"I feel like running away. I'm still so far from home. You say that I'll never change but what the fuck do you know?" Such a powerful message behind such a simple lyric
My life turned on a dime in the fall of 2021.comfort and joy walked out my door without so much as a look back,much less an apology.the bridge to this song etched itself on my soul word by word as I listened to it the first time. It spoke all the words my mind couldn't....they say my healing is found in my forgiveness. Only now do I understand what a tortured soul is....... .
Yeah, got that a lot and gave up trying to prove them wrong. What is it with abusers breaking your spirit and then treating you like you're just crazy and they didn't cause that by breaking you like a cheap plastic toy?
As a survivor of physical and mental abuse during my childhood this song is so powerful. It has such a profound impact on me everytime I hear it, I can't stop the tears from flowing down my face when I listen to it. It's been a coping mechanism from the very first time I heard it. It continues to help me be a strong survivor!!
I'm a fellow survivor and this song is too true (ugh it's been over 20 years since I talked to my brother and I've never met my sister, so they probably hate me for leaving because of my parents...) except for one line: we don't walk alone--not then, now now.
I’m a victim of of mental abuse from my ex she caused me to almost take my life multiple times this song helps so much I’m 2 months clean from self harm And now I’m learning how to love myself and this song helps so much
As an Army Veteran, having my 7th Year Veteran Anniversary and it's Veteran's Day, Army Infantryman having a lot on my mind, this is really important for me to hear. Ivan Moody wore my buddy's dog tags on stage, right before I shipped out to basic training. What an experience. Thank you for your service to us that serve! Thank you brothers and sisters in Arms for your service. Happy Veteran's Day, if you need to talk to someone reach out. God bless 🇺🇲🪖
I'm not good with putting thoughts or emotions into words, but thank you for risking everything for everyones freedom. The sacrifices you and your brothers made will never go unnoticed.
Thacks for your service ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘
I am a firefighter have been on the job for 2 years. This song gets me through all the bad calls I’ve been on. I can’t thank this band enough, for how much it’s helped!❤
People....that guitar solo is absolute perfection. Notice how the rhythm guitar quites down and humbly plays in the background vs most songs where it plays louder. It makes the notes being played in the solo 1000x more meaningful. Appreciate that because it's so moving the way they did that.
At 22, I’m an alcoholic. I failed my family and friends. I was on a self destructive path last year, every night I would drink with the hopes of never waking up. I wish I could remember half of the nights that I drank myself to sleep. By the grace of god I’m still alive, and I’ve been sober since Labor Day
@@alyssadaughertybell1391 thank you ma'am, I'm actually taking steps right now to better myself, one of them being I've enlisted in the Marines and I'm heading to basic in May
@@codyniskanen8809 be careful. They will teach you to die for others but also be prepared to defend in self defense as your first instinct bc the Triune God died for you also. I’ve seen war in my time. But you will be okay,
This song saved my life when I was 13. At that time it reminded me that I was never truly alone. It reassured me that what I was feeling wasn't new, and I wasn't a freak for feeling how I felt. Even in the darkest and saddest part of my life during the trauma I was enduring, other people also suffered once, and they made it, just like I could. Even dealing with CPTSD I'm still alive and kicking, and I'm happy I've crawled out of that very bad place I was once in. I'm 24 now. This song truly means so much to me. Thank you FFDP. I don't know how to put the amount of gratefulness I have into words.
I have been verbally abused by my family my entire life. I've been suicidal because of it, and even professionals have stated that I have been a long-term victim of emotional abuse. I remember being in high school and finding this song. Being forced to stay quiet about their behavior because I wanted to protect their reputation and might never be able to be vocal about it, makes this song more valid. It has helped me through some very, very dark times. It makes me feel less like a human punching bag.
This song in general has helped me get through so much as a person and so much more as a song writer the lyrics are impeccable and I can assure you it will be hard to compare any song to this one
Hope you are doing okay these days. Be safe and know that people care about you, even if it may not feel like it at times. If you are feeling troubled, maybe professional help is the answer, or talking to a trusted friend about what you are going through. Wish you the best.
@@jacksonsDCLASS I know You just joking haha, but for all We know, this guy could be next in line! I to am a songwriter, and I may not be heard of yet, but when a person has ambition, they know in their heart they can do it!
Damn it... I'm never going to be able to hear this without remembering listening to the album on repeat for the first time while I waited for my dad to get back from the hospital; this was playing when he finally got back, when I found out he'd been lying to us and that he only had days left... One of my favorite songs, it's so beautiful but damn it hurts every time I hear it...
