#GRABBED# Was listening to your words, suddenly feeling them in my body as a swirling, pouring nourishment coming from above. Been hoping for new love since Neptune has been conjunct my Venus for a couple of years (divorced) - and suddenly, as I was sittning here in my admitted weakness (postcovid), I just felt it was all about surrendering to God/Spirit and letting that loving energy in. Humble and astonished by this heartfelt gift after years of questioning this conjunction✨. Thank you Acuyta, your posts are so important 🙏, feel them to be true and coming from your heart. And Thank you Saturn. Sun, Universe for lightening up, showing me what had been hidden till now💚.
#grabbed My wife and I’d retirement cruise to Greece which we have postponed several times due to Covid was interrupted this past week with me testing positive for it and put into isolation on the ship for at least the next 7 days until I can test negative. So I stare out my window catching up on my Nighlight classes and hope for an escape asap.
I began the course last year but due to circumstances had to interrupt it -- the live sessions are finished now but recorded and my last payment is this month. I am thrilled with the teachings, the teacher, and the admin., and looking forward to diving back in. Thank you for this, Achuyta.
For me it's been noticing the signs of change slowly impinging on how I think and feel every single day. Wow. I have to stay positive. I have noticed quite a bit of anxiety attached.
Nightlight is so generous with the tuition I feel bad that they approved me twice and I never followed through bc my situation kept changing and I didn't want to commit to a promise I couldn't keep. One day soon I hope to get in bc he sounds like an honest balanced teacher
This aspect seems very relevant at the moment, especially to the people of England who are grieving the death of the Queen, who was the leader, the head of the church , the one who served the British people for 70 yrs. The loss of a monarch .
Thank you, so beautiful and things I'm realising at the moment around letting go of idealism, sitting with the grief or disappointed of failure, and of seeing the gift in it (developing of wisdom, patience, acceptance and hope) 💖🙏
#grabbed I have been working towards building my dream home for several years. Finally finished the design and received the estimate. Thanks to the recent changes in the construction market since COVID, the estimated cost to build my dream home came back way over my budget. Initially it all seemed like a tangible dream, now the dream is over because I can’t afford it. Disappointed and devastated. -Scorpio rising, Pisces Sun, Taurus moon.
Thank you for the story about your parents and friends making music and reminiscing the good old times. My father does that all the time. Everything in his youth was like paradies and everything after that like hell. That means all the things that are valuable to me can't be according to him because they are different from what he remembers. Sometimes it drives me crazy and I couldn't really understand until your talk today.
My father would have been 62 tomorrow (September 16th)…. He passed away from a overdose at 39, after being clean for 12 years or so. Neil Young was his all time favorite. 🙏🏻✨❤️
The knowingness that you speak of is also at the philosophical core of the Sun ☀️ Salutation: Surya Namaskar. Aditya Hridayam ~ as we perceive and bow to the illuminating Sun, we perceive and understand our own existence and illumination from the soul in our heart. This is exceptionally spiritually empowering; not just physical exercise ~ of course! Also, Aditya Hridayam acknowledges the Sun as the son of the Goddess Aditya 🙏🏼
Your way of illustrating these aspects resonates so well. The angel with the gift that needs to be unwrapped carefully, slowly, is a great example of your guidance! Also, the way you develop a theme with a heading really enhances the wisdom of your teaching! Thank you so much for the infinite tools for self-knowledge and development that you offer!
Ive been studying astrology for 2-3 years. I only focus on a few planets; and Neptune is one I have neglected to acknowledge by any means. Great time to learn about it while it's happening. This info will go a long way thank you.
Wow, yeah, my dad proselytized for The Beatles-like they needed any help-and the 60s in general. It was actually pretty exhausting. Guess what: Sun opposing Neptune and moon conjunct Neptune (just checked). He also really struggled with healthy expression of the ego. He was a textbook narcissist.
This aspect is very personal to me for a few reasons. 1) My father's birthday is on this day of this particular aspect - September 16th (tomorrow) & he'll be traveling. 🤔 2) I'm a double Virgo, Gemini Moon. Neptune has been in a tight square on / off w/ my 23° moon for going on 3 years. Now, just this month, Neptune will be opposing my natal 26° sun. I know I've been living in a state of disillusionment for years. Mainly bc of the Moon / Neptune aspect. I'm not sure how to handle it other than trusting myself as I learn to understand myself better. And I'm praying for a safe cross country journey for my father. 🙏🏻❤️ Thank you, Acyuta.
