Grabe po Ptr Paul... Kayo po ang living testimony ng "A righteous man may fall seven times, he will get up eight." I pray marami pa pong tao ang makarinig ng testimony mo. God bless po!
"We are all broken people so you don't stand there thinking you're above someone else. Lahat tayo basag". These words hit me so hard. Thank you Lord for showing me this Interview. 😭
@jjang_dong nasa tao gawa Nasa Diyos ang awa not coming from you na isang tamad na nabubulok diyan sa pinas. Wag lagi e asa sa Diyos ang awa magbanat ka ng buto puro Diyos sisi niyo toxic catholic culture.
I am born Catholic. But I remembered attending a CCF mass in Cebu City because my half-brother invited me. It was the time when I was so dumped and down. The moment the crowd sung "STILL" as my favorite line goes, "Be still and know that I am God", that's when I know God is with me and that I should arise and move on. I will never forget that moment of HOPE. Going forward, I owe every little thing to HIM since that instance. ♥
Isaiah 54:7 For a brief moment I abandoned you, but with deep compassion I will bring you back. In a surge of anger I hid my face from you for a moment, but with everlasting kindness I will have compassion on you,” says the LORD your Redeemer.
I’m a Renewed Catholic at minsan nakikinig ako sa preaching ng CCF. At na experienced ko din ito 3 times pero hindi naman ako namatay. But I thank God because of those trials happened in my life now I realize that we will experience problems, trials and difficulties to make us grow in our faith. Since pandemic na nawalan ng trabaho ang aking mga anak, nag asked sila ng family prayer meeting. At nagkaroon kami ng Openness sa mga pinagdaanan naming problema sa pamilya na muntik ng masira. Ngayon thank God kasi na experience ko ang sarap ng buhay because of inner peace and joy.Year 2018 I was crowned Mother of the Year in the church the question was”What is the best lesson you have learned as a mother?” I think the best lesson I have learned as a mother and wife as well, when we experienced problems, trials and difficulties in the family but we are able to overcome because of God’s Power of Love. I know the devil has come to steal, kill and destroy specially the good relationship in the family but Love Conquers All. Totoo, noong maliliit pa ang mga anak ko hindi kami nagaaway sa harap ng mga bata nalaman ng panganay ko ang problema sa ama nila 18 years old na sya. Pero salamat sa Dyos ngayon masaya ang aming pamilya because of God’s Mercy and Grace. God bless you Miss Toni, your family and the Congregation may the Love and Light of God shine upon you always.
Ang Dios lang ang pwedeng tumapos ng kwento ng buhay ko❤ These phrases strikes me.. tutuo naman na that our Abba Father is the beginning and the end of our lives. Such an inspiring and moving life testimony Sir Pastor Paul. Patnubayan po kayo lagi ng Panginoon.❤ Thanks Miss Toni G.
Minsan dumadaan sa buhay ng tao ang feeling lost, pero gagawa talaga si Lord ng way na ipakita na nandiyan lang sia para sa atin ♥️ Thanks for sharing this 🙏🏻
Thank you Pastor Paul for sharing your story. I too, is going through but by God's grace, I am still standing. Now I know that God has still plans for me.
I’m resisting to watch this video. I said that “I do not need to watch this”. But by God’s providence he let me. Why? Because there is a message from Me (God). Thanks Toni and Ptr. Paul. Now it’s literally I’m getting back to the ministry of sharing God’s words after a long pause. God bless us all.
If you are reading this right now , remember : BETTER DAYS ARE COMING. BE PATIENT. No regrets in Life , just lessons learned. YOU'RE GOING TO BE SUCCESSFUL! 🔥☝️💯
"We are all broken people, so you're not standing there because you're above someone else. Lahat tayo basag! It really humbled me. It increases my hope and joy! Magpapatuloy para sa kapurihan ng Panginoon gaano man kadumi or kapangit ang ating mga pinagdaanan, ang mahalaga, bangon lang at mag focus sa purpose ng Panginoon. Blessings to you Pastor Paul for sharing your amazing testimony 😇
I lost my daughter in 2017 thru suicide. She jumped from our 14th floor unit, she was just 12. A lot of people judge us that we pressured her. I thank God because almost 7 years now as we walk on this painful journey, Lord has never abandoned us and taught us 3 lessons.
Hi, My mom is still in the ICU for almost 4 months. Sinabihan din kami na di na siya magigising nung 1st week niya. or makina nalang tlga din and gulay tlga incase. My mom suddenly wake up after a month :( Nag thetherapy na siya now since nagagalaw na niya feet and hands niya. nakakaintindi na din. God is really good. I never believed in miracles pero lahat ng sinasabi ng doctors sobrang iba sa pinapakita ni Lord 🥰❤️
I'm one of them Pastor Paul na tinulungan mo by your testimony..God richly bless you both and more people will touch by your testimony to give their life to God..thank you 🙏 ❤️ 😊
God loves you and He knows your struggles. Lapit ka po sa kanya and tell your problems to. Ask for anything because He is faithful and true to His words that whatever you asked as long as you believe, it shall be given to you.
On this chaotic times, we need inspirational and eye -opener stories like Pastor Dolphy Jr. and Pastor Paul. Thank you Toni, i am moved by your shows , hopefully more on this kind. God bless !
The best talk show! Ever! Inspirational and motivating. Real life stories that tell’s about not just survival but living with hope in Christ! Mga episodes were God have changed people, they are real!
I remember everything by this story ... grabe! How many times I fall but- a hundred times He rise me. God choose a broken vessel to Glorify His name kasi alam niya available vessel and humble ang mga durug na durug.
He woke up after 3 days of coma.. Jesus rose from the dead after 3 days.. wow!! So God put you in a place of your life now to evangelize people, to spread His good news! So powerful message of total surrender to our One and True God ! Keep it up Pastor!
I grew up without the help of anyone in terms of school activities, assignment,projects. lahat Yun ginawa ko ng ako lang. yes never ako nag top 1 and never den ako bumagsak. hindi ako matalino but never kong naisip na wakasan Buhay ko dahil lang sa pressure and failures ko. now graduate nako ng college and nag apply ako sa ibat ibang company. pinasa ko lahat ng interviews pero bumagsak ako sa medical. I found out that I have PTB . bumagsak Mundo ko pero hindi bumagsak pananalig ko sa nasa taas. kaya sa mga nakakaranas ng failures, just surround yourself with positive people. talk to God and embrace him
Kung natuluyan xa sa suicidal tendencies nya, derecho xa sa hell. But God loves him so much na binigyan sya nag maraming pagkakataon pra mabago ang sarili nya at he’s on the mission to serve & glorify God. God is indeed a God of many chances. 🙏
Ito yung patunay that God examines our heart, like David, he admires Paul of his authenticity when it comes to his heart towards the Lord. So, if God is for us, who can be against us! Glory to God forever and ever. Amen!