@@joelittle7186 I'm a woman (which is why I feel like I failed him; I should have been better at nagging to annoy him enough to go to a doctor when it could have made a difference) but I really appreciate the thoughts. I know my dad was trying to protect us, he didn't want the end of our time together to be clouded with all that sadness. That's just the type of person he was and one of countless reasons why, years later, it's still so hurts so much that he's gone. I appreciate all of the supportive responses but it's always going to be hard to think about so if I don't respond, I'm not trying to be rude. I was really close to my dad, he raised me and losing him was like losing both parents for me, especially because of the situation with the rest of the family... I know he's watching over me, I know I'll be with him again someday and am thoroughly looking forward to all of his corny jokes. Until then, I'll miss him but I'll honor his memory by being the person he raised me to be and driving my kids crazy with his old jokes (and some of my own that I know would make him proud).
Lied about when and how he was dying? Mine did, too. Back in 2011 my dad did, too. He had to go to the hospital the same time my brother did. He had cancer, and my bro had ulcerative colitis (which he had suffered for YEARS before we knew what it was, it was getting worse and he, too, lost weight FAST because he couldn't keep food and drink down). That year was a living nightmare. I thought I was gonna lose BOTH of the most important people to me, and my only family (technically untrue since I have a mother and cousins and shit, but I HATE mother and don't know my cousins or aunts and uncles). I've just been diagnosed this year with TWO diseases of the brain that are perminant and affect my balance, thought process, speech, walking, eating, handling things, etc. I thought I was just gonna suffer mentally for the rest of my life, but NOPE, I've got physical shit, too. I've ALWAYS said I got the bad genes of the family, and now there's proof by me having TWO diseases that affect me physically. MS and encephalitis, by the way. Yes BOTH. Mother claims they appeared because of my "lazy lifestyle", even though I've acted as I've ALWAYS have. Years before acting the exact same nothing happened, my bro didn't get any of them and he ALSO lives like I do. We live together and we both know and accept our lazy lifestyle.) I'm in hospital, and have been since August, and Mother once again made me mad by not only saying I CAUSED THIS by being lazy, but despite having severe agoraphobia (that I've had since I was a fucking TEENAGER), she thinks I "just need to relax". OH! Almost forgot. ANOTHER thing she blamed me for is being incontinent. She think I'm doing it on purpose, that I've made myself that way.
this song awakens many feelings in me, patriotism, anger, love, and happiness, a mix that only this band can give me. Thanks for the excellent job five fingers. success directly from Brazil!
@@caseystotts5169 It's so nice hearing back from you Fan,and i really appreciate your love and support always. where are you from and where are you born..??
The band are my Heroes. I wouldn't be alive, walking around and not in a hospital bed without them. Their music has gotten me through dark times, and is always there. I set out to help the world how I can, saving and changing lives working in a behavioral hospital, and it's so rewarding. My eternal gratitude goes to The Pride, but this song reminds me of how far I've come, how strong my past has made me and can overcome anything. "I'm Not Selling Out, I'm Buying In!" is so powerful for me. Remember Everything is a gift, a blessing of wisdom. Our mistakes empower and teach us. If you're having a bad day remember, you've survived all your worst days; even on a long road, seemingly lonely within Your Own Hell, put that finger to the sky and keep moving forward. Believe in yourselves, YOU GOT THIS!
3:00 this guitar solo gets me everytime like damn it makes me flashback to all the things I’ve been through when I was fighting my thoughts of suicide throughout high school and this song and coming down really helped me through all of that pain
Today I found my Cat dead.He was like a Brother to me.Might sound weird,but He was there when I needed him most.And its hard to accept that hes not with me anymore.Im still crying everytime I think of him.Im sorry I bothered you.I Just needed to tell somebody
@@devaki1206I don’t see what’s wrong with that feeling the way your feel about your cat, everyone feels in a way on how they feel about their pets in a way of feeling a deep connection with their animals. Having a deep connection with your pet is the best thing in the world.💖I think losing our furbabies is always the hardest thing💔 Just to let you know that your cat loved you very much, and you showed him love, and cared about him deeply. Showing your pet treating like it was loved, is best thing for them. He is in a better place now and no longer suffering on whatever pains he went through, I may not know you or your cat, but he may r.i.p.🙏🏻❤️
For me this song means so much. It doesn't matter what you do, you can't change some of the shit you've done. You either learn to deal with it or it eats you up. A lot of 5FDP songs hit to real for some people. Just remember, at the end of the day we are all capable of doing bad shit, but it happens so you don't make the same mistakes in the next life.
"dear mother, i love you, im sorry, i wasnt good enough, dear father, forgive me, cause in your eyes, i just never added up, in my heart i know, i failed you, but you left me here alone" those words just hit me in the stomach, like those are very relatable, because my relationship between me and my step-dad and my mom isnt very good and i feel a lot of shame for hurting my mum alot and honestly i wish i could of grown up to be the child she wanted me to be that it brings tears to my eyes just knowing how much guilt ive got
Ivan's voice sounds so much more powerful and amazing now that he's sober! Thank you so much for being a part in my life and helping save my life numerous times. I use to sit in the dark with my eyes closed listening to five finger death punch, even after I got medically discharged from bootcamp I still listened, and I still do now. Now I'm about to head to the State Police academy to become a state trooper. Thank you so much five finger death punch.
