loneliness is empty like deep space

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  • @ProfessorViral
    @ProfessorViral  4 місяці тому +7

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  • @neutronshiva2498
    @neutronshiva2498 4 місяці тому +171

    I cant believe this mofo can produce top-quality rant every two weeks consistently for years. Jesus, where do you get the stenght and the creativity fot that? Is this a superpower?

    • @andrzejkowasz
      @andrzejkowasz 4 місяці тому +5

      Frustration channelled to action :)

    • @zombieboyxx
      @zombieboyxx 3 місяці тому

      they say autism can be a superpower (lol im just guessing tbh)

  • @angelcandelaria6728
    @angelcandelaria6728 3 місяці тому +11

    That part about feeling bad about things that made you feel good is real

    • @ProfessorViral
      @ProfessorViral  3 місяці тому +2

      Its one of those statements that's a call out for myself- I've found a lot of comfort in negative things like these three do

  • @tomo8940
    @tomo8940 4 місяці тому +105

    It's a feeling you don't solve or get over. You just get use to it.

    • @toastie8173
      @toastie8173 4 місяці тому +1

      ​@@James-Renown Youre literally me arent you

    • @EmilyRafferty
      @EmilyRafferty 4 місяці тому +3

      @@James-Renown james, i like you, you seem cool. although i get lonely from time to time...and people worry about me saying im alone too much.... i really like my own company.... glad theres others out there lol

    • @macy3560
      @macy3560 4 місяці тому +3

      I think it’s like the spiral metaphor. It’s okay sometimes. Sometimes it’s great and I love being alone (w/ my cat) and other time it’s heart breaking making me wonder if something is wrong with me and my ability to connect with others (I’m autistic)

    • @Hollowsleepyshadow
      @Hollowsleepyshadow 3 місяці тому

      @@James-Renowngood for you we don’t care no need to make your self feel superior

    • @p1body723
      @p1body723 2 місяці тому

      ​@@macy3560 i am autistic too. Loneliness hurts, this kind of pain is not seen by others. It feels like a distance that you can't just walk by yourself. Connecting to others is really hard

  • @reducetheatoms
    @reducetheatoms 4 місяці тому +54

    I am alone but I don't feel alone.. i find enough interests and hobbies within myself... It's actually sad that we live in a world where we are pushed to work, I would just love to do my passions without worrying about the income

    • @ProfessorViral
      @ProfessorViral  4 місяці тому +23

      I think the default life which is forced on everyone, lest they struggle to make it on their own, is a mistake. Society and what we've built is supposed to be a fair trade, but it's become quite spoiled by swapping real freedom for ideas everyone is sold instead of what's truly best for them. I think if there was a collective deeper look we could see that almost every passion is something we could pay people for, with how wide and varied our sources of value are. That so many refuse to take that look is a constant shame

  • @squeethemog213
    @squeethemog213 4 місяці тому +28

    Thank you for making this. It had me reflecting and feeling thoughtful. I used to be really lonely but now, I'm not. And I'm grateful for it. Thank you for the insight. 🙏😃

    • @ProfessorViral
      @ProfessorViral  4 місяці тому +4

      Of course, thank you for your time. I'm glad I could help create that insight

  • @NyxGezak
    @NyxGezak 4 місяці тому +15

    This video hits deep, as someone actively working through making those "excuses" to push people away and just learning what I value and holding onto those that care about me. It's hard but it's worth it

  • @savarg
    @savarg 2 місяці тому +1

    UA-cam kept showing me your video "A Loser's Guide to Connection" and earlier this evening while playing EVE online..... the title of your video with the lonely activity I was doing for the past few days now, kinda felt like it would be relevant. I've enjoyed it and now I've listened to this one and it's been pleasant.
    Looking forward to watch your other videos, feels like the topic you speak of along with the experiences you're sharing is something that I needed to hear at this moment in time.
    Cheers.

