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coffee: *straight to the floor*
The title hit me right in the heart bc I actually like being sad. I like having something to cry about and relieve my stress over. I like the warm baths and Netflix binge watching and the unhealthy eating. I like crying to the point I’m choked up. I guess I don’t like being sad because of the reasons that have caused my pain.
That's exactly how I feel...I don't wanna say I like being sad but there's a weird comfort in it. It's always there and I can always turn to it whenever I need it. Does that make sense?
Pauline 2.0 yes it makes complete sense to me. I thought I was the only one! I’m having quite a good day today, but I hope you are ok and I PROMISE you that one day you’ll start to feel better. Stay strong ❤️❤️
@@becky_anderson gosh, it feels good to not be alone with that weird feeling...I also thought I was the only one. Today was okay, I actually had a really good day , but then suddenly this wave of sadness hit me and I killed the mood ugh. I always do that and I feel so bad about it. But I hope that it will get better! Thank you so much, take care
Pauline 2.0 aww yeah waves of sadness always hit me for no reason :/. Glad you were ok for most of the day though! You take care too❤️
This is easy to relate to! While no one wants to be traumatized, I've found that sometimes, having old traumas triggered can be an incredible route to healing. I'm a happy personality by nature, so I struggle to access the pain and worry I keep inside of me at times. It's rare that something is able to trigger me to such a deep despair that I weep, but whenever it happens, I feel like I cleared out so much negative energy inside of me.
Do you, or does someone in the comments, ever get the feeling that they're partly responsible for the mental health issues? That maybe if you stopped thinking about it, stopped asking yourself so many questions about it, it would just go away? Like "shes not giving me enough attention anymore let's just leave it here"...
Amy Gn yes I often feel like this and then I feel so bad like I must want attention if I keep making stuff worse than it needs to be. It think it comes from the way our society views mental illness as if it’s in our control and something people can simply wish away. Truth is it’s far more complicated than that and we all need to go easy on ourselves and recognize that we are doing the best we can. We can celebrate small victories and be compassionate towards ourselves when things are tough.
big yes oh my god
when it all started, i used to think that. and idk if it would or not. but now i'm just deep in this shit and there is no way out.
I think sometimes that I could stop everything. And sometimes I'm sure I can beat it, but I also don't want to get better. I don't really understand it myself
My dudes it’s called imposter syndrome and good golly is it the worst
Watched u spill ur coffee and subscribed instantly
Somehow lately i feel less depressed after 9 months to a year of feeling like shit and it feels wrong..
Kai thats really good! If youre noticing other mood changes like mania or something it may be a point of concern but sometimes depression is just fucking weird like that xx
Saaame like it concerns me it almost makes me wanna be depressed and it scares me bc I’ve had this kind of like break before where I’m super happy and ik it doesn’t last forever.
@@jkwleodiiskakrnf oh u well i feel like shit again but i mean i could have kind of mania symptoms after drinking 6 cans of energy drink. But nah im always tired.
@@zaynighiacatchings9046 i thougt it would last forever...
@@jkwleodiiskakrnf also tjos made me stop with selfharm till now
i’ve linked my spotify in the description 🤩
I struggle with depression diagnosis too because I didn't feel like I was, but then when it gets really bad im like OHHH yeah, maybe I do have it after all
She answers it in the minute 22:26
You are welcome :)
Sorry if it sounds offensive but I totally understand that some people might feel interested in some parts and not in some others so that is why I said the minute where she answer the question on the title ;)
you & pip should collab with kati morton, would be very interesting :)) love your videos btw xxx
i would love that! she’s such a good youtuber and therapist!! xxx
Sophie Wood YES
There was time in my life when I was a teenager that I felt defined by my sadness, and in a really fucked way, I didn’t want to get better, i felt that my sadness made me interesting and different and I didn’t want anyone to be as sad as me. Flash forward I’m the least toxic, most positive person I know, I’m grateful for every moment and I do the law of attraction lifestyle
I completely get you about the high functioning depression thing. I think I'm still suffering with depression, it still creeps up on me every now and then but I don't feel 'depressed'. I get similar symptoms to you. Like you, I know what it's like to be rock bottom, so not being that doesnt feel like "real depression"
Same with me that’s exactly what I’m feeling rn
omg yes exactly x
Would love a video on ways to reduce appearance of scars (older ones ideally) xx love your videos as always thank you
Aloe vera is really good for scars
I’m really struggling with a relapse rn & this video couldn’t have come at a better time 💖 I love u & your videos sm x
same girl hang in there ur not alone ❤
My counseling session is literally me sitting in a dim room closing my eyes and talking to myself
How do you look so good in a headband? I just look like miss trunchball
It feels easier to follow a negative circle round and round rather than break out if it ... I feel like saying yes to things and getting out of your house slowly makes recovery possible, as well as trying not to feel ashamed of mistakes and set backs!! That's what i'm trying to tell myself anyways lol!
