Idk why I watch all this because it breaks my heart but yet I feel this mothers pain . My daughter is addicted and on the streets and there’s nothing I can do to stop it . All I can do is pray one day she finds the strength. Love to all out there .
Back when she got out of the coma and it was said she knew who burned her but wouldn’t name names, my heart sank….I remember thinking, in the back of her mind even during her trauma, she knew she couldn’t burn bridges with her life in Kensington, because she would be going back, and would need “access” to everything she had before. It’s been in the pit of my stomach since then. Then I see this post tonight. Thank you, Mal, for the update.
It goes to show you what a hold that this fentanyl has on people it's like no other drug with synthetic it's not like an opiate I'm sure you know that! I've never seen so many people and hurt so many people dying from fentanyl nine people in One night in my area they were buying Coke however it was mixed with fentanyl they all died in one night can you believe that? And the thing of it is people party sometimes once there's an event someone gets a gram of coke I remember back in the day you know it was like a big thing I would be so paranoid to take any drug from anyone not even an aspirin! I grew up in the '80s Disco you never saw any of this! It concerns me so much because it can happen to anyone! 10 years clean from oxy's I was only on them for 8 months did not even know what they were and didn't even go looking for them! The Dr asked me if I had any pain anywhere I said yes and my shoulder would make sense because I am a hairdresser! Wrote me out a script for 90-30s I didn't even take them at first I gave them to my boyfriend at the time he knew but he didn't tell me they gave him half a script it was my thing! I'm telling you within a week I was addicted so long it's a good thing was it was only for 8 months because the doctor got busted so I went on Suboxone for 2 weeks and never touched another opiate since! I know a lot of people went from opiates to heroin that didn't even cross my mind! I tried heroin with my two best friends we started it didn't like it threw up got sick try it again expecting different results only by the grace I hated it however, my two best friends passed away they both lose they went from snowing heroin to skin popping to eventually intravenous use! One of my friends that died her father had passed she was left a million dollars she blew it all on heroin! Of course I could not hang out with them but, I always love them they wouldn't want to hang out with me anyways! I don't know why I'm telling you my story It just feels good to open up and be honest! I believe if Bre was just on heroin or oxy's it would have been a whole different story! I have to finish watching the video thank you for letting me share! ✌️🤟 Perhaps it was a good thing the experience strug abuse because I have so much empathy for these people they don't want to be there she's a beautiful girl so sad!
Yup exactly why she didn’t say who did it… this a sad situation! Pretty sure the drs had her on pain meds . I guess they weren’t enough. Her daughters an her family isn’t enough! This isn’t gonna end well. Who ever gave her the money to get better know how to clean her Open wounds an be there to help change her clothes. Because she can’t do any of that herself… I bet she will get a needle in her arm smh
@@nancigaglio8459 I think she really believed in that juju I think it really scared her I think she was brainwashed or gas lit and to believe if she didn't go back something's was going to happen however, it's going to happen anyways! Is plenty of drugs in Florida it's warmer something doesn't sound right for her to go back to Philly especially in November it's going to be freezing! I'm telling you my gut feeling she's hitting the ties and into believing the juju! You might do some heavy shit to you and especially if you have people that put fear in you and manipulate you and try to control you that's and add on!
Ugh this is heartbreaking.. my heart goes out to Alyssa’s mom. I can’t even imagine what she is going through. I lost my boyfriend to addiction. I only knew the clean version of him.. I fell in love with him for the amazing person he is.. I got to experience all the best parts of him. We were planning a life together.. taking the next steps.. I spoke to him 3 times the day he passed away.. I received a normal text message from him 10 minutes before I got the random dreaded call.. he relapsed.. slipped up ONE TIME and now he’s gone. 💔 addiction is a monster. I will never fully exist here on this earth ever again.
I feel your pain. I got normal texts from my fiance also and when I got hime from work he had just stopped breathing and he literally was gone by a minute before I got home. CPR and 911 and all the paramedics arrived so fast but I lost him. I had to call his parents 1000 miles away to tell them the horrible news at 3 am. I have serious PTSD now. I was also an addict but this event got me shocked into getting clean
My heart goes out to Alyssa ‘s Mother .Thankyou for advising us of what has happened .Thankyou to the AML family for the support .Thankyou Mal for everything you do .
Mom you did all you could do. Thank God you got a chance to nurture your baby again like you did when she was a child under different circumstances. As a mother is pray. Your are wonderful caring loving mom. We do all we can do as a parent. God bless her soul. And god bless you.
What most people think, is that we as addicts have a choice and that it’s our “free will” but we have a disease and we have no choice or free will against our addiction
exactly...well said.. free will is one thing, but we have to protect each other, not let each other run through busy roads blindfolded.. we can take necessary steps to protect everyone and preventative action
That's what you have to do, Mal. Next, you have to get on a show to let them know how bad things are. I mean, Biden doesn't even know. He talks about the Fetanyl but knows nothing about the Tranq. I've heard nothing about Narcan wont bring you back. He knows nothing about the horrific incidents, murders, and torture, especially towards girls and women. God bless you Mal.
I can’t imagine how many times my mom cried herself to sleep at night, worrying about my older brother and I. Thankfully, we’re both sober and living a “regular” life. I YEARNED to have a boring life, and now I have it. My prayers and heart go out to Alyssa, her mom, and her baby girl
My heart is heavy for her mother. Hang in there, mom... You seem to have a good understanding of the hell that is loving an addict; all you can do is be on standby. Sending you lots of love & light & hope & strength. You'll get through this.💜💜💜✨
@Gina ( not a fan )My biggest fear is yes she has been on pain meds controlled by everybody else and now going back to Kensington she may go back to the amount she was taking and overdose on us or her open wounds that still need treating could get infected and that will be her next problem. We know she is not going to go to the hospital which is disturbing ❤️🙏🏼❤️
@@ohcanada3895 A thought juss 🤔 crossed my mind because I'm an addict myself has anyone thought to think 🤔 that maybe she doesn't want to live anymore and she's juss on a self destruction mission 🤔 like maybe she went back to that horrible town where she got lit on fire 🔥 because she thinks she can get some type of revenge and then who knows why the person that lit her on fire did that to her like what could've Alyssa did to for somebody to do that to her the way it looks it was something very personal especially when incidents happen like that 🤔 I'm js or I could be all wrong and it could've been juss a random act of vicious violence it happens but from everything I've heard I doubt that's the case I pray 🙏 for Alyssa to wake up out of whatever blind trip she's on
Dear Lee Ann, aml family are all with you on this. We all saw the extreme hard work you put into alyssa recovery, whilst still maintaining normality for the rest of your family, tulah etc., as described in your beautiful but heartwrenching diaries. Nobody could have done more. You're one hell of a mother. We uplift you in prayer, and care for you all and of course dear alyssa. 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
Okay, so her burns are not too bad. Yes, they are severe…but not as bad as I thought it was going to be. Luckily for her, she is a perfect candidate for facial reconstructive surgery. Her body need some time to heal and recover, but there would be no problem starting the process of reconstructing her face for a more appealing look. A look that that she would be more satisfied with. She needs to stay clean, and if she is able to do that the possibilities are endless.We have some wonderful surgeons that would be willing to take this opportunity at no cost to her. Blessings darling, don’t give up hope.
What a beautiful message A. Hess. She is dealing with mental illness and addiction is way of dealing with it. She can only save herself. Only God is going to intervene at this point. She wants that escape! Fentanyl, used as it is by addicts, is straight out a death sentence to most.
@@beeintelligent3259 You're right, 65% of all Fentanyl addicts never make it out alive. Not sure how I beat the odds myself, but even with my hatred for it and strong desire to quit, it took me 3 long years before I was finally able to break free from those chains.. that was with me fighting constantly.. if what Alyssa just went through wasn't enough to make her quit then I don't have a good feeling about this
Even through the the very worst moments in our lives, our recovery family has deep roots of health just waiting feed the fruit of our massive tree. Alyssa.....you are loved admired and respected out here on the west coast in Vancouver, Washington. We love you sis. God loves you and we know your family loves you. We can help each other.
If going back to Kensington was just about getting high she could of stayed in her mom's state and got high. Imo there's more to her going back to Kensington.
@@a.j.fisher813 I don't think her husband/pimp would have enough money to get her from Florida to here. Now you're first point I can agree with. Alyssa knows more people there and when her money runs out she is more likely to still get high there just because she knows people.
I think a big part of her going back is revenge on the girl that set her on fire. Even if she didn't give her up to the police and went back to the drugs, Alyssa has to know without some sort of plan she is not safe there.
@@a.j.fisher813 she's still with her husband and he's over there on Kensington? I do not know that that could be a possibility he persuaded her to come back too and you are involved with a partner in crime did you go back and too Sickies don't make it Wellie taking for one who knows! I'm so happy I got out of that relationship! Plus you can go back where you got sick!
@@a.j.fisher813 another thing there's not a lot of kensington's if you know what I mean. Were you living in Kensington and then went back because it made you feel as though you were with your real people the ones that loved you the most? I just went back to my addicted mind I'm thinking I probably would get the urge to to get high and try to cover it up for a while the whole roller coaster begins once again for now it would be 10 times harder and worse right... if we went back! Remembering the story he left her because of money and that's why she thinks she got burnt don't quote me however, you have manipulated me to come back and give me false hope and promises and I would probably come back! You probably entice me by telling me you just got a bundle or two! I could see then going back for that reason Because I really need to numb myself. Those Tylenol with codeine did shit for me! to ship for me and the hospital still love you and you love me and no one will love me like you or vice versa or in together! Look how my thinking can go back so easily like that! That's why I have to keep it green! Yes I would go back because my parents everybody's on my shit I can't take it anymore it would be a great excuse to get really high and go back I see it! That is good therapy right now for me you got to watch what words answer your minds because your thoughts become words your words become action and then you're fucked! Thank you! ✌️✌️
@@redrooster1908 you're right and for some reason in rehab or AA they bring that up it's going to happen and that's okay... do you agree with that or not? My boyfriend will have six years sober he got busted for a DUI oh shit Mr perfect he called me and said he will never give up drinking never ever ever! Now mind you I would think to myself how is this guy getting so drunk off of bush bear I went to his truck one night and he had Royal in the back that's how he was getting drunk long story short the night he got busted for DUI he's never touched a drink never will not even go anywhere where there is drinking unless he is a must like a wedding! Out of respect for him I won't drink a fun of him maybe at a wedding but he doesn't like it and from not drinking it's like I lost the desire I don't even think about drinking anymore you know how that goes!