You should absolutely avoid being any kind of law enforcement officer if a singer or song has literally "saved your life numerous times". In fact you should have been psychologically DQ'd. The job is going to destroy you mentally and it puts other Officers and the publics lives in danger.
God luck young buck please have a good heart and be kind to people that deserve it not the skumbags that rob and steal and beat thier girls proud of ya making something of your life PS please don’t pull me over I’m a trucker
Ivan i love your voice its so enjoyable and calming. I wish i could meet y'all. i love this song it brings back memories i wish i didn't have and it makes me cry. Five Finger Death Punch love you guys so much. Thank you for being the band y'all are. :)
Honestly I've been searching for a band that releases really good songs and couldn't find one for a while. This one hit me right in the heart. Love your music
I remember it all. All the lying, the physical abuse, the emotional abuse, the gaslighting, trying to keep me from being able to live on my own so you can use me more while trying to claim you are perfect and are a light in my life. Still living through it daily, and I'm never going to forget.
Jake I heard u n ur brother in my head talking, whether ur alive or not u have amends to make to all the ppl u hurt, n me the most cuz u both tore my heart out n i felt it every day
I absolutely love this song and Ivan’s voice. He has was of sending chills to all my nerves at all the right times. Truly epic. The memories it brings back is so hard but needed to feel the pain to move threw the shadows.
i still remember the first time i heard this song, all regret and agony expressed oh god. the part when he sings : " if we could start again would that change the end " speaks to me.
I have borderline personality disorder and this song sums up my childhood and my feelings now. “It’s a long and lonely road when you know you walk alone.” 😭
I have a quote I put together I think you would like to read. "The brain can get just as unwell as any other part of the body. No one asked for a mental illness have some compassion people it an illness for Gods sake." My ExWife also has B.P.D. breaks my heart for her. But she's a scrappy little thing I'll love that woman forever. Her illness and the USELESS health care system destroyed our marriage, there's just some things a relationship can't undo. Sadly before she got the help she needed the illness took it's toll on us both. We tried dam did we try but even though the marriage ended we still are true friends. She recently got remarried funny for people to hear this but I would have gone to the wedding if it hadn't been 4 states away. If you ever really loved someone seeing them happy makes you happy as well. I know crazy huh?
Same here. I have remorse and regret. I wish I could fix many of my stupid screw ups and failures in my life. I have truly let my family and friends down. At least I tried my best even though I’m a lost cause.
Im sure this song resinates with alot of people, and thats what i love about it. For me, im one of the only family member that remembers everything thats happened in my past. My mother does not, and my brother cant from drug abuse. Its hard to wanna reflect on the past with them when they have no idea what im talking about... Its so sad and hurts a lot. Even more so now because i had to leave my family behind for a better life. I find it hard to make new better memories out of fear of forgetting, but i keep telling myself... I remember everything.
This song hits me like a battering ram. Going thru my life w/ it's rollercoaster of emotions, I found myself facing not only depression & drug addiction, but family judgementalism.Now I face my own brother in court to again fight over my . If that word ' Trust" , was the focus of the whole situation, than I wouldn' t have had to go through any of those things.
Just seen them on Tuesday with Brantley Gilbert and I believe the guy's name was Corey marks badass f****** show got kicked out though I got jumped outside the bathroom and the cops and security kicked me out about halfway through five finger death punch bunch of b******* but it was a kick ass concert I definitely and highly recommend going to one
This song relates to my life n how my family is towards me. I love this song so much but it hurts at the same time to listen to it because it reminds me of how they are towards me(not in my life anymore, their choice because of my choices I made when younger which they all didn't like) 🎶" I remember everything"🎶
I love it five finger death punch. I will say it now you guys rock. I have your songs in my mind and if i feel down I'll start to sing remember everything or I refuse.
This song hits my heart, I love the music and the lyrics, both of the videos made sense. My dad threw me to the wolves, one day I will return leading the pack in a good way: peaceful. What did I do? I made mistakes and I owned up to them to his face and apologized to him and his wife. I did the right thing now my heart is clear and I can go on with my life.
Ha, i remember riding the bus systems in my old town carrying my groceries and going to community service. Pains come in many ways and we all experience it in some way shape or form. Love each other, stand up and fight Lucifer. We are beautiful children of God get up and fight Hun 💗
To anyone who clicked the dislike button, tell me why. What was so bad about your day that you felt the need to do something so unnecessary. Have your opinion about the song, or whatever but don't ruin it for the others. To me, this is more than just another song. It represent those who are serving our country and those who have served our country. Alive or dead they all matter. Have a great day to those reading my comments, and I hope I'm not the only one who feels this way.
