【Kasane Teto SV】 Vermilion / CircusP [ ⚠ CW ]
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- Опубліковано 16 тра 2024
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The mourning of one still alive
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⚠ CONTENT WARNING: I promise.
Scroll down for a full list of warnings ⤵
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Song by Circus
/ vocacircus
Mastering by Jamie Paige
/ pamiejaige
Video by rice
/ ricedeity
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Instrumental + VSQ: www.dropbox.com/scl/fi/zt7m8j...
NicoNico upload: www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm4379...
BiliBili upload: www.bilibili.com/video/BV1V74...
vocacircus.com/
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CW: Visual depictions of robot gore
![【FLOWER】 Better Off Worse / CircusP [ ⚠ CW ]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/nrsr_-QXCv4/mqdefault.jpg)
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If only I could pre-order a Teto English album with this song on it... Huh?! I can*?! Until May 27th...? Why didn't you say so sooner?!
daemondoll.bigcartel.com/product/daemon-doll-album
*for us and JP customers only, other customers will be able to buy leftover sales after the shipping period ends
That heartbreaking moment when you're neither from the US or Japan... 💔 Still a great album though!
Will leftovers be sold separately?
Us and Japan residents please don’t buy cds so we eu people can have more~
@@emy_definitely_exists i know this is a joke, but here's a quote from their site: "We'll be using the pre-order numbers to gauge demand for the leftover stock, so hopefully everyone who wants one will be able to get a copy!"
so sad I missed the window!! will there be a chance to buy it in the future??
That moment when you realize the subtitles are actual subtitles on youtube and not a part of the video
Now that you mention it... What is going on with those subtitle/closed caption options?
@@sajibprobably230whoever formatted them didn't do it right
Subtitles can go pretty hard on the UA-cam platform but no one uses it for some reason I've seen a few Nanahira songs on the synthesize have equally cool subtitles but not many people use UA-cam's subtitles to the full capabilities
@@the._.tired._.artist._idk i'd say it adds to the song almost. i don't exactly know how to explain it.
@@the._.tired._.artist._idk Nah theyre like that on purpose bc its supposed to look like blood filling up the canvas (screen)
I have a feeling - with the quote from Better Off Worse in the description - that this song is also a meta-commentary on the experience of creating songs and "opening yourself up to the audience for enjoyment". The pattern of using injuries as paint - the line about "teenage aches of stunted growth"...
I feel as if it is very obviously a song about the artist attempting to push themselves to make darker music, in order to keep relevance- even if they are no longer in that mindset and returning to it is like re-opening a scabbed scar. Vermilion itself is made from a mineral that contains a large amount of mercury - making it, by definition, poisonous.
With that in mind, I hope everyone can enjoy Vocacircus' other works too.
I can’t get over the choice to illustrate Teto with her hair down for once 👌👌❤️❤️ Amazing work here^^
Just got to 2:08 THATS CRAZY HOLY SHIT 🙌🙌😵💫
I'M AM POSITIVELY SURE ABOUT THE REFERENCE THAT VERMILLION IS MADE WITH CINNABAR AND CINNABAR IS TOXIC BECAUSE IT HAS MERCURY
THIS HAS AWOKEN MY ROCK LOVER SIDE
have you by any chance watched houseki no kuni
@@gjkdshgkjshjkgdfg I don't see whatcha talking about... 👀 (yes absolutely yes)
You've heard of CMYK, now get ready for...
Well, I don't have something clever to say. I just like when Circus songs or albums have names of colors
Can I guess RGBW?
@@KimberlyJordanA6 Damn it! That's way more clever 😭 You get a gold star
Vermilion city /hj
@@D3DBATZ_Artvermillion, viridian, cerulean
ITS A CERTIFIED BANGER
incredibly honored to have mastered this!!! ❤️💚 everyone go pre-order daemon/doll now gogogogogogogogogo
Gulp gulp gulp
I just went into the options for the closed cations for this song because I've been having a hard time reading the default ones, and uhhh.... What did I walk in to???
Edit: I just spend a few minutes transcribing them, I'll post them here in the order they appear. (Side note, I'm not sure they appear in the correct order, as they're ordered alphabetically.)