Neptune is transiting my Sun right now and over the last year... everything you describe about confusion, longing, a desperation and disillusionment...
The Queen of England has just died and the response from many countries (not necessarily the US) have been deeply moved and a deep sense of loss. She has been The Queen since I was 5 and made a great bulky scrapbook of her coronation. She has just always been there and now she is not. She was also, yes, The Queen of Canada. 'Cause you know, we stayed in contact to our benefit IMHO.
Hi this is Nanao. Last night I got suddenly curious and checked google street view, in order to see if a house I lived in Houston a few years ago is still there or not. My husband and I rented the house for two and a half years. It was a very tiny, old house, painted pale pink. The funny thing was, there were no doors for the 2 bedrooms the house had. And there were 2 baths but one of them didn't have a sink to wash hands lol. Somehow this feels so Neptune. It worked out because we don't have kids or roommates. We moved from Boulder, Co to Houston for better job opportunities and cheaper living cost. We wanted to travel around the world and needed to save money. The rent for the house was so cheap. The rent difference itself (Boulder is expensive!) helped us save $20,000 in two years. We saved more money because our new jobs paid better and living cost was actually cheaper including lower tax. In the end we somehow ended up saving $70,000 for our world trip. (This feels very Sun - Neptune to me). I felt that the pink house was there for us, to help us save money for our dream. It was actually one of the most amazing neighborhoods in Houston, and it was walkable! I don't drive but I could manage to commute to my work without a car, and go to cafes, shops and restaurants on foot. I loved that! It's not common in Houston to live without a car. Houston is so car-centered. During our life in Houston, Hurricane Harvey happened. Our house didn't get damaged. The water touched the bottom of entrance steps but that was it... but the experience changed my perspectives. What was shocking to me was that despite all the hurricanes people keep buying lands and building huge houses believing that the housing market will keep rising, and producing profit. (This experience feels very Sun - Neptune to me). I also met love of my life (in addition to my husband), my dog Mochi in Houston. He was wondering in the 3rd word, where Beyonce is from. But before that, we had lost our dog Dozer for cancer. One of the reasons why we moved to Houston was to let Dozer live in a house where he can have access to yards. He died shortly after we arrived in Houston. I was so sad... I couldn't resist adopting a new dog because I felt so lonely. The loss was so sad but I could realize how much Dozer loved me and I found my love for dogs. the house was great but there was one thing about the house... it was a bit moldy. and I am allergic to mold. So my health got declined and I started having severe adrenal fatigue. This impacted our travel in a bad way - my husband had an affair with a girl who's more fit and athletic during our world trip. (Thank god I was intuitive and stopped them from seeing each other in the Himalayas as they had been planning lol my husband hadn't had the intercourse with her YET and that's why I forgave him eventually). I think these also feel like Sun - Neptune. Anyways. SO the house was very special to me. I checked the street view yesterday and looked up the location. And I saw that the house was completely GONE. wow! it is just a vacant lot now. It made me feel sentimental. It feels like it was just a dream! Guess what, I have Sun - Neptune opposition. XD Thank you for your teaching, Acyuta!
#grabbed I was doing my Terrell card this morning and it was quite for Boating I had the five of swords next to the emperor and then what crossed him was the tower the fall of a national leader or man of importance. I had a feeling of sadness come over me because I’m feeling this transition I Hand on my head and heart and pride through the feelings in the heaviness and then I felt a choking in my throat and I put my hands there and spoke about the same as I was feeling. It is very much about where you think you would be and where you are. The dissolving of disillusionment. I feel this transition into fall very heavily right now.
Oh you’re speaking my language when you talk about birth, LOL (I have had five children)…so, yes, I’ve been feeling this transit…I won an astrology reading from an astrologer whom I admire and I immediately felt like I was falling in love with the whole idea of the reading and started romanticizing what it’s going to be like and how I feel it could change my life and be the thing I’ve been waiting for! Yesterday, I was high on cloud nine daydreaming about it and today I feel low and sad, partly because I have to wait two weeks (which is the silliest thing) and partly because I’m actually afraid of what he will see. I want to approach this reading with an open heart and receive the gift that I feel it is but I’m scared of facing the truth of my chart, like having my weaknesses on display. Thank you for this video, it helped me a lot! 🙏🙏🙏
Wow. I just realized I have Neptune opposing the sun in my birth chart. I have been chasing my true north my entire life. This hit me like a ton of bricks.