It all went by so fast, I still can't change the past, I always will remember everything If we could start again, would that have changed the end, we remember everything
I cry because of this song God gave talent for those who use perfectly the talent that God's give use your tone with understand ding others sometimes a song change everything 👍👍👍👍love from your fan
I didn't know how much your music affects me until I left my ex and my sons 18yr old took his life. At first I thought that your music was Abad place, I was so wrong ! Thank goodness for you
This was my to go song during my darkest days when i was anout to finish it…, listening to this still brings tears to my eyes, but also pride into knowing how far i’ve come…
"I feel like running away. I'm still so far from home. You say that I'll never change but what the fuck do you know?" Such a powerful message behind such a simple lyric
Facts.
My life turned on a dime in the fall of 2021.comfort and joy walked out my door without so much as a look back,much less an apology.the bridge to this song etched itself on my soul word by word as I listened to it the first time. It spoke all the words my mind couldn't....they say my healing is found in my forgiveness. Only now do I understand what a tortured soul is.......
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Just these sentences summon up my last couple months and feeling.. 😢. I hoping to find others in the comments to not feel alone in it.
Yeah, got that a lot and gave up trying to prove them wrong.
What is it with abusers breaking your spirit and then treating you like you're just crazy and they didn't cause that by breaking you like a cheap plastic toy?
God, it’s scary how much this song speaks to me and my life. Lyric that hits me the most “It’s a long and lonely road when you know you walk alone”
Lyrics that quite hard for me is "It all went by so fast, I still can't change the past" so i fell ya'man
@@giedrius373 for me, it’s “You swear I’ll never change, but what the fuck do you know?”
@@codyniskanen8809 "I'll burn it all to the ground before I let you in" goin through that now.
Only did what I thought was truly right
Same, that line hit hard
As a survivor of physical and mental abuse during my childhood this song is so powerful. It has such a profound impact on me everytime I hear it, I can't stop the tears from flowing down my face when I listen to it. It's been a coping mechanism from the very first time I heard it. It continues to help me be a strong survivor!!
Im glad another survivor has found this song. Its a tough road, but its the one we walk together
I'm a fellow survivor and this song is too true (ugh it's been over 20 years since I talked to my brother and I've never met my sister, so they probably hate me for leaving because of my parents...) except for one line: we don't walk alone--not then, now now.
Yes..i love you friends
I’m a victim of of mental abuse from my ex she caused me to almost take my life multiple times this song helps so much I’m 2 months clean from self harm And now I’m learning how to love myself and this song helps so much
@@hunterwier940 Congrats on breaking free, stay strong brother...💯
As an Army Veteran, having my 7th Year Veteran Anniversary and it's Veteran's Day, Army Infantryman having a lot on my mind, this is really important for me to hear.
Ivan Moody wore my buddy's dog tags on stage, right before I shipped out to basic training. What an experience. Thank you for your service to us that serve!
Thank you brothers and sisters in Arms for your service. Happy Veteran's Day, if you need to talk to someone reach out. God bless 🇺🇲🪖
I'm glad you're still among the living.
I'm not good with putting thoughts or emotions into words, but thank you for risking everything for everyones freedom. The sacrifices you and your brothers made will never go unnoticed.
Thacks for your service ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘
I am a firefighter have been on the job for 2 years. This song gets me through all the bad calls I’ve been on. I can’t thank this band enough, for how much it’s helped!❤
Same here my friend. Next month makes 2 years for me.
huge respect for the both of you
12 years on and 20 overall in public safety….if I knew when I started what I do now I wouldn’t have done it. It’s a heavy burden, to say the least.
I'm happy you're still with us, man.
People....that guitar solo is absolute perfection. Notice how the rhythm guitar quites down and humbly plays in the background vs most songs where it plays louder. It makes the notes being played in the solo 1000x more meaningful. Appreciate that because it's so moving the way they did that.
man this band is so legendary if only i came here sooner... but im glad to be here now.
Welcome to the club brotha
No
Welcome
Glad you made it. When doesn't matter.
Welcome to the party. Buckle up, buttercup. We on THE FEELS TRAIN!
At 22, I’m an alcoholic. I failed my family and friends. I was on a self destructive path last year, every night I would drink with the hopes of never waking up. I wish I could remember half of the nights that I drank myself to sleep. By the grace of god I’m still alive, and I’ve been sober since Labor Day
Congrats and keep up the good work ❤
Thank you!!! I take it one day at a time
Permanent peace be with you
@@alyssadaughertybell1391 thank you ma'am, I'm actually taking steps right now to better myself, one of them being I've enlisted in the Marines and I'm heading to basic in May
@@codyniskanen8809 be careful. They will teach you to die for others but also be prepared to defend in self defense as your first instinct bc the Triune God died for you also. I’ve seen war in my time. But you will be okay,
“Please remember everything” Love this song.
