My Best Friend Died
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- Опубліковано 7 лют 2025
- After a break from social media to grieve, I am here to tell you all what happened. I ask for nothing but kindness and respect for myself and her family as we deal with the loss of our beloved Tara (aka Mackey).
I’m sorry. My best friend died. I’m still in denial. I want him back.
Same
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Me too
My friends too, I still cant say it out loud
Oh honey it’s okay... Don’t forget to take time for yourself 😊
That is such a great message
Work gave me 1 day off when dis shit happend
I’m so sorry for your loss, Mickey. May your friend’s memory be a blessing and her dear soul rest in peace. Blessed is the True Judge xxxxxxxxxx
I'm so sorry for your loss, sending my love to Tara's loved ones xx
Awwww, the loss of a best friend....there is nothing like it. It's a very particular kind of loss.
There are no words! My boyfriend & best friend! Passed away very suddenly! It's a hard time remember the moments you spent with her! She is always going to be around all of her loved ones! You grew because of her & vice versa! Sending tons of love & hugs!
It's weird that UA-cam suggested this video I've followed you for a few years Mickey , I just lost my best friend of 18 years ,last night this video hit me so hard it's absolutely devistating I know the situation isn't the same but I do know the feeling of losing your best friend it hurts so bad, I was just diagnosed with lung disease on the 20th and he passed 4 days later God bless you Michelle thank you for making this video it has help me immensly , I'm a Christian as well , I just keep faith and know that all things happen for a reason . O just wanted to thank you . Miss your videos your a beautiful loving person !!! May God be with you 🙏🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️ ❤️ I sp clearly remember me qns you and Tara talking all night Christmas even qnd it was so fun . She was amazing and so sweet . She always sent me such beautiful messages.
I'm so so sorry mickey. I've only just saw this video as I've only been following your journey over the past week. Was happy to find you your such an inspiration. I know from your past videos that tara was your go to. I'm so sorry for your loss love and prayers to you and your family and Tara's family also. Xx sending you hugs xx
I lost my best friend 3 weeks ago. I'm sure my children are older than you are, but, we all feel the loss of someone special in the same way. We were both diagnosed around the same time, although of different ailments. we were there for each other, to deal with the frustration, the pain, and everything else. 2 years ago she moved about 2,000 miles away. We texted and spoke several times a day since then. There's a huge empty hole in my heart, because she was my person! Having lost my mom two years ago, I can tell you that it does get better. I haven't been able to go on social media because everyone is mourning her loss I just can't do it on social media. Take care of yourself, let yourself feel the grief, and be good to yourself.
I relate to you so much Mickey!
My best friend Bevy, whom I met thru social media also passed away last summer from stage 4 cancer.
We were so close, and both strong Christians. She was my person, wholeheartedly.
Take care sweetheart. A Grief journey can rip our hearts apart. Sending you love and light! 💖
I am extremely sorry for your loss, I am giving you a virtual hug, you are an amazing person and I hope you find a wonderful new friend but always remember her
This story made me cry so hard. I can't imagine what that must have been like for you to go through!😞
I (probably we all) understand that you needed some time to grief, sending you strength 😘❤️❤️😭
You're being so strong! I know exactly what you mean by 'my person' and I don't know how I could cope without her. I'm so so sorry for your loss, but thank you for keeping on sharing your stories. You're brave and inspirational, and I wish you all the luck in the world!
Sending you my condolences on the loss of your person. I understand. I lost my person last year & she was battling cancer like me & was always there for me. I’m in Australia but am always happy to chat with you. I’m on Instagram. I send prayers & hugs. 💕💕🙏
You were one of the people that taught me about EDS and I spent a few years trying to figure it out honestly but I was diagnosed a little over a year and a half ago after I had my daughter.
It's so wrong. I miss her 2am replies to me. Instagram has a hole without her.
And it has had a hole without you, but understandably so Xxxxx take time angel xxxxX
So sorry to hear!! Sending love and peace your way!!!
I’m so sorry to hear about your loss. Please stay with us online. I was just diagnosed with EDS after years of pushing myself through what I thought were just personal short comings. Please continue to share your strength and attitude towards life. You don’t know how much it is helping me get through the days that I just don’t want to do it anymore.