    • @ProfessorViral
      @ProfessorViral  2 місяці тому

      I'm glad I could provide something worthwhile. I'm never looking to change lives, but just to help people improve their own a bit, or relax, or whatever small positive it is

  • @jacobcutler2308
    @jacobcutler2308 4 місяці тому +2

    This video and the last have been my favorite of yours. The way your own personality is shining through in the connections you make from the themes and your own life, has been great. It reminds me of a line from "Erased" where the main character is told they aren't coming through in the writing, their story is good, but the reader wants to understand the author by their choice of framing. These videos have shown more of yourself, and the parts that I feel draw people toward you. Just happy to benefit from it dude, its awesome. Not to cast dispersions against prior ones, watching a couple animes you covered because of them. But these recent ones have been sublime. The expression of yourself is something to be proud of.

  • @lucym3303
    @lucym3303 4 місяці тому +2

    thanks always for your wonderful analysis and vulnerability!

  • @SeanVanas
    @SeanVanas 4 місяці тому +3

    Always look forward to your uploads, thank you. Have a lot of vague internal monolog, small moments of happiness often overshadowed by the sadness they bring.

  • @stellakreger2920
    @stellakreger2920 4 місяці тому +3

    really loved this video. thank you.

  • @Str0ngSad
    @Str0ngSad 4 місяці тому +3

    love your videos, thank you.

  • @marocat4749
    @marocat4749 4 місяці тому +8

    Have you seen crazy ex girlfriend, the show eventually gets to her deal with her mental health.
    And its also the song "the darkness" where she sings about the cold comfort of the darkness in a fun but hitting way. That she has to let that go to get something real :(

  • @Tristan_jpg
    @Tristan_jpg 4 місяці тому +1

    A great moment of introspection, thank you for all the work poured into this video.

  • @yaameeteeee7778
    @yaameeteeee7778 3 місяці тому

    I dont normally watch long vids with a vague or more emotional message, but i just cant stop this one. Bebop was always praised online when i contemplated watching it, remembering its notion from childhood, but wasnt my style. They all look deeply avoidant, maybe fearful ones, and they just...remind me of me. The story with the phone dependancy for a girl also hits close, the things i lost from my pure self until i finally learned my lesson after 12 years...
    Im into psychology, whatever this channel is about somehow touches me. Even if i dont have all the time in the world to sit through everything, please keep making these pieces of art.
    Can also recommend Gábor Máté (his books) if you guys are interested, its deep stuff, valuable

    • @ProfessorViral
      @ProfessorViral  3 місяці тому +1

      The idea of a vague message sounded off to me at first, but I think I can embrace that label. It's probably better; I never want to tell people what to feel directly, but I want them to take the idea and apply it to their own situation to understand, not just to listen. But anyway, thank you for your time with this one, even if it's not a usual thing for you I appriciate checking this one out! That author sounds familiar as well; I think their work has been referenced in other content I watched, so I'll keep it in mind

  • @ZAKMagnus
    @ZAKMagnus 4 місяці тому

    I found it quite interesting to hear the little unscripted bit at the end, about your writing process. And it was real uplifting to hear you acknowledge how your skills have improved over time.

  • @TwinPhoenix666
    @TwinPhoenix666 4 місяці тому

    You have most definitely become one of my favorite creators. Your videos are always provocatively deep and pobingly insightful. It's comforting to know that others view the world and our humanity in similar ways as i do. Thank you

  • @mj6115
    @mj6115 4 місяці тому +45

    So many people have done Feye, Spike and Jet. For me, Ed is the only one who fights to be on The Bebop and is the only one with the strength to leave. I don't count Spike, because he's just committing su*cide. A video on Ed would be interesting.