In the deepest pits of my depression and being so close to just ending everything.. This song helped me fight and I’m forever grateful
This song saved my life when I was 13. At that time it reminded me that I was never truly alone. It reassured me that what I was feeling wasn't new, and I wasn't a freak for feeling how I felt. Even in the darkest and saddest part of my life during the trauma I was enduring, other people also suffered once, and they made it, just like I could.
Even dealing with CPTSD I'm still alive and kicking, and I'm happy I've crawled out of that very bad place I was once in. I'm 24 now. This song truly means so much to me. Thank you FFDP. I don't know how to put the amount of gratefulness I have into words.
The Lord said He would dwell in the dark cloud. I have surely built You an exalted house, And a place for you to dwell in forever.” 2 Chronicles 6:1-2
I have been verbally abused by my family my entire life. I've been suicidal because of it, and even professionals have stated that I have been a long-term victim of emotional abuse. I remember being in high school and finding this song. Being forced to stay quiet about their behavior because I wanted to protect their reputation and might never be able to be vocal about it, makes this song more valid. It has helped me through some very, very dark times. It makes me feel less like a human punching bag.
Same omfg 😢
Same.
Im sorry to hear that! I hope your doing better now
I can relate.. I was beaten and raped as a kid
I'm happy you're still with us.
This song in general has helped me get through so much as a person and so much more as a song writer the lyrics are impeccable and I can assure you it will be hard to compare any song to this one
What song did you write that sounds like I remember every thing five finger death punch ivan moody
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Hope you are doing okay these days. Be safe and know that people care about you, even if it may not feel like it at times. If you are feeling troubled, maybe professional help is the answer, or talking to a trusted friend about what you are going through. Wish you the best.
You ain't a song written if you only got like 100 plays on Spotify bud 😂
@@jacksonsDCLASS
I know You just joking haha, but for all We know, this guy could be next in line!
I to am a songwriter, and I may not be heard of yet, but when a person has ambition, they know in their heart they can do it!
every time i listen to this song i cry, and im man enough to admit that
Damn it... I'm never going to be able to hear this without remembering listening to the album on repeat for the first time while I waited for my dad to get back from the hospital; this was playing when he finally got back, when I found out he'd been lying to us and that he only had days left...
One of my favorite songs, it's so beautiful but damn it hurts every time I hear it...
Sorry for your loss
I don't know you but i love you brother and im praying for you. He was doing what he thought was right. You're stronger than this.
@@joelittle7186 I'm a woman (which is why I feel like I failed him; I should have been better at nagging to annoy him enough to go to a doctor when it could have made a difference) but I really appreciate the thoughts. I know my dad was trying to protect us, he didn't want the end of our time together to be clouded with all that sadness. That's just the type of person he was and one of countless reasons why, years later, it's still so hurts so much that he's gone.
I appreciate all of the supportive responses but it's always going to be hard to think about so if I don't respond, I'm not trying to be rude. I was really close to my dad, he raised me and losing him was like losing both parents for me, especially because of the situation with the rest of the family... I know he's watching over me, I know I'll be with him again someday and am thoroughly looking forward to all of his corny jokes. Until then, I'll miss him but I'll honor his memory by being the person he raised me to be and driving my kids crazy with his old jokes (and some of my own that I know would make him proud).
Lied about when and how he was dying?
Mine did, too.
Back in 2011 my dad did, too.
He had to go to the hospital the same time my brother did.
He had cancer, and my bro had ulcerative colitis (which he had suffered for YEARS before we knew what it was, it was getting worse and he, too, lost weight FAST because he couldn't keep food and drink down).
That year was a living nightmare.
I thought I was gonna lose BOTH of the most important people to me, and my only family (technically untrue since I have a mother and cousins and shit, but I HATE mother and don't know my cousins or aunts and uncles).
I've just been diagnosed this year with TWO diseases of the brain that are perminant and affect my balance, thought process, speech, walking, eating, handling things, etc.
I thought I was just gonna suffer mentally for the rest of my life, but NOPE, I've got physical shit, too.
I've ALWAYS said I got the bad genes of the family, and now there's proof by me having TWO diseases that affect me physically.
MS and encephalitis, by the way.
Yes BOTH.
Mother claims they appeared because of my "lazy lifestyle", even though I've acted as I've ALWAYS have. Years before acting the exact same nothing happened, my bro didn't get any of them and he ALSO lives like I do. We live together and we both know and accept our lazy lifestyle.)
I'm in hospital, and have been since August, and Mother once again made me mad by not only saying I CAUSED THIS by being lazy, but despite having severe agoraphobia (that I've had since I was a fucking TEENAGER), she thinks I "just need to relax".