Oh my gosh this is absolutely devastating news. She was doing so good - I’ve been donating nonstop to her go fund me page and have been getting updates from her mom. LordGod! Please help her-she still has to have several surgeries. Oh my God I pray that she returns home this is devastating news. We’re trusting in you LordGod - Please protect her in Jesus Mighty Name. Mal, Thank You! For coming on Live to let us know. My heart is broken for her mother and all the Dr’s and Nurses that worked so hard to save her life. PeaceAndLove Lori
DAMN!!!! Goddamnit!!!! If she actually gets served, she could die the very first time she does it, again. I pray her mother finds peace in knowing she did everything she could and even some of what she couldn’t. No matter what, she is a great mom. I pray she never feels like she failed.
I'm with sunshine, My addiction was rooted into physiological crap. I don't go the 12 step root, but I see my psychiatrist once a week. It got me almost 19 years clean. We joke in my house that he is either going to retire or write a book. I owe my life to my psychiatrist. Most of these people need mental health care....
@Angie totally agree. I know people that are seeing a Dr for Suboxone and he makes it a priority that the patients must have a psychological evaluation and treatment plan. He coordinates his plan w their mental health provider. I never realized that it's all connected. So glad you are in recovery. God Bless you & everyone dealing with this.
@@mimi0424 I had gone the methadone path and it was just putting off the inevitable. I heard suboxone blocks opiate receptors while keeping the addict from getting sick. I got clean so long ago there was no such thing. When it came down to it I needed to get away from the city....Reading and Philly. I went to The Gatehouse for Women as a halfway house for 6 months before I dared to even visit my parents in the suburbs...nobody is immuned to addiction. Almost all of us got high to self medicate some form of trauma from our past. Mental health care should be free for all! Forget student loan forgiveness, these people need help more.......(the world would be safer) NOBODY GETS IT!!! Gotta work on the root issues to heal. I found an awesome psychiatrist willing to help me. He has special ways to deal with my PTSD. He better never retire. Lol
This doesn’t surprise me at all . Not only do we addicts have to deal with all the hurt & shame that arises when we get clean but Alyssa feel she lost her beauty! I was in hospital 46 days with an induced coma & open heart surgery. Besides a sweet zipper scar and some abscess scars I came out pretty much unscathed physically. As women our beauty is a shield. I’m sure she feels helpless without the thing she relied on for so long .Alyssa look way better than I expected but she still has a long road to get to her optimum health. I’m sure it all seems insurmountable. Homeboy from Florida said it right . Sick men search out women at their worst . They get off on watching a once beautiful & powerful woman’s deterioration & demise . I hate to say this but she’s like a wounded animal going off to die . I believe that’s her plan. I’m praying that plan gets subverted. This situation is dire . Mal , thank you for keeping us informed & for treating this subject & the people involved with the utmost respect ❤
People have recovered from disfiguring injuries and got their confidence back, even burn victims. I wonder if reconstructive surgeries are covered. If not, raising money could help give her some hope. Her mom would let her know what’s going on, but she’d have to be in a condition to stay in touch. That’s the hard thing about that.
That’s the thing. A lot of people thought this would be Alyssa’s miracle, but more hardship usually just makes it more difficult to have hope. I’m not saying miracles can’t happen, but for me, a miracle of love and care was more effective than another loss. That’s what I pin my hopes on, for others. Things can always get worse, but when they get better it’s a real blessing.
You're making excuses her now. The accident was months ago and she's been drug free since. She had a chance at a clean slate with zero withdrawals and just threw it out the window. She's caused so much pain and anguish in her family multiple times, she deserves zero sympathy from here on out. Best to give another addict a chance who actually wants to change than waste anymore resources on her.
Exactly!!! She couldn't wait until she got discharged to pull this shit!! I mean wtf, set on fire, was enough for herself, mother, friends and us viewers. Goes way much to show u, Satan always wins, IF u let him!!! Messed up.
Exactly that. If this person still holds a grudge against her she will be attacked again. She must realise this, but the pull of addiction has taken her over.
Yup. I commented earlier that I'm a burn survivor n in recovery. Luckily my face n body didn't get burned, but my arms n hands. It changed me inside bigtime. This is sad.
Unfortunately being left with severe burns would probably make you wanna escape even more in order to cope with the new reality as that's why people often turn to drugs.. to cope with trauma.
And my god they probably gave her more pain meds. Apparently that's how she got addicted in the first place, a doctor gave her oxycodone for her fibromyalgia 😢
It's so wonderful for this mother to have an outlet to be able to get her feelings out and have ppl there for her. My heart goes out to you momma. I also have an addict child. He is only 24 and getting 16 yrs in prison. I know where he is, and that he's alive when he's in jail. My heart breaks for you.
What scares me the most is the fact she hasn't done any street drugs since June. Praying that she doesn't OD because her body won't be able to handle that crap! Please God, watch over her and protect her! Love you Bri!@❤️✨️
She’s still running from something, and it’s heartbreaking 💔. I just knew she’d come out the other side of this , but the demons torment her soul , and maybe even more after this trauma experience. Alyssa you’re still beautiful, go home. Your mom loves you and she’ll love you , even when you slip. Mom, god bless you , you did your best. The love you give Tula is amazing. Sometimes we have to let our children go , and hope they return. Hang in there mom , she has to be ready. Just know you are not alone, and we have to love them from afar. Alyssa plz go home , there’s nothing out there , but more torment. Sending love and praying for Alyssa , and mom. ❤
Thank you... really wish that he didn't drag out the point of this vid, which was to give us an update on this poor girl. But I guess the longer he drags it out, the longer the vid & the more money he makes off of it & the sad situation that this girl & her family are going thur...smh.
Unfortunately she was forced into sobriety, before she was ready. She said this is her normal.. Her mother's heart break in accepting that reality hurts my heart. Be safe out there Bre!
So true. It wasn’t by choice, it was by circumstance and it unfortunately has to be her choice. Sadly after suffering such trauma she is even more vulnerable than before-who even thought that was possible?
Sometimes, at your lowest, you see how cold the world is to you when you don’t have what people want. It can dull the glow of the drugs to have people not serving you, when you don’t feel well, and you realize you feel better at home, where there’s more love than the artificial feeling of the drugs. I hope Alyssa also finds a home in the recovery community. She didn’t have time to do that. There’s a lot of love for her here.
This update was heart wrenching, the heartbreak her mother has continued to go through is palpable. Her daughter asking if mommy is still gone? Is so painful . As crazy as it sounds I can't with a honest conscious judge her because I've let that deep pull of addiction pull me away from 8 years of sobriety, away from family and friends who loved me. another time I was septic with 15 abscess and the treatment everyday after the surgery s was almost unbearable but it wasn't enough to stop me. I mean even though it seems so ludicrous for her to go back to Kensington in reality she hadn't worked a program or gone to addiction treatment during the past months. She was just trying to stay alive. her addiction was the same as the day she was attacked its just been laying somewhat dormant. Like they say the sleeping tiger, just waiting to be awoken. I'm not making excuses at all, addiction is deep seeded, cunning, and stronger then our want for food, sex, love but we can overcome it. We can fight it, especially when we have support and love like Alyssa does. I wish for alyssas mom, daughter and loved ones to find peace and happiness, I wish for Alyssa to be able to break free from the insanity and for her to know her self worth and live a true life of love with those her love her so much.
I relate to you more than I can explain. Addiction is incredibly cunning, baffling, powerful. I've chosen the drug while near death many times & had people who care but don't understand ask my family "Well, has she learned her lesson this time?!" It's not that simple.. You're right though, we can overcome it. ❤️
Praying for you Alyssa, that you find your way home to your family who loves you. If you see this it's not to late to make that call home. Tomorrow is never promised so please don't let your story end like this. We love you Alyssa and you matter. I will be praying for strength for you and your family. Mal thank you for bringing us all together not just for the update but a place for us to process and come together. 🙏❤
Kensington is awful, I use to go there to cop dope when I lived in Philly. It's the second worst/grossest/most depressing place I've ever seen, second only to Skid Row here in L.A. Its literally hell on earth. The sights, the sounds, the people, the smells...💀- and Everyone is either a predator or prey, and sometimes the role switches depending on the situation. Its a hellscape, the place ppl mean when they say "the gutter," and I can't imagine this girl wanting to go back there. As an ex addict I understand her wanting to get high (*I don't condone it, but I understand it), but jfc, pick a better drug community to hang out in, don't make dirty, disgusting, violent, depressing Kensington your "home base." It's beyond yuck. It's meant to be the kind of place where you get in, grab your shii, & get out- NOT a place to "hang out"/squat/build a "friend" group/etc.🤦♀️💀 #youredoingitwrong
Please I hope she gets help try methadone or subone to help your drug addiction please stay out of Kensington that place is hell on earth we love u an pray for you always
I have a question for you. You have experience, ..., how many people out of 100 who are addicted to hard stuff eventually break free and beat the streets and the drugs... 5% 10%?
@@decimated550 something like that... It's low, way low. Most ppl who manage to get off end up going back and forth (relapse, clean time, relapse, clean time.) It's hard to escape fully. I don't wanna get cocky but I have 5 yrs now- in the past 2 decades I only had a year and half clean max before that, and that was by force not choice. This 5 yrs has been by choice, and I also was on methadone for 7 yrs, I worked my way down to 3mgs/day before I got off it (I started @ 110mgs/day.) It's do-able, but hard. You just have to be committed/ want it.