My natal sun is conjunct Neptune Uranus Mercury Rx and Saturn in the second house of Capricorn This has been a heavy real heavy week I am not as well versed as you but I feel this has something to do with my true value and what true wealth is
#Grabbed *sigh* where do I begin. i was in a previous relationship that was not good for me. it was incredibly hard on me. i met this girl in LA in 2019. I, immediately, knew this was the girl for me the second I saw her. I was smitten, instantaneously. it was like she had given me hope for a decent relationship after being in such a miserable one. she had a bf at the time which made any hope die off as instantaneously. organically, however, we got to know each other. they broke up during the pandemic. i wasnt a sleeze ball about anything but she reached out to me and we talked more. i had a crush on her this entire time but i didnt want to feel like i was jumping on somebody that was vulnerable so i just controlled myself. we hung out a lot and talked a lot, though. i ended up moving during the pandemic to be closer to my parents bc they were both higher risk(my brother also has asthma). i looked at it as some great time to spend with family. she'd occasionally ask when i was coming back but she never left my mind. i worked on some projects and released them and traveled back and forth to LA and saw her a couple of times in the flow of all of this. In march of this year she crossed my mind so much and it was weighing so heavily on me that i had to tell her I had this massive crush on her. She would cross my mind so much that i started to envision us together. She took it well, although there was no grand gesture from her to jump at it. some time had gone by and i've been laser focused on my health and my project. i picked my head up and checked social media and saw that she now has a new boyfriend. I was devastated. Ive had 3 crushes in my life and she's one of them and I'd never had the courage to tell the other 2. but her i did. i had this grand plan that once i was done with my work and moved back to LA full time that i was going to really give a full effort. i romanticized this potential relationship with this girl that ive had a crush on for nearly 3 years and its all gone. whats worse is, this past week its really done my head in. Its been really hard to get over, i guess because of how i viewed her. ive started to question my work. question moving back to LA. question faith(i put a lot of it into the idea that if im patient and work on myself, the one person i want would be available). just been a super rough week. at this point, ive just decided to continue to dive even further into my work and go ahead with my travel to LA and completely forget about relationships in general. tough man.
@WhammyWhammy well i 100% could have been idealizing her and heaping a ton of romanticized hope onto her and upon getting her i could have been completely thrown for a loop if she had been completely different from what i was hoping. but we had spent a lot of time around each other and i just knew. Like sometimes you just know and i just feel gutted because i trusted that feeling and it was wrong.
How ironic . I entered this transit today .. I am preparing to start my first job out of school as a “midwife”, and I will have this placement for 9 months . Let’s pray that I get to full term birth and that my first job isn’t a preterm birth . (That’s my imposter speaking ). I read my placement on the pattern app and was not happy with what I saw. Let’s see if I can’t come back in 9 months with an update . I have a feeling that perhaps … this isn’t going to be just a career , but that I find out this is my calling in life . The maternal health in the US After-all could use a devoted few. Thank you for your interpretation
FFS I am a cap rising and have my Venus in gemini in the fifth opposing Neptune in Sag in the 12th! I am so grateful for your explanation because I am all of it! haha 42 and still single never married and desire a companion very much so ...
In a recent news item, Kanye West (sun: Gemini) is terminating contract with The Gap. He says he wants to change the "language" vs the "aesthetic" in the fashion industry (Mars in Gemini vs Venus in Virgo). He also cites hidden practices coming to light that undermined his work ( Sun in Virgo opposite Neptune in Pisces.) Sometimes it appears easier to see these energies in high profile stories.
Once upon a time explorers embarked filled with 'visions' of discovery... then they 'disembarked' aware (or unaware) that they were embarking again. ('sum thing' like that)
I can't with this one. I currently have the South Node in the 4th house, approaching Uranus opposition, as the SN passes over my Uranus. I'm terribly concerned about the November 8th eclipse, in particular. My daughter lived as a tarns man for 7 years. She has now detransitioned, and is taking up the cross of Christianity, alienating everyone because she wants us to believe what she does. She told me astrology is demonic. This is after I went through a fundamental religious phase when she was a child. I am working through a lot of shame with Chiron in my ninth over my spirituality and religion, and how I have acted. But I am so concerned about my dad. Sun in my 2nd opposite Neptune in the 8th. I'm in an 8th house profection year. So much of this year has been so hard, and yet so beautiful. I am viewing the upcoming square from Venus to Mars as this idea that we have to take action sometimes, even when things are perfect. That I can thrive in chaos if I choose my peace. My dad is 68 and has COPD and Hep C. They just called him after some tests to see a specialist. He got suddenly sick out of nowhere on the day of the Uranus, NN, Mars conjunction. Uranus is in my 4th, SN was on it, Mars rules my 4th.