"A lot of people complimented my work today. I’m happy.
A lot of people complimented my work today. I’m scared.
All I can smell is paint.
Are you listening to me? Like, really truly, listening? Hey, if you’re out there…
Are you listening?
Hey, it hurts… It hurts, it hurts, it hurts!
How closely are you listening to me? Can you hear every beat of my heart? Can you hear each cell grow and die? Ah… Sorry, is that gross?
I don’t mind losing “that”. It’ll be worth it in the end, and it won’t even hurt,
I don’t want to be seen. Please don’t look at me.
I dropped some today. It splattered all over the kitchen tile. What a mess…. I’m not looking forward to cleaning it up.
I hope I can finish my drafts soon.
I need to buy more paint brushes. I haven’t used mine in so long, the bristles are getting stiff. I wonder if I still know the way to the art store.
If I grind it up, it’ll come out. That brilliant color… I just need to destroy it first, and it’ll come out…
Is this what they call “the point of no return”? I don’t think I could stop even if I wanted to.
It hurts.
It’s too dark in here. I can’t see what’s on the canvas. I can’t see what I’m losing.
Look at me too, please. Unless that’s too much to ask? Is it a burden? Can you watch me closely? Sorry.
My hands hurt. But I can’t stop.
No, this is all wrong. I need to keep it up, or else… or else….
Please don’t go. Please don’t go. Please don’t go. Please don’t go. Please don’t go. Please don’t go. Please don’t go. Ah, but no one’s listening….
The art exhibition is tomorrow. I’m worried.
The fumes are choking me. If I don’t open a window, will I die? But if I open a window….
They say drinking yellow paint will make you happy inside. But if my insides are already red, will drinking red paint make a difference?
They say that mistakes make art more beautiful. Or, they say it makes it more human. I wonder if that’s really true.
This is it. This is what I was made to doSurely, this is it.
Where am I? I can’t see, anymore… But if I stop, I’ll be…"
If anyone has any idea what order they should be in, or what this all means, I'd love to hear about it!
Had absolutely no idea these were in there too! I think this is about Teto (the one featured here) poisoning herself - likely intentionally with toxic pigment fumes and blood loss - in order to create a "noticeable" piece of artwork.
At first (though this doesn't really change): she is happy to receive attention for her work( "A lot of people complimented my work today. I’m happy.) but that happiness quickly evolves into fear of the expectations and desperation.
I believe the expectations placed upon her to create another work of art caused her to seek out a pigment "brilliant" enough to be worth looking at. She begins regularly, if apprehensive, and slowly gets worse.
Given she is implied not to be using paint-brushes ("I haven't used mine in a while, the bristles are getting stiff"), it can be inferred that she at some point starts painting with something that does not require a 'brush' to pick up - blood.
At the beginning she likely went outside for some period of time; but after weeks and even months on end trying to complete her drafts, she closes the windows ("If I don't open a window, will I die? But if I open a window...") in order to... 'keep all the fumes contained'. Unfortunately, this means that she either: A, has a large supply of vermilion (red pigment made using cinnabar, which contains notable amounts of poison), or B, is draining herself of her own blood in order to paint. And she cannot stop, for any reason. ("Is this what they call “the point of no return”? I don’t think I could stop even if I wanted to.")
The day before she is intended to show up for the art exhibit, it is likely that the poisoning or blood loss finally claims her life. There are two lines about being unable to see, and both correlate with her falling unconscious while working on her painting. In either scenario, she is falling into a blood-loss fueled coma, or falling unconscious in the middle of a room filled with poisonous fumes, with no one around...
@@alriune Interesting theory, I love it!
Interesting yet very sad…
Sometimes I do wish these types of videos had a choice of a normal subtitle track for those that can't read it or on Switch where it lags it out
@@m8rs558 This one does, actually! If you select any of the other "languages", (or any other ones marked English, I think?) it should bring up a regular subtitle track instead.
perfect song to eat paint to
help what is this comment bruh😭
VocaCircus never fails to rip my limb apart one by one as I scream in excrutiating pain and agony meanwhile my consciousness slowly fades away
I can’t remember the last time there’s been a circus song without built in subtitles, let alone with UA-cam subtitles that don’t show the lyrics normally. It’s wild
Edit: it works so so much better on pc oh my gosh 😭
better off worse didn't have lyrics in the video
I'll drop this here in the comments since the lyrics overlapped. :)
Can you see the blood rushing from my veins?