@@decimated550 Its less than that. I had a serious heroin addiction that started at 15 to 29 years old. I've been clean almost 2 years off of everything no suboxone or methadone. I've had previous clean time but I never made it more then 7-8months until this last time. I've been to rehab 8x's and my 1st rehab there were 38 people in the group and today only me and 1 other person are alive. I'd say a heroin addict has like a 96% chance they won't get clean. Obviously it depends on the person and how bad they want it. The sad reality is the vast majority will die from O.D.s, murder, infections or other diseases and medical issues, or go to prison, or live the rest of their life stuck in their addiction wishing they were dead. This shit is no joke/game its real as it gets and in my opinion by far one of the worst things you can experience in this life.
You have the wrong system. You let people live on the street. In other countries, even dogs and cats are not homeless. You call indifference tolerance. And the life of people on the street is freedom. Your politicians are not interested in this problem. Think why? Regards from Poland.
@@violettal.426 actually this is a problem in a lot of countries. Not just the US. Having traveled to now three different continents I've seen this in all of them.
I am praying for Alyssa.🙏 I've seen it around me my whole life the addiction takes over mind body and soul. She needs to feel worthy of deserving the best in life, to not be afraid of change. She is going back because she has a death wish. Nothing is too far down when you are in the addiction. I send love and healing and the lord to show her the way in his light. It's never too late. Thank you for posting. God bless you.
I think she's a victim of human trafficking and they probably warn her to get back out there or they will hurt her family. We never know who is pulling the strings behind the scenes 😢
Thanks for all you do. 30 years ago I was mugged in Kensington. It's way worse now then it was then. I hope you can get these people out of there. Prayers sent!
💜 That's one strong mama!!! I am praying for you as this must be so very (beyond) difficult!! As a complete stranger from Nova Scotia, Canada I feel sad, hurt & a bit angry that she is going back to do drugs. I legit have tears in my eyes so I can not imagine the tears her mother has shed :( You did your best mama & pat yourself on the back. You did good, it's not what you wanted but you did the absolute best you could. Please remember that always
Thankyou so much for the update. Not what I wanted to hear..but appreciate you Soo much. She's very lost.im afraid for her. I will continue to pray for her.
Do you know if there have been any recent updates? I’ve seen Bre since her first interview and haven’t had any AML vids on my feed for so long :( came back to visit after I had a thought about Bre and saw this 💔
@@CelesteOcoileain I haven’t looked super recently but her Mom always writes an update and AML posts them on the community page. I’d check there for the very latest. The last I saw, she’s still at home with her Mom, thank goodness ❤️
I couldn't even watch this. 💔 It's like she thinks this is all she deserves. She has such a soft spoken, gentle soul. This literally hurts me. This could be anyone of our Sister's, Cousin's, Friend's or Neighbor's. 😢
Prayers for Alyssa, her mom, & family. Thank you Mal for always being there to help Alyssa & her family. I hope, and pray that she returns home safely to her family asap. My heart goes out to Alyssa’s family, especially her little girl 😢💔 God bless you Mal, & the AML Family 🙏❤️🙏
Having worked emergency medicine, burns are the most horrifying thing to see, etc. I can't imagine the pain she will have . She's a brave soul. I truly hope she's safe today and they find the monsters who did this. Your channel is as amazing as the folks you post. Thank you for posting stories of the forgotten. We need to remember.
Praise God for you Mal...you try so hard to ease the pain of addicts in Kensington. You sure do have a place in heaven. Thank you for helping so many people...especially for your kind heart for Alyssa/Bre....I don't know what more to say...
Few things are missing: 1.) Alyssa’s armpits weren’t healing and she was going to need reconstructive surgery for this. In case you don’t know, there are lymphnodes in that area. If you aren’t properly caring for and changing that bandaging you can become very, very sick. 2.) Necrosis can happen, even if you just smoke cigarettes when healing from burns. She’s not healed & didn’t take her bandaging, etc. Her Mom doesn’t sound too confident with whomever she returned to to properly care for her. 3.) Everyone saying she should have been prescribed methadone, she was not given anything for pain, etc. First off, nobody knows if she was or wasn’t. You also don’t know if certain drugs are safe for a healing burn victim to take or interactions with antibiotics or current medications. So please just stop ! Stop speculating and trying to play doctor. I noticed in her Mom’s post about upcoming surgery Alyssa had concerns she would be intubated and the clinic stated they would use a local anesthetic. This relieved Alyssa and made her more comfortable going through with the procedure. If I come across angry it’s because I am. I’m angry for Alyssa, her Mom, and for everyone who no longer wants to see another person die because of this drug crisis. We can all guess, speculate, play internet counselor / doctor. Please try to speak facts! I have utmost respect for the recovering and even active addicts who gave their insight. You are the one’s helping more than you even know!
This might be a stupid question but…can you not smoke when you’re healing from burns because of the smoke in the air around your burn or because it’s in your lungs/system? Or both? I saw a short on here with a guy that had necrosis fingers and he was smoking 🚬 😳
Yo, AML!! Thanks for featuring my comment! It’s so true, tho! When you suffer something so excruciating and it’s still not enough to turn you loose… only God can set her free! ✝️
This breaks my heart. I was an addict for 23 years, clean for 12. I get what Alyssa is going through. when you get that deep into addiction its almost impossible to stop. The only way she can stop is if she decides she wants to stop and is willing to do the work. Considering what she recently went through, idk, its going to be hard. I am praying for Alyssa and her mama.
I knnow when I 3was deep into my addiction I prayed for death every moment of every day. Maybe thats where Alyssa is. I feel so deeply for Alyssa, I remember what that darkness feels like.
But she already stopped. She had a medically induced rehab for months and months. That's probably the best type of rehab for somebody in her position. She was clean, and she still chose to go back to it.
Oh Mal, I just saw this. I think you said it best unfortunately, the disease is telling her there is nothing left and she feels unworthy. Addiction is a beast. If she is going back to Kensington and using she will overdose because her tolerance maybe way low. As for Alyssa's mom, I am so sorry you have to endure this. I have been and will continue to support and pray for Alyssa and your family. I wish love could cure this terrible disease. May God continue to bless you.
My prayers go out to you Alyssa and your family. There’s no stronger bond than that of a family’s love who is willing to stick by you thick and thin. Prayers and hugs to you all 🙏💕🙏💕
To all who see this, amazing news, alyssa back home!!! Back in the comfort of her loving family, after her disappearance. She phoned her mum and is BACK! Thank the lord. Alyssa is stronger than we thought as is her mum, who now has to readjust again. We're all thinking of you mum, alyssa and family. 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜🙏🙏🙏🙏🌹🌹🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🌹🌹🌹
My daughter is addicted to fentanyl and I believe meth. I’m so weary from chasing her down, late night phone calls, fear from not hearing from her for days, weeks at a time, and staying up nights worrying. I blame myself as I am in recovery for opiates. 5 years clean now. I know this mothers pain. So sad I will be praying.
My daughter is 25 and I’m active addiction. I’m taking care of her 16 month old some and have been since birth. She is now 8 months pregnant so I’m December I’ll be getting the newborn as well. Praise the lord she was arrested about 2 1/2 weeks ago so now she isn’t using and is getting prenatal care. My days and nights are a little bit easier that at least I know where she is and that she is still alive. That’s the worse feeling in the world not knowing. My thoughts and prayers go out to Alyssa and her mom. Go home Alyssa you can do this. 🙏🏼 ❤
@@eihhh sadly, the right of women to choose to terminate a pregnancy, with a legal abortion, has been taken away for the first time since Roe VS Wade in the 70's gave the right to ALL women to Safely choose a hospital/sterile medical clinic abortion. We can all get out there and vote! Before they take THAT right away from women too!
@@eihhh of course I understand abortion is not a substitute for birth control. But when you're an addict living on the streets of Kensington PA, I'm sure the last thing on their mind is getting and using a reliable form of birth control, such as the 28 day birth control pills. These girls mainly rely on condoms, and condoms can break, or the girls get r@p3d often down there in the BLACK HOLE. That BLACK HOLE swallows females like Alyssa up so fast and never let them go. It's really very sad. 😢
You have one of the kindest hearts ever. 💯🙏 Prayers for your continued strength in support, being a true warrior for the most suffering. Bless your heart.
Alyssa needs care to recover, not to be out here in the cold, being preyed upon. I hope she goes back home. She has gone through a terrible trauma, but she can still get her life and herself back. Love 💗 to Alyssa and her family. Love 💕 to Mal and the AML Fam. All my best to you Alyssa (Bre). There’s a whole community ready to love and embrace you, girl, if you see this! ❤
I would just like to express my sincere condolence to her mom and at the same time praise her for all her effort and every bit of sacrifice she has made over the years for her children. As that is meant especially for Allysa with her battle and taking care of her child. Everybody need to continue 🙏 for all of them who's fighting addiction. I sincerely hope that she will come to her senses and return to her family. I know what it's like because I lost my wife struggling with addiction for over 15 years. Where I'm from there's no support structure like you guys have in the States. Here in Cape Town South Africa you are on your own if you cannot pay your way. So let's pray and hope she return and hopefully go to rehab Amen.
I missed the live stream. It sounds like she went back. I pray for her mom and her. It really makes me think about what i put my mom through when i was out there and getting clean occasionally. She passed away from cancer about 6 years ago and never got to see how well things are going for me now. Don't take family for granted. Unfortunately all that takes a back seat to addiction. I really hope she has some kind of divine intervention if she's back in the hole. She still needs to heal and i don't think her body can handle fent and tranq. I understand what it's like when the demons are calling and you can't shake them off. Sorry for her her mom. She's done all she could do and more 😢.