Take as long as you need . I get it . I understand I had a close friend pass to , She was killed in a car accident last year. I'm so sorry for your loss . Hope things look brighter soon ☀️
I am so so sorry. She will be missed greatly. You are so loved and so supported here! Sending prayers and light your way
I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my best friend 3 months ago from a medical condition I have. I know we will both see them and be able to hug them in heaven some day. ❤️
I'm so sorry for your loss, tara will be with you for all of time💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕
i know how this feels and i am so sorry. we are all here for you💓
I feel so sorry for you the exact same feeling happened to me with my best friend she died when she was eight and her last name was also MacDonald, I'm still sad but trust me you will be able to share more memories soon. It's been almost two years for me and I'm ready to show that I can talk about her without crying. You are amazing so stay strong.
I'm so sorry for your loss ❤️
I’m so proud of you that you have come this far!🤍💞And just remember you will get to be able to hug her in heaven and tell her how important she is to you💞And also little off topic but your gorgeous🥰
I am so sorry for your loss. I know how hard it is to have a best friend pass. I lost one of my best friends and she is always missed and in my heart. Sending you my prayers and a big hug. 💜
I'm just seeing this, keep strong, I lost my best friend on my birthday on April 14 of 2019 due to a gunman. It was the most tragic day of my life. I will never have a birthday again because of this. To this day 8 months later I still agree I will never have a birthday party or gathering again. I never got to see her funeral because it was a different state and I couldn't make it and it made me breakdown. Just stay strong and keep up positivity
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Rooney Taing WTF is WRONG with you!!!!! I can’t believe you would respond that way to this emotionally comment!!!!!!!!!
I’m So Sorry J James21
Some people don’t deserve to be here
Keep pushing sweetheart
It's ok guys, I forgive his ignorance, he is uninformed. Just let us remember our loss😩😭😓
Same here i lost my best frien 2 days ago (28th feb 2021 ..I feel very bad wwithou her i m nothing im miss hee
Thank you for sharing. I lost my best friend last week on the 28th. I had just talked to him and we were planning my bday in tulum in May. He passed away unexpectedly as well due to a heart condition so i never got to say goodbye either. I’m happy your video came into my algorithm bc it’s been super hard. May your bestie continue to rest in peace.
Sorry for your loss of your friend! My prayers are with you! I am here for you! I miss my grandma, I would love to have one more day with her!
Thank you for this video 😢! I was trying to find something to watch because I just got pulled aside from one of my bosses a half an hour ago to find out that my closest friend that I work with just died from a car crash. This was last Sunday but didn’t tell me till today. I’m just in shock right now and I feel empty inside. 💔🥀
Love you Mickey. I’m here if you need someone to talk to and relate to.
I'm so sorry you lost your best friend and had nobody else to talk to. Everyone should have somebody to talk to. Always here for people to talk, impartiality. Sending you love, hope, courage and strength. Big hugs x
I am so sorry for your huge loss. Thinking of you and her family during this difficult time.
I'm so sorry. I was 21 when my best friend was murdered and I'm now 46, I still miss him every day. It is difficult but it does get easier. I know he is watching over me.I'll love him forever but I live life to the fullest because that is what he'd want me to do. Your friend is watching over you too.
my heart truly breaks for you. i wish healing for you ❤️
Of all the videos I could've watched, yours stood out the most. I couldn't tell you why. And then 5 minutes, you say that people call you Mickey. My best friend who past away almost 2 months ago, his name was Miki. What an absolute trip. Thank you for making this video. Miki's passing was so sudden, and I can say with all honesty that it has been the hardest loss I've never dealt with. Thank you for this
I’m so very sorry for your loss. My heart is hurting for you and her whole family. God Bless and May she Rest pain free in Heaven.
You can definitely have more than one best friend 💞💞
Sorry for your loss.
Sending all of my love to you, your family, and Tara's family! ❤❤❤❤ Thinking of you all at this tough time xx
I am so so sorry sweet girl. Prayers for you for comfort during this difficult time. 🙏😢🙏🙏
I’m sorry for your loss, make sure you mourn but not too heavily, as I’m sure your friend would not want you to be depressed ❤️
I am so so so sorry for your loss. Take time to grieve and do whatever you need to do we will respect what you choose to do ❤❤❤❤
My heart goes out to you, her family, friends and anyone who was affected by the amazing Tara 💕🙏😥
@@usamarafieck1715 Disrespectful much?