Can you hear the voice that overwhelms my brain?
I don't know what else to do
When I'm stuck in a death loop
I'll throw it all away, rewrite my name
To start a new save
Now let the darkness turn to light
Coat the canvas in pure white
A blank slate for me to make something
Resoundingly great
Can you see the blood rushing from my veins?
It spurs with every brush stroke, blending with the pain
Oh, can you hear the voice that overwhelms my brain?
It forgos any logic, playing the insane
Yet all I do is paint
Eating away, this vermilion is all I paint
Toxic pigments smother all that remains
No it's not good enough, it's not pretty
All these thoughts that I have are so ugly,
Rip it up, try again until it's clean
High above where it's kept oh so pristine
Teenage aches of stunted growth
Linger on as I grow old
What's happening to me?
Paint reserves are getting low
So,
I'll cut my heart wide open
And I'll become vermilion
Can you see the blood rushing from my veins?
It spurs with every brush stroke, blending with the pain
Oh, can you hear the voice that overwhelms my brain?
It forgos any logic, playing the insane
Yet all I do is paint
Eating away, this vermilion is all I paint
Toxic pigments smother all that remains
I think that overlapping is on purpose and thanks 4 the lyrics
@@PhlLipp2406 Oh I know since I looked at the other comments. Just wanted to be able to sing along with it. Also I realized you can move those red lyrics, but not by much.
there are normal subtitles in the menu also
@@fenopamThis is the least normal normal subtitle experience I've ever had but HUH. It. Sure does.
Just what I was looking for, ty
idk if someone else has commented this yet but i saw some people mention accessibility with the subs- if the red CC are hard to read or overlap too much on ur screen, pick any of the other english CC in the options, those display normally! :) (also side note, both the standard CC filling up the screen like blood and hiding what reads like tetos internal monologue/diary entries/whatever u wanna call it in the CC options is genius)
WHAT A BANGER!!!! And the SUBTITLES are genius, filling the whole screen with even more red!! Great job!
Also, another thing about the subtitles... Using them as yet another layer of storytelling is just marvelous.
Yes. I'm listening.
1. BANGER
2. Hope your happy and healthy man
Until now I was under the incorrect assumption that vermilion was a shade of green. 😭
thinking of viridian maybe?
@@lxn-p Honestly I think it was just because the word started with “ver”, haha! I may have unconsciously associated it with “verde” or “vert”.
@@burningskylark149 that's funny, for me it was the opposite since I'm brazillian, the word for red in portuguese is "vermelho" so it was much easier to make the association that it's a shade of red haha
i like how the captions are in a shade of red, covering up the video as it goes on, painting Teto Vermilion in the end.
The way she sings "what's happening to me" is so satisfying
I like how you combined "pristine" and "teenage"
This is so good 😭 It's like: Classic Circus x New Circus plus Kasane Teto?!?!
It's just so good I have no words. RAHHH
ARE WE ALL JUST GONNA IGNORE THE QUOTE FROM BETTER OFF WORSE IN THE DESCRIPTION!? WHAT DOES IT MEAN!!
BABE WAKE UP CIRCUSP DROPPWD A NEW SONG
Not new tho
the better off worse reference in the description? circus youre crazyyy we cant take you anywhere
Can you see the blood rushing from my veins?
Can you hear the voice that overwhelms my brain?
I don't know what else to do
When I'm stuck in a death loop
I'll throw it all away, rewrite my name
To start a new save
Now let the darkness turn to light
Coat the canvas in pure white
A blank slate for me to make something
Resoundingly great
Can you see the blood rushing from my veins?
It spurs with every brush stroke, blending with the pain
Oh, can you hear the voice that overwhelms my brain?