I praise God for the life of Pastor Paul. His journey has been so tough but with God’s grace He kept u alive. You are one of my favorite Pastors of CCF. Please continue what you do because you are really good of delivering God’s message. ❤
Halos same story kami ni Pastor Paul, yung nasira lahat my reputation pero laging pinapakita ni Lord kung san tayo masaya at marealize natin ito yung plano nya , Stay humble and faith. I always told to my self na itong nagawa kung ikababagsak ko is a great story that I can share with people, nephews and niece kung paano ako bumangon . Sobrang nakaka inspired.
What I realy love about this channel is that Miss Toni lets the guests tell their story..di gaya ng ibang talk shows na na dodominate masyado ng host ang takbo ng show..to the point na imbis yung guest yung mag tell ng story, yung host yung maingay..
Kapapanood q kaninang morning sa live Sunday preaching while your demostrating Gideon story(ang ganda ganda po ng smile nio don)Im crying and smiling while watching,lalo po tumaas respeto ko sainyo.Indeed a man of God,God bless you more❤
Salamat sa pag share ng buhay mo pastpr paul,. Kung napa aga lang sana itong episode na ito at napanuod namin sana maybe buhay pa ang 19 y.old na anak ko.. Feb 11, 2023.. God bless pastpr paul..
Challenge story... When it comes to God no one is perfect, no one is rich and poor. We are all the same, we created us with purpose... I like your story Pastor.
Grabe umiyak ako dito😢😢.. God grace is more than enough🙏❤.. I am broken but It is God who works in me, to will and act to fulfill his good purpose.. Salamat sa testimony nyo Pastor Paul marami ako natutunan . Gagawin din ni Lord sa buhay namin kung paano ka ngtagumpay ...To God all be the glory!! Hallelujah🙏❤🙏🙏
All the bible verses that Pastor Paul mentioned and all his challenges and triumph in life is amazing! When God calls his children on a mission he would be there for you no matter what happens along the way of your calling in life. You might not understand they why's ? but he will always guide you. What an inspiring child of God. Pastor Paul, hoping the best in your calling and praying that you would achieve everything you wish for.
I am happy to witness God's hands in you. I too am a living testament of God's grace & mercy. From 2020, I surpassed 4 major operations and 2 COVID. At my age of 40, I have life long condition of Hiatal Hernia, Lymphedema, Type2 Diabetes and now a CKD warrior and dialysis patient. Seems impossible to carry but indeed HE works wonders and nothing is impossible with the Lord. 🙏
1st time I joined Ccf sunday service, si pastor paul ang nag serve. He is so devoted and he really preach with passion. Not knowing what he’s been through. Thanks fr this vid
Thank you Ma'am Toni and Pastor Paul, I can so relate with your experience, pls. Pray for my children to get closer to God. You're all an inspiration! 😘🙏
so encouraging...❤️🙏🙌 talagang tama ang sabi sa Bible 1. ang katalinuhan ng mundo ay kamangmangan sa Dios.. 2. nais ng Dios ang pagpapakumbaba 3. Ang Dios ay nagbibigay ng maraming pagkakataon ❤️
Thank you po Pastor for your story. When you said how we are broken people, na kahit nagserve ka lang ng tsaa nun, you know that God valued you, and will use you... that made me rethink. My life circumstances now are challenging to me, and I feel like I've been broken and messed up by stuff, but thru this God reminded me that He values me and will use what I have for His glory. God is indeed amazing, and great is His love towards us..
Isaiah 54:7 For a brief moment I abandoned you, but with deep compassion I will bring you back. In a surge of anger I hid my face from you for a moment, but with everlasting kindness I will have compassion on you,” says the LORD your Redeemer.
Beautiful testimony! Heart warming and truly inspiring! Nobody can heal anyone no matter how crushed one thinks and make one whole again, except our Lord Jesus Christ! He is an awesome, loving God who cares for His children like nobody can. Glory to God 🙌🙌🙌
Amen! I'm so glad that you found healing and hope in Jesus Christ. He is truly a loving and caring God, and He is always there for us, no matter what. I'm praying for you and your continued journey with God.
Toni: #We are all Broken People #We are all living with Judgement Thank you, Toni for listening 'diligently' to Pastor Paul, (and I did too) Such a powerful interview ... ANOTHER LIFE is EXTENDED
Thank you for this story Pastor Paul and Toni G for sharing story. Kanina lang I was asking God yo take me na kasi pakiramdam ko sobrang hirap nako and sa back ng mind ko gusto ko na mawala. I was diagnosed ng depression with anxiety. Thank you Lord for this story.
blessed you Pastor ang dami kong luha at dami ko pong natutunan sa kweto nyo we are all broken in different ways pero hindi natin makakayanan kung wala si God. Lumakas ang loob ko nung narinig ko yung testimony nyo sa Diyos ang papuri
mga ganitong mga content tlga yung gustong gusto ko sa toni talks,, hope sana laging ganito po,, nakaka incourage po,, subrang na bless po ako sa testimony ni pastor Paul,,,
Thank you for this! I was diagnosed with diabetes, panic disorder and bipolar disorder with severe depression last year and currently taking meds, this is really inspiring and an eye opener for me. :)
Nakaka inspired ang buhay ni Pastor Paul, Tunay na kapag pinili mong mag tiwala at sumonud sa Dios sya ang magiging lakas at buhay mo sasamahan ka nya at ipapaunawa sa yo ang buhay mo na hindi mo naunawaan sa nakalipas, kasalukuyan at sa hinaharap at pag napagtagumpayan mo na ito makikita mo ang kadakilaan ng Dios sa mga bagay na ginagawa nya at nagawa nya sa buhay mo. Sa Dios ang Papuri at pasasalamat sa buhay ng kanyang mga anak🙏❤️
Nakakainspire nmn si pastor🥰mnsan kodin ginwa yan,,Buti nlng my Isang taong kmtok s pinto nmin,,kaya dko ntuloy,,mnsan tlga nakklimutan ntin si lord,,pro salamt hnggng ngaun di nya ko pinabbabayaan🥰🥰🙏🙏🙏thnk u lord❤😊
Bro Paul is one of the effective speakers in CCF. At first, I thought, he was already a pastor. He delivers God's message with caution, humility, and wisdom (from God). Praise God for his fruitful life.
