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КОМЕНТАРІ • 305

  • @guardinmusic
    @guardinmusic  3 роки тому +424

    lyrics
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    so take all that stress
    decompress it & hang it up right at the door
    feeling like this isn't fun anymore
    not that it ever was
    but lately everyone's
    misunderstanding what's really import
    tantalizing sights & feelings ignored
    paths to get over it never explored
    overgrown nothingness
    stemmed from destruction
    it's deeply embedded beneath all my subsidence
    goodness gracious
    i'm so cold
    my body's filled with brittle bones
    they'll break and bend as i grow old
    i hope your hand is mine to hold
    goodness gracious
    i'm alone
    broken my sticks & thrown my stones
    i'll go somewhere where no one knows me
    i don't mind being this lonely
    so maybe it's grim
    but i'll spill on a whim about all that i think
    my thoughts subside till i'm pushed to the brink
    miscalculated
    so often equated
    to shit so insane i think i need a shrink
    traumatized by flies that hatch in my head
    metamorphosis ensued till i'm dead
    it's funny how they can grow
    little do they all know
    their home is rotting & damn near condemned
    dissociation
    deserting my patience
    i don't think i'll wake up & realize
    that feeling this vacant
    no communication
    is simply leaving me terrorized
    i see all these faces
    inside of the places
    that only exist when i close my eyes
    so if this is a phase
    that is bound to erase
    then i guess that i ought to just give it time

    goodness gracious
    i'm so cold
    my body's filled with brittle bones
    they'll break and bend as i grow old
    i hope your hand is mine to hold
    goodness gracious
    i'm alone
    broken my sticks & thrown my stones
    i'll go somewhere where no one knows me
    i don't mind being this lonely
    all i ever will be
    is someone that'll kill me
    a parasitic head fuck
    monotonous & willing
    all i ever wished for
    is sanity by twenty four
    but i never got that
    i never got that

    • @Realityoftenhurts
      @Realityoftenhurts 3 роки тому +9

      Dam. Also when he says "shrink" he means therapist. I don't know if thats an actual term. But I think its a reference to "its kind of a funny story", he always called therapists shrinks. Y'all should read the book and watch the movie.
      Someone should add that to the genius page. Maybe. Credit me tho I caught that
      Edit: Shrink is an actual term. I guess I just learned it from the book so I assumed. Bro next time I hear a word I don't know ima say it was a reference to the dictionary 😂

    • @universe4176
      @universe4176 3 роки тому

      Love your music man

    • @leylaxxo3
      @leylaxxo3 3 роки тому +2

      Thank you for this 💚✨

    • @emochick7067
      @emochick7067 3 роки тому +1

      The lyrics I’ll go somewhere where no one knows me I don’t mind being this lonely I felt so much. U always write the deepest lyrics 💙

    • @lilykingston4148
      @lilykingston4148 3 роки тому +1

      Took 60 seconds to produce tears

  • @testingmyaudioaddiction3452
    @testingmyaudioaddiction3452 3 роки тому +286

    This is my favorite version of your music. Extremely introspective lyrics with a soft acoustic backing track that really makes people feel what you’re feeling, even if the don’t know the feeling fully.

    • @ivorizak1851
      @ivorizak1851 3 роки тому +26

      I also enjoy the opposite side of the spectrum, where he is screaming his lungs out into a banging beat. He’s just so talented…

    • @testingmyaudioaddiction3452
      @testingmyaudioaddiction3452 3 роки тому +5

      @@ivorizak1851 he really is.

    • @chethanks7949
      @chethanks7949 3 роки тому

      No ones gonna read all that

    • @testingmyaudioaddiction3452
      @testingmyaudioaddiction3452 3 роки тому +2

      @@chethanks7949 obviously you did. Even if he doesn’t react to it, he might still read it.

    • @HypeLobbiesHD
      @HypeLobbiesHD 3 роки тому +1

      I can’t agree with you more. All I ever might be was banging

  • @darkassassin8158
    @darkassassin8158 3 роки тому +174

    Your music has helped so many ppl and will continue doing so. Your an amazing artist and your songs speak so much.

    • @phoebeberry1103
      @phoebeberry1103 3 роки тому +5

      I second that!👏🏼

    • @darkassassin8158
      @darkassassin8158 3 роки тому +4

      @@phoebeberry1103 😁. He's literally saved so many lives with his music

    • @blizzard8958
      @blizzard8958 3 роки тому +2

      @@darkassassin8158 Including mine sadly

    • @darkassassin8158
      @darkassassin8158 3 роки тому +3

      @@blizzard8958 oh yea, definitely same here

    • @darkassassin8158
      @darkassassin8158 3 роки тому +2

      @@mayaelrayes wait 😂 r u talking to me?