It's an emotional day, hearing that Alyssa left her Mom's and went back to Kensington as vulnerable as she is now with her wounds and health problems from the trauma. And I also just heard that Malo passed away from Morals over Money channel. Such a sad day. The pull of addiction is just too strong for some 💔💔
The best thing for us to do is pray for her deliverance. It’s a physical, emotional and spiritual battle. It’s not easy when that demon whispers in your ear. Praying for her and teaching her to pray as well, demons flee. We have tools we need to use em. God bless you Alyssa, May God delivery you and break the chains that bind you. Be free and May the angels of the Lord encamp around you and shine light on the darkness. I rebuke addiction in the name of Jesus!! Amen
My prayers are for her mother 🙏 I wish my mom would have done 1/10th of what her mom did for her. I bet most of us recovering addicts wish the same. Its sad to see Alyssas going back to Bre. May God have mercy.
My brother and I both overdosed on fentanyl laced heroin and I survived but he didn't. Thank God for over 3 years in recovery and I hope my brother is proud of me but most of all I hope he finally found the peace that eluded him in life... RIP CHRIS 8/4/1972-9/9/2018
I was in the mom's position with my son. He was not the child I knew. I found my peace in God. I gave my son to God. He ended up in jail for 3 years. He did well and went to school. Got married and had a baby girl. Sometimes its waiting on Gods miracle.
@ALMFilms Hello Mal have you or anyone seen or heard what's going on with Alyssa (Bre) now? I wonder about her often. I'm a recovering addict myself and just a year ago used to come down to Kensington to cop myself. Thank God i got out of that black hole. I pray she's safe with her family. God Bless everything you do you are amazing!!! Keep up the good work 👏 🙏🙏
Alyssa you are and always have been beautiful. Please go home. You're mom and daughter love you. Take baby steps with getting clean. Get help, counseling. You can have your burns repaired. I'm sure you could find help getting that done if it can't be afforded. You're loved by many, especially your mom and daughter. Please take care of yourself. Your health is at high risk, as many other dangers are a risk out there. Your daughter would love to have a relationship with you and your mom too. Some people have no no one. You're got everyone at AML, all over the U.S., mom, daughter. There's many good reasons to live and get rid of this addiction for good . So sad. Had hoped she was on the right track. She still cam be.
Hi, my heart goes out to this young lady that was put on fire. You would think this would be her wake up call. I'm clean for 23 years. My prayers go out to her an her family. Go home, your mom loves you. It's not worth it.
This looks like someone is wanting her to be this way they want her to die there evil and she spoke about it in her video that black magic is real and she needs a chain of prayer
That juju will get you every time! Santa Maria is that with a practice? And when she was talking about it she was like really believing it was going to happen before she was even hurt she definitely did look scared! It's what you believe in and I don't believe in juju I believe in it as far as that people believe in it and they will pay thousands of dollars to do anything to get any spell off of them! I remember watching this documentary and I think it was in Haiti and they practice a lot of JuJu there so this man came upon him witch doctor and the witch doctor put a curse on him the man grew sicker everyday because of the spell that was put on him he went to another doctor and the other doctor was taking care of him not a witch doctor a regular doctor. The man was getting sicker by the day he was at death's door! The professional doctor chicken lizard from his pocket and gave the man something to throw up so the man threw up in this bowl and the doctor put the lizard in the bowl and in the Man's eyes he does that the professional doctor delivered him from juju and from that day the man got better! Evil can mess with your head! ✌️🤟
I was thinking how she was doing the other day then I see this, I am so heartbroken an her moms words painted a picture of sadness in my head an it made me cry, I just cant even imagine, I am so thankful I got sober when I did ALL GLORY TO GOD an no one else!!
Awww this is so sad she’s such a beautiful soul and she needs all prayers we must break this chain that’s holding her down trying to destroy her .SHE DONT WANT TO BE LIKE THIS ITS A CURSE
TAMI--Someone sent her a large sum of money, and as of yesterday, her Mom reported that she took a flight out of Jacksonville Fla, withOUT bandages, meds, etc, and sadly flew/went RIGHT BACK to Philadelphia, most likely back to Kensington area.
I am still listening to this. It's heart-wrenching and frustrating for some people to understand. I have dealt with 2 people that close to me with addiction. It is a hard road for everyone involved. I learnt how strong of a hold drugs can have on people. The bottom line is, unfortunately, the person/s has to WANT to STOP for themselves and for no one else or it doesn't work. My heart goes out to Alyssa and family, as before her incident, she wasn't ready to quit, so if we move along to after the incident, when Alyssa comes too and heals a bit and looks in the mirror and sees what is staring back at her?! Some would think, oh, that should have been enough of a wake-up call?! To be honest, I would have hoped it to be, but inside, I knew it wouldn't be. The reason I say that is that the addiction and the hold are still there. The want is still there. As I stated before, she wasn't ready to quit before. Her mental illness is still there, but more than likely heightened as to her situation. Can anyone imagine waking up and 60% of your body is burnt and what that would feel like mentally and physically?! So I say that to say this: What is Alyssa main crotch that doesn't make her feel anything?? DRUGS!! The urge would be so strong as not to have to deal with how she looks and how everything is at the moment?! She unfortunately is not thinking about what it will do to her, her wounds etc she is thinking of that escape!! It's so sad 😞 I hope God shows her the way and gives her the WANT to quit for HERSELF. 🙏🙏😥
You're so right in describing Alyssa's probable mindset. Tragically, those fresh wounds might be the first landing spots for the needle. This whole thing is so awful. Prayers for protection going ^UP^
I thought the same thing. She is thinking of escaping, numbing the physical and emotional pain and now she has even more reasons in her mind to turn back to using drugs. I wonder if when she was hospitalized if they provided her with mental health to help her cope with the trauma of being burnt and deal with her addiction.
Hi Mal . My heart hurts for you I know how much you love Alyssa and how much time you invested in her and still do. It just goes to show how powerful this drug is. Ppl don't even GO NEAR THE DEVIL FOOD. prayers for Alyssa. Send her home. Be tough on her if you see her. She DON'T belong there.
You're right -- she doesn't belong there. The desperate nature of drug addiction had her leaving Florida for the dirty pit of hell where she got burned -- literally. My prayer is that no one offers her money or drugs -- only food and water and maybe a one-way ticket back to JAX.
Idk why I watch all this because it breaks my heart but yet I feel this mothers pain . My daughter is addicted and on the streets and there’s nothing I can do to stop it . All I can do is pray one day she finds the strength. Love to all out there .
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Back when she got out of the coma and it was said she knew who burned her but wouldn’t name names, my heart sank….I remember thinking, in the back of her mind even during her trauma, she knew she couldn’t burn bridges with her life in Kensington, because she would be going back, and would need “access” to everything she had before. It’s been in the pit of my stomach since then. Then I see this post tonight. Thank you, Mal, for the update.
It goes to show you what a hold that this fentanyl has on people it's like no other drug with synthetic it's not like an opiate I'm sure you know that! I've never seen so many people and hurt so many people dying from fentanyl nine people in One night in my area they were buying Coke however it was mixed with fentanyl they all died in one night can you believe that? And the thing of it is people party sometimes once there's an event someone gets a gram of coke I remember back in the day you know it was like a big thing I would be so paranoid to take any drug from anyone not even an aspirin! I grew up in the '80s Disco you never saw any of this! It concerns me so much because it can happen to anyone! 10 years clean from oxy's I was only on them for 8 months did not even know what they were and didn't even go looking for them! The Dr asked me if I had any pain anywhere I said yes and my shoulder would make sense because I am a hairdresser! Wrote me out a script for 90-30s I didn't even take them at first I gave them to my boyfriend at the time he knew but he didn't tell me they gave him half a script it was my thing! I'm telling you within a week I was addicted so long it's a good thing was it was only for 8 months because the doctor got busted so I went on Suboxone for 2 weeks and never touched another opiate since! I know a lot of people went from opiates to heroin that didn't even cross my mind! I tried heroin with my two best friends we started it didn't like it threw up got sick try it again expecting different results only by the grace I hated it however, my two best friends passed away they both lose they went from snowing heroin to skin popping to eventually intravenous use! One of my friends that died her father had passed she was left a million dollars she blew it all on heroin! Of course I could not hang out with them but, I always love them they wouldn't want to hang out with me anyways! I don't know why I'm telling you my story It just feels good to open up and be honest! I believe if Bre was just on heroin or oxy's it would have been a whole different story! I have to finish watching the video thank you for letting me share! ✌️🤟 Perhaps it was a good thing the experience strug abuse because I have so much empathy for these people they don't want to be there she's a beautiful girl so sad!
yeah. I pretty much said the same thing. She knew she was going back and couldn't burn no bridges.
Yup exactly why she didn’t say who did it… this a sad situation! Pretty sure the drs had her on pain meds . I guess they weren’t enough. Her daughters an her family isn’t enough! This isn’t gonna end well. Who ever gave her the money to get better know how to clean her Open wounds an be there to help change her clothes. Because she can’t do any of that herself… I bet she will get a needle in her arm smh
I felt this exact thing too💔
@@nancigaglio8459 I think she really believed in that juju I think it really scared her I think she was brainwashed or gas lit and to believe if she didn't go back something's was going to happen however, it's going to happen anyways! Is plenty of drugs in Florida it's warmer something doesn't sound right for her to go back to Philly especially in November it's going to be freezing! I'm telling you my gut feeling she's hitting the ties and into believing the juju! You might do some heavy shit to you and especially if you have people that put fear in you and manipulate you and try to control you that's and add on!
Ugh this is heartbreaking.. my heart goes out to Alyssa’s mom. I can’t even imagine what she is going through. I lost my boyfriend to addiction. I only knew the clean version of him.. I fell in love with him for the amazing person he is.. I got to experience all the best parts of him. We were planning a life together.. taking the next steps.. I spoke to him 3 times the day he passed away.. I received a normal text message from him 10 minutes before I got the random dreaded call.. he relapsed.. slipped up ONE TIME and now he’s gone. 💔 addiction is a monster. I will never fully exist here on this earth ever again.