Inspiring words Ptr. Paul. To God be all the glory. He is indeed a great God. He is the alpha and omega. Lesson learned:We are all broken vessels, what we have in this world is owned by God. We should not be confident by our own strength and capabilities because GOD CREATES EVERYTHING. wag magyabang, instead be humble and kind. Yan po natutunan ko sa buhay. Ano man ang narating mo, be grateful to God, wag magmalaki...
If its a sign that given from above...accidentally this time I struggle too much pain from disappointment to having a failed relationship...god u really makes things to keep me realized that u are here 😢😢
Ako takot kasi akong masaktan yung sarili ko physically kaya ayokong maglaslas or ano kaya ginawa ko last time uminom ako ng mga gamot di ko alam ano-ano yun basta ininom ko tas nahilo ako, nakatulog. Ang gaan sa pakiramdam kasi di ako nahirapang makatulog kasi lately before matulog, kung ano ano pa yung mga iniisip ko ang daming tumatakbo. This is the 3rd Sunday na hindi ako nagsimba kasama si Mama kasi feeling ko wala namang nangyayari, ang dami nga diyang hindi naniniwala sa kanya, e sino ba naman ako, tas kahit anong Pray wala namang nangyayari, naghihirap pa rin kami. Etong Toni Talks isa sa nagbibigay sakin ng excitement and itong episode nato nagpaluha ulit sakin. Feeling ko walang mangyayari sa buhay ko. Hindi ko na alam. Dito ko lang nalabas kasi wala namang mapagsasabihan at wala ring makakaintindi kasi may mga problema rin sila, ayoko nang dumagdag.
Meron. May mangyayari sa buhay mo. Ibigay mo lang ng buong puso yung sarili mo kay god. When i say ibigay, ipaubaya mo sa kanya lahat ng parang wala ka ng ibang lalapitan kundi sya nalang. Promise. Nakikinig sya. Akala mo lang hindi pero nakikinig yun. May Diyos n nakikinig sayo. Just read Bible. Dun mo malalaman kung gaano kabuti ang diyos.
When I had my severe depression fear, shame, and embarrassment were a few of my greatest triggers.... until God used that and humbled me thru brokenness and uses all darkness to show grace to me. Finally..slowly being set free...
Amen Pastor Paul 🙏 Always declare that "I am who I am in Christ!" Our worth in God is the cross. Kaya whatever words people may say to us, our value to God, it will never change. 😊
Thank you pastor for your testimony... I consider also myself before a mess but through God's grace I want to revive again... Maybe right now I don't know the purpose of all those brokenness but I try to walk closer to God...
very timely ang pagpapalabas netong interview. I need to hear this story. very inspiring. thank you toni for sharing this wonderful interview. God bless.
What a great story of God's love, mercy, grace & deliverance. I was so touched because I am a broken vessel myself who is at present rising up. Hallelujah 🙏🙌🙏
Dami ko pa rin iyak kahit 2x ko ng narinig ung life testimony nya.... Thanks Bro.Paul for sharing your testimony...many people will inspire that situation too
I understand the feeling na neglected ka victim of any form of abused.. nagpakamatay ako 3 times. Sa pang apat I give up fighting sa Panginoon.. I surrender my life to Him. After doon God bring all the broken pieces sa buhay ko…
Grabe ung kilabot na naramdaman ko sà interview na ito. Tumatak sakin ung “God uses the broken vessels for his glory” this humbles me down.. feeling ko si nakikipag usap tlga si lord sakin. I remember crying my heart out sa loob ng CR when my family found out that I got pregnant at the age of 18. Feeling ko sobrang patapon na ang buhay ko that time, I remember crying while naka upo sa CR thinking na paano ko nmn bubuhayin tong bata na to, pano kami mabubuhay eh ni hndi kami tapos ng pag aaral, walang kaalam alam sa mundo, pano ako magpapalaki ng bata, iiwan ba ako ng bf ko, itatakwil ba ako ng pamilya ko. I can still vividly remember nung halos maubos na ako sa sobrang takot hndi ako makalabas ng CR but then right then and there sa loob ng CR nagdasal ako. Iyak ako ng iyak basta ang sabi ko Lord kayo na po ang bahala. inaalay ko sayo itong batang nasa tyan ko ikaw na kako ang bahala tlga. inaalay at pinauubaya ko sayo ang buhay namin. Hindi ko kako alam kung bkt nangyayari to sakin but I know in my heart that u have ur reasons. And 10yrs passed.. looking back grabe everytime magbabalik tanaw ako hindi parin ako makapaniwala sa lahat ng blessings and provision ni God. Lahat ng kinatakutan ko noon na magiging ending ng buhay ko turns out to be the other way around.. Thank you Lord!
this is one of the best episodes that I have watched. I'm crying with joy of heart. my takeaway here is there will be a time, when God will pull you down that you will question him. For us to be reminded he is God and we need him during our highs and lows and God redeemed us by his Love 🥹
Praise God for this Life testimony of yours Pastor Paul. Sabi nga po sa Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the plans I have for you" declares the Lord. "Plans to prosper you and not to harm you. Plans to give you hope and future." Mahigpit na yakap sa lahat ng may mabigat na pinagdaanan at pinagdadaanan ngunit patuloy na lumalaban. May the presence of the lord be with us all the time. Faithing 🙏🧡✨
I found this content to be both informative and productive. I learned a lot from it, and although I initially predicted that the his suicidal tendencies would persist until he got what he wanted, I was pleasantly surprised to see him reaffirm his commitment to his girlfriend and acknowledge the consequences of his behavior. What struck me most about the story was the his unwavering faithfulness and dedication to serving God, which ultimately led to his healing and blessings. The story had a complete arc, with a clear opening, climax, and conclusion. I would like to extend my blessings to Pastor Paul for sharing such a wonderful story. Additionally, I have long wished to become an apprentice of Pastor Peter, even if it means just cleaners, as I am eager to learn more from his wisdom and humility."
God said that if God is with us who can against us that no forms against us will prosper.thank God for His promises.because we are already accept Him as His our savior no matter what He will save us in all form that His name will be glorified...