  • @taydavies9971
    @taydavies9971 3 роки тому +100

    If it's anything like "All I ever might be" It's going to be fucking fire.

    • @Realityoftenhurts
      @Realityoftenhurts 3 роки тому +7

      Its probably a extra pessimistic version of it. (Not a diss, just facts)

    • @blizzard8958
      @blizzard8958 3 роки тому

      @@Realityoftenhurts sounded like it

    • @scottishpinger2603
      @scottishpinger2603 3 роки тому +1

      @@Realityoftenhurts pretty sure u got the exact opposite

    • @gavinriddick401
      @gavinriddick401 3 роки тому

      @@Realityoftenhurts I’m pretty sure it’s the opposite or at least the feelings of beginning to come out of the pessimistic mindset

    • @monstro6039
      @monstro6039 3 роки тому +3

      @@gavinriddick401 agreed, considering might implies "hope", it's a more cynical pessimistic hope, but "will" implies a more certain misery.

  • @TtvAnimeSniper0707
    @TtvAnimeSniper0707 2 роки тому +9

    I won’t be here for long. Please know that I screamed to your songs at my lowest point and that doesn’t just count for this specific song. I just want you to know that with me not having really anyone genuine your genuine lyrics make you someone that i truly want to thank before I’m gone out of ones that are here physically. The realist thing by my side when I’m alone. I hope you can set yourself up well with what you have.. things aren’t well for me and I’m going to make it better for everyone. Prosper guardin. Get through this. Show that there can be greatness under the pain. Show it’s just a trial.. My voice won’t be able to be out their. So use yours while you can

  • @rocky-000
    @rocky-000 3 роки тому +51

    ive been listening to your music for about 4 years and its helped me through so many tough times. thank you so much for sharing your talents with the world. hope youre doing well 👽🖤

  • @blizzard8958
    @blizzard8958 3 роки тому +5

    after not being able to listen to any of your music for over 2 weeks being in a mental hospital this is a beautiful gift

  • @tobiaschadwick3857
    @tobiaschadwick3857 3 роки тому +12

    making this as soft as it is, a song you'd play while alone and staring a the floor, it becomes warming. now my hope is that i can see it or anything and everything else in febuary in the tour

  • @b-rad6226
    @b-rad6226 3 роки тому +5

    Dear Guardin,
    I found you during a time in my life where I very much needed your style of music. Your lyrics let me know that I wasn't alone through the problems I had. 2019 leading into 2020 was probably the worst time of my life. I was depressed, heartbroken, and losing myself. Your music helped me in a time where I wasn't able to get much help. I'm so much better now and as time goes on I have realized that I have sadly grown apart from your music. I thank you for the stuff that you have created, it has been a threshold for me and many others and I don't know where i would be without your music.
    Thank you for all that you've done, Bradley

  • @caylalunde293
    @caylalunde293 3 роки тому +11

    Ya know, I'd just like to take a minute to thank you for making music that resonates with so many. It's easy to make a song, it's hard to make one that's relatable, and meaningful. So, thank you Guardin. Every song is a banger. You're gonna make it big one day. Never give up.

  • @0x29a
    @0x29a 3 роки тому +12

    As always, yeah it bops. I'm convinced guardin cannot give us a single bad song.

  • @ballerbuddy8149
    @ballerbuddy8149 3 роки тому +3

    he might not be the most famous artist out there but this guy is probably one of the biggest reasons im still here his music actually saved my life a few years ago, just knowing that someone else gets what im feeling , i swear for like a year every night id just go to this channel and put his music on shuffle and try to sleep, he had and still has such a big impact on my life like no music has before. my undisputed #1 artist if you see this you changed my life and are such a huge inspiration to me

  • @tecklepheonix6344
    @tecklepheonix6344 2 роки тому +1

    Hey guardin, a long time listener here. Found your music in 2018 and havent stopped since. Online, im quiet because there are floods of people here. However, if you ever see this or read this aloud, know that you've helped me figure my shit out young and thanks to you my depression has been undone. Im younger than you by quite a few years but I hope to all that you cover your ears to the cold and the demons inside and eventually make it out on the bright side. I love you man. Life fucks us but the power within can get us out. Your heart has endured and I know you can make it out.