OH! Almost forgot.
ANOTHER thing she blamed me for is being incontinent.
She think I'm doing it on purpose, that I've made myself that way.
Sorry for your loss, this is a great song , I hope things have gotten easier
this song awakens many feelings in me, patriotism, anger, love, and happiness, a mix that only this band can give me. Thanks for the excellent job five fingers. success directly from Brazil!
Thank God for this band being around I don't know where I'll be today without them.
The lyrics of this song became close to my heart. It 100% describes my family and when my mother passed away I was listening to it...
Same. This song hits me hard.sorry for yer loss. Been thru same thing.
Awww, thanks I really appreciate that. You’re amazing! So sorry for your loss.
@@amandag5031thanks 🤟
@@ivanmoodyghost3381 Thanks for responding! 💕
@@caseystotts5169 It's so nice hearing back from you Fan,and i really appreciate your love and support always. where are you from and where are you born..??
Dear mother... dear sister...
That's where it hits
The band are my Heroes. I wouldn't be alive, walking around and not in a hospital bed without them. Their music has gotten me through dark times, and is always there. I set out to help the world how I can, saving and changing lives working in a behavioral hospital, and it's so rewarding.
My eternal gratitude goes to The Pride, but this song reminds me of how far I've come, how strong my past has made me and can overcome anything. "I'm Not Selling Out, I'm Buying In!" is so powerful for me. Remember Everything is a gift, a blessing of wisdom.
Our mistakes empower and teach us.
If you're having a bad day remember, you've survived all your worst days; even on a long road, seemingly lonely within Your Own Hell, put that finger to the sky and keep moving forward. Believe in yourselves, YOU GOT THIS!
Thank you!
This is such a sad song. "It's a long and lonely road when you know you walk alone." That's like a punch in the gut.
This song hits different late at night
3:00 this guitar solo gets me everytime like damn it makes me flashback to all the things I’ve been through when I was fighting my thoughts of suicide throughout high school and this song and coming down really helped me through all of that pain
“Dear brother, just don’t hate me, for never standing by you, or being by your side” … man .. as I get older this song hits a little different..
I love you guys. Your music has saved my life. I live your songs. I'm not alone. God bless you.
LMAO you LIVE their songs
The song puts me in tears. It hits hard, and I really connect with it.
Today I found my Cat dead.He was like a Brother to me.Might sound weird,but He was there when I needed him most.And its hard to accept that hes not with me anymore.Im still crying everytime I think of him.Im sorry I bothered you.I Just needed to tell somebody
@@devaki1206I don’t see what’s wrong with that feeling the way your feel about your cat, everyone feels in a way on how they feel about their pets in a way of feeling a deep connection with their animals. Having a deep connection with your pet is the best thing in the world.💖I think losing our furbabies is always the hardest thing💔 Just to let you know that your cat loved you very much, and you showed him love, and cared about him deeply. Showing your pet treating like it was loved, is best thing for them. He is in a better place now and no longer suffering on whatever pains he went through, I may not know you or your cat, but he may r.i.p.🙏🏻❤️
@@DansereauRoss11 I will keep you in great memory even tho we dont know eachother🥹❤️
@@devaki1206 Your welcome 😊💚
@@DansereauRoss11 I wish you a wonderful Life❤️
For me this song means so much. It doesn't matter what you do, you can't change some of the shit you've done. You either learn to deal with it or it eats you up. A lot of 5FDP songs hit to real for some people. Just remember, at the end of the day we are all capable of doing bad shit, but it happens so you don't make the same mistakes in the next life.
I’ve been screaming my heart out to this song for the last 10 years and will never stop. I REMEMBER EVERYTHING 🖤
Awwwn, thanks I really appreciate that. You’re amazing.
I just listened to this song this morning. So good.
I also am hearing the song for the first time and I'm like holy f***.
@@dennisdamenace.8181 that was my reaction when I first heard the song.
You said it
Listening to it omw to school
"dear mother, i love you, im sorry, i wasnt good enough, dear father, forgive me, cause in your eyes, i just never added up, in my heart i know, i failed you, but you left me here alone" those words just hit me in the stomach, like those are very relatable, because my relationship between me and my step-dad and my mom isnt very good and i feel a lot of shame for hurting my mum alot and honestly i wish i could of grown up to be the child she wanted me to be that it brings tears to my eyes just knowing how much guilt ive got
Ivan's voice sounds so much more powerful and amazing now that he's sober! Thank you so much for being a part in my life and helping save my life numerous times. I use to sit in the dark with my eyes closed listening to five finger death punch, even after I got medically discharged from bootcamp I still listened, and I still do now. Now I'm about to head to the State Police academy to become a state trooper. Thank you so much five finger death punch.