Tama si Pastor Paul lahat tayo broken at weak 💔 but God uses broken vessels. As a Catholic Christian naman super broken din ako dahil super weak. I remember I serve God dahil choir member naman ako dati, but I made mistakes, yung pakiramdam na pasimba-simba pa ako dati pero weak, makasalanan at nahihirapan bumangon. Pinagkaiba lang never akong nag attempt ng suicide pero yung feeling na nasa kadiliman ka at nahihiya ka sa Diyos at hindi ko sya magawang ipanalo noon at hanggang ngayon. Dami kong natutunan na lesson dito sa pinanood ko. Yung tipong from highest kasi magpastor ka na pero naging assistant ka at taga timpla ng tsaa as in back to zero pero masasabi kong faithful servant ka Pastor Paul keep up and fighting. Praying na malabanan mo na ang nga weaknesses at wag ng mag attempt magsuicide ulet kasi may reason si God kaya andito ka pa🙏 Honestly dami kong natutunan like reflect and repent ❤ wala tayo kung wala si God sa buhay natin. God bless sa lahat ng may pinagdadaanan yung tipong gusto mong tumakas at bumaling kung saan² pero nasa ❤ lang natin si God🙏
Indeed, God can turn ashes into beauty! Praise God for your life testimony, Ptr Paul. Thank you Ms. Toni for blessing people with your show. God bless po.
According from scriptures, "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light." Matthew 11:28 Kahit ano pong mga hardships and struggles you're facing, suicide is not a solution, but God is the solution. Just humbly call upon His name, cause He is the only answer to everything.❤ Thank you for sharing your testimony Pastor. All the glory and praise belongs to Him alone.☝️👑💕🤍
Glory to God pastor Paul I always watch u and hear ur preachings and thank u for being a testimony of God’s calling to His people. Salamat din sau Ms. Toni,I love ths episodes like that of ptr. Danny I would see myself that if I testify sobrang nakakahiya like apostles Paul n Peter but God have chosen us for Him to be glorified...❤
Thank u for sharing ur story. Mades me cry kc nkakarelate & my pinagdadaanan din Ako a lot of problems but ur story nkakagaan ng loob & inspire thanks again Godbless u
Thank you pastor paul and ms. Toni..Lately nafefeel ko na i am a failure.. i am starting to hate myself kc single mom ako and wala akong nakikitang improvement sa sarili ko spiritually.. i read my bible i tell my friends to have a relationship with the Lord.. may times na i felt good saying good things and what i learned sa pgbabasa ko ng bible pero may something pdn sa puso ko n mabigat and ung negative feelings na hihila ko sa anak ko.. nasasabhn ko sya ng masasakit.. konting mali nya nakakapg salita ako ng ndi okay.. ayaw ko magaccept ng responsibilities kahit sa work.. bumaba ako sa position to focus on having a peaceful life.. inalis ko socmed para ndi ako naiingit.. nag wfh ako para ndi ako naguguilty na kinakain ng oras ko ungtime ko sa anak ko.. i give my tithings.. i helped my sister sa operation nya sa cancer.. i know i am blessed beyond beliefs but i feel empty.. the more i try to be good i become meaner, the more people try to come to me i felt that they will take advantage of me.. all they see is my past and i cannot stand my past.. i cannot forgive myself.. last night umiiyak ako na pagod na pagod na ako.. i felt like a hypocrite.. basa ng basa ng bible yet ang sama sama ko sa anak ko, ung tingin ko sa lahat nag sama sama. I am making excuses in reading the bible kc nafefeel ko ako ung taong dinedescribe sa mga stories.. manipulative, hypocrite, liar, proud.. i am hopeless.. and i'm more scared akala ko pinakamahirap nai ng 2020 but then finances is ok.. living is ok.. ung spiritual at mental ko ung pagod na.. sabi sa matthew.. THE SPIRIT IS STRONG BUT THE FLESH IS WEAK.. Im so tired..
Grabe po Ptr Paul... Kayo po ang living testimony ng "A righteous man may fall seven times, he will get up eight." I pray marami pa pong tao ang makarinig ng testimony mo. God bless po!
"We are all broken people so you don't stand there thinking you're above someone else. Lahat tayo basag".
These words hit me so hard. Thank you Lord for showing me this Interview. 😭
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God loves you bro.
Heart rending story & its real..praying for you & your wife Ptr.Paul.
Shalom!
Ako din
Sa buong interview ito pinaka tumatak saken,
"Lord hindi narin naman ako makatakbo palayo sayo, Lalapit nalang ako"
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Agree 🙏
Kaso mukhang hindi genuine kasi babae daw HF daw??? Eh mukha naman juding boses pa lang
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@jjang_dong nasa tao gawa Nasa Diyos ang awa not coming from you na isang tamad na nabubulok diyan sa pinas. Wag lagi e asa sa Diyos ang awa magbanat ka ng buto puro Diyos sisi niyo toxic catholic culture.
Hahahah May asawa po yan, katawa ka nmn kuya para sa sabihin na hndi genuine. Sending prayers for you.
I am born Catholic. But I remembered attending a CCF mass in Cebu City because my half-brother invited me. It was the time when I was so dumped and down. The moment the crowd sung "STILL" as my favorite line goes, "Be still and know that I am God", that's when I know God is with me and that I should arise and move on. I will never forget that moment of HOPE. Going forward, I owe every little thing to HIM since that instance. ♥
Isaiah 54:7 For a brief moment I abandoned you, but with deep compassion I will bring you back. In a surge of anger I hid my face from you for a moment, but with everlasting kindness I will have compassion on you,” says the LORD your Redeemer.
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Thank you, Pastor for sharing your story. Thank you, LORD for hearing this testemony. Praise the LORD!
Amen po. Ganyan din po nangyari sa wife ko, na dati ko pong gf. Simula po nun, sabay na po kami nag attend ng ccf... Hanggang ngayon po 🙏❤️🙏
Praise the Lord for your life.
Loved this ❤
"We are all broken people, broken vessels that were chosen to glorify Jesus"
Amen!