  • @itzsleazy6903
    @itzsleazy6903 3 роки тому

    Guardin + loop = a great day

  • @asstrokidd2874
    @asstrokidd2874 3 роки тому +6

    "I was running from everybody else, isolating myself constantly. To the point where I realized the problem was within myself." I can not express how deeply these words just hit me. Your music has made such an impact on my life guardin. I will never forget the first time I heard a song by you :) thank you so much for everything. You're such an amazing person ❤️

  • @travongilmore4130
    @travongilmore4130 3 роки тому

    NEVER STOP GUARDIN ❤️ SAVING MY LIFE

  • @GBaked.
    @GBaked. 3 роки тому

    and another hit by guardin have a good day all of you

  • @untitledproject1917
    @untitledproject1917 3 роки тому +2

    A beautiful sequel to "all I ever might be", and its amazing to see how much you've grown as an individual and separately as a musician. Despite all the hard times you've gone through, your fans are so proud of you for making it this far, and appreciate the music you release to help get us all through the day. You are appreciated, keep making music.

  • @sexyAkoshiaMoka
    @sexyAkoshiaMoka 2 роки тому +1

    I really feel this.. I'm 25 and my life is a mess. I want to fix everything but I keep feeling like I need a time machine for that.. it just feels like everything is too late and idk if that's just in my head or not

  • @baciliogomez375
    @baciliogomez375 3 роки тому +9

    Absolutely amazing. The way the bars are syncopated almost rushing the beat but just staying on is really tricky and well done!!!

  • @moonlitfeeling
    @moonlitfeeling 3 роки тому +3

    Your music is the place I go when everything starts to fall apart. Your music is also the place I'll be when everything is just as it should be. Thank you.

  • @darriany6282
    @darriany6282 3 роки тому +1

    You are my comfort artist, one of the only artists who has captured everything about how I feel. This was no different and couldn’t have had better timing.

  • @jediblasterr
    @jediblasterr 3 роки тому

    ur honestly keeping me alive rn, thank u guardin

  • @gmoneygaming695
    @gmoneygaming695 2 роки тому

    thank you for changing my life guardin

  • @TtvAnimeSniper0707
    @TtvAnimeSniper0707 3 роки тому

    You honestly dropped this at a perfect time..

  • @cavec6157
    @cavec6157 3 роки тому +5

    this is amazing. im going thru an awful time right now and this music gives me comfort. thank you guardin, from the bottom of my heart. your music is unique, keep up the good work.

  • @notieming
    @notieming 3 роки тому +1

    The last part was my favorite

  • @devanrout58
    @devanrout58 3 роки тому +1

    I'm too excited to see you perform in February. I work nights and your music keeps me going during my 14 hour shifts. Your last performance in Colorado was amazing, and your new songs you've come out with this year are fucking great.

  • @valerie3124
    @valerie3124 2 роки тому

    my favorite music artist, ever.

  • @Obaminatorr
    @Obaminatorr 3 роки тому +6

    So excited. You've gained so much traction since 2018 when I first started listening

  • @hxllxhxund
    @hxllxhxund 3 роки тому +1

    Bruh, this song is exactly what I needed for what I've been going through recently

  • @MelissaAmaralxMissMissyMeow
    @MelissaAmaralxMissMissyMeow 2 роки тому +2

    Your music, particularly songs like this one, has been essential in my resistance towards giving into the suicidal thoughts that plague my mind. Your music truly helps fill the hole within my heart.. ♡♡ Thank you for sharing your talents with all of us.

  • @lilykingston4148
    @lilykingston4148 3 роки тому

    Imma be sobbing when you preform this one 🙃😭

  • @scottishpinger2603
    @scottishpinger2603 3 роки тому +7

    All I ever might be was one of the first songs that came out since I started listening to you so I'm extra excited for this one can't wait to use it in a vid

  • @jet_experience6555
    @jet_experience6555 3 роки тому +1

    I Found you years ago guardin and you truly helped me thru breakups loses in family and so much more I came close to giving up but your music gave me the strength to keep pushing forward I graduated highschool especially and actually took a directive with my own life and truly it’s thanks to you

  • @luismartinez375
    @luismartinez375 3 роки тому +1

    U saved my life Guardin

  • @ghostlygrimoire5313
    @ghostlygrimoire5313 Рік тому

    Thank you for saving my life today

  • @bohrder6461
    @bohrder6461 3 роки тому

    One of my favs rn I look up to him sm

  • @drewboi8863
    @drewboi8863 2 роки тому

    Okay mr guardin idk if you ever see these but I been watching for 8 years and I’m finally inspired to make music and I will somehow get ahold of the castle in the sky