So sorry for you’re lost God Bless You.
I'm so sorry for your heartbreak. May God give your heart comfort and peace.
It sure is
I feel your pain. I got normal texts from my fiance also and when I got hime from work he had just stopped breathing and he literally was gone by a minute before I got home. CPR and 911 and all the paramedics arrived so fast but I lost him. I had to call his parents 1000 miles away to tell them the horrible news at 3 am. I have serious PTSD now. I was also an addict but this event got me shocked into getting clean
@@merncat3384 I’m so so sorry you know this pain 💔😔
My heart goes out to Alyssa ‘s Mother .Thankyou for advising us of what has happened .Thankyou to the AML family for the support .Thankyou Mal for everything you do .
Tears just don’t matter anymore, this beautiful girl/woman was destroyed by her surroundings of drugs, crime, depression. ✌🏻
Mom you did all you could do. Thank God you got a chance to nurture your baby again like you did when she was a child under different circumstances. As a mother is pray. Your are wonderful caring loving mom. We do all we can do as a parent. God bless her soul. And god bless you.
The "im not afraid of dying unless it's gonna hurt" broke my heart
Mine too :( I just thought of mal talking about her crying when she was burning :’(
Thank you so so much for all your hard work God bless you so sad and I'm really really sorry for her and her poor poor mother xx
“-and I know It’s gonna hurt"
@@judeb8663 and then after they tried to kill her and make it as painful as possible. Evil evil people 😭💔
Me to.
This one is hitting extremely hard...I understand freewill...but when I think about her mom..her little girl...my heart hurts💔
What most people think, is that we as addicts have a choice and that it’s our “free will” but we have a disease and we have no choice or free will against our addiction
@Roni Marie very true....BUT...getting help is an option............
exactly...well said.. free will is one thing, but we have to protect each other, not let each other run through busy roads blindfolded.. we can take necessary steps to protect everyone and preventative action
Very hard. I made it. Halalueya
That's what you have to do, Mal. Next, you have to get on a show to let them know how bad things are. I mean, Biden doesn't even know. He talks about the Fetanyl but knows nothing about the Tranq. I've heard nothing about Narcan wont bring you back. He knows nothing about the horrific incidents, murders, and torture, especially towards girls and women. God bless you Mal.
I can’t imagine how many times my mom cried herself to sleep at night, worrying about my older brother and I. Thankfully, we’re both sober and living a “regular” life. I YEARNED to have a boring life, and now I have it. My prayers and heart go out to Alyssa, her mom, and her baby girl
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My heart is heavy for her mother. Hang in there, mom... You seem to have a good understanding of the hell that is loving an addict; all you can do is be on standby. Sending you lots of love & light & hope & strength. You'll get through this.💜💜💜✨
Definitely. Her MA is going through the worst 😢
@Gina ( not a fan )My biggest fear is yes she has been on pain meds controlled by everybody else and now going back to Kensington she may go back to the amount she was taking and overdose on us or her open wounds that still need treating could get infected and that will be her next problem. We know she is not going to go to the hospital which is disturbing ❤️🙏🏼❤️
@@ohcanada3895 A thought juss 🤔 crossed my mind because I'm an addict myself has anyone thought to think 🤔 that maybe she doesn't want to live anymore and she's juss on a self destruction mission 🤔 like maybe she went back to that horrible town where she got lit on fire 🔥 because she thinks she can get some type of revenge and then who knows why the person that lit her on fire did that to her like what could've Alyssa did to for somebody to do that to her the way it looks it was something very personal especially when incidents happen like that 🤔 I'm js or I could be all wrong and it could've been juss a random act of vicious violence it happens but from everything I've heard I doubt that's the case I pray 🙏 for Alyssa to wake up out of whatever blind trip she's on
Dear Lee Ann, aml family are all with you on this. We all saw the extreme hard work you put into alyssa recovery, whilst still maintaining normality for the rest of your family, tulah etc., as described in your beautiful but heartwrenching diaries. Nobody could have done more. You're one hell of a mother. We uplift you in prayer, and care for you all and of course dear alyssa. 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
I hope and pray for Alyssa and all those who are suffering from addiction.
She reminds me of a blind Selena Gomez
Okay, so her burns are not too bad. Yes, they are severe…but not as bad as I thought it was going to be. Luckily for her, she is a perfect candidate for facial reconstructive surgery. Her body need some time to heal and recover, but there would be no problem starting the process of reconstructing her face for a more appealing look. A look that that she would be more satisfied with. She needs to stay clean, and if she is able to do that the possibilities are endless.We have some wonderful surgeons that would be willing to take this opportunity at no cost to her. Blessings darling, don’t give up hope.
That's the problem though.. She made that choice and left, she still has open wounds still needs bandaged help getting dressed... I'm praying for her
She doesn’t want to be sober. What do you people not understand about this?
What a beautiful message A. Hess. She is dealing with mental illness and addiction is way of dealing with it. She can only save herself. Only God is going to intervene at this point. She wants that escape! Fentanyl, used as it is by addicts, is straight out a death sentence to most.
Yes, she has to choose to change - she'll find no solace in the abyss 🙏🏾💛🙏🏾
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You're right, 65% of all Fentanyl addicts never make it out alive.
Not sure how I beat the odds myself, but even with my hatred for it and strong desire to quit, it took me 3 long years before I was finally able to break free from those chains.. that was with me fighting constantly..
if what Alyssa just went through wasn't enough to make her quit then I don't have a good feeling about this
Right now it's June 2023, does anyone know a update about where she is now..
So sorry to hear she went back😢 My heart breaks for her mother and for her as well. I pray for her all the time🙏
I scrolled so much to find this video. MAL WE NEED A BREE UPDATE!!!
Even through the the very worst moments in our lives, our recovery family has deep roots of health just waiting feed the fruit of our massive tree.
Alyssa.....you are loved admired and respected out here on the west coast in Vancouver, Washington. We love you sis. God loves you and we know your family loves you. We can help each other.
If going back to Kensington was just about getting high she could of stayed in her mom's state and got high. Imo there's more to her going back to Kensington.
@@a.j.fisher813 I don't think her husband/pimp would have enough money to get her from Florida to here. Now you're first point I can agree with. Alyssa knows more people there and when her money runs out she is more likely to still get high there just because she knows people.
I think a big part of her going back is revenge on the girl that set her on fire. Even if she didn't give her up to the police and went back to the drugs, Alyssa has to know without some sort of plan she is not safe there.
@@a.j.fisher813 she's still with her husband and he's over there on Kensington? I do not know that that could be a possibility he persuaded her to come back too and you are involved with a partner in crime did you go back and too Sickies don't make it Wellie taking for one who knows! I'm so happy I got out of that relationship! Plus you can go back where you got sick!
@@a.j.fisher813 another thing there's not a lot of kensington's if you know what I mean. Were you living in Kensington and then went back because it made you feel as though you were with your real people the ones that loved you the most? I just went back to my addicted mind I'm thinking I probably would get the urge to to get high and try to cover it up for a while the whole roller coaster begins once again for now it would be 10 times harder and worse right... if we went back! Remembering the story he left her because of money and that's why she thinks she got burnt don't quote me however, you have manipulated me to come back and give me false hope and promises and I would probably come back! You probably entice me by telling me you just got a bundle or two! I could see then going back for that reason Because I really need to numb myself. Those Tylenol with codeine did shit for me! to ship for me and the hospital still love you and you love me and no one will love me like you or vice versa or in together! Look how my thinking can go back so easily like that! That's why I have to keep it green! Yes I would go back because my parents everybody's on my shit I can't take it anymore it would be a great excuse to get really high and go back I see it! That is good therapy right now for me you got to watch what words answer your minds because your thoughts become words your words become action and then you're fucked! Thank you! ✌️✌️
@@redrooster1908 you're right and for some reason in rehab or AA they bring that up it's going to happen and that's okay... do you agree with that or not? My boyfriend will have six years sober he got busted for a DUI oh shit Mr perfect he called me and said he will never give up drinking never ever ever! Now mind you I would think to myself how is this guy getting so drunk off of bush bear I went to his truck one night and he had Royal in the back that's how he was getting drunk long story short the night he got busted for DUI he's never touched a drink never will not even go anywhere where there is drinking unless he is a must like a wedding! Out of respect for him I won't drink a fun of him maybe at a wedding but he doesn't like it and from not drinking it's like I lost the desire I don't even think about drinking anymore you know how that goes!
Oh my gosh this is absolutely devastating news. She was doing so good - I’ve been donating nonstop to her go fund me page and have been getting updates from her mom.
LordGod! Please help her-she still has to have several surgeries. Oh my God I pray that she returns home this is devastating news. We’re trusting in you LordGod - Please protect her in Jesus Mighty Name.
Mal, Thank You! For coming on Live to let us know. My heart is broken for her mother and all the Dr’s and Nurses that worked so hard to save her life.
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Mal been with AML Films this channel since the beginning. What you built and are still building is amazing!! Mal you are truly a Angel
DAMN!!!! Goddamnit!!!!
If she actually gets served, she could die the very first time she does it, again.
I pray her mother finds peace in knowing she did everything she could and even some of what she couldn’t. No matter what, she is a great mom. I pray she never feels like she failed.
💯💔 so heartbreaking..
Stop commenting the obvious. Damn
@@annaxefta587 there’s obviously something very wrong with you. Don’t worry, I’ll pray for you, too. ❤️
Hope she at least gets hooked up with methodone or Suboxone
I'm with sunshine, My addiction was rooted into physiological crap. I don't go the 12 step root, but I see my psychiatrist once a week. It got me almost 19 years clean. We joke in my house that he is either going to retire or write a book. I owe my life to my psychiatrist. Most of these people need mental health care....
@Angie totally agree. I know people that are seeing a Dr for Suboxone and he makes it a priority that the patients must have a psychological evaluation and treatment plan. He coordinates his plan w their mental health provider. I never realized that it's all connected. So glad you are in recovery. God Bless you & everyone dealing with this.