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I’m a Renewed Catholic at minsan nakikinig ako sa preaching ng CCF. At na experienced ko din ito 3 times pero hindi naman ako namatay. But I thank God because of those trials happened in my life now I realize that we will experience problems, trials and difficulties to make us grow in our faith. Since pandemic na nawalan ng trabaho ang aking mga anak, nag asked sila ng family prayer meeting. At nagkaroon kami ng Openness sa mga pinagdaanan naming problema sa pamilya na muntik ng masira. Ngayon thank God kasi na experience ko ang sarap ng buhay because of inner peace and joy.Year 2018 I was crowned Mother of the Year in the church the question was”What is the best lesson you have learned as a mother?” I think the best lesson I have learned as a mother and wife as well, when we experienced problems, trials and difficulties in the family but we are able to overcome because of God’s Power of Love. I know the devil has come to steal, kill and destroy specially the good relationship in the family but Love Conquers All. Totoo, noong maliliit pa ang mga anak ko hindi kami nagaaway sa harap ng mga bata nalaman ng panganay ko ang problema sa ama nila 18 years old na sya. Pero salamat sa Dyos ngayon masaya ang aming pamilya because of God’s Mercy and Grace. God bless you Miss Toni, your family and the Congregation may the Love and Light of God shine upon you always.
"Lord hindi narin naman ako makatakbo palayo sayo, Lalapit nalang ako" - Pastor Paul ito talaga tumatak sakin
Ang Dios lang ang pwedeng tumapos ng kwento ng buhay ko❤
These phrases strikes me.. tutuo naman na that our Abba Father is the beginning and the end of our lives. Such an inspiring and moving life testimony Sir Pastor Paul. Patnubayan po kayo lagi ng Panginoon.❤
Thanks Miss Toni G.
Wow! Paul de Vera. Never would've thought that he would be guested here. Ang galing! God really works in mysterious ways, all for His glory. Galing!
Minsan dumadaan sa buhay ng tao ang feeling lost, pero gagawa talaga si Lord ng way na ipakita na nandiyan lang sia para sa atin ♥️ Thanks for sharing this 🙏🏻
He managed not to cry during the interview because he is already healed❤️
once again, Tony brought us a powerful testimony. thank you Pastor Paul for sharing your life. ❤❤❤
Thank you Pastor Paul for sharing your story. I too, is going through but by God's grace, I am still standing. Now I know that God has still plans for me.
I’m resisting to watch this video. I said that “I do not need to watch this”. But by God’s providence he let me. Why? Because there is a message from Me (God). Thanks Toni and Ptr. Paul. Now it’s literally I’m getting back to the ministry of sharing God’s words after a long pause. God bless us all.
If you are reading this right now , remember : BETTER DAYS ARE COMING. BE PATIENT. No regrets in Life , just lessons learned. YOU'RE GOING TO BE SUCCESSFUL! 🔥☝️💯
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"We are all broken people, so you're not standing there because you're above someone else. Lahat tayo basag! It really humbled me. It increases my hope and joy! Magpapatuloy para sa kapurihan ng Panginoon gaano man kadumi or kapangit ang ating mga pinagdaanan, ang mahalaga, bangon lang at mag focus sa purpose ng Panginoon. Blessings to you Pastor Paul for sharing your amazing testimony 😇
I lost my daughter in 2017 thru suicide. She jumped from our 14th floor unit, she was just 12. A lot of people judge us that we pressured her. I thank God because almost 7 years now as we walk on this painful journey, Lord has never abandoned us and taught us 3 lessons.
I am sorry for your loss. 😢
Hi, My mom is still in the ICU for almost 4 months. Sinabihan din kami na di na siya magigising nung 1st week niya. or makina nalang tlga din and gulay tlga incase. My mom suddenly wake up after a month :( Nag thetherapy na siya now since nagagalaw na niya feet and hands niya. nakakaintindi na din. God is really good. I never believed in miracles pero lahat ng sinasabi ng doctors sobrang iba sa pinapakita ni Lord 🥰❤️
I'm one of them Pastor Paul na tinulungan mo by your testimony..God richly bless you both and more people will touch by your testimony to give their life to God..thank you 🙏 ❤️ 😊
Nsa point na din ako ngaun na mababa na tingin ko sa sarili ko dhil sa problema,lord bgyan nio pa po ako ng lakas ng loob
God loves you and He knows your struggles. Lapit ka po sa kanya and tell your problems to. Ask for anything because He is faithful and true to His words that whatever you asked as long as you believe, it shall be given to you.
On this chaotic times, we need inspirational and eye -opener stories like Pastor Dolphy Jr. and Pastor Paul. Thank you Toni, i am moved by your shows , hopefully more on this kind. God bless !
The best talk show! Ever! Inspirational and motivating. Real life stories that tell’s about not just survival but living with hope in Christ! Mga episodes were God have changed people, they are real!
After i listened to pastor Paul last Holy Week, grabe ang tama sa akin and i was so touched by his articulateness. What a testimony Pastor Paul!!
I remember everything by this story ... grabe! How many times I fall but- a hundred times He rise me. God choose a broken vessel to Glorify His name kasi alam niya available vessel and humble ang mga durug na durug.
He woke up after 3 days of coma.. Jesus rose from the dead after 3 days.. wow!! So God put you in a place of your life now to evangelize people, to spread His good news! So powerful message of total surrender to our One and True God ! Keep it up Pastor!
I grew up without the help of anyone in terms of school activities, assignment,projects.
lahat Yun ginawa ko ng ako lang. yes never ako nag top 1 and never den ako bumagsak.
hindi ako matalino but never kong naisip na wakasan Buhay ko dahil lang sa pressure and failures ko.
now graduate nako ng college and nag apply ako sa ibat ibang company.
pinasa ko lahat ng interviews pero bumagsak ako sa medical. I found out that I have PTB . bumagsak Mundo ko pero hindi bumagsak pananalig ko sa nasa taas.
kaya sa mga nakakaranas ng failures, just surround yourself with positive people.
talk to God and embrace him
May God bless you iho.
Kung natuluyan xa sa suicidal tendencies nya, derecho xa sa hell. But God loves him so much na binigyan sya nag maraming pagkakataon pra mabago ang sarili nya at he’s on the mission to serve & glorify God.
God is indeed a God of many chances. 🙏
Ito yung patunay that God examines our heart, like David, he admires Paul of his authenticity when it comes to his heart towards the Lord. So, if God is for us, who can be against us! Glory to God forever and ever. Amen!
I praise God for the life of Pastor Paul. His journey has been so tough but with God’s grace He kept u alive. You are one of my favorite Pastors of CCF. Please continue what you do because you are really good of delivering God’s message. ❤
God bless you Paul.may plan tlga si lord pra sau.Imagine 7x attemp for suicide.mahal ka ni lord.🙏🙏🙏
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we are much bless with your life Bro Paul💜
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I'm a broken vessel, fix me Lord. I'm a broken vessel, use me God. What a powerful testimony !!!
Hard times really bring out the worst in us, but hopefully with proper guidance and self regulation we may overcome. An inspiring story for sure.