It forgos any logic, playing the insane
Yet all I do is paint
Eating away, this vermilion is all I paint
Toxic pigments smother all that remains
No it's not good enough, it's not pretty
All these thoughts that I have are so ugly
Rip it up, try again until it's clean
High above where it's kept oh so pristine
Teenage aches of stunted growth
Linger on as I grow old
What's happening to me?
Paint reserves are getting low
So,
I'll cut my heart wide open
And I'll become vermilion
Can you see the blood rushing from my veins?
It spurs with every brush stroke, blending with the pain
Oh, can you hear the voice that overwhelms my brain?
It forgos any logic, playing the insane
Yet all I do is paint
Eating away, this vermilion is all I paint
Toxic pigments smother all that remains
In case others haven't notice, go to the subtitle tab, and there's some hidden dialogue
yeah i saw that
Yeah same
Absolutely loved this song since i first heard it in deamon/doll.
Then again, it's kind of sad cuz it seems like a continuation off better of worse (as mentioned by the description)
Rlly love both songs, but I also love so many other of your songs! There are sooo many underated songs on your channel, it's a sad irony that better off worse specifically got so popular, but then again, it's an incredible song with a unique message.
Hope you're doing well, I love those darker songs just as well as other ones, been loving them for 6 years now
THE SUBTITLES FILLING THE SCREEN WITH RED IS SO GENIUS
this is just fueling my urge to make a painting with my own blood ._.
I love it
I tried doing that, I tried making a real blood splatter on my canvas and it didn't work out bc it hurt like shit and the blood dries like an ugly brownish red I do not recommend
@@FuzzBugFanatic I kinda figured it would not go as i want it to go, but just the idea of it is appealing~
also thank you for your experiment, the results are rather interesting :o
new circus-P's song, new song to add to my "fav songs" playlist
Surprised I didn't see any comments about the theme of self-harm in this song (there probably are some I just didn't find them), especially since 'Better off Worse' had mentions of death/suicide, mentions of "recovery" (anyone who suffers from an ED or cuts knows what is meant by "recovery"), disordered eating and relapse in it. Pretty sure painting here = cutting. Brush strokes = blade swipes. That's why she only paints with vermillion, it's her blood not paint. 😭She's part of the canvas. I feel like it's easier to see it if you've self-harmed in the past.
To me this song is about trying to cope with the trauma of your past, but not having very healthy coping mechanisms and taking things too far (and dying for it).
Circus I hope you're doing okay. Don't be afraid to reach out.
No, I've been obsessed with this song when it came out on Spotify and I've been waiting for the post!!!
every time i listen to a new song you release i get a mix of emotions, a twisted happiness because i like your music, self hatred for even feeling that way because i always listen to and read the lyrics and get a glimpse at the meaning of the song, and disgust at the comments that just thank you for releasing a song or saying the song slaps or praise the art, all these people who never bother to care about the human behind the song
You must be fun at parties
those subtitles are haunting. amazing work!
Nice to see it finally hit YT, Also good work on the song aswell Circus.
I HAVEN’T CHECKED ON CIRCUS’ CHANNEL FOR *MONTHS* AND WHEN I FINALLY DO I FIND THIS BANGER HHHH HIGH QUALITY CONTENT AS ALWAYS!!!!!
They put the pain in paint
Guys the language options for the transcript menu actually have messages in them and that’s actually so freaking cool
another Circus bangerrrrr those vocal chops before the last chorus are SO cool 🔥
This song has such a unique vibe, it's unlike anything I've heard before! 😊👍
I've been listening to this song on repeat for a while, love that there's a video for it now!🥰 Love it so much! It seriously has become one of my favourite songs💖
AND ATE DOWN SEVERELY?
Kasane Teto is my favorite depression pop star I love this I'm thriving
I have no words to describe this masterpiece, it's so good!!
Although, to me it sounds like a mix of 715 and Circrush days, still believe circus now has adopted a new style of songs, need more of these...
AHHHH CIRCUS UPLOADED
HELL YEAH DAEMON DOLL
i looked at the description:
"The mourning of one still alive"
is that based off better off worse? that's a lyric in that song, after all
plus isnt better off worse based off the fact people like circus's older content rather their new ones?