@@mimi0424 I had gone the methadone path and it was just putting off the inevitable. I heard suboxone blocks opiate receptors while keeping the addict from getting sick. I got clean so long ago there was no such thing. When it came down to it I needed to get away from the city....Reading and Philly. I went to The Gatehouse for Women as a halfway house for 6 months before I dared to even visit my parents in the suburbs...nobody is immuned to addiction. Almost all of us got high to self medicate some form of trauma from our past. Mental health care should be free for all! Forget student loan forgiveness, these people need help more.......(the world would be safer) NOBODY GETS IT!!! Gotta work on the root issues to heal. I found an awesome psychiatrist willing to help me. He has special ways to deal with my PTSD. He better never retire. Lol
This doesn’t surprise me at all . Not only do we addicts have to deal with all the hurt & shame that arises when we get clean but Alyssa feel she lost her beauty! I was in hospital 46 days with an induced coma & open heart surgery. Besides a sweet zipper scar and some abscess scars I came out pretty much unscathed physically. As women our beauty is a shield. I’m sure she feels helpless without the thing she relied on for so long .Alyssa look way better than I expected but she still has a long road to get to her optimum health. I’m sure it all seems insurmountable. Homeboy from Florida said it right . Sick men search out women at their worst . They get off on watching a once beautiful & powerful woman’s deterioration & demise . I hate to say this but she’s like a wounded animal going off to die . I believe that’s her plan. I’m praying that plan gets subverted. This situation is dire . Mal , thank you for keeping us informed & for treating this subject & the people involved with the utmost respect ❤
People have recovered from disfiguring injuries and got their confidence back, even burn victims. I wonder if reconstructive surgeries are covered. If not, raising money could help give her some hope. Her mom would let her know what’s going on, but she’d have to be in a condition to stay in touch. That’s the hard thing about that.
That’s the thing. A lot of people thought this would be Alyssa’s miracle, but more hardship usually just makes it more difficult to have hope. I’m not saying miracles can’t happen, but for me, a miracle of love and care was more effective than another loss. That’s what I pin my hopes on, for others. Things can always get worse, but when they get better it’s a real blessing.
It may not be a death wish. I hope she finds her way back.
You're making excuses her now. The accident was months ago and she's been drug free since. She had a chance at a clean slate with zero withdrawals and just threw it out the window. She's caused so much pain and anguish in her family multiple times, she deserves zero sympathy from here on out. Best to give another addict a chance who actually wants to change than waste anymore resources on her.
Exactly!!! She couldn't wait until she got discharged to pull this shit!! I mean wtf, set on fire, was enough for herself, mother, friends and us viewers. Goes way much to show u, Satan always wins, IF u let him!!! Messed up.
I am so worried that the person who attacked her may try again plus she is so vulnerable and susceptible to infections. Please just go home Alyssa💜
Exactly that. If this person still holds a grudge against her she will be attacked again. She must realise this, but the pull of addiction has taken her over.
Or maybe she'll avenge her attacker... :'(
Yup. I commented earlier that I'm a burn survivor n in recovery. Luckily my face n body didn't get burned, but my arms n hands. It changed me inside bigtime. This is sad.
It's a nightmare I pray she goes home.
@@sashaboo72 I though that . Horrible thought....
Unfortunately being left with severe burns would probably make you wanna escape even more in order to cope with the new reality as that's why people often turn to drugs.. to cope with trauma.
And my god they probably gave her more pain meds. Apparently that's how she got addicted in the first place, a doctor gave her oxycodone for her fibromyalgia 😢
It's so wonderful for this mother to have an outlet to be able to get her feelings out and have ppl there for her. My heart goes out to you momma. I also have an addict child. He is only 24 and getting 16 yrs in prison. I know where he is, and that he's alive when he's in jail. My heart breaks for you.
Such good moms! ❤
What scares me the most is the fact she hasn't done any street drugs since June. Praying that she doesn't OD because her body won't be able to handle that crap! Please God, watch over her and protect her! Love you Bri!@❤️✨️
I’m sure she’s been on pain meds, so it shouldn’t be bad.God I hope she just comes back home!
She’s still running from something, and it’s heartbreaking 💔. I just knew she’d come out the other side of this , but the demons torment her soul , and maybe even more after this trauma experience. Alyssa you’re still beautiful, go home. Your mom loves you and she’ll love you , even when you slip. Mom, god bless you , you did your best. The love you give Tula is amazing. Sometimes we have to let our children go , and hope they return. Hang in there mom , she has to be ready. Just know you are not alone, and we have to love them from afar. Alyssa plz go home , there’s nothing out there , but more torment. Sending love and praying for Alyssa , and mom. ❤
For everyone who wants to know about Bre/Alyssa: the new story starts at 30:00.
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Thanks so much.
Thank you... really wish that he didn't drag out the point of this vid, which was to give us an update on this poor girl.
But I guess the longer he drags it out, the longer the vid & the more money he makes off of it & the sad situation that this girl & her family are going thur...smh.
If there's still air and she breathes, there's still hope!
It's such a struggle but it isn't over.
Please pray she finds her way and her way back🙏🙏❤❤
Yes, that’s true!
Thank you for thus comment hearing this news horrified me wish I could look after her.
Hearing her mother say she was trying still gives me hope as well.
Unfortunately she was forced into sobriety, before she was ready. She said this is her normal.. Her mother's heart break in accepting that reality hurts my heart. Be safe out there Bre!
So true. It wasn’t by choice, it was by circumstance and it unfortunately has to be her choice. Sadly after suffering such trauma she is even more vulnerable than before-who even thought that was possible?
Sometimes, at your lowest, you see how cold the world is to you when you don’t have what people want. It can dull the glow of the drugs to have people not serving you, when you don’t feel well, and you realize you feel better at home, where there’s more love than the artificial feeling of the drugs. I hope Alyssa also finds a home in the recovery community. She didn’t have time to do that. There’s a lot of love for her here.
Oh too bad, everyone is forced into sobriety before they want it really. She just has a bad attitude and a bad Outlook
This update was heart wrenching, the heartbreak her mother has continued to go through is palpable. Her daughter asking if mommy is still gone? Is so painful . As crazy as it sounds I can't with a honest conscious judge her because I've let that deep pull of addiction pull me away from 8 years of sobriety, away from family and friends who loved me. another time I was septic with 15 abscess and the treatment everyday after the surgery s was almost unbearable but it wasn't enough to stop me. I mean even though it seems so ludicrous for her to go back to Kensington in reality she hadn't worked a program or gone to addiction treatment during the past months. She was just trying to stay alive. her addiction was the same as the day she was attacked its just been laying somewhat dormant. Like they say the sleeping tiger, just waiting to be awoken. I'm not making excuses at all, addiction is deep seeded, cunning, and stronger then our want for food, sex, love but we can overcome it. We can fight it, especially when we have support and love like Alyssa does. I wish for alyssas mom, daughter and loved ones to find peace and happiness, I wish for Alyssa to be able to break free from the insanity and for her to know her self worth and live a true life of love with those her love her so much.
Truth
You're a very strong cookie, brookie.
I relate to you more than I can explain. Addiction is incredibly cunning, baffling, powerful. I've chosen the drug while near death many times & had people who care but don't understand ask my family "Well, has she learned her lesson this time?!" It's not that simple.. You're right though, we can overcome it. ❤️
What a beautiful tribute. Much love.🌹🕊
Plus she came out hosp hooked again from dilaudid n morphine. Nitemare
Praying for you Alyssa, that you find your way home to your family who loves you. If you see this it's not to late to make that call home. Tomorrow is never promised so please don't let your story end like this. We love you Alyssa and you matter. I will be praying for strength for you and your family. Mal thank you for bringing us all together not just for the update but a place for us to process and come together. 🙏❤
Amen 🙏
Beautiful, and so true!
She's my favorite. My heart breaks for this baby.
Kensington is awful, I use to go there to cop dope when I lived in Philly. It's the second worst/grossest/most depressing place I've ever seen, second only to Skid Row here in L.A. Its literally hell on earth. The sights, the sounds, the people, the smells...💀- and Everyone is either a predator or prey, and sometimes the role switches depending on the situation. Its a hellscape, the place ppl mean when they say "the gutter," and I can't imagine this girl wanting to go back there. As an ex addict I understand her wanting to get high (*I don't condone it, but I understand it), but jfc, pick a better drug community to hang out in, don't make dirty, disgusting, violent, depressing Kensington your "home base." It's beyond yuck. It's meant to be the kind of place where you get in, grab your shii, & get out- NOT a place to "hang out"/squat/build a "friend" group/etc.🤦♀️💀
#youredoingitwrong
Please I hope she gets help try methadone or subone to help your drug addiction please stay out of Kensington that place is hell on earth we love u an pray for you always
I have a question for you. You have experience, ..., how many people out of 100 who are addicted to hard stuff eventually break free and beat the streets and the drugs... 5% 10%?
@@decimated550 something like that... It's low, way low. Most ppl who manage to get off end up going back and forth (relapse, clean time, relapse, clean time.) It's hard to escape fully. I don't wanna get cocky but I have 5 yrs now- in the past 2 decades I only had a year and half clean max before that, and that was by force not choice. This 5 yrs has been by choice, and I also was on methadone for 7 yrs, I worked my way down to 3mgs/day before I got off it (I started @ 110mgs/day.) It's do-able, but hard. You just have to be committed/ want it.
@@decimated550 Its less than that. I had a serious heroin addiction that started at 15 to 29 years old. I've been clean almost 2 years off of everything no suboxone or methadone. I've had previous clean time but I never made it more then 7-8months until this last time. I've been to rehab 8x's and my 1st rehab there were 38 people in the group and today only me and 1 other person are alive. I'd say a heroin addict has like a 96% chance they won't get clean. Obviously it depends on the person and how bad they want it. The sad reality is the vast majority will die from O.D.s, murder, infections or other diseases and medical issues, or go to prison, or live the rest of their life stuck in their addiction wishing they were dead. This shit is no joke/game its real as it gets and in my opinion by far one of the worst things you can experience in this life.