Halos same story kami ni Pastor Paul, yung nasira lahat my reputation pero laging pinapakita ni Lord kung san tayo masaya at marealize natin ito yung plano nya , Stay humble and faith. I always told to my self na itong nagawa kung ikababagsak ko is a great story that I can share with people, nephews and niece kung paano ako bumangon . Sobrang nakaka inspired.
What I realy love about this channel is that Miss Toni lets the guests tell their story..di gaya ng ibang talk shows na na dodominate masyado ng host ang takbo ng show..to the point na imbis yung guest yung mag tell ng story, yung host yung maingay..
I saw him preach at CCF and didn't know that is his story. Thank you for sharing your testimony.. 🙏
Same here, I saw hime earlier holding props for pastor peter 🥰
Same! Didnt know his story is super inspiring
Ang dami kung natutunan xa story ni pastor ngayon,ramdam na ramdam q lahat bawat bigkas ng salita... praise god pastor❤❤❤
Kapapanood q kaninang morning sa live Sunday preaching while your demostrating Gideon story(ang ganda ganda po ng smile nio don)Im crying and smiling while watching,lalo po tumaas respeto ko sainyo.Indeed a man of God,God bless you more❤
Salamat sa pag share ng buhay mo pastpr paul,. Kung napa aga lang sana itong episode na ito at napanuod namin sana maybe buhay pa ang 19 y.old na anak ko.. Feb 11, 2023.. God bless pastpr paul..
Challenge story... When it comes to God no one is perfect, no one is rich and poor. We are all the same, we created us with purpose... I like your story Pastor.
Grabe umiyak ako dito😢😢.. God grace is more than enough🙏❤.. I am broken but It is God who works in me, to will and act to fulfill his good purpose.. Salamat sa testimony nyo Pastor Paul marami ako natutunan . Gagawin din ni Lord sa buhay namin kung paano ka ngtagumpay ...To God all be the glory!! Hallelujah🙏❤🙏🙏
All the bible verses that Pastor Paul mentioned and all his challenges and triumph in life is amazing! When God calls his children on a mission he would be there for you no matter what happens along the way of your calling in life. You might not understand they why's ? but he will always guide you. What an inspiring child of God. Pastor Paul, hoping the best in your calling and praying that you would achieve everything you wish for.
There is so much we can learn from the experience of Pastor Paul. Life is beautiful and we have time.
I am happy to witness God's hands in you. I too am a living testament of God's grace & mercy. From 2020, I surpassed 4 major operations and 2 COVID. At my age of 40, I have life long condition of Hiatal Hernia, Lymphedema, Type2 Diabetes and now a CKD warrior and dialysis patient. Seems impossible to carry but indeed HE works wonders and nothing is impossible with the Lord. 🙏
I cried hearing Pastor Paul's story of revival. Keep on Pastor and Tony!
1st time I joined Ccf sunday service, si pastor paul ang nag serve. He is so devoted and he really preach with passion. Not knowing what he’s been through. Thanks fr this vid
I'm one of the former elementary teacher of Bro Paul. He is really a bright pupil. God continually bless you.
Thank you toni for choosing the right people to share and inspire others.. please don’t mind those people that are putting u down..
Thank you Ma'am Toni and Pastor Paul, I can so relate with your experience, pls. Pray for my children to get closer to God. You're all an inspiration! 😘🙏
so encouraging...❤️🙏🙌
talagang tama ang sabi sa Bible
1. ang katalinuhan ng mundo ay kamangmangan sa Dios..
2. nais ng Dios ang pagpapakumbaba
3. Ang Dios ay nagbibigay ng maraming pagkakataon ❤️
Thank you po Pastor for your story. When you said how we are broken people, na kahit nagserve ka lang ng tsaa nun, you know that God valued you, and will use you... that made me rethink. My life circumstances now are challenging to me, and I feel like I've been broken and messed up by stuff, but thru this God reminded me that He values me and will use what I have for His glory. God is indeed amazing, and great is His love towards us..
This is very important testimony, working in mental hospital here in UK, real relationship to Jesus is freedom.
Insert "before and after" by elevation worship. What a wonderful testimony. All glory to Jesus! God bless you ptr. Paul and ms. Toni
Isaiah 54:7 For a brief moment I abandoned you, but with deep compassion I will bring you back. In a surge of anger I hid my face from you for a moment, but with everlasting kindness I will have compassion on you,” says the LORD your Redeemer.
“Pag ky Lord ka, hnd ka nya pababayaan.”❤
Beautiful testimony! Heart warming and truly inspiring! Nobody can heal anyone no matter how crushed one thinks and make one whole again, except our Lord Jesus Christ! He is an awesome, loving God who cares for His children like nobody can. Glory to God 🙌🙌🙌
Amen! I'm so glad that you found healing and hope in Jesus Christ. He is truly a loving and caring God, and He is always there for us, no matter what. I'm praying for you and your continued journey with God.
Kinikilabutan ako😢 salamat sa inspirasyon na maa mabuhay kasama ni Lord. God bless you Pastro Paul
Ang solid ng testimony mo Ptr Paul De Vera. Praise God po sa buhay nyo. 🙏🏻
Toni:
#We are all Broken People
#We are all living with Judgement
Thank you, Toni for listening 'diligently' to Pastor Paul, (and I did too)
Such a powerful interview ... ANOTHER LIFE is EXTENDED
Thank you for this story Pastor Paul and Toni G for sharing story. Kanina lang I was asking God yo take me na kasi pakiramdam ko sobrang hirap nako and sa back ng mind ko gusto ko na mawala. I was diagnosed ng depression with anxiety. Thank you Lord for this story.
I sometimes feel the same way too.
@@faithluke694 I'm holding still but I don't know much longer I could.
May God see you through just as He did to Pastor Paul. Keep holding on to Him. You're not alone. 🫂🤎
@@faithluke694 Thanks Faith
You're welcome 😊🤎
blessed you Pastor ang dami kong luha at dami ko pong natutunan sa kweto nyo we are all broken in different ways pero hindi natin makakayanan kung wala si God. Lumakas ang loob ko nung narinig ko yung testimony nyo sa Diyos ang papuri
mga ganitong mga content tlga yung gustong gusto ko sa toni talks,, hope sana laging ganito po,, nakaka incourage po,, subrang na bless po ako sa testimony ni pastor Paul,,,
Thank you for this! I was diagnosed with diabetes, panic disorder and bipolar disorder with severe depression last year and currently taking meds, this is really inspiring and an eye opener for me. :)
Salamat Pstr. Paul sa iyong testimony marami kang napalakas. Ms. Toni G. Naging guest nyo na po ba si Pstr. Ruther Urquia?