What if the Sun Micronovas the patriarchal systems fall and the divine feminine energy will flow through because the sun has a dualistic nature in hebrew as well and is known as She-mesh. the coming of the sun lol who knows... Who am I to know anything :)
"Those that touch joy as it flies live in eternity's sunrise"... William Blake
Beautiful and appreciated ❤️
❤
Refreshing 🤍
"deal with failure like a it`s a gift, once you sit down with it, listen to it, you discover insight, mystery". I like that.
🌠❤️💯loved that too
I loved the 60's music analogy! I had a similar experience as a 90's teen.
#GRABBED#
Was listening to your words, suddenly feeling them in my body as a swirling, pouring nourishment coming from above.
Been hoping for new love since Neptune has been conjunct my Venus for a couple of years (divorced) - and suddenly, as I was sittning here in my admitted weakness (postcovid), I just felt it was all about surrendering to God/Spirit and letting that loving energy in. Humble and astonished by this heartfelt gift after years of questioning this conjunction✨.
Thank you Acuyta, your posts are so important 🙏, feel them to be true and coming from your heart.
And Thank you Saturn. Sun, Universe for lightening up, showing me what had been hidden till now💚.
#grabbed My wife and I’d retirement cruise to Greece which we have postponed several times due to Covid was interrupted this past week with me testing positive for it and put into isolation on the ship for at least the next 7 days until I can test negative. So I stare out my window catching up on my Nighlight classes and hope for an escape asap.
Remain STRONG 😎
I began the course last year but due to circumstances had to interrupt it -- the live sessions are finished now but recorded and my last payment is this month. I am thrilled with the teachings, the teacher, and the admin., and looking forward to diving back in. Thank you for this, Achuyta.
For me it's been noticing the signs of change slowly impinging on how I think and feel every single day. Wow. I have to stay positive. I have noticed quite a bit of anxiety attached.
Nightlight is so generous with the tuition I feel bad that they approved me twice and I never followed through bc my situation kept changing and I didn't want to commit to a promise I couldn't keep. One day soon I hope to get in bc he sounds like an honest balanced teacher
Patience has been coming up for me a lot lately. This was so beautiful, thank you.
Sun opp Neptune is my favorite transit of the year..
Thank you. I love how you take one thing. Analyze it and then have ideas as to dealing with. Easy to understand and helpful.
This aspect seems very relevant at the moment, especially to the people of England who are grieving the death of the Queen, who was the leader, the head of the church , the one who served the British people for 70 yrs. The loss of a monarch .
Thanks Great videos as usual loads of blessings
Queen Elizabeth recently passed away under this Sun/Neptune opposition.
Thank you, so beautiful and things I'm realising at the moment around letting go of idealism, sitting with the grief or disappointed of failure, and of seeing the gift in it (developing of wisdom, patience, acceptance and hope) 💖🙏
#grabbed
I have been working towards building my dream home for several years. Finally finished the design and received the estimate. Thanks to the recent changes in the construction market since COVID, the estimated cost to build my dream home came back way over my budget. Initially it all seemed like a tangible dream, now the dream is over because I can’t afford it. Disappointed and devastated. -Scorpio rising, Pisces Sun, Taurus moon.
Thank you for the story about your parents and friends making music and reminiscing the good old times. My father does that all the time. Everything in his youth was like paradies and everything after that like hell. That means all the things that are valuable to me can't be according to him because they are different from what he remembers. Sometimes it drives me crazy and I couldn't really understand until your talk today.
My father would have been 62 tomorrow (September 16th)…. He passed away from a overdose at 39, after being clean for 12 years or so. Neil Young was his all time favorite. 🙏🏻✨❤️
The knowingness that you speak of is also at the philosophical core of the Sun ☀️ Salutation: Surya Namaskar. Aditya Hridayam ~ as we perceive and bow to the illuminating Sun, we perceive and understand our own existence and illumination from the soul in our heart. This is exceptionally spiritually empowering; not just physical exercise ~ of course!