@@MONSTERSINC801
That's right!
Praying for Alyssa, her mom and her family 🙏
Mal thank you for the update. Blessings to you Mal 🙏
You have the wrong system. You let people live on the street. In other countries, even dogs and cats are not homeless. You call indifference tolerance. And the life of people on the street is freedom. Your politicians are not interested in this problem. Think why? Regards from Poland.
Why do u think?
@@violettal.426 actually this is a problem in a lot of countries. Not just the US. Having traveled to now three different continents I've seen this in all of them.
I am praying for Alyssa.🙏 I've seen it around me my whole life the addiction takes over mind body and soul. She needs to feel worthy of deserving the best in life, to not be afraid of change. She is going back because she has a death wish. Nothing is too far down when you are in the addiction. I send love and healing and the lord to show her the way in his light. It's never too late. Thank you for posting. God bless you.
Very insightful, and so true.
Amen! I agree. Now more than ever she will want to numb the pain of seeing her face disfigured 😥❤🙏🏽
I think she's a victim of human trafficking and they probably warn her to get back out there or they will hurt her family. We never know who is pulling the strings behind the scenes 😢
Thanks for all you do. 30 years ago I was mugged in Kensington. It's way worse now then it was then. I hope you can get these people out of there. Prayers sent!
Look at what an angelic little child she was. Something must have happened to her to make her want to numb out with drugs
💜 That's one strong mama!!! I am praying for you as this must be so very (beyond) difficult!! As a complete stranger from Nova Scotia, Canada I feel sad, hurt & a bit angry that she is going back to do drugs. I legit have tears in my eyes so I can not imagine the tears her mother has shed :( You did your best mama & pat yourself on the back. You did good, it's not what you wanted but you did the absolute best you could. Please remember that always
Greetings from Cape Breton NS as well❤
@@tambourine36 It's amazing that we are all rooting for them even from way down in Nova Scotia 💙
No one should be bullying anyone she is still beautiful
She reminds me also of a young Pamela Anderson
We are all connected 🙏🏾💛🙏🏾 We need a step in the right direction - may kindness and light guide this quest🙏🏾💛🙏🏾
Thankyou so much for the update. Not what I wanted to hear..but appreciate you Soo much. She's very lost.im afraid for her. I will continue to pray for her.
🌟🌟 Alyssa returned home to her Mom!! 🙌🙌🙌🌟🌟
@@ZaraBizara she sure did! Is t it wonderful?! Mal posts in the community tab every time he gets an update from her Mom. 😊
So happy this beautiful young lady is safe at home with her mom. Wishing her all the best.
Do you know if there have been any recent updates? I’ve seen Bre since her first interview and haven’t had any AML vids on my feed for so long :( came back to visit after I had a thought about Bre and saw this 💔
@@CelesteOcoileain I haven’t looked super recently but her Mom always writes an update and AML posts them on the community page. I’d check there for the very latest. The last I saw, she’s still at home with her Mom, thank goodness ❤️
@@JenDoe1 where can I see those posts?
I couldn't even watch this. 💔 It's like she thinks this is all she deserves. She has such a soft spoken, gentle soul. This literally hurts me. This could be anyone of our Sister's, Cousin's, Friend's or Neighbor's. 😢
And Mal….YOU hang in there too!!! Praying for warrior strength in you to keep doing what you do❣️
Prayers for Alyssa, her mom, & family. Thank you Mal for always being there to help Alyssa & her family. I hope, and pray that she returns home safely to her family asap. My heart goes out to Alyssa’s family, especially her little girl 😢💔 God bless you Mal, & the AML Family 🙏❤️🙏
Imagine how beautiful that little girl is. Her mom is the sweetest most beautiful ever.
Having worked emergency medicine, burns are the most horrifying thing to see, etc. I can't imagine the pain she will have . She's a brave soul. I truly hope she's safe today and they find the monsters who did this. Your channel is as amazing as the folks you post. Thank you for posting stories of the forgotten. We need to remember.
Praise God for you Mal...you try so hard to ease the pain of addicts in Kensington. You sure do have a place in heaven. Thank you for helping so many people...especially for your kind heart for Alyssa/Bre....I don't know what more to say...
Few things are missing:
1.) Alyssa’s armpits weren’t healing and she was going to need reconstructive surgery for this. In case you don’t know, there are lymphnodes in that area.
If you aren’t properly caring for and changing that bandaging you can become very, very sick.
2.) Necrosis can happen, even if you just smoke cigarettes when healing from burns. She’s not healed & didn’t take her bandaging, etc. Her Mom doesn’t sound too confident with whomever she returned to to properly care for her.
3.) Everyone saying she should have been prescribed methadone, she was not given anything for pain, etc. First off, nobody knows if she was or wasn’t. You also don’t know if certain drugs are safe for a healing burn victim to take or interactions with antibiotics or current medications. So please just stop ! Stop speculating and trying to play doctor.
I noticed in her Mom’s post about upcoming surgery Alyssa had concerns she would be intubated and the clinic stated they would use a local anesthetic. This relieved Alyssa and made her more comfortable going through with the procedure.
If I come across angry it’s because I am. I’m angry for Alyssa, her Mom, and for everyone who no longer wants to see another person die because of this drug crisis.
We can all guess, speculate, play internet counselor / doctor. Please try to speak facts! I have utmost respect for the recovering and even active addicts who gave their insight. You are the one’s helping more than you even know!
Sadly it looks very dire for Alyssa unless she returns home swiftly or gets the medical care she needs elsewhere.
So she did go back? That's confirmed?
This might be a stupid question but…can you not smoke when you’re healing from burns because of the smoke in the air around your burn or because it’s in your lungs/system? Or both? I saw a short on here with a guy that had necrosis fingers and he was smoking 🚬 😳
This made me cry. Reading her mother’s words. I just want to hold her.
Her mom writes ✍️ beautifully ❣️
Everything makes y’all cry
Yo, AML!! Thanks for featuring my comment! It’s so true, tho! When you suffer something so excruciating and it’s still not enough to turn you loose… only God can set her free! ✝️
If that didn't make her sober up then nothing will. unfortunately I don't think she will make it out of there alive. 😥
@@EuleneWages4644 miss you on the chat ❤️
I hate to say it but I think your right 😒
She doesn't care about herself anymore! This is so sad it makes me MAD
If she starts to love God he WILL get her out.
This breaks my heart. I was an addict for 23 years, clean for 12. I get what Alyssa is going through. when you get that deep into addiction its almost impossible to stop. The only way she can stop is if she decides she wants to stop and is willing to do the work. Considering what she recently went through, idk, its going to be hard. I am praying for Alyssa and her mama.
I knnow when I 3was deep into my addiction I prayed for death every moment of every day. Maybe thats where Alyssa is. I feel so deeply for Alyssa, I remember what that darkness feels like.
Congratulations Drea. You should be very proud of yourself.
But she already stopped. She had a medically induced rehab for months and months. That's probably the best type of rehab for somebody in her position. She was clean, and she still chose to go back to it.
Oh Mal, I just saw this. I think you said it best unfortunately, the disease is telling her there is nothing left and she feels unworthy. Addiction is a beast. If she is going back to Kensington and using she will overdose because her tolerance maybe way low.
As for Alyssa's mom, I am so sorry you have to endure this. I have been and will continue to support and pray for Alyssa and your family. I wish love could cure this terrible disease. May God continue to bless you.
My prayers go out to you Alyssa and your family. There’s no stronger bond than that of a family’s love who is willing to stick by you thick and thin. Prayers and hugs to you all 🙏💕🙏💕
To all who see this, amazing news, alyssa back home!!! Back in the comfort of her loving family, after her disappearance. She phoned her mum and is BACK! Thank the lord. Alyssa is stronger than we thought as is her mum, who now has to readjust again. We're all thinking of you mum, alyssa and family. 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜🙏🙏🙏🙏🌹🌹🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🌹🌹🌹
Any new updates on her?
My daughter is addicted to fentanyl and I believe meth. I’m so weary from chasing her down, late night phone calls, fear from not hearing from her for days, weeks at a time, and staying up nights worrying. I blame myself as I am in recovery for opiates. 5 years clean now. I know this mothers pain. So sad I will be praying.
Thank you for the update i will pray for Alyssa and her family. I hope very very much she will return home... 🙏
My daughter is 25 and I’m active addiction. I’m taking care of her 16 month old some and have been since birth. She is now 8 months pregnant so I’m December I’ll be getting the newborn as well. Praise the lord she was arrested about 2 1/2 weeks ago so now she isn’t using and is getting prenatal care. My days and nights are a little bit easier that at least I know where she is and that she is still alive. That’s the worse feeling in the world not knowing. My thoughts and prayers go out to Alyssa and her mom. Go home Alyssa you can do this. 🙏🏼 ❤
@@eihhh sadly, the right of women to choose to terminate a pregnancy, with a legal abortion, has been taken away for the first time since Roe VS Wade in the 70's gave the right to ALL women to Safely choose a hospital/sterile medical clinic abortion. We can all get out there and vote! Before they take THAT right away from women too!
@@eihhh of course I understand abortion is not a substitute for birth control. But when you're an addict living on the streets of Kensington PA, I'm sure the last thing on their mind is getting and using a reliable form of birth control, such as the 28 day birth control pills. These girls mainly rely on condoms, and condoms can break, or the girls get r@p3d often down there in the BLACK HOLE. That BLACK HOLE swallows females like Alyssa up so fast and never let them go. It's really very sad. 😢
Pregnant and doing dope Thats unforgiveable and just plain evil.
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You have one of the kindest hearts ever. 💯🙏 Prayers for your continued strength in support, being a true warrior for the most suffering. Bless your heart.