Nakaka inspired ang buhay ni Pastor Paul, Tunay na kapag pinili mong mag tiwala at sumonud sa Dios sya ang magiging lakas at buhay mo sasamahan ka nya at ipapaunawa sa yo ang buhay mo na hindi mo naunawaan sa nakalipas, kasalukuyan at sa hinaharap at pag napagtagumpayan mo na ito makikita mo ang kadakilaan ng Dios sa mga bagay na ginagawa nya at nagawa nya sa buhay mo. Sa Dios ang Papuri at pasasalamat sa buhay ng kanyang mga anak🙏❤️
Nagulat ako... umaaabot na sa Toni Talks ang life testimony ni Bro. Paul. GOD is good.
Nakakainspire nmn si pastor🥰mnsan kodin ginwa yan,,Buti nlng my Isang taong kmtok s pinto nmin,,kaya dko ntuloy,,mnsan tlga nakklimutan ntin si lord,,pro salamt hnggng ngaun di nya ko pinabbabayaan🥰🥰🙏🙏🙏thnk u lord❤😊
What an inspiring story of living a broken life and was restored back by God’s love and provision. What a great testimony that gives Glory to God.🙏❤️
Bro Paul is one of the effective speakers in CCF. At first, I thought, he was already a pastor. He delivers God's message with caution, humility, and wisdom (from God). Praise God for his fruitful life.
Inspiring words Ptr. Paul. To God be all the glory.
He is indeed a great God. He is the alpha and omega.
Lesson learned:We are all broken vessels, what we have in this world is owned by God. We should not be confident by our own strength and capabilities because GOD CREATES EVERYTHING.
wag magyabang, instead be humble and kind.
Yan po natutunan ko sa buhay.
Ano man ang narating mo, be grateful to God, wag magmalaki...
One of the anointed pastor in ccf main🙏 to God be all the glory
If its a sign that given from above...accidentally this time I struggle too much pain from disappointment to having a failed relationship...god u really makes things to keep me realized that u are here 😢😢
Iba talaga ang childhood trauma kaya ingatan natin nga anak natin😮
To God be all the Glory ❤ just finished watching CCF (Christ Commission Fellowship) Today ❤🙏💯
My cousin committed suicide just two weeks ago. He is also in depression. Just could not imagine why did he commit suicide since he is a jolly person.
Ako takot kasi akong masaktan yung sarili ko physically kaya ayokong maglaslas or ano kaya ginawa ko last time uminom ako ng mga gamot di ko alam ano-ano yun basta ininom ko tas nahilo ako, nakatulog. Ang gaan sa pakiramdam kasi di ako nahirapang makatulog kasi lately before matulog, kung ano ano pa yung mga iniisip ko ang daming tumatakbo. This is the 3rd Sunday na hindi ako nagsimba kasama si Mama kasi feeling ko wala namang nangyayari, ang dami nga diyang hindi naniniwala sa kanya, e sino ba naman ako, tas kahit anong Pray wala namang nangyayari, naghihirap pa rin kami. Etong Toni Talks isa sa nagbibigay sakin ng excitement and itong episode nato nagpaluha ulit sakin. Feeling ko walang mangyayari sa buhay ko. Hindi ko na alam. Dito ko lang nalabas kasi wala namang mapagsasabihan at wala ring makakaintindi kasi may mga problema rin sila, ayoko nang dumagdag.
Meron. May mangyayari sa buhay mo. Ibigay mo lang ng buong puso yung sarili mo kay god. When i say ibigay, ipaubaya mo sa kanya lahat ng parang wala ka ng ibang lalapitan kundi sya nalang. Promise. Nakikinig sya. Akala mo lang hindi pero nakikinig yun. May Diyos n nakikinig sayo. Just read Bible. Dun mo malalaman kung gaano kabuti ang diyos.
May God bless you🙏
@@eza6940 Thank you po.
When I had my severe depression fear, shame, and embarrassment were a few of my greatest triggers.... until God used that and humbled me thru brokenness and uses all darkness to show grace to me. Finally..slowly being set free...
Amen Pastor Paul 🙏 Always declare that "I am who I am in Christ!" Our worth in God is the cross. Kaya whatever words people may say to us, our value to God, it will never change. 😊
Encouraging and a brave story of a born again Christian. Praise God 🙏
Thank you pastor for your testimony... I consider also myself before a mess but through God's grace I want to revive again... Maybe right now I don't know the purpose of all those brokenness but I try to walk closer to God...
What a wonderful testimony of the goodness of God ❤
very timely ang pagpapalabas netong interview. I need to hear this story. very inspiring. thank you toni for sharing this wonderful interview. God bless.
sobrang thankful ako that I heard your testimony Pastor, God bless po.. thank you po Ma'am Toni..
What a great story of God's love, mercy, grace & deliverance. I was so touched because I am a broken vessel myself who is at present rising up. Hallelujah 🙏🙌🙏
When God loves you.He will give you a problem. So that u will remember Him..
One of my favorite Pastor at CCF. God bless
Dami ko pa rin iyak kahit 2x ko ng narinig ung life testimony nya....
Thanks Bro.Paul for sharing your testimony...many people will inspire that situation too
I understand the feeling na neglected ka victim of any form of abused.. nagpakamatay ako 3 times. Sa pang apat I give up fighting sa Panginoon.. I surrender my life to Him. After doon God bring all the broken pieces sa buhay ko…
Sana mas marame mga testimony from our Christian bro and sis.God bless you miss tonight.and Pastor Paul.God bless your show po
Thanks for the subtitles!! Super appreciated as a deaf person..