Also, Aditya Hridayam acknowledges the Sun as the son of the Goddess Aditya 🙏🏼
Humbled by your accuracy of my love for the sun as I begin my asans each morning 🌄
Your way of illustrating these aspects resonates so well. The angel with the gift that needs to be unwrapped carefully, slowly, is a great example of your guidance! Also, the way you develop a theme with a heading really enhances the wisdom of your teaching! Thank you so much for the infinite tools for self-knowledge and development that you offer!
You’re an amazing teacher!!! Thank you ❤❤❤
Ive been studying astrology for 2-3 years. I only focus on a few planets; and Neptune is one I have neglected to acknowledge by any means. Great time to learn about it while it's happening. This info will go a long way thank you.
Right on my ascendant - been really feeling this Neptune / ascendant - thank you
This was so deeply moving and profound. Thank you for sharing.
Wow, yeah, my dad proselytized for The Beatles-like they needed any help-and the 60s in general. It was actually pretty exhausting. Guess what: Sun opposing Neptune and moon conjunct Neptune (just checked). He also really struggled with healthy expression of the ego. He was a textbook narcissist.
This aspect is very personal to me for a few reasons. 1) My father's birthday is on this day of this particular aspect - September 16th (tomorrow) & he'll be traveling. 🤔 2) I'm a double Virgo, Gemini Moon. Neptune has been in a tight square on / off w/ my 23° moon for going on 3 years. Now, just this month, Neptune will be opposing my natal 26° sun. I know I've been living in a state of disillusionment for years. Mainly bc of the Moon / Neptune aspect. I'm not sure how to handle it other than trusting myself as I learn to understand myself better. And I'm praying for a safe cross country journey for my father. 🙏🏻❤️ Thank you, Acyuta.
Happy Birthday 🎂 to your Dad!
Neptune is transiting my Sun right now and over the last year... everything you describe about confusion, longing, a desperation and disillusionment...
The Queen of England has just died and the response from many countries (not necessarily the US) have been deeply moved and a deep sense of loss. She has been The Queen since I was 5 and made a great bulky scrapbook of her coronation. She has just always been there and now she is not. She was also, yes, The Queen of Canada. 'Cause you know, we stayed in contact to our benefit IMHO.
Hi this is Nanao. Last night I got suddenly curious and checked google street view, in order to see if a house I lived in Houston a few years ago is still there or not.
My husband and I rented the house for two and a half years. It was a very tiny, old house, painted pale pink. The funny thing was, there were no doors for the 2 bedrooms the house had. And there were 2 baths but one of them didn't have a sink to wash hands lol. Somehow this feels so Neptune. It worked out because we don't have kids or roommates.
We moved from Boulder, Co to Houston for better job opportunities and cheaper living cost. We wanted to travel around the world and needed to save money. The rent for the house was so cheap. The rent difference itself (Boulder is expensive!) helped us save $20,000 in two years. We saved more money because our new jobs paid better and living cost was actually cheaper including lower tax. In the end we somehow ended up saving $70,000 for our world trip. (This feels very Sun - Neptune to me). I felt that the pink house was there for us, to help us save money for our dream. It was actually one of the most amazing neighborhoods in Houston, and it was walkable! I don't drive but I could manage to commute to my work without a car, and go to cafes, shops and restaurants on foot. I loved that! It's not common in Houston to live without a car. Houston is so car-centered.
During our life in Houston, Hurricane Harvey happened. Our house didn't get damaged. The water touched the bottom of entrance steps but that was it... but the experience changed my perspectives. What was shocking to me was that despite all the hurricanes people keep buying lands and building huge houses believing that the housing market will keep rising, and producing profit. (This experience feels very Sun - Neptune to me).
I also met love of my life (in addition to my husband), my dog Mochi in Houston. He was wondering in the 3rd word, where Beyonce is from. But before that, we had lost our dog Dozer for cancer. One of the reasons why we moved to Houston was to let Dozer live in a house where he can have access to yards. He died shortly after we arrived in Houston. I was so sad... I couldn't resist adopting a new dog because I felt so lonely. The loss was so sad but I could realize how much Dozer loved me and I found my love for dogs.
the house was great but there was one thing about the house... it was a bit moldy. and I am allergic to mold. So my health got declined and I started having severe adrenal fatigue. This impacted our travel in a bad way - my husband had an affair with a girl who's more fit and athletic during our world trip.
(Thank god I was intuitive and stopped them from seeing each other in the Himalayas as they had been planning lol my husband hadn't had the intercourse with her YET and that's why I forgave him eventually). I think these also feel like Sun - Neptune.