Sorry for your loss. Take your time and focus on your health and stay positive and if you ever wanna chitchat I'm here and I can see everyone else here and all of your subscribers will be here for you. She is in peace now and even though you didn't get to hug her or whatever I'm sure she is with you everyday.
I also lost my bff. It was the HARDEST thing ever and I don't think anything else could be more painful and hard to deal with than losing someone you love. you're not alone.
Sorry for your loss. I wish this wasn't something you were having to go through. Glad you have support through this. Thinking of you and hoping the year gets a lot better from here. x
God bless you...I just lost my very dearest and closest and most wonderful bestie EVER...she was so many things to me...like...a sister, a mom, and counselor, and personal assistant and shopping partner and sooo much more! We used to go on these wild and fun adventures together and she was such a fun, dear, spontaneous, genuine, sincere, adorable person. I could talk to her about ANYTHING and anytime...(she would always call me back and encourage and support me....before her, most of my previous friends were only mere acquaintances by comparison...and also, before I met her I can quite honestly say that I never even EVER really had a real and TRUE friend who ACTUALLY treated me the way she did. God brought this angelic women into my life to heal my tattered heart and she was the sweetest soul sister...and she was SUCH A FREE SPIRIT! She used to help me with my flea market biz and that was not something any other girl friend even really wanted to do but SHE LOVED it! She would love to go treasure hunting with me and would say, “Ha haaaa! We are Two Gypsies”!!! And we would laugh so hard...and she would dance anywhere...if you were in the grocery store and a good song came on she would dance in the isle with the most beautiful smile on her face and twinkle in her eye.....then sadly she died suddenly and tragically. She had another friend who had died from cancer and it would take me to long to explain all the heartbreaking details but due to so many things related to this extremely difficult year (2020), she was very stressed and then her other pal died...she was feeling quite deeply saddened and though she and I had sooooooooooo many wonderful plans....(we had road trips planned and she was going to come with me to my hometown and meet my mom and sister and see my step dads Christmas tree farm and so visit all the beaches and lighthouses etc etc etc....and last week we were going to spend the day decorating the Christmas trees in my buildings lobby and make it into a fun party with Christmas music and hot cocoa and a nice lunch and then watch a fun Christmas movie and hang out like we so loved to do....but she called me saying that she was feeling very very tired and also, deeply traumatized after seeing her friend Sandy dead...(who died from a long battle with cancer)...she said that she was feeling very tired and just wanted to take some days to rest....so I would check in on her each day....she was very much in very deep emotional pain and physically weak...(not at all her normal self, which was super cheerful, funny and lighthearted and full of energy...then she said to me, “I don’t know what this is buy my face feels very weird and my chest hurts...I think I need and EKG”. So I pleaded with her to immediately see the doctor but she was too scared to visit the hospital because of COVID and she thought that if she went to the hospital and caught COVID she might pass it to her aging mother and she didn’t want to risk that....she thought that just a few days rest could be the cure she needed....(though I insisted she please go to the hospital immediately...then she called me the next day and said very seriously, “ If I don’t make it I just want you to know that I have had a wonderful life and I have had such a great time doing all the things I love and experienced so much! I really lived my life to the fullest and I love you”...I told her,” I love you” like we always did, being just like sisters, we always were comfortable expressing our love and appreciation for each other...but this time was different....this time was goodbye...
Right after that call her she finally asked her son to drive her to the hospital where she collapsed into a full blown stoke and then was in a coma....and then had another stoke the next day....we all prayed and wished for her swift recovery but it wasn’t meant to be....she died right away.....she always used to say to me,” if I ever become ill or injured DO NOT LET THEM keep me on life support because I NEVER want to go out like that....she even knew how she wanted her memorial to be like wayyyyy before she even died.....
Now we are planning her memorial and its going to be combined with that of her other close friend Sandy...I am sure they both would be so pleased with this....She was such a unique and special person and really I have NEVER had anyone care for me even half as much as the way she showed it...It was a gift form God and I shall treasure all that she taught me and hold her in my heart as long as I live...I believe that God sends us very special people on purpose to bring us the love and comfort and friendship that literally changes us in so many wonderful ways...and has SUCH a profound effect in our lives and to us that....even after they have passed on from this physical world, their influence and their spirit are always with us and literally become part of us so that even after years have gone by...they are still a great influence in your life...and not only that, we don’t know all the details of what happens on that other side and God is compassionate and kind and I bet they are still there watching over us in ways that only he knows....God bless you and thank you for your heartwarming story about your dear friend....I so relate and like you, my friend Virginia was my “go to” and I’m still struggling not to text or call her every day since she only passed on just the other day and I cannot get used to the fact that we cant have our daily chats......i will have to grieve and ask God for the best way to accept this new phase of life....blessings to you....❤️
I love you so much! Your the best person on UA-cam! We can do this together! Your amazing♥️♥️♥️♥️😘
So sorry for your loss. May our Father's unending peace and love bring you comfort.