Grabe ung kilabot na naramdaman ko sà interview na ito. Tumatak sakin ung “God uses the broken vessels for his glory” this humbles me down.. feeling ko si nakikipag usap tlga si lord sakin. I remember crying my heart out sa loob ng CR when my family found out that I got pregnant at the age of 18. Feeling ko sobrang patapon na ang buhay ko that time, I remember crying while naka upo sa CR thinking na paano ko nmn bubuhayin tong bata na to, pano kami mabubuhay eh ni hndi kami tapos ng pag aaral, walang kaalam alam sa mundo, pano ako magpapalaki ng bata, iiwan ba ako ng bf ko, itatakwil ba ako ng pamilya ko. I can still vividly remember nung halos maubos na ako sa sobrang takot hndi ako makalabas ng CR but then right then and there sa loob ng CR nagdasal ako. Iyak ako ng iyak basta ang sabi ko Lord kayo na po ang bahala. inaalay ko sayo itong batang nasa tyan ko ikaw na kako ang bahala tlga. inaalay at pinauubaya ko sayo ang buhay namin. Hindi ko kako alam kung bkt nangyayari to sakin but I know in my heart that u have ur reasons. And 10yrs passed.. looking back grabe everytime magbabalik tanaw ako hindi parin ako makapaniwala sa lahat ng blessings and provision ni God. Lahat ng kinatakutan ko noon na magiging ending ng buhay ko turns out to be the other way around.. Thank you Lord!
this is one of the best episodes that I have watched. I'm crying with joy of heart. my takeaway here is there will be a time, when God will pull you down that you will question him. For us to be reminded he is God and we need him during our highs and lows and God redeemed us by his Love 🥹
Praise God for this Life testimony of yours Pastor Paul. Sabi nga po sa Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the plans I have for you" declares the Lord. "Plans to prosper you and not to harm you. Plans to give you hope and future." Mahigpit na yakap sa lahat ng may mabigat na pinagdaanan at pinagdadaanan ngunit patuloy na lumalaban. May the presence of the lord be with us all the time. Faithing 🙏🧡✨
I found this content to be both informative and productive. I learned a lot from it, and although I initially predicted that the his suicidal tendencies would persist until he got what he wanted, I was pleasantly surprised to see him reaffirm his commitment to his girlfriend and acknowledge the consequences of his behavior. What struck me most about the story was the his unwavering faithfulness and dedication to serving God, which ultimately led to his healing and blessings. The story had a complete arc, with a clear opening, climax, and conclusion. I would like to extend my blessings to Pastor Paul for sharing such a wonderful story. Additionally, I have long wished to become an apprentice of Pastor Peter, even if it means just cleaners, as I am eager to learn more from his wisdom and humility."
"Lord hindi narin naman ako makatakbo palayo sayo, Lalapit nalang ako" ❤❤❤
God said that if God is with us who can against us that no forms against us will prosper.thank God for His promises.because we are already accept Him as His our savior no matter what He will save us in all form that His name will be glorified...
Tama si Pastor Paul lahat tayo broken at weak 💔 but God uses broken vessels.
As a Catholic Christian naman super broken din ako dahil super weak. I remember I serve God dahil choir member naman ako dati, but I made mistakes, yung pakiramdam na pasimba-simba pa ako dati pero weak, makasalanan at nahihirapan bumangon. Pinagkaiba lang never akong nag attempt ng suicide pero yung feeling na nasa kadiliman ka at nahihiya ka sa Diyos at hindi ko sya magawang ipanalo noon at hanggang ngayon.
Dami kong natutunan na lesson dito sa pinanood ko.
Yung tipong from highest kasi magpastor ka na pero naging assistant ka at taga timpla ng tsaa as in back to zero pero masasabi kong faithful servant ka Pastor Paul keep up and fighting. Praying na malabanan mo na ang nga weaknesses at wag ng mag attempt magsuicide ulet kasi may reason si God kaya andito ka pa🙏
Honestly dami kong natutunan like reflect and repent ❤ wala tayo kung wala si God sa buhay natin.
God bless sa lahat ng may pinagdadaanan yung tipong gusto mong tumakas at bumaling kung saan² pero nasa ❤ lang natin si God🙏
Indeed, God can turn ashes into beauty! Praise God for your life testimony, Ptr Paul. Thank you Ms. Toni for blessing people with your show. God bless po.
According from scriptures,
"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light." Matthew 11:28
Kahit ano pong mga hardships and struggles you're facing, suicide is not a solution, but God is the solution. Just humbly call upon His name, cause He is the only answer to everything.❤ Thank you for sharing your testimony Pastor. All the glory and praise belongs to Him alone.☝️👑💕🤍
Thank u 🙏🙏🙏
This was such a painful but beautiful and inspiring story.
Glory to God pastor Paul I always watch u and hear ur preachings and thank u for being a testimony of God’s calling to His people.
Salamat din sau Ms. Toni,I love ths episodes like that of ptr. Danny
I would see myself that if I testify sobrang nakakahiya like apostles Paul n Peter but God have chosen us for Him to be glorified...❤
Thank u for sharing ur story.
Mades me cry kc nkakarelate & my pinagdadaanan din Ako a lot of problems but ur story nkakagaan ng loob & inspire thanks again Godbless u
Lagi Kong piñapanood si Pastor Bong every Sunday of his service…
Thank you pastor paul and ms. Toni..Lately nafefeel ko na i am a failure.. i am starting to hate myself kc single mom ako and wala akong nakikitang improvement sa sarili ko spiritually.. i read my bible i tell my friends to have a relationship with the Lord.. may times na i felt good saying good things and what i learned sa pgbabasa ko ng bible pero may something pdn sa puso ko n mabigat and ung negative feelings na hihila ko sa anak ko.. nasasabhn ko sya ng masasakit.. konting mali nya nakakapg salita ako ng ndi okay.. ayaw ko magaccept ng responsibilities kahit sa work.. bumaba ako sa position to focus on having a peaceful life.. inalis ko socmed para ndi ako naiingit.. nag wfh ako para ndi ako naguguilty na kinakain ng oras ko ungtime ko sa anak ko.. i give my tithings.. i helped my sister sa operation nya sa cancer.. i know i am blessed beyond beliefs but i feel empty.. the more i try to be good i become meaner, the more people try to come to me i felt that they will take advantage of me.. all they see is my past and i cannot stand my past.. i cannot forgive myself.. last night umiiyak ako na pagod na pagod na ako.. i felt like a hypocrite.. basa ng basa ng bible yet ang sama sama ko sa anak ko, ung tingin ko sa lahat nag sama sama. I am making excuses in reading the bible kc nafefeel ko ako ung taong dinedescribe sa mga stories.. manipulative, hypocrite, liar, proud.. i am hopeless.. and i'm more scared akala ko pinakamahirap nai ng 2020 but then finances is ok.. living is ok.. ung spiritual at mental ko ung pagod na.. sabi sa matthew.. THE SPIRIT IS STRONG BUT THE FLESH IS WEAK.. Im so tired..
Your life is a blessing Ptr Paul palagi akong nanonood ng preaching mo sa ccf. Keep on serving tje the Lord.