Ontario is 19 but Quebec is 18. Canada is not one place it is a country where laws and rule depend on where you live within the country.

  • @heinerrojasmckenzie5081
    @heinerrojasmckenzie5081 20 днів тому +1

    Amazing content. She has the knowledge to help others. She is a brave survivor.

  • @agriculturalist3527
    @agriculturalist3527 11 днів тому +1

    Where's a link to Gayle's music, other art projects, business, socials?

  • @jenh1485
    @jenh1485 Місяць тому +5

    I relate to her as well, I looked for "love" and attention in all the wrong places the last couple of years after a hard breakup. I regret being curious about the dating apps, I met some bad apples and got involved in drugs for a bit. Though I didn't deserve it, God kept me safe and alive, and I've been trying to improve my life lately.

    • @amyc.peters1064
      @amyc.peters1064 23 дні тому +2

      I think sometimes He lets us fall a bit to show us where not to turn when we're in pain. He will step back and let us touch the hot stove so we really know why we shouldn't. You 100% deserved His protection in His eyes, He doesn't make mistakes. We were all born with sinful natures. He loved you the whole time. He loves you now. He will keep loving you, even if you fall again tomorrow.
      I find myself praying sometimes barely getting it out "please don't let me go"
      He hasn't since I started that❤

  • @supermanziggy
    @supermanziggy Місяць тому +1

    Thank you dear brother..

  • @Sakeandpurpose
    @Sakeandpurpose Місяць тому +1

    really courageous, i can definitly relate

  • @SouldOut92
    @SouldOut92 Місяць тому +13

    In Christ Jesus she is made clean.
    1 John 1
    9 If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness
    Luke 5
    31 And Jesus answering said unto them, They that are whole need not a physician; but they that are sick.
    32 I came not to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance.

  • @davidsaroea5530
    @davidsaroea5530 17 днів тому +4

    I've had sexual addiction for years. Still not sure how to break out

    • @almostfalse
      @almostfalse  16 днів тому +2

      Gayle says that many UA-camrs like Isaiah Saldivar and Alexander Pagani have helped her. Maybe take a look at some of their videos on the topic and see where God leads you. Sexual sin can be one of the hardest to break but nothing is impossible with Jesus.

  • @DeiontateBennett-cj1tl
    @DeiontateBennett-cj1tl 14 днів тому

    God bless you and keep u safe amen ❤️🙏😊

  • @hammerbro2125
    @hammerbro2125 9 днів тому +1

    Such a shame when kids feel afraid to confide something to their parents, due to the thought of reprisal....

  • @fionafitzpatrick9201
    @fionafitzpatrick9201 16 днів тому +1

    Trying to figure out that poster in the ceiling... looks sus

  • @sunbox4700
    @sunbox4700 21 день тому +9

    😢😢😢😢 this happens to too many women who try to be nice to men.

    • @user-bn2st5kx8h
      @user-bn2st5kx8h 13 днів тому

      Yeah, sad isn't it? .meanwhile if one can just pretend to be a b1tch they ll falsely perceive/assume higher value

    • @Rabbinicphilosophyforthewin
      @Rabbinicphilosophyforthewin 10 днів тому

      The mistake is that giving men what they think they want (sex) isn’t being nice to them.

  • @sayraflores76
    @sayraflores76 11 днів тому

    We all as women go through a lot.

  • @soldierup
    @soldierup 21 день тому +1

    She is such a profound story teller, what a powerful woman, I really enjoyed this testimony!! First time coming across your channel

  • @TheCrviera
    @TheCrviera Місяць тому +8

    Thank you for sharing your testimony. It's amazing when Jesus steps in heals and delivers! You realize how much love he has for you! Jesus healed and delivered me too from a different issue. 🎉❤❤

  • @gregprince5283
    @gregprince5283 5 днів тому +1

    She reminds me of that girl from the movie " just one of the guys " it's an 80's movie

  • @YAHWEH_TSIDKENU
    @YAHWEH_TSIDKENU Місяць тому +3

    I SO relate to her ❤

  • @levyoliver5363
    @levyoliver5363 10 днів тому +5

    Life is too short! Enjoy to the fullest!!❤😂🎉

  • @katieecat
    @katieecat 24 дні тому +2

    Bind the Spirit of rejection, spirit of double mindedness, spirit of lies, spirit of loneliness, spirit of lust in Jesus name. Whats bound on earth is bound in heaven.

  • @johnfritz2944
    @johnfritz2944 16 днів тому +4

    Classic story of a 5 trying to bat in the 9/10 league and gets constantly rejected outside of one night stands. Moral of the story, know your batting average and play in that league.b

  • @kevinruger8819
    @kevinruger8819 Місяць тому +16

    30:00 her: I’m knocked up and the guy is a train reck that’s been to prison!
    Reality: Most women want to give themselves to the bad boy and are completely turned off by the “square” who works and takes care of his responsibilities like a honest decent adult.

    • @deathvalleybro9320
      @deathvalleybro9320 5 днів тому +1

      alpha seed versus beta need. look it up, its very real in female biology.

  • @Traedaytrippin
    @Traedaytrippin Місяць тому +3

    Damn why can’t I get that lucky on tinder 😒😂

  • @tiffany6597
    @tiffany6597 19 днів тому +1

    The best advice she gave was waiting for God to approve of the one you should marry. I didn't do that and I regret it. I married my husband without asking God for His input and its a disaster. I want so badly to go back and change it and I can't. I'm stuck in this marriage now because God hates divorce and I don't want to go to hell. My husband isn't the worst person in the world but he isn't a match for me. I have everything I need materially. What I don't have is companionship, comfort, compassion, communication, leadership and trust. Those things are very important to me and I know God would have gave me that man if I would have waited on Him.

    • @gk3330
      @gk3330 14 днів тому

      Oh baby it’s not too late you don’t need a divorce but you can pray for compassion and all other things in the Marriage. Pray that your husband becomes a better husband

  • @david_n_nettey
    @david_n_nettey 6 днів тому

    I think she should look up the story of St Mary of Egypt

  • @joebeta1837
    @joebeta1837 15 годин тому

    I'm a guy. Many will say watching porn is bad. Well, when you're a kind, polite, hardworking, non-alcoholic drinking guy like me who has a good stable career, and no woman is interested, watching porn is the only way to get sexual relief. It's crazy how this woman was interested in guys who only want sex, yet I want a relationship and can't get anyone interested in me. No, I'm not fat or balding. Yes, I am respectful.

  • @sally-kz7nz
    @sally-kz7nz 24 дні тому +2

    I met my current partner on a dating site but you soon work out most of the men on these sites are either in a relationship and looking for a bit on the side or they just want very casual one date hook-ups. It took me about two weeks to work that out and that you have to be very discerning and careful if you want to find the few genuine guys who do want to find a real connection. Each to his own and im sure some women on these sites just want instant gratification too. So im not judging, but from what she says about the need for caring attention why she would sleep with 100 men hoping to find that? Shes not a teenager after all! So im skeptical about this lady's reasoning for her prior actions ..

    • @gk3330
      @gk3330 14 днів тому +1

      Have some heart.