I’m sending you lots of prayers, love, support, and healing. Grieving the loss of such an important person in your life is so hard. Grief comes in waves and it’s a difficult ocean to navigate. Stay strong!! God’s light shines through your strength!! 💪🏻❤️🙏🏻❤️
Sending huge hugs Mickey 💛 I’m sure Tara would be so proud of you
Hey lovely what beautiful words you know Tara will be with you always I know we haven’t met either but I see you as one of my friends I watch many of your videos and believe it or not they’ve helped me through some of the hardest times with my E.D.S so I thank you with all of my heart 💓 x here if you ever need anything anytime x
I feel your pain my best friend died this past weekend I am here for you ❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹
I got shock news about my friend’s death two years ago and I still expect to see her. The phone call no-one wants
I'm so sorry for your loss ❤️
Helen James thanks. I still expect to see her
I just saw your TikTok you looked so happy on this video and that email in the middle of the night you were in a mental hospital and you look so strong and you shouldn’t put in a smile for people you are beautiful and every one loves you xx
This is the first video I'm watching from you and I already like you. Stay strong and take the time you need
I was also a figure skater. Sending you all so much love 💜💜💜
Prayers for you and her family hun. Think of HAPPY memories and conversations and hold on to those. That's what I do since my grandma passed away in april. It makes me smile thinking of our funny times.
I just lost my best friend in a motorcycle accident while we're riding together in May when he went down and was crush it's been so hard for me I'm looking for ways to cope even months later my chest hurts when I think of him. Just watching this video and hearing your story has made me feel so much better everything you said was so spot on on how I'm feeling thank you so much♥️
I lost my best friend suddenly a year and a half ago. Grief is hard, it keeps rearing its ugly head at random, inconvenient times. ❤️❤️ so sorry you’re going through this. Keep reaching out, talking about her, it helps.
I’m sorry for your loss. More videos I would like to see is stuff about Ed’s, maybe another q&a, stuff about your diagnosis over the years to this point with dates you got your wheelchair and port and other stuff and how many years you have been diagnosed when you got these helpful things. By the way I have Ed’s too, just like you and want to know more!
I’m so sorry for your loss! Sending lots of love and prays to you and her family ❤️
Oh Mickey, I'm so sorry for your loss. But I'm so glad you came on and gave us an update. UA-cam videos are the only platform I see you on. I really missed watching your videos. You don't know how helpful you have been in my own walk with EDS. I've never met you, but I feel so connected to you, and love you, nonetheless.
Grieving is different for everyone, and there is no expiration date on time it takes. I find it's like a rollercoaster with ups and downs, but over time the ups and downs are not quite as big. Take time to sit in the arms of Christ, and just be. (( Hugs))
Mickey I am so sorry for your loss. I know how hard it is to lose a best friend or someone close to you m. I know it is hard now and it seems like things will never get better but I promise you they will just hang in there and know that she isn't in any pain and she is not suffering anymore and most important she is watching over you. Love you and will keep you in my thoughts❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I have many best friends, and I think that each of us have a special bond in our own ways. I feel your pain I lost my Great Grandmother in 2009 and she was one of my people. I will keep you in my prayers and may God bless
Of course you took time away, no one with a caring heart will judge you for that. We should all be so lucky to have a friend like her; they are rare and extremely special. Take care of yourself first, no pressure to push things before you're ready. Sending hugs!
It’s okay, you just have to stay positive no matter what, I lost my friend Nikola today after a failed heart transplant and honestly, I just didn’t know what to do. I came across this video and it’s honestly devestating, but you were so brave throughout the whole thing. We’re all here for you 👍🏻
I found this channel because of grief. I lost my cousin who is also my best friend yesterday. Words fail me at this point.
I am so so sorry for your loss... I'm praying for you and your family!!
I am so sorry. My heart goes out to you!!! I was just diagnosed with EDS (Gene still unidentified). Hearing you cry breaks my heart... Greetings from Finland. This was very unexpected. Please take all the time you need to heal. We're here for you.