your advice is so important - thankyou for sharing 💗
Mental health Monday!! 😁 yay!! 💜💕💖💗💗💓❣️
30 mins of u???!!! Literal heaven
0:39 ''I had a vision'' if this isn't the most pisces thing I've heard.. cause sAME
I know why I sometimes don’t want to stop self harming 😐 it’s the whole competitive side and maybe if I had deeper cuts people would take me more seriously. Sorry to say that but it’s a struggle.
Needed this today, thank you, so much xx
needed this
Marie you're such a beautiful soul. You make me so happy 😊
OMG you answered my question 😱🤭 that has made my day 💙 your a living inspiration Marie, your so strong, stunning and just inspirational ❤️❤️❤️
The background of the quote was soooo much better. Thank you so much Marie. Xx
You're such an inspiration! Your videos help me so much! 😊💗
You’re such an inspiration to me 💗
Your videos always come at the right time. I’m seeing a councillor soon and I’m not sure I want to. What you said about experiencing joy made me realise why I want to get better, for my family and for my boyfriend, thank you x
you’re such an inspiration to me and many others, keep going strong!!! you’ve inspired me to do my own youtube channel💫
You are so wise and inspiring! Thank you for this video 💛
Thank you for being so open and honest in every video💓. You being open helps me to try and be open in my recovery. Thank you for being you xx
I haven't commented in a while but I wanna say that this video came just at the right time for me and has helped me so much. I have an important meeting today for my future and I was feeling so anxious about it. But I know I have to just get through this afternoon. It will be so good for me to have achieved it today. And that's what I'm gonna do for my recovery right now! Lots of love for you. Hope you're doing well ❤️
(also a thing that helps me want to get better and stay out of hospital is the thought of how much I missed my dog when I was admitted!)
I love your videos so much, thank you for giving me hope 💙 I hope you’re doing well! 💙
Love u sm 😁 ur so inspirational and the coffee spill is so relatable 😂❤️
Absolutely adore you girl Thankyou for such a good vid xxx
I understand you so well Marie 🖤
Your answer to the question at 22:22 is on point 👌 thanks Marie
Lots of love Marie 💕
Please could you do a video on podcasts that you listen to that are helpful as I really struggle to find ones that I actually find engaging... thank you for everything you do xxxx
WE LOVE YOU MARIE
Very powerful video, Marie xxx 💞
I really liked the deep part! I feel the same way (not wanting to waste my life being ill) because there is so much more to life!
Loved the video! Yes please for lives xx
you’re glowing in this vid marie✨!!x
Your videos are so helpful and calming to watch. Love you 💕
love you!
You’re so gorgeous omg
Do a video on what you do on your bad days!!💗xx
Meant to be trying to sort my sleep pattern out for sixth form next week but I am already late for your vid :)) love your vids! you really inspire me and I am now 6 months clean of self-harm. So I just wanted you to know you and your videos are the reason I ever opened up about my self harm. Your helping so many people, love u xxx
omg i love you!! 6 months 🥺🥺🥺 that’s bloody amazing!! you’re such a kind and lovely person to comment this - thankYOU!! it means so much to me. sending so much love to you 💞
Really loved this video! That intro with the coffe was honestly so relatable haha! 💗
😂😂😂😂
I haven’t formally been diagnosed with depression (Only anxiety), but I developed these illnesses while in therapy. I’ve gotten used to being so miserable all the time and I don’t care anymore. It’s not that I like being sad, but I just don’t have the energy to get better. My parents and therapist know I’ve self harmed but think I’ve stopped. I haven’t stopped and I don’t know how to tell them or if I should. Nothing is working right for me even with my medication and treatments I can’t stay well. It’s also incredibly exhausting keeping up this facade of being happy, talking to people, and keeping up with my hygiene. Im only 14 but it feels like life in general is against me. Nobody has realized I’m still doing bad and I’ve pretty much given up.