    • @ProfessorViral
      @ProfessorViral  4 місяці тому +26

      The fact that Ed has more awareness than all the adults has something interesting to it for sure. I'd have to see if there's a whole video in there, but if not it's probably at least a section in a video about what's lost in adulthood

    • @JamesDecker7
      @JamesDecker7 4 місяці тому +7

      Ed is a great reminder that reconnecting with our inner child can be good for us. Ein is an even better reminder that just enjoying the flow and following your instincts CAN work out.
      Both are reminders that our environment doesn’t have to completely define us.

  • @zombieboyxx
    @zombieboyxx 3 місяці тому

    14:12 "further reinforcing this truth, to figure this out is a solitary task" I relized my own path was solitary in this moment too because since i am autistic i struggle at making connections with people who actually care about me despite my shortcomings and mostly its just people wanting me for what i can give them etc

    • @zombieboyxx
      @zombieboyxx 3 місяці тому

      also LOL i got this far into the video without realising this was cowboy bebop i really should watch this show

    • @petarpejic1468
      @petarpejic1468 Місяць тому

      Other people can see you in ways you cant see yourself because you arent them and by seing you the way they do they hold a piece of your soul.

  • @ericjohnson7234
    @ericjohnson7234 4 місяці тому

    i feel you man. i know how that feels, if it helps I can cope with focusing on the future while keeping in mind its not over.

  • @aluisias2840
    @aluisias2840 4 місяці тому

    Thank you for your work…
    I enjoy how you build word and video frames for those things that are very hard to pin point.

  • @fluffybunnybadass
    @fluffybunnybadass 2 місяці тому

    Can you do some videos on The Ancient Magus Bride sometime? It's one of my favorite series that's been very close to my heart and has so much important messages in it. There are sooooo many topics/lenses you could examine it from, anything would be great! :D

  • @wolverdep4739
    @wolverdep4739 3 місяці тому

    I like your videos, but I could never finish any of it. Not because its bad, but because alot of it hits too close to home. I hope I can get over those hurdle and actually finish digesting what you have to say one day, although I doubt that heavily with how life feels right now.
    Not asking for sympathy points, just venting out my frustration. I'm just a small insignificant commenter on the internet
    Keep doing what you do

  • @user-kd9mm5gh8d
    @user-kd9mm5gh8d 4 місяці тому

    off topic but i love how you've grown your hair out it looks so good dude

  • @DenshaOtoko2
    @DenshaOtoko2 4 місяці тому

    Having no memory of your identity or running from your past. They're just trying to cope with the circumstances of their lives.

  • @leviathan6071
    @leviathan6071 4 місяці тому

    OMG A NEW VIDEO ESSAY FROM THE GOAT! Ily.

  • @gilbertreichling
    @gilbertreichling 4 місяці тому +3

    Very high quality content! Thank you for your hard work and diligence! 🍭💝

  • @jeremymartin7403
    @jeremymartin7403 3 місяці тому

    It's strange being in relationships that feel either like a abundant of love ,to a harsh hatred and loneliness while I have never hated my exes there are some that surely made me feel more alone than if I was by myself , it's scary how attachment and want to be loved can be a beautiful thing to a scary thing when you feel your needs not being satisfied

  • @ananda_dlg
    @ananda_dlg 4 місяці тому +1

    I like your videos, they are deep and comforting, keep sharing your thoughts.

    • @ProfessorViral
      @ProfessorViral  4 місяці тому

      Thank you, I'm glad my doing so can help!

  • @nerdsforgaming3167
    @nerdsforgaming3167 4 місяці тому

    you make very good emotionally deep anime analysis, i hope i can rise to your level

  • @sandsstandsmans6624
    @sandsstandsmans6624 4 місяці тому

    I grieve for the past me that went through that, I've never filled the opposite role, now I am a LOT better at not getting taken advantage of.

  • @poelogan
    @poelogan 4 місяці тому +1

    not a usual fan, but ngl but this one hits different. nice job!

    • @poelogan
      @poelogan 4 місяці тому

      this is genuinely your best video. period. i appreciate you deeply.