This song is a decade old my friend.
You should absolutely avoid being any kind of law enforcement officer if a singer or song has literally "saved your life numerous times". In fact you should have been psychologically DQ'd. The job is going to destroy you mentally and it puts other Officers and the publics lives in danger.
@@CT-qz4tr Seriously, dude! Maybe you just have gotten a little cynical and judgemental after your how ever many year stint in LE.
God luck young buck please have a good heart and be kind to people that deserve it not the skumbags that rob and steal and beat thier girls proud of ya making something of your life PS please don’t pull me over I’m a trucker
its good to hear that....may god bless u....🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏😊😊😊😊
Ivan i love your voice its so enjoyable and calming. I wish i could meet y'all.
i love this song it brings back memories i wish i didn't have and it makes me cry.
Five Finger Death Punch love you guys so much. Thank you for being the band y'all are. :)
This song helped me get thru my Fent addiction (2 years clean)
I always come back to this song just to release all the built up feelings through out the months
Honestly I've been searching for a band that releases really good songs and couldn't find one for a while. This one hit me right in the heart. Love your music
This song hits right at home.
I remember it all. All the lying, the physical abuse, the emotional abuse, the gaslighting, trying to keep me from being able to live on my own so you can use me more while trying to claim you are perfect and are a light in my life. Still living through it daily, and I'm never going to forget.
"I'll always will remember everything!"
Awwwn, thanks I really appreciate that. You’re amazing.
And yet abusers will tell you otherwise.
When will I be free?
You guys was my father’s favorite and he passed last month all I say is that’s for the memories I had of him with your songs
I'm in a group home and this song means a lot to me I cry everyday
Stay strong brother.
You can make it god bless
0:25 “Dear mother i love you im sorry i wasn’t good enough”💔😢
Jake I heard u n ur brother in my head talking, whether ur alive or not u have amends to make to all the ppl u hurt, n me the most cuz u both tore my heart out n i felt it every day
This song hits so close to home for me. I love 5 Finger Death Punch 🖤
gets me in tears all the time
This song made me cry a million tears every time id listen 💙 Ivan ur an angel
I miss my mother big time if she was alive she would be 62 she died in 2007 I miss my mother so much I can't wait to get to see her again
Just... Wow, man... Pure emotion!!!
I absolutely love this song and Ivan’s voice. He has was of sending chills to all my nerves at all the right times. Truly epic. The memories it brings back is so hard but needed to feel the pain to move threw the shadows.
Speaks to the soul
This song hits me hard because it's so relatable .
i still remember the first time i heard this song, all regret and agony expressed oh god.
the part when he sings : " if we could start again would that change the end " speaks to me.
Yeah, the last two verses of the song always get me
😢this song always gets me everytime.
As a survivor of abuse and neglect. This song hits home. 😢💔
Thanks for the effort you put into this to provide a lyric vid... Not even just super basic text & no background... You put in the effort and it shows
Obsessed with this song. Seeing them in concert TONIGHT & hoping they play this🤞🏽
How was the concert?
Awwwn, thanks I really appreciate that. You’re amazing.
All of there music is on fire 🔥
5FDP Спасибо вам. Крутой тек. Прослушал уже 100 раз. Каждый раз как первый.
MASTERPIECE💎
They have spoken so many things I have been thinking as a person but could not articulate. God Bless them for speaking for the voiceless.
I have shed many tears to this song
I have borderline personality disorder and this song sums up my childhood and my feelings now.
“It’s a long and lonely road when you know you walk alone.” 😭
I have a quote I put together I think you would like to read.
"The brain can get just as unwell as any other part of the body. No one asked for a mental illness have some compassion people it an illness for Gods sake."
My ExWife also has B.P.D. breaks my heart for her. But she's a scrappy little thing I'll love that woman forever. Her illness and the USELESS health care system destroyed our marriage, there's just some things a relationship can't undo. Sadly before she got the help she needed the illness took it's toll on us both. We tried dam did we try but even though the marriage ended we still are true friends. She recently got remarried funny for people to hear this but I would have gone to the wedding if it hadn't been 4 states away. If you ever really loved someone seeing them happy makes you happy as well. I know crazy huh?
This is the song that turned me into a knucklehead
I legit cry every time I play this because of how much it hits at home, like it really speaks to me like no other song has or ever will do
This song is so powerful I cry everytime I hear it. Basiclly apologizing to my mother I wasent the best son but at least I tried
You only have to be alive. You’re good enough for your mommy-- always.
Same here. I have remorse and regret. I wish I could fix many of my stupid screw ups and failures in my life. I have truly let my family and friends down. At least I tried my best even though I’m a lost cause.