Anyways. SO the house was very special to me. I checked the street view yesterday and looked up the location. And I saw that the house was completely GONE. wow! it is just a vacant lot now. It made me feel sentimental. It feels like it was just a dream!
Guess what, I have Sun - Neptune opposition. XD Thank you for your teaching, Acyuta!
#grabbed I was doing my Terrell card this morning and it was quite for Boating I had the five of swords next to the emperor and then what crossed him was the tower the fall of a national leader or man of importance. I had a feeling of sadness come over me because I’m feeling this transition I Hand on my head and heart and pride through the feelings in the heaviness and then I felt a choking in my throat and I put my hands there and spoke about the same as I was feeling. It is very much about where you think you would be and where you are. The dissolving of disillusionment. I feel this transition into fall very heavily right now.
Oh you’re speaking my language when you talk about birth, LOL (I have had five children)…so, yes, I’ve been feeling this transit…I won an astrology reading from an astrologer whom I admire and I immediately felt like I was falling in love with the whole idea of the reading and started romanticizing what it’s going to be like and how I feel it could change my life and be the thing I’ve been waiting for! Yesterday, I was high on cloud nine daydreaming about it and today I feel low and sad, partly because I have to wait two weeks (which is the silliest thing) and partly because I’m actually afraid of what he will see. I want to approach this reading with an open heart and receive the gift that I feel it is but I’m scared of facing the truth of my chart, like having my weaknesses on display. Thank you for this video, it helped me a lot! 🙏🙏🙏
Great advice !
My dad is a Pisces and he passed away last Friday. With the moon in Pisces.
@WhammyWhammy Thank you.
I'm so sorry for your loss😭 beautiful souls,Pisces..lost my Pisces brother last year and truly there is no other soul like him..🌠
@@margolyn8291 Thank you. Both me and my daughters moons are in Pisces. And sorry for your loss as well.
Thanks!
Excellent on the lessons! Meditating / journaling on this. Thank you.
The heroic men,lion image..🦁both my dad and grandfather were Leo's..been in my dreams and on my mind for days🌠🌠
Wow. I just realized I have Neptune opposing the sun in my birth chart. I have been chasing my true north my entire life. This hit me like a ton of bricks.
I needed this talk today! Represents everything I am going through, and you have validated many of my thoughts and dreams. Thank you!
My natal sun is conjunct Neptune Uranus Mercury Rx and Saturn in the second house of Capricorn This has been a heavy real heavy week I am not as well versed as you but I feel this has something to do with my true value and what true wealth is
So helpful and on point. Thank you! 🙏
Thank you ✨
#Grabbed *sigh* where do I begin. i was in a previous relationship that was not good for me. it was incredibly hard on me. i met this girl in LA in 2019. I, immediately, knew this was the girl for me the second I saw her. I was smitten, instantaneously. it was like she had given me hope for a decent relationship after being in such a miserable one. she had a bf at the time which made any hope die off as instantaneously. organically, however, we got to know each other. they broke up during the pandemic. i wasnt a sleeze ball about anything but she reached out to me and we talked more. i had a crush on her this entire time but i didnt want to feel like i was jumping on somebody that was vulnerable so i just controlled myself. we hung out a lot and talked a lot, though. i ended up moving during the pandemic to be closer to my parents bc they were both higher risk(my brother also has asthma). i looked at it as some great time to spend with family. she'd occasionally ask when i was coming back but she never left my mind. i worked on some projects and released them and traveled back and forth to LA and saw her a couple of times in the flow of all of this. In march of this year she crossed my mind so much and it was weighing so heavily on me that i had to tell her I had this massive crush on her. She would cross my mind so much that i started to envision us together. She took it well, although there was no grand gesture from her to jump at it. some time had gone by and i've been laser focused on my health and my project. i picked my head up and checked social media and saw that she now has a new boyfriend. I was devastated. Ive had 3 crushes in my life and she's one of them and I'd never had the courage to tell the other 2. but her i did. i had this grand plan that once i was done with my work and moved back to LA full time that i was going to really give a full effort. i romanticized this potential relationship with this girl that ive had a crush on for nearly 3 years and its all gone. whats worse is, this past week its really done my head in. Its been really hard to get over, i guess because of how i viewed her. ive started to question my work. question moving back to LA. question faith(i put a lot of it into the idea that if im patient and work on myself, the one person i want would be available). just been a super rough week. at this point, ive just decided to continue to dive even further into my work and go ahead with my travel to LA and completely forget about relationships in general. tough man.