  • @naa1619
    @naa1619 4 місяці тому

    50:08 similar "I just woke up like this" vibes lol
    Just poking light fun, you could do whatever and I'll gobble it up.
    Great video as always, I like your off script bits too. You got this, just breathe knowing that you make great videos. You know you're putting in good effort, you're fine.
    I need to go through your back catalog, especially your older bebop take. I always look forward to a deep dive, but I guess you're right, they all have this same theme (I'm not too good at critically thinking through themes on my own)
    I don't know if you've covered it, but I'd love to see you talk for hours on end about Firefly.
    Wishing you the best

  • @joshuaharris3039
    @joshuaharris3039 4 місяці тому

    I'd LOVE for you to do more Bebop ❤

  • @booker9879
    @booker9879 4 місяці тому +2

    Time to reflect the consequences of my actions

  • @elios7623
    @elios7623 4 місяці тому +1

    yooo bed outro let's gooo
    oh yeah you've evolved volumes Viral, just amazing

    • @ProfessorViral
      @ProfessorViral  4 місяці тому +3

      I feel like I subconsciously use the bed for outros to pay homage to my first YT inspirations, that were just emo hair boys sitting on their beds telling stories lol

  • @NamekianScholar
    @NamekianScholar 4 місяці тому

    33:30 I felt this part your an inspiration my friend

  • @angelcandelaria6728
    @angelcandelaria6728 3 місяці тому

    Bro this is 🔥

  • @tsunderelict
    @tsunderelict 4 місяці тому

    thanks again for the introspective banger, dr professor

  • @wintertv6817
    @wintertv6817 4 місяці тому

    Phenomenal piece!
    Every moment of my life from this moment on will be ever so slightly brighter with the knowledge that, some day, I will have the emotional maturity to process the events of my life along with my own actions impact upon them.
    Also, that some time after that I, apparently, become significantly younger, time travel back to the early post-pandemic pre-transhumanism era(*), rewire my inner narrative directly into my speech vocalizer and start a UA-cam channel. Go me! Us? Go Meus! Gorgeous too!
    There is, of course, an outside possibility that you're not actually a later/better version of myself and are instead some sort of non-time-travelling non-reverse-aging independently-existing highly-intelligent sentient bipedal humanoid. If so, you deserve far more public attention for your proficiency at crafting such wonderfully engrossing consistent, cohesive, cognisant narrative flows as is on display in this video. What are the chances, honestly, of you being real though? Ha!
    (* Why?!? Surely no one would intentionally aim to be here in the now. Especially so if for a second time. I can look forward to finding out, I guess.)

  • @fatcoyote2
    @fatcoyote2 3 місяці тому

    I would have liked to see a second half of Bebop with Faye and Jet dealing with each other, maybe with Faye actually finding something to believe in.
    Maybe explaining the mystery of Ein.

  • @joveee5719
    @joveee5719 4 місяці тому +1

    What happened after you said I love you in the hall?!?! That setup was insanely good and I need to know!

  • @thechosenonetim7738
    @thechosenonetim7738 Місяць тому

    Incredible Video

  • @DenshaOtoko2
    @DenshaOtoko2 4 місяці тому +1

    My Aunt fell for her Second husband this way. The same thing happened in the same situation.

  • @lemonchanisrandom1531
    @lemonchanisrandom1531 4 місяці тому

    I don’t understand the feeling I’m alone to much to understand how it feels feelings 😵I can never explain

  • @thedemonsofthecity
    @thedemonsofthecity 4 місяці тому

    I just love your videos they make my days better🩷

    • @ProfessorViral
      @ProfessorViral  4 місяці тому +1

      Thank you, I'm glad I can help make days better!

  • @baselzawahry9984
    @baselzawahry9984 4 місяці тому

    loneliness is so painful

  • @Freeshandy-w3z
    @Freeshandy-w3z 3 місяці тому

    I would like to see your thoughts on Beserk 1997 adaptation. It would definitely be interesting, especially if you can handle watching the gritty and mature content.