This song sounds like an older circus song, but being a newer one.
is this supposed to relate to that in anyway? maybe im over thinking it because i really like this song and that one (but my favorite is metronome :3)
This track from you feels kinda fresh in a way and I'm really digging it 🤯
AND ALSO, Teto with her hair down looks sooo cool
Love your songs
from japan❤
Thank you for your hard work!!! 💙 Remember you are loved 💙
SONGS THAT USE PAINTING A CANVAS AS SH METAPHORS>>>>>>>
How to make a good day even better : Wake up with a(n almost) new Circus song. As always thanks a lot for making this, another really good song to play en repeat for days 😁
you gave me 2016 vibe, thank you
Obsessed with the subtle heartbeat you can hear at points in the song
CircusPたっぷりでかっこいい！！
You inspire me, you are the reason I make music ❤
This is such a catchy song omg
AHHH I LOVE VERMILION 😭🫶🫶
BANGER
YES I’VE BEEN WAITING FOR AN MV
Luv it! ❤
incredible
Omg as usual I’m in love!
NEW BANGER WOO 🖤🖤
ANOTHER BANGER OMG
Guys go look at the different English captions!!! The details hidden in the functions of youtube are really cool
BANGER!!!
WE'VE BEEN BLESSED WITH A BANGER🔥🔥🔥
Banger 🔥🔥🔥
THIS IS SO COOL
THIS IS SO GOOD OH MY GOD??? YET ANOTHER BANGER 💕💕💕
Absolute banger
This video is absolutely stunning, I feel like this is my first time *really* hearing the song, and the subtitles are cool as hell.
Props to Rice for the art because holy FUCK
oh shit!!! new circusp upload
Dude this is one of the best songs ive seen all week this is awesome 🗣🔥
YAY im so glad this got a mv!!!
I LOVE YOUR SONGS
VocaCircus back with another banger! Seriously, this will be stuck in my head for ages
Im immediately adding this to my playlist🔥
THIS IS SO FIRE AAAAAAA
The lyrics about restarting things over and over to be better and purer and cleaner really remind me of ocd, so do the captions overtaking the screen as the song goes on, and the notion of being overwhelmed by voices and being in a loop. It really feels like Teto is struggling with horrible invasive thoughts that she thinks she is causing. That’s my take on this song!
I first heard this on your album in a video finally it’s posted love it ❤️
this actually looks really awesome
OMG I LOVE THIS SONG!! LOVE YOU CIRCUS :D WELL DONE
Another amazing song
すき！！💗
I loved the subtitles; it was fun trying to read what each line was!
You are talented and your music is so great! Thank you! ❤
Ohhhh this is glorious!
It's perfect
Omg I love the visuals ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️teto sound so clear and beautiful
Cant believe i never got a notif for this. This is incredible. The song , the visuals and lyrics, its amazing. And i watched this on the YT app on Playstation so the CC filled up my screen and it look amazing tho on mobile the captions have a black background but either way honestly incredible ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
ITS WAY TOO UNDERRATED
I'm always impressed with how people do captions like that. This was a great song and such a cool vid style. :D
Soo gooooood. Watched your channel the other day becuase i wanted to hear copycat after so much time, and you jsut uploaded a new song!! I love the lyrics and the detail of the red subtitles staining all the screen !!
woah her tunning is amazing, such sound clarity
great song
This character came from 2chan to be a shitpost and combat the VOCALOID company’s expensive products. It’s insane how far she’s come. They literally made her birthday April Fools day and gave her a favorite food that sounds similar to a slur (because of course 2chan would.) It’s astounding how much love a character that started like that is receiving. I never would’ve guessed, especially since she’s essentially a spiritual older sister to Vivian James in the sense of them both being spite-fueled build-a-waifus from the ‘Chan image boards. Crazy-ass world we live in.
Really love the song btw 🫵🤨🤙
circus, you never fail to amaze me with your storytelling! the subtitles are incredible by themselves but to have a short story within the subtitles options, to go along with the song...?! you have not only grown so much as a songwriter and a musician, but as a storyteller, too. and the entire team as well! all of you have such talent. i will always be in awe of the works of art this channel produces.
This song makes me so happy for some reason
this teto sounds so good
I need more of your songs using Teto ❤❤❤❤