Since they day they first released this song, I've firmly believed that it should be 5FDP's #1 song, and still stick by this belief
Im sure this song resinates with alot of people, and thats what i love about it. For me, im one of the only family member that remembers everything thats happened in my past. My mother does not, and my brother cant from drug abuse. Its hard to wanna reflect on the past with them when they have no idea what im talking about... Its so sad and hurts a lot. Even more so now because i had to leave my family behind for a better life. I find it hard to make new better memories out of fear of forgetting, but i keep telling myself... I remember everything.
Liebe und Zuversicht wünsche ich dir ❤️
this song hits hard
This song hits me like a battering ram. Going thru my life w/ it's rollercoaster of emotions, I found myself facing not only depression & drug addiction, but family judgementalism.Now I face my own brother in court to again fight over my . If that word ' Trust" , was the focus of the whole situation, than I wouldn' t have had to go through any of those things.
What an incredible guitar lead. A truly great song.
Ivan and this group bring me to tears with this...dam it 🤘🇨🇦 Such art
Everytime i listen to this song, and each time it telling my story 😭😭
Me and my sister love this song and this band I’m obsessed with them I want to see them in concert someday
Just seen them on Tuesday with Brantley Gilbert and I believe the guy's name was Corey marks badass f****** show got kicked out though I got jumped outside the bathroom and the cops and security kicked me out about halfway through five finger death punch bunch of b******* but it was a kick ass concert I definitely and highly recommend going to one
@@chaserabbits3831 .....what tf did you do to get jumped?
This song relates to my life n how my family is towards me. I love this song so much but it hurts at the same time to listen to it because it reminds me of how they are towards me(not in my life anymore, their choice because of my choices I made when younger which they all didn't like) 🎶" I remember everything"🎶
I can almost relate
The Scars are always reminders. No need to hold back the Rain. We will stand together in the Rain.
When I was locked away God showed me the right path and I'm glad he did ...
How did it happen? If anything, I feel ignored.
I love it five finger death punch. I will say it now you guys rock. I have your songs in my mind and if i feel down I'll start to sing remember everything or I refuse.
For the people reading this comment, I hope you become successful in your life
This song hits my heart, I love the music and the lyrics, both of the videos made sense. My dad threw me to the wolves, one day I will return leading the pack in a good way: peaceful. What did I do? I made mistakes and I owned up to them to his face and apologized to him and his wife. I did the right thing now my heart is clear and I can go on with my life.
Hello, how are you doing? Nice meeting you here..
5FDP has helped a lot during my worst times and this song helps a lot more
Ha, i remember riding the bus systems in my old town carrying my groceries and going to community service. Pains come in many ways and we all experience it in some way shape or form. Love each other, stand up and fight Lucifer. We are beautiful children of God get up and fight Hun 💗
This pretty much sums up everything...damn...such a kickass jam from this badass band! 🤘❤🔥
Hello, how are you doing? Nice meeting you here...
For me this hit hard after my wife of 35 yrs left..my past came flooding in
To anyone who clicked the dislike button, tell me why. What was so bad about your day that you felt the need to do something so unnecessary. Have your opinion about the song, or whatever but don't ruin it for the others. To me, this is more than just another song. It represent those who are serving our country and those who have served our country. Alive or dead they all matter. Have a great day to those reading my comments, and I hope I'm not the only one who feels this way.
It all went by so fast, I still can't change the past, I always will remember everything
If we could start again, would that have changed the end, we remember everything
I cry because of this song God gave talent for those who use perfectly the talent that God's give use your tone with understand ding others sometimes a song change everything 👍👍👍👍love from your fan
This song brings a tear to my eye every time I listen… Thank you FFDP for this song!🔥🔥🔥🔥
Love this song brings me back
Hello, how are you doing? Nice meeting you here...
I didn't know how much your music affects me until I left my ex and my sons 18yr old took his life. At first I thought that your music was Abad place, I was so wrong ! Thank goodness for you
This song means so much to so many people and in very positive ways. I only feel bad for those who know nothing of it.
Hello, how are you doing? Nice meeting you here..
The Music Vax... when a song feels like it's running through your veins! Amazing thank you 💯💥
Absolutely one of my all-time most favorite songs!
This was my to go song during my darkest days when i was anout to finish it…, listening to this still brings tears to my eyes, but also pride into knowing how far i’ve come…
This song helps me through a lot with my toxic family and my depression, still working on bettering my self every day
This song reminds me of the past. Things that I don't want to change and things I wish I could
yeah man, it's like a timelapse of everything you've felt, of every painful moment that has ever come around at ya..
This album was actually so raw.
Remembering everything is a curse yet a blessings....its what you learn from those things that matters
Hey Ivan, you'll never see this but...Thank you for saving my life when I was at my lowest. This song, in particular helped me realize I'm not alone.
Suffering from depression most of my life this song just hits home
Still a banger! I feel this song in my Soul. I always wanted to do this song At Karaoke ♥️
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