@WhammyWhammy well i 100% could have been idealizing her and heaping a ton of romanticized hope onto her and upon getting her i could have been completely thrown for a loop if she had been completely different from what i was hoping. but we had spent a lot of time around each other and i just knew. Like sometimes you just know and i just feel gutted because i trusted that feeling and it was wrong.
Hello from Millersville Pennsylvania Taurus Rising
Good morning! ❤️
Exactly that feeling lost😢
Beautiful💜
Good thanks
Neptune conjunct Moon and opposite Venus felt this talk was so on point. 🙏
Hare Krishna Prabhu!
Neptune transit my sun 🌻 seems like forever in my fourth house 🏠 now
How ironic . I entered this transit today .. I am preparing to start my first job out of school as a “midwife”, and I will have this placement for 9 months . Let’s pray that I get to full term birth and that my first job isn’t a preterm birth . (That’s my imposter speaking ).
I read my placement on the pattern app and was not happy with what I saw. Let’s see if I can’t come back in 9 months with an update .
I have a feeling that perhaps … this isn’t going to be just a career , but that I find out this is my calling in life . The maternal health in the US After-all could use a devoted few.
Thank you for your interpretation
Always trapped by the 💕..Venus retrograde in Venus..with Neptune..learning
Good info
FFS I am a cap rising and have my Venus in gemini in the fifth opposing Neptune in Sag in the 12th! I am so grateful for your explanation because I am all of it! haha 42 and still single never married and desire a companion very much so ...
Seven in retro, wow!😃
In a recent news item, Kanye West (sun: Gemini) is terminating contract with The Gap. He says he wants to change the "language" vs the "aesthetic" in the fashion industry (Mars in Gemini vs Venus in Virgo). He also cites hidden practices coming to light that undermined his work ( Sun in Virgo opposite Neptune in Pisces.) Sometimes it appears easier to see these energies in high profile stories.
Does this reactivate Jupiter Neptune conjunct from 12 April
Music was definitely better in the 60's and 70's.
And the 80s/90s, at least here in the UK!
Sitting with my failure & discovery
Once upon a time explorers embarked filled with 'visions' of discovery... then they 'disembarked' aware (or unaware) that they were embarking again. ('sum thing' like that)
What is the track at the beginning?
I will sit with my weakness
The queen died last week?
I can't with this one. I currently have the South Node in the 4th house, approaching Uranus opposition, as the SN passes over my Uranus. I'm terribly concerned about the November 8th eclipse, in particular. My daughter lived as a tarns man for 7 years. She has now detransitioned, and is taking up the cross of Christianity, alienating everyone because she wants us to believe what she does. She told me astrology is demonic. This is after I went through a fundamental religious phase when she was a child. I am working through a lot of shame with Chiron in my ninth over my spirituality and religion, and how I have acted. But I am so concerned about my dad.
Sun in my 2nd opposite Neptune in the 8th. I'm in an 8th house profection year. So much of this year has been so hard, and yet so beautiful. I am viewing the upcoming square from Venus to Mars as this idea that we have to take action sometimes, even when things are perfect. That I can thrive in chaos if I choose my peace. My dad is 68 and has COPD and Hep C. They just called him after some tests to see a specialist. He got suddenly sick out of nowhere on the day of the Uranus, NN, Mars conjunction. Uranus is in my 4th, SN was on it, Mars rules my 4th.
Hope you can find something in your chart to comfort you. Look and rest there.
My sister recently found out she has aggressive cancer in her breast and lymph node and has more testing 2morrow the 16th. 😥
@@casual454t1 Im sorry. Two days ago we learned my daughters mil has colon cancer. I pray it all works out.
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How does this apply when Neptune is at 1st House and Sun is in the 7th? Is it about how you look at your partner?
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Hmmm…Queen Elizabeth’s recent passing this week…
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Interesting then re the retirement announced today of the 'KIng of Tennis' Roger Federer
Here's my birth chart ..can or you receive it?..anything interesting?
What if the Sun Micronovas the patriarchal systems fall and the divine feminine energy will flow through because the sun has a dualistic nature in hebrew as well and is known as She-mesh. the coming of the sun lol who knows... Who am I to know anything :)
Looking rather hot today with that smooth hair do 🤭