What a wonderful mother she has. Thoughts are with her and her granddaughter
Praying for this lost soul. Thx Mal for letting us know how Alissa is doing.
This makes me so sad .My heart goes out to her mom and family.Please Alyssa go back home where your loved.
😢Im sorry for her battles. I hope she will be alright, wherever she is. ❤
Is there any updates on this ?
Some times there just isn't anything to fix a broken soul. Thanks to you all that just continue to pray for her and for you Mal.
Yes there is something we all can do and that is pray ❤
Stay strong Mal ❤️💪🏻AML FAMILY
Alyssa needs care to recover, not to be out here in the cold, being preyed upon. I hope she goes back home. She has gone through a terrible trauma, but she can still get her life and herself back. Love 💗 to Alyssa and her family. Love 💕 to Mal and the AML Fam. All my best to you Alyssa (Bre). There’s a whole community ready to love and embrace you, girl, if you see this! ❤
I would just like to express my sincere condolence to her mom and at the same time praise her for all her effort and every bit of sacrifice she has made over the years for her children. As that is meant especially for Allysa with her battle and taking care of her child. Everybody need to continue 🙏 for all of them who's fighting addiction. I sincerely hope that she will come to her senses and return to her family. I know what it's like because I lost my wife struggling with addiction for over 15 years. Where I'm from there's no support structure like you guys have in the States. Here in Cape Town South Africa you are on your own if you cannot pay your way. So let's pray and hope she return and hopefully go to rehab Amen.
I'm so sorry you lost your wife to drugs. I hope you are healing from this tragedy💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
Please get an update on her x
So sad...prayers for Alyssa and her mom...love hearing the updates....
That physical trauma and disfigurement has only reinforced the conclusion that her only happiness is recidivism to her previous lifestyle. So sad.
Welcome back! Hope + pray ur feeling well.
God bless you!
Heavy hearts , for all are losts souls , love you guys. Thanks for being there for my Daughter Danielle ❤️ 💕
I missed the live stream. It sounds like she went back. I pray for her mom and her.
It really makes me think about what i put my mom through when i was out there and getting clean occasionally.
She passed away from cancer about 6 years ago and never got to see how well things are going for me now.
Don't take family for granted. Unfortunately all that takes a back seat to addiction.
I really hope she has some kind of divine intervention if she's back in the hole. She still needs to heal and i don't think her body can handle fent and tranq.
I understand what it's like when the demons are calling and you can't shake them off.
Sorry for her her mom. She's done all she could do and more 😢.
The person who did this is still out there. She’s not going to make it more than a few days! My heart breaks for her Mom 😢
There needs to be cameras everywhere in these areas
It's an emotional day, hearing that Alyssa left her Mom's and went back to Kensington as vulnerable as she is now with her wounds and health problems from the trauma. And I also just heard that Malo passed away from Morals over Money channel. Such a sad day. The pull of addiction is just too strong for some 💔💔
The best thing for us to do is pray for her deliverance. It’s a physical, emotional and spiritual battle. It’s not easy when that demon whispers in your ear. Praying for her and teaching her to pray as well, demons flee. We have tools we need to use em. God bless you Alyssa, May God delivery you and break the chains that bind you. Be free and May the angels of the Lord encamp around you and shine light on the darkness. I rebuke addiction in the name of Jesus!! Amen
My heart hurts for Alyssa, i can't believe she went back i really can't. My thoughts and prayers are with her and her family.
My prayers are for her mother 🙏 I wish my mom would have done 1/10th of what her mom did for her. I bet most of us recovering addicts wish the same. Its sad to see Alyssas going back to Bre. May God have mercy.
Any updates?
My brother and I both overdosed on fentanyl laced heroin and I survived but he didn't. Thank God for over 3 years in recovery and I hope my brother is proud of me but most of all I hope he finally found the peace that eluded him in life...
RIP CHRIS 8/4/1972-9/9/2018
I’m sorry for your loss but happy and proud of you. Hope you are well
@@floridakeysamie6647 thank you my friend
I was in the mom's position with my son.
He was not the child I knew.
I found my peace in God. I gave my son to God.
He ended up in jail for 3 years. He did well and went to school.
Got married and had a baby girl.
Sometimes its waiting on Gods miracle.
@ALMFilms Hello Mal have you or anyone seen or heard what's going on with Alyssa (Bre) now? I wonder about her often. I'm a recovering addict myself and just a year ago used to come down to Kensington to cop myself. Thank God i got out of that black hole. I pray she's safe with her family. God Bless everything you do you are amazing!!! Keep up the good work 👏 🙏🙏
Praying for Alyssa and her family.Praying God will watch over them and help Alyssa make the right decisions for herself and her family.🙏🙏💗xxxx
Nobody ever thought of her going back to Philadelphia to look for the girl that did this to her to get revenge.
Alyssa you are and always have been beautiful. Please go home. You're mom and daughter love you. Take baby steps with getting clean. Get help, counseling. You can have your burns repaired. I'm sure you could find help getting that done if it can't be afforded. You're loved by many, especially your mom and daughter. Please take care of yourself. Your health is at high risk, as many other dangers are a risk out there. Your daughter would love to have a relationship with you and your mom too. Some people have no no one. You're got everyone at AML, all over the U.S., mom, daughter. There's many good reasons to live and get rid of this addiction for good . So sad. Had hoped she was on the right track. She still cam be.
She's back home per a message from her mom... I can breathe again.
Hi, my heart goes out to this young lady that was put on fire. You would think this would be her wake up call. I'm clean for 23 years. My prayers go out to her an her family. Go home, your mom loves you. It's not worth it.
This looks like someone is wanting her to be this way they want her to die there evil and she spoke about it in her video that black magic is real and she needs a chain of prayer
That juju will get you every time! Santa Maria is that with a practice? And when she was talking about it she was like really believing it was going to happen before she was even hurt she definitely did look scared! It's what you believe in and I don't believe in juju I believe in it as far as that people believe in it and they will pay thousands of dollars to do anything to get any spell off of them! I remember watching this documentary and I think it was in Haiti and they practice a lot of JuJu there so this man came upon him witch doctor and the witch doctor put a curse on him the man grew sicker everyday because of the spell that was put on him he went to another doctor and the other doctor was taking care of him not a witch doctor a regular doctor. The man was getting sicker by the day he was at death's door! The professional doctor chicken lizard from his pocket and gave the man something to throw up so the man threw up in this bowl and the doctor put the lizard in the bowl and in the Man's eyes he does that the professional doctor delivered him from juju and from that day the man got better! Evil can mess with your head! ✌️🤟
I wish Alyssa could realize how many of us are rooting for her to find her way back to life. Stay safe little one
I was thinking how she was doing the other day then I see this, I am so heartbroken an her moms words painted a picture of sadness in my head an it made me cry, I just cant even imagine, I am so thankful I got sober when I did ALL GLORY TO GOD an no one else!!
It was a woman that did that to her. I’d bet my life on it. A jealous woman.
I’m praying for her. And her mom and daughter.
God bless you Mal you are a true angel. Thankyou for all the updates! Alyssa is in my thoughts and prayers 🙏🏻
Alyssa you are so brave , beautiful, and worthy of recovery
Awww this is so sad she’s such a beautiful soul and she needs all prayers we must break this chain that’s holding her down trying to destroy her .SHE DONT WANT TO BE LIKE THIS ITS A CURSE
Thank God Alyssa returned home to her mom. They will be in my continued prayers.
TAMI--Someone sent her a large sum of money, and as of yesterday, her Mom reported that she took a flight out of Jacksonville Fla, withOUT bandages, meds, etc, and sadly flew/went RIGHT BACK to Philadelphia, most likely back to Kensington area.
I am still listening to this. It's heart-wrenching and frustrating for some people to understand. I have dealt with 2 people that close to me with addiction. It is a hard road for everyone involved. I learnt how strong of a hold drugs can have on people. The bottom line is, unfortunately, the person/s has to WANT to STOP for themselves and for no one else or it doesn't work. My heart goes out to Alyssa and family, as before her incident, she wasn't ready to quit, so if we move along to after the incident, when Alyssa comes too and heals a bit and looks in the mirror and sees what is staring back at her?! Some would think, oh, that should have been enough of a wake-up call?! To be honest, I would have hoped it to be, but inside, I knew it wouldn't be. The reason I say that is that the addiction and the hold are still there. The want is still there. As I stated before, she wasn't ready to quit before. Her mental illness is still there, but more than likely heightened as to her situation. Can anyone imagine waking up and 60% of your body is burnt and what that would feel like mentally and physically?! So I say that to say this: What is Alyssa main crotch that doesn't make her feel anything?? DRUGS!! The urge would be so strong as not to have to deal with how she looks and how everything is at the moment?! She unfortunately is not thinking about what it will do to her, her wounds etc she is thinking of that escape!! It's so sad 😞 I hope God shows her the way and gives her the WANT to quit for HERSELF. 🙏🙏😥
Your comment is spot on! And I absolutely agree!
You're so right in describing Alyssa's probable mindset. Tragically, those fresh wounds might be the first landing spots for the needle. This whole thing is so awful. Prayers for protection going ^UP^
@@sunnydaze3131 Amen 🙏
I thought the same thing. She is thinking of escaping, numbing the physical and emotional pain and now she has even more reasons in her mind to turn back to using drugs. I wonder if when she was hospitalized if they provided her with mental health to help her cope with the trauma of being burnt and deal with her addiction.
Hi Mal . My heart hurts for you I know how much you love Alyssa and how much time you invested in her and still do. It just goes to show how powerful this drug is. Ppl don't even GO NEAR THE DEVIL FOOD. prayers for Alyssa. Send her home. Be tough on her if you see her. She DON'T belong there.
You're right -- she doesn't belong there. The desperate nature of drug addiction had her leaving Florida for the dirty pit of hell where she got burned -- literally. My prayer is that no one offers her money or drugs -- only food and water and maybe a one-way ticket back to JAX.