  • @marocat4749
    @marocat4749 4 місяці тому

    Damn, she probably could have been happy with gran too :(
    damn uncertainty is scary, especially one with expectations

  • @dogking4393
    @dogking4393 4 місяці тому

    Can you do a video or have you done a video on re zero focusing on the "masks" we wear or the acrs we put up to hide our own dispair and pain?

  • @AzureRuby96
    @AzureRuby96 4 місяці тому

    like from the start cuz i already know its a great video

  • @Tr1f4ct
    @Tr1f4ct 4 місяці тому

    Another great philosophical vid 🎉

    • @ProfessorViral
      @ProfessorViral  4 місяці тому +1

      Thank you!

    • @Tr1f4ct
      @Tr1f4ct 4 місяці тому +1

      ​@@ProfessorViral tbh I do like your vids only because you have a good way of breaking things down and putting some thoughts I would've never had while rewatching an anime

    • @Tr1f4ct
      @Tr1f4ct 4 місяці тому

      ​@@ProfessorViralI encourage you to keep on going thoguh

  • @nezarinelitch9427
    @nezarinelitch9427 4 місяці тому +3

    Babe wake up new Professor Viral video just dropped!

    • @ProfessorViral
      @ProfessorViral  4 місяці тому +1

      It's still very surreal to see this kind of comment with my channel name in it

  • @DenshaOtoko2
    @DenshaOtoko2 4 місяці тому

    Everyone on the Bebop uses vices to drown out the White Noise of loneliness. It's no different now in 2024 and it's probably going to be no different or worse in 2071 Mars.

  • @stevecavalle
    @stevecavalle 4 місяці тому +1

    Oh 😍 its a Bebop video ❤

    • @ProfessorViral
      @ProfessorViral  4 місяці тому +1

      Had to make up for how long its been since I properly tackled it

  • @shaynemaskall6984
    @shaynemaskall6984 4 місяці тому

    It was totally lit at animeExpo guys! Professor Viral I hope to see you at animeExpo 2025. I want your autograph please.

    • @ProfessorViral
      @ProfessorViral  4 місяці тому +1

      I appriciate the sentiment, but unfortunately I don't see LA in my near future. I can't really take trips at this point in life

  • @YusukeKnight
    @YusukeKnight 4 місяці тому

    Great discussion

  • @grubik8166
    @grubik8166 4 місяці тому

    breathy

  • @misterhim7380
    @misterhim7380 4 місяці тому

    I guess I gotta watch cowboy bebop.

  • @yamihikari1330
    @yamihikari1330 4 місяці тому

    Did they say "I love you" back?

  • @mOwOhib
    @mOwOhib 4 місяці тому

    bro really made a 50 min video on faye valentine

    • @mOwOhib
      @mOwOhib 4 місяці тому

      edit:(spoilers)
      and half of it was them roasting their ex hell yeah brother wish ya good luck on future ventures

  • @richpolite
    @richpolite 3 місяці тому

    correction she was born 1994

  • @Astrality18
    @Astrality18 4 місяці тому

    Hi professor

  • @ramphastos1
    @ramphastos1 4 місяці тому

    Engagement

  • @letsreadtextbook1687
    @letsreadtextbook1687 4 місяці тому

    Average INTP rant (in a good way)

  • @HenryCasillas
    @HenryCasillas 4 місяці тому

    ❄️

  • @wuba5456
    @wuba5456 4 місяці тому

    bebop real?

  • @d.k.9869
    @d.k.9869 4 місяці тому

    first

  • @internalizedhappyness9774
    @internalizedhappyness9774 4 місяці тому +1

    Take Care and Keep on Keeping on Y'all! ❤️‍🩹
    😊 Cause why would you not... 🌈🌤️