  • @christophzander4916
    @christophzander4916 3 роки тому

    starshopping vibes☺️

  • @berrie7327
    @berrie7327 3 роки тому

    we love you, guardin

  • @logains47
    @logains47 3 роки тому +1

    It's really nice playing the guitar along side, makes the music hit just that bit more

  • @z12weed
    @z12weed 3 роки тому

    I love this! Its like "all i ever might be"

  • @kimberlybogert7031
    @kimberlybogert7031 3 роки тому +1

    Just found this channel..this sounds very nice.🌺Take care everyone 🌸🌺

  • @notieming
    @notieming 3 роки тому +2

    Love how pretty this song is in a wired way, best song you have released in a long while ❤️ ❤️

  • @jinxie7436
    @jinxie7436 3 роки тому +1

    all i ever might be its one of my favorite songs so im excited to hear this song

  • @MrPacomaxie
    @MrPacomaxie 3 роки тому

    we dont deserve your art you truly spoil us

  • @jakubl8917
    @jakubl8917 2 роки тому

    The more that I listen to this song, the more I realise just how beautifully it's written. Genuinley mesmerising

  • @tobybarnett7147
    @tobybarnett7147 3 роки тому

    I met you in Cambridge Ma you were so sweet we talked about my tongue ring after the show your music has helped me so much

  • @leylaxxo3
    @leylaxxo3 3 роки тому +5

    this is truly amazing as all of your music is :’)

  • @sparkly2633
    @sparkly2633 3 роки тому

    the ending hit me so hard

  • @rascalragdoll182
    @rascalragdoll182 3 роки тому

    It’s 3am and I’m currently plagued with not being able to sleep. This song is deep and fits the mood. Glad it’s the last thing I get to listen to before bed. Love the song.

  • @justanotheruser2776
    @justanotheruser2776 3 роки тому +2

    Ur music helps me a lot thru all the bs im going thru. Thank you❤️

  • @TheoryofMastery
    @TheoryofMastery 3 роки тому

    Thank you for all you do.

  • @nerds9715
    @nerds9715 3 роки тому +1

    this is absolutely beautiful 😭😭😭

  • @tomasssunder3481
    @tomasssunder3481 3 роки тому

    I was having a complete meltdown and then suddenly I got the notification for this and now I’m okay. Thank you guardin, your always saving my life one way or another

  • @loganmustas470
    @loganmustas470 3 роки тому

    will never forget when u signed my shoes. cant wait to see u again

  • @CastDown
    @CastDown Рік тому

    God I’m glad this lovely sad chill lyrical genius alien in his yellow hoodie is my number on artist and pretty much the only one I play ik your life ain’t easy man but your beautiful bc that keep turning pain into art you inspire me ❤❤❤

  • @spitonmycorpse9794
    @spitonmycorpse9794 3 роки тому +1

    man, your music really expresses shit i could never think from my own mind. i feel so much all the time but can never form words for it. youre the only artist to make me feel and see that feelin so strongly with your lyrics & choice of instrumentals, how u portray your mind thru music. makes me know how to express me. really needed somethin like this tonite to strike inspiration. thank u nick, ly always and everything u create for us💚

    • @zonnytiger2371
      @zonnytiger2371 3 роки тому +1

      its always nice to hear someone put what you're feeling into words in a song

  • @raynb0w6
    @raynb0w6 3 роки тому +2

    your music is sooo good and it helps me so much, you’re one of my favorite artists :)

  • @angelselix5641
    @angelselix5641 3 роки тому

    Amazing guardin. Beyond amazing. I love it.

  • @kub0mi
    @kub0mi 3 роки тому

    Not gonna lie I started listening to you only bout a year ago but I’ve listened to so much of you shit it’s crazy how just words and beats can help people so much never stop being you man

  • @CrittingOut
    @CrittingOut 3 роки тому +1

    Your instrumentals are always so nice and fit well with the theme of the lyrics, love it.

  • @joshuadalton5908
    @joshuadalton5908 3 роки тому +1

    Stopped everything I was doing to be here for the premier!