Sorry about that tangent but nobody knows who I am on here so I can say that stuff.
Also love you Marie! You’re so incredibly beautiful and strong. I’m inspired by you.
Hey, I would strongly encourage you to tell them about everything. Chances are it’s the medication not working with you, and I think just letting them in to know that you’re stroll struggling will help take away that burden of having to pretend like you’re happy. I wish you the best of luck
Honestly inspirational x
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So my therapists have said this to me . And it drives me crazy. Maybe deep down I didn’t . But now I am doing absolutely EVERYTHING in my power to get better
I am really going through a bad time but your videos help me so much
This video really helped me, I really appreciate you.
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Marie, you said you want to use what you’ve gone through for good. If you don’t know that you’re already doing this, you are ❤️ also I would love to see live Insta videos
thankyou so much clarissa😭💗 and yes i’d love to do some!! xxx
I feel like my experience of coming out of hospital is that I actually found it more isolating then hospital itself. It’s kind of like you forget that while your life is stagnant everyone else’s still goes on. So I think that’s definitely what I struggled with the most because it can be really lonely and scary. X
Omg I relate to this so much x
I literally can’t deal anymore. 😩 but you’re so gorgeous x
U ok?
I too was diagnosed with bpd and depression I deal with it the same way as you.I only realized the social part this year Im trying to go out on more dates and be social despite feeling so sad
You are beautiful and such a wonderful woman!!!! Stay strong pretty
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I'm really struggling with my mental health this past week. But watching your vlog has made me feel better and you are very inspiring. Love you ❤
sending massive hugs to you. keep going 💖
@@marieroseeee Thankyou lovely ❤. Really appreciate it😊. I'm trying. I hope you are doing ok today.
love uuu,
I totally get what you mean when you say you just want to live a mundane life and don't wanna be known as the depressed auntie, that thought has been a huuuuge reason (if not the main reason) I want to get better tbh. Also, to anyone who feels like they're stuck in a rut right now, you can come around to wanting to recover
Stunner !
love you!!!
so beautiful inside and out xoxo
i will watch the video and i love you but after how bad i feel with bpd and the fact i dont think im ever going to get better. of course i want to get better. i personally dont understand not wanting to get better. im missing out on living and im just existing. well ill watch the video now haha. xox
idk why, but your intro always makes me emotional
remember a clean room = a clean mind
so keep your room clean!
I had a similar experience with seeing elderly women in the hospital and being scared into recovery. I was I'm hospital around Christmas in 2013 and there was a women who asked one of the staff members if we'll get Christmas presents and he kind of laughed and said no. And so this woman responded: "but in 1990 when I was here on Christmas we did" And I was so shocked by that because I just thought: omg, she's been struggling with her mental health for more than twenty years, what if that happens to me as well o.O
Honestly Marie, every video you post you put so much time into and so much thought. Its appreciated by us all.
I love you so much lovely!
PS: this is hit or miss but could you possibly do a video on attachments? How you cope and what to do, I think it'll be helpful since I amongst others struggle with this a lot.
Just an idea though x
thankyou so much it honestly means the world!! and yes i really want to do a video on attachments!! xxx
Omg yes this would help so so much!!
I feel the same way when i try and explain my depression
Do you use any filters on your videos or do you have amazing lightning?
AhHHHhHhhH clicked so fast,legit.Lysm x
Love your videos. What’s your Spotify link?
She looks so beautiful in this video omd 😍😅
Another great video! Thank you! ❤ Can't find link to your Spotify. 🤔
linked it in the description!! xxx
Pleaaaaase put your Spotify playlist up! On insta or in the comments etc! Wanna listen to some bangerssss ❤️
Lana Roberts she did in another video and I have it so heres the link open.spotify.com/user/marieeesenechal/playlist/28vGrwmzb8v8Xpha2U2IvY?si=qIXIaducS8ew67m1t2Jntw
Wow your eyes are gorgeous
Those eyes x
There are alot of people who get really fixated into finding an answer and needing a diagnosis and I totally get that you would want a reason but it becomes rather unhealthy to A point they dont move on or let it pass they want it the problem to stay I guess also because they might be not done crying it's in a way of the disorder is gone but now you have problems due to it, when maybe it could of just passed away I dont know that's just the way I see it obviously it isnt for everyone.