Sorry for ur loss 🥺 I also lost my bff ... a few years ago I just had her when I was four to six and I was really real,y sad and we also lived together and it was soo sad the day she passed 🥺 I told her EVERYTHING absolutely Everything am not gonna tell more couse I will legit cry the rest of the day.
I’m So Very Sorry For Your Loss Prayers To Your Family And Hers !
So sorry to hear about your friend. I so know the feeling I lost my bestfriend a couple of years ago. It still is hard at times especially at the times when I needed her the most. I still will use her coffee cup and will have coffee and talk to her. She was and always be my person. I'm here for you if you need a friend. Sending you hugs and prayers.
Thanks for sharing. I lost a best friend unexpectedly too in recent years ❤ Grief often comes in waves. Grieve in whatever way you need, whenever you need for as long as you need {Hugs} 💖💕
Today I too lost my best friend. And I completely understand your pain. She was dying of pain due to cancer in front of me and I was really helpless. But now she finally got rest of her immeasurable pain and now she can rest in peace🙏
Many gentle hugs and prayers for you and your family. It is so hard to get to know those who live with our illnesses who are just as sick as we are and we never get to meet. We never get to hug each other. We never get to attend major life vents even the opportunity to say our final good byes. It is very tough. Many gentle hugs honey. Many. So understand.
I have learned one thing with EDS, MCAD, and POTS; Each day is not promised. Each day is truly a treasure and should be lived to its fullest. Hugging someone a little longer than normal is perfectly okay, not wanting to hang up the phone because you just want to talk a little bit longer is a blessing. I am so sorry for your loss. She truly had a great friend in you and now she is your guardian angel.
Oh no 😢 this is heartbreaking. Honey I’m so incredibly sorry. ❤️
We are all here for you in the healing process! I love you!
Oh no! I am so sorry, Mickey.
My best friend just passed away today so I know how you feel. I just got done crying so hard because I miss him. He got into a severe car accident. I feel awful. P.s. you've earned me as a sub!
Oh sweetheart :( I feel devastated for you, Losing someone so close is always so difficult. I'm thinking of you
I’m so sorry for you 😞 I hope everything gets better❤️
Do you have any videos of your friends?
So sorry for your loss. I have never experienced having a friend like that. Praying for you
Always here for you, sweetheart xxxxx
My best friend, Jaunita passed yesterday and I found your video on UA-cam. Sorry for your loss! 😢❤
Omg I am so sorry for your loss. You just take your time on everything mourning your healing and your health is number 1. I can't even imagine what you're experiencing. But we're all here for you.
Oh sweetheart I’m so sorry,, Hugs, Thoughts and Prayers going your way. My best friend was diagnosed with Alzheimer’s and she has been my person for close to 30 years. It’s hard, reach out when you need to talk. Stay close to the people who love you.
Aw sweetie. Thinking of you and her family. Kisses and prayers from England. X
I'm here for you, Mickey. Hugs! ♡♡♡ praying every day.
Sending thoughts and prayers to you and Tara's family!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Just know we are all never alone and we all have each other. Having to deal with vEDS and cEDS has been challenging, so thankful that we live each day as it comes. You are so brave sharing this to us and I would love a q&a for upcoming videos.
I’m sorry for your loss. I recently lost my best friend. Feels strange, the world without him. Going out, looking around, the world is turning without him and it doesn’t feel right. I can relate to a lot of what you said in this video. Still having trouble looking for answers this why I’m here. Thanks for posting.
I lost a childhood friend - Danny - in a London, England pedestrian road traffic accident years and years ago when I was a child too; although I have in many ways recovered from the loss of my friend Danny I shall never really lose him - Danny exists in my mind and in other's minds as well. Grief is an emotion everyone experiences - as is loss; yet in such grief and loss, love itself remains.
So sorry for your loss sweetie. Grieving is so hard. It will get better as time goes on.
Friend of mine whom I had known for almost 30 years passed away unexpectedly aged 43 last July. Over half a year later there still is no way to comprehend. They say time is a healer. I just might not have done enough time yet. Stay strong
I'm so sorry for your loss. It sounds like you two had something very special in each other. The grieving process takes time, take care of yourself.
I'm so sorry for you loss, hugs to you. Take all the time you need to heal we will be here when you come back.😭💗🤗💔💞