  • @joshuakane5016
    @joshuakane5016 3 роки тому +1

    Yo bro my sister said you have the voice of an angel

    • @joshuakane5016
      @joshuakane5016 3 роки тому +1

      And I happen to agree thank you for blessing us with your music

  • @CrittingOut
    @CrittingOut 3 роки тому +1

    Depression take me by 25
    , fuck going out I'll just stay inside

  • @ld0p618
    @ld0p618 3 роки тому +1

    Beautiful

  • @coresskate
    @coresskate 3 роки тому

    this music hits hard

  • @takashi_kuru5743
    @takashi_kuru5743 Рік тому +1

    I love this!!!!!!
    ❤️

  • @stonelewis661
    @stonelewis661 2 роки тому

    Hey, long time first time. I felt compelled to say thank you.. So thank you.

  • @soft8246
    @soft8246 2 роки тому

    such a beautiful song, feels like home.

  • @BrokenBlade365
    @BrokenBlade365 3 роки тому

    Every single song you release is such beautiful quality. Thank you and please never stop improving your art.

  • @LxneWulf400hooka
    @LxneWulf400hooka 3 роки тому

    Damee I love thiss soo much thank u been having a bad this made it better

  • @austinstoney4345
    @austinstoney4345 3 роки тому

    Been trying to sleep for 5 hours. Said fuck it. Ima listen to the broz .

  • @randomnumbers710
    @randomnumbers710 3 роки тому

    incredible. the outro brought me to tears

  • @daniellemes5884
    @daniellemes5884 2 роки тому +1

    hello guardin i'm from brazil and i like your music a lot man, namoral congratulations bro you're awesome.

  • @scazy1313
    @scazy1313 3 роки тому

    One of the most beautiful songs.

  • @aquamidget1131
    @aquamidget1131 3 роки тому

    can't wait 'till Guardin completes this trilogy with "all i've ever been"

  • @Gravado
    @Gravado 3 роки тому

    really needed this rn

  • @hero-bk5re
    @hero-bk5re 3 роки тому +1

    All i ever might be prob my favorite track ever by you, sequel got me hype

  • @zack0fc463
    @zack0fc463 3 роки тому

    You could possibly call asleep listening to this

  • @ElyciusM
    @ElyciusM 3 роки тому +2

    Some constructive criticism: this is perfect, I love it.

  • @AzailtheWolf
    @AzailtheWolf 3 роки тому

    Watching you grow over the last 6 years has been amazing. You never fail to amaze. Anything you've released has been fire and you help SO MANY people, myself included. This song resonates so deeply and I'm FULLY prepared to listen on repeat for the next week. 💕 👽

  • @loganbenoit9188
    @loganbenoit9188 2 роки тому

    thank you so much for this song❤ ily

  • @anthtistic
    @anthtistic 3 роки тому

    Amazing how many vibes guardin has

  • @Obsessivemind
    @Obsessivemind 3 роки тому +1

    Such a freaking unique beautiful sound and voice! out of this world world ❤️🙏🏼 hope one day we could make something together ❤️

  • @lilblazngunz4729
    @lilblazngunz4729 3 роки тому

    Favorite song by you man. This one really touched home for me.

  • @aliengoddess1656
    @aliengoddess1656 2 роки тому

    So proud of u and happy you're creating still and the spin on all i ever might be is very clever. I wish u blow up this year

  • @stitches5837
    @stitches5837 3 роки тому

    this song will be right after all i ever might be on my playlist c:

  • @slayerslaysgaming7643
    @slayerslaysgaming7643 2 роки тому

    This made me cry

  • @izayahjordan5459
    @izayahjordan5459 3 роки тому

    Been here since day one doing good bro bro

  • @THEGOON618
    @THEGOON618 3 роки тому

    Bro thanks for this song this goes so hard ... Your such a great lyricist ...

  • @candycobee023
    @candycobee023 3 роки тому

    Damn... this is beautiful 🥺🖤

  • @ayyjaxon8981
    @ayyjaxon8981 3 роки тому +1

    Guardin , nick whatever I can't express how fortunate I am to be alive while you write music. Much love man
    Edit: also I hope you're doing okay dude.

  • @evozer2855
    @evozer2855 3 роки тому

    yo who is the two people who dislike the song😭 this song is amazing!!!!

  • @sageblackwolf1084
    @sageblackwolf1084 3 роки тому

    Your song help me with depression and stress brother thank you for being with me for 5 years

  • @slizarch6824
    @slizarch6824 3 роки тому

    This is really good man. Good job! 👍

  • @_micr0_
    @_micr0_ 3 роки тому

    Such a beautiful display of words. Much love for your music, my man.

  • @jimwilson7397
    @jimwilson7397 Рік тому

    It’s crazy we miss the important things

  • @purgatoryeve
    @purgatoryeve 3 роки тому

    Wow, amazing as always