I was on a waiting list to speak to someone for years. Eventually just gave up
TW
Talking mental health with my family/relatives wouldn't work.
It's a stigma in the real world and in my family we've added another one.
Lost my father and nearly my mother by suicide,
Lost a cousin as well, two other are on the pills for depression.
There's no way to ask them for help.
Maximalus i think if anything this would make them more understanding and definitely more willing to help and support you. As a family you’ve all seen first hand that being mentally unwell can result in something terrible such as suicide. It sounds like it’s definitely genetic in some way. But please seek help professionally, and try your best to talk to your family so that they can be there to support you. I’m sorry for the losses you’ve had and hope you feel better soon 💗
You find help, teachers, pastors,doctors, friends someone will listen
Anyone else with an eating disorder not wanting to recover for whatever reason? I’m struggling to recover. I do badly want to go back to old ways
What's your Spotify!? Need this enlightening music haha
Heres her positive playlist but you can go to her acc from there open.spotify.com/user/marieeesenechal/playlist/28vGrwmzb8v8Xpha2U2IvY?si=qIXIaducS8ew67m1t2Jntw
It can't be sad If it's metalcore or death metal :)
Early squad
Here !
i am having councelling because my school found out how low my mental health is/ was a week ago
Hi Marie, I’m starting college soon but I feel very detached from reality and I seem to be making bad decisions in my life because I just don’t care about it anymore, I don’t really want to go to college because my mental health is already bad and I’m not sure what to do. Do you have any suggestions? Love you always xxx
How are you now?
okuuur Im struggling with derealisation and depersonalisation and my anxiety is still very high so really not much change right now but I’ll be fine I always am xx
I guess theres a huge difference between not wanting to get better, but what if I want to get worse, is it even a mental health issue if I make my depression worse on purpose by saying awake and not eating and then having the question am I depressed or am I attention seeking or am i just messed up, does anyone else feel like this or am I just so messed up.
Hmm, sometimes I feel like this because I want people to take me seriously and feel like if my presentation isn’t like other people’s or worse, then they won’t take my pain seriously. Sometimes I question if it’s real, too, maybe I want it to be real because I’m so used to my feelings being undermined that I want to know what I’m experiencing is real. I think some of it is self hatred as well. Maybe you can relate to this? I hope you’re well, good luck with everything
@@lostotter1956 thank you!!!
Any advice with scars and swimming?
Perhaps you could find swimming gear that you feel most comfortable in, they have different lengths of sleeves that you could start out with as you start to get more comfortable.
I know it's hard but you just need to ignore when people looking at your scars and stuff, with the time you don't even notice it anymore ♥️
What if I take meds but when they take away the sadness im numb what do I do?
Kianna Justus have a cold shower
Find someone to talk to, maybe?
"oH FUCK"
"YOU ALRIGHT?"
Yayyyyyyyyy
Did you leave your Spotify? 💓
i have now!! xxx
oh, you're an introvert? i wouldn't have guessed, pegged you as an extrovert hehe. but its a compliment coming from me (introverted lily pad), love love your bubliness, optimism and spark. xx if you know the mbti, are you an e/infj?
infj 💗
What should I do about my shittier family members who belittle my mental illnesses and constantly tell me what I’m doing wrong in my journey?
My grandparents on my dads side literally asked me “what do you have to be depressed about? They just don’t get it and without saying “I’m suicidal and haunted by the visual thoughts of killing myself everyday” I don’t know how to help them see how it affects me.
ive got almost exactly the same thing when I tired to overdose I was ridiculed. my way to deal wih it is to just talk to my teachers, yes they will call your parents but I just choose not to answer their questions
What’s ur Spotify?❤️
i linked it in the description xxxx
Heyaa
That coffee’s straight out of the kettle, but I’m gay out of the closet🌈✨🦉
I felt like I didn't want to get better before I went to a twenty one pilots concert. They saved me
Thyra Ulekleiv me too. Stay strong ||-//
James Bendall you too II-//